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lotsa to look forward to?

maybe.. but nothign will happen 1... occurred few/many times liao.. i knw that i oni wan/like to look n admire... no physical interaction wil happen.. cos, cruising n having sex in public really nt my way.

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anyway, my bday.. wah.. painful man.. i mean planning for the celeb.. if others plan for u, always seems to easy for them to do so.. or when others invite u to theirs. cos u jus go n enjoy urself.. haha.. trust mi, in the past, when ppl planned for mi (did any1? i duno... really), i probably felt "oh ok".. but never knew wat went on.. even when on tv, ppl usually will thanks these planners... but i nvr did.. cos i really dinno how much effort was needed..

ok, msg'ed a few frns to come.. realised something (have i mentioned it?).. if u set a date wif ppl, n they say "need to chk my schedule", it usually means "see how first.. if i got nothing on, i'll take tat option" unwittingly.. i mena, they may nt realise they actually hinting this.. cos "chk schedule" is a common excuse.

den another few ppl say "shld b ok".. sounds more likely to come rite?? these r den ppl who really wish to go.. but ya, even iflast min, they say cmi, oso bobian.. but at least they show interest.

1 frn who i.. regretted treating shabbily... hope he'll make it.. cos i think nw he overseas.. but the day was chosen based on his free days..

1 frn... who's gorgeous n was my photgraphy model.. if he come, i sure very happy, cos got ppl to look at =D.. n hope to hug him ;)

1 gal pal... or a comon term: fag-hag.. had been reading her blog recently.. den i realised how much.. from her text.. how much she had changed.. i'd say for the worse.. n not sure if my deduction is rite... i msged her abt my bday.. she din reply... usually ppl dun reply when they nt keen.. so 1 day, i msn her "so, i take it that u nt keen on the bday party?".. her reply "oh ya, i haven reply u yet"..

i knw she'd changed.. a lot.. within 1 yr.. i can oni deduce that.. she was surprised i invited her to my bday, cos we din tok for a yr.. n decided nt to reply... cos it'd b tat, it's a general msg tat's mass-sent to ppl.. she duno whether i really mean it anot.. having nto toked for so long, she dun wan to accept it, in case i really din mean the invi n she may feel awkward in coming.. but when i msn her, she knew i really meant it.. sincerely inviting her.. so she decided tat she shld go if she can (IT ppl usually scared of last min stuff popping up). wat's more, given her nature n sensitivity n treasuring of frnship, i knw tat she very likely will agree... why? cos, last yr, she was... if i rmb rite, the first 1 to msg mi at 12am on my bday.. around there.. wishing mi happy bday. tat was during our "no-tok" period. it showed how much she treasured frnship.. n the fate

umm, n i think she still read my blog from time to time.. think she'll see tis..

anyway, it'll b a small gathering of frns who i can click wif.. thign is tat, hwo to plan??? diff ppl, diff interest... gosh... but most likely end wif ktv =D gonna chk where got discount for bday boy.. n whether got.. cake anot.. non fattening type.. SERIOUS...

tis week has been... WOW... work wise jus ok... personal training wise... WAH...

when was the last time i blogged?? i forgot.. lotsa things.. forgot to write..

anyway, start with tues. i supposed to go and gym.. i intend to gym tues n thurs. but i actually brought my shoes.. n forgot to bring my clothes.. so, end up din go... i oni lacked the mrt trip..

wed, i brought my things down again.. tis time, the salesguy (claudio... seems like a married guy.. cant say he's cute or nice looking.. jus soothing look.. maybe cute in a way, cos sometimes, it take time for mi to feel guys r cute) is on mc, but arranged wif his mgr to get someone guide mi in using gym.. but den, when i got there, wah liaozz. no 1 is ready to guide mi siazz. the mgr den last min arrange a GIRL trainer to mi..

i was thinking: wah liao, i asked for a guy trainer (i thot so) and den gimme a ger. darn it siazz.. feel so odd to request for a guy on the spot

LUCKILY, the ger not free, n casually suggested i can try out the cycling n the treadmill... PHEW!!!!!!!! i dun wan walk around toking to a ger trainer siazz..

ok.. den i tried the cycling and treadmill.. treadmill lol... during my 30 mins jogging, got 2 guys using the treadmill b4 mi.. 1 is plump, 1 has a std figure (dunno hwo to describe a normal good looking body). been looking at their backview all the while.. haha..

once done, i went up to the steamrm and sauna... as usual.. got a bunch.. or 3-4 guys in the steamrm.. err, wif my body type, shape, size, hair color, length, style, hand gesture and body posture, do i look very gangster type?? i mean those.. "di-siao *tat's local dialect for disturb* mi if u dare" atttiude. cos at times, ppl fear sitting beside mi.. or, dun tell mi, they scared i touchy wif them?? lol..

funny, steamrm always more crowded than sauna.

oh ya.. in the changing room, always got lotsa ice-cream for my eyes =D

den thurs. TIRING N STRESS!!!! got there.. claudio saw mi n greeted mi.. den i almost cant recognise him... n told him "too many ppl around" hahah.. he stood up, trickled my tummy *blush* n put his arm over my shoulders. i remarked tat he's TALL.. haha.. he den sat down.. n chatted wif mi, while i waited for a trainer to come. he again tried persuading mi to intro more ppl to him (salesmen.. wat u expect?) den, when i asked abt him, he seem to get a bit nervous siazz.. haha..

den 1 CHINESE trainer came n asked to take my wt. he's an oddball!! i waited to take my wt.. n he asked mi for my number?!?! i stunned!! i asked him to check wif reception instead (i was thinking.. ehh.. a personal request for my number? so direct?).. n his comm skills SUCKS BIG TIME. i can oni hear the keywords. when i'm done wif the machine, he took the papers n led mi off..

i found it funny.. shld he NOT ask mi my plan FIRST? instead of leading mi somewhere abruptly n asking mi to start on any machine... HAR?!?! i questioned him tis, n he told mi "tats why i asked u to use a machine first". oh well, i dun buy tat. i calmly/coolly walked back to reception, n asked to have another trainer.

claudio den hinted, i go again tmr, n they'll surely arrange a trainer.. i sarcas'ed back "har? n waste another day here? ytday oso like dat".. he got worried, and n tried his best to get another trainer.. n yes... another trainer.. is taking mi.. the funny thing is... as follows:

on wed, i was in the changing room, n a guy was standing behind the cupboard.. oni in his gym bottoms.. i often looked at him/his body.. nice.. got the muscles.. den he sometimes look back at mi.. n at times gave a hard stare.. i was thinking, wat's he doing? i had unwittingly gave a cruising signal b4.. i dun wan lead someone on again.. so i moved away...

n today, this is the guy who is taking mi!! when he asked, i oni mentioned i came on wed, used wat facilities.. din mention seeing him in the changing room :P

so he took mi to try out the machines. he was pretty frnly wif his tone n behaviour. he sometimes rolled up my sleeves to check / touch my muscles... i think tis shld b normal rite? no hanky panky actions..

den.. as he brought mi to try other machines, 1 of them, he used his chest to support mi from the back.. haha.. another machine, he used his thigh to support my ass... ehh... erotic? i realyl dunno.. but i din reject lah..

after everything ended, he took mi down to tok abt my personal training plan.. got a 3 mth pkg worth 1080. den oso a 8/6/4 wk pkg.. for mi, i not sure how mcuh can my body take.. i can try out the training... so 4 wks was my option. i asked for the 400$ to be reduced.. (i'm smarter tis time?) so, he reduced by 10$... better than nothing... ahha.. i seem so easy catch for such things siazz...

well, if i see the need, why not..

after all the training, my arms ACHE.... from the training of cos.. so oh-gosh tired!!

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at work, got a new ger come in, she's a honours holder. she's a gentle girl.. at places where i stay for almost a yr, i think i often had a female colleague who i can click wif.. n i gradually came out to them, n become chatty pals.. tis new ger... can i oso come out to her? well, time will tell.. cos if we get close.. i muz get rid of her minds any idea of us being together, n jus pure frnship...

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anyway, tmr is a relax day for mi.. it has to be... swim, den stay home liao..

wah liao... sometimes, i jus wish i have more luck wif guys instead of gers... most gers seems like they wanna stick to mi.. den guys.. not tat many... sighzz... cos of my gay-orientation, which makes mi more sensitive to them and ability to be frnly wif them easily?

n these days.. i've been feeeling so so empty inside mi.. dunno.. maybe 'cos.. i've nothing much to do oredi? in the past, office work often kept mi busy.. now, it's taken off... n usually i have my sch assignments to rush.. nw, waiting for sch to start. i think i need to find stuff to kill time.. not money-consuming 1... so.. most likely... will b more focus on gym.. n voluntary work..

gym, i jus signed up wif cali...

voluntary.. i sending in appln form to ooga chaga.... see how loh.. in near future, may oso volunteer wif other charities...

nothing to blog today... a boring day, n a tiring day, and an absent-minded day.

kevxx: cos... if i comment on your comment, will u b able to see it? if i reply ur comment 2-3 days later, will u see it? thus, its better to make a new post..

funny... i thot comments on blog need some word verification in order to post? I got a texty comment, which i removed. no sign-off, no indication of who-ever.

umm... in times of need, den we realise who actually treasure us, and give us their time... i msg a number of frns, asking when they are free btwn 23-27 jul to celeb my bday.

a couple said, i'm ok any day. jus give mi a day/time n i'll block it off.

a couple said, ... or rather, a trio.. nope, a couple said, "have to check my schedule first". 1 arse (by saying tis, no 1 knows who i'm referring to!!!) said "nope".

umm... my bday is round the corner.. n if anybody ask, why that few days of choices? well, it's the period btwn when someone is free enuff... and b4 my actual day...

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kevxx: nope, if u din realise, i dun go for such public encounter sex... many a time, i fantasized and thought of it. but nope, it's jus not me. n tis is why i managed to stay clean n healthy.. i always prefer jus an admiration of ppl.. 'cos, in aj world, something tat comes easy, fades away from memory easy too.

locate your mobile phone...

http://www.sat-gps-locate.com/english/index.html

cleared up my mails for today... for yahoo emails..

den whole morning did nothing much... went back into tat "jo to kill time" style.. i really like GV.. cos it allows mi to book tix using nets.. others, force mi to use debit cards.. sigh.. sometimes, asking someone out for movie oso need to know whether tat person know abt the movie anot..

anyway, for dinner.. we went to the place where i had yong tau foo... haha, felt nice to see tat beng helper.. hehe, he came over to serve us (as usual).. the funy thing is, he brought our order to another table.. we asked abt it, den he realised it's wrong n brought to us instead... tat was the fun part hhhaah... see how he deal wif the situation..

den from time to time, he walked around our area.. but seem to feel uneasy/take note of our table...

well, i dun deny, i was there to see him.. but of cos, the food is tasty.. as it dun have those commercial flavour.

oh.. the show i watched is "transformer". it's REALLY REALLY awesome n fantastic!!!!! the lead actors were properly clothed.. since they r jus to bring the story out... the machines are then the real heroes... whcih i enjoy totally!!! shiok!! seeing those machines TRANSFORM from metallic objects to moving robots... every part was so cool!!!! the most interesting part (pg rated) was when the boy's pants were pulled off... tat's all.

n 2 bad, i cant differentiat whos the good side n the bad during the final showdown..

the TODAY paper, felix cheong, said tat some parts were totally IRRElevant.. which i totally disagree!!! is he a fan, or someone who is not into such sci-fi show? he actualyl mentioned that:

"the story is about finding a cube tat prevents all machines from turning into evil robots. whatever".

What does he mean???? oh sci-fi movies have a special theme!!! it's all made up!! if there's nothing to form a story, how does a movie come by???

i dun think that, someone who dunno transformer will not enjoy the show. cos it's all abt the CGI. and those who know transformer surely will love it... it's truely wat transformer is!!! machines evolving into moving robots, defending ... humans/earth..

it's really a GOOD movie!!!

n... i realise tat... i'm beginning to feel the temptation from young guys... some of them are just so adorable u jus feel like it's ur duty to protect 'em...

les, yup... i knw sweety/honey/babe/darling r jus general names in western culture. but twat??? u ah... haven change a bit siazz.. n dun thnk i dunno u r using quoting "you are beautiful..it's true" from a song...

when r u coming over?

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kevxx, u said he'll lead mi to safe plc... den shld b ok to follow mah..

last nite was a tiring day man.. working till past 12mn, jus to see that everything runs smoothly for our launch.. got home, supper, ready to sleep... oredi 3am. den decided to jo... but for long while, i stil dun get high. so... jus jo a bit oni...

BUT... funny.. as i slept, i got a strange dream... i cant rmb how it ended up tis way.. scene:

a guy was lying on a platform CLOTHED. there is a mini fountain beside him. i INVOKED my powers with my hands to draw it towards mi. den someone from other side oso did the same thing. we ended up drawing water to each other in a circle (from fountain, to mi, to him, to fountain).. i can even feel some SOLID water rubbing my palms!! as we drew harder, wind formed.

the wind actually began pulling off the platform guy's shirt. the guy's legs are towards mi. so at my side, the guy's pants are being pulled off too.. of cos, he tries to resist but he cant. his arms r pulled by other guy, while mi is pullin his pants. until the part the pants almost reveal his pte, i went up to hug him, pulling 1 hand at his ass, 1 hand on his body or face...

den i got wet..... lol... n woke up.. of cos.. at my age... yes :P

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kevxx: since it's safe, y never follow?

wah liao, for the past few days, i din blog.. until now, i lost the mood to re-think wat happened, n even details of any event.. so, tdy, no matter wat, i MUZ post...

ok, shall skip the bitching part.. cos it's nonsense...

i took mc tdy... got diarrhoea.. n supposed to mit a frn to discuss policy things, but last fell asleep... den morn wake up, felt sick. since we meeting at bugis for the policy thing, i thot i might as well go for the nearby gym...

my first time there man!! wanted to kill time by joinin the exercise class, but they've got 90% of female attendee... lioa .. i simply dun wan join liao..

n was there to try out the machines... wah... it's really outside gym loh.. those commercial n popular gym places... got lotsa good lookers wif good bods... n i think i was cruised.. twice... 1 is more of a frnly guy who guided mi on training for 2 machines. but still, he was quite touchy lah.. tat y i knw i was cruised.

den... when i decided to go sauna n steam rm.. wah.. tis i really have to apologise to that person.. for giving him the wrong idea.. umm... half wrong idea..

cos, for the steam rm, he was standing outside the bathroom n i walked past him to enter 1 cubicle. i oso gave him a look. later, when i came out, and went to the steam rm, he's standing outside. i went in. moments later, he came in too. sitting almost beside mi.. i looked to his directions at times. soon.. he stepped out. i was stll sitting there. moments later, he opened the door.. looked around, saw mi, n closed the door...

at tat instant, i immdiatley knew cruising took place, n i was supposed to reciprocate his advances... i felt really bad... i gave him the wrong idea... true tat i'm attracted to him. but i dunno how/wat to do in such places.. i oni need to see...

later, i went out.. n saw him standing outside the bath area again.. but soon, he's gone...

sighzzz...

din blog for a few days liao.. think i jus summarise the impt points...

1) watched korean Jump! performance. it's fantastic!! not a show to be missed!! pretty chaotic and interesting way to showcase martial arts!!!
and, not forgetting how the well-built actors strutted their bodies around the stage.. yumzzz .. delicious...

2) had a haircut and went for my frn's matrimony in church.. nothing much there.. boring in fact.. but there's a nice looking fashionable photographer there... hehe... has a bitta chest.. tummy.. a bit..

3) monday, went for the dinner... tis time, the photographer's there oso... heheh..

i think the guy's a malay.. he won the dance competition. i wonder if it's due to his skills n talents.. or due to his... dare-to-b-naked stunt.. hehe no offence lah... anyway, nice body :) quite tone.. n can see he shaved his body hair heheh...

1st pic, waiting for announcement of winner
2nd pic, he received the trophy.. n to capture his pants :P
3rd pic, he luffed heartily at the reward
4th pic, i wanna capture his back muscles...

wow... i'm REALLY REALLY fascinated by how google reader checks out and download the xml docs man!! ok.. probably cos i've not been keeping up with the technologies, so i find it simply cool n no-less impressive!!! keep it up, google!!

ohya, thanks for kevxx who told mi abt this google reader... although i may have missed out on the design and layout of the page using this reader, i'm still getting wat i wan.. updates on my frns..

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while on way to work yesterday... *yes i think it's the same day when the pimple guy appeared* i was about to sms my usual morn greetz. jus den... i saw the number of a cute guy from volunteer group for gay. i thot: all along, whenever i tok to him (msn lah), i nvr mentioned a word of sarcacism or mean tease. every line i said to him is all praises (how should i structure this line??).. to lift him up to skies.

they are other guys who i'm attracted to... it seems tat i oni sweet-talk to him.. why?

a plump young police, n a successful office guy. whenever they tok to mi, i din ... notice they said a word of sarcacism or mean joke. but sometimes, i'll tend to tease them... but the office guy's 1 line made mi think abt... why such a diff in the treatment.

He said, "ppl say mi old loh".. but this was meant as a tease.

could it b 'cos i treat him as a frn.. a frn who i like, n known for a while, tat's why i feel ok to tease him? as for the volunteer guy, we are still acquaintances, or perhaps hi-bye frn, so i still treat him with hospitality?

seems tat, at times, blogging is quite tiresome.. so much tat, i soemtimes dun feel like writing it down... but dun write, will soon forget it, n no way to trace back the memory...

anyway, it's pretty horrible these days,,, no idea wat's going on..

ever since, during the exam period when i immersed myself in digesting real-life docu shows on ghost from hk, i've been not myself at all... ytday, dinner had a spread of meat dishes.. big prawns and tasty chicken meat. but, when i looked at the prawns, i felt it's sooooo cruel to twist its head off just to bite its flesh... but i still did it.. when i twisted it, i felt as though i'm breaking its life... although it's cooked. den the chicken meat, although for lunch, i had drumstick noodles, i simply do not wish to eat a lot of chicken meat for dinner... i was still hungry when i decided to stop eating... i looked at the leftover, drooling, but i simply din have the appetite..

at tat point, i even thot, will i ever start eating vege TOTALLY? cos.. i can actually imagine myself swallowing greens... n blif mi, my tummy had a lil prob right after eating the prawn.. although i din need the toilet..

n... does it sound scary tat, while i was watchign the docu, i smelled some burning.. i checked my house, nothing... only my room.. had it... n now, when i'm blogging abt the chicken meat, i actually sniffed somebody (outside my house) heating up braised chicken meat... yummy... but if it's brought to my eyes, will i gobble it? i duno...

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umm, tat's all the weird stuff... now... the fun part!!!

tis morn, when i was walking on teh mrt platform, got a guy.. at most poly age.. if nt is sec sch age, wif pimple scars... standing in my way... i.. walked in front of him.. when i stopped, i look back at him.. he noticed the look. den i focussed on waiting for train...

when the train came, a group of kids were standing at my usual area, so i stood somewhere. den i saw the pimple guy coming in... we exchanged looks.. but i turned away promptly, cos i dun wan... look at him too much.. den somehow, a woman stood beside mi, almost side by side. 1 old lady stood in front of mi.. i almost touching her butts. he got to stand beside tat old lady. he holding on to the ceiling handrail n his side facing mi... from time to time i lok at his face n hair... n sometimes at his chest... lollollll... *shy*

it lasted minutes...

2 stops later, some ppl tried to squeeze into the train... resulting in pushing inside-train folks in further... pushing... till... the old lady disappear.. n i got less space... but the pimple guy stnading right in front of mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was so EXCITED!!!!!

i noticed at a right-side corner, got a girl looking at my direction, like wanna get my attnetion.. but .. who cares..

so the guy is directly in front of mi.. wah liao... i felt so helpless!!! cant do anything to him... unlike in porn, when a person is in mrt, u can perhaps molest a bit.. but it's real life... cannot do such things.. not even a "harmless" move, cos tat may prove FATAL.

wah liao... u knw.. the distance is like.. a slight movement from mi.. i can toch him liao... but den... it's BAD... n disgusting... n it's oredi enjoyable to have him right in front of mi..

den... as the train moved, n jerked.. i took the chance..

as the train jerked, cos the positioning is .. his arm level jus nice.. at my neck level.. so, when it jerked, in an instant, my chin was resting on his arm! n den taken back... all happened at 1 short n quick instant!!! so enjoyable!! but so without a trace!! of cos he got stunned n look back.. but i treated like nothing happened.. stayed non-chalent.. so he din do anything... haha.. did he think anything or something happened? or his hallucination?

later on, i alighting.. n went passed him :)...

hey chris, i must say tat, my previous blog may not have conveyed my words well...

it's sure an enjoyable dinner.. no doubt abt it.. wat i meant was, i'm either too influenced by western shows or office etiquette, tat when i met you up, i was not my true self.. it was more of a business feel to mi.. that is, being courteous and having nice words all the way... i learnt that from work...

last yr, when we met in orchard, i forgot if it was the same manner, but i felt last yr was better... i felt more real back then, as i was not exposed to office/social etiquette, more to a friendly style of handling people..

but i din feel any of such sorts while I was toking to you.. it's only when I came home, n gradualyl realised it...

n... the western style of being nice.. stunned me a bit. I was watching Fear Factor... 3 duos of competitors were left... 1 made it to the next round. 1 other group did not, and went off... as they made their way, the first duo... actually... exclaimed "well done, i'm proud of you!"... it's really.. so surface and superficial.. although it sounds nice, it does not mean anything. it's more of social etiquette.

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wah liao...

Leslie Darling,

Pls dun make mi puke can?? ya lah.. i knw u trying to make ur point tat "lovely post" is jus a casual remark.. like wat u said, it's more of a western style of commenting loh..

btw, has ur god come down for a fuck with you yet?? =D

next day... saturday, a real headache.. meeting a frn for movie n catching up... n followed by meetign a frn from uk.. wah liao.. the timing i really find it hard to fix..

but still met up wif tis frn... who's always enjoyable n kinky.. YES kinky to b wif.. cos we both r quite SMART, click, funny, witty, flirtatious, open... really fun time manzz!! funny thing is, i saw a female frn of mine... outta the blue.. cos she jus came back from sydney... n i suddenly greeted her.. he was bewildered... den i rushed off for movie.. the movie.. was fantastic 4..

i'd say it's very subtle.. n nothing much to lok out for.. except for the usual FANTASTIC body of TORCH.. but tis time, he got chest hair.. not tat appealing.. he oso.. got a new "switching" power.. whcih i find it.. really jus an add-on.. add-on, not value-added.. cos, it really got no use in tis ep!!! other than sending laughter and enabling him to defeat the.. dr. evil. but when he switched power wif rockman, i thot, may have chance to see his ROCK-HARD body.. hahaha...

anyway, jessica alba lost her shine in tis sequel.. she looks much less radiant.. kinda tired n ... old... umm, tis time, there're a lot of catches in their conversations.. did i miss them in ep1? or, 'cos tis time i better in english, n watching wif tis flirtatious frn, so i get them better?

n yes, we flirted in the cinema... oh... lovely time in the cinema... LOVELY..

den later ,as i mentioned ,i met up wif my uk frn..

it's really nice to see him again after so long.. but i wonder.. if i'm too office manner wif him.. cos.. from wat i see/observe, western folks have the tendency of being nice with their words... even if it's jus ok, they may say "yep, it's nice.. keep it up" instead of maybe "umm, it's pretty ok". n... i've been understanding more abt the cause n effects.. like why some things happen this way, or why that thing has to be done that way.. in this manner/mindset, i have grown to stay a lot calmer n not b surprised at how things proceed. to the extent, i'm creating lot less topics to chat about.. cos in my mind, i tend to see why it happened n felt nothing much to tok abt...

n on the mrt, i did notice a lot of stares when i was wif him.. the funniest thing is, in the crowded train, he saw a guy wif lotsa piercing, n commented to mi tat guy's cute but my view was blocked. den when my view is less blocked, he asked mi to check tat guy out.. i turned to that direction.. n i SAW THAT GUY TURNING HIS HEAD TO LOOK AT WHO MY FRN'S TOKING TO.. lol.. it realyl feels VERY funny!

after sending him home, i actually saw a number of kiddy bengs (a decade younger than mi, tat is) loitering around the playground topless... wah... i was too shy to lok at them..

an unusual day usually has unusual happenings =D on a friday

1)

i asked my frn how to walk from my exam venue, raffles place, to city hall. she told mi "look for fullerton hotel and walk along the road"... tell u wat... i totally unfamiliar with the plc.. saw from mrt map where to fullerton and walked to it, i reached it. den.. wah liao.. where/how to walk to city hall?? den i looked for the landmark.. n started walking to it... haha.. n knw wat, i amde it1!!! i found my way there myself!!

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den, i went for lunch there.. wah, reached there.. got so many many kiddies siazz!! sometimes cant even focus on my lunch manz!! got 1 guy.. poly age.. i kept lokoing at him.. den.. suddenly he's gone.. sigh... but LATEr, when i left the foodcourt, i din realise i was walking behind him siazz!!! lol... fate!!

3)

i walked towards raffles city to look for a wedding gift. was thinking of finding in bugis.. but well, i can start from raffles city.. once inside, there're simply simply simply so many many many good lookers!! i really had a hard time keeping my gaze to the direction straight ahead!!!

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i finally found somethin i like.. but decided to cool down n think wat other ops are available... so i was loitering at a corridor railing. i knw it's a cruisy place.. the funy thing is, 1 uncle.. immediately walk to my plc.. den later, 1 guy oso stay around there.. n he's of the ruggard type... pretty hot hahaha...

5)

finally decided to buy that thing. went over.. n saw 1 more sales asst. cos the shop oni got credit card n cash, the lady owner ask the guy accompany mi get money.. he was quite stunned... wah liao, if it's a sales ger, i even more stunned.. anyway, it's a "O" level guy.. n kind plump.. had a brief chat wif him.. nothign much.

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6) 1 thing i realised is.. when u have a bulky item on hand, no 1 BOTHERs giving way to u! u have to hold it before you, so tat no 1 will knock onto u... well, u see, no 1 will b so boliao to bump onto your front :)

7)

den, i went to try out some retro costumes. wah liao... when i got there, wah liao, i was really lost siazz!!! i realised tat i'm good at seeking out landmarks n finding my plc thre.. BUT, it's hell when i have to find a place using its ADDRESs.. gosh... esp when i have no idea how .. locations are named.. 1 patch of land is called A street, suddenly, it can change to B street. n finally, decided to ask those drivers.. fortunately, all of them r VERY helpful!!!! extremely!!!! 1 even gave clear directions on how to walk there manzz!!

8)

when my mission is completed, i went to.. (lol, nw i rmb'ed... when i was walking around raffles place, finding my way to raffles city, i thot to myself: i gonna start my singapore tour :P) ok.. i went to find a bus to take... wah liao, it's really adventure siaz!!! a foreign part of unfamiliar location of singapore, i'm trying to find my way back home..

9)

anyway, i alighted at outram park.. n decided, i can have my meal there, so mummy dun need to cook. n went to find a place to eat... there's 1 old shophouse tat sells yong tau foo, and laksa... i went to it... n... hehehe... a slightly beng attitude guy took me to a seat... he also brought the food to mi.. hehe... AND the food is tantalising manzz.. the soup is using .. real ingredients... i feel tat TRULY...

ehh, i do hope to bring some frns over there to... beo... hahaha.. n try the food there lah.. cos yong tau foo @ foodcourts r really commercialised..

10)

my master.. suddenly ask mi to go watch arts festival closing ceremony.. went there.. but its really boring.. except for the starting which SEEMs to tok abt slaves overthrowing their masters... other parts, i dunno how to appreciate them.. but 1 thing... 1 guy... inthe ending scene, he wore ,,, a rag like attire.. that oni covers his shoulders n arms... leaving other parts of his torso exposed... yummy manx!!! nice chest... n the nipples r protruding.. n wif the props they used, his body is kinda covered in white powder.. white mixed wif dark brown.. yummy nipples =D

end of friday :)

recognised the person being photographhed?? lol

here is the long awaited pic.. hope he dun feel paiseh to see his pic here hheh.. it's for admiration oni :)

does it sound weird... with the following story?

2 days ago, mum cooked soem dishes.. i ate them as usual, but left some bones on the table.. later i went back, ready to clear up the mess... den, got some ants feeding on them... as usual (really, it's wat i do everytime), i blow them lightly, so taht they will scramble off.. but it took a while for all to leave tat area...

so i cleared up the mess..

den today... ok it's gonna b gross.. i was abt to drink some water. i poured the water out into my mug.. n den...

i realised that, there were some dead ants floating in the mug!! i opened up the water container from whcih i poured my water.. there's 1 ant. but there's no trace of them on the table..

for a long time, i've not had such ants floating in the water... esp when i let live some a while ago...

haha.. i dunno how true tis sounds.. or wat happening.. for a good long time, i've not watched any real-life ghost docu.. those tat's not staged, but really to investigate and check thigns out to clear any doubts.

ytday.. i checked out a forum thread, and saw some.. discussions abt ghost.. esp the hk talkshow that discusses about ghostly happenings. i went in, and watched n followed the links to various sequels. perhaps i've not watched such things for a real long time, and i totally submerged myself in them for hours.. yes hours. i got too engrossed.

i thot i, wif logical thinking, will b able to stabilise my mindset n won't b affected by such talks. but, after watching 5-7 clips, i felt i had to stop, cos my subconscious has realyl been affected.. my mind is once again hallucinating. i had to stop... end up i din even dare to off the lights when i head to bed.

but 2 funny incidents happened...

i was watching the shows as mentioned above.. i felt slightly disturbed.. as in i am losing my logical thinking and my mind is wandering into its subconscious state.. i cant stabilise myself in thinking... i immediately grabbed hold of my buddha chain pendant that i been wearing.. i held it tight.. i then felt a sense of relief.. not say i felt protected, but the internal (unexplainable, or inexplicable?) fear gradually wore off...

a while later, i felt the same thing again... once again, i held it tightly... n luckily.. the fear went off soon...

n not to forget, my eyes were filled with tears.. although none slipped down my face

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den tis morn, i watched the rest of the sequels.. abt how the hosts tried to tour the netherworld.. n found out about their past lives...

it felt really real...

it mentioned about the ger host.. who was very timid for no known reason. den the guy host.. oso went to find his past life.. n something interesting happened... it's religious stuff... i dun feel appropriate toking abt it here..

later, the ger asked the hypnotised guy, why she's so timid.. n the guy asked her, why did she break up wif her ex... she replied, saying he's got too many gfs. den the guy revealed.. tat's her hubby in the past life...

the guy den asked, if she wans him back. she thought for a moment, n said no. the guy den passed her a red string. n said tat, if she's serious abt not wanting the reln back, she can cut the string n she will nvr see him again. she hesitated, but cut the string in the end. she felt a load off her shoulder at tat moment...

den... as for mi, during this morn ep, i.. for a moment or 2, i uttered soemthign disrespectful... n i immediately grabbed my pendant, n sincerely apologised... once again, my eyes got teary....

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upon finishing the clips, i really thot of wat really happened.. to mi tat is..

in the show, they mentioned a guy who did not want to touch pork at all.. n when he visited his past, he realised he was a butcher.. n thus, hated tat smell...

these make mi really wonder wat i was.. n there was mention tat, or maybe folklore, parents owe their children some things in their past lives, n r paying them back by the amount of love care n concern that they need to shower upon them...

sigh... how i pity my mum...

if there is a chance tat i can seek my previous life.. probably i'll...

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for those who are keen, check the clips out.

links to the clips:
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=666F83FCD425B222

if inaccessible (cos it directly points to my playlist), check out..
barging into extremely haunted place

visiting the underworld
This is quite boring in the mid parts of the show, cos no 1 called in, it's basically a chat session.

Seeking your previous life
This is the one, that i watch in the morn..

Enjoy the clips!

PS: Not for weak hearted!!!

(Taken from http://halfjapanesegirl.stumbleupon.com/)

cute body ahhahah...

gosh... have i gotten more honry than ever? usually, the well-shaped bodies of guys turn mi on, and it's wat i love to ogle at. well shaped, cos dun need to be gym bod, muscle bod.. if the shape looks nice, it's good enuff..

but today, a few times oredi... on chU's xroads show, a regular performer appeared on the trailer.. wearing oni a pair of briefs man.. his body was coated with gold paint.. except the crotch area lah, but he wore a matching color briefs. den.. in the trailer, he sudenly appeared flaunted his muscles and his whole body was on the tv... my eyes immediately fell onto his briefs, whereby the size of his "sleeping" pte, it's length, its shape can b seen clearly.. even can see which side of the brief it's leaning against... wow...

was thinking... can he either take it off.. or wear an even skimpier brief lol... n he's sure.. pretty much into entertainment scene.. always ready to act n react..

before tis, i was even thinking... will there b any time, he'll oni b in his briefs, and poised like a statue... hahah... my wish is granted =D =)

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tis is exactly wat i'm toking abt... i never expected myself to b so interested in that area of the body... have i controlled myself too much, that i've become too honry??

am i so honry?? this pic does not say much things... simply boring.. but i like the way it's done.. the ger just pulled open the shirt.. revealing the chest... cool...

the proposal was successful... n he's beaming!! wish him eternal bliss for marriage :)

the cover pic for his proposal...

umm... dunno how come the pix got mixed up..

when he is wearing purple, he's doing the preparation work for the proposal day.. relaxed..

in the white, he's managed to propose to his gf... nice matching of the pix though.. show the diff between his casual n formal wear... aahah..

on the day of proposal.. umm.. ok, this series is captured from a variety show that helps couples in their proposal.. today, this guy wanna propose to his gf..

on this proposal day.. he dress in white.. ahah... nice outfit.. a handsome guy today.. with manly feel.. n attentive bf n caring hubby type.. n he coloured his hair.. hehe..

nice guy... nice smile hahaha... a gd bf material?

a good-looker ya? cute guy hehe.. n who says he's not of a model make?? looks is there, height is there, posture there.. watever... lol..

how i wish he can pose for some magazine... those fashion wear... WOW..

cool body... every PG part of his body is captured lol.. closeup of his body. show some flabby stuff.. if not, it shows an attitude body.. look at the way his wet shirt stuck onto his body.. ;)

although season2 is out.. n finishing, i've only watched 1 or 2 eps. cos.. it's lost the taste.. the flavour.. S1 started off with him getting into prison to rescue his bro... cool and brotherly feel..

after getting out, they went into the old theme of searching for treasure.. i really wonder.. where do they spend the nights, where do they bath.. do they wear the same set of clothes everyday? and where do they get the money to spend daily??

in tis ep, the bro is the one who gets to seduce women with his body.. kinda appreciate it.. his bro has the ruffian n gangster look. den, scofield (the lead actor) keep wearing the executive clothes.

it's lost the link with mi..

from season1 of cos.. bathroom scene hahah..

does any1 believe, or had, premonitions before?

i do, n have it at times.. sometimes unbelievably.. true n serious.. when the good premo comes, happy of cos.. if bad ones, have to be careful..

esp when it comes to exam.. ytday, i went out wif my master (long time no mention him liao). umm, my premo usually manifests in 12hrs time. den during our dinner, 7pm, the gd premo came... umm wat does it mean?.. 2nd 1, came when i was on bus, on way home.. on the bus, i was intending to read my notes to prep for exam.. but felt it's not conducive at all, n din, but i planned on how to do revisiion. i decided to wake tmr at 7am to revise..

umm 7am.. premo 7pm.. something gd gonna happen.. ok.. but wat's wif 11am? could it b.. i will enjoy my lunch or soemthing? den.. i got home, n decided to read up a bit before i slep. near 1am (abt 10 min i think), i decided to sleep. at tis time, i got a bad premo... 1am... tis timing in 12 hrs' time is when my exam abt to start... argh......... it's fearful.. wat does it mean??

den next morn, true enuff, i woke 7am.. n finished my revision in 2 hrs.. 1 hr left to.. relax n cool down.. was thinking wat b happening at 11am.. n 1pm..

den... nw (the time i writing tis) is 11am.. u knw.. i had felt it could b pretty cold in exam hall later n went to find my jacket.. tat could not b found for wks.. i searched everywhere at home... n i rested on bed, since it was futile.

den i decided to check underneath my bed, to check if the jacket cld b dumped there during spring cleaning tis yr... i bent down.. n indeed, i saw my jacket THERE... i flung it around to rid of any dust.. rmb'ed abt the 11am thing.. check my watch.. it was 10.55am....

scary huh... gosh... nw i'm scared abt wat could happen at 1pm.. hope it means, the jacket is dirty, n i'll b itching here n there.. i dun wan anything BAD to happen to exam... my goodness...

tis sem, i re-taking a mod tat i fail miserably... tis time.. first asgt, i almost toppled again... luckily a frn unwittingly gave mi the ans... n i passed by 5 marks.. 2nd asgt, thru help from frns.. i managed to score an amazing 80 points!! really thanks to them for... confirming my queries manzz.. i failed once... nw the pressure is here.. to not fail again.. need to buck up...

sighzz..

on tv, it's a travel show featuring Laos. got a guy... having his own stall.. nw.. i'm working n got some spare cash.. i begin to understand why money is the root of all evil.. cos... i was thinking... if i was there, i may go up to him, n ask if he minds going to my hotel rm for a drink.. n offer him of cos cash in return.. i knw it's very bad... at least to mi, i'm buying sex.. buying sex from someone who is earning a decent living.. sigh...

safra? got sauna/steamrm? but it seems very crowded 1 lei.. n very family oriented... ie will b a big crowd.. dunno.. seem no diff from public centres..

i mentioned tat ,i went out wif my frns ytday... umm i actually dino he can b tat frnly n flirtatious wif mi.. either i was not receptive to his acts in the past, or he's oso beginning to be relaxed wif mi :)

currently, ppl who i can flirt wif any dire consequences are my ns pal (tat going to b married royalty), my ger pal (common term for her is fag hag), a guy who i gave up the chance to knw him better, a pal who cares a lot abt mi (eurasian guy)...

lol.. lord knws what gave rise to tis post... ciao..

gosh.. when can i settle down to study for exams...

ytday was quite interesting siazz... the kopitiam tat i ate my bfast in, got a handful of kids there.. kids as in sec sch age... cute lah, of cos.. den, when i ordered my drink, 1 boy from tat group seem to look into my direction.. mayb my choice of drink stunned him: hot tea.

oh ya.. if i ever mentioned this boy.. almost every sat, when i go gym, i will often see him walking to.. the ssc in my area.. every so often, i'll exchange look wif him.. den ytday, i went past him.. i look at him as usual.. but he nvr look at mi... i hope it 'cos he's talking to his frns, so cant lose focus...

den.. after gym, i was tidying up my hair.. n i saw in the mirror, a guy wif fantastic bods doing his hair oso.. n he's topless... this guy, i saw him when i jus started to gym.. 2-3 times during tat certain time slot liao. but mayb my stares at tat time scared him off.. u knw.. jus plain lookin n lookin.. den ytday, when i saw him, he looked at mi for a sec or 2, n went on to do his hair.. seem tat he got an impression of mi..

den tis time, i initiated a chat wif him whahaha.. asking him hwo he trained his chest.. i initiated in chn (since it;s a comfy language for chn ppl) but he went on to desc in eng.. ok.. den the short chat went on in eng. hehe, gd to see a built-up chest at such short distance without him feeling tense heheh...his body is those.. casual gymmer.. got the shape n size, but not those hard hard type.. i like.. he dun have 6 pax, but the tummy is not flabby lah.. lol..

if i see him again, probably i'll ask for his name :)

oh ya, looking for a gym tat has sauna/steamrm, swimming pool, gym.. any intro?? saw from sgboy tat fitness first got.. but seem mthly is 108 siazz.. haven check out the forum yet...

den went to suntec there.. to buy mp3 player.. decided liao.. i dun have to insist on jus playing mp3.. since nw vogue is all in 1, i can get vid/mp3/pix/fm in it.. was deciding on either "zen wav", "zen stone", "zen v plus", or "zen v". i din see "zen v" on display.. n decided to get v plus.. wah liao.. i'm loaded siazz.. din do much research.. jus wanna get mp3 player n jus got it..$200 big bux man (player + charger ie)!!

n i am pretty impressed with myself... my close frns shld knw tat i'm direction-poor. den u knw, ytday, i took the bus jus by looking at the bus stop panel.. n i actually got off at the right stop!! i even thot i missed it siazz!!

umm.. later went to mit my frns for outings loh..

i cant blif it.. my bfast was 8+am.. lunch, i din eat cos i thot meet my frn can lunch same time, since we wld b toking biz stuff.. den no loh.. we oni ate ice cream.. n i actually managed to sustain till night!!! 11+pm, den i bought nuggets to eat!! 12 hrs siazz!!! mi super!!!

n these settled my... boredom.. n i kinda am set to start my exam prep liao..

umm... my bday coming... shld i have a wishlist, so tat my frns can buy mi gifts?? lol... it's both a wish, n a desire nt 2 b so materialistic wif frns...

check this out... watch the video followed by the lyrics...



the video is damn sad.. n so reflective of real life... and the lyrics.. oso sad.. the lyrics so descriptive of mi siazz..

this is the end of the show... he realised that his gf is leaving the country for further studies.. after making the call, he rushed over to make up wif her.. but ... wah liao, why some shows jus dun wan happy ending?? he met wif accident... so tis is the last part of the show, seeing him still in 1 pc... n his name is at the bottom of the pic...

tdy is holiday, as mentioned.. n i wanna relax b4 i start revising my exams.. n chiong all the way to post old pix.. after sudenly posting numerous pix (all the pic i uploaded today totalled 2MB++) n nw blogger is verifying my presence by asking for a password... luckily tis is the last post.. the password thing is getting irritating liao..

hope all my viewers enjoy tis flood of pic!!! whaahaha... jus dun get 2 high..

after the breakup, he seeked solace in his mum's laps.... so pitiful... wanan give him a BIG BIG hug siazz...

some interesting scenes during his pak-toh time.. :)

this part... ok, all these pix nt posted in order..... in this part, his gf is splitting up wif him.. n he's devastated...

here are more pix of him at work...

a closeup of him at work.. handsome as a beng, and cute wif his facial expression :)

he's pak-toh'ing a malay ger... a beng wearing shirt... decent nice n proper.. n cute lol.. make him more manly.. actually i like the ger oso.. i duno who she is, but felt she played this role well.

a very very very cool beng looking guy from a msia movie!!! from suria TV.. wow, once again, i watch the entire show jus for him..

jus now was his frontal view.. now is side.. especially the way he bends.. heheh

finally... posted all post-dated pix.. now is posting newly... done up pix.. a korean hunk.. GOOD body huh..

have i posted these b4? i forgot oredi... anyway, jus post again loh

thebest scene ever..... later, i found another pic of him.. topless oso...

in his professional wear...

some more pix of him..

yes, he js came out from bathroom... first pic.. sexy.. 2nd pic, take a little rest.. 3rd pic.. OOOHHHHH... can see the contour of his chest n abs (ya cant see abs, but see how much of chest is exposed but tummy still not in sight??) 4th pic.. closeup =D

another series of snaps.. still look gd =D oh ya, the ger in 3rd pic is the one who's supposed to b popular..

now is the cute korean guy in action!!!!! wah liao, if i knw his pic are readily available on net, i dun need to snap pix so badly.. this show... the ger is supposed to make it big.. but in end, this guy made it instead... the ger... is totally nothing in the show.. i cant see any side of her tat can make her into the big thing.. she, is a total bore, while he is a total excitement in the show haha

closeup of him... eheh... nice guy to hug.. sexy still.

another shot of him.. wow... turn mi on somehow...

k1... this guy i think is kido.. he looks decent down to earth n very nice person to knwo n frn.. but recently, he changed his image to a stylish type.. blonde hair... sigh.. some change is nt expected..

ooohhhhh.... his centre pic.. so sexy .. ehehe...

julian hee... the good looking julian model.. i cant comment abt acting.. but ppl say he does not have this talent.. oh well.. after 2-3 dramas, he's leaving the acting scene.. more to hosting..

Recognise tianliang? the china.. sportsman? den, follows the hk actor... i got a lot of his pix.. 2 many tat i wonder if i shdl post it here.. next is the cute hk host... really a boyish face.. lastly is the best looking guy from the "keep fit" variety show in singaopre... i had auditioned for it. but i'm glad i din got in..