i not sure if i really reserving it.. jus.. feel like.. toking to u oni here.. here's another linking, which i dunno how applicable it is - REALLY: we are having a cool n nice chat, hearty 1. as if no 1 else around. den someone suddenly jump in to wanna tok with either of us. feel strange loh.. i dunno how i got this feeling oso, but i simply feel this way for now. if u rmb, remind mi some time (how long, u can decide) later to tell u more abt "jump in to tok suddenly" thing.
gal, i seriously not pointing at u in any way. not saying anything bad abt u.
back to u :)... i may b bz wif samuel much later, to strike better rapport perhaps? cos our 2 teams suppose to b on good/close work reln =D but provided, i manage to hold on to this job.
wah, ur "not happy at long blog entry" is to tease my qn ah? but how come, u can write so long reply? i need to read all, reply while thinking. how come u can write ur reply so fast? hehe, mi oso, whenever i read ur comment, a smile will naturally stick to my face. sometimes i oso amused by ur comment, n the way u say it. haha.
"you've got mail" is more abt how the newly evolved means of communications bought 2 ppl together. the loggerhead is to add spice to it. jus like the "turn left/right". they purposely din meet, to add suspense mah. my link here is, we started blogging n commenting AT MY BLOG (",) n ended up chatting so much tat it makes our days/nights. somehow i feel tat, even if we at loggerheads when we meet, we know it's for the spice it gives, not to really get onto each other's nerves and upset moods, agree? =D *sianzz, thinking of inventing some text smileys to use)
y u say we making effort to be together? for mi, leaving to fate dun mean, purposely dun meet up, but dun rush into meeting up. more to when we feel we shld/ready to meet, den go ahead. tarot is for the near future? i guess u right. cos during 04 xmas, someone oso read for mi. my work, it somehow is right. cos it said, the job i gonna have is not my ideal 1, n the person who interview mi is pretty young. it's right. job nature not my ideal 1, but it's something tat i can learn n perhaps advance in. once again, provided i cna make the effort to stay - i am. n the sup, i know him from my HP job. he's below 30.
ur tarot readings for near future, says need time n effort to u n HIM to work. isn't it 2 far into future den? hehe u lemme pass interview n audition, go into finals, so of cos i let u go into finals without anything mah.. anyway, dun see the need to test u anything, cos.. so naturally, we click pretty well. i use this hook ppl up??? i am really hurt by this line =D haha, imitating ur words oni lah :) so far, u e oni 1 who chatted so much wif mi ever.. without even knowing how u look.
having u commenting here oso not bad.. cos i dun have so many ppl toking here. if tok over ur place, may not tat kind of pte space, cos ur frns will all write there, n perhaps chup-in. haha, really some personal space ;) aiyo, u guy, how can b slut? at most ppl can oni name u bustard hahaha. hehe, u dun offer but i secrely help, den more interesting mah :) somehow, i like giving surprised.. pleasant ones, hopefully. i like it when the person din expect it, n feel so happy tat someone did it for him.
errr... i can oni cook instant mee n eggs. if i find a chance to learn cokoing from mum, may try to whip up some dishes :) if not, i dun wan anyone to flush stomach in hospital LOL. if u cooking, haha, u beter make sure u cook 1 more share. not tat i like to eat.. err.. but i can eat a lot, but ya lah, as long my FLAT tummy got space, i can still dump things in :) u know, when eat at family, for bfast, i usually eat 1 mroe serving than anyone. for dinner, from 1 bowl+ of rice, to 2 bowls, now i getting 2 bowls+ n soup as desert. 20 mins later, i get a can of coke to drink on way home.
behave myself when meet? maybe u handcuff mi? =P y no fool ard when u clean? cooking still can play a bit.. unless u mean, when u doing serious thigns, u dun like to play? u make my life fun, cos when i KO, i sure will be amused by ur comemtns, n will read blog. if not these thigns, maybe really become oni mi living in my world. after my 2 pals went Oz, u the oni 1 who i consider pretty close to mi. we got so much to tok, tat i dun think i wan to tok u on msn, or chat on hp. really will prefer to tok face-face. haah reason: i dun wan my hp bill to have flying colour LOL. msn cos we too much to tok. dun think can do it in msn.. haha
e 3 criteria for LTr is quite common for ppl who r serious. toking on hp, useful when the person cannot meet up. ahah, be my side? u wanan marry into my family, or i co-habitate wif u? :P somehow, i'm confusing samuel's blog about "wes" n "him" wif u n his kevin. this samuel is e 1 who keep getting on ur nerves? not really background check, but wanna see who they are loh.. dun wan get 2 mixed up. haha, i cant comment on ur blog mah, muz use my place.. thus, i'm forced :)
mi 2, last tiem go swimming at noon, damn hot sun, till sunburn. will get a non-water soluble sun tan lotion to see how. i wun peel skin, but will itch all over ahah. now tat i got the tanline myself, it really look healthier than if whole body tanned siazz. sexy?? hehe.. maybe.. gym bod + tanline + good tan color... *droolz* haha.. sinc when did i become a gym-bod fan?? well, if u manage to find addy, u can come up. this is oni remark mah. i nvr state my addy anywhere. n oni a few ppl know where i live exactly. if e judges let u win e hse-cleaning AND cooking competition, u;ll receive the clue to my home address LOL
no really control my life, but if soemthign i write may upset u, den i try not to blog it. hehe, ppl wun dare beat gym-bod guy up 1 lah.. 1 punch from u, gone case haha. ya, i'd say leave it to fate... cos even if we declare, but the time is not right, nothign will happen. i blif in it. take it slowly, n as it does :) i hope tis works better. cos i oso dun wan jump into anything yet.
movies? hehe.. haven even meet, no point asking for movies mah. i mean, i was meeting a new guy for movie. din expect anything. met, can talk no prob. now still in contact. he went wif mi for audition today. haha, how u know mi never did anything in cinema? maybe not as hot n erotic as u, but fwe yrs ago, 1 frn did, for fun, insert hand into my pants, briefs, until he heard a lady behind us whisper tat we doing soemthing.
wah, u know a number of BOYS hor? samule, pika.. pika tanned liao, but still go suntan?? wat has BJ got to do with put ppl down?? wah, now lke u really doing prep work to meet mi up siazz.. skali, i e 1 who disappoint how. so scared. i dinno this world got so many kevins... but mine, is inside my IC 1 hor ;) listening to mariah's "We belong together". feel like singing it to someone. can ctrl length 1, but will be so short n bored. i at home reading n posting mah, but u in office.. dunno if too long for u to read/reply anot..
reading ur blog.. on daily basis, do u dine out, or with family? haha, i at first dinno which kevin ur samuel is toking abt. thot he saying mi siazz. maybe he not keen to know ur gym progress, or he comparing ur body to his bf? how come, frn call u, will cry n luff?? so EXTRIM LOL. this blog, got lotsa hidden meaning in the words wif CAPS LOL. if u miss ur HIM, u can give him a call mah, although he not keen in u.. :)
Saturday, April 30, 2005
ok.. back from audition.. toking abt work ytday, pretty busy. but fun oso.. cos if i busy, i can test my limit. samuel is pitiful. his dept oni got him n his boss working. but occasionally, he still coem over to update us.. den for mi, towards day end, got 1 regular caller, wah iao, i online with him 1 hr+.. until my ear so painful.. n towards day end, i was so famished.. + my brain has been thinking n thinking, till my lunch has been digested.. i was so tired... later samuel came over, n joked wif mi.. saying a guy user is coming over to look for mi... haha.. 2 bad, i 2 tired to joke along...
k.. last nigh stuff i wrote liao... den this morning i went for audition. i thot, can have some frns to accompany mi for it. dinno, they stand outside the hall, at the reception there. luckily oni 1 frn wif mi. waited 2 hrs before my turn. i went in, at first, i thot i shld have no prob, since my voice can make it. when i got in, i sang. upon reaching 2nd line, i started to focus on my singing to get into mood... by shutting my eyes. somehow, jus 1 sec after i close my eyes, i was thanked by judges n "escorted" to exit.
i guess, it's TV, so they dun like ppl to close eyes. n dun give 2nd chance.. although i think, if i brave enuff, i shld ask for 2nd try. 2 bad, emotional songs need focus on getting the feel right. ehe.. next time, i'll sing a happy song, at least no need focus to get feel, jus bounce n sing will do... sighzz... to think when i register for it, i had wanna sing "cant hear". den this audition, i thot shld focus on emotional nubmers, so tat my vocals get recognition, but jus 2 bad. although, while waiting for my turn, i had "cant hear" in my mind... i was even scared tat, later i may sing tis song accidentally.
alright, wat's over is over. got this exp liao, in future, i know where i stand. n cos this time, i somehow got the courage to sing to ppl in public. cos, after audition, i volunteered to sing to my frn who went wif mi :) next time if still got such chance, i will probably join. HAHA.... now, lemme rest first.. den do my wkend routine thigns..
k.. last nigh stuff i wrote liao... den this morning i went for audition. i thot, can have some frns to accompany mi for it. dinno, they stand outside the hall, at the reception there. luckily oni 1 frn wif mi. waited 2 hrs before my turn. i went in, at first, i thot i shld have no prob, since my voice can make it. when i got in, i sang. upon reaching 2nd line, i started to focus on my singing to get into mood... by shutting my eyes. somehow, jus 1 sec after i close my eyes, i was thanked by judges n "escorted" to exit.
i guess, it's TV, so they dun like ppl to close eyes. n dun give 2nd chance.. although i think, if i brave enuff, i shld ask for 2nd try. 2 bad, emotional songs need focus on getting the feel right. ehe.. next time, i'll sing a happy song, at least no need focus to get feel, jus bounce n sing will do... sighzz... to think when i register for it, i had wanna sing "cant hear". den this audition, i thot shld focus on emotional nubmers, so tat my vocals get recognition, but jus 2 bad. although, while waiting for my turn, i had "cant hear" in my mind... i was even scared tat, later i may sing tis song accidentally.
alright, wat's over is over. got this exp liao, in future, i know where i stand. n cos this time, i somehow got the courage to sing to ppl in public. cos, after audition, i volunteered to sing to my frn who went wif mi :) next time if still got such chance, i will probably join. HAHA.... now, lemme rest first.. den do my wkend routine thigns..
Friday, April 29, 2005
i cant seem to find the letter........... did i leave at home n forgot to bring back????????? my................ is it really fated tat, i can never join such competition?
i will blog abt my search for the letter, den later write abt my day.
in the morning, i was oredi.. disappointed tat i din manage to find at home.. msg family tat i going back to find it. after work, i rushed home. in the hope of finding my letter. i search for 1 hr.. high n low.. i cant find it!!! wat's going on ?? wat happened to it?!?!? search again.. nothing. i closed the room door. i felt like weeping/crying. i had wanna give up my search.. go home n watch Ch U.. but i dun wan give up like tat!
the letter muz b somewhere!! impossible to jus MIA like tat! i searched every piece of paper tat i can find in the house... nothign. i searched everywhere liao. is it really fated tat i will never have a chance to sing in competition? i 'm feeling bad. loss of words.. my dreams dashed. i thot of wat happened tat day, when i bring letter home to tell family.
we were looking at Oz pix. i even woke up mum to find the pix, so can see if the letter is mixed inside. nope. not in. afte 2 hours of futile search, i headed home.
but i was too disappointed to walk fast. took my own time. in my own deep thots. mind is humming/singing songs.. but i jus cant sing it out. thinking of wat other sogns to sing. happy is out. sad is not suitable. avg tone is ok. i think i gonna give up my nick luv_ktv. i never succeed in singing, but use it. am i worthy??
i will jus go home n sleep.. wake up on saturday, clear mail, n pass it like normal day. den write my blog after tat, since... tat guy read on monday oni. shld i still sing? dunno.. no point singing anymore. well, life muz go on.. so, din think of dying.
as i got home, i changed into casual, n decided to look through 1 last time. i search my drawer. 1st one, nothing. 2nd 1... i remove all the sm stuff to see clearly.. papers... nope, got a small pack of pix.. i tok it out, got a paper on 1 side. i took it out. flipped open.
IT'S THE LETTER!!! I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!1
i was so exhilerated tat i broke into tears!!! it's tears of happiness!! after much tries, i finally foud it!!! i was really lying my bed, sweaty, n rolling, n crying at the same time!! i thot i look like those, who found tat their exam passed wif flying color at hnr deg level like tat... i oso thanked my jade buddha.. after crying 10 mins, i dun wan waste time, so went to bath.
cool.. i still crying n trying to control it hehe.. i can go liao!!!!
i will blog abt my search for the letter, den later write abt my day.
in the morning, i was oredi.. disappointed tat i din manage to find at home.. msg family tat i going back to find it. after work, i rushed home. in the hope of finding my letter. i search for 1 hr.. high n low.. i cant find it!!! wat's going on ?? wat happened to it?!?!? search again.. nothing. i closed the room door. i felt like weeping/crying. i had wanna give up my search.. go home n watch Ch U.. but i dun wan give up like tat!
the letter muz b somewhere!! impossible to jus MIA like tat! i searched every piece of paper tat i can find in the house... nothign. i searched everywhere liao. is it really fated tat i will never have a chance to sing in competition? i 'm feeling bad. loss of words.. my dreams dashed. i thot of wat happened tat day, when i bring letter home to tell family.
we were looking at Oz pix. i even woke up mum to find the pix, so can see if the letter is mixed inside. nope. not in. afte 2 hours of futile search, i headed home.
but i was too disappointed to walk fast. took my own time. in my own deep thots. mind is humming/singing songs.. but i jus cant sing it out. thinking of wat other sogns to sing. happy is out. sad is not suitable. avg tone is ok. i think i gonna give up my nick luv_ktv. i never succeed in singing, but use it. am i worthy??
i will jus go home n sleep.. wake up on saturday, clear mail, n pass it like normal day. den write my blog after tat, since... tat guy read on monday oni. shld i still sing? dunno.. no point singing anymore. well, life muz go on.. so, din think of dying.
as i got home, i changed into casual, n decided to look through 1 last time. i search my drawer. 1st one, nothing. 2nd 1... i remove all the sm stuff to see clearly.. papers... nope, got a small pack of pix.. i tok it out, got a paper on 1 side. i took it out. flipped open.
IT'S THE LETTER!!! I FOUND IT!!!!!!!!1
i was so exhilerated tat i broke into tears!!! it's tears of happiness!! after much tries, i finally foud it!!! i was really lying my bed, sweaty, n rolling, n crying at the same time!! i thot i look like those, who found tat their exam passed wif flying color at hnr deg level like tat... i oso thanked my jade buddha.. after crying 10 mins, i dun wan waste time, so went to bath.
cool.. i still crying n trying to control it hehe.. i can go liao!!!!
Thursday, April 28, 2005
oei... paiseh paiseh lah.. will make it a point to reply ur comments b4 other net routine, can? but i not bz wif samuel lah.. haha.. not yet.. i not tat social butterfly to be such CLOSE frn wif him yet ;)
hehe.. replying ur comments n blog all at 1 go... will be LOOONNNGGG.. so new blog.. happy? ;) last night, i really.. suddenly pretty tired after sending heart.. was amused at ur reply.. n touched oso. but by the tiem i wanna reply, i oredi dizzy liaozz.. sory lah.. *muax* (flying kiss maybe next time haha)
ehhe.. u addicted to reading n replying my blog :D to blog owner? ehhe.. dunno yet..
u can also say, soemhow i oso looking forward to reading ur blog.. but hey, u diff hor.. u can surf net at work, mi dun have.. i can oni do it when home.. i KO 6+, take dinner n rest at family...8+ 9. reach home after 9. den watch TV, reply sgboy, check my blog stats, update yahoo group, n reply blog. dun even have tiem to do my java pracs.. but now, will sure reply blog first... hehe.. dun wan upset ur day :)
somehow, i oso... like daily routine to read ur blog n reply.. somehow, yesterday, i was oso thinking.. we are like "you've got mail" movie.. tom n meg dunno each other, always loggerheads, but email somehow linked them together.. maybe i'm fantasizing, but if we got fate *too early to say?* we may become living eg of "you've got blog (reply)" hehe... well, leave it to fate haha..
for tarot card reading, i thot if it say -ve stuff, den it mean he not for u? cos soemtimes, even if lotsa efforts n tiem, LTR may not work. haha.. u? u no need interview/audition... str8 away accepted 2 b challenger :D
u oni ask mi to help? err ur other IT frns din comment? haha.. making an offer to someone, dun mean tat someone muz accept *grin*
"fantastic PR" implies ur skills at army mah.. tat time u know how to make urself pop inside.. i write "comercial" cos the word fantastic sound quite insincere to me.. like too keen to praise tat person..
guessing game as in, i was trying to guess who is who mah.. ya, ur samuel n sam pretty confusing.. cos sam may = samuel. u did tok abt hubby n wife mah? rmb about the war thing? hubby return victorious n become tougher n more able to protect.. haha.. like u finish gym n come home like tat ;)
ya, sometimes wat i write here can make ppl quite honry cos.. i write wat i think/want to say.. din hide anything. did i give 2 much info?? heeh theoreiclaly perhaps. but in real life, will it actually happen? cos it's still cyber, n ppl usually 2 shy to post here. tat y, oni few ppl comment till now.. most are readers/audience. oni u r the voice-pver.. making my life quite.. interesting hehe.. really.. :)
cybersx? it lacks the feel. prefer to jus read stories. well, somehow, everyone who yearns to be loved, is looking for the person who understands, cares n clickable. abt calling n toking.. dun think will happen. for u, i dunno. but for mi, when tok on hp, may not possible to b everyday.. *been thinking thinkin of why.. but cant figure out..* sms perhaps.. haha.. but sure will afect work :) but at least blogging can make sure we reply each topic properly.. hehe..
hey.. if we can click, why cant call everyday? i rmb during sec days, we oso caht on hp almost daily.. i enjoy toking to my Oz pals. even though it cost mi bombs *AHH!! i'm shattered to pieces... funny? hehe or cold joke?* ya our blogs are pretty long.. n quite surprising tat we still tok so much. guess we really enjoy our chats heeh.. but// if my blog for u, get 2 long, lemme knw...*hehe, i actually.. willing to modify my style of blogging*
u where got alone most times? either u working, or u wif frns/at home.. quite active mah.. how u got to know sam? i checked samblog05. he in sydney. den samuel seem to like u quite a lot? keep having u in mind.. ya.. right now, i actually starting to do a background check on u LOL.. hehe.. somehow i think we jus manage to click.. evolve from a few liners to forced-to-chat-in-my-blog ;)
how u tanned? u use sun bloc or tan? my master actually use bloc, hoping to protect skin from drying, not knowing bloc is to bloc sun, tan is to get dark. haha.. aiyozz ch u got shows to watch mah.. tues is matchmaking, got cuties to lok at times. thur is guys' makover show. haha.. if u manage to find my addy, u always welcome to clean up my room :D meeting up? thot u not yet ready?
will find letter AFTER writing this blog :) dun wan upset ur day. hhe.. now this is a high priority liao hehe..
err, my JO blog.. jus writing down loh.. as part of my life.. ahahah!!! i thot u starting to wonder why i blogging such thigns, den later u r... hinting something? hehe.. or, u really dun like such things appearing here? having partner not bad loh.. but the partner.. hopefully can b perm n can click.. not jus on bed :) *shouts: any1 of the challengers taking up tis task?*
right now, if i dun read ur blog, i feeel.. the day is not complete. strange feelin oso. u feel something for mi?? thot right from start, like tat liao?? :P :P to mi, every1 dun wish to be hurt in reln.. from the last 1, i oso kinda give up on LTR. dun wish to know ppl in hope of LTR. but for anything, u never knoew unless it happen and u give it a try. if u fear something will happen n u wan to prevent it, u wun know whether it's good or bad. good, of cos happy. i'll jus take it as it goes.. my emotions on LTR is quite normal.. not thinking 2 much. takign it as thigns go.
but if u really decide to b cautious n... wanna pause, i cant stop u. but no matter wat happen, jus take it easy loh.. did u read my blog, abt meeting soemone for movies?
hehe.. we can click pretty well, so my blog is prtty long when tok u.. reading ur tues n so on blog.. haha, workout for 2 more mths? i wonder what's ur stats now.. next time i swim, i will also get some tan lotion.. sighzz n buy a tan thru goggles? sighz $ $ $. pika is... black? or natural tanned?
superstar audition is jus.. queueing up for a chance.. jus need a couple frns to be wif mi oni.. hey, i think i saw ur nixon in sgboy. kencer sounds familiar inside oso. ur monsters.. referring to wat?? LOL.. if i din read wrongly, u mean putting down some PPL :) my holidays.. mostly will be home doing pracs.. unless ppl ask mi out?
ur skye oso got a kevin?
phew... finally finish... from 10pm, till now 1209am... damn long... err.. shld i post less?
hehe.. replying ur comments n blog all at 1 go... will be LOOONNNGGG.. so new blog.. happy? ;) last night, i really.. suddenly pretty tired after sending heart.. was amused at ur reply.. n touched oso. but by the tiem i wanna reply, i oredi dizzy liaozz.. sory lah.. *muax* (flying kiss maybe next time haha)
ehhe.. u addicted to reading n replying my blog :D to blog owner? ehhe.. dunno yet..
u can also say, soemhow i oso looking forward to reading ur blog.. but hey, u diff hor.. u can surf net at work, mi dun have.. i can oni do it when home.. i KO 6+, take dinner n rest at family...8+ 9. reach home after 9. den watch TV, reply sgboy, check my blog stats, update yahoo group, n reply blog. dun even have tiem to do my java pracs.. but now, will sure reply blog first... hehe.. dun wan upset ur day :)
somehow, i oso... like daily routine to read ur blog n reply.. somehow, yesterday, i was oso thinking.. we are like "you've got mail" movie.. tom n meg dunno each other, always loggerheads, but email somehow linked them together.. maybe i'm fantasizing, but if we got fate *too early to say?* we may become living eg of "you've got blog (reply)" hehe... well, leave it to fate haha..
for tarot card reading, i thot if it say -ve stuff, den it mean he not for u? cos soemtimes, even if lotsa efforts n tiem, LTR may not work. haha.. u? u no need interview/audition... str8 away accepted 2 b challenger :D
u oni ask mi to help? err ur other IT frns din comment? haha.. making an offer to someone, dun mean tat someone muz accept *grin*
"fantastic PR" implies ur skills at army mah.. tat time u know how to make urself pop inside.. i write "comercial" cos the word fantastic sound quite insincere to me.. like too keen to praise tat person..
guessing game as in, i was trying to guess who is who mah.. ya, ur samuel n sam pretty confusing.. cos sam may = samuel. u did tok abt hubby n wife mah? rmb about the war thing? hubby return victorious n become tougher n more able to protect.. haha.. like u finish gym n come home like tat ;)
ya, sometimes wat i write here can make ppl quite honry cos.. i write wat i think/want to say.. din hide anything. did i give 2 much info?? heeh theoreiclaly perhaps. but in real life, will it actually happen? cos it's still cyber, n ppl usually 2 shy to post here. tat y, oni few ppl comment till now.. most are readers/audience. oni u r the voice-pver.. making my life quite.. interesting hehe.. really.. :)
cybersx? it lacks the feel. prefer to jus read stories. well, somehow, everyone who yearns to be loved, is looking for the person who understands, cares n clickable. abt calling n toking.. dun think will happen. for u, i dunno. but for mi, when tok on hp, may not possible to b everyday.. *been thinking thinkin of why.. but cant figure out..* sms perhaps.. haha.. but sure will afect work :) but at least blogging can make sure we reply each topic properly.. hehe..
hey.. if we can click, why cant call everyday? i rmb during sec days, we oso caht on hp almost daily.. i enjoy toking to my Oz pals. even though it cost mi bombs *AHH!! i'm shattered to pieces... funny? hehe or cold joke?* ya our blogs are pretty long.. n quite surprising tat we still tok so much. guess we really enjoy our chats heeh.. but// if my blog for u, get 2 long, lemme knw...*hehe, i actually.. willing to modify my style of blogging*
u where got alone most times? either u working, or u wif frns/at home.. quite active mah.. how u got to know sam? i checked samblog05. he in sydney. den samuel seem to like u quite a lot? keep having u in mind.. ya.. right now, i actually starting to do a background check on u LOL.. hehe.. somehow i think we jus manage to click.. evolve from a few liners to forced-to-chat-in-my-blog ;)
how u tanned? u use sun bloc or tan? my master actually use bloc, hoping to protect skin from drying, not knowing bloc is to bloc sun, tan is to get dark. haha.. aiyozz ch u got shows to watch mah.. tues is matchmaking, got cuties to lok at times. thur is guys' makover show. haha.. if u manage to find my addy, u always welcome to clean up my room :D meeting up? thot u not yet ready?
will find letter AFTER writing this blog :) dun wan upset ur day. hhe.. now this is a high priority liao hehe..
err, my JO blog.. jus writing down loh.. as part of my life.. ahahah!!! i thot u starting to wonder why i blogging such thigns, den later u r... hinting something? hehe.. or, u really dun like such things appearing here? having partner not bad loh.. but the partner.. hopefully can b perm n can click.. not jus on bed :) *shouts: any1 of the challengers taking up tis task?*
right now, if i dun read ur blog, i feeel.. the day is not complete. strange feelin oso. u feel something for mi?? thot right from start, like tat liao?? :P :P to mi, every1 dun wish to be hurt in reln.. from the last 1, i oso kinda give up on LTR. dun wish to know ppl in hope of LTR. but for anything, u never knoew unless it happen and u give it a try. if u fear something will happen n u wan to prevent it, u wun know whether it's good or bad. good, of cos happy. i'll jus take it as it goes.. my emotions on LTR is quite normal.. not thinking 2 much. takign it as thigns go.
but if u really decide to b cautious n... wanna pause, i cant stop u. but no matter wat happen, jus take it easy loh.. did u read my blog, abt meeting soemone for movies?
hehe.. we can click pretty well, so my blog is prtty long when tok u.. reading ur tues n so on blog.. haha, workout for 2 more mths? i wonder what's ur stats now.. next time i swim, i will also get some tan lotion.. sighzz n buy a tan thru goggles? sighz $ $ $. pika is... black? or natural tanned?
superstar audition is jus.. queueing up for a chance.. jus need a couple frns to be wif mi oni.. hey, i think i saw ur nixon in sgboy. kencer sounds familiar inside oso. ur monsters.. referring to wat?? LOL.. if i din read wrongly, u mean putting down some PPL :) my holidays.. mostly will be home doing pracs.. unless ppl ask mi out?
ur skye oso got a kevin?
phew... finally finish... from 10pm, till now 1209am... damn long... err.. shld i post less?
today.. nothing much happened.. for lunch, was deciding whether to eat hor fun at far place, or pig organ at neat place. den decided to eat pig organ. went there.. got 1 ger in front of mi ordering. i stood behind. the guy is cooking. the guy saw mi, seem to ask mi for my order. i said "kway chap" he waved n say "wait wait"... i den grinned.. n thot "he not ready to take order, but ask mi?"... later the ger done liao.. n go off.. den the guy still there preparing something... i dunno wat he preparing... no 1 liao, n still din take my order properly... so i jus left.. n bought other things..
den he later came up, asking y i ordered n left. i told him, i dinno he took my order liaozz..
den later ,i sat down.. a 4-seat place. while eating, 1 20+30 guy jus took a seat there without asking... wah liaozz...
work, quite ok lah.. tat samuel... still cute as ever :D but today... haha, i dunno if i wrote tis b4. my jnr colleague, once joked tat (this jnr is lesbo lah.. my guess... n i think it's 90% right... ) samuel's cute. i replied "ya, i love him" she said "oh gosh!" today, he came over n joked as usuall.. but somehow, maybe i 2 sensitive.. he kept toking abt gers.. how good they are.. how chio.. but i not bothered :)
den, a sec frn.. or rather.. ex-frn or jus acquaintance.. he was my pal during sec days.. but now... no more, thoroughly disappointed. he msg mi, asking to meet up.. n called mi oso.. i told him i not free, cos wanna watch TV. but if he wan, can dine at my area. he ok. later he came my place dine.
e strange thing is tat, i ko 7pm. he said he driving. i reached my place near 8. den he jus got there. i feel like... he almost no heart to mit... i called him twice. he picked but no ans. i msg him "if u dun wan mit, gd nite". later he found mi, n we went for dinner. all the while, he was trying to chat. but in my mind, i oredi 2 disappointed tat i simply dun wan tok at all. i was waiting for a chance to tell him off. tell him how disappointed i am. Am, not was. come on, he made mi so disappointed. i dun even wanna tok to him. how to expect mi to tok casual wif him? all the while, i having 1 liner or monotone reply.
this irked him off pretty much. durign dinner, he left in a huff. fien wif mi... wat is he expecting? he treated mi in such way in past, n now, i supposed to be happy to see him?
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hey gal, can we... tok in ur blog? dun wan have so many ppl toking in my blog.. haha.. or maybe i really... reserving this space for him? dunno.. maybe 2 used to toking to him oni in here, or jus wanna tok in ur blog instead..
den he later came up, asking y i ordered n left. i told him, i dinno he took my order liaozz..
den later ,i sat down.. a 4-seat place. while eating, 1 20+30 guy jus took a seat there without asking... wah liaozz...
work, quite ok lah.. tat samuel... still cute as ever :D but today... haha, i dunno if i wrote tis b4. my jnr colleague, once joked tat (this jnr is lesbo lah.. my guess... n i think it's 90% right... ) samuel's cute. i replied "ya, i love him" she said "oh gosh!" today, he came over n joked as usuall.. but somehow, maybe i 2 sensitive.. he kept toking abt gers.. how good they are.. how chio.. but i not bothered :)
den, a sec frn.. or rather.. ex-frn or jus acquaintance.. he was my pal during sec days.. but now... no more, thoroughly disappointed. he msg mi, asking to meet up.. n called mi oso.. i told him i not free, cos wanna watch TV. but if he wan, can dine at my area. he ok. later he came my place dine.
e strange thing is tat, i ko 7pm. he said he driving. i reached my place near 8. den he jus got there. i feel like... he almost no heart to mit... i called him twice. he picked but no ans. i msg him "if u dun wan mit, gd nite". later he found mi, n we went for dinner. all the while, he was trying to chat. but in my mind, i oredi 2 disappointed tat i simply dun wan tok at all. i was waiting for a chance to tell him off. tell him how disappointed i am. Am, not was. come on, he made mi so disappointed. i dun even wanna tok to him. how to expect mi to tok casual wif him? all the while, i having 1 liner or monotone reply.
this irked him off pretty much. durign dinner, he left in a huff. fien wif mi... wat is he expecting? he treated mi in such way in past, n now, i supposed to be happy to see him?
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hey gal, can we... tok in ur blog? dun wan have so many ppl toking in my blog.. haha.. or maybe i really... reserving this space for him? dunno.. maybe 2 used to toking to him oni in here, or jus wanna tok in ur blog instead..
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
gonna sleep soon...
watchign Ch U tat... taiwan idol drama. toking abt young love.. those 20yo ppl.. the guy claim, with the love and strength he gain from her, he can provide for her and they can live happily ever after.. oh... those.. youngsters' visions of love.. who never been thru?
somehow i can say i quite happy today.. other than a few little minor unhappy events.. llke, i queueing for drinks, jus behind 1 guy. den another guy pats his shoulder, start toking, n order b4 mi.. the stall owner oso.. did nothing.. i thot will b first come first serve. den, as i paid for my order, about to put the money on the owner hand, den suddenly felt like i dropped it. ya, his style to check the money. but.. jus.. find it strange. i think next time, i'll drop it on the tray istead liao..
in office, pretty fantastic.. samuel came over.. i forgot the sequence liao.. but whenver he come over, he i n jnr colleague will tok n tease... tis time say "u wanna punish the ger?", when ask him some things tat he find odd, jnr coleague will say soemthing, n i reply "hey, u read my mind!", n on phone, he ask mi, "why so rushing? any1 chasing u?" i reply "i'm chasing u" hehe...
oh ya, he was infantry officer!!! den oso ask him.. abt where he live.. but i say wrongyl.. until "where u live at home?" haha.. but i twisted it to "i was asking which room at home u live in" haha.. quite fun n amusing to tok... n he oso comment on our work faces "1 is stress, 1 is busy, 1 is troubled, mi is amused" LOL..
the thing to be happy is... 2nd sup today, ask if i would like more responsibilities... i told him if given chance, yes. den he ask my snr colleague to give mi some task to do.. haha.. but later, i dunno if i made mistake.. by discussing a mistake in a troubleshootng guide... cos snr colleague shld have seen tat error..
den i went family, bought ice cream.. their biz dun seem good on such warm day.. funny.. how come har? these days.. duno if cos warm, or wat.. i starting to enjoy ice cream.. everytime buyt hose cube ice cream, i'll ask for bread... like those baked bread.. YUMZZ!
at family, there mum not back by 8. sighzz.. if she so busy, she can always get us buy dinner mah.. oh ya, nearly forget.. I FOUND MAYDAY CD!!!! gonna find the letter by tmr... n jus now oso heard n sang the song.. "chun zhen". chose this song cos.. their voice is not matured... voice range match.. n i like the song oso..
n for the audition tis sat, i today sms some ppl.. saying "i going audition tis sat... wanna coem wif mi? find 1 or 2 ppl..." den some ppl actualyl thto i wanna them audition oso!!! WAH!! i oni asking them to go wif mi to queue lah.. n think tat's all.. write some more, will jus b toking crap..
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hey gal... haha.. so does it mean, if guys around u now are shorties.. or avg'ies.. u'll fall for them? LOL
umm, 2.19am?? u dun need sleep? dun over stress urself.. if needed n helpful, think of the good times u had spent with the person u stll love...
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now slightly past 12... suddenyl feel a bit sleepy n tired.. returning hearts.. tmr den carry on ur blog stuff...
watchign Ch U tat... taiwan idol drama. toking abt young love.. those 20yo ppl.. the guy claim, with the love and strength he gain from her, he can provide for her and they can live happily ever after.. oh... those.. youngsters' visions of love.. who never been thru?
somehow i can say i quite happy today.. other than a few little minor unhappy events.. llke, i queueing for drinks, jus behind 1 guy. den another guy pats his shoulder, start toking, n order b4 mi.. the stall owner oso.. did nothing.. i thot will b first come first serve. den, as i paid for my order, about to put the money on the owner hand, den suddenly felt like i dropped it. ya, his style to check the money. but.. jus.. find it strange. i think next time, i'll drop it on the tray istead liao..
in office, pretty fantastic.. samuel came over.. i forgot the sequence liao.. but whenver he come over, he i n jnr colleague will tok n tease... tis time say "u wanna punish the ger?", when ask him some things tat he find odd, jnr coleague will say soemthing, n i reply "hey, u read my mind!", n on phone, he ask mi, "why so rushing? any1 chasing u?" i reply "i'm chasing u" hehe...
oh ya, he was infantry officer!!! den oso ask him.. abt where he live.. but i say wrongyl.. until "where u live at home?" haha.. but i twisted it to "i was asking which room at home u live in" haha.. quite fun n amusing to tok... n he oso comment on our work faces "1 is stress, 1 is busy, 1 is troubled, mi is amused" LOL..
the thing to be happy is... 2nd sup today, ask if i would like more responsibilities... i told him if given chance, yes. den he ask my snr colleague to give mi some task to do.. haha.. but later, i dunno if i made mistake.. by discussing a mistake in a troubleshootng guide... cos snr colleague shld have seen tat error..
den i went family, bought ice cream.. their biz dun seem good on such warm day.. funny.. how come har? these days.. duno if cos warm, or wat.. i starting to enjoy ice cream.. everytime buyt hose cube ice cream, i'll ask for bread... like those baked bread.. YUMZZ!
at family, there mum not back by 8. sighzz.. if she so busy, she can always get us buy dinner mah.. oh ya, nearly forget.. I FOUND MAYDAY CD!!!! gonna find the letter by tmr... n jus now oso heard n sang the song.. "chun zhen". chose this song cos.. their voice is not matured... voice range match.. n i like the song oso..
n for the audition tis sat, i today sms some ppl.. saying "i going audition tis sat... wanna coem wif mi? find 1 or 2 ppl..." den some ppl actualyl thto i wanna them audition oso!!! WAH!! i oni asking them to go wif mi to queue lah.. n think tat's all.. write some more, will jus b toking crap..
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hey gal... haha.. so does it mean, if guys around u now are shorties.. or avg'ies.. u'll fall for them? LOL
umm, 2.19am?? u dun need sleep? dun over stress urself.. if needed n helpful, think of the good times u had spent with the person u stll love...
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now slightly past 12... suddenyl feel a bit sleepy n tired.. returning hearts.. tmr den carry on ur blog stuff...
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
strange.. last night, after supper n blogging, i slept at 1+.. forgot if i JO'ed. den i woke at 5+ and den 6am for work. i din feel tired. was quite awake though. at office meeting, sup told mi, i will start to troubleshoot hands on tis wk.. hehe.. hope it's good news :)
some day, samuel had come again.. he still having flu.. so, was quite.. packed up ;) this time, he told us.. the user's Id dun mean their YOB.. LOL.. we know tat... n i replied "dun worry, we are intelligent ;)" den today.. he came in, my jnr colleague asked if he's free, he replied "no lah, how cna i be free? I'm expensive" den i replied "how much?"
den my whole office broke into laughter!! mi too.. was aboutt o pick a call, but almost cant control my laughter. oh well, bought MC's cd.. heard got 2 version. 1 is wif poster 20.9, 1 is w/o. 18.9. the sales asst told mi, most ppl buy 18.9 1, cos the poster is jus notepad size.. nothing great. now listening.. not bad.. although forum say her Charmbracelet is better...
den at family, i managed to get the PC connected to BB. aafter some twistig here n there.. haha... well, my It knowledge is for worth nothing 1 loh!! :D
nothign else to say liao...
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wah liao.. those tall guys.. of cos will say 1.7 is short. they dun understand the plight of us!!
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wondering wat happened to tat guy... sick? din go work? ehhe.. my turn to feel strange.. not to get ur comments on my blog.. n no entry on ur blog on wkdays... hehe.. sometimes, ppl only feel the loss of something when they are unable to find it.. guess i can sleep early :P
some day, samuel had come again.. he still having flu.. so, was quite.. packed up ;) this time, he told us.. the user's Id dun mean their YOB.. LOL.. we know tat... n i replied "dun worry, we are intelligent ;)" den today.. he came in, my jnr colleague asked if he's free, he replied "no lah, how cna i be free? I'm expensive" den i replied "how much?"
den my whole office broke into laughter!! mi too.. was aboutt o pick a call, but almost cant control my laughter. oh well, bought MC's cd.. heard got 2 version. 1 is wif poster 20.9, 1 is w/o. 18.9. the sales asst told mi, most ppl buy 18.9 1, cos the poster is jus notepad size.. nothing great. now listening.. not bad.. although forum say her Charmbracelet is better...
den at family, i managed to get the PC connected to BB. aafter some twistig here n there.. haha... well, my It knowledge is for worth nothing 1 loh!! :D
nothign else to say liao...
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wah liao.. those tall guys.. of cos will say 1.7 is short. they dun understand the plight of us!!
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wondering wat happened to tat guy... sick? din go work? ehhe.. my turn to feel strange.. not to get ur comments on my blog.. n no entry on ur blog on wkdays... hehe.. sometimes, ppl only feel the loss of something when they are unable to find it.. guess i can sleep early :P
Monday, April 25, 2005
wondering if will get enuff sleep today.. now 12am, i wanna go supper.. dun wan eat biscuits liao, den tmr need to wake 6am.. shld i go supper? sighs, ppl often envy abt high meta rate.. but mi.. suffering.. cos so high.. i trying to save money.. i oredi drop from 50k to 48k liao.. but... still thinking if shld eat till my fill or wat... BIG APPETITE...
replying to comments... ya loh.. somehwo it was stuck, until i posted soemthign new, den it came out.. haha.. i think in future, will check if it's stuck anot... :) sot at u can always read my blog ;) go LAN shop to see my blog?? err.. no need lah, u dun even know if it's posted... hehe... you're addicted!!! to "urs truly" :D
to docs, $ is 1 thing, heart is 1 thing. if they not keen to save lives, dun think they can stay long in this line. it's always the passion tat makes 1 stay put.
i think if i burn so much cal, i gonna leave oni a skeleton frame to wake up the next day LOL.. u fall?? dun worry, i pull u back to ur feet ;) *cold joke?*
haha.. dunno how i shld reply ur clicking msg... till now, we can tok cock n erotic mah.. quite nice still :) as long we can share our ideas, not infuse into ppl, guess tat wat make us click.. sometimes, if i feel tat my style can help improve ppl's life, i'll let him know wat i'll do. but if he dun wan, up to him..
ya, ur tat someone, according to the prophet, need lotsa tim n effort from u right? if u feel it's worth it, n belive he's for u, ok mah.. oh i fit the bill?? i pass the audition?? when is the next round of audition for mi? rmb to "pan-chan" mi hor.. LOL, the dialect, duno correct anot.. mi poor at contrling $$ oso, but... will think carefully n spend if needed...
hahah... ya loh, maybe ur blog is waiting for the correct person to fix for you... n u r to offer urself to him in return :P
although u uninvited guest, but u have made urself more than welcome wif ur fantastic PR skills... LOL, so commercial writings :) anyway, special words mean those "dear, honey, sweet" tat perhaps pure-asians will only use on their bf? hahah.. this time u really think 2 much.. umm although it could be true, it's more to a guessing game for mi... if i go after u, i sure lose sight of u in mins... i never jog since ns.. :) ERR... hubby n wife?? LOL.. ur dream of our future relation ah? ;)
rub something more pte? which thing u referring to? i guess better tastebuds mean better sense of taste? hehe...
i really dunno wat to reply to "2 high" msg.. i guess.. till now, oni my ex entered mi. 3 yrs back. if i really 2 high.. i tink maybe a full blown raw action will take place.. dunno... see the situation first.. wah, waiting for HIM n keeping options open.. sounds like 2 timing LOL.. u waiting for him... wat if omeone after u for few mths, den tat old HIM fall for u.. wat will happen?
hehe.. i guess we both are quite open, dun wan hide anything from each other (who started such open-minded toks 1 har?), n simply share our lives.. so, lotsa things to tok.. it's almost like.. toking on e-hp daily siazz.. LOL speaking abt this.. i was thinking, who are the type of ppl.. who will keep in contact.. tok everyday 1 har?
Sweet? maybe next tiem... i feed u some vinegar haha... *wink* ya loh.. adam is a turn on... but.. is the scenes, delibrately to spur viewership?? as for IRC guy.. well, some ppl still have the find-bf mentality inside.. esp when the person gave a HOT PIC LOL...
ur blog... somehow, if gays have a ger who is on good talking terms.. good frnship, we tend to prefer such gers if we were to turn str8... mi 2.. jus tat e gd frn.. sometimes overbearing n she wanna TALL GUY.. otherwise... LOL
when u r alone, u tend to run wild with thoughts.. but not really bad thign mah.. at least can think n plan for urself.. reflect on how u been.. n did u do thign right.. if u always occupied with stuff, u dun have time for such self-discovery :)
hehe.. gd bf, oso need someone who know how to appreciate... if both hold diff belief.. like wat ur pearl ger say, den the "gd" dun apply liao.. err.. all along, u n Sam(uel) are ok 1 mah... how come suddenly.. so big issue? frnship? love? work? usually due to frn/love den will cry...wat i can think of saying now is, 1 cant love to order... if 1 party dun feel a thing, either buck up, or give up...
not meeting anyone? incl ur wkend kakis?? hehe/./. mi.. tues - thur wanna watch Ch U 9.15pm. fri, need last min prep for super star ;) - provided i find the letter...
replying to comments... ya loh.. somehwo it was stuck, until i posted soemthign new, den it came out.. haha.. i think in future, will check if it's stuck anot... :) sot at u can always read my blog ;) go LAN shop to see my blog?? err.. no need lah, u dun even know if it's posted... hehe... you're addicted!!! to "urs truly" :D
to docs, $ is 1 thing, heart is 1 thing. if they not keen to save lives, dun think they can stay long in this line. it's always the passion tat makes 1 stay put.
i think if i burn so much cal, i gonna leave oni a skeleton frame to wake up the next day LOL.. u fall?? dun worry, i pull u back to ur feet ;) *cold joke?*
haha.. dunno how i shld reply ur clicking msg... till now, we can tok cock n erotic mah.. quite nice still :) as long we can share our ideas, not infuse into ppl, guess tat wat make us click.. sometimes, if i feel tat my style can help improve ppl's life, i'll let him know wat i'll do. but if he dun wan, up to him..
ya, ur tat someone, according to the prophet, need lotsa tim n effort from u right? if u feel it's worth it, n belive he's for u, ok mah.. oh i fit the bill?? i pass the audition?? when is the next round of audition for mi? rmb to "pan-chan" mi hor.. LOL, the dialect, duno correct anot.. mi poor at contrling $$ oso, but... will think carefully n spend if needed...
hahah... ya loh, maybe ur blog is waiting for the correct person to fix for you... n u r to offer urself to him in return :P
although u uninvited guest, but u have made urself more than welcome wif ur fantastic PR skills... LOL, so commercial writings :) anyway, special words mean those "dear, honey, sweet" tat perhaps pure-asians will only use on their bf? hahah.. this time u really think 2 much.. umm although it could be true, it's more to a guessing game for mi... if i go after u, i sure lose sight of u in mins... i never jog since ns.. :) ERR... hubby n wife?? LOL.. ur dream of our future relation ah? ;)
rub something more pte? which thing u referring to? i guess better tastebuds mean better sense of taste? hehe...
i really dunno wat to reply to "2 high" msg.. i guess.. till now, oni my ex entered mi. 3 yrs back. if i really 2 high.. i tink maybe a full blown raw action will take place.. dunno... see the situation first.. wah, waiting for HIM n keeping options open.. sounds like 2 timing LOL.. u waiting for him... wat if omeone after u for few mths, den tat old HIM fall for u.. wat will happen?
hehe.. i guess we both are quite open, dun wan hide anything from each other (who started such open-minded toks 1 har?), n simply share our lives.. so, lotsa things to tok.. it's almost like.. toking on e-hp daily siazz.. LOL speaking abt this.. i was thinking, who are the type of ppl.. who will keep in contact.. tok everyday 1 har?
Sweet? maybe next tiem... i feed u some vinegar haha... *wink* ya loh.. adam is a turn on... but.. is the scenes, delibrately to spur viewership?? as for IRC guy.. well, some ppl still have the find-bf mentality inside.. esp when the person gave a HOT PIC LOL...
ur blog... somehow, if gays have a ger who is on good talking terms.. good frnship, we tend to prefer such gers if we were to turn str8... mi 2.. jus tat e gd frn.. sometimes overbearing n she wanna TALL GUY.. otherwise... LOL
when u r alone, u tend to run wild with thoughts.. but not really bad thign mah.. at least can think n plan for urself.. reflect on how u been.. n did u do thign right.. if u always occupied with stuff, u dun have time for such self-discovery :)
hehe.. gd bf, oso need someone who know how to appreciate... if both hold diff belief.. like wat ur pearl ger say, den the "gd" dun apply liao.. err.. all along, u n Sam(uel) are ok 1 mah... how come suddenly.. so big issue? frnship? love? work? usually due to frn/love den will cry...wat i can think of saying now is, 1 cant love to order... if 1 party dun feel a thing, either buck up, or give up...
not meeting anyone? incl ur wkend kakis?? hehe/./. mi.. tues - thur wanna watch Ch U 9.15pm. fri, need last min prep for super star ;) - provided i find the letter...
a bit lost n confused over how i shld start blogging.. few thigns happened.. dunno good or bad, some trivial, some saddening...
the morning bus quite packed... right from interchange.. the queue quite long.. how come... mafan...
den during lunch, 1 colleague.. put on his usual transvestite act.. n chatted a bit wif mi... later, on way back, 1 snr female colleague ask if i got gf..
my office got pineapple for mi to bring home.. my mum not cooking.. i den shld not bring the p-app home cos i can jus go home directly.. but somehow, i still jus bought it. den on way home ,thot i can.. jus buy dinner... head home n check some stuff.. got home, n saw some things... sad things...
my dog is VERY feeble. and today, even had diarrhoea. mum scolded him. he was scared stiff. i den changed from work attire to home wear. wanna bring him down, but 2 late, he oredi got diarrhoea again. this time, i leashed him, wanna carry him, but he resist, thinking i bringing him to toilet or somthing. i carried him, wore my shoes n went to take lift. i den realise, the back of my thigh, n part of my berms trailing to it, had stains of diarrhoea. but i certainly cant think of going home, change a clean set of clothes.
well, since i care abt my welfare of my dog, i guess i have to sacrifice a bit.. the stains are dark brown, look like choc. in open air, the smell is not there. so i had to act normal, as though the stain is nothing great. but later, i felt there is a serious ITCH there. umm.. the bacteria around tat area oni took effect so late? oh well, i scratch a small area of the itch, but tat did nothign.. so i decided to bear with it.
when i got backt o family, i cleaned my hand wth soap, and went to bathe. oni den i realised where does the itch come from. there's a BIG BUMP!! a big bad evil.. fly/mosquito/PEST, BIT me!!! ARGH!! den i used shower cream to rub rub rub. now slightly getting better.
oh, was watching despo hsewife. sighzz.. gabrielle was trying to dissuade her lover from giving up studies for her.. when he din realise how helpful she's trying to be, she jus had to do soemthing. she let out the line "u are just a toy to me". that certainly broke hearts. yes hearts. if someone does not know wat's good for him, but the good is for sure, den.. soemthign drastic has to be done..
singtel n stqarhub gonna have video conf service.. next yr mar, i gonna change new line liaozz... total new life.. either change ISP or line.. oh ya, a "LI" replied ot my blog.. was even wonderibng if i shdl email him... cos somehow ,i feel tat, he visited here, but din try hard enuff to msg mi personally.. or is he influenced by someone, n decided to post here oso? ;)
den, tonight, i realise.. he is in soem yahoogroups.. ok.. now he can be contacted.. cos LI jus like tat send a reply, i realy dunno if i shld email to see wat he want.. tmr, i need to go home to find my mayday ktv vcd.. n to find my letter for superstar.. if not CANT JOIN!!!!!! ARGHZZ!!!!
the morning bus quite packed... right from interchange.. the queue quite long.. how come... mafan...
den during lunch, 1 colleague.. put on his usual transvestite act.. n chatted a bit wif mi... later, on way back, 1 snr female colleague ask if i got gf..
my office got pineapple for mi to bring home.. my mum not cooking.. i den shld not bring the p-app home cos i can jus go home directly.. but somehow, i still jus bought it. den on way home ,thot i can.. jus buy dinner... head home n check some stuff.. got home, n saw some things... sad things...
my dog is VERY feeble. and today, even had diarrhoea. mum scolded him. he was scared stiff. i den changed from work attire to home wear. wanna bring him down, but 2 late, he oredi got diarrhoea again. this time, i leashed him, wanna carry him, but he resist, thinking i bringing him to toilet or somthing. i carried him, wore my shoes n went to take lift. i den realise, the back of my thigh, n part of my berms trailing to it, had stains of diarrhoea. but i certainly cant think of going home, change a clean set of clothes.
well, since i care abt my welfare of my dog, i guess i have to sacrifice a bit.. the stains are dark brown, look like choc. in open air, the smell is not there. so i had to act normal, as though the stain is nothing great. but later, i felt there is a serious ITCH there. umm.. the bacteria around tat area oni took effect so late? oh well, i scratch a small area of the itch, but tat did nothign.. so i decided to bear with it.
when i got backt o family, i cleaned my hand wth soap, and went to bathe. oni den i realised where does the itch come from. there's a BIG BUMP!! a big bad evil.. fly/mosquito/PEST, BIT me!!! ARGH!! den i used shower cream to rub rub rub. now slightly getting better.
oh, was watching despo hsewife. sighzz.. gabrielle was trying to dissuade her lover from giving up studies for her.. when he din realise how helpful she's trying to be, she jus had to do soemthing. she let out the line "u are just a toy to me". that certainly broke hearts. yes hearts. if someone does not know wat's good for him, but the good is for sure, den.. soemthign drastic has to be done..
singtel n stqarhub gonna have video conf service.. next yr mar, i gonna change new line liaozz... total new life.. either change ISP or line.. oh ya, a "LI" replied ot my blog.. was even wonderibng if i shdl email him... cos somehow ,i feel tat, he visited here, but din try hard enuff to msg mi personally.. or is he influenced by someone, n decided to post here oso? ;)
den, tonight, i realise.. he is in soem yahoogroups.. ok.. now he can be contacted.. cos LI jus like tat send a reply, i realy dunno if i shld email to see wat he want.. tmr, i need to go home to find my mayday ktv vcd.. n to find my letter for superstar.. if not CANT JOIN!!!!!! ARGHZZ!!!!
Sunday, April 24, 2005
was chatting in irc with this guy.. but he.. no interest somehow...
but another person was keen to meet mi.. saying my body is good n wanna call mi.. he say his frn going ktv tmr morning, ask mi join. den.. by 9+, still no info, so i jus.. went for family bfast in normal home attire. but later ,he told mi wat time they meeting. ok, i went. when i got there, we intro'ed. den he din tok to mi at all... jus ask mi dedicate songs, he jus tok to his frn. i was singing. no 1 tok to mi at all. den i stopped singing. for 1 hr, i was jus there, sittign n hearing them tok n sing. i din make any song. they din tok to mi oso. at most, jus ask mi to sing song.
oh well... aj world is like tat.. i din say anythign to them. i guess tat guy thot i supposed to be some good looking hunk, or someone who shld look manly n macho? ;) was thinking, how shld i reply if they ask why i din sing. then they indeed asked. i told them, other than singing, can oso tok. they say, go ktv where got tok 1. i told them, if wan sing w/o tok, can always sing at home :)
den, b4 tat, i chose a song. it gonna start, but tat irc guy.. somehow deleted it by mistake. i dun blame him. but later, jus dun feel like singing when he chose tat song again. den when time's up, they walk 1 direction, i walk the other. aj life... oh well :) used to it...
oh ya, 1 more... sickening attitude siazz!!! i getting a pic from 1 irc guy. den, jus cos i din reply in 1 mins or so, he stpped the sending. n even msg mi 3 times "send urs??". i told him i was busy. i sent him my fridae url. he den send mi his again. this time, i rej his sending. den he say "i was being careful k" i reply "no problem, i understand the ppl here"
perhaps.. tis wk, my PR star not bright?
gosh... this time, i did injustice to FIR... almost mariah as well.. i was at outram there. bought those cheap CD for FIR. MC, i will check my mall's price... cos for FIR, i oni need the cd.. no need DVD.. for MC... hehe value for money!!
reading some archive mails.. wah lioa,, now i know y some ppl so.. frustrated and pissed at his ersponses siazz...
jus b4 i pos this entry.. how come those vids all in frnech language?? how to wathc?!?
but another person was keen to meet mi.. saying my body is good n wanna call mi.. he say his frn going ktv tmr morning, ask mi join. den.. by 9+, still no info, so i jus.. went for family bfast in normal home attire. but later ,he told mi wat time they meeting. ok, i went. when i got there, we intro'ed. den he din tok to mi at all... jus ask mi dedicate songs, he jus tok to his frn. i was singing. no 1 tok to mi at all. den i stopped singing. for 1 hr, i was jus there, sittign n hearing them tok n sing. i din make any song. they din tok to mi oso. at most, jus ask mi to sing song.
oh well... aj world is like tat.. i din say anythign to them. i guess tat guy thot i supposed to be some good looking hunk, or someone who shld look manly n macho? ;) was thinking, how shld i reply if they ask why i din sing. then they indeed asked. i told them, other than singing, can oso tok. they say, go ktv where got tok 1. i told them, if wan sing w/o tok, can always sing at home :)
den, b4 tat, i chose a song. it gonna start, but tat irc guy.. somehow deleted it by mistake. i dun blame him. but later, jus dun feel like singing when he chose tat song again. den when time's up, they walk 1 direction, i walk the other. aj life... oh well :) used to it...
oh ya, 1 more... sickening attitude siazz!!! i getting a pic from 1 irc guy. den, jus cos i din reply in 1 mins or so, he stpped the sending. n even msg mi 3 times "send urs??". i told him i was busy. i sent him my fridae url. he den send mi his again. this time, i rej his sending. den he say "i was being careful k" i reply "no problem, i understand the ppl here"
perhaps.. tis wk, my PR star not bright?
gosh... this time, i did injustice to FIR... almost mariah as well.. i was at outram there. bought those cheap CD for FIR. MC, i will check my mall's price... cos for FIR, i oni need the cd.. no need DVD.. for MC... hehe value for money!!
reading some archive mails.. wah lioa,, now i know y some ppl so.. frustrated and pissed at his ersponses siazz...
jus b4 i pos this entry.. how come those vids all in frnech language?? how to wathc?!?
Saturday, April 23, 2005
in order to appear good... or presentable.. for my audition, i decided to go swimming to disinfect (kauz, nearly forgot this word) the red bump on my nose. last time i went, was 11am. the place damn crowded till 12.. oso saturday.. den today, i decided to swim abt 12. this time, quite ok.. BUT, damn HOT n SUNNY!!! the water not cool at all!! was luke warm!! so de not used to it!!! originally, i will swim to keep warm. tired liao,stay by side to rest. when cold again, swim to gain heat. den today... aiyozz.. water so warm.. dun need to swim oso can... haizz.. den, dunno how come, this time, my face.. the face so uneven... the eye area, dunno is eyebag, or tan effect siazz. haizz
jus now went for diner.. 5+.. today meal time quite messed up... dinner.. ehhe.. the owner recognise mi.. as i walked over, he smiled at mi.. all 3 bro cute at some angle..
sighzz.. wanna buy 3 albums.. FIR, Mariah, Ms Conge 2 vcd..
jus now went for diner.. 5+.. today meal time quite messed up... dinner.. ehhe.. the owner recognise mi.. as i walked over, he smiled at mi.. all 3 bro cute at some angle..
sighzz.. wanna buy 3 albums.. FIR, Mariah, Ms Conge 2 vcd..
after posting the previous 1, den i realise my thursday blog was kinda stuck..
"Money..." ya.. my family now oso dun support the charity shows these days.. cos really too many. how many singaporeans are there? how much are we earning?? till now, there're 4 charity shows oredi! i din think tat much, but felt it's a commercial event. now i look forward to the performing artistes' appearance instead.
cut my lines short lah.. dun dwell into it. Ch u oso had charity show, n ppl praised tat its no-prize charity is then good-intention. all donations be put to use patients? dun think so.. where's the audit for these?? dunno if any change in the system yet, but now we dun exactly know the whereabout of every cent. ya, those nuns, monks, all have the cars blazz, ahha.. well,... no 1 cares...
how old u mean? doctors are well respected and profession is highly regarded. how come nto well paid?
how u know how much cal u burnt?? i jus realised tat my gym nearby.. got 2.50 per entry.. dunno good anot.. haha.. if i go myself, i think... will be so paiseh..
try to reach ur goal steadily.. dun rush hor.. cos.. for long time, din hear u tok gym.. den after mention 6 pax.... so... u DUN rush ok.. i dun wanan b sinner.. sighzz.. at times, i think i really 22222 sensitive n emotional(ly unstable?).. to think, after writing "sinner", i was really hoping nothign bad will happen to u... u dun rush into it, n a bad n.. regretting feel overwhelmed mi.. till my nose kena blocked...
"Hard work is required..."
sigh.. dinner dinner dinner.. i oso had last min dinner apptmt wif a frn.. but.. dunno why, this time we actually TOTALLY dun click at all. after dinner den this happen. ask him something, he like dun wan answer properly n divert.. i todl him he's divering, he claim he did not. den watever i ask him, he keep saying i wanna direct answer.. if not direct, i dun accept. den i ask him more to general qn, n he complain i ask 2 general scope. how he gonna ans?? kauzz.. den how am i supposed to ask??
oh ya, jus now, in my blog.. forgot to write.. i checked MC's new album.. 20$ at HMV. FIR's $20 for cd+DVD. umm.. shld i get DVD player??? or i shld jus go home n watch the DVD?? quite boliao hor? anyway, FIR DVD oni got 1 bonus track.. n i wanna buy Ms Conge 2 vcd.. not out yet.. wah liaozz.. $ $ $...
i think reln take both hands to clap.u have to work hard for it. last? last till when? 2yr? 5? 10? if forever, i guess... dun stress urself.. let it develop naturally... "ke3 yu4 bu4 ke3 qiu2" but if u think it's worth the time, go for it.. literature line "the course of true love has never been smooth". eheh.. i thnk u r grinning all the way :)
quite broke? i rmb, u had cleared all ur debts, felt happy, but know u shld not jus b a sudden spendthrift.. hoep this still holds... check ur expense n savings.. keep it in control...
why u wnana sudden change in wkend style? to keep expenses in control?
jus tried ur "0 comments" again.. wah liao... still jus bluffing oni...
ur comments...
heheh, i din invite u over.. so, not uninvited guest meh? haha.. or perhaps uninvited GOH :P some SYZ songs nice.. but how abt her "kai shi dong le"? i sing it in KTV. den will b tian hei hei, nan de yi jian, tao wang. shen qi for fun. :)
haha.. u keep writign those "special" words.. later ur LTR guy read this how?
speaking of this, umm the sorry word, i once know of a insurance agent. i once called him, den the call was diverted to vmail. he called mi back later, n "sorry to miss ur call earlier". i felt he's sincere. but when i was meetign in person, n he got call, i SAW HOW HE DID IT N... sianzz.. he heard the ring, REJECTED it, den later, called back in my face, say "sorry bla bla"... wah liao...
i know from arcade tat, got 1 is SF + XMen ppl. at last part, the pair of guys will fight each other to win.errr.. nvm... CS.. hehe.. i never god at those real time games.. will b nervous n lose my focus..
oh ya, forogt to mention this at top jus now.. after dinner, saw ppl playing the video game: MAPPY!!!! u know, in a 5 level house, a mouse is stealing devices from diff levels, reaching by jumping onto a elastic line. can open door, n some cats running around to catch it. gosh.. was so tempted to play it. but i know i OVERAGED so din play. but later cant resist. when back, n a kid wun let go of it... damn.
ya loh.. i was really guessing who.. is after u or u after.. i saw ur "belated bday gift", "definitely go and send him off", n eheh.. ya lohzz.. the bf stuff.
hah.. the 6 pax thing, jus to remind u abt keeping to ur diet lah... not reminding u abt meeting mi :)
umm, i din tell him abt porn. he sure will worry sick. bt at his age, he sure will feel unsafe if someone 10 yrs his snr ask him over soem place.. esp when that snr is so SNR n YUX FACE..
mi?? great BOD?? err.. hahah... u saw b4 mei... inform mi when ur ready wif the bod? sounds quite funny siazz.. remind mi of 2 scenes.. 1 is, abt the deaf n mute ger whose bf learnt sign lang to tok wif her (this is touching, i almost wanna weep.. almost), 2 is, i sent u off on a mission... den waiting for u to return wif good news hahah...
"Dun think u got a working attitude lah" mean?
aiyo, joke dun mean thin of jokes.. but wif humorous lines n witty words...
you're tempted? well, rub the lamp (u got?) and say pls, n ur wishes may come true.. :D
the lick part.. actually was saying.. the jnr guy is jus trying to go into LTR wif mi... a teen wanna be loved.. so praise whenever he can.. but for u, u sure have better tastebuds n can tell if it's really sweet.. :P :P
if really wan body sweet.. guess need to put diluted syrup liao ;)
ur HIM atually is tat LTR guy loh.. u wanna him lotsa tat 1...
about replying for the sexual stuff thing, i really dunno wat stand shld i reply from.. cos i got 3 options, but none was selected by u.. tone down reply as in.. try not to make things 2 high loh..
b4 i FORget.. quite impressive of us.. to actually tok so much "online". u know, some ppl, including a msian dear (he know), always say thigns like they will keep contact by email. but many a time, emails stop once it take too long time to reply... n i think i'll make my replies in paragraphs to let u read easier..
"Money..." ya.. my family now oso dun support the charity shows these days.. cos really too many. how many singaporeans are there? how much are we earning?? till now, there're 4 charity shows oredi! i din think tat much, but felt it's a commercial event. now i look forward to the performing artistes' appearance instead.
cut my lines short lah.. dun dwell into it. Ch u oso had charity show, n ppl praised tat its no-prize charity is then good-intention. all donations be put to use patients? dun think so.. where's the audit for these?? dunno if any change in the system yet, but now we dun exactly know the whereabout of every cent. ya, those nuns, monks, all have the cars blazz, ahha.. well,... no 1 cares...
how old u mean? doctors are well respected and profession is highly regarded. how come nto well paid?
how u know how much cal u burnt?? i jus realised tat my gym nearby.. got 2.50 per entry.. dunno good anot.. haha.. if i go myself, i think... will be so paiseh..
try to reach ur goal steadily.. dun rush hor.. cos.. for long time, din hear u tok gym.. den after mention 6 pax.... so... u DUN rush ok.. i dun wanan b sinner.. sighzz.. at times, i think i really 22222 sensitive n emotional(ly unstable?).. to think, after writing "sinner", i was really hoping nothign bad will happen to u... u dun rush into it, n a bad n.. regretting feel overwhelmed mi.. till my nose kena blocked...
"Hard work is required..."
sigh.. dinner dinner dinner.. i oso had last min dinner apptmt wif a frn.. but.. dunno why, this time we actually TOTALLY dun click at all. after dinner den this happen. ask him something, he like dun wan answer properly n divert.. i todl him he's divering, he claim he did not. den watever i ask him, he keep saying i wanna direct answer.. if not direct, i dun accept. den i ask him more to general qn, n he complain i ask 2 general scope. how he gonna ans?? kauzz.. den how am i supposed to ask??
oh ya, jus now, in my blog.. forgot to write.. i checked MC's new album.. 20$ at HMV. FIR's $20 for cd+DVD. umm.. shld i get DVD player??? or i shld jus go home n watch the DVD?? quite boliao hor? anyway, FIR DVD oni got 1 bonus track.. n i wanna buy Ms Conge 2 vcd.. not out yet.. wah liaozz.. $ $ $...
i think reln take both hands to clap.u have to work hard for it. last? last till when? 2yr? 5? 10? if forever, i guess... dun stress urself.. let it develop naturally... "ke3 yu4 bu4 ke3 qiu2" but if u think it's worth the time, go for it.. literature line "the course of true love has never been smooth". eheh.. i thnk u r grinning all the way :)
quite broke? i rmb, u had cleared all ur debts, felt happy, but know u shld not jus b a sudden spendthrift.. hoep this still holds... check ur expense n savings.. keep it in control...
why u wnana sudden change in wkend style? to keep expenses in control?
jus tried ur "0 comments" again.. wah liao... still jus bluffing oni...
ur comments...
heheh, i din invite u over.. so, not uninvited guest meh? haha.. or perhaps uninvited GOH :P some SYZ songs nice.. but how abt her "kai shi dong le"? i sing it in KTV. den will b tian hei hei, nan de yi jian, tao wang. shen qi for fun. :)
haha.. u keep writign those "special" words.. later ur LTR guy read this how?
speaking of this, umm the sorry word, i once know of a insurance agent. i once called him, den the call was diverted to vmail. he called mi back later, n "sorry to miss ur call earlier". i felt he's sincere. but when i was meetign in person, n he got call, i SAW HOW HE DID IT N... sianzz.. he heard the ring, REJECTED it, den later, called back in my face, say "sorry bla bla"... wah liao...
i know from arcade tat, got 1 is SF + XMen ppl. at last part, the pair of guys will fight each other to win.errr.. nvm... CS.. hehe.. i never god at those real time games.. will b nervous n lose my focus..
oh ya, forogt to mention this at top jus now.. after dinner, saw ppl playing the video game: MAPPY!!!! u know, in a 5 level house, a mouse is stealing devices from diff levels, reaching by jumping onto a elastic line. can open door, n some cats running around to catch it. gosh.. was so tempted to play it. but i know i OVERAGED so din play. but later cant resist. when back, n a kid wun let go of it... damn.
ya loh.. i was really guessing who.. is after u or u after.. i saw ur "belated bday gift", "definitely go and send him off", n eheh.. ya lohzz.. the bf stuff.
hah.. the 6 pax thing, jus to remind u abt keeping to ur diet lah... not reminding u abt meeting mi :)
umm, i din tell him abt porn. he sure will worry sick. bt at his age, he sure will feel unsafe if someone 10 yrs his snr ask him over soem place.. esp when that snr is so SNR n YUX FACE..
mi?? great BOD?? err.. hahah... u saw b4 mei... inform mi when ur ready wif the bod? sounds quite funny siazz.. remind mi of 2 scenes.. 1 is, abt the deaf n mute ger whose bf learnt sign lang to tok wif her (this is touching, i almost wanna weep.. almost), 2 is, i sent u off on a mission... den waiting for u to return wif good news hahah...
"Dun think u got a working attitude lah" mean?
aiyo, joke dun mean thin of jokes.. but wif humorous lines n witty words...
you're tempted? well, rub the lamp (u got?) and say pls, n ur wishes may come true.. :D
the lick part.. actually was saying.. the jnr guy is jus trying to go into LTR wif mi... a teen wanna be loved.. so praise whenever he can.. but for u, u sure have better tastebuds n can tell if it's really sweet.. :P :P
if really wan body sweet.. guess need to put diluted syrup liao ;)
ur HIM atually is tat LTR guy loh.. u wanna him lotsa tat 1...
about replying for the sexual stuff thing, i really dunno wat stand shld i reply from.. cos i got 3 options, but none was selected by u.. tone down reply as in.. try not to make things 2 high loh..
b4 i FORget.. quite impressive of us.. to actually tok so much "online". u know, some ppl, including a msian dear (he know), always say thigns like they will keep contact by email. but many a time, emails stop once it take too long time to reply... n i think i'll make my replies in paragraphs to let u read easier..
Friday, April 22, 2005
last night, thruday.. i had really wanna finish my blog.. but this blogspot suddenly down.. took 1 LONG time den get soem java error.. wah, come to think of it, now quite a no of app use java.. here use, my office oso use.. den oni this morning, i saw the msg tat it down for maintenance..
n.. when i got a roomamte living here, i had taken a mattress cover for him... when he move to other room, i dun have the chance to get it back from him.. den.. fwe days back, he sunning it after washing.. few days liao, din take.. so.. this morning, i kept it.. n will bring back home..
thursday.. oso forgot wat i wanna say.. sigh... i rmb i had wrote something.. i checked here there.. n realised tat.. i had lost the blog.. due to blogspot error... sianzz.. i dun thinki wanna write liao.. other than 2 things..
1) i think it's the new colleague coming in. some 33 yo guy.. coming in for interview.. thot he coming for helpdesk interview.. den was thinking.. this job may be gone once again.. n thot of jus doing my best for my job. den later, chatting wif colleague n found tat, 33 yo is for technician job.. cos high turnover rate.
2) tat samuel.. my first tiem to call a guy by his proper name.. he came over chatted n he patted me... n i greeted him loudly.. n when he wrote things on the whiteboard, i gazed at his arm... cool.. nice muscles... n i think got slight tummy...
den today... his shirt was tucked out. he came to find mi.. i on the line, so he squatted to write on laptop. i took the chance to pat him on the hair.. telling him.. "you are short" i was so excited!! LOL... den later, chatted wif colleague during lunch..
somehow, i feel tat, it's good tat i doing helpdesk here.. more things to learn n chalenging. if i doing technician work, it will be so repeating the same stuff over n over again.. i pretty happy i got this job.. i mean, technician here, is jus the usual stuff of reinstalling a inhouse program into laptop. nothing much else to do. other than reformatting or cloning internal staf pc.. sighzz.. i kinda pity tat guy who came in wif mi now..
after patting samuel head, i thot will he start to feel negative. but he din.. he stil lcame smiling to mi!!! COOL! umm... den, hopefully tat.. plump spec gal is handing her emotion studies stress n life well... she tend to keep things to herself. trying to fix issues alone.. umm reply blogs n commetns liao...
n.. when i got a roomamte living here, i had taken a mattress cover for him... when he move to other room, i dun have the chance to get it back from him.. den.. fwe days back, he sunning it after washing.. few days liao, din take.. so.. this morning, i kept it.. n will bring back home..
thursday.. oso forgot wat i wanna say.. sigh... i rmb i had wrote something.. i checked here there.. n realised tat.. i had lost the blog.. due to blogspot error... sianzz.. i dun thinki wanna write liao.. other than 2 things..
1) i think it's the new colleague coming in. some 33 yo guy.. coming in for interview.. thot he coming for helpdesk interview.. den was thinking.. this job may be gone once again.. n thot of jus doing my best for my job. den later, chatting wif colleague n found tat, 33 yo is for technician job.. cos high turnover rate.
2) tat samuel.. my first tiem to call a guy by his proper name.. he came over chatted n he patted me... n i greeted him loudly.. n when he wrote things on the whiteboard, i gazed at his arm... cool.. nice muscles... n i think got slight tummy...
den today... his shirt was tucked out. he came to find mi.. i on the line, so he squatted to write on laptop. i took the chance to pat him on the hair.. telling him.. "you are short" i was so excited!! LOL... den later, chatted wif colleague during lunch..
somehow, i feel tat, it's good tat i doing helpdesk here.. more things to learn n chalenging. if i doing technician work, it will be so repeating the same stuff over n over again.. i pretty happy i got this job.. i mean, technician here, is jus the usual stuff of reinstalling a inhouse program into laptop. nothing much else to do. other than reformatting or cloning internal staf pc.. sighzz.. i kinda pity tat guy who came in wif mi now..
after patting samuel head, i thot will he start to feel negative. but he din.. he stil lcame smiling to mi!!! COOL! umm... den, hopefully tat.. plump spec gal is handing her emotion studies stress n life well... she tend to keep things to herself. trying to fix issues alone.. umm reply blogs n commetns liao...
Thursday, April 21, 2005
i have a lot of things to tell today.. but suddenly, after toking on msn, i seem to have suddenly l;ost... wat i shld b doing.. was suddenly like caught in a daze.. dunno wat's the next thing i shld do.. i know i shld b busy, but dunno wat shld b done next..
las night.. i slept after returning hearts in fridae. at 12+. den in morning, i woke at almost 7.. den rested a bit till exact 7. first time ,i dun have to rush against time.. to return hearts in fridae, n change to work attire.. wow.. feel tat got lotsa time siazz.. no traffic jam oso.. umm.. i remember got 1 time, when i cross the road there, 1 boy was rushing to cross the road to my side.. and we looked each other.. hehe.. he was almost breaking into a smile.. bu.. i retaine dmy morning stern face..
ok.. during office hours, samuel was.. i think it's my first time to write someone's name here siazz.. but anyway, who know him? he wun b reading here anyway.. i guess.. (",) ok.. he was in my office when i went in.. den he turned around and saw mi, i greeted him hello wif normal toking voice.. haha.. I AM FRNLY TO HIM!! even his colleague in my office oso turned to see who he greeting ;) den at my seat, he wa swriting somethign on the white board.. his sleeves folded up, i gazed at his chest.. ERR.. i MEAN HIS ARM.. gaze.. umm.. i guess shld b observe n look carefully... haha.. cliche here.. "nice arm muscles".. somehow i think he got a slight tummy.. from wat i feel... underneath his shirt.. den he oso gave mi a pat on my shouder... COOL
his team.. got 4 ppl.. normally i'll call a ger who is frnly... right now, samule's my top choice!!! but mus not call 2 often lah.. den after lunch, really kinda busy.. but i enjoy this way.. will train mi up somehow? handle stress.. handle calls../ quite a fulfilling day... until later.. i heard from sup, a 33 yo guy.. came for interview.. for helpdesk? for onsite? dunno.. if for helpdesk.. i think i gotta b prepared once agai.. sighzz.. well jus do my best in my job.. if they really think i can't make the mark.. fine... will jus look for jobs again... buit during lunch, a colleague told mi, tat guy (who i suspect aj 1) is working 2 days oni.. 2 days??? wah, so many ppl come n go.. this place fully turnover rate DMAN high..
oso discussed an issue.. abt the knowledge of our heldpesk team.. yes, it's in-hse program helpdesk. den their knowledge of the commercial softweare SO jialuts.. from exp, i know something iiao... but they jus wanna try try try.. waste tiem oni.. but i think i worked 2 hard.. until later i actually felt dizzy.. 2 hungry? dunno///
den KO tat time, wah liao.. bus crowded. got up.. den later, got 1 caucasian standing behidn mi, wif bag sling onto 1 side. but, the bag keep bumping mi siazz!! i moved myself to push the bag away at times.. so tat he can sense soemthing. .2 bad, he din. a few more times later, i told him int he face "Excuse mi,"he turned over slowly "can u pla... "i was stuttering.. "place ur bag somewhere else? it keep bumping onto my back." he moved a bit. "Thansk" haha.. i fetl i was so outspoken siazz..
den 1 of the nights, i was doing situp to maintain my abs.. ehhe.. wah liao, these days i not using my hp at all.. if my plan is a cheap 1, i belive my bills damn small.. n hor.. a few days back, whiile i eating at mac, i see a person who sang in the past.. zheng4 zhan3 lun.. somehow, i think i quite good at recognising artistes
tat 's all for today.. hope my spec-Oz-gal will ge tover her low mood n buck up.. duno wat wrong wif her, n she wun tell oso... n now, although i feel tired.. n wanan sleep, i dun wan.. cos will sure doze off, den cant send heaerts.. LASTLY, fri i usually go KTV,, n since i have lost 2 kg liao, shld i actually eat to my fill on fri lunch>?
las night.. i slept after returning hearts in fridae. at 12+. den in morning, i woke at almost 7.. den rested a bit till exact 7. first time ,i dun have to rush against time.. to return hearts in fridae, n change to work attire.. wow.. feel tat got lotsa time siazz.. no traffic jam oso.. umm.. i remember got 1 time, when i cross the road there, 1 boy was rushing to cross the road to my side.. and we looked each other.. hehe.. he was almost breaking into a smile.. bu.. i retaine dmy morning stern face..
ok.. during office hours, samuel was.. i think it's my first time to write someone's name here siazz.. but anyway, who know him? he wun b reading here anyway.. i guess.. (",) ok.. he was in my office when i went in.. den he turned around and saw mi, i greeted him hello wif normal toking voice.. haha.. I AM FRNLY TO HIM!! even his colleague in my office oso turned to see who he greeting ;) den at my seat, he wa swriting somethign on the white board.. his sleeves folded up, i gazed at his chest.. ERR.. i MEAN HIS ARM.. gaze.. umm.. i guess shld b observe n look carefully... haha.. cliche here.. "nice arm muscles".. somehow i think he got a slight tummy.. from wat i feel... underneath his shirt.. den he oso gave mi a pat on my shouder... COOL
his team.. got 4 ppl.. normally i'll call a ger who is frnly... right now, samule's my top choice!!! but mus not call 2 often lah.. den after lunch, really kinda busy.. but i enjoy this way.. will train mi up somehow? handle stress.. handle calls../ quite a fulfilling day... until later.. i heard from sup, a 33 yo guy.. came for interview.. for helpdesk? for onsite? dunno.. if for helpdesk.. i think i gotta b prepared once agai.. sighzz.. well jus do my best in my job.. if they really think i can't make the mark.. fine... will jus look for jobs again... buit during lunch, a colleague told mi, tat guy (who i suspect aj 1) is working 2 days oni.. 2 days??? wah, so many ppl come n go.. this place fully turnover rate DMAN high..
oso discussed an issue.. abt the knowledge of our heldpesk team.. yes, it's in-hse program helpdesk. den their knowledge of the commercial softweare SO jialuts.. from exp, i know something iiao... but they jus wanna try try try.. waste tiem oni.. but i think i worked 2 hard.. until later i actually felt dizzy.. 2 hungry? dunno///
den KO tat time, wah liao.. bus crowded. got up.. den later, got 1 caucasian standing behidn mi, wif bag sling onto 1 side. but, the bag keep bumping mi siazz!! i moved myself to push the bag away at times.. so tat he can sense soemthing. .2 bad, he din. a few more times later, i told him int he face "Excuse mi,"he turned over slowly "can u pla... "i was stuttering.. "place ur bag somewhere else? it keep bumping onto my back." he moved a bit. "Thansk" haha.. i fetl i was so outspoken siazz..
den 1 of the nights, i was doing situp to maintain my abs.. ehhe.. wah liao, these days i not using my hp at all.. if my plan is a cheap 1, i belive my bills damn small.. n hor.. a few days back, whiile i eating at mac, i see a person who sang in the past.. zheng4 zhan3 lun.. somehow, i think i quite good at recognising artistes
tat 's all for today.. hope my spec-Oz-gal will ge tover her low mood n buck up.. duno wat wrong wif her, n she wun tell oso... n now, although i feel tired.. n wanan sleep, i dun wan.. cos will sure doze off, den cant send heaerts.. LASTLY, fri i usually go KTV,, n since i have lost 2 kg liao, shld i actually eat to my fill on fri lunch>?
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
dedicating 1 entry of blog to the uninvited visitor as usual LOL
for the first time, i other than knowing SYZ's voice is those of kena serious flu type... i actaulyl feel, the start of the song, her voice sounds muffled.. ya, she dun open mouth when sing high notes.. so sounds muffled... well, her style..
ahhaa.. i guessed it!!! u really were suaning ur boss!!! u still enjoying ur work there? i reall dislike such boss.. u were doing ur last bit before leaving for ur halfday but boss jus need to cock it up by asking u to leave later.. kauzz.. wah, mus u sorry jus cos u missed a call during a meeting? for mi, i think i'll jus say i was at meetign.. instead of sorry.. is nixon someone u have special feeling for?
i thnk chest pain is due to his body unable to cope with sudden increase load of work.. LOL ..good advertisement to get ppl to play arcade huh? ;) wat games u play?? how coem u always kena killed? those... CS stuff? cos other usually is tag team.. umm.. but these ppl who u meet, they not going to see ur sam off?
jus pretty sad (not those tears inducing type) n disappointg when frns u were expecting to send u off, jus can't b there for SOME REASONS.. when i held my bday party at home... n 21st bday, my family was quite surprised tat all of them turned up.. my famly even said, not all will turn up in the end.. i guess i was lucky.., plus when i came out to them, 90-95% din reject mi :) such ppl, i dun wan n dun think i can/shld blame them.. they may really b busy at last min or something.. but jus dunno why they dun even bother to come down.. to send a frn off... or close frn..
umm... reading until here.. i think nixon is the wrong guess.. this SAM is den the correct guy on the white horse??or wrong oso?? if really this case, i think they trying to create chance for u? *wah, now i getting dizzy.. LOL* err.. u took a FULL lunch, u better watch ur diet n wt hor.. rmb 6 pax hor :D ur hope? umm.. i can only relate it to reln? LOL.. aiyo... i think i need life lines!!! 50-50? audience asst?
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haha.. OEI i where got buy MC to get ppl for fun?? haha.. i get Mc to excuse form work, den... went irc n saw him lah. 2 bad, he is those not into singing at all.. he dun even know wat song is hot.. i selected 95% of the songs. he jus wanna find some place to relax n cool off... if mi is luv_badmtn he will go play it. ehhe.. i wonder if i shld next time write luv_swim (luv_sex 2 obvious n obiang LOL)
ya lah, cant peep, but surely wanna look 1 mah.. LOL.. sighzz.. i todl him directly in irc n in ktv, tat it's not needed to have sex, but more impt to stay frns.. he oso said "frns loh den". but i thnk he's 2 young to really see my point.. maybe to him, at my age, young guys are always attractive... n shld not trust my words.. he din sleep for 2 days liao.. i was REALLY thinking. he can my place sleep.. t rest oso can.. watchign porn is secondary :P
skinny chap, no? nice guy yes?? err.. wat's the link?? nice looking in my skinny frame? OH... :D *wah liao, are there newer smileys? using same old 1.. cant express enuff...* haha.. ask u out? u got ur frns to send n everything plannd for the day, i "call" surely kena turned away...
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ya.. sometimes i do read tat u kinda bored when u at home.. but i spend my time well even when i at home in wkends.. clear mails, download vids, clear my stuff.. guess this job's timing is ok for mi.. keep mi DAMN busy on weekdays.. hehe.. i not complaining lah, jus remarking oni.. i dun complain abt my life.. i tink.. but i complain abt the daily issues... being lonely dun mena i'm despo for frns.. so i'm not ready to go social meetings yet.. n being alone, pretty hard to go those meets n end up ENJOYING it.. as ppl tend to stick to own group. seem like, if u are good looking n alone, ppl maybe scared to approach u in meetings, as other may feel ppl is despo for sex...
why ur life dun worth much?! ahha.. very often, i dun like to state my feels directly.. pefer to leave hints for ppl to guess.. wah liao, if i directy put "i miss u" u will very happy.. but i dunno how long will it last... i dun wanna say anythign which i no confidence n give false hopes.. wld rather say "i do read ur blog everyday and comments on it... like a daily routine" get it? for my job, if can, of cos i wanna stay long.. but.. luck is tat loh.. wat to do... either luck or something wrong with my work atttiude?
err hitting on mi?? i at first reallt thot u meant "hit mi". wah liao, u can crack jokes at times siazz.. err.. haha.. if i more impt... wat u implying? i seriously dun get.. wah, got so much thins to know to b SBoi?? thot oni.. help tat person bath.. n let him molest.. if i SBoi, i'll lather his body.. den rub in such way i think will turn him on 1... :) haha.. wanna try my technique?? LOL
Taste sweet?? hehe.. a guy 3-4 years my jnr, once licke dn suck my nipps, n say it's sweeet hahaah.. there will be a diff if u were to say that LOL... ppl beg u to cuim cntrl when 2nd time fun?? wah.. they enjoy so much? err.. u knwo wat? when i first read ur comemnt i thot u saying "I hold ur hands up when I meet u" i thot... wat kinda personal touch is this? or r u saying, grab my hands n hold mi up high?
den jus now i read again.. n saw it's hold my hands LOL.. aiyozz.. cock cye.. wah hold hands ah? u dun scared ur HIM jaelous mei? when u tok abt sexual stuff.. i really dunno if i shld jus treat as reply for fun... say anythign i am fantasizing wif (abt someoen who gonna have a gym bod), or treat it as though got a possibility this will happen, or tone my reply down... so tat thing can be kept in hand..
anyway, I DARE U TO HOLD SOMETHING PERSONAL WHEN WE MEET!!! lol if not, when u pin mi down, i got no choice liao mah :P about the work advice.. thx.. gonna read my bitch-y poly pal blog... (does she know i referring to her? ;) )
for the first time, i other than knowing SYZ's voice is those of kena serious flu type... i actaulyl feel, the start of the song, her voice sounds muffled.. ya, she dun open mouth when sing high notes.. so sounds muffled... well, her style..
ahhaa.. i guessed it!!! u really were suaning ur boss!!! u still enjoying ur work there? i reall dislike such boss.. u were doing ur last bit before leaving for ur halfday but boss jus need to cock it up by asking u to leave later.. kauzz.. wah, mus u sorry jus cos u missed a call during a meeting? for mi, i think i'll jus say i was at meetign.. instead of sorry.. is nixon someone u have special feeling for?
i thnk chest pain is due to his body unable to cope with sudden increase load of work.. LOL ..good advertisement to get ppl to play arcade huh? ;) wat games u play?? how coem u always kena killed? those... CS stuff? cos other usually is tag team.. umm.. but these ppl who u meet, they not going to see ur sam off?
jus pretty sad (not those tears inducing type) n disappointg when frns u were expecting to send u off, jus can't b there for SOME REASONS.. when i held my bday party at home... n 21st bday, my family was quite surprised tat all of them turned up.. my famly even said, not all will turn up in the end.. i guess i was lucky.., plus when i came out to them, 90-95% din reject mi :) such ppl, i dun wan n dun think i can/shld blame them.. they may really b busy at last min or something.. but jus dunno why they dun even bother to come down.. to send a frn off... or close frn..
umm... reading until here.. i think nixon is the wrong guess.. this SAM is den the correct guy on the white horse??or wrong oso?? if really this case, i think they trying to create chance for u? *wah, now i getting dizzy.. LOL* err.. u took a FULL lunch, u better watch ur diet n wt hor.. rmb 6 pax hor :D ur hope? umm.. i can only relate it to reln? LOL.. aiyo... i think i need life lines!!! 50-50? audience asst?
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haha.. OEI i where got buy MC to get ppl for fun?? haha.. i get Mc to excuse form work, den... went irc n saw him lah. 2 bad, he is those not into singing at all.. he dun even know wat song is hot.. i selected 95% of the songs. he jus wanna find some place to relax n cool off... if mi is luv_badmtn he will go play it. ehhe.. i wonder if i shld next time write luv_swim (luv_sex 2 obvious n obiang LOL)
ya lah, cant peep, but surely wanna look 1 mah.. LOL.. sighzz.. i todl him directly in irc n in ktv, tat it's not needed to have sex, but more impt to stay frns.. he oso said "frns loh den". but i thnk he's 2 young to really see my point.. maybe to him, at my age, young guys are always attractive... n shld not trust my words.. he din sleep for 2 days liao.. i was REALLY thinking. he can my place sleep.. t rest oso can.. watchign porn is secondary :P
skinny chap, no? nice guy yes?? err.. wat's the link?? nice looking in my skinny frame? OH... :D *wah liao, are there newer smileys? using same old 1.. cant express enuff...* haha.. ask u out? u got ur frns to send n everything plannd for the day, i "call" surely kena turned away...
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ya.. sometimes i do read tat u kinda bored when u at home.. but i spend my time well even when i at home in wkends.. clear mails, download vids, clear my stuff.. guess this job's timing is ok for mi.. keep mi DAMN busy on weekdays.. hehe.. i not complaining lah, jus remarking oni.. i dun complain abt my life.. i tink.. but i complain abt the daily issues... being lonely dun mena i'm despo for frns.. so i'm not ready to go social meetings yet.. n being alone, pretty hard to go those meets n end up ENJOYING it.. as ppl tend to stick to own group. seem like, if u are good looking n alone, ppl maybe scared to approach u in meetings, as other may feel ppl is despo for sex...
why ur life dun worth much?! ahha.. very often, i dun like to state my feels directly.. pefer to leave hints for ppl to guess.. wah liao, if i directy put "i miss u" u will very happy.. but i dunno how long will it last... i dun wanna say anythign which i no confidence n give false hopes.. wld rather say "i do read ur blog everyday and comments on it... like a daily routine" get it? for my job, if can, of cos i wanna stay long.. but.. luck is tat loh.. wat to do... either luck or something wrong with my work atttiude?
err hitting on mi?? i at first reallt thot u meant "hit mi". wah liao, u can crack jokes at times siazz.. err.. haha.. if i more impt... wat u implying? i seriously dun get.. wah, got so much thins to know to b SBoi?? thot oni.. help tat person bath.. n let him molest.. if i SBoi, i'll lather his body.. den rub in such way i think will turn him on 1... :) haha.. wanna try my technique?? LOL
Taste sweet?? hehe.. a guy 3-4 years my jnr, once licke dn suck my nipps, n say it's sweeet hahaah.. there will be a diff if u were to say that LOL... ppl beg u to cuim cntrl when 2nd time fun?? wah.. they enjoy so much? err.. u knwo wat? when i first read ur comemnt i thot u saying "I hold ur hands up when I meet u" i thot... wat kinda personal touch is this? or r u saying, grab my hands n hold mi up high?
den jus now i read again.. n saw it's hold my hands LOL.. aiyozz.. cock cye.. wah hold hands ah? u dun scared ur HIM jaelous mei? when u tok abt sexual stuff.. i really dunno if i shld jus treat as reply for fun... say anythign i am fantasizing wif (abt someoen who gonna have a gym bod), or treat it as though got a possibility this will happen, or tone my reply down... so tat thing can be kept in hand..
anyway, I DARE U TO HOLD SOMETHING PERSONAL WHEN WE MEET!!! lol if not, when u pin mi down, i got no choice liao mah :P about the work advice.. thx.. gonna read my bitch-y poly pal blog... (does she know i referring to her? ;) )
18th apr 2005 blog..
since i posted a blog earlier on, i shall create a draft 1 now.. den post tmr.. had wanna say.. i was wearing my sandals for swimming... kauzz.. walk for 3 hours.. n my foot almost kena blister!!!
this morning, sianzz.. need to go work 1 hour earlier.. for meeting.. sighzz.. den today oni mi picking up calls.. wah.. so damn busy.. this time, really looking for amy rest period siazz.. after lunch, i really loking forward to KO.. umm got a new colleague wif mi... who i think is aj... cos.. my sup was verbally teased... then sup gestured to pull down pants... den this new colleague seem so/.. excioted tat he showed it to mi again.. n looking at mi for 3 secs...
err.. suddenly dunno wat i wanna say... maybe 2 tired... guess will sleep after returning hearts...****** gosh... on 19 apr night, i wanna take a short rest, end up dozing off on bed.. damn... ok.. will write finish ytday loh..
den got home... and watched TV.. Ch U.. wah, this week, they got a female lead. n looking for guys to match with. some guys they chose, not bad.. 2 guys are actually rich boys... really rich.. i wonder if, i shld envy them anot... cos.. right now, i'm having a hard time with my life... n learning lotsa things.. for those rich kids, thigns are going smoothly for them.. money, studies, life.. no worry of anything... which is better life?
but at family there, my mum has sprained her ankle... sighzz.. den as i taking my dinner.. my dog was looking at mi.. his right eye was wet... GOSH... my heart wrenched. i duno if he had anythign for the night. mum is resting.. so i took some time to feed it some things.. hope it's better...
since i posted a blog earlier on, i shall create a draft 1 now.. den post tmr.. had wanna say.. i was wearing my sandals for swimming... kauzz.. walk for 3 hours.. n my foot almost kena blister!!!
this morning, sianzz.. need to go work 1 hour earlier.. for meeting.. sighzz.. den today oni mi picking up calls.. wah.. so damn busy.. this time, really looking for amy rest period siazz.. after lunch, i really loking forward to KO.. umm got a new colleague wif mi... who i think is aj... cos.. my sup was verbally teased... then sup gestured to pull down pants... den this new colleague seem so/.. excioted tat he showed it to mi again.. n looking at mi for 3 secs...
err.. suddenly dunno wat i wanna say... maybe 2 tired... guess will sleep after returning hearts...****** gosh... on 19 apr night, i wanna take a short rest, end up dozing off on bed.. damn... ok.. will write finish ytday loh..
den got home... and watched TV.. Ch U.. wah, this week, they got a female lead. n looking for guys to match with. some guys they chose, not bad.. 2 guys are actually rich boys... really rich.. i wonder if, i shld envy them anot... cos.. right now, i'm having a hard time with my life... n learning lotsa things.. for those rich kids, thigns are going smoothly for them.. money, studies, life.. no worry of anything... which is better life?
but at family there, my mum has sprained her ankle... sighzz.. den as i taking my dinner.. my dog was looking at mi.. his right eye was wet... GOSH... my heart wrenched. i duno if he had anythign for the night. mum is resting.. so i took some time to feed it some things.. hope it's better...
ok.. now writing for my 19apr... or shld it b 20?? err.. never mind.. jus write wat i wann...
let's see..ok.. the most "memorable" 1 is.. i woke up late today.. kauzz.. last night, i really dozed off siaz.. din even got time to return hearts.. n oso.. a old... ex-frn msg mi.. tat 1 who lied to mi abt hp tat 1.. my good aj frn.. it took mi 1 day to decide how i wanan reply.. cos i know, if i stay with him again, i sure cant afford to save so much money as now. n oso, i dun feel like replying to him in cheerful tone anymore.. i oso rmb wat happened back then...
right now, he msg mi about his sad happenings. i can oni ask himt ake care.. if he need someone to tok, i can b on hp wif him.. but... not going out.. kinda happy wif my quiet lifestyle..
back to late issue.. gosh.. last night, i dozed off at 1145pm./. unable to send hearts ..sighzz.. den i woke up at 4am.. haha. door not locked, TV still on, n din jo LOL.. den i was thinking.. alarm has been set to sound at 7am. den woke up 5am, n 6am.. sleep some more, i woke at 735am. WAT?!?! alarm din go off.. i den wondered wat went on... thik think.. sighzzx.. something went wrong. den was.. haha. deciding if i shld go work or wat.. LOL.. ya bad attitude.. but hor.. cannot lah.. muz work!!! somehow seem like, i wan thigns to be perfect.. either perfect or my attitude changed..
perfect as in, if i may late.. i will not wnana go liao.. cos will b rushing.. n late for work.. dun sound good.. attitude change? from last job, they dun care whether u work anot.. clear leave/MC/OFF.. they dun care.. work 8 mths there.. i guess it affecting how i judge my time.. wow.. at work hor, BUSY siazz!!! cos problem cockup here there.. aiyozz.. but this is wat i enjoy abt working.. self torture.. bit streess here there LOL..
hehe.. after work, went to find my dear roger rabbit.. haha.. well, frns shld tok and catch up mah.. :D looking forward to spending time wif him n my Oz pal... but this time, he busy working.. din have mucht ime lah.. wah liao.. wednesday is so zhamz ah? n i drank tat vodka wif orange.. a bit strong siazz.. after 1 glass. i felt DIZZY!!! checked my face in mirror.. cheek bone area, reddish.. n i actually kinda felt HIGH siazz.. long time din feel high.. but i CONTROLLED!!!
toking abt work, ehhe.. this samuel guy at my office.. he's pretty well built guy. cute frnly, approachable, chatty, funloving, hunky in a way. i think he's a guy who many gers wanna have hehe.. is he married? n today hor.. a guy coleague was saying he need samule to stimulate (dunno wat), samule reply "muz need wire to put inside mouth:.. i comment.. it's XXX.. sam den rebuted tat, the person who listened is thinking otherwise.. haha.. i had wanna quickly think of a way to defend n tok back.. but oh well. no need lah, no need to defensive wif him hehe.. let him have his fun.. let him put mi down (pun?!? LOL) no prob :D.. haha.. he dun make mi drool, more to having a.. more than frnly crush on him ;)
wah liao,... at sgboy.. a topic abt fetish.. i jus arguwed back to a mod... wonder if i wil kena banned siazz ;) strange lei, my fridae... i got 2 emails, saying i got 53 hearts daily. but i jus checked.. 53+53 shdl b > 100. was even prepared to return hearts slowly.. but end up oni 76 hearts to return..
n hor, jus now on way home, i bought ice cream eating it. i was behind someone abt 5m before mi. den this person hor.. for a distance of 1 km, he was always peeping back to see if i still behind siazz.. like so scared i do something to him like dat.. when nearing a cross junction, he even ran across when the light is flashing.. crazy guy. i den noticed, tat afte rhe ran across, he was walking easily again.. LOL.. kisiao.
i had mentioned, tat someone who does massaging kinda.. broke contact wif mi.. today he msg mi again.. n called mi.. asking if wanna cock b sucked... i rejected his call, n told him i working. dunno wat he up to...
off to read 2 persons blog.. *eyelids drooping*
let's see..ok.. the most "memorable" 1 is.. i woke up late today.. kauzz.. last night, i really dozed off siaz.. din even got time to return hearts.. n oso.. a old... ex-frn msg mi.. tat 1 who lied to mi abt hp tat 1.. my good aj frn.. it took mi 1 day to decide how i wanan reply.. cos i know, if i stay with him again, i sure cant afford to save so much money as now. n oso, i dun feel like replying to him in cheerful tone anymore.. i oso rmb wat happened back then...
right now, he msg mi about his sad happenings. i can oni ask himt ake care.. if he need someone to tok, i can b on hp wif him.. but... not going out.. kinda happy wif my quiet lifestyle..
back to late issue.. gosh.. last night, i dozed off at 1145pm./. unable to send hearts ..sighzz.. den i woke up at 4am.. haha. door not locked, TV still on, n din jo LOL.. den i was thinking.. alarm has been set to sound at 7am. den woke up 5am, n 6am.. sleep some more, i woke at 735am. WAT?!?! alarm din go off.. i den wondered wat went on... thik think.. sighzzx.. something went wrong. den was.. haha. deciding if i shld go work or wat.. LOL.. ya bad attitude.. but hor.. cannot lah.. muz work!!! somehow seem like, i wan thigns to be perfect.. either perfect or my attitude changed..
perfect as in, if i may late.. i will not wnana go liao.. cos will b rushing.. n late for work.. dun sound good.. attitude change? from last job, they dun care whether u work anot.. clear leave/MC/OFF.. they dun care.. work 8 mths there.. i guess it affecting how i judge my time.. wow.. at work hor, BUSY siazz!!! cos problem cockup here there.. aiyozz.. but this is wat i enjoy abt working.. self torture.. bit streess here there LOL..
hehe.. after work, went to find my dear roger rabbit.. haha.. well, frns shld tok and catch up mah.. :D looking forward to spending time wif him n my Oz pal... but this time, he busy working.. din have mucht ime lah.. wah liao.. wednesday is so zhamz ah? n i drank tat vodka wif orange.. a bit strong siazz.. after 1 glass. i felt DIZZY!!! checked my face in mirror.. cheek bone area, reddish.. n i actually kinda felt HIGH siazz.. long time din feel high.. but i CONTROLLED!!!
toking abt work, ehhe.. this samuel guy at my office.. he's pretty well built guy. cute frnly, approachable, chatty, funloving, hunky in a way. i think he's a guy who many gers wanna have hehe.. is he married? n today hor.. a guy coleague was saying he need samule to stimulate (dunno wat), samule reply "muz need wire to put inside mouth:.. i comment.. it's XXX.. sam den rebuted tat, the person who listened is thinking otherwise.. haha.. i had wanna quickly think of a way to defend n tok back.. but oh well. no need lah, no need to defensive wif him hehe.. let him have his fun.. let him put mi down (pun?!? LOL) no prob :D.. haha.. he dun make mi drool, more to having a.. more than frnly crush on him ;)
wah liao,... at sgboy.. a topic abt fetish.. i jus arguwed back to a mod... wonder if i wil kena banned siazz ;) strange lei, my fridae... i got 2 emails, saying i got 53 hearts daily. but i jus checked.. 53+53 shdl b > 100. was even prepared to return hearts slowly.. but end up oni 76 hearts to return..
n hor, jus now on way home, i bought ice cream eating it. i was behind someone abt 5m before mi. den this person hor.. for a distance of 1 km, he was always peeping back to see if i still behind siazz.. like so scared i do something to him like dat.. when nearing a cross junction, he even ran across when the light is flashing.. crazy guy. i den noticed, tat afte rhe ran across, he was walking easily again.. LOL.. kisiao.
i had mentioned, tat someone who does massaging kinda.. broke contact wif mi.. today he msg mi again.. n called mi.. asking if wanna cock b sucked... i rejected his call, n told him i working. dunno wat he up to...
off to read 2 persons blog.. *eyelids drooping*
Monday, April 18, 2005
replying to blog first..
aiyo, if u wan go swim, plan better lah.. um.. shld i b envious/jealous as u always seme so occupied, while i always coop up at home LOL.. dun worry, joking oni..:) I was actually luffing at the green lite part :D oe oei... why drag mi into picture?? i guess.. i jus realise all ur frns' names mentioed in ur blog, have a blog of their own.. under links... ya loh.. those gym ppl sure show off ur toned bodies.. sighzz.. mi no such chance..
i thik u not happy suddenly.. cos of the "true love" comment loh.. someone broke off, n found new bf in 2 wks.. well u need to understand, finding ppl who u have a crush is easy... but making it last is hard. esp when guys are so prone to sex. there is true love, i believe. but depends if got the fate to find it. somehow, short term love is like.. finding frns... u see a new frn, tok to him, but sooner or later will lose contact. guess this is jus part n parcel of life.. jus tat, for ppl wif quality, it's easier for them to find PARTIME bf...
i'm quite used to it oredi.. until the point... i dun intend to search or look for bf.. when the guy appears, i guess things will jus happen... but i dunno how it will .. cos as u realise, i mostly stay home.. din meet new ppl.. but hor, u 2 serious lia lei!! wna ppl b happy at risk of ur life??!! where got so serious??
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wat is :$? sometimes hor, i really dunno how to lie... in such way it's to join in the fun, not serious sounding, but still pass on the msg i wanna convey... hehe.. i din miss a lot.. cos i used to reading ur comments oni the nex work day.. i'll try not to tink too much.. but bobian.. over 2 years, i change 4 jobs liao.. including some not mentioned in resume... i like to see it in "i worked in diff places before. i knwo how each company deploy their IT".. but bosses dun see this way.. more like job hopper... sianzz.. i wonder... is it my way of working or my personality?
oh ya.. i tink in fridae, i'll return hearts after MN.. when i am reduced back to rags n bones.. will ppl read the reply? cos this line, is meant for all to know..
haah.. i write those erotic stuff.. u dun need to so keen to reply mah... LOL.. hehe.. u sound so keen to own my body like dat.. ;) hehe.. if u come over, ur buddies will miss u.. n even think u got someone in ur heart liao.. hehe.. den i'll be the one to cause u loss of chances lei... shower boi? y not massage boy? those housecall type.. package type..
in fact, i know of a person 40+ who supposed to b partime for massage.. aroma msg. but we simply dun click. after a few rounds of msg'ing/bickering, i stop msg'ing him totoally..
umm.. if u read the links on my blog, u shdl see wat i referring.. alright.. rosebud mean.. 1: the bud of a rose 2: (a literary reference to) a pretty young girl. tat why.. :) yupz, i'm innocent as a white paper :D err.. not linking u to my ex.. but mroe to.. saying wat my ex actually mean when tat line was used.
wah liao... dun use sweet, den wrote so many good thigns abt mi?? hehe.. how applicable are they? LOL... so... how many ppl have u did cum c'trol on?? haha.. dun ans if 2 paiseh :) somehow, controllling is not wat everyone like... although it prolong a session, n increase excitement..
hehe.. dun b mad mah... 33$ guy said "sweet". so wat? it's oni a casual remark... if someone who u know said the same thing,u'll feel better... but for mi ,sweet is merely a general word for nice... jus like.. "how are u" will normally get mi saying "ok loh" even though something's ahppening to mi... prefer personal touches... (NO PUN). damn popular? how do u judge tat?
ur other coments.. well, jus tat.. ok, if u always been doign ur work... no words from anyone, u will feel nothing. but afte 1 mth, senior told mi abt my work.. saying abt mi.. although she commented i dun need to keep asking, n showmore confidence in my ans... somehow.. duno... godo pay yes... but to wat level? if helpdesk, dun think much diff.. if others.. sometimes, i feel tat, other jobs.. diff scope... from IT helpdesk, may even offer better pay.. sgizz... but tat sounds an even low level job..
aiyo, if u wan go swim, plan better lah.. um.. shld i b envious/jealous as u always seme so occupied, while i always coop up at home LOL.. dun worry, joking oni..:) I was actually luffing at the green lite part :D oe oei... why drag mi into picture?? i guess.. i jus realise all ur frns' names mentioed in ur blog, have a blog of their own.. under links... ya loh.. those gym ppl sure show off ur toned bodies.. sighzz.. mi no such chance..
i thik u not happy suddenly.. cos of the "true love" comment loh.. someone broke off, n found new bf in 2 wks.. well u need to understand, finding ppl who u have a crush is easy... but making it last is hard. esp when guys are so prone to sex. there is true love, i believe. but depends if got the fate to find it. somehow, short term love is like.. finding frns... u see a new frn, tok to him, but sooner or later will lose contact. guess this is jus part n parcel of life.. jus tat, for ppl wif quality, it's easier for them to find PARTIME bf...
i'm quite used to it oredi.. until the point... i dun intend to search or look for bf.. when the guy appears, i guess things will jus happen... but i dunno how it will .. cos as u realise, i mostly stay home.. din meet new ppl.. but hor, u 2 serious lia lei!! wna ppl b happy at risk of ur life??!! where got so serious??
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wat is :$? sometimes hor, i really dunno how to lie... in such way it's to join in the fun, not serious sounding, but still pass on the msg i wanna convey... hehe.. i din miss a lot.. cos i used to reading ur comments oni the nex work day.. i'll try not to tink too much.. but bobian.. over 2 years, i change 4 jobs liao.. including some not mentioned in resume... i like to see it in "i worked in diff places before. i knwo how each company deploy their IT".. but bosses dun see this way.. more like job hopper... sianzz.. i wonder... is it my way of working or my personality?
oh ya.. i tink in fridae, i'll return hearts after MN.. when i am reduced back to rags n bones.. will ppl read the reply? cos this line, is meant for all to know..
haah.. i write those erotic stuff.. u dun need to so keen to reply mah... LOL.. hehe.. u sound so keen to own my body like dat.. ;) hehe.. if u come over, ur buddies will miss u.. n even think u got someone in ur heart liao.. hehe.. den i'll be the one to cause u loss of chances lei... shower boi? y not massage boy? those housecall type.. package type..
in fact, i know of a person 40+ who supposed to b partime for massage.. aroma msg. but we simply dun click. after a few rounds of msg'ing/bickering, i stop msg'ing him totoally..
umm.. if u read the links on my blog, u shdl see wat i referring.. alright.. rosebud mean.. 1: the bud of a rose 2: (a literary reference to) a pretty young girl. tat why.. :) yupz, i'm innocent as a white paper :D err.. not linking u to my ex.. but mroe to.. saying wat my ex actually mean when tat line was used.
wah liao... dun use sweet, den wrote so many good thigns abt mi?? hehe.. how applicable are they? LOL... so... how many ppl have u did cum c'trol on?? haha.. dun ans if 2 paiseh :) somehow, controllling is not wat everyone like... although it prolong a session, n increase excitement..
hehe.. dun b mad mah... 33$ guy said "sweet". so wat? it's oni a casual remark... if someone who u know said the same thing,u'll feel better... but for mi ,sweet is merely a general word for nice... jus like.. "how are u" will normally get mi saying "ok loh" even though something's ahppening to mi... prefer personal touches... (NO PUN). damn popular? how do u judge tat?
ur other coments.. well, jus tat.. ok, if u always been doign ur work... no words from anyone, u will feel nothing. but afte 1 mth, senior told mi abt my work.. saying abt mi.. although she commented i dun need to keep asking, n showmore confidence in my ans... somehow.. duno... godo pay yes... but to wat level? if helpdesk, dun think much diff.. if others.. sometimes, i feel tat, other jobs.. diff scope... from IT helpdesk, may even offer better pay.. sgizz... but tat sounds an even low level job..
i think i know how i shld do my posts... if i got access to internet all times, i'll write drafts... oni when MN is nearing, den i post the draft.
somehow, or, as always, whenever i not at work, sure got lotsa thigns to say... today i bought MC again.. wanna go swim, but kauzzz.. the pool is closed.. den.. nothing else to do.. was thining if shld go other places.. but..coem to think.. it's mafan. so i stayed home to go irc.. posted my pic there, and got some ppl msg mi.. some even added mi to msn.. but i think these.. sooner or later will jus lose contact.. cos my msn supposed to keep contact with those i know 1.. usually.. if add u jus for sake of adding, dun think we tok much./den wat the pt?
had wanna gfet some ppl over for fun.. all msg mi.. jus tok tok.. or dun wan come over.. i lazy to go ocver anyway. but.. after some chatting, i still met this person up.. he's cute hehe.. ya, he's young n quite tall. i promised him. .but dun think he'll believe.. promised tat nothing will happen between mi n him.. cos at his age, still teh discovery time. even at the ktv place, he oso sit a distance away from mi.. ya lah.. he having some emotional prob...
so in end, instead of spending my time properly by doing java pracs, i end up in irc, asking for sex, den jus whn i thot i gonna quit, i went to ktv wif that guy. from 2 till 7pm. den hor, i went to toilet n saw a surprising thing:
2 kids.. sec/poly age in toilet. i went in, saw 1 sitting on basic smoking, other is standing. looked at the basin guy, he looked at mi oso.. den jus when i done at toilet cubicle, the stnding guy has jus put on his shirt... WAH.. missed a second!! den i went to wash my hand.. n he start to pull down his pants oso.. his frn coments it's hairy down there.. i looked... his genital corner is hairy.. but cant see much.. as i walked, i looked again. sigh.. i had wanna stay on n look.. but will it jus put them off?
haha.. how shld i actually... do it? cos.. will really wanna watch on.. haha.. like some life action porn flicks LOL... back to ktv room.. keep suggesting he can coe my place, but he decline.. well, i guess.. somehow, he's telling mi, i'm too old for him.. at his age, i supose he has high std n looking for a much better quality guy than mi.. taller, more mascular, better looking? i jus a skinny chap...
got home, n realised... another day is gone.. i think working hard at office is still the better choice... but once in while rest a bit oso good... like arranging to have some hot session.. LOL esp when i dun have thigns planned out.. not nice to be suddenly at home..
somehow, or, as always, whenever i not at work, sure got lotsa thigns to say... today i bought MC again.. wanna go swim, but kauzzz.. the pool is closed.. den.. nothing else to do.. was thining if shld go other places.. but..coem to think.. it's mafan. so i stayed home to go irc.. posted my pic there, and got some ppl msg mi.. some even added mi to msn.. but i think these.. sooner or later will jus lose contact.. cos my msn supposed to keep contact with those i know 1.. usually.. if add u jus for sake of adding, dun think we tok much./den wat the pt?
had wanna gfet some ppl over for fun.. all msg mi.. jus tok tok.. or dun wan come over.. i lazy to go ocver anyway. but.. after some chatting, i still met this person up.. he's cute hehe.. ya, he's young n quite tall. i promised him. .but dun think he'll believe.. promised tat nothing will happen between mi n him.. cos at his age, still teh discovery time. even at the ktv place, he oso sit a distance away from mi.. ya lah.. he having some emotional prob...
so in end, instead of spending my time properly by doing java pracs, i end up in irc, asking for sex, den jus whn i thot i gonna quit, i went to ktv wif that guy. from 2 till 7pm. den hor, i went to toilet n saw a surprising thing:
2 kids.. sec/poly age in toilet. i went in, saw 1 sitting on basic smoking, other is standing. looked at the basin guy, he looked at mi oso.. den jus when i done at toilet cubicle, the stnding guy has jus put on his shirt... WAH.. missed a second!! den i went to wash my hand.. n he start to pull down his pants oso.. his frn coments it's hairy down there.. i looked... his genital corner is hairy.. but cant see much.. as i walked, i looked again. sigh.. i had wanna stay on n look.. but will it jus put them off?
haha.. how shld i actually... do it? cos.. will really wanna watch on.. haha.. like some life action porn flicks LOL... back to ktv room.. keep suggesting he can coe my place, but he decline.. well, i guess.. somehow, he's telling mi, i'm too old for him.. at his age, i supose he has high std n looking for a much better quality guy than mi.. taller, more mascular, better looking? i jus a skinny chap...
got home, n realised... another day is gone.. i think working hard at office is still the better choice... but once in while rest a bit oso good... like arranging to have some hot session.. LOL esp when i dun have thigns planned out.. not nice to be suddenly at home..
bad luck... cos i actually dunno where i placed my ezlink card... was about to go off... den was trying to find my card.. search hi n low but cnat find... sianzz... but i caqn't have lost it.. din bring it anywhere.. wat i can rmb, is i may left at family there... damn it...
check my contract... if apply leave... umm, dun think it makes sense. i did not want to take full day mc oso.. i learnt from a long-time-no-cotnact frn, tat he actually saw doc, but still went for work. i dinno got such ppl, but he sure committed to work. i was thinking, shld i do this oso? but i need to go home to get card.. if tell boss, i take urgent half day leave, will b a no-pay type. cos i still probation.. den if.. fake mc, will have.. 80% sub by comp, 20% paid by mi... i think will go for this option... they oso say, if dun go to comp doc, will b taken as no pay leave..
check my contract... if apply leave... umm, dun think it makes sense. i did not want to take full day mc oso.. i learnt from a long-time-no-cotnact frn, tat he actually saw doc, but still went for work. i dinno got such ppl, but he sure committed to work. i was thinking, shld i do this oso? but i need to go home to get card.. if tell boss, i take urgent half day leave, will b a no-pay type. cos i still probation.. den if.. fake mc, will have.. 80% sub by comp, 20% paid by mi... i think will go for this option... they oso say, if dun go to comp doc, will b taken as no pay leave..
Sunday, April 17, 2005
wah lioa, was supposed to be in happy mood... or avg mood.. but when i got home, something unhappy happened. my laundry jus finished first round of washing last ngiht. as no place to hang, i left in washing machine. den thot this morning, jus find some place to hang up n dry.. not many anyway. den when i got home, i found tat, my laundry taken out, placed in a pail, while 1 batch of laundry is in the machine, flull ofdirty water. i went to tok to the Landlod.. the roomate inside there surfing net. den LL came out to see.. it's not his laundry. den roommate oso came. it's roomate's. den i jus complained openly tat it's not the right way to do things. how can, 1 batch of laundry in machine, den someone jus take it out to wash his, n leave mine in a pail? not fair at all.
den... i came back into room... n went to see again. he's washing. i den sounded a pek chek sound. on way back to room, i exclaimed: no time to do laundry liao... n slammed the door.
damn it. the LL jus now, is the mate of the owner. when the owner come back, i'll highlite to him oso, n will tlel him, if happen again, i wun hesitate to follow suit.
i was quite alright today.. cos saw 2 news... 1 is.. 2 aunties of local TV giants, after co-operating in a charity show, became pretty close.. n even did thigns together... the news was saying they went overseas, and dressed up as jap.. entertainers... the olden type. haha.. wanna share this wif ppl, but... cant think of any1 who is into such e-news.
den, as i waited for the lift to go down, my neighbour (at family side) came out.. tat.. almost chubby but a bit fit kind oso wanna come in.. not exactly charming or good looking, but got the charisma to mi.. heeh...
sighzz.. mus do some office work liao..
den... i came back into room... n went to see again. he's washing. i den sounded a pek chek sound. on way back to room, i exclaimed: no time to do laundry liao... n slammed the door.
damn it. the LL jus now, is the mate of the owner. when the owner come back, i'll highlite to him oso, n will tlel him, if happen again, i wun hesitate to follow suit.
i was quite alright today.. cos saw 2 news... 1 is.. 2 aunties of local TV giants, after co-operating in a charity show, became pretty close.. n even did thigns together... the news was saying they went overseas, and dressed up as jap.. entertainers... the olden type. haha.. wanna share this wif ppl, but... cant think of any1 who is into such e-news.
den, as i waited for the lift to go down, my neighbour (at family side) came out.. tat.. almost chubby but a bit fit kind oso wanna come in.. not exactly charming or good looking, but got the charisma to mi.. heeh...
sighzz.. mus do some office work liao..
Saturday, April 16, 2005
i started writing this blog early in morning... 9+.. dun wan blog yet, cos later if i update, i will not have the full blog posted here... so when i feel it enuff, i'll blog.
haha.. watching mtv asia is certainly not bad.. get to hear lotsa new songs.. NEW.. FIR got another.. like.. i'll consider it as another version of "ni de wei xiao" (your smile).. fast pace, and fluctuating between falsetto (gers are always flaunting it, other than my amei...) and real voice...
was replying to my personal mails.. den rmb'ed it. ytday on way to work. a mid age guy came to sit with me. i can sense he's nervous/excited/uneasy to sit beside mi. after he sat down, he was figgeting a god damn lot!! (wah liao, seem like nowadays, I'm getting used to writing "damn" "god damn" words... in place of the F word? hehe..) checking his pockets, checking his bag, re-adjusting his bag, touch face, check bag, move bag.. kauzz... den when nothing else done.. hey dun mistake, i din look, but the side of my eyes saw it.
when all done, he was resting his arm/hand on the bag. but he was placing n adjusting his arm so much tat.. he seem so scared to put it beside mi.. like wanna touch mi, but dun dare.. shift a bit a bit to near mi... wha liopa.. somehow, i felt all these, n i simply moved my back to block his advances. kauzz
downloading a frn's pic... feel so laychey to see his frns inside..
haha.. watching mtv asia is certainly not bad.. get to hear lotsa new songs.. NEW.. FIR got another.. like.. i'll consider it as another version of "ni de wei xiao" (your smile).. fast pace, and fluctuating between falsetto (gers are always flaunting it, other than my amei...) and real voice...
was replying to my personal mails.. den rmb'ed it. ytday on way to work. a mid age guy came to sit with me. i can sense he's nervous/excited/uneasy to sit beside mi. after he sat down, he was figgeting a god damn lot!! (wah liao, seem like nowadays, I'm getting used to writing "damn" "god damn" words... in place of the F word? hehe..) checking his pockets, checking his bag, re-adjusting his bag, touch face, check bag, move bag.. kauzz... den when nothing else done.. hey dun mistake, i din look, but the side of my eyes saw it.
when all done, he was resting his arm/hand on the bag. but he was placing n adjusting his arm so much tat.. he seem so scared to put it beside mi.. like wanna touch mi, but dun dare.. shift a bit a bit to near mi... wha liopa.. somehow, i felt all these, n i simply moved my back to block his advances. kauzz
downloading a frn's pic... feel so laychey to see his frns inside..
jus watched guess 3. f4 comment tat... good looking ppl dun change hair color.. well, kinda true.. but fashion wise.. why not? n i color hair.. other than fashion is to cover my grey hair.. sighzz..
ehhe.. i think my practice in writing diary now.. is write my own blog.. den chat wif u.. n maybe read n comment on ur blog.. wah.. almost like.. daily routine oso.. kauzz.. am i really so into u? :P
ya, i in IT support.. damn.. stuck here.. hope can divert to other area when grad. but, my PR i not referringt o wif users.. more to colelagues.. creating rapport wif them.. ya, shld not waste much time in doing outta work scope thigns, but not tat busy mah.. tat time.. sometimes hor, i feel tat, my personality n character.. make it hard to start anew at jobs... cos i kinda have my own style n prefer it.. may be better to work on my own.. b own boss...
wah liao, u so selfish.. all by urself.. cant share siazz.. err.. i bored over wkend when u din comment?? LOL... haha.. we kinda going into erotic hcat these days siazz..wat started it?? clean my house? u know i stay alone in rented room? err.. wah, by saying this line, i think many ppl... some ppl lah, may b surprised.. hehe.. will u clean the owner of the room oso? :P :P
hehe.. every1 oso like to touch well maintained bodies... if u wanna lemme molest a GOOD n TONED body, haha.. i dun mind, and it ur honour hahah LOL... *blush* Rimming is the use of tongue on the rosebud? dun sound good lei hahah.. *act innocent* suppress mi?? gosh.. .which direction are we heading now actually?? i oso confused liao.. starting from normal plain greeting lines, till this stage haha.. keep hands off mi? my ex once said, he see guys, he wont touch them. will use mouth n tongue instead...
"sweet" of mi? err... such good words of english, i not really used to.. cos they sound sickening to mi.. prefer the genral n proper type.. kind, nice, wonderful.. etc. cum control? wah!!! u tried M&S b4 ah?? hehe.. i feel so much in danger siazz LOL.. wat darign pte facts u mean? i oso got reg stylist now.. js now, during my last visit, i got a male shampoo staff to massage mi.. ahha.. hope my next visit can stil lget him.. stylist is those mother type 1.. she is the creative director... so knows abt color n styling.. can say, until now, watever she suggest, i can accept.. cos she know mi :)
i rmb, got 1 time, ya during the past yrs when i trying to find a guy to cut my hair, i went all the way to east side of singapore. the charge is 33$ siazz.. but my side here oni $20+. tat$33 stylist came back from taiwan training... he is soft guy.. n say it's sweet of mi to go to him, when my place is oni $20+. i told him, i went back cos his skills.. bullshit, yes. but.. i was actually hoping he can lower his cost.. too bad he dun wan..
i dun really believe in praying for others.. but well, jus go ahead loh.. wonder if shld go irc tmr.. or soemthign.. sighzz.. stomach growling now..
ur blog say sgboy.. ur frns so damn popular in sgboy???
ehhe.. i think my practice in writing diary now.. is write my own blog.. den chat wif u.. n maybe read n comment on ur blog.. wah.. almost like.. daily routine oso.. kauzz.. am i really so into u? :P
ya, i in IT support.. damn.. stuck here.. hope can divert to other area when grad. but, my PR i not referringt o wif users.. more to colelagues.. creating rapport wif them.. ya, shld not waste much time in doing outta work scope thigns, but not tat busy mah.. tat time.. sometimes hor, i feel tat, my personality n character.. make it hard to start anew at jobs... cos i kinda have my own style n prefer it.. may be better to work on my own.. b own boss...
wah liao, u so selfish.. all by urself.. cant share siazz.. err.. i bored over wkend when u din comment?? LOL... haha.. we kinda going into erotic hcat these days siazz..wat started it?? clean my house? u know i stay alone in rented room? err.. wah, by saying this line, i think many ppl... some ppl lah, may b surprised.. hehe.. will u clean the owner of the room oso? :P :P
hehe.. every1 oso like to touch well maintained bodies... if u wanna lemme molest a GOOD n TONED body, haha.. i dun mind, and it ur honour hahah LOL... *blush* Rimming is the use of tongue on the rosebud? dun sound good lei hahah.. *act innocent* suppress mi?? gosh.. .which direction are we heading now actually?? i oso confused liao.. starting from normal plain greeting lines, till this stage haha.. keep hands off mi? my ex once said, he see guys, he wont touch them. will use mouth n tongue instead...
"sweet" of mi? err... such good words of english, i not really used to.. cos they sound sickening to mi.. prefer the genral n proper type.. kind, nice, wonderful.. etc. cum control? wah!!! u tried M&S b4 ah?? hehe.. i feel so much in danger siazz LOL.. wat darign pte facts u mean? i oso got reg stylist now.. js now, during my last visit, i got a male shampoo staff to massage mi.. ahha.. hope my next visit can stil lget him.. stylist is those mother type 1.. she is the creative director... so knows abt color n styling.. can say, until now, watever she suggest, i can accept.. cos she know mi :)
i rmb, got 1 time, ya during the past yrs when i trying to find a guy to cut my hair, i went all the way to east side of singapore. the charge is 33$ siazz.. but my side here oni $20+. tat$33 stylist came back from taiwan training... he is soft guy.. n say it's sweet of mi to go to him, when my place is oni $20+. i told him, i went back cos his skills.. bullshit, yes. but.. i was actually hoping he can lower his cost.. too bad he dun wan..
i dun really believe in praying for others.. but well, jus go ahead loh.. wonder if shld go irc tmr.. or soemthign.. sighzz.. stomach growling now..
ur blog say sgboy.. ur frns so damn popular in sgboy???
Friday, April 15, 2005
am glad tat... got about 10 regular visitors to my site ;)... but dunno who u guys are.. got ppl from france, ppl visit 33 /17 / 25 / 20 times to my site, got ppl.. return to my page after first visit (dunno if using static or dynamic IP), uk ppl.. someone actually.. found my page thru sgboy, den.. browsed the pages haha..
later will post a reference page for dictionary... surprisingly, today i left home early. n last night, hahah.. i DIY n shot a distance.. but not far.. jus a dist oni.. but hor, i was fantasizing abt.. a guy whose gf was... kidnapped or somethign.. held as hostage or watever. den abt 3 guys was holding the ger.. the guy stood at abt 5 m away. den the guy was demanded tat, if he dun do wat he was requested to, somethig bad will happen to gf. we give him tiem to think. if he ready and accept, he jus take off his top. hehe.. den the guy.. think think, n took off top.. topless liao, den 2 guys went up to molest him.. touch his nipps..kiss him, suck the nipps.. do watever they wanna to him.. caress him, turn him on.. den blindfold gf, n start to strip the guy naked.. the rest is u-know-wat :)
den at work.. load is ok loh.. din have much conflict... but strange. how come, friday always stay back so late? everytime is until 7+ den can go home.. but hor.. hehe.. ok, friday nite, i shld go to office ktv.. but it's not on. so i go home directly. den hor, wah liao.. the busstop there.. saw a few guys who dress in odd ways.. got a feeling they are PLU.. dunno...
den my bus came.. i boarded it.. a few ppl in front of mi moving to back of bus. i saw a seat near the front, n sat down. WOW.. a GOOD choice!! got a nice looking cutie sitting opposite mi!!!!!! he is wif 4 frns.. or 3... all 3 r dressed up. oni he is in plan T n jeans.. from the start, i noted him liao.. n keep gazing at him. his features are so fine.. i was thinking if he's butch or guy... but i thot: if he's butch, he shld feel ok if i, a guy, keep looking at him... if a guy.. he'll b paiseh... haha.. true.. he 's damn paiseh...
n ya, i was looking 90% of my bus trip home... err.. i admit i too overboard lah.. KEEP LOOKING all the way... n i did not peep, but LOOK. got a few times, he even looked back.. perhaps trying to glare/stare back.. haha.. but i jus keep looking :D till... nearing the terminal stop, he switch seat to other palces.. haha... but i din give up looking ;) WOO HOOO!
when i got hoem, b4 bath, i was actually oni in my brief.. cos.. feel kidna better... n hor, i actually... thot of... being exhibitionist... i actually dun mind, parading soemwhere.. (for $?) naked... where ppl can pop over to lok... n see wat i doing.. haha.. 2 confiden of my body/looks? a bit lah... hehe.. or maybe i oni wanna try things out...
later will post a reference page for dictionary... surprisingly, today i left home early. n last night, hahah.. i DIY n shot a distance.. but not far.. jus a dist oni.. but hor, i was fantasizing abt.. a guy whose gf was... kidnapped or somethign.. held as hostage or watever. den abt 3 guys was holding the ger.. the guy stood at abt 5 m away. den the guy was demanded tat, if he dun do wat he was requested to, somethig bad will happen to gf. we give him tiem to think. if he ready and accept, he jus take off his top. hehe.. den the guy.. think think, n took off top.. topless liao, den 2 guys went up to molest him.. touch his nipps..kiss him, suck the nipps.. do watever they wanna to him.. caress him, turn him on.. den blindfold gf, n start to strip the guy naked.. the rest is u-know-wat :)
den at work.. load is ok loh.. din have much conflict... but strange. how come, friday always stay back so late? everytime is until 7+ den can go home.. but hor.. hehe.. ok, friday nite, i shld go to office ktv.. but it's not on. so i go home directly. den hor, wah liao.. the busstop there.. saw a few guys who dress in odd ways.. got a feeling they are PLU.. dunno...
den my bus came.. i boarded it.. a few ppl in front of mi moving to back of bus. i saw a seat near the front, n sat down. WOW.. a GOOD choice!! got a nice looking cutie sitting opposite mi!!!!!! he is wif 4 frns.. or 3... all 3 r dressed up. oni he is in plan T n jeans.. from the start, i noted him liao.. n keep gazing at him. his features are so fine.. i was thinking if he's butch or guy... but i thot: if he's butch, he shld feel ok if i, a guy, keep looking at him... if a guy.. he'll b paiseh... haha.. true.. he 's damn paiseh...
n ya, i was looking 90% of my bus trip home... err.. i admit i too overboard lah.. KEEP LOOKING all the way... n i did not peep, but LOOK. got a few times, he even looked back.. perhaps trying to glare/stare back.. haha.. but i jus keep looking :D till... nearing the terminal stop, he switch seat to other palces.. haha... but i din give up looking ;) WOO HOOO!
when i got hoem, b4 bath, i was actually oni in my brief.. cos.. feel kidna better... n hor, i actually... thot of... being exhibitionist... i actually dun mind, parading soemwhere.. (for $?) naked... where ppl can pop over to lok... n see wat i doing.. haha.. 2 confiden of my body/looks? a bit lah... hehe.. or maybe i oni wanna try things out...
u will actually get jealous if i have fun wif ppl?? wah, u so... concerned abt mi?? LOL.. jealous abt having lotsa to write to u is jus tok cok lah :) but really mah, when i blog somethign, but nothing much to say. end up, my reply to u, is so long...
n ya, my f frn, guessed the ans.. but hor.. wah liao, u dun need to shwo off right?? u know the ans, dun wan prize, den show off by writing here.. haha... like.. those.. fighting campaign to marry daughter off... u wont th fight, but.. exclaimed u dun wan prize LOL...
take salt pinch.. cos... those are exagg lines... i dun really care abt those.. HARD chest, n firm 6 pax. hunky part is more to spur u on :) hey hey, i din tell u the date hor.. jus the year... i din think of anythign, jus... wrote it down.. din think of making it a mystery. rim.. is using tongue? forgot the terms.. beg for mercy?? after tying mi up, or u suppress mi? *haha.. later some ppl jealous abt ur chances siazz :P*
well, i tend to.. wanna understand the thigns i read.. esp when i read almost daily.. will wanna know so wun be lost... err.. not yet to extent of "everythin" abt u.. at least til wat i've read so far.. eheh... i looking for both master n slave... but i prefer to feel something for the master.. either emotionally, or sexually LOL.. sometimes, i seem to be able to define exactly wat i looking for.. :)
ya loh, our reply.. soemtimes so daring n bold, n sound so private but it's shown in public.. rr.. jus 2 bad tat u see both life n death on same day... i've not seen birth, oni death b4.. thus i guess u shdl b happier than mi?
wat style u having now? n got any regular stylist? haizz.. mi hor, changed stylists so many times... had wanna get a male stylist everytime in the past, but alwasy get ger.. do i sound gay if i request for a guy stylist??? will strive for a better work life tmr...
n ya, my f frn, guessed the ans.. but hor.. wah liao, u dun need to shwo off right?? u know the ans, dun wan prize, den show off by writing here.. haha... like.. those.. fighting campaign to marry daughter off... u wont th fight, but.. exclaimed u dun wan prize LOL...
take salt pinch.. cos... those are exagg lines... i dun really care abt those.. HARD chest, n firm 6 pax. hunky part is more to spur u on :) hey hey, i din tell u the date hor.. jus the year... i din think of anythign, jus... wrote it down.. din think of making it a mystery. rim.. is using tongue? forgot the terms.. beg for mercy?? after tying mi up, or u suppress mi? *haha.. later some ppl jealous abt ur chances siazz :P*
well, i tend to.. wanna understand the thigns i read.. esp when i read almost daily.. will wanna know so wun be lost... err.. not yet to extent of "everythin" abt u.. at least til wat i've read so far.. eheh... i looking for both master n slave... but i prefer to feel something for the master.. either emotionally, or sexually LOL.. sometimes, i seem to be able to define exactly wat i looking for.. :)
ya loh, our reply.. soemtimes so daring n bold, n sound so private but it's shown in public.. rr.. jus 2 bad tat u see both life n death on same day... i've not seen birth, oni death b4.. thus i guess u shdl b happier than mi?
wat style u having now? n got any regular stylist? haizz.. mi hor, changed stylists so many times... had wanna get a male stylist everytime in the past, but alwasy get ger.. do i sound gay if i request for a guy stylist??? will strive for a better work life tmr...
Thursday, April 14, 2005
jus got home.. n.. realised i din JO for quite a while... umm.. well, seem like the bus guy... dunno wat time he takign bus liao.. but got another student who. got my attention hehe.. but... same feeling.. not emotions, but feeling... cos.. teens are not stable with the feelings.. if LTR, i geuss will prefer ppl who.. have been thru NS...
at work... today is... either can say almost judgment day, feedback day, or a speak-ur-mind day.. 1stly, i admit i made a silly mistake.. 1 user say he downloaded a file from intranet. i dinno can download tat. i actually went to ask my colleague abt it. my snr colleague overheard. n asked mi back instead. but, in fact, i can actually find out myself.. instead of asking.. the snr also said i can explore the page myself.. as by now i shld know liao...
n, she oso said, "i keep asking similar qns... not tat they dun wan ans, but they keep telling mi same thign.. " but for this, tat time, i din really defend.. cos dinno wat to say.. but now, i haev these thots: the solutions given are rather general. but when a user ask soemthign, that those gen soln cant solve 1, i will want to see if there's a better option.
for eg, there was 1 case, i tried all i knwo liao. duno wat else to do. i ask snr. she say check the log. oni den i know got log to check! if i THINK i tried all liao, den dinno abt the log, n ask user come down. wat if colelague ask how come i din check log? if i say, i din ask.. den they say i shld ask b4 asking user come down?
somehow, i tink i really not ... or rather, still not good at PR...
lastly, snr say, i dun have to bother so much abt users' own systems. dun have to care so much abt them. jus tend to our own job scope will do.. ok loh, since tat is their style.. cos for mi, i'll want to try my best to help....
ok.. den later, my sup oso spoke... or rather, i went up to him for advice.. cos got a user who... insist on us solving his prob. i checked with sup. sup den say, i can actually ans the user in 1 line. no need to go in roudns... heeh, i learnt it.
last case, case zzz. a user got a problem with a program. it was installing by file downloaded via intranet. when she open program, got some error. she had reinstalled a few times. still same thing. den my jnr colleague suggest, getting user to save the file to disk, instead of opening from location. i den... was discussign with her why need to do tat.. cos i dun really see the need... she din manage to convince mi, but i still checked lah.. later, problem was solved. user came down n we re-installed for her.
this 1, my master later toked wif mi..
after work, i supposed to go for a seminar... i din really expect to go off early, but rather see if i finish work early enuff.. during lunch, 1 sup came over to tok to mi... den i told him abt seminar, so he suggest i go off earlier. but later, they seem to have a heated argument, and he told mi to seek permission from other sup. i din. cos, i dun really need to go off earlier.. will try to finish my work first...
ahha.. i gelled my hair.. den on way to meet master for the seminar, a few ppl.. (read: guys) actually looked at mi .. ahah.. have i erally become better looking? or my hair look odd? anyway, the seminar is quite ... commercial loh.. i thot will be toking abt biz chance, but nope, more to promoting their courses.. sianzz..
oso chatted wif my master abt the "ZZZ" case. he suggested i shld not be so stubborn.. but for mi, unless u can convince mi, or u can give a reason for doing soemthign, i will not want to do it.. i'm more on the logical side..
den on way back, met an ex-colleague. somehow, i dunno if he still recognise mi.. cos when we met, he thot i was someone else... i really dunno if he rmb mi still.. chatted abt his str8 womanising stuff... he bought beer for us.. as usual, i drank till blush :P he say he go msia there to have physical fun. not sexual fun with women there.. den on way back, i was thinking, for gays, why is there not such services? thos women offer touches.. guys can oso mah... i was imagining.. feeling the chest, nipples.. caressing.. nothing sexual.. haha.. but will this be profitable? gay usually looking for sex... ;)
anyway, with regards to my work... i will improve.. like.. take note of my knowledge.. dun keep asking.. although.. sometimes asking will reveal more answer... sighzz..
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at work... today is... either can say almost judgment day, feedback day, or a speak-ur-mind day.. 1stly, i admit i made a silly mistake.. 1 user say he downloaded a file from intranet. i dinno can download tat. i actually went to ask my colleague abt it. my snr colleague overheard. n asked mi back instead. but, in fact, i can actually find out myself.. instead of asking.. the snr also said i can explore the page myself.. as by now i shld know liao...
n, she oso said, "i keep asking similar qns... not tat they dun wan ans, but they keep telling mi same thign.. " but for this, tat time, i din really defend.. cos dinno wat to say.. but now, i haev these thots: the solutions given are rather general. but when a user ask soemthign, that those gen soln cant solve 1, i will want to see if there's a better option.
for eg, there was 1 case, i tried all i knwo liao. duno wat else to do. i ask snr. she say check the log. oni den i know got log to check! if i THINK i tried all liao, den dinno abt the log, n ask user come down. wat if colelague ask how come i din check log? if i say, i din ask.. den they say i shld ask b4 asking user come down?
somehow, i tink i really not ... or rather, still not good at PR...
lastly, snr say, i dun have to bother so much abt users' own systems. dun have to care so much abt them. jus tend to our own job scope will do.. ok loh, since tat is their style.. cos for mi, i'll want to try my best to help....
ok.. den later, my sup oso spoke... or rather, i went up to him for advice.. cos got a user who... insist on us solving his prob. i checked with sup. sup den say, i can actually ans the user in 1 line. no need to go in roudns... heeh, i learnt it.
last case, case zzz. a user got a problem with a program. it was installing by file downloaded via intranet. when she open program, got some error. she had reinstalled a few times. still same thing. den my jnr colleague suggest, getting user to save the file to disk, instead of opening from location. i den... was discussign with her why need to do tat.. cos i dun really see the need... she din manage to convince mi, but i still checked lah.. later, problem was solved. user came down n we re-installed for her.
this 1, my master later toked wif mi..
after work, i supposed to go for a seminar... i din really expect to go off early, but rather see if i finish work early enuff.. during lunch, 1 sup came over to tok to mi... den i told him abt seminar, so he suggest i go off earlier. but later, they seem to have a heated argument, and he told mi to seek permission from other sup. i din. cos, i dun really need to go off earlier.. will try to finish my work first...
ahha.. i gelled my hair.. den on way to meet master for the seminar, a few ppl.. (read: guys) actually looked at mi .. ahah.. have i erally become better looking? or my hair look odd? anyway, the seminar is quite ... commercial loh.. i thot will be toking abt biz chance, but nope, more to promoting their courses.. sianzz..
oso chatted wif my master abt the "ZZZ" case. he suggested i shld not be so stubborn.. but for mi, unless u can convince mi, or u can give a reason for doing soemthign, i will not want to do it.. i'm more on the logical side..
den on way back, met an ex-colleague. somehow, i dunno if he still recognise mi.. cos when we met, he thot i was someone else... i really dunno if he rmb mi still.. chatted abt his str8 womanising stuff... he bought beer for us.. as usual, i drank till blush :P he say he go msia there to have physical fun. not sexual fun with women there.. den on way back, i was thinking, for gays, why is there not such services? thos women offer touches.. guys can oso mah... i was imagining.. feeling the chest, nipples.. caressing.. nothing sexual.. haha.. but will this be profitable? gay usually looking for sex... ;)
anyway, with regards to my work... i will improve.. like.. take note of my knowledge.. dun keep asking.. although.. sometimes asking will reveal more answer... sighzz..
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
haha.. seem like.. these days, Ch U's programs.. i mostly can join.. the superstar... den now.. they got the "good appetite" program.. kinda challenging viewers to eat.. LOL
going for a biz seminar tmr.. den brought some bread to eat for fri dinner.. but.. too bad, it can't b kept so long.. sighzz.. suddenly my week is getting packed with activities.. but weekends, as always is FREE LOL... but wil prefer tos tay hoemt o clear own things.. rather than go out.. and WASTE $$
sianzz.. dirtied my shirt n pants.. jus ironed a new shirt for tmr.. den pants.. i bochap.. aiyo, right now, for 2 days, din see tat guy..n the queue for the bus is so DAMN LONG!
umm.. abt my pix page.. when i first started it, i really thot of the worst.. like... allowing ppl to view them.. but dunno who will view and whether they are trust tworthy anot.. den now, haha... i guess these are all unfounded.. cos right now, i have strict criteria n limits for who can access it :)
n hor, when i alighted from bus, i jus wanna buy the fish cake as extra dish.. when i get home.. true enuff.. the dishes by mum.. is simply not tat tantalising... hehe.. the cake came in time :)
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well, i never use any device to maintain. i oni trim it for fun... i mena shave it.. but it dun bother mi.. jus wanna raise it up ;)
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ya loh.. i so jealous.. got so muhc to write to u.. took up so much time.. :P haha. .the formal thing was on purpsoe 1 mah.. cos it's jus so impromptu, den thot of writing letter to u... 2nd letter i think.. first is the XML for LJ thing. haha.. wat i said previosly abt the hunk n gym guys.. take with pinch of salt :)
hehe.. my ass was only entered once in 2002 mid/end jul, haha.. later scali i am seduced n raped by some hunks.. den.. wah liao.. i'll be so **blush** siazz... (silly face*
ERRR... ok loh... getting new hairstyle loh.. not new hair loh.. LOL ehe.. maybe new hair means "wig" :D err... hope this is not a premonition *OOOPSSS!!!* haha.. i dunno the ppl in u blog.. den sometimes whenu mention the names, i bit blur.. *AAA?? who is he.. wat happened earlier on... BBBB? err.. wat went on oso?* masters??? wah liaozz.. depends if they can overwhelm mi first.. LOL.. conquer and command is the way :P :P :P
haha.. our open chat realyl kinda interesting.. some times so gross, sometimes when i reply, u, i write until so funny.. ahah...
going for a biz seminar tmr.. den brought some bread to eat for fri dinner.. but.. too bad, it can't b kept so long.. sighzz.. suddenly my week is getting packed with activities.. but weekends, as always is FREE LOL... but wil prefer tos tay hoemt o clear own things.. rather than go out.. and WASTE $$
sianzz.. dirtied my shirt n pants.. jus ironed a new shirt for tmr.. den pants.. i bochap.. aiyo, right now, for 2 days, din see tat guy..n the queue for the bus is so DAMN LONG!
umm.. abt my pix page.. when i first started it, i really thot of the worst.. like... allowing ppl to view them.. but dunno who will view and whether they are trust tworthy anot.. den now, haha... i guess these are all unfounded.. cos right now, i have strict criteria n limits for who can access it :)
n hor, when i alighted from bus, i jus wanna buy the fish cake as extra dish.. when i get home.. true enuff.. the dishes by mum.. is simply not tat tantalising... hehe.. the cake came in time :)
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well, i never use any device to maintain. i oni trim it for fun... i mena shave it.. but it dun bother mi.. jus wanna raise it up ;)
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ya loh.. i so jealous.. got so muhc to write to u.. took up so much time.. :P haha. .the formal thing was on purpsoe 1 mah.. cos it's jus so impromptu, den thot of writing letter to u... 2nd letter i think.. first is the XML for LJ thing. haha.. wat i said previosly abt the hunk n gym guys.. take with pinch of salt :)
hehe.. my ass was only entered once in 2002 mid/end jul, haha.. later scali i am seduced n raped by some hunks.. den.. wah liao.. i'll be so **blush** siazz... (silly face*
ERRR... ok loh... getting new hairstyle loh.. not new hair loh.. LOL ehe.. maybe new hair means "wig" :D err... hope this is not a premonition *OOOPSSS!!!* haha.. i dunno the ppl in u blog.. den sometimes whenu mention the names, i bit blur.. *AAA?? who is he.. wat happened earlier on... BBBB? err.. wat went on oso?* masters??? wah liaozz.. depends if they can overwhelm mi first.. LOL.. conquer and command is the way :P :P :P
haha.. our open chat realyl kinda interesting.. some times so gross, sometimes when i reply, u, i write until so funny.. ahah...
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
kauzz i'm actually thinking of how to start my blog.. so tat wun have repeat names...
life's been quite alrght.. or perhaps a bore.. going to work, lunch, work, KO, dinner, surf net n relax.. den sleep... dunno wat i looking forward to oso.. i dun feel bored in the morning.. more to... when i back to my own room.. like now.. i know wat i can do to kill time n ... treat my eyes to candy.. but i jus feel empty inside?
ok... jus now, channel u, the guy is not cute... ok.. cute at first glance.. but later, nothing much. but next wk, they are looking for 3 guys.. i think will be more things to see.. cos at a jewellery shop, quan yifeng was asking a guy to put on a ring for her..
oh, ya, jus realised tat.. i got a laptop tat can surf net.. i guess will have time to write blog anytime oso liaozz.. but online? nope... WORK... umm.. wat else to write.. umm ok... incase later forget... i think hor.. i need to note my "..." cos at times, a line supposed to end, but i used ".." and some ppl think it's a continuation..
seem like.. i not used to.. or find it troublesome to update at end of day.. but i cld do it in the past..
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ya, i know life is about fittest survive.. umm.. a fridae guy told mi... "(it's the) film of the annual migration of Wildebeeste in (probably) the Masai Mara Game Park in Kenya. They have to cross at least one major river which in a bit of a deep cutting and is quite fast flowing with crocodiles lying in wait."
(u know? when i was reading ur post, i know wat to comment. but after i wrote my blog, my mind is a blank..) ya, i know life is about fittest survive.. i was jus feeling bad at tat time.. when i was also young(-er than u anyway. Anytime :D )
LOL.. jus took a bath, den felt my taste buds need some stimulant. cooked some mee.. haha.. and i ate it.. LOL.. no FEAR of gainign wt!!! haha.. I tink i hear cursing from my not-so-toned-body frns..
ok.. when i was younger, i oso thot of doing those.. save the world kinda dreams.. tat is when we dun realise the balance of nature.. but, i dun quite agree tat, natural disaster help to balance. it disrupts balance, n pushes out a body to be the leader. but the cycle of nature keep it in balance. yes, those predators fall in here. the fittest always survive, no matter where..
wah liao.. now den u tok abt the formal thing.. i ask liao, den u react, or u really no response to that at all? umm.. i dinno i said honry is mood... i dun bath in morning.. but.. at night, may jus JO as a habit.. haha
LOL till ROTFL - i dinno how u gt the "hint of fun session" until i saw the temptation line tat i wrote.. ya loh.. i yearn to have good n cool fun wif good bodies.. esp gym guys... love to touch, feel n lick their firm chest, trained pecs, and hard nipps... *VOMIT* GROSS!!!!!!!!!
writing this section here, and mtv asia is showing tong hua's mtv.. the ger is asking the guy to help her move house.. but somehow, maybe 2 influenced by ch 8, the song sounds like NKF 1.. dun have the lovey feel
but u took .5 day leave jus to get new hair?? hehe.. ur blog got lotsa names, til i dunno who is who.. yes,, it's true abt the come n go thing. part n parcel of life.. during my ns life, i know a guy from army forum. we met up. he told mi, it's part of life to know someone.. but if cant click, we'll slowly drift off... if we can clikc, frnship will develop. yes, for those who.. in the past, i cant click well wif them, i'll try to call them up again.. but for those, who.. i smsed greetings, den they reply 1.. i dun really see the pt.. for such,seem like we dun have mucht o chat. may not even have time to meet at all..
lastly... ahah.. a quiz...:
anyone know wat's 128929? it's a pager code ahah.. the prize will be mi ;)
hhe.. seem like, although i have nothign to write abt my life, when i reply ppl's blog/comments, a lot of thng will coem up.. hahah... gosh, i jus realise... my pubic hair (cock hair is 2 yux to say) din seem to be growing liaozz
life's been quite alrght.. or perhaps a bore.. going to work, lunch, work, KO, dinner, surf net n relax.. den sleep... dunno wat i looking forward to oso.. i dun feel bored in the morning.. more to... when i back to my own room.. like now.. i know wat i can do to kill time n ... treat my eyes to candy.. but i jus feel empty inside?
ok... jus now, channel u, the guy is not cute... ok.. cute at first glance.. but later, nothing much. but next wk, they are looking for 3 guys.. i think will be more things to see.. cos at a jewellery shop, quan yifeng was asking a guy to put on a ring for her..
oh, ya, jus realised tat.. i got a laptop tat can surf net.. i guess will have time to write blog anytime oso liaozz.. but online? nope... WORK... umm.. wat else to write.. umm ok... incase later forget... i think hor.. i need to note my "..." cos at times, a line supposed to end, but i used ".." and some ppl think it's a continuation..
seem like.. i not used to.. or find it troublesome to update at end of day.. but i cld do it in the past..
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ya, i know life is about fittest survive.. umm.. a fridae guy told mi... "(it's the) film of the annual migration of Wildebeeste in (probably) the Masai Mara Game Park in Kenya. They have to cross at least one major river which in a bit of a deep cutting and is quite fast flowing with crocodiles lying in wait."
(u know? when i was reading ur post, i know wat to comment. but after i wrote my blog, my mind is a blank..) ya, i know life is about fittest survive.. i was jus feeling bad at tat time.. when i was also young(-er than u anyway. Anytime :D )
LOL.. jus took a bath, den felt my taste buds need some stimulant. cooked some mee.. haha.. and i ate it.. LOL.. no FEAR of gainign wt!!! haha.. I tink i hear cursing from my not-so-toned-body frns..
ok.. when i was younger, i oso thot of doing those.. save the world kinda dreams.. tat is when we dun realise the balance of nature.. but, i dun quite agree tat, natural disaster help to balance. it disrupts balance, n pushes out a body to be the leader. but the cycle of nature keep it in balance. yes, those predators fall in here. the fittest always survive, no matter where..
wah liao.. now den u tok abt the formal thing.. i ask liao, den u react, or u really no response to that at all? umm.. i dinno i said honry is mood... i dun bath in morning.. but.. at night, may jus JO as a habit.. haha
LOL till ROTFL - i dinno how u gt the "hint of fun session" until i saw the temptation line tat i wrote.. ya loh.. i yearn to have good n cool fun wif good bodies.. esp gym guys... love to touch, feel n lick their firm chest, trained pecs, and hard nipps... *VOMIT* GROSS!!!!!!!!!
writing this section here, and mtv asia is showing tong hua's mtv.. the ger is asking the guy to help her move house.. but somehow, maybe 2 influenced by ch 8, the song sounds like NKF 1.. dun have the lovey feel
but u took .5 day leave jus to get new hair?? hehe.. ur blog got lotsa names, til i dunno who is who.. yes,, it's true abt the come n go thing. part n parcel of life.. during my ns life, i know a guy from army forum. we met up. he told mi, it's part of life to know someone.. but if cant click, we'll slowly drift off... if we can clikc, frnship will develop. yes, for those who.. in the past, i cant click well wif them, i'll try to call them up again.. but for those, who.. i smsed greetings, den they reply 1.. i dun really see the pt.. for such,seem like we dun have mucht o chat. may not even have time to meet at all..
lastly... ahah.. a quiz...:
anyone know wat's 128929? it's a pager code ahah.. the prize will be mi ;)
hhe.. seem like, although i have nothign to write abt my life, when i reply ppl's blog/comments, a lot of thng will coem up.. hahah... gosh, i jus realise... my pubic hair (cock hair is 2 yux to say) din seem to be growing liaozz
the birds.. are standing on the carcasses of cattles drowned.. while.. moving across a lake.. i switch to arts central, and saw cattles struggling to move up a trench? almost like a harmless trap full of mud.. i was really wishing n hoping they can all get out.. when 1 cattle was stamped by others in thei rbid to leave, i was calling out to it, in my heart, asking for it to move quick. den, they were crossing a lake.. some were tall enuff to move across.. some simply drowned.. when i saw their horns sticking out of the water... tears almost flowed..
Monday, April 11, 2005
i got up early.. returning hearts in fridae, n missed the bus... faield to see that guy.. somehow my supervisor is pretty good in words.. always encouraging us, and tryingt o let us see the good side of ourselves.. but i knwo myself better :)
somehwo, i do seem to be quite good in spotting artistes... spotted koh chieng mun, and 1 old actress.. of tcs 8.. umm.. have not been reading my notes a while.. and doing the pracs... oh ya, this wk.. may go irc to find ppl.. nothig else tat i can think of to say..
think think think, finally.. know wat else.. heh.. maybe i used to writing longer blog.. quite strange if write such short 1.. actually, i still long to gob ack family there live.. at least got the mood there.. but the only codition is, i still want my privacy... alright... reply comments liao..
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eheh.. i thot u'll say.. "how come write so formal a letter?" ahha.. i only registered, haven even went audition.. so fast tok abt supporting mi there?? haha.. u saw my site pix, but not my recent pix.. how u know i din change? but.. so wat if u feel u not good enuff? u oni supporting mi.. unless u gonna identify urself, how i know which is u? aiyozz.. i oni replied u a qn, den u withdrew ur coments abt mi sad?
i will write my mood here.. depending on ur understanding of my writing style, or how intense u are in following up, u shld b able to gues my mood.. i.. honry... bit lah, dunno y... can JO so many times LOL.. wah, u oso so openly, let ppl know (esp if ur visitors see ur entry here) ur JO freq?? but twice.. morning n night?
ur blog... wat's ur diet? dun over do ur dieting.. u oftne say... u no quality yet.. but ur msn muz write s n a.. wat's Free? u mean time for fun? these period.. i usually... dun care if tat someone could be the One for mi... i take it as it goes.. no longer pining so much hopes for a potential.. if got fate, anything will happen.. "The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it." issit???
haha.. jus now went aunt house.. over there, as usual, treated mi dinner... den when i got home ,i.. took dinner again.. LOL.. abt 710 at aunt, abt 1030 at family :) envious?
somehwo, i do seem to be quite good in spotting artistes... spotted koh chieng mun, and 1 old actress.. of tcs 8.. umm.. have not been reading my notes a while.. and doing the pracs... oh ya, this wk.. may go irc to find ppl.. nothig else tat i can think of to say..
think think think, finally.. know wat else.. heh.. maybe i used to writing longer blog.. quite strange if write such short 1.. actually, i still long to gob ack family there live.. at least got the mood there.. but the only codition is, i still want my privacy... alright... reply comments liao..
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eheh.. i thot u'll say.. "how come write so formal a letter?" ahha.. i only registered, haven even went audition.. so fast tok abt supporting mi there?? haha.. u saw my site pix, but not my recent pix.. how u know i din change? but.. so wat if u feel u not good enuff? u oni supporting mi.. unless u gonna identify urself, how i know which is u? aiyozz.. i oni replied u a qn, den u withdrew ur coments abt mi sad?
i will write my mood here.. depending on ur understanding of my writing style, or how intense u are in following up, u shld b able to gues my mood.. i.. honry... bit lah, dunno y... can JO so many times LOL.. wah, u oso so openly, let ppl know (esp if ur visitors see ur entry here) ur JO freq?? but twice.. morning n night?
ur blog... wat's ur diet? dun over do ur dieting.. u oftne say... u no quality yet.. but ur msn muz write s n a.. wat's Free? u mean time for fun? these period.. i usually... dun care if tat someone could be the One for mi... i take it as it goes.. no longer pining so much hopes for a potential.. if got fate, anything will happen.. "The only way to get rid of a temptation is to yield to it." issit???
haha.. jus now went aunt house.. over there, as usual, treated mi dinner... den when i got home ,i.. took dinner again.. LOL.. abt 710 at aunt, abt 1030 at family :) envious?
Sunday, April 10, 2005
as i poured out the biscuits i bought, i remembered somethign to blog.. at the bfast today, went past a stall selling titbits.. a couple selling... the guy is... 30+.. VERY tanned.. or even dark skinned.. i saw wat they selling.. n took teh chance to ask my family go n find the titbits... the guy was always looking down.
when checking them, i had the chance to look.. tanned guy... those gym size.. bought n went off.. no funny ideas.. :)
when checking them, i had the chance to look.. tanned guy... those gym size.. bought n went off.. no funny ideas.. :)
having.. left the honry age.. these days, if got someone in fridae who attracts mi.. i tend not to immediately ask for fun time.. at most jus praise the body.. or the picture... but from wat i do now, i will email them, sending regards... n got 2guy... i web sms them... more into frnship these days... knowing them is more impt than.. asking for sex hehe..
den.. jus now, i was oso thiking.. abt the china worker.. if i got a car.. if he cute/goodlooking, n if he know where to go but cant find it, i offer him a ride in the car.. will he take? if the car.. has my frn (all guys) in it, will he dare to take? if i keen on him, will anythign happen in the car? i'm only trying to be frnly... no 1 ever like bad thing to happen to them. i guess, it's better to.. tell them i keen on him... but we can always jus come out for a meal... perhaps leave him my number... no need to be so onzz for sex.. strike a proper rapport...
hha... wat am i writing? i oso dunno wat my pt :)
den.. jus now, i was oso thiking.. abt the china worker.. if i got a car.. if he cute/goodlooking, n if he know where to go but cant find it, i offer him a ride in the car.. will he take? if the car.. has my frn (all guys) in it, will he dare to take? if i keen on him, will anythign happen in the car? i'm only trying to be frnly... no 1 ever like bad thing to happen to them. i guess, it's better to.. tell them i keen on him... but we can always jus come out for a meal... perhaps leave him my number... no need to be so onzz for sex.. strike a proper rapport...
hha... wat am i writing? i oso dunno wat my pt :)
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