nothign to blog.. so, i jus reply comments:
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chris: u should get the newest MSN; then you can do sharing folders and share everything...notti pictures as well as non-notti ones.
me: haha.. yes, i have the latest msn, but.. hahah.. not wise to b shared..
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anonymous: ooh u attend ah-mei concert as well! I will be there as well.
me: ehhh.. how many anonymous ppl out there?? sign off wif a name lei.. if nt, dunno which anonymous u r..
hehe, nice to knw that my blog visitor oso going her concert, but strange.. dunno who u r.. shld i still say "see u there"? ;)
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ah-bong: lol... funny one... lucky u he didnt just come to u and said "wat? gay ah u?" haha
me: whahahaha... wah, u another person to say so directly but so funny sounding. if he say tat, i'll reply "i am, if u wanna touch me"..
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kevxx: Mr anonymous must be regretting like crazy now.. i think he so much wanted to touch you lor .. but you never give him the "you are welcome to do anything you like to me" sign.. so he dare not even touch you...
me: wah liao!!!!! "anythign u like"?? make mi sound so despo!!!
but hey, i did keep throwing glances at him loh.. dun tell mi i wink at him?
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
sorry to mr anonymous mrt commuter
wow... i'm really lucky today..
first of all, i have to really apologise to the guy.. who was on mrt tis morning... sigh..
i was inside mrt tis morning. packed as usual. i brought my sling bag, n somehow i dun really have the mood to read my papers, so my hands were kinda covering/blocking my privates. so i looked str8-forward. den suddenly, 1 guy in front of mi (he standing perpendicular to mi.. wah long time nvr use TAT word) turned his head to see me. but i was jus looking into his direction. my eye view was jus "finely" looking at his chin.
he look at mi a few times, so i look back 1-2 times. nothign great abt him. avg guy. but again, his response/reaction is quite funny hahah.. cute? perhaps..
den, 1 stop later, the area btwn him n mi is unoccupied. he din move. but we kinda kept exchanging looks.
another stop later, he kinda noticed many ppl wanna get in, SO, he TOOK A BIG STEP in. he;s directly standing in front of mi!! side way still lah. den he's so close tat, his hands were rubbing mine!!! tellya, if i put my hands go, he is VERY VERY prone to touching my private!!
haha, i indeed had that in mind.. see how he react, but .. aiyo, seeing tat so many ppl on train, n duno who's looking where, i dun wan make such a scene siazz.. machiam i so despo n cheap. but my hands are touching his hands, n butt (where the wallet is).
den the next stop, no space to move. but he slightly moved a bit front, n his hands still rubbing mine, but to mi it's an awkward position.. so i placed my hands beside mi. den i think he thot i hinting something. he immediately folded his arms!!
den since he's so near mi... he's always putting his head down. den mi oso slightly down. but every now n den, i use my eyes to look at him. head din move. for a few moments, his head always down, for the next, he put his head up.. machiam "look at mi again if u dare.." ahhaha... it jus makes it even more fun for mi.. i kept looking every now n den.. until he gave up the fight, n looked down again..
he's not gorgeous lah.. jus.. tat.. i enjoy the fun responses and reactions i get from shy guy lol.. or, duno how to block eye-attacks.
ok, y i say, i mus apologise... cos, when i'm reaching my stop, i asked to make way for mi. he den nervously stepped back, giving mi the space i need. but... i atrociously... put my hands beside mi n walked into the space he made, n since he's beside mi, i "conveniently" walked past him, used my arms to BRUSH his chest, n my hands (hanging down) to brush the front of his pants.. i even felt something hard.. not sure if tat's zipper, or.. uh-hem.. but somehow, after i did tat, i seem to notice glances from 2 girls standing near us.. SEEM.. not very sure.. sigh...
very bad of mi hor??
den... another happy thing, during lunch at hawker centre, i ordered 1 plate of chicken rice n 1 pack. no queue there, but the auntie offered to do mine first.. den, u knw.. the plate 1, she even gave mi the drumstick!! so nice hor!!!
haha.. tat's the advantage of looking like a boy whahahah.. n ordering wif manners =D
first of all, i have to really apologise to the guy.. who was on mrt tis morning... sigh..
i was inside mrt tis morning. packed as usual. i brought my sling bag, n somehow i dun really have the mood to read my papers, so my hands were kinda covering/blocking my privates. so i looked str8-forward. den suddenly, 1 guy in front of mi (he standing perpendicular to mi.. wah long time nvr use TAT word) turned his head to see me. but i was jus looking into his direction. my eye view was jus "finely" looking at his chin.
he look at mi a few times, so i look back 1-2 times. nothign great abt him. avg guy. but again, his response/reaction is quite funny hahah.. cute? perhaps..
den, 1 stop later, the area btwn him n mi is unoccupied. he din move. but we kinda kept exchanging looks.
another stop later, he kinda noticed many ppl wanna get in, SO, he TOOK A BIG STEP in. he;s directly standing in front of mi!! side way still lah. den he's so close tat, his hands were rubbing mine!!! tellya, if i put my hands go, he is VERY VERY prone to touching my private!!
haha, i indeed had that in mind.. see how he react, but .. aiyo, seeing tat so many ppl on train, n duno who's looking where, i dun wan make such a scene siazz.. machiam i so despo n cheap. but my hands are touching his hands, n butt (where the wallet is).
den the next stop, no space to move. but he slightly moved a bit front, n his hands still rubbing mine, but to mi it's an awkward position.. so i placed my hands beside mi. den i think he thot i hinting something. he immediately folded his arms!!
den since he's so near mi... he's always putting his head down. den mi oso slightly down. but every now n den, i use my eyes to look at him. head din move. for a few moments, his head always down, for the next, he put his head up.. machiam "look at mi again if u dare.." ahhaha... it jus makes it even more fun for mi.. i kept looking every now n den.. until he gave up the fight, n looked down again..
he's not gorgeous lah.. jus.. tat.. i enjoy the fun responses and reactions i get from shy guy lol.. or, duno how to block eye-attacks.
ok, y i say, i mus apologise... cos, when i'm reaching my stop, i asked to make way for mi. he den nervously stepped back, giving mi the space i need. but... i atrociously... put my hands beside mi n walked into the space he made, n since he's beside mi, i "conveniently" walked past him, used my arms to BRUSH his chest, n my hands (hanging down) to brush the front of his pants.. i even felt something hard.. not sure if tat's zipper, or.. uh-hem.. but somehow, after i did tat, i seem to notice glances from 2 girls standing near us.. SEEM.. not very sure.. sigh...
very bad of mi hor??
den... another happy thing, during lunch at hawker centre, i ordered 1 plate of chicken rice n 1 pack. no queue there, but the auntie offered to do mine first.. den, u knw.. the plate 1, she even gave mi the drumstick!! so nice hor!!!
haha.. tat's the advantage of looking like a boy whahahah.. n ordering wif manners =D
Saturday, October 27, 2007
i had decided to work aggressively over the wkend for my work.. but for the whole morn, i simply... did not feel like it..
anyway, was supposed to go city there, collect amei tshirt to wear to her concert. den as i walked in the crowded city area, i somehow.. felt there was so much life.. it's such an overwhelming feeling!! like.. there's so much energy in ppl, so much liveliness. i suddenly felt, there's so much hope and much things worth living for..
as i felt it, i somehow, had the impression i was about to commit "uh-hem"..but truly i din have that idea. but, the phrases n tone i had in my mind indeed gave mi that feel. i somehow felt there's still so much worth living for.. but, i somehow lack the fighting spirit tat i once had.. is it due to a report tat i din manage to finish, end up some1 did for mi, and i lost self-confidence due to tat?
den, as i met up the group (fans of amei), a few of them were sitting there to chat. i thot mayb i can chat wif them to ... release stress? but ahahah... i sat there for 30 mins, no 1 chatted wif mi.. it's like, i jus sat down, with no 1 noticing mi siazz.. i was not close .. or maybe even familiar with them.. so i guess no 1 tried toking wif mi.. true.. at times, when they were chatting, i cld somehow join in and give some ideas.. but i simply felt there's no pt.. they have a... way of discussing among themselves.. felt tat if i gave my opinions, i'm kinda spoiling the balance. and in a way, the jokes they cracked, i din really find it amusing..
1 amusing part is, when i "announced" my departure, 1 ger say "leave so early"? i din really knw how to reply siazz.. machiam a silence for a few secs. but i still left.
DEN, at the gym (hahah, everytime after a gym session, do i ALWAYS have something to blog????), at the treadmill, i ran at 10k/hr for 25 mins.. was SO tired.. after the run, as i abt to leave, some guy gave mi a despised look lol.. in the sauna, tis time i'm DARN DARN DARN sure, someone was cruising mi siazz.. but same time, i oso look at ppl. even worse, after sauna, i was sitting beside my locker in towel. a guy took off his shirt n put inside locker, i den looked, look n look.. avg body.. but haha.. nice view to see a naked body.
actualyl, wat's the pt of having security guards there har?
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kexx: so easy, we are all connected via the internet.. send over msn leh...
me: har.. my msn can't send lei..
anyway, was supposed to go city there, collect amei tshirt to wear to her concert. den as i walked in the crowded city area, i somehow.. felt there was so much life.. it's such an overwhelming feeling!! like.. there's so much energy in ppl, so much liveliness. i suddenly felt, there's so much hope and much things worth living for..
as i felt it, i somehow, had the impression i was about to commit "uh-hem"..but truly i din have that idea. but, the phrases n tone i had in my mind indeed gave mi that feel. i somehow felt there's still so much worth living for.. but, i somehow lack the fighting spirit tat i once had.. is it due to a report tat i din manage to finish, end up some1 did for mi, and i lost self-confidence due to tat?
den, as i met up the group (fans of amei), a few of them were sitting there to chat. i thot mayb i can chat wif them to ... release stress? but ahahah... i sat there for 30 mins, no 1 chatted wif mi.. it's like, i jus sat down, with no 1 noticing mi siazz.. i was not close .. or maybe even familiar with them.. so i guess no 1 tried toking wif mi.. true.. at times, when they were chatting, i cld somehow join in and give some ideas.. but i simply felt there's no pt.. they have a... way of discussing among themselves.. felt tat if i gave my opinions, i'm kinda spoiling the balance. and in a way, the jokes they cracked, i din really find it amusing..
1 amusing part is, when i "announced" my departure, 1 ger say "leave so early"? i din really knw how to reply siazz.. machiam a silence for a few secs. but i still left.
DEN, at the gym (hahah, everytime after a gym session, do i ALWAYS have something to blog????), at the treadmill, i ran at 10k/hr for 25 mins.. was SO tired.. after the run, as i abt to leave, some guy gave mi a despised look lol.. in the sauna, tis time i'm DARN DARN DARN sure, someone was cruising mi siazz.. but same time, i oso look at ppl. even worse, after sauna, i was sitting beside my locker in towel. a guy took off his shirt n put inside locker, i den looked, look n look.. avg body.. but haha.. nice view to see a naked body.
actualyl, wat's the pt of having security guards there har?
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kexx: so easy, we are all connected via the internet.. send over msn leh...
me: har.. my msn can't send lei..
Friday, October 26, 2007
i've just watched Pleasure Factory. with 2 frns, 1 is once in a while will meet. 1 is din meet for yrs. PF seems to be really a porn movie siazz.. watched a lot in my pte room liao.. it's nothing new. it's more of supporting local artiste in his entrance into RA industry in singapore. but true oso, keen to see the 3rd pt in movie screen haha..
i'm surprised.. it's said that, the homo scenes are censored, and oni 1 guy is showing it all.. but 2 guys did, and there're some .. 20 secs of homo scenes still.. wat's really missing is the masturbation scene hahah... n his erected scene.. lol.. but prob is, he's new.. will he really b erected on set?? lemme see if i can get solos..
den today, i was on my company bus to work. still got lotsa seats left. den 1 guy came up n asked if the bus goes to my company, and how much is the fare. 1 LOUD-mouthed cha-bo (not fit to use "lady") said it's for staff transport, and he can take the public bus. wah liao!! so inconsiderate?!?
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nae: Kay that was... very funny! hahaha. the first part. Was going O.o; sometimes....
Why must you label yourself at all?
I thought you have a stable job? Eek. Money is a big problem.
me: lol.. dun expect anythign kinky to happen to me in public, i'm not into tat
i dun tink i'm labelling, it's more of a known thing? as in, if u wnana attract eye balls, u'll def'ly reveal skin to let ppl "OOOOOh". this is gay action to mi. cos they are trying to seek attention..
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kevxx: you very bad lah .. stare until people nervous... and in the end you still never go talk to him.. he must be hoping so hard that you go over and chat with him
me: wah, u tink so highly of mi 1 ah?!? so flattered!!!
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kevxx: i wanna see the photos you took...
me: it's in my computer.. how?
i'm surprised.. it's said that, the homo scenes are censored, and oni 1 guy is showing it all.. but 2 guys did, and there're some .. 20 secs of homo scenes still.. wat's really missing is the masturbation scene hahah... n his erected scene.. lol.. but prob is, he's new.. will he really b erected on set?? lemme see if i can get solos..
den today, i was on my company bus to work. still got lotsa seats left. den 1 guy came up n asked if the bus goes to my company, and how much is the fare. 1 LOUD-mouthed cha-bo (not fit to use "lady") said it's for staff transport, and he can take the public bus. wah liao!! so inconsiderate?!?
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nae: Kay that was... very funny! hahaha. the first part. Was going O.o; sometimes....
Why must you label yourself at all?
I thought you have a stable job? Eek. Money is a big problem.
me: lol.. dun expect anythign kinky to happen to me in public, i'm not into tat
i dun tink i'm labelling, it's more of a known thing? as in, if u wnana attract eye balls, u'll def'ly reveal skin to let ppl "OOOOOh". this is gay action to mi. cos they are trying to seek attention..
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kevxx: you very bad lah .. stare until people nervous... and in the end you still never go talk to him.. he must be hoping so hard that you go over and chat with him
me: wah, u tink so highly of mi 1 ah?!? so flattered!!!
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kevxx: i wanna see the photos you took...
me: it's in my computer.. how?
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
does anyone know wat's happening to mi?
once again, i feel so blur.. and so slow in my tinking.. retarded? perhaps.. losing confidence in myself.. maybe i pressured myself too much? wanted to get results out ASAP, but unable to do so? reproaching myself as a result? getting too involved in thinking of a solution, resulting in unable to think outta box??
suddenly, i feel tat, i'm sometimes pretty creative.. shld i.. after i got my degree, go into design of clothes?? lol..
once again, i feel so blur.. and so slow in my tinking.. retarded? perhaps.. losing confidence in myself.. maybe i pressured myself too much? wanted to get results out ASAP, but unable to do so? reproaching myself as a result? getting too involved in thinking of a solution, resulting in unable to think outta box??
suddenly, i feel tat, i'm sometimes pretty creative.. shld i.. after i got my degree, go into design of clothes?? lol..
Sunday, October 21, 2007
2 things to write.. hahaha..
1) i went my frn's plc to kill time.. den hor, i went to queue up at the bus interchange. as i walked, i actually saw a guy at the front of the queue looking at mi, and he's the oni person in queue. he looked at mi once, drop head, den up head again. this time glaring at mi.. den i kept my eyes on him..
these days, do gangsters still give such hard stare? or by now, guys r scared when guys stare at them??
haha. i kept my eyes on him, till i was 3 steps away, den he turned away his gaze. but since i beside him oni, i kept looking at his direction... n kept my eyes on him.. haha. he's been pretty uneasy.. he's wearing black T wif print in front.
den on the bus, he's even cuter, when he stood rite beside the exit of the bus. cos, when he stood there, i conveniently took seat somewhere that can see him easily. n kept my gaze on him. is he 2 nervous? cos, i seem to find him sweating.. but he's really veli nervous lah.. cos, i can see him panting hard.. even tat "scared look"..
oh ya, he's a lean hunk. tough look.
2) even better than morn.. i on way home, den waiting for mrt. when it came, i saw a cutie wif the face, body, height, arms, watever.. a cute dude wif godly body. the door opened, i noticed he was standing on the opposite door, facing the platform door. right hand holding shopping bags, left hand holding on the bar. he was looking innocently to the platform door. his chest VELI obvious, wif "eat gym sleep" on the T. i then stood at the platform door there, n every few secs, i'll turn n look.. haha, i think he somehow felt tat..
den finally, got seats liao.. he din move at all.. so i took the seat right behind mi.. tat's jus right opposite of him!!!
from then on, i glanced at him from top to waist level.. "WOW" is the word to use.. gosh.. a next door nsf guy.. the chest, the eyes, arms, strength exerted, height... WOOOOHHHHH... if i see him in a pub, i'm very likely to approach him siazz..
1) i went my frn's plc to kill time.. den hor, i went to queue up at the bus interchange. as i walked, i actually saw a guy at the front of the queue looking at mi, and he's the oni person in queue. he looked at mi once, drop head, den up head again. this time glaring at mi.. den i kept my eyes on him..
these days, do gangsters still give such hard stare? or by now, guys r scared when guys stare at them??
haha. i kept my eyes on him, till i was 3 steps away, den he turned away his gaze. but since i beside him oni, i kept looking at his direction... n kept my eyes on him.. haha. he's been pretty uneasy.. he's wearing black T wif print in front.
den on the bus, he's even cuter, when he stood rite beside the exit of the bus. cos, when he stood there, i conveniently took seat somewhere that can see him easily. n kept my gaze on him. is he 2 nervous? cos, i seem to find him sweating.. but he's really veli nervous lah.. cos, i can see him panting hard.. even tat "scared look"..
oh ya, he's a lean hunk. tough look.
2) even better than morn.. i on way home, den waiting for mrt. when it came, i saw a cutie wif the face, body, height, arms, watever.. a cute dude wif godly body. the door opened, i noticed he was standing on the opposite door, facing the platform door. right hand holding shopping bags, left hand holding on the bar. he was looking innocently to the platform door. his chest VELI obvious, wif "eat gym sleep" on the T. i then stood at the platform door there, n every few secs, i'll turn n look.. haha, i think he somehow felt tat..
den finally, got seats liao.. he din move at all.. so i took the seat right behind mi.. tat's jus right opposite of him!!!
from then on, i glanced at him from top to waist level.. "WOW" is the word to use.. gosh.. a next door nsf guy.. the chest, the eyes, arms, strength exerted, height... WOOOOHHHHH... if i see him in a pub, i'm very likely to approach him siazz..
Saturday, October 20, 2007
wow... a great deal of things to blog!!! hold on to your seat, grab a cuppa, n read on.. i'm serious.. (damn, just realised my script is not wokring!!! my posts are appearing messy!!!):
thur gym
tues, wed, n thur, i've been wanting to gym siazz.. but tues, i had to rush a report n din go. wed, its my pal's last day in singapore, so i decided give him a final treat, n bid him farewell. n finally on thur, i finally got the chance to go!!!!
i have the feeling i've not been there for ages siazz. usually i did the running first den did the arms n legs machines. so tis time i decided to try the legs first. but damn, i think i din warm up, so after 20 pushes, i had to stop. n i went for the running. after tat, saw a number of good lookers siazz.. sighzz... 'cos nothing will happen :) 1 of them is a beng hair style but body is slight bulky.
den, the interesting thing goes on..
when it's time to go steamrm, i went to change inot just towel. got 2 guys in my locker area. when i was down wif oni my undies, i simply dun wan look so gay by giving a full monty, so i wrapped the towel first n pulled down the undies. i looked so weird siazz.. somehow, i noticed 1 guy there also chnaged into his towel.
den when i went for the steamrm, tat towel guy in my locker area oso there. got no seats, so i sat beside him.. somehow, after a while, oni left mi n him. i still beside him. n i somehow observed tat he placed his hands carefully somewhere between us. i duno whether it's near mi or him. i jus sat there to enjoy the heat. i wonder if he's stunned or scared to.. initiate anything. anyway, not looking for any actions still, but jus see wat will he do. after another min, he din do anything, so i went out to take a cooling bath.
surprisingly!!! once i stepped out, tat beng hair guy jus came out of shower in his towel n is walking towards the steamrm/sauna room!! but then, i oso saw nice decent fellow who looks cute wif his neat n short hairstyle. we exchanged looks.
after the bath, i was even wondering, shld i go steam room to check if the beng hair is there?? i dun wan b so despo.. so i headed str8 to sauna. viola!! he's there!! wat's more, another lean (really lean, not bulky type) guy wif considerable chest width but small waist sitting there oso!! haha.. can't keep my eyes of them lol.. anyway, oni got 4 guys inside (mi included), so i think it's alright to glue my eyes on them :)
once they';re gone, i oso went for my bath. tis time, when i came outta cubicle, 1 fair skin muscle dude (nice n clean n good looking face) jus walked out oso.. wif the chest, abs, height... WOW... n guess wat, we went inot steamrm!! inside there, he was moving around in towels and stretching his arms here n there... i was simply looking.. but did i look too fierce? cos i din bother smiling n use a soft glance, i jus kept looking.. anyway, i was not keen to stay there long, so a while later, i went out to take my final bath.
n u knw.. when i came out, the decent hair guy was jus standing outside. he looked once, n head tilted down. den he looked again... haha.. mi, my focus was on mi all along hahaha!!!
a really satisfying nite...
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sex pix
after the gym, i went str8 home.. n before long, hahaha... a frn msn mi.. at 12+.. asking if, as an amateur photographer, i was keen to take pix of him having sex wif a callboy. i was surprised tat he's so open to have such pix taken!! n he even offered tat this can be part of my photography profile, which I am really sincerely grateful for.. frankly, i can't imagine anyone who is so daring to have his sex pictures taken by a 3rd guy..
it simply shows how much he trusts mi!!
and yes, wif this new set of pictures, i knwo how to take erotic photos again :)
anyway, the callboy was a thai. n from wat i knw, he has a webcam to show his physique to potential clients.
and, when i got there, i was expecting to see jus an average guy doing the massage. yes, it's a massage-then-UKnowWhat. but it turned out he does have the body.. fleshy an wif a tattoo.. it jus turns mi on... WOOOh.. while they are doing it, i simply walked around to catch a glimpse of his body in action hahaha.. so nice to see the chest in action, his bum moving back n forth..
the best part is, they r both kneeling, n the thai is given a bj, n he leans back, showing his chest.. n when i saw his nipple, i knew it's time for a shot haha.. n somehow, it showed half his face.. den another posture was, my frn put the thai's arm behind the thai n did a bj too.. the thai was simply high... ohh...
when everythign ended, my frn went for a bath, the thai was cleaning himself up. i dunno which came first.. i went to touch him.. his body, abs, back, ass, and chest n nipples.. haha.. we were both giggling.. den i oso took his whole body pic in nude but his face was of cos covered up.
but during this session, i find myself somehow thinking really 2 much at times, such as "if i look at him too much, wil i give the wrong idea?", "i dun wan take part, i shdl not look".
sigh... tis exp made mi feel like.. heading back into having sex again. i've not done anythign wif guys (including wif my date) at all. din have intimacy for more than 1 yr.. OOHHHH...
n oso, i'm tinking of.. prostituting myself still... to fulfil my urges, n earn money oso.. since most ppl feel i've a better-than-avg looks, n i'm gym'ing, n etc, umm hahaha...
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extra cash
someone mentioned b4.. is it pluboy?? tat, if u tink hard of something, it comes naturally.. n chris oso mentioned some praising words haha..
well, these days, i'm once again pressed for money.. i've oni about 20$ left for 10 days, n have no idea how i gonna feed myself.. then... tat frn who asked mi to take pic, he actually offered to cover my cab fare, to n fro, if i decided to go... wow... it's really nice to hear tat!! it's past midnite somemore!! n he's not calculative. cos each trip cost 16, to n fro is 32. he gave mi a total of 40$!. so, in fact, i've 6.40 extra... although not much, it certainly help!!
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top/bottom
after knowing my ex-date, i somehow was sure i'm a top.. AM, that is. but now, after watching the live sex, i am again confused.. cos i do like playing wif muscles, cute face, good body, height does not matter. unless he's exceptionally tall. still i'm not going for anal, unless he's confirmed my bf. and i BELIEVE i can penetrate. so, wat am i?? lol..
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gayshop salesboy
umm, is it misleading? supposed to mean, a shop for metro-sexual, or gay folks, wif a sales boy who i find cute and... heheh...
was wif my pal shopping there, den tis frnly boy was attending to us.. n he even told us tat, some designs are thot of by them (sales staff) but subjected to approval of cos.. his design (wchih attracted us) is "CAN flirt NO sex".. haha.. pay attention to the word casing.
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gym buddy (wiliam)
hello william, aiyo, u read my blog wif such serious tones? so defensive siazz anyway, i've posted my charges.. lemme knw how u tink..
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faghag frn
after a darn long time, i finally had the time, n perhaps means to read up on my frns' blogs siazz!!! cos i was using google reader, but it's simply like not for mi siazz.. memory hogging n timestamp seems wrongly read.
n oni after switched to bloglines, n read blogs, dne i finished reading my faghag's blog.. hahah.. true to my expectations, she blasted off at mi abt my posting abt getting her to come my bday party tis yr.. hahaha...
umm, but well, if it seems "the more i write wat i understand abt her, the more things she'll refute back", i guess it's not appropriate to write out at all. guess i'll simply work my way out to re-build our frnship.
anyway, these days, to me, frnship is all about helping out 1 another in times of needy and caring for them as well, such as paying attention to their well-being.
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very long rite??? wondered if any1 got enuff time to read..
thur gym
tues, wed, n thur, i've been wanting to gym siazz.. but tues, i had to rush a report n din go. wed, its my pal's last day in singapore, so i decided give him a final treat, n bid him farewell. n finally on thur, i finally got the chance to go!!!!
i have the feeling i've not been there for ages siazz. usually i did the running first den did the arms n legs machines. so tis time i decided to try the legs first. but damn, i think i din warm up, so after 20 pushes, i had to stop. n i went for the running. after tat, saw a number of good lookers siazz.. sighzz... 'cos nothing will happen :) 1 of them is a beng hair style but body is slight bulky.
den, the interesting thing goes on..
when it's time to go steamrm, i went to change inot just towel. got 2 guys in my locker area. when i was down wif oni my undies, i simply dun wan look so gay by giving a full monty, so i wrapped the towel first n pulled down the undies. i looked so weird siazz.. somehow, i noticed 1 guy there also chnaged into his towel.
den when i went for the steamrm, tat towel guy in my locker area oso there. got no seats, so i sat beside him.. somehow, after a while, oni left mi n him. i still beside him. n i somehow observed tat he placed his hands carefully somewhere between us. i duno whether it's near mi or him. i jus sat there to enjoy the heat. i wonder if he's stunned or scared to.. initiate anything. anyway, not looking for any actions still, but jus see wat will he do. after another min, he din do anything, so i went out to take a cooling bath.
surprisingly!!! once i stepped out, tat beng hair guy jus came out of shower in his towel n is walking towards the steamrm/sauna room!! but then, i oso saw nice decent fellow who looks cute wif his neat n short hairstyle. we exchanged looks.
after the bath, i was even wondering, shld i go steam room to check if the beng hair is there?? i dun wan b so despo.. so i headed str8 to sauna. viola!! he's there!! wat's more, another lean (really lean, not bulky type) guy wif considerable chest width but small waist sitting there oso!! haha.. can't keep my eyes of them lol.. anyway, oni got 4 guys inside (mi included), so i think it's alright to glue my eyes on them :)
once they';re gone, i oso went for my bath. tis time, when i came outta cubicle, 1 fair skin muscle dude (nice n clean n good looking face) jus walked out oso.. wif the chest, abs, height... WOW... n guess wat, we went inot steamrm!! inside there, he was moving around in towels and stretching his arms here n there... i was simply looking.. but did i look too fierce? cos i din bother smiling n use a soft glance, i jus kept looking.. anyway, i was not keen to stay there long, so a while later, i went out to take my final bath.
n u knw.. when i came out, the decent hair guy was jus standing outside. he looked once, n head tilted down. den he looked again... haha.. mi, my focus was on mi all along hahaha!!!
a really satisfying nite...
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sex pix
after the gym, i went str8 home.. n before long, hahaha... a frn msn mi.. at 12+.. asking if, as an amateur photographer, i was keen to take pix of him having sex wif a callboy. i was surprised tat he's so open to have such pix taken!! n he even offered tat this can be part of my photography profile, which I am really sincerely grateful for.. frankly, i can't imagine anyone who is so daring to have his sex pictures taken by a 3rd guy..
it simply shows how much he trusts mi!!
and yes, wif this new set of pictures, i knwo how to take erotic photos again :)
anyway, the callboy was a thai. n from wat i knw, he has a webcam to show his physique to potential clients.
and, when i got there, i was expecting to see jus an average guy doing the massage. yes, it's a massage-then-UKnowWhat. but it turned out he does have the body.. fleshy an wif a tattoo.. it jus turns mi on... WOOOh.. while they are doing it, i simply walked around to catch a glimpse of his body in action hahaha.. so nice to see the chest in action, his bum moving back n forth..
the best part is, they r both kneeling, n the thai is given a bj, n he leans back, showing his chest.. n when i saw his nipple, i knew it's time for a shot haha.. n somehow, it showed half his face.. den another posture was, my frn put the thai's arm behind the thai n did a bj too.. the thai was simply high... ohh...
when everythign ended, my frn went for a bath, the thai was cleaning himself up. i dunno which came first.. i went to touch him.. his body, abs, back, ass, and chest n nipples.. haha.. we were both giggling.. den i oso took his whole body pic in nude but his face was of cos covered up.
but during this session, i find myself somehow thinking really 2 much at times, such as "if i look at him too much, wil i give the wrong idea?", "i dun wan take part, i shdl not look".
sigh... tis exp made mi feel like.. heading back into having sex again. i've not done anythign wif guys (including wif my date) at all. din have intimacy for more than 1 yr.. OOHHHH...
n oso, i'm tinking of.. prostituting myself still... to fulfil my urges, n earn money oso.. since most ppl feel i've a better-than-avg looks, n i'm gym'ing, n etc, umm hahaha...
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extra cash
someone mentioned b4.. is it pluboy?? tat, if u tink hard of something, it comes naturally.. n chris oso mentioned some praising words haha..
well, these days, i'm once again pressed for money.. i've oni about 20$ left for 10 days, n have no idea how i gonna feed myself.. then... tat frn who asked mi to take pic, he actually offered to cover my cab fare, to n fro, if i decided to go... wow... it's really nice to hear tat!! it's past midnite somemore!! n he's not calculative. cos each trip cost 16, to n fro is 32. he gave mi a total of 40$!. so, in fact, i've 6.40 extra... although not much, it certainly help!!
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top/bottom
after knowing my ex-date, i somehow was sure i'm a top.. AM, that is. but now, after watching the live sex, i am again confused.. cos i do like playing wif muscles, cute face, good body, height does not matter. unless he's exceptionally tall. still i'm not going for anal, unless he's confirmed my bf. and i BELIEVE i can penetrate. so, wat am i?? lol..
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gayshop salesboy
umm, is it misleading? supposed to mean, a shop for metro-sexual, or gay folks, wif a sales boy who i find cute and... heheh...
was wif my pal shopping there, den tis frnly boy was attending to us.. n he even told us tat, some designs are thot of by them (sales staff) but subjected to approval of cos.. his design (wchih attracted us) is "CAN flirt NO sex".. haha.. pay attention to the word casing.
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gym buddy (wiliam)
hello william, aiyo, u read my blog wif such serious tones? so defensive siazz anyway, i've posted my charges.. lemme knw how u tink..
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faghag frn
after a darn long time, i finally had the time, n perhaps means to read up on my frns' blogs siazz!!! cos i was using google reader, but it's simply like not for mi siazz.. memory hogging n timestamp seems wrongly read.
n oni after switched to bloglines, n read blogs, dne i finished reading my faghag's blog.. hahah.. true to my expectations, she blasted off at mi abt my posting abt getting her to come my bday party tis yr.. hahaha...
umm, but well, if it seems "the more i write wat i understand abt her, the more things she'll refute back", i guess it's not appropriate to write out at all. guess i'll simply work my way out to re-build our frnship.
anyway, these days, to me, frnship is all about helping out 1 another in times of needy and caring for them as well, such as paying attention to their well-being.
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very long rite??? wondered if any1 got enuff time to read..
Friday, October 19, 2007
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
seems that, if i reply to comments after a long blog entry, it dun get noticed?
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kevxx: yes i have an lj.. whether you see in the chinese way or the english way... so you moving to lj?
me: u have? how long oredi? lj.. maybe... there's a possibility :)
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nae: aiyoh, must stare so obviously meh?
me: wah liao.. i long time nvr check out guys liao loh.. when see a delectable.. uh-hem.. in front of me.. (delectable dish? haha) it's jus so natural to keep looking..
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wiliam: wow... umm, new visitor? or regular to my blog? and, you.. are willing to check out the gym price jus to b my gym buddy?? wah... really surprised n happy n grateful siazz... i need to chk wif my frns.. n the sales ppl.. will post here later.. n i jus subscribed to ur blog..
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kevxx: yes i have an lj.. whether you see in the chinese way or the english way... so you moving to lj?
me: u have? how long oredi? lj.. maybe... there's a possibility :)
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nae: aiyoh, must stare so obviously meh?
me: wah liao.. i long time nvr check out guys liao loh.. when see a delectable.. uh-hem.. in front of me.. (delectable dish? haha) it's jus so natural to keep looking..
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wiliam: wow... umm, new visitor? or regular to my blog? and, you.. are willing to check out the gym price jus to b my gym buddy?? wah... really surprised n happy n grateful siazz... i need to chk wif my frns.. n the sales ppl.. will post here later.. n i jus subscribed to ur blog..
somehow.. i'm getting closer wif the newbie in my company lol.. i was quite friendly wif him, n he played wif mi using his oldie round specs lol...
anyway, i realised some things..
1) somehow, it's really easy for mi to chat up wif any guy.. or rather, usually ppl are easy to chat up wif... cos there's a guy in my office, i din notice him initially.
1 nite, i was chatting wif my frn n ex-date in city in gay style, n noticed 1 nice build guy in office wear walked past.. twice.
the next day in office, i saw the office guy n found these 2 guys actually resemble siazz!!
den today, after work, i was waiting for my bus. den i suddenly saw that guy standing behind mi, in gym wear. umm.. i dunno.. den i jus asked if he is oso from my company. den.. he said "hi".. wow.. i'm surprised.. n started a little chat hahah.. n i know him..
2) i mentioned, i attended a dance audition on sat, rite? den i got nervous.. wah liao, jus now in the lift, i thot tat i perhaps can jus flaunt my voice..
well, i can switch from low to high pitch, n perhaps even try a high pitch voice like mariah carey? n exert voice.. ya know.. voice techniques..
anyway, i realised some things..
1) somehow, it's really easy for mi to chat up wif any guy.. or rather, usually ppl are easy to chat up wif... cos there's a guy in my office, i din notice him initially.
1 nite, i was chatting wif my frn n ex-date in city in gay style, n noticed 1 nice build guy in office wear walked past.. twice.
the next day in office, i saw the office guy n found these 2 guys actually resemble siazz!!
den today, after work, i was waiting for my bus. den i suddenly saw that guy standing behind mi, in gym wear. umm.. i dunno.. den i jus asked if he is oso from my company. den.. he said "hi".. wow.. i'm surprised.. n started a little chat hahah.. n i know him..
2) i mentioned, i attended a dance audition on sat, rite? den i got nervous.. wah liao, jus now in the lift, i thot tat i perhaps can jus flaunt my voice..
well, i can switch from low to high pitch, n perhaps even try a high pitch voice like mariah carey? n exert voice.. ya know.. voice techniques..
Saturday, October 13, 2007
tis period of time, seems to be a self-realisation period.
since national day, i've seeing a indo-chn.. i'm been trying to make things work.. n realised a few things:
1) i'm more of a top.. 90% top. 10% is.. depending on the other guy.. if he wanna try mi as a bottom, well tat's oni 10% of mi being happy..
2) i'm really into both cute faces and tone chest.. ie.. cute face is always a pleasure to look at. for tone chest, i still imagine myself feeling n touching muscles every now and then.. tying them up and.. etc.. lol
3) since i'm a top and into muscles, i wonder, if there's a bottom who's a gym guy..
4) over the last couple of weeks, i'm been staying in office n home to finish my last asgt, and under extreme pressure to do well, in order to pass my last sem. end up, i've become very very introverted once again.
5) wats worse, i experienced a idiot-mentality period. once my asgt is done, i thot i cld relax myself totally n get on wif my life properly. but.. the day after i submitted my asgt, my mind totally went blank. i totally dunno wat i wan to do.. totally not a thinking person. anythign needs to be done? i take 5-10 mins to reach a decision. nothing in my mind was moving. i decided to take mc.. sigh..
the next day, i was still very very blur. n den, after lunch, i was suddenly.. my soul seemed to come back. i was totally full of passion n idea of wat need to be done next!
even i myself was surprised!!
6) it's time for mi to hit the gym again... pretty cliché huh? alright, it's time for mi to go gym again.. not been going for ages..
7) my buddy has coem back from australia, and is now a graduate, a bachelor!! haha.. congrats to him!! n wat's more he's been attached for a yr+.. cool huh? n on thurs, we met in orchard.. went to "aj-frnly" shop to find new clothes. ok, b4 tat, 1 funny incident took plc.. i duno who's cruising who siazz.. i reach the meeting plc earlier, n walked around, n walked past another asian... not exactly cute or handsome or muscle guy.. but jus another guy who.. looked at mi..
as i walked around, i THINK we exchanged glances. jus den... my buddy n his bf arrived n walked over.. i greeted them.. n the next thing, the guy quickly scrammed!!! wahhahaa...
8) having ur buddy beside u is always the best way to kill time.. u knw.. at the bldg, as we took the escalator, 2 gers went to overtake us.. wif an attitude.. my buddy looked at mi.. grinning away... den i was looking at him, when i blurted out "bitch"..
whahahaha.. he's luffing n complaining away y i had to say out tat word!! hahaah.. but i did speak his mind =D
do u believe we actually were in orchard from 8+ till 12??
9) oh ya, on wednesday, i went to audition for 972's singing contest.. but well, kicked out lah.. i realised tat.. i shld have been calmer n chosen a more emotional number to sing..
10) den on fri nite, buddy n bf n mi, met again to club. went to a club tat cost 15$. sigh.. totally boring from 1130pm til 1230? 2nd n 3rd were virtually empty! was even contemplating of napping there.. den later, we decided to dance. oni den i woke up. hahaha.. n.. i wonder if i'm getting better at categorising music haha..
anyway, i realised tat, i dance to pop music, strong beats (err.. not jus "tong tong tong beats, but wif rhythmic sense.. ehh.. hahah..). i even saw tat, when it's those "tong tong tong" music, ppl carried on dancing, while i was slumbering. when it came to rhythmic ones, almost everyone stopped.. but mi was moving to the groove.. n sometimes, for music tat i felt boring, i invented my own moves hahaa.. pretty fun.
11) buddy has been persuading mi to go overseas to settle down.. umm.. shld i?
12) today, i oso went to audition for dance performance.. hahah.. did i hear some gasps?? ya, true.. think 2 high of myself.. but well, everything has a beginning. i at least went over n knw wat r the stds and requirements. n.. realised tat, by asking mi to watch some bodily moves, n follow it, i may have problems learning.. cos i will be very tensed. but if i were to observe.. i cld b calmer n learn faster..
sigh.. darn tired n hungry now.. gotta buy dinner (n maybe see e boy who's cooking it, n clear emails.. etc..
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kevxx: yes i have an lj.. whether you see in the chinese way or the english way... so you moving to lj?
me: u have? how long oredi? lj.. maybe... there's a possibility :)
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nae: aiyoh, must stare so obviously meh?
me: wah liao.. i long time nvr check out guys liao loh.. when see a delectable.. uh-hem.. in front of me.. (delectable dish? haha) it's jus so natural to keep looking..
since national day, i've seeing a indo-chn.. i'm been trying to make things work.. n realised a few things:
1) i'm more of a top.. 90% top. 10% is.. depending on the other guy.. if he wanna try mi as a bottom, well tat's oni 10% of mi being happy..
2) i'm really into both cute faces and tone chest.. ie.. cute face is always a pleasure to look at. for tone chest, i still imagine myself feeling n touching muscles every now and then.. tying them up and.. etc.. lol
3) since i'm a top and into muscles, i wonder, if there's a bottom who's a gym guy..
4) over the last couple of weeks, i'm been staying in office n home to finish my last asgt, and under extreme pressure to do well, in order to pass my last sem. end up, i've become very very introverted once again.
5) wats worse, i experienced a idiot-mentality period. once my asgt is done, i thot i cld relax myself totally n get on wif my life properly. but.. the day after i submitted my asgt, my mind totally went blank. i totally dunno wat i wan to do.. totally not a thinking person. anythign needs to be done? i take 5-10 mins to reach a decision. nothing in my mind was moving. i decided to take mc.. sigh..
the next day, i was still very very blur. n den, after lunch, i was suddenly.. my soul seemed to come back. i was totally full of passion n idea of wat need to be done next!
even i myself was surprised!!
6) it's time for mi to hit the gym again... pretty cliché huh? alright, it's time for mi to go gym again.. not been going for ages..
7) my buddy has coem back from australia, and is now a graduate, a bachelor!! haha.. congrats to him!! n wat's more he's been attached for a yr+.. cool huh? n on thurs, we met in orchard.. went to "aj-frnly" shop to find new clothes. ok, b4 tat, 1 funny incident took plc.. i duno who's cruising who siazz.. i reach the meeting plc earlier, n walked around, n walked past another asian... not exactly cute or handsome or muscle guy.. but jus another guy who.. looked at mi..
as i walked around, i THINK we exchanged glances. jus den... my buddy n his bf arrived n walked over.. i greeted them.. n the next thing, the guy quickly scrammed!!! wahhahaa...
8) having ur buddy beside u is always the best way to kill time.. u knw.. at the bldg, as we took the escalator, 2 gers went to overtake us.. wif an attitude.. my buddy looked at mi.. grinning away... den i was looking at him, when i blurted out "bitch"..
whahahaha.. he's luffing n complaining away y i had to say out tat word!! hahaah.. but i did speak his mind =D
do u believe we actually were in orchard from 8+ till 12??
9) oh ya, on wednesday, i went to audition for 972's singing contest.. but well, kicked out lah.. i realised tat.. i shld have been calmer n chosen a more emotional number to sing..
10) den on fri nite, buddy n bf n mi, met again to club. went to a club tat cost 15$. sigh.. totally boring from 1130pm til 1230? 2nd n 3rd were virtually empty! was even contemplating of napping there.. den later, we decided to dance. oni den i woke up. hahaha.. n.. i wonder if i'm getting better at categorising music haha..
anyway, i realised tat, i dance to pop music, strong beats (err.. not jus "tong tong tong beats, but wif rhythmic sense.. ehh.. hahah..). i even saw tat, when it's those "tong tong tong" music, ppl carried on dancing, while i was slumbering. when it came to rhythmic ones, almost everyone stopped.. but mi was moving to the groove.. n sometimes, for music tat i felt boring, i invented my own moves hahaa.. pretty fun.
11) buddy has been persuading mi to go overseas to settle down.. umm.. shld i?
12) today, i oso went to audition for dance performance.. hahah.. did i hear some gasps?? ya, true.. think 2 high of myself.. but well, everything has a beginning. i at least went over n knw wat r the stds and requirements. n.. realised tat, by asking mi to watch some bodily moves, n follow it, i may have problems learning.. cos i will be very tensed. but if i were to observe.. i cld b calmer n learn faster..
sigh.. darn tired n hungry now.. gotta buy dinner (n maybe see e boy who's cooking it, n clear emails.. etc..
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kevxx: yes i have an lj.. whether you see in the chinese way or the english way... so you moving to lj?
me: u have? how long oredi? lj.. maybe... there's a possibility :)
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nae: aiyoh, must stare so obviously meh?
me: wah liao.. i long time nvr check out guys liao loh.. when see a delectable.. uh-hem.. in front of me.. (delectable dish? haha) it's jus so natural to keep looking..
Monday, October 08, 2007
wah liao.. totally not in the mood for work.. did things so slowly siazz.. n even dozed off..
interesting part is... hahah..
1) on the mrt, as i boarded it, i tried squeezing in.. til i was beside a tall.. office guy. when i stood beside him, he turned the other way. it was then i turned to see his face.. but cant see clearly.. but not a smooth face lah.. jus tat.. wah liao, got a ger beside mi.. wah liao..
2) wahaha, when i walked home, i was having my ear piece on. din realise if any1 was behind mi. until i saw a ger taking her puppy for a walk, den i looked slightly behind. den i realised someone. i din bother to see the face. but it's a guy.
wat's interesting is tat, when i reached my blk, i went to open my letterbox. it's too full for mi to clear, so i went for the lift. as i turned to face the lift, WAH! a tall n smart looking guy in singlet n 3/4 inside the lift. he leaned against teh back of the lift. i den hurried in, n realised, he actually din press hard enuff for the lift to accept. but i did say "thanks" still.
haha.. knowing tat i had a god catch, i started to lok at him, his face, his eyes, his singlet.. got a bit of chest hair.. oohhh... he noted my staring, n just kept looking away, but no facial signs of irritance lol... i jus kept looking... hahah..
aiyo, i'm horny lah.. long time din see such singlet guy liao.. if not, i'll probably strike a casual chat.. like "u not cold ah? wear singlet?" hahaha.. chatting reduces the tension between strangers lol.. works for most ppl.. but to introverts n shy ppl, dunno lah.. haha..
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kevxx: do you think i have an lj? would you hope that i have an lj???
me: ehh.. y ask mi? who knows if u got 1?!?
PS: if anyone don't have an idea what could "LJ" stand for, feel free but shy to ask your chinese friends :)
interesting part is... hahah..
1) on the mrt, as i boarded it, i tried squeezing in.. til i was beside a tall.. office guy. when i stood beside him, he turned the other way. it was then i turned to see his face.. but cant see clearly.. but not a smooth face lah.. jus tat.. wah liao, got a ger beside mi.. wah liao..
2) wahaha, when i walked home, i was having my ear piece on. din realise if any1 was behind mi. until i saw a ger taking her puppy for a walk, den i looked slightly behind. den i realised someone. i din bother to see the face. but it's a guy.
wat's interesting is tat, when i reached my blk, i went to open my letterbox. it's too full for mi to clear, so i went for the lift. as i turned to face the lift, WAH! a tall n smart looking guy in singlet n 3/4 inside the lift. he leaned against teh back of the lift. i den hurried in, n realised, he actually din press hard enuff for the lift to accept. but i did say "thanks" still.
haha.. knowing tat i had a god catch, i started to lok at him, his face, his eyes, his singlet.. got a bit of chest hair.. oohhh... he noted my staring, n just kept looking away, but no facial signs of irritance lol... i jus kept looking... hahah..
aiyo, i'm horny lah.. long time din see such singlet guy liao.. if not, i'll probably strike a casual chat.. like "u not cold ah? wear singlet?" hahaha.. chatting reduces the tension between strangers lol.. works for most ppl.. but to introverts n shy ppl, dunno lah.. haha..
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kevxx: do you think i have an lj? would you hope that i have an lj???
me: ehh.. y ask mi? who knows if u got 1?!?
PS: if anyone don't have an idea what could "LJ" stand for, feel free but shy to ask your chinese friends :)
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
dedicated to "the person who love me, and the person who i love"
http://www.st020.com/playmusic/%7BEF329732-898E-47D8-B1C0-97C7DBD0E564%7D.htm
歌曲:爱我的人和我爱的人 演唱者:裘海正
以下为爱我的人和我爱的人歌词
盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你上的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问 我不能
拥在怀中 直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对 谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝 痴情的包围
歌曲:爱我的人和我爱的人 演唱者:裘海正
以下为爱我的人和我爱的人歌词
盼不到我爱的人
我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人
片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人
却将你上的最深
我不忍我不能
别再认真忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人
我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人
因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心
碰不到最好的人
我不问 我不能
拥在怀中 直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对 谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝 痴情的包围
kevxx: A really FABULOUS SUNDAY i must say...
me: umm.. sounds like someone's there oso?? wahliao.. can b quite frightening... someone who know/seen u b4, saw u among the crowd. u thot no 1 knew u, n mis-behaved a bit.. and gotcha!! got u in the act!! hahaha.. evil surprise man!!
kevxx: Do you have an lj?
me: uh-hem....
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finally went to work today lol... finally.. ye...
n solved a bug .. programming bug.. work stuff tat is.. asgt time.. again..
me: umm.. sounds like someone's there oso?? wahliao.. can b quite frightening... someone who know/seen u b4, saw u among the crowd. u thot no 1 knew u, n mis-behaved a bit.. and gotcha!! got u in the act!! hahaha.. evil surprise man!!
kevxx: Do you have an lj?
me: uh-hem....
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finally went to work today lol... finally.. ye...
n solved a bug .. programming bug.. work stuff tat is.. asgt time.. again..
umm.. i intend to move to LJ... any comments? and.. may oso link my vids from youtube to here..
oh ya.. i went to see a doc today.. i chose to go @ a very non-crowding time.
den.. after i registered myself, i saw a .. nsf age chubby walking in, wearing unit singlet.. haha.. i looked at him for a few moments. he saw tat.. den later, after seeing doc, i came out, n look at him too.
later, he went to see doc, n when he came out, i was collecting my med.. n i look at him again.. he oso looked. den.. somehow there was a delay in paying for my med.. so i sat down.. he looked toward mi..
the nurse den called out a name.. "... kevin" but no response from either of us. she den called my name.. i went up.. n clarified if the other kevin is that guy's name.. ahah. when i turned around while askign tis qn.. he was smiling n shook his hands haha...
den after i paid, i went off.. n exchanges glances wif him again..
i den went to buy some buns, n realised, the clinic din give mi my change.. i went back.. n saw him.. exchanged glances again lol. i din notice.. whether he look at mi on his way out.. sigh.. these days, i really.. oni look at ppl, but never see if ppl look at mi..
den later, i got my change.. i went to foodcourt upstairs, bought my lunch.. n.. as i walked off.. i heard a sneeze.. i look into tat direction.. n it's tat guy!! it's only a casual look, so i looked away again. when i realised it's him, my head turned once more.. n he sneezed again.. n we look again.. hahaah..
well.. such cruising is still not my style :)
oh ya.. i went to see a doc today.. i chose to go @ a very non-crowding time.
den.. after i registered myself, i saw a .. nsf age chubby walking in, wearing unit singlet.. haha.. i looked at him for a few moments. he saw tat.. den later, after seeing doc, i came out, n look at him too.
later, he went to see doc, n when he came out, i was collecting my med.. n i look at him again.. he oso looked. den.. somehow there was a delay in paying for my med.. so i sat down.. he looked toward mi..
the nurse den called out a name.. "... kevin" but no response from either of us. she den called my name.. i went up.. n clarified if the other kevin is that guy's name.. ahah. when i turned around while askign tis qn.. he was smiling n shook his hands haha...
den after i paid, i went off.. n exchanges glances wif him again..
i den went to buy some buns, n realised, the clinic din give mi my change.. i went back.. n saw him.. exchanged glances again lol. i din notice.. whether he look at mi on his way out.. sigh.. these days, i really.. oni look at ppl, but never see if ppl look at mi..
den later, i got my change.. i went to foodcourt upstairs, bought my lunch.. n.. as i walked off.. i heard a sneeze.. i look into tat direction.. n it's tat guy!! it's only a casual look, so i looked away again. when i realised it's him, my head turned once more.. n he sneezed again.. n we look again.. hahaah..
well.. such cruising is still not my style :)
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
Monday, October 01, 2007
very very tiring wkend.. i've been up since 8am on saturday, went for my haircut in evening. u know, the usual guy (nothing attractive abt him, except he's a guy) not there, so a ah-lian ger did my hair.. felt so odd siazz...
anyway, it's a happening wkend lah, cos my pal is back.. saturday basically a catchup thing. oso went gym... but gosh, i REALLY REALLY REALLY have to learn how to "stare ni admiration", n dun give wrong signal.. ok, cut long story short.
saturday, i chiong till 4, and got home and rested by 5am. frightening eh? den the next day, i went for class.. hahah.. when the class ended, the cute guy in class n i walked out together.. soon after we stepped out, i put my arms over his shoulder.. hahah.. dunno if he felt weird lah.. after a while, i naturally put it down.. den was telling him abt some theme parties tat happen on sat.. he was.. stunned but luffing hysterically..
den later in the night, i took a bus from 1 terminal to the other.. wah liao, 1 hr trip.. tiring!! esp when i din bring anything along.. jus staring into blank! but my dress style i gues is quite odd.. haizz... a clubbing nite!!!
got 3 incidents at the club:
1) when got to the pub, when my frn n i sat at the bar counter, 1 topless hunk.. non chinese came to sell mi drinks.. peach/orange/kiwi in vodka.. hha.. my frn stayed cool n din touch the drink.. for mi.. sigh.. i was attracted by the flesh =D.. n eventually bought 1 from him.. hahaha.. den later, i cooled down, i thot: wha liao, i shld have.. asked something in return.. like.. ask to touch the chest.. n kiss the lips lol... sigh... 2 long din go such place.. very very.. SHY!!
2) got 2... guys at the bar.. working topless there.. 1 is 1.7+, 1 is 1.6m. both have good figs. wat surprised mi was, when the 1.7+ guy climbed on the bar to fix some settings, 2 gym guys tried pulling down his pants from the front siazz.. he held it back of cos... so pitiful... but well, in the name of fun, who can stop it.,..
3) having 1 cute waiter to serve u is always nice =D somehow, i felt tat i saw him somewhere.. really.. lol.. seeing how he awkwardly look at him, it really is how.. i will treat a ger's eye siaz!!
but well... i'm not in the mood to hook up anyone..
anyway, it's a happening wkend lah, cos my pal is back.. saturday basically a catchup thing. oso went gym... but gosh, i REALLY REALLY REALLY have to learn how to "stare ni admiration", n dun give wrong signal.. ok, cut long story short.
saturday, i chiong till 4, and got home and rested by 5am. frightening eh? den the next day, i went for class.. hahah.. when the class ended, the cute guy in class n i walked out together.. soon after we stepped out, i put my arms over his shoulder.. hahah.. dunno if he felt weird lah.. after a while, i naturally put it down.. den was telling him abt some theme parties tat happen on sat.. he was.. stunned but luffing hysterically..
den later in the night, i took a bus from 1 terminal to the other.. wah liao, 1 hr trip.. tiring!! esp when i din bring anything along.. jus staring into blank! but my dress style i gues is quite odd.. haizz... a clubbing nite!!!
got 3 incidents at the club:
1) when got to the pub, when my frn n i sat at the bar counter, 1 topless hunk.. non chinese came to sell mi drinks.. peach/orange/kiwi in vodka.. hha.. my frn stayed cool n din touch the drink.. for mi.. sigh.. i was attracted by the flesh =D.. n eventually bought 1 from him.. hahaha.. den later, i cooled down, i thot: wha liao, i shld have.. asked something in return.. like.. ask to touch the chest.. n kiss the lips lol... sigh... 2 long din go such place.. very very.. SHY!!
2) got 2... guys at the bar.. working topless there.. 1 is 1.7+, 1 is 1.6m. both have good figs. wat surprised mi was, when the 1.7+ guy climbed on the bar to fix some settings, 2 gym guys tried pulling down his pants from the front siazz.. he held it back of cos... so pitiful... but well, in the name of fun, who can stop it.,..
3) having 1 cute waiter to serve u is always nice =D somehow, i felt tat i saw him somewhere.. really.. lol.. seeing how he awkwardly look at him, it really is how.. i will treat a ger's eye siaz!!
but well... i'm not in the mood to hook up anyone..
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