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Monday, June 06, 2005
haah, i thot roommate so resourceful n managed to loan a PC from his frns. so that was borrowed from the landlord. last night, i slept a 3 hrs nap mah, den, at night i slept at b4 12am. somehow, i had dreams n woke at 2+, 4+ 5+ 6+ 7. all these while, i been feeling quite alright. felt tat if i jus got out of bed during those hrs, i'm alright. but on the bus, i still dozed off.
den for lunch, at the presence of my jrn n snr colleaug,e i called up a guy from a mailing list, asking him out for lunch. den my snr colelague tried to chat a bit wif mi. tok abt the modem she sold mi. well, quite an old topic, but well, still ok loh. at least she tried to chat up. den jus b4 lunch, our workload increased. but there was onthing i can do. cos, they never let mi had the chance to hands-on. so, i can't help in anything.
wen tto meet the new guy for lunch. wah, was quite surpriased siazz... really din expect it. the guy i meeting is a 40+ guy. nope, i'm not biased at age, but jus surprised tat i meeting a 40+ guy. jus din expect such age. expected, his stuff were pretty matured type, n tok abt the meaning of life. for mi, i let my analytical side of mi surface. haha. n i saw my snr colleague sitting beside my table. b4 i went off, i waved her goodbye. for courtesy mah.
den later on, pretty sianzz. nothignt o do at all. worse thign, we cant leave early. n snr let young lady install programs, n mi n jnr no chance to try. ok, i shan't puhs them into giving mi chances. depends if they wanna lemme try mah. i oredi volunterred in the morning liao. it was so sianzz, tat when i left my office, i felt as though the place has no future. haha, den i thot: jus barely 3 mths, n i feel this way?? i even thot whether i shld take up some courses to improve my PR skills.
den haha, my boi calle dmi, if i able to meet him n his frn. LOL, 2 bad mi on bus liao. so qiao, firs ttime, i reached the busstop, so few ppl on my bus, so i rush for it. den my boi called mi haha. n hor, again, i dozed off on the bus. dozed in such way, i hit the railing of my seat. took my herbal tea as usual, n ate urry puff. haha, strange lei, fom my observation, LUV seem to always leave pus on my chin area over the wkend LOL. and while watching ch 8, i was almost weeping when i saw the part, mum was giving birth, n dead son was there to support her. pretty touching. n i can't reply my boi's comments. tmr got meeting at 8am. muz sleep early.
den for lunch, at the presence of my jrn n snr colleaug,e i called up a guy from a mailing list, asking him out for lunch. den my snr colelague tried to chat a bit wif mi. tok abt the modem she sold mi. well, quite an old topic, but well, still ok loh. at least she tried to chat up. den jus b4 lunch, our workload increased. but there was onthing i can do. cos, they never let mi had the chance to hands-on. so, i can't help in anything.
wen tto meet the new guy for lunch. wah, was quite surpriased siazz... really din expect it. the guy i meeting is a 40+ guy. nope, i'm not biased at age, but jus surprised tat i meeting a 40+ guy. jus din expect such age. expected, his stuff were pretty matured type, n tok abt the meaning of life. for mi, i let my analytical side of mi surface. haha. n i saw my snr colleague sitting beside my table. b4 i went off, i waved her goodbye. for courtesy mah.
den later on, pretty sianzz. nothignt o do at all. worse thign, we cant leave early. n snr let young lady install programs, n mi n jnr no chance to try. ok, i shan't puhs them into giving mi chances. depends if they wanna lemme try mah. i oredi volunterred in the morning liao. it was so sianzz, tat when i left my office, i felt as though the place has no future. haha, den i thot: jus barely 3 mths, n i feel this way?? i even thot whether i shld take up some courses to improve my PR skills.
den haha, my boi calle dmi, if i able to meet him n his frn. LOL, 2 bad mi on bus liao. so qiao, firs ttime, i reached the busstop, so few ppl on my bus, so i rush for it. den my boi called mi haha. n hor, again, i dozed off on the bus. dozed in such way, i hit the railing of my seat. took my herbal tea as usual, n ate urry puff. haha, strange lei, fom my observation, LUV seem to always leave pus on my chin area over the wkend LOL. and while watching ch 8, i was almost weeping when i saw the part, mum was giving birth, n dead son was there to support her. pretty touching. n i can't reply my boi's comments. tmr got meeting at 8am. muz sleep early.
Sunday, June 05, 2005
fnally, i have some time to reply comments...
"No wonder my face was wet last nite, so it was due to a flying kiss..." - hehe, tis week, i think u have to bring more tissue pax, cos more kisses will fly over LOL.
"but then dar dar shd not join in the voice raising competition loh" hehe, my way of protection, is to tell ppl how rude it is for the ppl to act in their way. if they fight back, i'll give up, cos they aren't educated n cultured n civilised enuff to understand the meaning of manners. haha, soemtimes, when ppl piss mi off wif their actions, i oso will shake my head obviously.
"would not buy things for u liao lah" u dun need to always buy things for mi mah, esp now when u waiting for the payday.
"cause ur hp bills to be even more expensive." i got some free airtime to use. i tried b4, to keep calling ppl to tok when the month is ending, but soemtimes, i'll jack up my bill cos i tend to recv calls after tat period, even after the free airtime.
"whereby u prefer to drop hints for me to figure out." ahha, ya loh, i dun like to b so direct wif my emotions. cos maybe 2 mi, actions is louder than words. wld rather do thigns tat make u hapy, than say things tat impress u. jus like, the tv shows. if i tlel u i'll rec for u, but in end, something bad happened den..? but after i rec liao, den surprise u, haha.. tat's the best!
"Luke and Desmond are a couple, Daniel and WeiXiang are another couple loh" wah, u know so many couples siazz!! abt looking at guy, dun b 2 influenced by ur pearl ger. live life the way u wan :) ahha, ya loh, now ur hp is protected wherever u go haha. although it seems to be jus anotyher pouch, but hehe, it's packed wif sincerety =D
till now, u have 3 types of reactions when something good happens. 1 is a stunned expression, 1 is play along, 1 is a seldom-seen-on-tv :P. for mi, when we both are really heated up, i prefer not to say anything hurting or damaging cos it helps nothing. wil prefer to cool down n make up. but tat say, i really... was i triumphing over my victory, tat i din realise i was going overboard?
"It's nice to know that ur position in the office is confirmed liao" not confirmed yet. but from wat i see, mostly confirmed. if not, my office will surely get new ppl in. my probation end 6/14, or ather 13, cos i start 14/03. by now, if i not good, they'll surely get new ppl in.
"Feel bad that I am occupying so much of ur time tat u cant study" - nope! i got timet o study. but i can't keep to my books right? i oso need frns n a life. not gd at making frns, cos it seems hard for mi to stay in contact wif them. seldom got ppl volunteer to call mi up. more to mi calling them to tok.
"ganging up with Pearlyn loh." is quite funny n nice. but when u n her toking away, mi n her bf were jus keeping quiet. nothin for us to chip in. abt the food thing, i jus wnana let u taste my food lah, the fish slice. haha, n ya, when ur colin frn called, haha, i was so surprised siazz!! js to hear my voice oso sungz. n hehe, i was acting funny when he asked mi to pass hp back u, but i say "no" den he luffed.
hehe, when ppl r affected emotiionally, pretty hard to say it out so fast mah. hey, no way to bring them back together? wat actually happened?
oh, ya i was checking my stats of the website, not my bod, n foudn tat my blog is again listed by blogspot, thus got more ppl visiting my site those time. hheh..
"No wonder my face was wet last nite, so it was due to a flying kiss..." - hehe, tis week, i think u have to bring more tissue pax, cos more kisses will fly over LOL.
"but then dar dar shd not join in the voice raising competition loh" hehe, my way of protection, is to tell ppl how rude it is for the ppl to act in their way. if they fight back, i'll give up, cos they aren't educated n cultured n civilised enuff to understand the meaning of manners. haha, soemtimes, when ppl piss mi off wif their actions, i oso will shake my head obviously.
"would not buy things for u liao lah" u dun need to always buy things for mi mah, esp now when u waiting for the payday.
"cause ur hp bills to be even more expensive." i got some free airtime to use. i tried b4, to keep calling ppl to tok when the month is ending, but soemtimes, i'll jack up my bill cos i tend to recv calls after tat period, even after the free airtime.
"whereby u prefer to drop hints for me to figure out." ahha, ya loh, i dun like to b so direct wif my emotions. cos maybe 2 mi, actions is louder than words. wld rather do thigns tat make u hapy, than say things tat impress u. jus like, the tv shows. if i tlel u i'll rec for u, but in end, something bad happened den..? but after i rec liao, den surprise u, haha.. tat's the best!
"Luke and Desmond are a couple, Daniel and WeiXiang are another couple loh" wah, u know so many couples siazz!! abt looking at guy, dun b 2 influenced by ur pearl ger. live life the way u wan :) ahha, ya loh, now ur hp is protected wherever u go haha. although it seems to be jus anotyher pouch, but hehe, it's packed wif sincerety =D
till now, u have 3 types of reactions when something good happens. 1 is a stunned expression, 1 is play along, 1 is a seldom-seen-on-tv :P. for mi, when we both are really heated up, i prefer not to say anything hurting or damaging cos it helps nothing. wil prefer to cool down n make up. but tat say, i really... was i triumphing over my victory, tat i din realise i was going overboard?
"It's nice to know that ur position in the office is confirmed liao" not confirmed yet. but from wat i see, mostly confirmed. if not, my office will surely get new ppl in. my probation end 6/14, or ather 13, cos i start 14/03. by now, if i not good, they'll surely get new ppl in.
"Feel bad that I am occupying so much of ur time tat u cant study" - nope! i got timet o study. but i can't keep to my books right? i oso need frns n a life. not gd at making frns, cos it seems hard for mi to stay in contact wif them. seldom got ppl volunteer to call mi up. more to mi calling them to tok.
"ganging up with Pearlyn loh." is quite funny n nice. but when u n her toking away, mi n her bf were jus keeping quiet. nothin for us to chip in. abt the food thing, i jus wnana let u taste my food lah, the fish slice. haha, n ya, when ur colin frn called, haha, i was so surprised siazz!! js to hear my voice oso sungz. n hehe, i was acting funny when he asked mi to pass hp back u, but i say "no" den he luffed.
hehe, when ppl r affected emotiionally, pretty hard to say it out so fast mah. hey, no way to bring them back together? wat actually happened?
oh, ya i was checking my stats of the website, not my bod, n foudn tat my blog is again listed by blogspot, thus got more ppl visiting my site those time. hheh..
will be going family for dinner later. on saturday, went to my frn's place to help move things. hehe, first time to bring my boi to meet my frn(s). really dunno how to cope. cos i surely got lotsa things to tok wif my boi, but dun wan neglect frn. but soemtimes, a word/line from my boi, can make mi go backt o him and tok LOL. but 1 srange thing. how come, this frn, he move place so often, but din realise he shld have some boxes to help him move easily? 30% of his "luggage" were boxes (either came wif the product, or he stole from downstairs). 70% were plastics bags. kauz, prtty hard to carry them.
somemore, when thigns r done, i was wondering if got seats in front so tat we can go wif the truck. but, sorri loh, no seats. oni the drv seats. in end, 3 of us cramped in the luggage area. but, so jalut! 3 of us were like, in oral n anal position!! kauz, i felt so embarrassed! i asked my frn to sit in front, cos he giving directions, but the drv ask him sit wif us, n he agreed. wah kauz. damn it, it so cramped! true enuff loh, later the drv turned wrongly. sianz.
wat's more, after we move thigns down, i saw an umbrella on the truck. i called my frn to go down see if he missed bringing anything. hahah. know wat, later he din see wat's missing. but when we move thigns, he den realise, the bread n umbrella is not there. i reminded him, i ask him to look into the truck liao. he din find anything. duhz. in his new room, cos he "downgrading" to a smaller place, we (i n boi) ask him to think n plan where he wnana put things. he say later den decide. LOL.
oh ya, during this period of time, i kinda str8 forward thnking, n din wanna waste time in discussing. haha, i think i kinda sounded rude at times :) soemtimes i really feel tat he not prepared, n din plan beforehand. his room, he searched for it oni 2 wks b4hand. mi, i started loking 1 mth back. wel, i did my part. i asked him to start searcing, but he kept pushing it off. n jus wanna "enjoy" life. he jus luffed abt it.
after moving, we went to mall for lunch. haha, ok lah, i tell the truth here, as i always do. my boi, always pay for my meals. i dunno how come, i always slower than him in thsi sense DAMN! he told mi he dun wan take pasta-mania. cos 2 ex. but my frn suggested it. ok, at the PM there, i told my frn nothing there suits us haha. n went other places to see. but later my frn say he giving us a treat. we looked around. nothing else really tat i find tantalising. in end, i lied tat, sicne nothing look good, why nto go for something tat i seldom take. although it's a lie (more to PM quite tasty, but ex), but it sounded true haha.
firs ttime, an ala-carte meal, is very fulfulling for mi!! i took PM at 2pm, n thot 4pm i can eat again. ahah, but i took my dinner oni at 9+10pm haha. later we spent time together, n even "had a baby" LOL. enjoyed our tiem to the fullest. sighz, from next wk on, we gonna not meet at all. but i thinking of giving him a surprise.
but while spening time wif him, i sudenly felt sad. cos my PR skills. i was suddenly affected. to mi, ppl have an easy way to find lunch buddies, but for mi, i had to search for them. maybe i'll look despo. but i was thinking, am i alright wif lunching by myself? or i jus wanna somethign else? for mi, i'm ok. been lunchign alone since may anyway. but why not jus get ppl to lunch wif mi? i cant find ppl in my office, so i guess i'll find ppl myself?
haha, am i such a failure in life(PR)?
somemore, when thigns r done, i was wondering if got seats in front so tat we can go wif the truck. but, sorri loh, no seats. oni the drv seats. in end, 3 of us cramped in the luggage area. but, so jalut! 3 of us were like, in oral n anal position!! kauz, i felt so embarrassed! i asked my frn to sit in front, cos he giving directions, but the drv ask him sit wif us, n he agreed. wah kauz. damn it, it so cramped! true enuff loh, later the drv turned wrongly. sianz.
wat's more, after we move thigns down, i saw an umbrella on the truck. i called my frn to go down see if he missed bringing anything. hahah. know wat, later he din see wat's missing. but when we move thigns, he den realise, the bread n umbrella is not there. i reminded him, i ask him to look into the truck liao. he din find anything. duhz. in his new room, cos he "downgrading" to a smaller place, we (i n boi) ask him to think n plan where he wnana put things. he say later den decide. LOL.
oh ya, during this period of time, i kinda str8 forward thnking, n din wanna waste time in discussing. haha, i think i kinda sounded rude at times :) soemtimes i really feel tat he not prepared, n din plan beforehand. his room, he searched for it oni 2 wks b4hand. mi, i started loking 1 mth back. wel, i did my part. i asked him to start searcing, but he kept pushing it off. n jus wanna "enjoy" life. he jus luffed abt it.
after moving, we went to mall for lunch. haha, ok lah, i tell the truth here, as i always do. my boi, always pay for my meals. i dunno how come, i always slower than him in thsi sense DAMN! he told mi he dun wan take pasta-mania. cos 2 ex. but my frn suggested it. ok, at the PM there, i told my frn nothing there suits us haha. n went other places to see. but later my frn say he giving us a treat. we looked around. nothing else really tat i find tantalising. in end, i lied tat, sicne nothing look good, why nto go for something tat i seldom take. although it's a lie (more to PM quite tasty, but ex), but it sounded true haha.
firs ttime, an ala-carte meal, is very fulfulling for mi!! i took PM at 2pm, n thot 4pm i can eat again. ahah, but i took my dinner oni at 9+10pm haha. later we spent time together, n even "had a baby" LOL. enjoyed our tiem to the fullest. sighz, from next wk on, we gonna not meet at all. but i thinking of giving him a surprise.
but while spening time wif him, i sudenly felt sad. cos my PR skills. i was suddenly affected. to mi, ppl have an easy way to find lunch buddies, but for mi, i had to search for them. maybe i'll look despo. but i was thinking, am i alright wif lunching by myself? or i jus wanna somethign else? for mi, i'm ok. been lunchign alone since may anyway. but why not jus get ppl to lunch wif mi? i cant find ppl in my office, so i guess i'll find ppl myself?
haha, am i such a failure in life(PR)?
Saturday, June 04, 2005
replying my boi's friday blog :) ya loh, sometimes our actions makes each other so paiseh... i even rmb pulling his shirt to rush across the road, cos the car was coming to us. i din care whether he is able to judge the distance anot, but i pulled him acocording to my speed. haha, he realsied n ask mi to let go of his sleeve, i den realised it's so embarassing!! when i reached the pavementm i was giggline n so paiseh tat i wanna dig a hole tohide my head.
communication is damn crucial. we never hide our feelings, or rather we often managed to feel tat he's/my mood is not right, n will wanna tok abt it. we never feel good in bringing any unresolved issues to the next day. unless it's really so bobian. but i prefer to say "our family culture is diff"
i prefer to have almost, or even complete, trust on my boi, believing he will not do anythignt o let mi down. fo cos, for now, we still have some new things tat we have not met b4, n will need to decide on the best solution. but wif our sincerety, i guess even a rock hard issue will be melted =D
for this choir aud, we may even b required to perform in musical siazz.. LOL.. prepare to see mi become a superstar in a big way!!! broadway!! LOL.. did i hear some jeering? u dun go wif mum to market to watch cartoon?? wah liao.. u unfillial son!! haha, mi oso same thing, if my fav show is on tv, i will glue to it n block all disturbance. including sms n hp n family calling.
communication is damn crucial. we never hide our feelings, or rather we often managed to feel tat he's/my mood is not right, n will wanna tok abt it. we never feel good in bringing any unresolved issues to the next day. unless it's really so bobian. but i prefer to say "our family culture is diff"
i prefer to have almost, or even complete, trust on my boi, believing he will not do anythignt o let mi down. fo cos, for now, we still have some new things tat we have not met b4, n will need to decide on the best solution. but wif our sincerety, i guess even a rock hard issue will be melted =D
for this choir aud, we may even b required to perform in musical siazz.. LOL.. prepare to see mi become a superstar in a big way!!! broadway!! LOL.. did i hear some jeering? u dun go wif mum to market to watch cartoon?? wah liao.. u unfillial son!! haha, mi oso same thing, if my fav show is on tv, i will glue to it n block all disturbance. including sms n hp n family calling.
Friday, June 03, 2005
hehe, last night, i can say i kinda enjoyed my sleep. although i think i slept a bit late. in morning, i thot will b late again, but hehe, i was on time. phew, luckily i ontime. cos the sup actually called up those who were late. the morning period, can say quite busy, din have time to followup cases. lunch went alone again. ok, this time, i had wanna.. ask my snr "wat time u going for lunch?" when she reply, i'll say "wanna wait for mi to go lunch?" cos i know, 90% she'll say "i going wif mi frns", so.. but i jus trying my luck again. at elast i asked. but 2 bad, no chance. she went off b4 i can ask.
later , in the vening, i was asked to reinstall our program. but i never had the chance to. dunno how to uninstall. den my snr was looking surprised siazz. ya, somehow i do agree tat, i not good at PR. perhaps including socialising. den our agency came over to tok abt our being late at work. i was not invited. i can oni say, i'm stillon probation, so din go. dun wna think -ve'ly. n hor, my sup say, i on probation, so no MC to take. but my contract i dun thnk said so!! later muz check.
den, jus b4 KO, my colleague tease tat i din gel my hair, n ask if i going cine haha. she actually saw mi there last week. ahhaha. well, i did see her, but she was walking fof, din wanna greet her. n she commented, luckily it's a guy, not a ger. den jnr say "r u gay?" i exclaimed "yes!!" she den say, dun play psycho tricks wif her, she can read it. haha.. so wat? but i dunno whether shld i coem out to them anot. dun wan any -ve response from ppl. skali later, even my rice bowl not safe.
anyway ,during this period, 1 thing i learnt is, always b confident of myself. once u exudes it, ppl will oso b confident of u. b confident of ur work ability, n ur person n char. today, my own office pc broke down again. i began to check it,. but my jnr colelague, wah, make it a big hu-ha. keep exclaiming "wat happened" "wat u do?" "i never saw this screen b4 leh" (when tech guy is behind mi)"help is behidjn u liao".
but somehow, i feel tat my tech colleague beginning to trust tat i have some knowledge on hw. cos he asked if i know how to plug out the ide cable. i dunno, he ask mi it's the cable for the hdd. got it. i asked if it's the 1 he tried the other say. yes. :) den laetr, he was away doing things, he called my line directly, asking mi to check the comptuer connection. i checked n resolved thing for him in 15 secs. haha, i was thinking, if he called my jnr, will she b agitated n ask thigns, making it worse, tat why he calle dmi? jehehe...
so, i went to audition for choir, like wat my boi say haha. but, i so mafan siazz, troubled him to check my mails. i din realise, my office can't acess mail.yahoo.com. got to the venue. hehe, but i muz say, i m proud i din ask ask any1 for directions. searched for myself!!!! n somehow, i m really... not used to meeting new guys.. in a group. not used to seeing a group of stranger guys. as usual, i was quiet n withdrawn from them at start. but later, i still spoke to a couple of them.
oh yam, while waiting for the whole lot of them. i played with the kitten. haha, ok, i know i'm seriously playing wif the kitten. but in my thots, i feel tat, i'm telling ppl, i'm caring n loving towards even small animals. i'm not unfrnly n cold. but anyway, i think i... from today exp, i still sticking to my usual self: dun b so fast n know ppl. do it slowly. dun need ot b so kan cheong n tok a lot to ppl i see for the first time. unless tat person is chatty, if not, ask few thigns, n stop. wait for him to ask questions.
as for teh audition, quite ok loh. i managed to reach the notes tat the boss set wif the synthesizer. he evcen say, some ppl r tone deaf, n not able to tell between certain similar notes. oh, when my turn for audition, i was apprehensive. boss told mi "dun b afraid, i not gonna eat u", i replied "i'm 2 skinny to be eaten" ahah... well, confidence n relaxed :) i think he was trying to see if i can hit the notes set by the syntehsizer, n my highest notes. n wanna mi sing sample songs. i sang my superstar songs. as i sang, he hit a couple notes. i dunno wat he mean, but now i think he was trying to rmb the highest note i reached :)
on way home, i sure if my boi was wif mi, he will not lemme do it. hahah. got a seat in mrt. i sat down. left side is either boi, or butch.. err, feminine butch. right side if a yougnwoman. ok, when i sat, the woman oredi have her foot in a cross leg manner. after i was seated, a min later, she shifted leg 1 time. touched my jeans. 2 time, hit my jeans again. kauz. wat she think she doing??? i den raised my foot to kick her foot/leg slightly n crossed my leg oso. after crossing, she grabbed her handbag n moved them nearer to her. wah liao.
after alighting, bought ice cream in bread. tasty. ahah, from the way i eat, do i look kiddy, sexy or wat? for dinner, got nasi lemak. haha, mum tis time, took ym advice n cooked it. her nasi lemak is still the tastiest :) umm, later i shall break the bad news.................. i originally thot, not enuff to fill my tmmy. but when i finished my share, i asked if got more left, i ate to my fill. ok , the bad thing is, my dog, after suffering for weeks from injuries n falls n unbalanced diet, finally left us on thur morning. 6.28am, my sis sms mi. i dun wanna go home n check him out, wil oni make mi sadder. wif him gone this way, my family will oso not b so guilty if we were to put him to sleep. it's hgh time for him to leave us.
later , in the vening, i was asked to reinstall our program. but i never had the chance to. dunno how to uninstall. den my snr was looking surprised siazz. ya, somehow i do agree tat, i not good at PR. perhaps including socialising. den our agency came over to tok abt our being late at work. i was not invited. i can oni say, i'm stillon probation, so din go. dun wna think -ve'ly. n hor, my sup say, i on probation, so no MC to take. but my contract i dun thnk said so!! later muz check.
den, jus b4 KO, my colleague tease tat i din gel my hair, n ask if i going cine haha. she actually saw mi there last week. ahhaha. well, i did see her, but she was walking fof, din wanna greet her. n she commented, luckily it's a guy, not a ger. den jnr say "r u gay?" i exclaimed "yes!!" she den say, dun play psycho tricks wif her, she can read it. haha.. so wat? but i dunno whether shld i coem out to them anot. dun wan any -ve response from ppl. skali later, even my rice bowl not safe.
anyway ,during this period, 1 thing i learnt is, always b confident of myself. once u exudes it, ppl will oso b confident of u. b confident of ur work ability, n ur person n char. today, my own office pc broke down again. i began to check it,. but my jnr colelague, wah, make it a big hu-ha. keep exclaiming "wat happened" "wat u do?" "i never saw this screen b4 leh" (when tech guy is behind mi)"help is behidjn u liao".
but somehow, i feel tat my tech colleague beginning to trust tat i have some knowledge on hw. cos he asked if i know how to plug out the ide cable. i dunno, he ask mi it's the cable for the hdd. got it. i asked if it's the 1 he tried the other say. yes. :) den laetr, he was away doing things, he called my line directly, asking mi to check the comptuer connection. i checked n resolved thing for him in 15 secs. haha, i was thinking, if he called my jnr, will she b agitated n ask thigns, making it worse, tat why he calle dmi? jehehe...
so, i went to audition for choir, like wat my boi say haha. but, i so mafan siazz, troubled him to check my mails. i din realise, my office can't acess mail.yahoo.com. got to the venue. hehe, but i muz say, i m proud i din ask ask any1 for directions. searched for myself!!!! n somehow, i m really... not used to meeting new guys.. in a group. not used to seeing a group of stranger guys. as usual, i was quiet n withdrawn from them at start. but later, i still spoke to a couple of them.
oh yam, while waiting for the whole lot of them. i played with the kitten. haha, ok, i know i'm seriously playing wif the kitten. but in my thots, i feel tat, i'm telling ppl, i'm caring n loving towards even small animals. i'm not unfrnly n cold. but anyway, i think i... from today exp, i still sticking to my usual self: dun b so fast n know ppl. do it slowly. dun need ot b so kan cheong n tok a lot to ppl i see for the first time. unless tat person is chatty, if not, ask few thigns, n stop. wait for him to ask questions.
as for teh audition, quite ok loh. i managed to reach the notes tat the boss set wif the synthesizer. he evcen say, some ppl r tone deaf, n not able to tell between certain similar notes. oh, when my turn for audition, i was apprehensive. boss told mi "dun b afraid, i not gonna eat u", i replied "i'm 2 skinny to be eaten" ahah... well, confidence n relaxed :) i think he was trying to see if i can hit the notes set by the syntehsizer, n my highest notes. n wanna mi sing sample songs. i sang my superstar songs. as i sang, he hit a couple notes. i dunno wat he mean, but now i think he was trying to rmb the highest note i reached :)
on way home, i sure if my boi was wif mi, he will not lemme do it. hahah. got a seat in mrt. i sat down. left side is either boi, or butch.. err, feminine butch. right side if a yougnwoman. ok, when i sat, the woman oredi have her foot in a cross leg manner. after i was seated, a min later, she shifted leg 1 time. touched my jeans. 2 time, hit my jeans again. kauz. wat she think she doing??? i den raised my foot to kick her foot/leg slightly n crossed my leg oso. after crossing, she grabbed her handbag n moved them nearer to her. wah liao.
after alighting, bought ice cream in bread. tasty. ahah, from the way i eat, do i look kiddy, sexy or wat? for dinner, got nasi lemak. haha, mum tis time, took ym advice n cooked it. her nasi lemak is still the tastiest :) umm, later i shall break the bad news.................. i originally thot, not enuff to fill my tmmy. but when i finished my share, i asked if got more left, i ate to my fill. ok , the bad thing is, my dog, after suffering for weeks from injuries n falls n unbalanced diet, finally left us on thur morning. 6.28am, my sis sms mi. i dun wanna go home n check him out, wil oni make mi sadder. wif him gone this way, my family will oso not b so guilty if we were to put him to sleep. it's hgh time for him to leave us.
Thursday, June 02, 2005
yup.,
yup. this morning i got to work early. in fact, while on way to work, i dunno how knda mentality n mood shld i have. but gradually i recovered n msg mi boi "morning",. but i dun have the mood to put in smiley. for lunch, took it myself. i simply cant wait for thw day to pass quickly, so tat i can mee tmy boi n tok to him abt thigns. so hard to contain my bad feelings within myself
another boring day has passed. sighzz, we gonna have 1 day's salary cut 'cos we were late everyday for work. my sup today asked my colleague for mc tat he hasn't given yet. den somehow, the date he mentioend, i rmb it's mi instead. but sup din ask mi. n i checekd my pay slip. i got 1 day unpaid mc. wat?? i entitled to 3 days mc but i got 1 day unpaid MC?? n seem like, my sup dun wan fight anythign for mi siazz.. is he realyl training mi up, or feel awkward abt mi?
den finally thw day passed n i went to meet my boi. still toked things over, and voila, things never go outta hands for us!!! i believe, if we both sincere, there's nothing we can't overcome. as long as 1 party dun give up, n willignt o give timet o try, thigns sure can work out.
but 2 bad, my boi's pal is havign problem wif LTR. hope thigns will go on fine too. ye this sounds superficial, but wat else can i say? i oso told my boi, i wun giv good comments followed by true 1s, cos tat's mi. i jus find it 2 commmercial. prefer to jus tell the truth.
at work, the temp guy said, it's best to be urself. well, i agree to an extent. if being ruself mean dun change for the better at all, tat's not good.
another boring day has passed. sighzz, we gonna have 1 day's salary cut 'cos we were late everyday for work. my sup today asked my colleague for mc tat he hasn't given yet. den somehow, the date he mentioend, i rmb it's mi instead. but sup din ask mi. n i checekd my pay slip. i got 1 day unpaid mc. wat?? i entitled to 3 days mc but i got 1 day unpaid MC?? n seem like, my sup dun wan fight anythign for mi siazz.. is he realyl training mi up, or feel awkward abt mi?
den finally thw day passed n i went to meet my boi. still toked things over, and voila, things never go outta hands for us!!! i believe, if we both sincere, there's nothing we can't overcome. as long as 1 party dun give up, n willignt o give timet o try, thigns sure can work out.
but 2 bad, my boi's pal is havign problem wif LTR. hope thigns will go on fine too. ye this sounds superficial, but wat else can i say? i oso told my boi, i wun giv good comments followed by true 1s, cos tat's mi. i jus find it 2 commmercial. prefer to jus tell the truth.
at work, the temp guy said, it's best to be urself. well, i agree to an extent. if being ruself mean dun change for the better at all, tat's not good.
yes, ytday, din feel well so i din blog at all. end up my boi oso din blog. is this chain reaction? anyway, ytdaym, met up 2 guys in a row LOL. for the first time, i ask someone from a diff dept for lunch. almost cant manage to make ti for the apptmt. ya, he's str8, so he keep a distance form mi. chatted abt work n studies. n went back. well, at least i had lunch apptmt.
den a bit bz. not sure wat happeend though hehe. den met up my agent. somehow i feel he look like "jiang hua" of hk. we toked n discussed abt the policy. it seem tat he wanna mi decide if i wanna buy now. i told him i need time to decide. i was actually tinking of, after meeting him, he can send mi home real fast. but maybe i din decide on buying policy yet, he not really satisfied, so we jus parted. gosh, i MUZ hurry home for CHARMED!!!! hhaah, oh ya, i even kept reminding my colelagues tat season 7 is premiering today!!
i was thinking if i shld take bus or mrt, cos scared traffic jam. den i even speed walked home siazz.. kauzz.. long time no speed liao. now, i finmally know the adv of having new shoes: the solid heels can push mi forward more haha. 2 bad, i oni caught the last part of the show. so i gues i'll go home n watched the recordde 1.
den my boi msg mi something. i read n immediately felt... not good. later tok'ed over the ph, but feel tat i simpyl cant describe my feelings. relaly dunno how to say thigns, even though i din feel good. he wanna come over, but nah.. dun need lah. it's not wkend, dun wna him tired out. but i din have a good night rest loh, in fact, i was able to get to work on time. sighzz...
den a bit bz. not sure wat happeend though hehe. den met up my agent. somehow i feel he look like "jiang hua" of hk. we toked n discussed abt the policy. it seem tat he wanna mi decide if i wanna buy now. i told him i need time to decide. i was actually tinking of, after meeting him, he can send mi home real fast. but maybe i din decide on buying policy yet, he not really satisfied, so we jus parted. gosh, i MUZ hurry home for CHARMED!!!! hhaah, oh ya, i even kept reminding my colelagues tat season 7 is premiering today!!
i was thinking if i shld take bus or mrt, cos scared traffic jam. den i even speed walked home siazz.. kauzz.. long time no speed liao. now, i finmally know the adv of having new shoes: the solid heels can push mi forward more haha. 2 bad, i oni caught the last part of the show. so i gues i'll go home n watched the recordde 1.
den my boi msg mi something. i read n immediately felt... not good. later tok'ed over the ph, but feel tat i simpyl cant describe my feelings. relaly dunno how to say thigns, even though i din feel good. he wanna come over, but nah.. dun need lah. it's not wkend, dun wna him tired out. but i din have a good night rest loh, in fact, i was able to get to work on time. sighzz...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
last night, had wanna add some more thigns. monday, my boi @ gym, so i went to settle my studies stuff. can i say i disappointed at how monash does thigns? cos they expet the burden of everything to fall on students. den the snack stall sellign nothign i like. sigh. went past a bread shop. true, a guy is at the counter so i took more note of the toasts at the counter. but i oso wanna buys ome. i stood at the counter there, the guy was focussed on attending tot he ppl queuing up to pay tat he "din see" mi at all waiting for him. later his colleague came along, n i made my presence felt haha. den i was told, we supposed to queue up n request for the bread. alright. the bread dun taste tat nice. supposed tob e some sausage bread, but it taste like luncheon. so my first n last time to buy.
den this morning, i thot got meeting at 745. got to office, oni mi, jnr n young lady. wah liaoz. turned out no meeting at all. damn. the mornign was quite ok. jus tat, disappointg still ,when it comes to lunch. but i guess from tmr on, i will source for office pants. or look for lunch mates. advertise on fridae liao, but no response..
somehow, after knowing my boi, i do realise, i am really not good at making frns. i can make new frns, but dunno how to stay in contact with them. my imprssion is, we shld often mee tup n tok. but tat's not possible always. n more often than not, when i got time, i'll msg them, asking how they are. sometimes, they del my no, sometimes they chat a bit n stop. if i try harder to know them, i may sound despo n scare ppl off.
for lunch, i actually resort, yes reosrt, to finding ppl in fridae, sgboy, signel n MAW. den oso called other dept's ppl to see if they can make it for lunch meet. wat's SAD is tat, later in 3 hrs, got 3 calls which irritate mi lotsa! 1 call, the user is "confused" abt what problem he wann mi to solve. 2, the user gave VELI lil inof n wanna mi solve it. 3, the user is unhappy tat an option is not available. KAUZ!
after work, went to meet my boi. ahah, cos i KO earlier, i went to stroll. hehe, den noti mi, decided to jus stand near the door there, waiting for my boi, hoping he jus appear, n see mi waiting there :) but 2 bad, he called mi jus b4 he arrived. but ya, i think he still surprised tat i waiting at the door for him. he got his lady colleague wif him. Pearl. she called her bf n found him. ehhe, somehow, i find miself sweeter :)
think i somehow not used to meeting str8 gers as frns. find myself kinda awkward when havign dinner wif her n bf. i feel better when i wif my boi. i think it's common. cos her bf oso, din tok much when we walking. n i wasn't quite my usual self whle we were wif them. oni when we alone den i more normal. hehe, watched madagascar. quite nice. although.. hehe, a bit for kids LOL. i mean, it's veli veli pure n innocent. suitable for a god luff n relaxation after work :) the pictures make mi luff, although i can guess the story :)
he sent mi home once again. since he insist, i wun reject. on way back, chatted teased n had ur chare of fun :) but haha, i guess i really shlnd't say things tat demoralise him. n yes, i dun get jealous easily. wun elaborate further since i told my boi all liao. n i think, we finalyl settled our FOOD problem LOL. n tmr i meeting my agent for insurance, so i timer-rec charmed. n for my dinner, i took duck mee b4 movies, not full enuff. was wanting to buy some movie snacks, but well, since boi's frns all going into cinema liao, i jus followed them loh. end up, i still hungry. went to mc there tok n drank. den got home, i took maggi mee...
den this morning, i thot got meeting at 745. got to office, oni mi, jnr n young lady. wah liaoz. turned out no meeting at all. damn. the mornign was quite ok. jus tat, disappointg still ,when it comes to lunch. but i guess from tmr on, i will source for office pants. or look for lunch mates. advertise on fridae liao, but no response..
somehow, after knowing my boi, i do realise, i am really not good at making frns. i can make new frns, but dunno how to stay in contact with them. my imprssion is, we shld often mee tup n tok. but tat's not possible always. n more often than not, when i got time, i'll msg them, asking how they are. sometimes, they del my no, sometimes they chat a bit n stop. if i try harder to know them, i may sound despo n scare ppl off.
for lunch, i actually resort, yes reosrt, to finding ppl in fridae, sgboy, signel n MAW. den oso called other dept's ppl to see if they can make it for lunch meet. wat's SAD is tat, later in 3 hrs, got 3 calls which irritate mi lotsa! 1 call, the user is "confused" abt what problem he wann mi to solve. 2, the user gave VELI lil inof n wanna mi solve it. 3, the user is unhappy tat an option is not available. KAUZ!
after work, went to meet my boi. ahah, cos i KO earlier, i went to stroll. hehe, den noti mi, decided to jus stand near the door there, waiting for my boi, hoping he jus appear, n see mi waiting there :) but 2 bad, he called mi jus b4 he arrived. but ya, i think he still surprised tat i waiting at the door for him. he got his lady colleague wif him. Pearl. she called her bf n found him. ehhe, somehow, i find miself sweeter :)
think i somehow not used to meeting str8 gers as frns. find myself kinda awkward when havign dinner wif her n bf. i feel better when i wif my boi. i think it's common. cos her bf oso, din tok much when we walking. n i wasn't quite my usual self whle we were wif them. oni when we alone den i more normal. hehe, watched madagascar. quite nice. although.. hehe, a bit for kids LOL. i mean, it's veli veli pure n innocent. suitable for a god luff n relaxation after work :) the pictures make mi luff, although i can guess the story :)
he sent mi home once again. since he insist, i wun reject. on way back, chatted teased n had ur chare of fun :) but haha, i guess i really shlnd't say things tat demoralise him. n yes, i dun get jealous easily. wun elaborate further since i told my boi all liao. n i think, we finalyl settled our FOOD problem LOL. n tmr i meeting my agent for insurance, so i timer-rec charmed. n for my dinner, i took duck mee b4 movies, not full enuff. was wanting to buy some movie snacks, but well, since boi's frns all going into cinema liao, i jus followed them loh. end up, i still hungry. went to mc there tok n drank. den got home, i took maggi mee...
Monday, May 30, 2005
my last update was.. i think friday ngiht. saturday went for training. supposed to be from 9am onwards, but 930-10 sden start. err.. kauz, a lot of thigns to blog, till i duno wat to write. at training, first time, i voiced out my opinions. den, supposed to go pizza for team lunch, but they drag drag until i no time. den jus went off. i wanna go suntec buy tix, so my boi cant follow mi there. in end, i bought cookies for him tat he wanna. n some meat to let him eat. hhehe, he was clever enuff to know i bought those cookies.
had our chare of intimate moments, fun n laughter. (forgot wat happened these days but after reading my boi's blog, i rmb liao haha). maybe add something tat he din put LOL... gross or not? up to the reader =D we managed to devised a few methods of punishing each other, it's my first time to see him luff heartily in 24 hrs =D our first trip to suntec quite nice, but 2nd trip nope. first trip, he went to check the book fare. i can sustain n take my unger lah, but i jus feel tat a few fish balls is jus not enuff to b lunch for my boi, + he need to rest.
den for dinner, went to kopitiam there eat. den comes soemthing tat was unexpected, but minor. he usiong pc. den i bored, so i dozed off on bed. i din bath yet. later, at 1237am, he actually shook mi up while i was in deep sleep. i wasn't like startled n woke up, more to still sleepy n dun wan wake. but wah, he so determined to wake mi up.
den so qiao, on sunday, mum calle dmi, saying tat no family bfast. so i can spend more time wif my boi. took our lunch, n went to suntec again. jus feel a bit strange. i was asking my frn to buy tix at his place. he said he ask the shop, shop blur, n say dun have sell. he den ask mi whehter it's started selling anot, n whether the place selling anot. i told him directly tat, i wanan go, so surely will check tat the shops are selling. if the shop is blur, pass them his hp, n i'll tok to them. in end, the shop, without toking to mi, know wat we askng.
after the suntec thing, something unpleasant happened. over food. dinf eel happy at all as i send my boi home. even got to a certain pt, i feel tat, there is a risk. 1) when he's angry, i muz stick to him, i muz never jus say "u so quiet for wat? dun wan tok, i go hoem first". i mean, i din say them, but in LTR, when there are arguments, either party muz b caring, n not bochap. 2nd risk, while sending him home, 1 line of his, made mi feel, he almost wanna end our LTR. but i stuck to him, n wanna repair it. in the end, i almost wept as i tok to him.
well, to mi, love LTR is about giving in, understanding. caring. hehe, but we stil lteased each other.
oh ya, after sending him home, i wonder if i lok attractive siazz. got some ppl look at mi. n soehow, i feel tat, due to this, soemtimes, i'm quite cold towards ppl when their eyes fall on mi. i need to decide when i shld return the view n when to ignore it. in public, i dun wan to return every look/stare. but n office, in order not to appear cold, i have to return looks. if not, may look as though i dun give them a damn.
on way home, on the expressway, another bus broke down, and its commuters boarded our bus. haha, a guy sat beside mi. i was thnking, u gusy join us halfway. ut shld b fun if u guys need to do a forfeit to join us :) got home, n managed to grab a proper meal. mum is working 12 hr. thot of going family to maassage her. 2 bad, but i got home, she's sleeping.
den today at work, quite ok. lunch appt once again, disappointing. jus tat the S colleague, either kena sacked, or he move to other depts, cos 1 wk din see him coming our place. today again boring. somehow, i feel my place there is confirmed liao, cos my office certainly will not want to get ppl in again, n train from scratch.
jus realise tat, for a lognt ime, i've not beent o my gal's blog. n i really not used to not reading, replying, n blogging 1 day. gess will soon go backt o blogging n replying my boi's commments..
had our chare of intimate moments, fun n laughter. (forgot wat happened these days but after reading my boi's blog, i rmb liao haha). maybe add something tat he din put LOL... gross or not? up to the reader =D we managed to devised a few methods of punishing each other, it's my first time to see him luff heartily in 24 hrs =D our first trip to suntec quite nice, but 2nd trip nope. first trip, he went to check the book fare. i can sustain n take my unger lah, but i jus feel tat a few fish balls is jus not enuff to b lunch for my boi, + he need to rest.
den for dinner, went to kopitiam there eat. den comes soemthing tat was unexpected, but minor. he usiong pc. den i bored, so i dozed off on bed. i din bath yet. later, at 1237am, he actually shook mi up while i was in deep sleep. i wasn't like startled n woke up, more to still sleepy n dun wan wake. but wah, he so determined to wake mi up.
den so qiao, on sunday, mum calle dmi, saying tat no family bfast. so i can spend more time wif my boi. took our lunch, n went to suntec again. jus feel a bit strange. i was asking my frn to buy tix at his place. he said he ask the shop, shop blur, n say dun have sell. he den ask mi whehter it's started selling anot, n whether the place selling anot. i told him directly tat, i wanan go, so surely will check tat the shops are selling. if the shop is blur, pass them his hp, n i'll tok to them. in end, the shop, without toking to mi, know wat we askng.
after the suntec thing, something unpleasant happened. over food. dinf eel happy at all as i send my boi home. even got to a certain pt, i feel tat, there is a risk. 1) when he's angry, i muz stick to him, i muz never jus say "u so quiet for wat? dun wan tok, i go hoem first". i mean, i din say them, but in LTR, when there are arguments, either party muz b caring, n not bochap. 2nd risk, while sending him home, 1 line of his, made mi feel, he almost wanna end our LTR. but i stuck to him, n wanna repair it. in the end, i almost wept as i tok to him.
well, to mi, love LTR is about giving in, understanding. caring. hehe, but we stil lteased each other.
oh ya, after sending him home, i wonder if i lok attractive siazz. got some ppl look at mi. n soehow, i feel tat, due to this, soemtimes, i'm quite cold towards ppl when their eyes fall on mi. i need to decide when i shld return the view n when to ignore it. in public, i dun wan to return every look/stare. but n office, in order not to appear cold, i have to return looks. if not, may look as though i dun give them a damn.
on way home, on the expressway, another bus broke down, and its commuters boarded our bus. haha, a guy sat beside mi. i was thnking, u gusy join us halfway. ut shld b fun if u guys need to do a forfeit to join us :) got home, n managed to grab a proper meal. mum is working 12 hr. thot of going family to maassage her. 2 bad, but i got home, she's sleeping.
den today at work, quite ok. lunch appt once again, disappointing. jus tat the S colleague, either kena sacked, or he move to other depts, cos 1 wk din see him coming our place. today again boring. somehow, i feel my place there is confirmed liao, cos my office certainly will not want to get ppl in again, n train from scratch.
jus realise tat, for a lognt ime, i've not beent o my gal's blog. n i really not used to not reading, replying, n blogging 1 day. gess will soon go backt o blogging n replying my boi's commments..
Friday, May 27, 2005
hehe, although i jus came home after meeting up my boi, i know i taped SmallVlle. so i watched it. quite cool. clark was pinned to the ground by 3 gers. well thsi is not excting, but the trailer scene of him being stripped of his shirt by force is a turn on =D at the show itself, the scene was pretty normal. no excitement. alright, i skipped to tat scene, thus no excitement. but when i watched the show from the start, it's HOT. guys dancign topless. clark was dancing in his boxers. his good bods n heavy shoulders were showing quite prominently.
later, he woke up in barn room, still in boxers oni, n staggered to stand up. pretty nice. den later, he was pinned down, clothes stripped. n fainted. haha, he was almost in spread eagle, jus tat not ropes invovled :P he was den suspended in a room topless stil. the gers den caressed his body. wah, i think he shld have gotten soem reactions. later, a guy came in. i thot: cool, 2 guys in a room. 1 is tied up haha. before releasing clark, he could have gotten to the front, unzipped him, n played with him sexually hahaha.... cos he's tied up! i mena, suspended. pretty cool n ep. i will burn it hahhaha...
morning pretty laxing. but 1 call almost made mi so pek chek. den chatted up wif the biz team ppl... haha, really chat siazz.. cos she pregnant. den she oso intro a staff to mi, cos i seldom leave my desk, she intro him to mi hehe. haha, den hor, cos we making calls to users to install some program, got 1 guy, den sounded fierece. den my sup took over. somehow, he oso cannot tahan n almost wanna slam the phone. but this person, i was oso toking to him, he was quite fine lei.. n was even like joking wif mi... haha, frm ym frnly way of toking, am i garnering lotsa support? LOL
den later, for 1 case, i was asked to go to the dept there to discuss soln. ok, i was oredi tinking of asking this website team ppl to go out lunch wif mi. den i got there, they discussed the site stuff wif mi. explain tomi how the things work. the dept head say he find tat, i learn fast, honest, cheerful, n willing to learn. oso, he find tat i got interest in programming, tried into mi to his developing stuff, ask if i like programming, html bla bla etc. i told him all my thigns. they oso ask since i into programming, why i helpdesk. i expalined to them. den they oso like.. will take note of u. den the head ask whether i wanan do a proj, i declined, recommending his staff instead. den he keep saying i honest honest. i really thinking, did i say 2 much? i even told them, i taking deg n cert cos.
later, went to mit my boi. haha. this tiem, my colelagues again teased tat i goiong out. whle waiting (famished), i went to buy soemthign for my boi haha. bought it, den was really thinking where to go, wat to do. he called mi, i met him up in comical way :) took dinner, but he sounded/seemed unhappy lei... was wondering wat wrong.. i purposely hid the gift somewhere. had wanna tell him, but he so odd acting, i dun feel good. later, we resolved it still. n haha, i again made a scene of myself. i'm the oni 1 who always big reaction type. n, the young lady is there. dunno if she saw mi. tiemis always so sweet when i wif my boi hahah.
oh ya, will be goingt o watch zpop for amei!!!!
later, he woke up in barn room, still in boxers oni, n staggered to stand up. pretty nice. den later, he was pinned down, clothes stripped. n fainted. haha, he was almost in spread eagle, jus tat not ropes invovled :P he was den suspended in a room topless stil. the gers den caressed his body. wah, i think he shld have gotten soem reactions. later, a guy came in. i thot: cool, 2 guys in a room. 1 is tied up haha. before releasing clark, he could have gotten to the front, unzipped him, n played with him sexually hahaha.... cos he's tied up! i mena, suspended. pretty cool n ep. i will burn it hahhaha...
morning pretty laxing. but 1 call almost made mi so pek chek. den chatted up wif the biz team ppl... haha, really chat siazz.. cos she pregnant. den she oso intro a staff to mi, cos i seldom leave my desk, she intro him to mi hehe. haha, den hor, cos we making calls to users to install some program, got 1 guy, den sounded fierece. den my sup took over. somehow, he oso cannot tahan n almost wanna slam the phone. but this person, i was oso toking to him, he was quite fine lei.. n was even like joking wif mi... haha, frm ym frnly way of toking, am i garnering lotsa support? LOL
den later, for 1 case, i was asked to go to the dept there to discuss soln. ok, i was oredi tinking of asking this website team ppl to go out lunch wif mi. den i got there, they discussed the site stuff wif mi. explain tomi how the things work. the dept head say he find tat, i learn fast, honest, cheerful, n willing to learn. oso, he find tat i got interest in programming, tried into mi to his developing stuff, ask if i like programming, html bla bla etc. i told him all my thigns. they oso ask since i into programming, why i helpdesk. i expalined to them. den they oso like.. will take note of u. den the head ask whether i wanan do a proj, i declined, recommending his staff instead. den he keep saying i honest honest. i really thinking, did i say 2 much? i even told them, i taking deg n cert cos.
later, went to mit my boi. haha. this tiem, my colelagues again teased tat i goiong out. whle waiting (famished), i went to buy soemthign for my boi haha. bought it, den was really thinking where to go, wat to do. he called mi, i met him up in comical way :) took dinner, but he sounded/seemed unhappy lei... was wondering wat wrong.. i purposely hid the gift somewhere. had wanna tell him, but he so odd acting, i dun feel good. later, we resolved it still. n haha, i again made a scene of myself. i'm the oni 1 who always big reaction type. n, the young lady is there. dunno if she saw mi. tiemis always so sweet when i wif my boi hahah.
oh ya, will be goingt o watch zpop for amei!!!!
haha, forgot to add something. ytday, for teh first time, i slept in full monty manner. n wanna JO oso. but, stil lwent to sleep instead haha. at 524am, i woke up, wore back brief, n slept. 6am, wah raining.. cold, i turned off fan n slept. my blanket was somehow "kicked" outta bed *blink*
ya boi, sorrie tat mi dun have free incoming yet. i was stupid in the ast, n din think of much. jus wanna get my sony hp. end up high hp bill, n no free incoming. those teasing lines, are meant to tease u. but sometimes they may sound personal or suaning, so i dun wan say them, but now, i more n more relax n dare to say liao :) cos u confident enuff to receive the blows from mi!! haha *attack!!*
"I am getting used to u not being so direct and open abt things liao... " means?? am i not direct? or u mean, some times i hint at things? ehhe, i'll try to b less protective loh, but still as loving hehehe. u can spend ur time wif ur frns loh, cos frns are not to be neglected even in LTRs. we are still spending time these days when u not going gym. if i feel tat i need mroe time wif u, will surely let u know :)
who are "Luke and Desmond, Daniel and WeiXiang"?? ahha, today after knowing the way u bitch, i know how u tok to ur frns liao haha.. u like my teasing, cos it's a way i express my comfy being wif u. n u wanna b careful wif mi, incase soemthign bad happen. dun worry, i'm alright wif u. from the blogs, i can feel we can click pretty well. ur bitching is similar to my way of toking back. but urs is more to those joking n luffing type. mine is, depending on how i want thigns to be, either suaning, insulting, or humouring :)
so now, u know loh, if u dun wan the item to sound off alarm, let me see first ,den alarm wun sound off hahah. ok, at the cinema there, i had wanna take my dinner. but u found it rushing. since i alright wif taking cinema food, i ok to buy from there instead. but i din expect to buy 2 shares!!! next time, i'll get dinner, den buy 1 share. dun spend 2 much. i'm on financial budget, so a bit careful on these thigns.
for now, i'll keep to my promise to not looking at guys. but when u really comfy wif it liao, den i'll see how loh. yes, i know his details, but i dun wan say it out. cos i dun wan u get jealous. if u ask mi, i sure will say. i got kena teased meh abt toilet??? i dinno?!? about olive, i really wanna clarify. i din think so much abt whether u like anot. more to, since u told mi tat, i passed ur comments to them loh. i really din think u din like bitter things...
ya loh, agent jobs quite tiring, n depends on how hard u wanna work. n whether ur network is wide enuff. the best place is when i wif u, but the most comfy for us is a place wif a/c, so u feel alright :) eheh, it's oni right when i caleld back, cos tat sounded quite urgent n bad. but tat time, u msg mi, den 30 min later i call u back, tat time i den feel so paiseh...
yup, i guess i still not good at socialising. sometimes first move to others may b a hitnt at u like them. n at times, pretty hard to keep contact via hp/sms tat i dun feel like getting their contacts. online like msn/icq/frnster, all contain my gay stuff. not easy to let colleagues know. yes, i did try to join them, but the ger, maybe she really 2 not-used-2 new guys, she not receptive to asking guys out for lunch. for S, i'll call him oni when he's the oni person left. ya, i'm frnly, but at work, haha, dunno wat to say or chat up wif colleagues at times, esp when ppl from other dept comes.
heeh, why shld i let u wait, when i can meet u in an instant? nex ttime, will eat soemthign first (the sour snack ? hehe). ahyaha, so now, u know the intimacy level of us lao?? haha... err, as long it makes u happy, i'll still blog for u :) replied ur commetns liao... tmr den reply ur blgos :) hehe, ai de zhu da ge?
ya boi, sorrie tat mi dun have free incoming yet. i was stupid in the ast, n din think of much. jus wanna get my sony hp. end up high hp bill, n no free incoming. those teasing lines, are meant to tease u. but sometimes they may sound personal or suaning, so i dun wan say them, but now, i more n more relax n dare to say liao :) cos u confident enuff to receive the blows from mi!! haha *attack!!*
"I am getting used to u not being so direct and open abt things liao... " means?? am i not direct? or u mean, some times i hint at things? ehhe, i'll try to b less protective loh, but still as loving hehehe. u can spend ur time wif ur frns loh, cos frns are not to be neglected even in LTRs. we are still spending time these days when u not going gym. if i feel tat i need mroe time wif u, will surely let u know :)
who are "Luke and Desmond, Daniel and WeiXiang"?? ahha, today after knowing the way u bitch, i know how u tok to ur frns liao haha.. u like my teasing, cos it's a way i express my comfy being wif u. n u wanna b careful wif mi, incase soemthign bad happen. dun worry, i'm alright wif u. from the blogs, i can feel we can click pretty well. ur bitching is similar to my way of toking back. but urs is more to those joking n luffing type. mine is, depending on how i want thigns to be, either suaning, insulting, or humouring :)
so now, u know loh, if u dun wan the item to sound off alarm, let me see first ,den alarm wun sound off hahah. ok, at the cinema there, i had wanna take my dinner. but u found it rushing. since i alright wif taking cinema food, i ok to buy from there instead. but i din expect to buy 2 shares!!! next time, i'll get dinner, den buy 1 share. dun spend 2 much. i'm on financial budget, so a bit careful on these thigns.
for now, i'll keep to my promise to not looking at guys. but when u really comfy wif it liao, den i'll see how loh. yes, i know his details, but i dun wan say it out. cos i dun wan u get jealous. if u ask mi, i sure will say. i got kena teased meh abt toilet??? i dinno?!? about olive, i really wanna clarify. i din think so much abt whether u like anot. more to, since u told mi tat, i passed ur comments to them loh. i really din think u din like bitter things...
ya loh, agent jobs quite tiring, n depends on how hard u wanna work. n whether ur network is wide enuff. the best place is when i wif u, but the most comfy for us is a place wif a/c, so u feel alright :) eheh, it's oni right when i caleld back, cos tat sounded quite urgent n bad. but tat time, u msg mi, den 30 min later i call u back, tat time i den feel so paiseh...
yup, i guess i still not good at socialising. sometimes first move to others may b a hitnt at u like them. n at times, pretty hard to keep contact via hp/sms tat i dun feel like getting their contacts. online like msn/icq/frnster, all contain my gay stuff. not easy to let colleagues know. yes, i did try to join them, but the ger, maybe she really 2 not-used-2 new guys, she not receptive to asking guys out for lunch. for S, i'll call him oni when he's the oni person left. ya, i'm frnly, but at work, haha, dunno wat to say or chat up wif colleagues at times, esp when ppl from other dept comes.
heeh, why shld i let u wait, when i can meet u in an instant? nex ttime, will eat soemthign first (the sour snack ? hehe). ahyaha, so now, u know the intimacy level of us lao?? haha... err, as long it makes u happy, i'll still blog for u :) replied ur commetns liao... tmr den reply ur blgos :) hehe, ai de zhu da ge?
Thursday, May 26, 2005
heeh, these days been going out wif my boi. but frankly, i dun have many ppl to hang uout wif though. usually is ask my msian frn. or else, will be to ask some seldom jio out frns. oh, back to topic. cos now often go wif out my boi, end up, get home, my first thign to blog is how i feel about the trip :) can say i never felt this happy beofre :) at times when we not toking, i'll try to think of soemthing to say, but i gradually feel it's not needed, cos as long we enjoy each other's company, it's the most treasurable n enjoyable moemnts =D *a flying kiss to him... jus wanna do it, even if it sounds gross*
on way home, i do have some flash backs n hold backs. my past relns all dun last more than 1 mth. this time, mi n boi tok on blog for 2 mths, n went out for almost a mth oso. thru our restless communication via blogging, i really hope this time, verything will work out fine. i am protective of him at times, n from hwo he react, seem like i'm the protective n caring n ready-to-fight kinda guy siazz!! cos, today, we went for some jap food again, n was once again served "crab". den got 1 guy n ger in offce wear come in to sit. as they were shown seats beside us, i heard guy ask, is there seats other than here? 2 bad none. so he sat.
den somehow, i feel that the guy n ger are actaully raising their voice to chat. it's as though they in kopitiam n can tok as loud as they want. kauz. wat an irritating pair. i den raise my voice oso. boi felt it, n ask mi to lower my voice. ok loh, i did.
this morning, raining oso. soemhwo, haha, ok am i getting 2 confi of myself? cos on bus to work, got 1 lady, walk all the way to the end of the bus to stand at the seat i at. my impression is, she loojing at mi. den for lunch, had wanna ask ppl from other depts out, but 2 bad, i need to go early lunch. think aybe tmr i try again. for lunch, got ppl doing flag day. i donated 10c to a ger. den on way back, got a cute boi wif earphone, i donated, n asked some boliao qns haha. donate 20c lah.
i muz say the temp guy good at PR. he can click well wif the ppl inside. even for lunch, can say 4 ppl, including him, went together. for mi, i feel tat i'm starting to open up myself for chatting. den hor, i gelled my hair, n was actually teased by the young lady: u using wax, careful later it rains. later i went to meet up my boi
haah, went all way to meet him from his office, den went further down for dinner. jus den, sis called mi for urgent help. hha, he went all the way wif mi to find sis siazz. quit nice of him. was thinking of getting him to rest there, while i go find sis. den hehe, made a fool of myself in front of him for dinner =D n wah, dinno my boi can take HOT n SPICY stuf! once again, he bought some thigns for mi. sighzz, dun think i can stop him from buying thigns for mi, but can oni dissuade him.
on way home, oso kinda.. haha, made a scene of ourselves.. in such way tat, no 1 dare to face us hahah... every1 jus crowd either 5 steps before or after us ;) hehe, by now, i wonder if i shld stil take all the time to blog. cos, i feel tat, my blog is for him to read haha... ya i know some other ppl oso reading. i'll see wat i can do.
on way home, i do have some flash backs n hold backs. my past relns all dun last more than 1 mth. this time, mi n boi tok on blog for 2 mths, n went out for almost a mth oso. thru our restless communication via blogging, i really hope this time, verything will work out fine. i am protective of him at times, n from hwo he react, seem like i'm the protective n caring n ready-to-fight kinda guy siazz!! cos, today, we went for some jap food again, n was once again served "crab". den got 1 guy n ger in offce wear come in to sit. as they were shown seats beside us, i heard guy ask, is there seats other than here? 2 bad none. so he sat.
den somehow, i feel that the guy n ger are actaully raising their voice to chat. it's as though they in kopitiam n can tok as loud as they want. kauz. wat an irritating pair. i den raise my voice oso. boi felt it, n ask mi to lower my voice. ok loh, i did.
this morning, raining oso. soemhwo, haha, ok am i getting 2 confi of myself? cos on bus to work, got 1 lady, walk all the way to the end of the bus to stand at the seat i at. my impression is, she loojing at mi. den for lunch, had wanna ask ppl from other depts out, but 2 bad, i need to go early lunch. think aybe tmr i try again. for lunch, got ppl doing flag day. i donated 10c to a ger. den on way back, got a cute boi wif earphone, i donated, n asked some boliao qns haha. donate 20c lah.
i muz say the temp guy good at PR. he can click well wif the ppl inside. even for lunch, can say 4 ppl, including him, went together. for mi, i feel tat i'm starting to open up myself for chatting. den hor, i gelled my hair, n was actually teased by the young lady: u using wax, careful later it rains. later i went to meet up my boi
haah, went all way to meet him from his office, den went further down for dinner. jus den, sis called mi for urgent help. hha, he went all the way wif mi to find sis siazz. quit nice of him. was thinking of getting him to rest there, while i go find sis. den hehe, made a fool of myself in front of him for dinner =D n wah, dinno my boi can take HOT n SPICY stuf! once again, he bought some thigns for mi. sighzz, dun think i can stop him from buying thigns for mi, but can oni dissuade him.
on way home, oso kinda.. haha, made a scene of ourselves.. in such way tat, no 1 dare to face us hahah... every1 jus crowd either 5 steps before or after us ;) hehe, by now, i wonder if i shld stil take all the time to blog. cos, i feel tat, my blog is for him to read haha... ya i know some other ppl oso reading. i'll see wat i can do.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
was feeelin pretty ok, and aboutt o reply all my blogs n blog today oso. but suddenly, after toking to my boi for a efw mins, i started to feel tired in my mind, on the verge of falling asleep. is the radiation affecting? i mean, i was really able to tease n tok cock wif him at start. enjoyed the time. but later ,i gradually grew pretty exhausted. laid on bed to chat. no use. stood up, same thing. later had to stop the chat. he ask mi not to blog, sicne i tired. but eheh, since he enjoy reading my blog, and it makes his day, why not. guess i gonna make him qi4 gan3 jie1 fei1 =D
anyway, been having a bad feeling abt my job. felt tat, will i have bad reviews of my work performance, cos i talked back to S colleague? make mi sound like i not compatible wif the team? beenhaving this in my mind till i got to work. oh ya. damn heavy rain. got to work 20-25 mins late. the sup was calling out my name, n luckily,. i reaqched on time. so DAMN cold.
but later, at work, got back my job security feeling. cos i managed to still resolve cases, by not calling S. but at times, it's so damn sianzz there. n 1 thing i know abt the young lady n jnr colleague. Jnr is kinda scaredy cat. watever sup say, she'll accept all, without thinking. young lady, will stand to her position and reply thigns calmly. cos got 1 time, i was asking if 1 thing is possible. she then started to explain the process flow. goodness, i oni wanna know the ans. u tell mi process flow for wat?
den was on way home. kept my promise to keep my eyes off guys. so any1 walk past, i see 1 time, den refrain from looking again. a bit not used, but ya, jus need to get used to it. guess tat all. pretty tired these days. dun wanna force myself to reply blogs yet. sleep more better. oh ya, on way home, simply felt i need somethign in my mouth to spice up my taste buds. heehhe, so i foudn tat ice cream peddlar not selling, den went to buy curry puff.. piping hot :)
anyway, been having a bad feeling abt my job. felt tat, will i have bad reviews of my work performance, cos i talked back to S colleague? make mi sound like i not compatible wif the team? beenhaving this in my mind till i got to work. oh ya. damn heavy rain. got to work 20-25 mins late. the sup was calling out my name, n luckily,. i reaqched on time. so DAMN cold.
but later, at work, got back my job security feeling. cos i managed to still resolve cases, by not calling S. but at times, it's so damn sianzz there. n 1 thing i know abt the young lady n jnr colleague. Jnr is kinda scaredy cat. watever sup say, she'll accept all, without thinking. young lady, will stand to her position and reply thigns calmly. cos got 1 time, i was asking if 1 thing is possible. she then started to explain the process flow. goodness, i oni wanna know the ans. u tell mi process flow for wat?
den was on way home. kept my promise to keep my eyes off guys. so any1 walk past, i see 1 time, den refrain from looking again. a bit not used, but ya, jus need to get used to it. guess tat all. pretty tired these days. dun wanna force myself to reply blogs yet. sleep more better. oh ya, on way home, simply felt i need somethign in my mouth to spice up my taste buds. heehhe, so i foudn tat ice cream peddlar not selling, den went to buy curry puff.. piping hot :)
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
tuesday blog. surprisingly, i managed to catch the early bus. forgot the chronological order of events. but somehwo, i realyl feel like, i'm not good at making frns. esp at work. will usually focus on wokring, den may not wanna tok wif colelagues. tat younglady i often tok abt, we din tok today. at least i dun rmb calling her name. my snr colleague, today, she did say out, mi n her lunch time same, n i thot she'll this time ask mi out for lunch. but nope, seh still went off first.
den after lunch, S colleague team all go out, leaving S there oni. so i caleld him for help. he sonded so reluctant. den later he came over. i told him i need his help. he bochap. i reminded him, he xcame over, but chatted wif others. so i did my own stuff. later he stood behind mi. he din say anythign, so i din bother abt him oso. later, he was in other office. i call him in. ask him my questions. kauz, he gave mi AP!! tell him abt 1 prob, he say he cant get to the person, gave him another number, he called n slammed the phone when no 1 pick. when he slammed, he messed up my desk.
i ask him dun throw his temper at my desk. den 2 qn, he oso push to mi to do. 3rd qn, he told mi wat i supposed to check wif user frst. i reach boiling point liao. i went to discuss wif my snr. dun chap S anymore. if he want it this way, alright. for work's sake, will still call him, but wun b frnly anymore. if he take my jnr's words tat he's my "lover" seriously, be it. sometimes,i wonder if i'm 2 stubborn for my own good at work. but since i know my stuff, why shld i b pushed around? i know if something shld b worked in a way, it has to b. i respect tat. but not when our interests conflict.
will any1 who's good at office politics or making frns at work tell mi where i went wrong?
den i decided to go visit my pub frn, roger rabbit. went to style my hair. haha, my snr colleague made a joke on mi. she tried tog et the young lady in, but she gave some non-sensical reply. i smiled. n told her, "there's no 1 to style up for, since no client to meet". jus den, i saw my boi's sms!!! kauz, sent at 6pm, i saw oni 630!! i had wanna ask him go wfi mi to see roger, but was scared to let roger know. why? dunno. but i still decided to ask him along. jus tat at last min, i decided to gob ack home wif my boi, instead o him making trip here. for a few reasons.
1) dun wan him drink
2) he may feel outta place
3) duinno how he'll react when we are together int he str8 pub
4) dun wan roger to feel odd to see 2 guys so intimate
den wif my boi sending mi home, i was pretty much under influence of alcohol tat i dunno wat i trying to say at times. but we did enjoy some wodnerful moments. wif our intimacy, we really got all sorts of stares. got 1 guy wif 2 gfs, standing beside my boi,. i wanna help him gain more space, but he dun wan, sayign he know wat i wanna do.. hahah...
today i wnana sleep early. will blog my reply, tmr.
den after lunch, S colleague team all go out, leaving S there oni. so i caleld him for help. he sonded so reluctant. den later he came over. i told him i need his help. he bochap. i reminded him, he xcame over, but chatted wif others. so i did my own stuff. later he stood behind mi. he din say anythign, so i din bother abt him oso. later, he was in other office. i call him in. ask him my questions. kauz, he gave mi AP!! tell him abt 1 prob, he say he cant get to the person, gave him another number, he called n slammed the phone when no 1 pick. when he slammed, he messed up my desk.
i ask him dun throw his temper at my desk. den 2 qn, he oso push to mi to do. 3rd qn, he told mi wat i supposed to check wif user frst. i reach boiling point liao. i went to discuss wif my snr. dun chap S anymore. if he want it this way, alright. for work's sake, will still call him, but wun b frnly anymore. if he take my jnr's words tat he's my "lover" seriously, be it. sometimes,i wonder if i'm 2 stubborn for my own good at work. but since i know my stuff, why shld i b pushed around? i know if something shld b worked in a way, it has to b. i respect tat. but not when our interests conflict.
will any1 who's good at office politics or making frns at work tell mi where i went wrong?
den i decided to go visit my pub frn, roger rabbit. went to style my hair. haha, my snr colleague made a joke on mi. she tried tog et the young lady in, but she gave some non-sensical reply. i smiled. n told her, "there's no 1 to style up for, since no client to meet". jus den, i saw my boi's sms!!! kauz, sent at 6pm, i saw oni 630!! i had wanna ask him go wfi mi to see roger, but was scared to let roger know. why? dunno. but i still decided to ask him along. jus tat at last min, i decided to gob ack home wif my boi, instead o him making trip here. for a few reasons.
1) dun wan him drink
2) he may feel outta place
3) duinno how he'll react when we are together int he str8 pub
4) dun wan roger to feel odd to see 2 guys so intimate
den wif my boi sending mi home, i was pretty much under influence of alcohol tat i dunno wat i trying to say at times. but we did enjoy some wodnerful moments. wif our intimacy, we really got all sorts of stares. got 1 guy wif 2 gfs, standing beside my boi,. i wanna help him gain more space, but he dun wan, sayign he know wat i wanna do.. hahah...
today i wnana sleep early. will blog my reply, tmr.
on monday, had wanna blog, but simply, dun wish to make the efoort. on monday, did the laundry, n met up wif the agent. he drives a car, and sent mi to mccafe. he look quite good for his age. i even took his pic wif my cam, but he din turn out good in my cam. in fact, he look like some actor, but i dun rmb. oh ya, his first child "coming out" in 1 mth.
been toking thigns other than insurance. n even toked abt work, and my experiences n etc. he was also amused at my thots. he seem to b quite a nice frn to know. but i wonder, other than being client, can we actually b frns? n go out? anyway for lunch, went to eat choy fun. this time, the ppl seem bit cold liao lei. no more asking if rice enuff anot. well, i take it it's the weather. cos it's REAL DAMN HOT! luckily my boi not wif mi, fi not, i wnna bring him ice-skating, or go a/c places.
all the way till 7pm, been clearing my mails, n checkign on my boi. felt so bad tat he stayed wif mi, eve though he not well at sun dinner. at night, he sms mi he's down, n i immediately called him. know part of story, n offered my consoles. and the despo hsewife is so real, n direct siazz. dealing wif all sorts of prob tat can coem to life. i forgot wat made mi fall in love with the ep, but wat i can think of is, if i lov my boi, i'll do all i can do protect him from harm. ehhe, funny, wanna sleep early, but stil lend up sleep after 12. i think i need to readjust my hearts in fridae...
been toking thigns other than insurance. n even toked abt work, and my experiences n etc. he was also amused at my thots. he seem to b quite a nice frn to know. but i wonder, other than being client, can we actually b frns? n go out? anyway for lunch, went to eat choy fun. this time, the ppl seem bit cold liao lei. no more asking if rice enuff anot. well, i take it it's the weather. cos it's REAL DAMN HOT! luckily my boi not wif mi, fi not, i wnna bring him ice-skating, or go a/c places.
all the way till 7pm, been clearing my mails, n checkign on my boi. felt so bad tat he stayed wif mi, eve though he not well at sun dinner. at night, he sms mi he's down, n i immediately called him. know part of story, n offered my consoles. and the despo hsewife is so real, n direct siazz. dealing wif all sorts of prob tat can coem to life. i forgot wat made mi fall in love with the ep, but wat i can think of is, if i lov my boi, i'll do all i can do protect him from harm. ehhe, funny, wanna sleep early, but stil lend up sleep after 12. i think i need to readjust my hearts in fridae...
Monday, May 23, 2005
email from a mailing list. sighz, did not read my mails for 3 weeks. If not, i may go for it.
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Dear All,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society is looking for actors/ actresses for it's upcoming Mandarin production, Ma Lan Hua, which will be staged in July 2005.
Synopsis:
This is a popular children?s play adapted from the widely circulated folk legend. A villager who fell off a cliff is rescued by a flower deity, Ma Lang. As he is interested in marrying one of his two daughters , he gave the Ma Lan flower to the villager and will take the daughter who accepts the flower as his wife. The elder Lan rejected the flower as she hates living in the mountains while the younger daughter, little Lan accepted the flower and lead a happy life with Ma Lang. Gradually, Elder Lan gets jealous of their happiness. Edged on by an evil old cat, she killed little Lan and assumes her identity. Luckily, Ma Lang sees through her evil plot and revives Little Lan. They lived happily ever after.
Requirements:
- fluent in Mandarin
- age 25 years and below
(those who appear to be younger than 25 years old may also apply)
- acting experience and able to sing is an advantage
Performance details:
Date: 22 to 23 Jul 2005 (Fri and Sat)
Venue: Victoria Theatre
Rehearsal Schedule and Remuneration:
Rehearsal is scheduled to start in June. As we are a not-for-profit drama society, we can only give each cast member an honorarium to cover food & transport costs.
Audition Details:
Audition will be on 15 May (Sunday).
Looking forward to see you! :)
Regards,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society.
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Dear All,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society is looking for actors/ actresses for it's upcoming Mandarin production, Ma Lan Hua, which will be staged in July 2005.
Synopsis:
This is a popular children?s play adapted from the widely circulated folk legend. A villager who fell off a cliff is rescued by a flower deity, Ma Lang. As he is interested in marrying one of his two daughters , he gave the Ma Lan flower to the villager and will take the daughter who accepts the flower as his wife. The elder Lan rejected the flower as she hates living in the mountains while the younger daughter, little Lan accepted the flower and lead a happy life with Ma Lang. Gradually, Elder Lan gets jealous of their happiness. Edged on by an evil old cat, she killed little Lan and assumes her identity. Luckily, Ma Lang sees through her evil plot and revives Little Lan. They lived happily ever after.
Requirements:
- fluent in Mandarin
- age 25 years and below
(those who appear to be younger than 25 years old may also apply)
- acting experience and able to sing is an advantage
Performance details:
Date: 22 to 23 Jul 2005 (Fri and Sat)
Venue: Victoria Theatre
Rehearsal Schedule and Remuneration:
Rehearsal is scheduled to start in June. As we are a not-for-profit drama society, we can only give each cast member an honorarium to cover food & transport costs.
Audition Details:
Audition will be on 15 May (Sunday).
Looking forward to see you! :)
Regards,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society.
Been a real long time since i last blogged. well, i had spent a wonderful 40 hours, whcih was totoally enjoyable :) Had done many of my firsts during this period. but strange thing, n i not paiseh or afraid to say it. seem like, ever since i have a boi, visits to this place has gone down a lot.
anyway, sunday had family bfast as usual. but somehow, when i oni 5 mins walk away from home, mum called mi tat i shld wear proper clothes, cos they going restaurant. n my aunt coming oso. ok i heard tat. but in my mind, i thot: wah liao, now den tell mi?? wat am i suposed to do? my usual timing is 10am-1030 i sure get home. den they call mi 1022am? cant they jus inform mi earlier??
den when i reached home, i grumbled loh. den later mum threw in: u not home, how i tell u? i refuted: den how come aunt know?
den, my sis oso told mi my future sis in law family oso going. i was bewildered. at tat time, i got 2 choices: 1, dress sloppily n tell ppl i not told of the meet, n thus no time to prep. 2, try my best to make a proper outfit from my current ward of clothes. i chose the latter. if i have the means to make the day, y not? n i dun wan make mi, or my family to look bad. later, i did tell my mum, she shld at least inform mi earlier, at least before the timing i usually get home, so tat i can prepare myself.
when we got to the restaurant, such a big crowd i really stunned n bored. allt he adults there dicussing marriage. mi n sis n aunt nothingt o chip in siaz. felt tat time is so heard to pass. haah, our first dish came: porridge. dunno how come, when dad ask us to take our share, i, by instinct or watever, told him n mum to take first, cos they elder.
i was dressed in specs n orange T n dark brown 3/4. the ger's side got a kid bro who dress similar style as mi. i wodner if i look his age siazz. but i sure i muhc older. here, mum tried to be concerned n told mi, "this got scallops, u dun like, dun take this 1". my sis n i were wondering, why she say tat. i even asked, how does she know tat. den i refuted: oh, den i dun take siew mai oso, u can have it. i den told my sis "if she wanna embarass herself, let her be".
den, went to my frn's place for dinner wif my boi. heh, they so kind n noti to leave us "alone" n went for grocery. frankly speaking, even though i know my boi may be sad to read this, but it's simply in my mind. over there, got 1 30yo guy in short sleeve shirt. wif his dressing style, i was thinking how his body will look.
n it's so funny / fun. in the hse, we kinda behaved in couple's manner. when ppl appeared, we moved away haha. oh ya, i think this part, i'm being gracious. i invited a guy to sit beside mi, as he may be afraid of intruding our privacy, but tat's pure frnly. den later, in the lift, we were holding hands, n the lift opened, a lady came in. we or maybe i immediately moved our hands in such an awkward manner, as though we doing soemthign immoral LOL. but i bochap, i still tok to my boi is sweet manner hahah. luckily, my boi still has transport home. if not, i will feel bad, n most probably send him home in taxi.
as for mi, i stil lgot bus home. haha, jus a lil twist. as i resting on the bus, a teen boarded bus wif his frn. den my eyes were closed mah. i heard a "ei". i belive it's not directed at mi. den tat teen bumoped my shoulder lightly. i woke up, he was looking sideway. i stared at him, he din see. i stood a bit n gave another stare. he either thinking, he in wrong, bo chap, or i peeping at him. i den shifted my bag to make a distance between us. when i got home ,i simply, 2 tired to wash up. wif my gelled hair, i dozed off. wanna JO first, but i decided to skip it.
will post monday blog later.
anyway, sunday had family bfast as usual. but somehow, when i oni 5 mins walk away from home, mum called mi tat i shld wear proper clothes, cos they going restaurant. n my aunt coming oso. ok i heard tat. but in my mind, i thot: wah liao, now den tell mi?? wat am i suposed to do? my usual timing is 10am-1030 i sure get home. den they call mi 1022am? cant they jus inform mi earlier??
den when i reached home, i grumbled loh. den later mum threw in: u not home, how i tell u? i refuted: den how come aunt know?
den, my sis oso told mi my future sis in law family oso going. i was bewildered. at tat time, i got 2 choices: 1, dress sloppily n tell ppl i not told of the meet, n thus no time to prep. 2, try my best to make a proper outfit from my current ward of clothes. i chose the latter. if i have the means to make the day, y not? n i dun wan make mi, or my family to look bad. later, i did tell my mum, she shld at least inform mi earlier, at least before the timing i usually get home, so tat i can prepare myself.
when we got to the restaurant, such a big crowd i really stunned n bored. allt he adults there dicussing marriage. mi n sis n aunt nothingt o chip in siaz. felt tat time is so heard to pass. haah, our first dish came: porridge. dunno how come, when dad ask us to take our share, i, by instinct or watever, told him n mum to take first, cos they elder.
i was dressed in specs n orange T n dark brown 3/4. the ger's side got a kid bro who dress similar style as mi. i wodner if i look his age siazz. but i sure i muhc older. here, mum tried to be concerned n told mi, "this got scallops, u dun like, dun take this 1". my sis n i were wondering, why she say tat. i even asked, how does she know tat. den i refuted: oh, den i dun take siew mai oso, u can have it. i den told my sis "if she wanna embarass herself, let her be".
den, went to my frn's place for dinner wif my boi. heh, they so kind n noti to leave us "alone" n went for grocery. frankly speaking, even though i know my boi may be sad to read this, but it's simply in my mind. over there, got 1 30yo guy in short sleeve shirt. wif his dressing style, i was thinking how his body will look.
n it's so funny / fun. in the hse, we kinda behaved in couple's manner. when ppl appeared, we moved away haha. oh ya, i think this part, i'm being gracious. i invited a guy to sit beside mi, as he may be afraid of intruding our privacy, but tat's pure frnly. den later, in the lift, we were holding hands, n the lift opened, a lady came in. we or maybe i immediately moved our hands in such an awkward manner, as though we doing soemthign immoral LOL. but i bochap, i still tok to my boi is sweet manner hahah. luckily, my boi still has transport home. if not, i will feel bad, n most probably send him home in taxi.
as for mi, i stil lgot bus home. haha, jus a lil twist. as i resting on the bus, a teen boarded bus wif his frn. den my eyes were closed mah. i heard a "ei". i belive it's not directed at mi. den tat teen bumoped my shoulder lightly. i woke up, he was looking sideway. i stared at him, he din see. i stood a bit n gave another stare. he either thinking, he in wrong, bo chap, or i peeping at him. i den shifted my bag to make a distance between us. when i got home ,i simply, 2 tired to wash up. wif my gelled hair, i dozed off. wanna JO first, but i decided to skip it.
will post monday blog later.
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