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sigh, ytday, i mentioned i felt i getting recovering rite? last nite,
mum made "deep fried pork rib". i told her i having cough, cannot eat.
she ask why. i tell her, the oil will stay in the throat n make mi
uncomfy. she jus stormed off, saying dunno y i cant eat.. to appease
her, i took 3 pcs, but comented tat they're too salty (our way of
telling, we ate).. den, 11pm to 1am, i kept coughing every now n den..
she asked whether i saw doc again anot....
how am i supposed to ans that.. she sms mi early evening tat she can
cook if i eating. i reply "cook if u free". thus, she purposely cook
dishes tat i like or can eat... i knw, tat y i force myself to eat the
rib..
ok.. tdy went to sign up starhub corporate line.. n... took pic of a
yandao cutie hahaha... on the pretext of testing hp hwhahha... evil
mi.. den tonite oso went for a dinner gathering,.. met a guy there
who's shorter than mi.. taking his jacket off, revealing his.. small
but tight looking chest (his shirt is tight fitting).. tried flirting
wif him.. but 2 bad, he's quite... closed to it.
after getting mc, i stayed hme, n later went for work.. many ppl
surprised siazz.. tat i get mc but still went work.. well, i need to
clear some stuff mah.. n luckily i did, cos i helped to solve some
mysteries.. umm, talking abt recovery :)
n i tink the most rewarding part is.. 1 good looking (he's not under
my definition of yandao, and not wat i consider cute) guy from IT..
who's always so friendly and smiling came over to discuss some things
wif mi. wah.. my first time to see him in brown polo.. seems tat he
dun have great chest.. more of avg chest size lol.. but nvm.. cos... i
feel hot whenever he stands close to mi..
now, even logical thinking, i sometimes oso can get very blur. a good
eg is, ytday a frn showed mi 2 invitation cards. 1 is written in
malay, 1 is written in english and chiense. i read out the malay
words.. to his amusement. den the other card, i trying to do mapping
to see which malay word stand for which chinese/english word. but i
was totally confused..
u knw wat, the chinese and english line were taking up 1 line each.
the malay ver took up 2 lines. but when i read the chn n eng 1, i read
the chiense as the first line of the malay ver, and english as the 2nd
line... oh gosh... wat came over mi??
n it seems tat, a lot of things which i could have anticipated if i nt
sick, i din foresee them.. even at the expense of thinking i shld b
rite... wah liao..
tink i slept 2 much...
1: sleeveless top
2: nice face
3: not bad hair
4: arm muscles
i boarded mrt.. it's crowded.. a few other ppl oso boarded.. den i
noticed the middle of the .. sector.. have some space. so i moved in.
unexpectedly, a guy wif the above features was sitting right in front
of mi. RIGHT AFTER THAT, an auntie immediately came over, n stood in
front of mi, facing tat guy.. gosh.. she looked so DESPERATE to be in
front!! even so later..
den, after her, 2 more guys kinda made their way to my place. 1 guy..
was like notice tat muscle guy, n moved over.. at the expense of my
space.. the way he stand, almost din care i was oredi there, jus like
trying to make his way to occupy the best position (mine) but too
late.
soon.. i noticed another guy standing beside tat auntie.. his position
n eye contact, oso told mi he's looking at tat muscle guy..
wah liao.. i immediately felt a gay magnet there..
3 gays (mi included), 1 auntie.. i tink at tis time, the gays r trying
nt to look obvious, n trying to act as str8 as possible.. or as
non-chalent as possible... lol.. i felt, the oni thing left, is to
look casual n normal.. but as i abt to alight, i oso look at the
muscles THINKING TO MYSELF how i gonna achieve them.. den as i moved
to make my way out, those gays oso.. did the same ting.. haizz...
oh ya, tat auntie.. upon reaching the 2nd stn, she dunno which stn she
at, so she lower her head to see... kauzz.. she look like she bend
down to seek tat guy's attention siazz!! cos she din jus bend, she ..
like.. bend den look loook look..
gosh!!!
den i alighted, n went for my haircut.. i found tis salon, when i was
walking past it some time back, den the guy pass mi his namecard.. but
now, i can't recognise him liao hahah.. his skills nt bad.. but tok
kinda soft lah.. tmr, den will see wat my colleagues say.. their side
hor.. cos it's very heartland shop, they do everythign themselves..
i'm used to my auntie hairstylist.. they have ppl for each role..
den tis guy, he take care of styling, spreading of the cover sheets,
coloring, washing of hair, hair treatment... everything... i thot
these ppl usually 20+... but he is actualyl near 30.. my age.. hehe, m
i so honry? he's wearing a black polo.. n i actually feel like seeing
him go topless.. den when everythign finished, he sent mi out.. n i
patted his shoulder..
hunks_mail@yahoo.com.sg
oso dunno y i joined.. b part of the vogue? cos.. it's realyl js the vogue..
got the link from http://glazzal.livejournal.com/790907.html. Thanks glazzal.
"Existing Situation" may be true.. see it from the "making frns" pov..
i knw i'm an introvert who sincerely wishes to make more frns ... and
go out more often.. but sometimes, i'm just too alone and ends up
building up a defence wall as an introvert's protection against any
seemingly offending acts (verbal or action).
"Stress Sources" - i try to be unrestrictive at most times. Sometimes
this seems as a butterfly or flirtatious.. n i oso.. try to overcome
any obstacles that stands in my way to achieve my aims.. the
"overcoming" refers to legitimate n non-hurtful means.. meaning, i dun
wan to hurt any1 in order to achieve my goals.
"Restrained Characteristics" i believe this needs time, as I'm not
someone to open up my heart to people easily.. given family history
and personal history as well.. egocentric n offended easily.. i'm
trying to be much less..
"Actual Problem" hope tis is solved, once i've repaid my debts
the rest.. is up to my frns and visitors to judge :)
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