adam appearing on Fann wong's fashion show... prince charming in white top.. OHHH
Saturday, February 25, 2006
well, yes, once again, i'm proud tat i am finally staying on a job for almost a yr. during tis yr, i learnt a lot abt office attitudes. eg, y it's always good to have a learning attitude. instead of assume "u know it". n tat, although in office, everything is work n "it shld b done", but then, we oso have to depend on reln. simply 'cos it "shld b done" does not mean "it will b done". if u r on good terms wif a person, things will n can b sorted out easier. it's all abt building up of rapport.
n thinking back, it's also an accomplishment, when at times, my gal pal actually ask mi things which i am knwoledge enuff to tell her. 'cos all along, it's been her telling mi stuff, i seldom had the chance to tell her things whcih i know, cos she suually took effort to read up on it. yes i am lazy. including the time, ytday, when she ask mi "y shld she continue her job". well, she's still fast n quick thinker as usual, so, after tlling her my first line, she kinda know wat i tryign to say liao.
n at work, trusting a person's ability n living up to tat trust is utmost important in setting up a friendly n efficient workplace. someone passes a task. it means he has confidence tat u can do it n up to his expectations. if u do it swee swee (nicely), he knwo his trust in u is worthy of his belief in u. he will b able to trust wat u do in future, provided u dun fail his trust/expections. tis will lead to a more efficient n trusting env.
i read from the bk tat, some ppl have no such easy trust on others. they prefer to trust only when those ppl did soemthign to earn it.
however, once tat trust is broken, u can try to amend it. if both parties r working towards to re-building tat trust, soon, things shld b back to normal. however, if 1 party is not cooperating, den a boundary will be there, preventing smooth n efficient work env.
i'm saying these, cos KK dun blif n do wat i say. he doubts my words n abilities. yes, i have tis prob back in the past, but i did try my best to resolve it. now, i ask KK to do somethign, he delay it, and days later, it's not done yet. he's not doign thigns the way i did, or perhaps the way it had been done. until ytday, when the jnr is checkingt he report, den he dived into amending them.
n he was tokign to userB who seem to referrign to my userA case. he ask whether i spoke to userB b4. i said no. he tried arguing wif mi, but i simply told him flat on wat to do. he said, he'll rather wait for sup to b back. i ask him to check wif snr first. he stood up, and sat back, preferrignt o check wif sup. i knwo wat he's thinking: he wants to really check wif sup, n show tat i'm in the wrong, n put mi in bad light.
but later, he called userB back...
he: u rmb speaking to anyone on our side?
userB: ya.. ed
he: any1 else?
userB: i think ben oso
he: u rmb any1 else?
userB: no.. oni these 2
later, he put down the ph n spoke in a better tone to mi, tat somehow our cases cld b the same...
but wat i dun enjoy is, when the sup came back, he heard the whole thing, i told him my story, n he jsu came down onto mi, as tho he wanna eat mi up. he's right in his way, but tat dose not mean i did wrognly. mind him.
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anyway, my blog is not to focus on office stuff. i jus wanna lend my support to the NYP couple. she did nothign wrong. n HE as well. i jus wonder, y is the focus on the ger oni, n not much on the guy. is it due to the conservative mindset tat, gers shld b more decent?
everyone does thigns in the dark. jus a matter of whether it's being exposed anot. it's purely an unfortunate event that, it was spread like wild fire over the internet. n perhaps, as a student, the stereotype is students shld b at a learning age, and sex should not b an option. too bad, her doings on the bed have been exposed, and she has become a victim.
wat's more, TABLOIDS. they have the power of burning down a building with a flame. they wll do anuthing to sensationalise issues. i oso have some vids of myself posing here n there, n prtty erotic as well. but these r never shared wif anyoen, other than ppl i trust. i saw from papers tat she intends to stop schooling, but her parents encourage her to go on.
i'd say, let her rest for a period, and relax for a while. perhaps the boy can join her. let her relax, n come back to school again. it's a very painful experience for her, and she must get over it. no matter how long it takes. put it behind her, n get on her life.
n thinking back, it's also an accomplishment, when at times, my gal pal actually ask mi things which i am knwoledge enuff to tell her. 'cos all along, it's been her telling mi stuff, i seldom had the chance to tell her things whcih i know, cos she suually took effort to read up on it. yes i am lazy. including the time, ytday, when she ask mi "y shld she continue her job". well, she's still fast n quick thinker as usual, so, after tlling her my first line, she kinda know wat i tryign to say liao.
n at work, trusting a person's ability n living up to tat trust is utmost important in setting up a friendly n efficient workplace. someone passes a task. it means he has confidence tat u can do it n up to his expectations. if u do it swee swee (nicely), he knwo his trust in u is worthy of his belief in u. he will b able to trust wat u do in future, provided u dun fail his trust/expections. tis will lead to a more efficient n trusting env.
i read from the bk tat, some ppl have no such easy trust on others. they prefer to trust only when those ppl did soemthign to earn it.
however, once tat trust is broken, u can try to amend it. if both parties r working towards to re-building tat trust, soon, things shld b back to normal. however, if 1 party is not cooperating, den a boundary will be there, preventing smooth n efficient work env.
i'm saying these, cos KK dun blif n do wat i say. he doubts my words n abilities. yes, i have tis prob back in the past, but i did try my best to resolve it. now, i ask KK to do somethign, he delay it, and days later, it's not done yet. he's not doign thigns the way i did, or perhaps the way it had been done. until ytday, when the jnr is checkingt he report, den he dived into amending them.
n he was tokign to userB who seem to referrign to my userA case. he ask whether i spoke to userB b4. i said no. he tried arguing wif mi, but i simply told him flat on wat to do. he said, he'll rather wait for sup to b back. i ask him to check wif snr first. he stood up, and sat back, preferrignt o check wif sup. i knwo wat he's thinking: he wants to really check wif sup, n show tat i'm in the wrong, n put mi in bad light.
but later, he called userB back...
he: u rmb speaking to anyone on our side?
userB: ya.. ed
he: any1 else?
userB: i think ben oso
he: u rmb any1 else?
userB: no.. oni these 2
later, he put down the ph n spoke in a better tone to mi, tat somehow our cases cld b the same...
but wat i dun enjoy is, when the sup came back, he heard the whole thing, i told him my story, n he jsu came down onto mi, as tho he wanna eat mi up. he's right in his way, but tat dose not mean i did wrognly. mind him.
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anyway, my blog is not to focus on office stuff. i jus wanna lend my support to the NYP couple. she did nothign wrong. n HE as well. i jus wonder, y is the focus on the ger oni, n not much on the guy. is it due to the conservative mindset tat, gers shld b more decent?
everyone does thigns in the dark. jus a matter of whether it's being exposed anot. it's purely an unfortunate event that, it was spread like wild fire over the internet. n perhaps, as a student, the stereotype is students shld b at a learning age, and sex should not b an option. too bad, her doings on the bed have been exposed, and she has become a victim.
wat's more, TABLOIDS. they have the power of burning down a building with a flame. they wll do anuthing to sensationalise issues. i oso have some vids of myself posing here n there, n prtty erotic as well. but these r never shared wif anyoen, other than ppl i trust. i saw from papers tat she intends to stop schooling, but her parents encourage her to go on.
i'd say, let her rest for a period, and relax for a while. perhaps the boy can join her. let her relax, n come back to school again. it's a very painful experience for her, and she must get over it. no matter how long it takes. put it behind her, n get on her life.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
replying some blog comments. (oh gosh, long time din check my gal's blog)
"I'm back in the UK, very jetlagged but alive. I'm glad we had the opportunity to shop for your power supply on Saturday"
yep, thx for buying the PSU for mi :)
" OMg then can u at least post some pictures of rain concert leh lets horny togeter "
i wonder who huh>?!?!??! come on, show urself!!! i really dunno who u r..
"You should only resign when you have signed a contract with your new firm. So when you've decided, then sign the contract and only then resign from your current firm."
true, but i told my comp, i need 1 mth notice, so tat i wun sound tat "delayed" to them. in actual fact, i need 45 days. it's a totally diff scenario in the days' diff. i somehow have confidence tat the new comp is sincere in signing mi up, and not to delay the time to join, i have to make a choice. i decide to trust them.
but the singtel, it turned out tat the interview was off...
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seeing tat other countries have riots easily, i am thnking, why does not singapore have any? is it we are too pre-occupied with our work? or the law here is so super? Or we know how to cause a havoc without rioting?
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monday.
sunday was a thoroughly boring and useless day. nothing good n valuable was done at all.basically idling time away. no mood/motivation to read my java oso. den monday, was oso a quite a sucky day. no reason. jus felt... i din enjoy my wkend tat much, n felt i MUZ b back in office again?
"I'm back in the UK, very jetlagged but alive. I'm glad we had the opportunity to shop for your power supply on Saturday"
yep, thx for buying the PSU for mi :)
" OMg then can u at least post some pictures of rain concert leh lets horny togeter "
i wonder who huh>?!?!??! come on, show urself!!! i really dunno who u r..
"You should only resign when you have signed a contract with your new firm. So when you've decided, then sign the contract and only then resign from your current firm."
true, but i told my comp, i need 1 mth notice, so tat i wun sound tat "delayed" to them. in actual fact, i need 45 days. it's a totally diff scenario in the days' diff. i somehow have confidence tat the new comp is sincere in signing mi up, and not to delay the time to join, i have to make a choice. i decide to trust them.
but the singtel, it turned out tat the interview was off...
==================
seeing tat other countries have riots easily, i am thnking, why does not singapore have any? is it we are too pre-occupied with our work? or the law here is so super? Or we know how to cause a havoc without rioting?
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monday.
sunday was a thoroughly boring and useless day. nothing good n valuable was done at all.basically idling time away. no mood/motivation to read my java oso. den monday, was oso a quite a sucky day. no reason. jus felt... i din enjoy my wkend tat much, n felt i MUZ b back in office again?
Saturday, February 18, 2006
after nt being at my comptuer for some time, seem like i got lotsa things to do...
surprise surprise... a frn who i know during poly days... we r not tat close, but we do meet up as group every now n den.. this frn, she actually read my blog from time to time.. cool...
there's this guy.. his way of speaking is something i din, or never, exprienced b4.. we had a few conversations over the ph. the first 1, he called suddenly, n i din really know wat to tok about. the next time, it was a better try. but somehow, it ended up badly, as he sounded as though he was telling mi wat i shld b doing, wat i had done. the 3rd 1, i simply dun wish to tok much wif him. the conversation ended in minutes. the 4th one, he was about to hang up, when i told him why i was so quiet. we both finalyl chatted quite a lot.. enjoyable chat. n i apologised for sounding harsh earlier on, when i spoke my mind.. it was really enjoyable.. it is discussing topics wif depth. not mere bitching or gossiping, but even sharing our thoughts n ideas on issues. Until now, i din have any such discussions, other than my oz pals.
on our 5th chat on friday, he sounded nervous (well, haha, wat can i epxect?) n dun wan tok 2 much, in case we cant click well, n nothingt tok..
haha.. n i really jialut at directions.. i am a true blue singaporean (i'm born here, i mean) but i actually can miss holland V stop siazz. oh well, my "where is hell shld i b alighting??" mentality got the better of mi. i was thinking, how do i proceed? wah liao.. shld i jus get home n forget abt meeting, or jus./.. bear the hot sun n take another bus? i was really hot in my head. but as i went over to take a return bus, i cooled down, n thot it was jus my luck. but hor, wah wait for bus oso damn long.
hehe, my cool headed'ness paid off. he's not bad looking. quite impressive is my impresion. no other words i know fits better. haha.. it's enjoyable =D
umm.. is there anyone still wearing a watch to tell time? a watch is basically for time telling, but wif a hp, does it still help? i thinking of removing my watch..
guo mei mei has finally shown her face. comparing her "love is a song to you" wif celest's style of singing, both are pulling the high notes wif almost a screeching tone. but y is GMM able to... have a wide fan base, but celest's is shrinking?
final note: sianzz... any way to motivate my self to keep on studying (revising, refreshing my knowledge) java, with burning passion?? i know i shld b doing it, but .. argh.. am i missing something? sighzzz.. too cooped up at home? controlling my budget better?
surprise surprise... a frn who i know during poly days... we r not tat close, but we do meet up as group every now n den.. this frn, she actually read my blog from time to time.. cool...
there's this guy.. his way of speaking is something i din, or never, exprienced b4.. we had a few conversations over the ph. the first 1, he called suddenly, n i din really know wat to tok about. the next time, it was a better try. but somehow, it ended up badly, as he sounded as though he was telling mi wat i shld b doing, wat i had done. the 3rd 1, i simply dun wish to tok much wif him. the conversation ended in minutes. the 4th one, he was about to hang up, when i told him why i was so quiet. we both finalyl chatted quite a lot.. enjoyable chat. n i apologised for sounding harsh earlier on, when i spoke my mind.. it was really enjoyable.. it is discussing topics wif depth. not mere bitching or gossiping, but even sharing our thoughts n ideas on issues. Until now, i din have any such discussions, other than my oz pals.
on our 5th chat on friday, he sounded nervous (well, haha, wat can i epxect?) n dun wan tok 2 much, in case we cant click well, n nothingt tok..
haha.. n i really jialut at directions.. i am a true blue singaporean (i'm born here, i mean) but i actually can miss holland V stop siazz. oh well, my "where is hell shld i b alighting??" mentality got the better of mi. i was thinking, how do i proceed? wah liao.. shld i jus get home n forget abt meeting, or jus./.. bear the hot sun n take another bus? i was really hot in my head. but as i went over to take a return bus, i cooled down, n thot it was jus my luck. but hor, wah wait for bus oso damn long.
hehe, my cool headed'ness paid off. he's not bad looking. quite impressive is my impresion. no other words i know fits better. haha.. it's enjoyable =D
umm.. is there anyone still wearing a watch to tell time? a watch is basically for time telling, but wif a hp, does it still help? i thinking of removing my watch..
guo mei mei has finally shown her face. comparing her "love is a song to you" wif celest's style of singing, both are pulling the high notes wif almost a screeching tone. but y is GMM able to... have a wide fan base, but celest's is shrinking?
final note: sianzz... any way to motivate my self to keep on studying (revising, refreshing my knowledge) java, with burning passion?? i know i shld b doing it, but .. argh.. am i missing something? sighzzz.. too cooped up at home? controlling my budget better?
Thursday, February 16, 2006
i seem to b able to feel whether somethign is going on properly anot...
today, somethign big happened at the helpdesk.. wow...
ok. i took dinner... now i know liao.. at home, i shld take 3 bowls of rice, den soup. this is full course. followed by a drnk, tis full set will make mi real full.
after dine at home, i left my hse. the door not locked. but all the way, soemthing is not right. the traffic change too fast. i have to wait for 2nd round. den when jaywalk, suddenly, i seme like i din check the whole situation properly, ending up, i have to wait. like wrong estimation. as i walk up the stairs, i thot of switching off my mp3 player liao. jus den, i realise something BAD.
i forgot to take my keys!!! i left it at home!!! damn !!
the only way is to go back home to get it. sighzz.. as i walked home, suddenly got a person (seem like guy) wif blonde hair, exercise wear. den funy, on my way after takignt he keys, i saw him again, this time he's walking home..
today, somethign big happened at the helpdesk.. wow...
ok. i took dinner... now i know liao.. at home, i shld take 3 bowls of rice, den soup. this is full course. followed by a drnk, tis full set will make mi real full.
after dine at home, i left my hse. the door not locked. but all the way, soemthing is not right. the traffic change too fast. i have to wait for 2nd round. den when jaywalk, suddenly, i seme like i din check the whole situation properly, ending up, i have to wait. like wrong estimation. as i walk up the stairs, i thot of switching off my mp3 player liao. jus den, i realise something BAD.
i forgot to take my keys!!! i left it at home!!! damn !!
the only way is to go back home to get it. sighzz.. as i walked home, suddenly got a person (seem like guy) wif blonde hair, exercise wear. den funy, on my way after takignt he keys, i saw him again, this time he's walking home..
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
it seems like there is a reason for everything tat's happening to mi.
moving out: i've stayed by myself for almost 2 yrs. during this period, i truly learnt how to fend for myself, n stand up for myself. perhaps, thru this process, i learnt abt being confident? or maybe i am clearer abt my stand now, so i am more confident. these few mths, i am oso able to see things better (not the eye sight), n appreciate things more. like now, i tend not to shout at my mum.
2 reasons. wat';s done is done. shouting n scolding no use. it's jus getting u frustrated n my mum feeling bad. scolding never does anything good. it';s hurts a reln. i'll prefer to stay quiet, n do things the correct way in my view.
and, she is my mum. i dun wan to lose temper at her unnecessarily. having been thru ups n downs, i can put myself in her shoes better. in past, she always do things for us, without asking for payback. to the pt of getting up in midst of night, to ensure the clothes r ready for wearing, n tat, taking care of the family as best she can. but, being a human, n a emotional mum, she too has her tantrums. but my siblings still take her for granted. questioning y she did things w/o telling them.
n yes, being a mum, n mi the youngest child who she always deems mi unable to take care of myself, she will wanna cook my every meal, ensure i have a good dinner. in the past, if soemthing's not right, i;'ll get sensitive, n rant off. now, i jus (learn from my sis) keep quiet, n do wat i need to make things right. n abt the meal thing, to the pt tat, even if i hungry, she readily make a quick meal for mi. i appreciate tat, cos, if my bf is hungry, i sure oso over-react n respond fast like her. wat;'s more, i'm her baby, n the youngest. i rmb, during the CNY reunion dine, she was doing some last min food prep. i ask her to eat first. den when she eat, i saw her utensils not ready, so i took for her.
n last yr, a frn (personal frn, fridae frn) who i thot will b fun if we could b together, had taught mi tat, as long as u knw wat u r doing, dun worry, jus do so. y bother abt ppl's views?
rmb mi toking abt my eyes twitching? i think it's a way of letting mi knw certain thing will happen. n letting mi learn how to deal wif uncertainties of life. i'm not sure how true is my thinking, but it's how i see it.
n, all along, i been working in helpdesk positions. since day 1 of fulltime work, i oni had 1 programming position, whcih i din really work hard for. i take them for granted, n din see the need to fight for the post. den now, after being stuck in various helpdesk jobs for so long, i'm pretty sure where i really wanna go, for now. programming in java, ie. i knw i dun wan to b stuck in helpdesk, cos it's not my personality to b helpless, n b dependent on others. u know, we can oni try out wat has been proven right. i've been stuck in these places for so long tat, i really determined to b a programmer again. this is my motivation. perhaps if this route din happen, i wun b so determined to achieve my dreams.
as programmers, if i see soemthing not right, i have the power to change it. n being in helpdesk, helped in my communications n thinking n analysis. i am better able to speak over the ph.
moving out: i've stayed by myself for almost 2 yrs. during this period, i truly learnt how to fend for myself, n stand up for myself. perhaps, thru this process, i learnt abt being confident? or maybe i am clearer abt my stand now, so i am more confident. these few mths, i am oso able to see things better (not the eye sight), n appreciate things more. like now, i tend not to shout at my mum.
2 reasons. wat';s done is done. shouting n scolding no use. it's jus getting u frustrated n my mum feeling bad. scolding never does anything good. it';s hurts a reln. i'll prefer to stay quiet, n do things the correct way in my view.
and, she is my mum. i dun wan to lose temper at her unnecessarily. having been thru ups n downs, i can put myself in her shoes better. in past, she always do things for us, without asking for payback. to the pt of getting up in midst of night, to ensure the clothes r ready for wearing, n tat, taking care of the family as best she can. but, being a human, n a emotional mum, she too has her tantrums. but my siblings still take her for granted. questioning y she did things w/o telling them.
n yes, being a mum, n mi the youngest child who she always deems mi unable to take care of myself, she will wanna cook my every meal, ensure i have a good dinner. in the past, if soemthing's not right, i;'ll get sensitive, n rant off. now, i jus (learn from my sis) keep quiet, n do wat i need to make things right. n abt the meal thing, to the pt tat, even if i hungry, she readily make a quick meal for mi. i appreciate tat, cos, if my bf is hungry, i sure oso over-react n respond fast like her. wat;'s more, i'm her baby, n the youngest. i rmb, during the CNY reunion dine, she was doing some last min food prep. i ask her to eat first. den when she eat, i saw her utensils not ready, so i took for her.
n last yr, a frn (personal frn, fridae frn) who i thot will b fun if we could b together, had taught mi tat, as long as u knw wat u r doing, dun worry, jus do so. y bother abt ppl's views?
rmb mi toking abt my eyes twitching? i think it's a way of letting mi knw certain thing will happen. n letting mi learn how to deal wif uncertainties of life. i'm not sure how true is my thinking, but it's how i see it.
n, all along, i been working in helpdesk positions. since day 1 of fulltime work, i oni had 1 programming position, whcih i din really work hard for. i take them for granted, n din see the need to fight for the post. den now, after being stuck in various helpdesk jobs for so long, i'm pretty sure where i really wanna go, for now. programming in java, ie. i knw i dun wan to b stuck in helpdesk, cos it's not my personality to b helpless, n b dependent on others. u know, we can oni try out wat has been proven right. i've been stuck in these places for so long tat, i really determined to b a programmer again. this is my motivation. perhaps if this route din happen, i wun b so determined to achieve my dreams.
as programmers, if i see soemthing not right, i have the power to change it. n being in helpdesk, helped in my communications n thinking n analysis. i am better able to speak over the ph.
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