10:11 p.m.

umm strange, i'm actualy pretty happy today... although i got called back to work, n missed the chance to see the cute boy...

maybe cos i called my frn to chat, n dine xpect to chat so long loh.. i think i will buy the bluetooth adapter for my hp.. seems beter n suit more thigns..

den at work, i seem to gain more recognition liao..

but hor, ericsson helpdesk really suckx. i called up 3 times liao. first time tok 30 mins n the persons till dun get wat i want. 2nd time, much better. 3rd time, wah liao, after answering soem thigns, tat guy wanna hang up.. like dun wan to tok.almost had to shout at him not to hang up..

den ahah... for a long time never left office abt 5 pm liao.. n also bought bread for bfast rm..

april fool tmr....

11:48 p.m.

hehe... my cute colleague called me to go office tmr to help out at work... heheh... i agreed instantly...

at the classes today, sighzz, the yandao guy still sitting so far away... how can i get to know him? but not bad lah, today got to chat wif tat yandao nsf guy.. got his number, n took pic of him wif my cam!!

2:37 p.m.

HEHE!!! i saw tat boy again!! i know his timing liao!! 120pm!!!

10:08 p.m.

dunno wat to say.... but this period of time, i guess i'll be preparing my overseas study liao.. anything else? umm.. prepare my vcd this wk oso..

11:26 p.m.

suppose to update on sat nuight.. but 2 bad, no time to do it loh..

asked a frn to go out wif mi.. had wanna go shopping n get him to pay.. den saw tat Irreversible is on the screen again!! n rcalled up frns to see who can go.. 1 guy say he can go.. but only if go out wif my frn..

so end up meet n simple stuff like walk around n talk loh.. watched the movie The Eye 2.. the scare tactic is there.. but story stupid loh... somehow, i begin to dislike shuqi in thsi show... cos the previous female lead won some acting award.. den this time, she took up.. i somehow feel she trying to grab an award wif this role oso.. scheming..

den later, finished teh show.. n went to orchard to watch irreversible...went to fast food outlet to take dinner.. hehe..

qite funny loh.. cos the outlet was packed so, i was kinda strolling n hunting for places.. den as i was waiting at the entry, when i saw 2 ppl coming out, i immediately steppped in.. hehe.. behind mi i heard 2 gers saying "got seats liao".. haha.. well, they did come earlier, but so??

if they guys, and ask to share seats, may agree loh :)

n we sittign there n eating.. n we oso chattign away.. toking loud, or maybe normal chat vol of our love lives.. den later, a guy came sitting beside us.. my frn was kinda into him and kept looking at him... hha.. i joined in the fun.. i find tat person.. quite aj cos he din fidget at all while we looking at him.. eiyher he's aj, or he's used to it n remained non-chalent...

den in the show, haha.. it's quite interesting the show.. unique technique but i hate it when the camera is always moving.. cuasing dizzy!! but it's quite cool and nice.. veli real. n i saw the cock 3 times! WONDERFUL!

den took NR home again.. wah, maybe 2 long din get home this hr, so, kinda felt honry suddenly.. suddenly, hope to have wild sex.. go irc? sighzz, no chance...

den in morning, went to pray to my late uncle.. hehe.. my nephew is real cute... cos he need help wif pc, i went over ther place.. over there, haha.. almost wanna tell him direct, if he strip, den anthign is fine wif mi... den hor, from the way my uncle tok to mi, i oso.. felt like havign fun wif him siazz...

2:18 p.m.

hehhe.. to think i woke up 7am... n waited till they come on tv for interview siazz!! called up.. den later, i wanna watch itn taped it down... jus rewatched it... hahaha!!! again, i was screaming!! gosh.....

8:30 a.m.

haha.. i called into the ch8 good morning singapore, and asked ZHANG ZENG XIANG a question!!! i asked if he's considered a big man or small guy in the show n in real life

but maybe he heard oni real life, n say "i'm a normal guy... n in real life, i'm easy going....... etc" hehe... i am so excited!

2:29 p.m.

haha... aiyo... wat's happened?? hehe.. ok, today din bring dog down.. but when go buy lunch, saw that boy again... hehe.. i kinda caught his time of appearance liao.. maybe tmr i catch again!

den later, am i really so sex depricved that i go for students? cos when i bring dog down, got 2 students pass by.. den i actually took note of them... hmmmmm

12:23 a.m.

hehe... go home luuu!!! for a long time, din go home so early.. muz keep it up!!

aiyo.. i think i getting bit sex deprived... 2 long din have exciting sex...

am i turning paedophile? dunno lei.. one 1 day i was at interchange waiting for bus.. den, a boy came in on another lane.. haha.. duno how come i "felt" it, turned head, saw him, n stare at him for a few seconds.. he did notice... i think

den, mins later, i looked again, this time, he looked into my eyes.. n tried to glide away.. haha.. but our eyes still in contact...

3rd time, he looked away... when his bus came, i looked again,.. n he look st8 forward, styling his hair.. :)

den oso, when i bring my dog for walk, i saw a ... guy... den he walked opposite place to take bus.. haha.. so qiao, i went sme direction.. but all the way, i was lookoing at him.. he saw tat too.. hgaha... but.. i not really seeking anything but jus... look loh... if i go up n tok, dunno if will frighten them or not...

umm.. .i think i shld be more relaxed.. cos now, i once again ,veli nervous when see those ppl.. until i dun dare smile.. cos, at least smiling is frnly mah :) instead of stare :)

7:13 p.m.

jus another day at work... but when i just came in the morning.. kauzz!! tat last night guy gave mi troubles.. got things which are got errors 1.. he bochap for abt 1 hr.. den i came in n realised they problem humph!

den.. got my family to buy mi lunch.. i wonder how long can this go on.. cos they buy den i dun need go out to eat.. save the walking..

n oso.. got a lot of happenings today... but learnt a lot oso.. actually hor, i dislike it a lot if my colleagues say "this thing u can do as u deem fit" ,den when cork up, argue here/there...

11:35 p.m.

quite an alright day.. no 1 here but security cams, thot will have time to do some stuff of mine.. but maybe first... umm, entrsuted wif new tasks, so dun have time..

haha.. but got time to listen to online radio 933! but then, when the next shift came in... kauzz, my hopes of going home earlier was dashed! cos he came in at least 15 mins late.. almost abt 30mins i thnk.. n i oso had to instruct him on some thigns.. sianzz

oh wel,l my m1 bill has come.. wah liaoz, wat the heck!! my bill suddenly shot up to 50$?? i called n asked for the breakdown, n the list shows so much discrepancies!! DAMN!

worse come, i complain to CASE

11:30 p.m.

wah, so accurate... 1130pm.. umm funny lei... things dun seem to go the way i want...

the coming wk, i gotta work.. can't go for my classes.. SIGHZ. den, 1 day i supposed to go training wif e cute colleague. den, suddenly ppl cork up, n i end up going today instead... sighzzz... lastly, dunno whether the ppl planned (i 2 sensitive?), testing mi, or so qiao, tat yandao guy for suntanning is not going tmr... i dunno if true anot lah.. but i oso cant make it anyway...

oh gsh... my studies...

9:58 p.m.

pretty tired.. dunno y... maybe been reading too much and staying up too late.. bobian,. dun have own rm, den no time to finish watching tapes..

aiyo... shld i b happy? things happened today... my colleague somehow got into trouble.. my leader.. at end of day said he may be next to go cos he not contributing

den oso got a agency called mi.. i dunno how they got my number.. umm, nothign lah, but jus givign myself more chances loh..

10:56 p.m.

wah... siao.. how am i gonna find time to bring my printer to repair? n hor.. i wonder if my work performance degrade when i sick siazz.. performed some mistakes...

4:52 p.m.

umm.. well. updating it 2nd day... cos... cant use pc.. sighzzz... I'M DETERMINED TO MOVE OUT!

hehe.. yesterday my first time to take bus to class!!! hehe.. was rather proud of myself ONCEagain! n alighted at the right stop some more!!

dunno y... the class today.. seem ot have more n more yandaos... last wk din see them... i think maybe last week not many ppl attended the classes. den hor, 1 guy came in. somehow he look damn familiar!!! hehe.. e guy who i knew from the first lesson greeted him.. haha.. den somehow i feel he may be from some places i worked before.

hehe.. den later, the break time comes and i realised he's from my cmap! ahahha.. hehe not bad huh? even after leaving camp, still can see him.. he is not bad looking, but not those YANDAO type.. hehe.. oh, he even asked why i downgraded. i simply told him "some medical conditions" n he din persist. if he did, maybe i'll be direct wif him hehe...

den later as i on way home, wah.. another guy was standing before mi.. i noticed him only after i looked up.. umm... wah liaozz... n i keep looking up to him once in a short while... when he looked into almost my direction, i'll look at him.. hehe he looked 5-8 times, i look back everytime... but only 1 time, he loked at mi n tunred sight aywa.. heheh.... bobian... "can't take my eyes off him"...

4:07 p.m.

hehe.. i called the printer ppl, n asked for that guy.. winston.. he busy, so left msg to call back.. wah,. abt 1 hr liao, he still din call.. i thot he not gonna call.. feel like calling gain in no time.. den he called.. haha.. they still pay attention to CS :)

anyway, nearing the end, i praised him "you have a nice voice" "sorry?" "you have a nice voice" "oh.. *laughs* is it? thanks".. haha he's 25 n worked 1 yr :)

aiyo, the flu getting mi down liaozz..

9:47 p.m.

oh, forgot to add tat.. on my sat duty, i bought ONG BACK vcd n watch in office.. haha... he is rather cute at times.. but i had expected his chest to be firmer...

den.. i jus heard some BAD news. this saturday, had planned to go suntanning and see the guy... but liao!!! suddenly my shift was changed!!untkl this saturyda,i work day time!! DAMN! i missed teh chance!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok.. n today i called the printer ppl again.. this time, a nice voice attended to mi again.. he suggested i call again when home.. hehe... i had wanna go back on tiem to call him.. but too bad, 2 busy.. but gd things is, my leader say.. aiya, praise mi lah..

n den hor, last thing, the pacnet guy called mi yesterday tt one.. ehhe.. the pacnet got send technician survey.. so he's Victor.. hehe..

8:28 p.m.

am so tired after my first 12hr night shift... came home n felt honry, but no chance to jo at all.. anyway, i've just uploaded all of my archive into here... hopefully will appear nice..

i thot i can call the printer helpdesk tmr in the morning as i work in night, but jus got the call tat the shift has changed.. aiyo, now problem... dunno how to call them...

den the pacnet helpdesk called mi.. i din get the person's name.. but he sound quite nice n firm.. aiyo.. the problem is solved.. he ask mi if anythinig else he cna help ..ahah..shld i say "you have a nice voice. i like it" haha...

den jus now a scout came.. he asked mi family if need help to do anything for charity. well, if my family not in, n he better looking, will invite him in and hahahahahaha.... *NOT EROTIC* ask him to chat wif mi.. maybe saying was fedup with studies n needed to relax.. get him to chat den perhaps... haha...

8:27 p.m.

am so tired after my first 12hr night shift... came home n felt honry, but no chance to jo at all.. anyway, i've just uploaded all of my archive into here... hopefully will appear nice..

i thot i can call the printer helpdesk tmr in the morning as i work in night, but jus got the call tat the shift has changed.. aiyo, now problem... dunno how to call them...

den the pacnet helpdesk called mi.. i din get the person's name.. but he sound quite nice n firm.. aiyo.. the problem is solved.. he ask mi if anythinig else he cna help ..ahah..shld i say "you have a nice voice. i like it" haha...

den jus now a scout came.. he asked mi family if need help to do anything for charity. well, if my family not in, n he better looking, will invite him in and hahahahahaha.... *NOT EROTIC* ask him to chat wif mi.. maybe saying was fedup with studies n needed to relax.. get him to chat den perhaps... haha...

8:07 p.m.

am so tired after my first 12hr night shift... came home n felt honry, but no chance to jo at all.. anyway, i've just uploaded all of my archive into here... hopefully will appear nice..

i thot i can call the printer helpdesk tmr in the morning as i work in night, but jus got the call tat the shift has changed.. aiyo, now problem... dunno how to call them...

den the pacnet helpdesk called mi.. i din get the person's name.. but he sound quite nice n firm.. aiyo.. the problem is solved.. he ask mi if anythinig else he cna help ..ahah..shld i say "you have a nice voice. i like it" haha...

den jus now a scout came.. he asked mi family if need help to do anything for charity. well, if my family not in, n he better looking, will invite him in and hahahahahaha.... *NOT EROTIC* ask him to chat wif mi.. maybe saying was fedup with studies n needed to relax.. get him to chat den perhaps... haha...

6:03 a.m.

oh gosh.. cos 2nite have few things to do, i watch porn.. wah, now veli honry siazz.....

11:23 p.m.

to prep for night shift, i woke 2 hrs later.. haha.. or maybe stayed in bed to try rest more for 2 hrs...

called the printer ppl.. ianzz.. no use.. still need to call the helpdesk on mon.. den met a guy.. well, now i kinda understand why he say some ppl meet n den jus brreak contact with him.. i oso dunno how to stay contact wif him siazz.. cant click/... well, not click but.. he prtty individualistic.. eg, when we go titbits for movie, he wnana hotdog, den without discussing the best offer, he went to purchase his order. huh? hey we went together. cant he wait for mi and decide which is better package?

n he seem to enjoy toking to himself. not really tok to himself, but say out thoughts going through his mind and enjoying himself with the thoughts.. can't reply anthign at all...

BUT! good thing is, i saw a HI frn from poly!!!! i cld have missed him, but saw they signing, so took note n realise it's him!!! still cute, but gained wt.. haha.. den oso took chance to take pic of him.. yummy!! is he still attached? *evil grin*

1:50 p.m.

sianzz.. called printer company showroon, but they cant offer help... n advise mi call heldesk...

12:38 a.m.

sianszz.. tried fo 30 mins... stuck at the loading of ink part... can't seem to put in... worse... teh helpdesk open mon - fri oni... i gonna call funan for help.

oh ya, i saw zhang zeng xiang there.. n took pic wif him!! i so happy!@!@

10:18 p.m.

in morning, was rather boring... den posted a msg inthe group... asking for fun session... haha.. siao huh?

i called up canon centre.. but kauzz.. first time call, they kep transferring mi till the line drop.. den called again, finally settled my queries.. phew...

was supposed to meet a frn for IT show at 2pm, but he suddenly got interview, so pushed to 340pm.. i thot.. wah.. ok loh.. tat time den go buy printer... but mins later, i feel might as well jus go earlier n check out the pritners there..

haha.. i bit kisiao.. or perhaps more daring.. at the show there, got some guys rather good looking... styled their hair oso.. n i kept looking at them haha..

den at one of the booths, umm, had wanna mention the name of the company, but dun wan lah... anyway, at each of the booth got their own stylish guys hah.. but then, the most outstanding guy is right in front of mi ehhe...

i kept looking at him, he know. but he dun wan to look at all, n keep looking away ok lah.. nothign wrong.. den i decided to buy. he was at the person who spoke to mi.. so i went up.. haha.. at tis point of time, he walked away. but eyes looking at mi.. was i stunned? i could have smiled.. but din.. jus a dull face sighzz.. well, he walked away, n a lady was behind him loh..

den i still took the chance to ask my sales guy who tat person is... "dyed his hair golden color... u know tat guy?" "ya," "wat's his name har?" "D*****k.. why leh" "'cos i think i know him.."

hehe lame? well, at least it's a nice reason.. rather than abrupt "i wan to know him" wait scare ppl off siazz haha...

anyway, when i got home, i suddenly thot i can try refill ink wif my old printer. wah siao, if can work, den i bought new printer for nothing???

heh.. luckily, i tried n FAILED!!! YEAH!! now going to fix it again...

hope to declare victorious in no time!

9:56 p.m.

today qutie busy... cos the efficient ger is not with us.. haha... but nice oso.. was so rushing in work..

den had wanted to call frns with the hp, but veli chamzz... call 2-3 ppl, all cant chat for long.. got 1 of them, gd enuff to keep toking till i get home.. but the bg is too noisy lah... so hang up loh.. i think my headset is too sensitive... so maybe it's not a good choice to chat on bus..

9:56 p.m.

jus got home from meeting a frn.. wah.. today quite eciting... hope can finish writing all in short time..

in the morning, ... umm, on monday, the amei fan club emailed all ppl to ask who wanna go suntanning... haha.. on the list, got a guy who have the sporty look ... and maybe the body.. haha. upon seeingthe name and checking my work schedule, i immediately decided I WANT TO GO!!! haha.. so this morning, i called them up for details.. hehe.. sure going liao :D

den later i went to meet a frn for a meal... by going to turf city... haha.. i may be giving too much hints :) den he ask mi go steamboat buffet... but end up need coupon for discounts to be there.. he no coupons, so 12$/person.. den as we were looking at the food available there, i saw a guy at a corner of a stall... he was jus standign there, and staring into blank.. haha.. i immediately took note..

dunno why, i find him cute in tat sense.. so, 'cos the steamboat rather ex, i suggested looking at others.. but as i walked, i was still looking at the other stalls.. esp TAT stall haha..

so, i walked walked, till i at tat stall den look some more, n decided to go for tat kway chap... hehe./.. he tended to us... n den i ordered loh.. my frn ordered extra rice.. e rice hor, my frn say taste odd, den tell the owners. when they explained, my frn oso gave his side of the story.. den hehe.. i took the chance to loook at that guy.. LOL

when meal is over, we walked in the direction of the stall... i look at the guy once, den twice, he seem to look back, 3rd time to catch his gaze, den he shifted his view aaway hehe... dun wan give wrong impression?? LOL

den i went home.. on the shuttle bus.. got 1 guy who.. while i was... ok back in turf, when i went to wait for bus, got those seats to sit down. i walk there, den realise a guy sittingt here had his umbrella kinda occupying 3 seats siazz.. so i look more... den i sat down. wah, he actually looked back at mi.. i look at him, exchanges stare for 2 secs, and i turned head away n never look again. later i boarded bus, he waited till 5 mins b4 bus move off den board.

den bus algiht.. n as i was jus behind him, i noted tat he acutally went o toilet haha... umm, is tat e std thign AJs do when they honry??

nvm, den i jus rmb i wanted to take the bus home. so i went the other way.. n wah, how come har, got 1 avg ht stocky fellow walk towards mi.. hehe.. quite nice looking.... den str8 after him, got 1 office wear guy came up as well.. haha... COOL........

12:08 a.m.

phew.. finalyl managed to change the templates to wat i want... now look cooler right? :)

yesterday, my lecture notes not printed at all. .cos not time.. so this time, i printed at home.. but damn jaluts.. cos the printouts veli veli bad.. got notes= no notes siazz...

den.. i finally decided to call ericsson helpdesk to check on some issues.. but KAUZZ... i spent half n hr wif e guy, n nothign came out.. he dun get my problems at all.. n dun bother jotting thigns down.. huh??

later when i went to buy my lens solutions, i took mrt siazz.. n i called the helpdesk ahgain... this time, took abt 10-15 mins oni to resolve my query,.. sighzz..

after buyignt he solutions, i went to buy lunch.. haha.. passed by a kopi shop.. e guy for the wanton mee.. not say yandao, but he soemone who look.. or standout from the rest of the helpers in e kopi shop.. so i noted him.. den jus as i abt to go, he saw my gaze n retutrned it.. haha.. well,. i looked n turned away.. wat's the point?

den came home.. n prep myself for night class.. wah liao.. on my way there, got 2 students sittign on the floor of train and eating titbits siazz!! i stared at them every now and then.. till they paiseh n keep things.. liaozz...

wah.. intend to sleep by 1 am, den till now stil writing...

ok.. tis time in lessons, got 1.. either cute guy, or someone i saw b4, come into class oso.. got see how he kinda look... n hor, seem to have some ppl who keep looking at me... wah lioazz... so obvious..

SLEEP!

8:24 p.m.

umm.. shld say first time after 3-4 months to start class,, den during the class, i write diary... well, dunno if it's std, but first lesson seem pretty boring..

den this morning i wah.. a bit chamzz.. i think my upperstudy n team lead got high expectations of mi.. den din expect myself to kinda blunder... cos during my LAST night shift, i actually din realise tat missing an email need to inform lvl 2 ppl... sighzz.. i know i din see the mails, but to avoid troubles, i lied tat i seemed to have seen the mails b4..

haizz...

12:51 a.m.

hhah....... alright, not to first thign first, but wan to write it n be done wif... i jus done my proj n sent for checks..

next.... i've gotten a new hp!!! and it's my choice!!!! i saw it on papers on sat, looked thru thigns, n found it nice!! haha.. i was using nokia 6100 n had wanna use my own hp (worth $300 trade-in) for the new ERICSSON t630 tat need 200$ tradein. den my family told mi not to.. and use their own 6610 to tradein.. hehe..

now, i've finally gotten e hp tat can take pic!! not bad siaz.. n i oso back to ericsson population as well.. :) alright, tmr, lessons will start.. gota rmb to pack books for tmr..

12:32 a.m.

right now trying multi-entries... wondering how it will look..

8:21 p.m.

umm, how on earth did i ever miss updating my diary till today?

ok.. to date, been thru 5 nights of 2nd shift.. 4pm-12.. tiring yes... n meaningful oso.. at least i know e job scope of this shift..

all these days, went home earliest is 12+.. maybe 1230am. latest is the last night. 1.40am.

dunno y... for Yan, when i first look at his pic, he was still pretty charming and atractive. but when he changed his pic, i had the feeling: oh well, wat's done can't b undone..

on wed night, i sms him tat i going home n den, later he called mi... previously, we din tok at all.. cos... i guess he bz wif his sch work.. den he called n we chatted loh..

things were fine... den today we met up loh.. he does have the ht and build. but i dun think we can click.. n i suck him off but he din jerk mi off... when he say he will be going off to buy thigns in nearby mall, he told mi direct he wan to shop alone.. oh well.. up to him loh.. maybe another hi bye frn.

strange thign, for these ppl, they seem to be able to tok their way thru tat... they seem keen on frnship, but soon ended up disappearinh from my life. tok their way thru in the sense, they have some uncommon knowledge which they shared wif mi..

the first was here ONS wif mi LONG time back.. he kinda predicted my future by my features.. dne this guy today he also.. described to mi my future n stuff.. not bad.. n he kinda hehe.. into those witch stuffy :D

den for my work, i always took taxi home loh.. n know how to guide cabs to home :) coincidently, i took the same cab home 2 days :) dshan't bother to explain..

for my personal ongoing project, recetntly i discovered why my version dun work.. ahah, cos i din catch any runtiem errors.. damn the person..use this way to do thigns.. liaozz..

n long time din update my yahoogroups liao.. n later, maybe will configure my diary.. wah, at work no tiem at all!!

4:20 p.m.

err... well, this entry is supposed to be entered last night... err.. hang on, i check something abt my last entry... *poof*

nope, din write at all.. so.. start over 'gain :)

my 2nd shift work seems to be getting better.. jus last night was quite... exasperating... 'cos last ngiht, got cock up, so i called... umm.. 2nd lvl ppl n told them abt it.. ok, he needed mi to go dos prompt there to copy some stuff..

kauzz, he actually say "the mouse got left n right button, right? click the right button. do u see some blk coming out?" huh?? ok.. i told him some words tat i copied earlier came out.. he was stunned.

come on, right click DUN copy or wat.. it wil paste. left click n drag den can highlight the words. n he kinda lose patience even.. my gosh...

but the point is tat, can't he ask whether i know how to copy n paste from cmd screen? ifi know, he no need so jialut n tell mi hwo to do right?? n he dun even know how to GUIDE!

anyway... i took cab home again.. n i sms'ed Yan tat i going home.. well, e driver seem like someone who dun dare to speed siazz.. n end up my cab fee is slightly > 20$. ok, it's normal, but.. can b lesser mah... mind you, i paying first, den company reimburse hor.. at such $20 rate, i broke veli soon...

oh never mind, this page main issue is not this :)

haha... after i sms yan, he called mi!!!! to chat!!! WOW!!! i was quite happy... chatted.. n he know tat i do read his blogs from time to time.. i even know who he idolises :) n he is quite surprised? hehe... cos he got a mentor who is good n helpful to him duringhis training classes.. n i ask if he idolises the mentor. he say he idolises oni 1 person.. i asked if the person is inside the blog. he ask if i read his blog haha.. den he ask if i watched Kill Bill.. i say no.. den he say i won't know the person den..

haha.. den i asked wether that's a movie. yup, it is. den i slowly traced back.. "wif lucy liu"? yup, "the triad leader?" yup.. BINGO!! i got it!! haha..

but later when i paying cab fares, he hung up.. well, he told mi he had to go back to his books... so when i alighted from cab, i sms him to take care...

den, he called mi!!! saying tat, he still needed breaks from studying :) den i called his hse wif my fixed line.. and chatted well... haha

he's quite honry these days... even talked erotic :) haha, when he sms mi some days back tat he not free to stay overnight in my place, i was kinda thinking.. was he thinking of leaving? cos.. i felt that he may not have wished to stay anymore.. now tat we dun have the chance to tok much... sighzz... but he still expressed intrest :D

n he even asked if it's alright wif mi tat a young boy overpower mi haha.. i'm fine wif tat... n hope he enjoy the meet...... *day dreaming...*

11:32 a.m.

last night was a better one... cos work at least can manage... but gotta do better.. n learnt something more yesterday :)

oh... wonder when am i gonna get my books huh...

12:44 a.m.

*sobzz*...

plenty of things happen.. 1, my dog is on the verge of dying liao... he's really struggling to keep himself awake... n is wobbly... jus like those old folks who need support when walking.. his limbs are weak..

2, supposed to go home by 12am.. but then the mails are so many n i unable to finish them all.. as manners, i stayed on.. till this HR still in office... SIGHZ...

12:20 a.m.

maybe 1 gd thign abt online diary is.. can add anytime..

oh well, my dog suddenly show signs of death... kept fidgeting... n limbs getting weak..