dunno how come.. this wkend, i pretty hungry.. seem like really no limit to how much my stomach can take...
saturday, wanna go check my mp3 player, n go swim... den.. was thnking which 1 first.. cos the mp3 player close at 12. den i thot, why not i jus go mp3 first?
at the mp3 player there, the person handling mi.. is kinda like more reserved liao.. haha.. last time, still bit touchy.. this time, very reserved n str8 :P but then his attitude to handling mi, a customer.. oso changed.. like no longer that helpful liao... sianzz...
den went all the way back to my place for a swim... siaozz... some time never swim... now i almost forgot hwo to swim properly...
Monday, January 31, 2005
Sunday, January 30, 2005
jus brought (was thinking shld i use present tense.. as it's shorter :P) my dog to the vet... it was still frightened as usual...
while waiting for our turn, i brought the dog outside for a walk. den, a dude walked towards my direction... carrying 2 puppies.. hehe.. i was looking at the dogs and him, den he somehow smiled at mi... wow... i smiled back.. but was paiseh to react otherwise... WAH!!!
during the checkup, the doc say 2 possible causes. 1 is something pressing the nerves of the spine of my dog,making its nerves on the hind legs weak.. din even realise its own legs are criss crossing.
other cause will be old age. i think.
for the 1st one, medication may help... but eventually, his body will deteoriate...n may suffer.. and ask if we wanna let him go.. we REFUSE. so we went for the xray... it showed that, his spine is alright... so most probably due t old age.. and the vet's surprised that it's still so healthy, alive and kicking!! 18 years of age... = 126 yo.. cool...
so, it's still strong and going!! HEHE... well, i guess simple fare is still better for dogs.. for my other dog who has left, she was fed quality food.... sighzzz
while waiting for our turn, i brought the dog outside for a walk. den, a dude walked towards my direction... carrying 2 puppies.. hehe.. i was looking at the dogs and him, den he somehow smiled at mi... wow... i smiled back.. but was paiseh to react otherwise... WAH!!!
during the checkup, the doc say 2 possible causes. 1 is something pressing the nerves of the spine of my dog,making its nerves on the hind legs weak.. din even realise its own legs are criss crossing.
other cause will be old age. i think.
for the 1st one, medication may help... but eventually, his body will deteoriate...n may suffer.. and ask if we wanna let him go.. we REFUSE. so we went for the xray... it showed that, his spine is alright... so most probably due t old age.. and the vet's surprised that it's still so healthy, alive and kicking!! 18 years of age... = 126 yo.. cool...
so, it's still strong and going!! HEHE... well, i guess simple fare is still better for dogs.. for my other dog who has left, she was fed quality food.... sighzzz
anyway, about my work... i dunno... right now, this contract job is ending and another company's gonan take over... this company... their agency, came.. but i missed it. they supposed to contact mi this wk. but no news at all. alright then.
for my current company, they also hope to retain us, and say will arrange us to work with them. but the thing is tat, before the contract officially ends, we MUZ stay here. so if a new proj start before contract end, we can join. but be after tat. liaozz... (gosh)
for my current company, they also hope to retain us, and say will arrange us to work with them. but the thing is tat, before the contract officially ends, we MUZ stay here. so if a new proj start before contract end, we can join. but be after tat. liaozz... (gosh)
i was at home... attending to my dog... it's still tat feeble.. as it was about to fall, as it lost balance.. he looked at us, crying for help...
i held him up. n caressed its neck... i wanted to give it the past feeling... when it was still young, i often caressed its neck... it seem to feel comfy everytime i did it... then today, i did it again.. but as i thot of the purpose, my eyes got wet... my nose was blocked. i controlled myself so tat tears wun roll down... however, they still got stuck in my eyes, and i had to squeeze it so tat my vision became clear again.
as i was typing it out here, i also was about to weep... tmr my family gonna bring it to the vet.. hopefully...
i held him up. n caressed its neck... i wanted to give it the past feeling... when it was still young, i often caressed its neck... it seem to feel comfy everytime i did it... then today, i did it again.. but as i thot of the purpose, my eyes got wet... my nose was blocked. i controlled myself so tat tears wun roll down... however, they still got stuck in my eyes, and i had to squeeze it so tat my vision became clear again.
as i was typing it out here, i also was about to weep... tmr my family gonna bring it to the vet.. hopefully...
Saturday, January 29, 2005
umm.. i wonder if i shld upload some of my treasured pix onto this page..
and.. i kinda have another idea for porn shooting.. haha.. am i on the path to script writer? or even director??
i was entering toilet, wif a colleague, den someone was washing hands there. den this idea came..
someone in the toilet doing something proper... then. more than 1 guy go in, and saw this stranger person. this group of guys chatted while behind the stranger. then suddenly, they grabbed hold of the stranger and put a handkerchief or something over his mouth.. this strange struggles, but feels WEAK.. losing his strength gradually, but still awake... he is den dragged to either cubicle or corner.. and the action starts.. wow the stranger is still weak, consciouos, and TRIES to struggle...
LOL...
umm.. my net is down now.. waiting to reconnect, then post this entry...
and.. i kinda have another idea for porn shooting.. haha.. am i on the path to script writer? or even director??
i was entering toilet, wif a colleague, den someone was washing hands there. den this idea came..
someone in the toilet doing something proper... then. more than 1 guy go in, and saw this stranger person. this group of guys chatted while behind the stranger. then suddenly, they grabbed hold of the stranger and put a handkerchief or something over his mouth.. this strange struggles, but feels WEAK.. losing his strength gradually, but still awake... he is den dragged to either cubicle or corner.. and the action starts.. wow the stranger is still weak, consciouos, and TRIES to struggle...
LOL...
umm.. my net is down now.. waiting to reconnect, then post this entry...
Friday, January 28, 2005
wah liaoz.z.. i jus now was writing something... abt 1/4 of a page, and then i wanna download a file and open with powerpoint, but my Mozilla jus hang. ARGH!!!!!!!
but somehow, i think i'm getting kinda westernised... cos... when i wanna express my... mood, i tend to use english expressions... no more using Asian expressions... wat happened to my asian roots....
hopefully these only apply to those who have been overseas and speak proper english... i mean those frns of mine...
anyway!
i feel that i have failed my job/duty/role as a frn...
no ranking by dates.
a frn who had been toking on the phoen with mi once in a while suddenly asked mi out at 9+ pm for a meal. i thot, it 9+ and going for a cuppa?? umm, i told him it's too late and will call him out again... i never thot of anything else.
then many days, or a few weeks later, i suddenly remembered he said he was facing some problem with his reln, and i called him to ask abt it.. i kinda managed to link his call to the reln problem. yes, he confirmed tat time was due to that. but tat time, i actually thot nothing about it, and brushed it off as a casual meal.
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den, just yesterday, i met up a close frn of mine who came back from Oz for her summer holiday. as we chatted, she told mi she was pretty down at 1 time. i have no idea about it. i asked if she called mi. she did. and she was calling back from Oz. she told mi, when i took the call, i felt surprised tat she called mi from Oz, but was too busy to entertain her. Then she hung up.
I remembered this! at that time, i was really surprised that she called mi! i did not think of anything important, but only felt that she could be lonely and wanna chat. But at that time, i not sure if I was really busy, or soemthing, and i did not really stay with her.
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i really felt bad that i treated my frns this way.. they needed me, and yet i can't sense it. i shld have been more sensitive, and attentive to my frns' needs.... i really feel bad abt it.................
but somehow, i think i'm getting kinda westernised... cos... when i wanna express my... mood, i tend to use english expressions... no more using Asian expressions... wat happened to my asian roots....
hopefully these only apply to those who have been overseas and speak proper english... i mean those frns of mine...
anyway!
i feel that i have failed my job/duty/role as a frn...
no ranking by dates.
a frn who had been toking on the phoen with mi once in a while suddenly asked mi out at 9+ pm for a meal. i thot, it 9+ and going for a cuppa?? umm, i told him it's too late and will call him out again... i never thot of anything else.
then many days, or a few weeks later, i suddenly remembered he said he was facing some problem with his reln, and i called him to ask abt it.. i kinda managed to link his call to the reln problem. yes, he confirmed tat time was due to that. but tat time, i actually thot nothing about it, and brushed it off as a casual meal.
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den, just yesterday, i met up a close frn of mine who came back from Oz for her summer holiday. as we chatted, she told mi she was pretty down at 1 time. i have no idea about it. i asked if she called mi. she did. and she was calling back from Oz. she told mi, when i took the call, i felt surprised tat she called mi from Oz, but was too busy to entertain her. Then she hung up.
I remembered this! at that time, i was really surprised that she called mi! i did not think of anything important, but only felt that she could be lonely and wanna chat. But at that time, i not sure if I was really busy, or soemthing, and i did not really stay with her.
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i really felt bad that i treated my frns this way.. they needed me, and yet i can't sense it. i shld have been more sensitive, and attentive to my frns' needs.... i really feel bad abt it.................
Thursday, January 27, 2005
gosh.... right now, my seat in the worplace is like in tbe middle of politics... 1 ger who guided mi when i jus came in... now oso start to guess my actual meaning, when i actually meant nothing... she was jumping to conclusions...
den behind mi are 2 talkative gals... 1 is laojiao... who give advice tat seem proper... but it may not be true... end up i may be told off...
sianzz.. politics is so tiring for mi... a innocent boy... haven't even fitted properly into working life, n oredi entangled in office politics...
den behind mi are 2 talkative gals... 1 is laojiao... who give advice tat seem proper... but it may not be true... end up i may be told off...
sianzz.. politics is so tiring for mi... a innocent boy... haven't even fitted properly into working life, n oredi entangled in office politics...
ytday,. wah i like kisiao.. played games in office till knock off time.. wanna play hard den read books and den find jobs... yup, got the hang of the game liao. den i got home.. thot of staying home to find jobs.. haha.. jus can't settle my mind on it... keep watching TV and settling my emails.. den went to buy some drinks... hehe..
kinda made a fool of myself... they got red tea, and milk red tea.. i asked the diff.. they say "1 got milk, 1 dun have" LOL...
after watching charmed.. i headed home.. din bring my hp...
gosh... the family dog.. is very feeble now... i even have to hold its hind legs so tat it can moev over to drink from its bowl... so pitiful.. when i let go, it was struggling to keep its balance.. (at the thot of this, i almost wanna weep).. its left hind leg is helpless.. cant suport its wt anymore...
when i helped him over to the bowl, he actually drank the whole bowl.. n as i was holding its leg, it kinda relaxed and relied on my carrying... i think it's feeling tired... oh my god./....
when it was about to fall, he was watching me... or rather looking at mi... like calling me for help... (the sight of him doing this almost made mi weep again)... it's now like those elderly ppl, who need intensive care... those on wheel chair type... cos he's unable to mvoe, and yet he has to... (i am feeling bad abt it... but i still wanna... to track everything down...)
i'm thinking of... designing a support for him... duno how it works.. but i wanna help him..
den later, i went home.. n i heard a new voice from my room. he really brought someone home.. i din bring my hp.. so i dun bother... den they left, n i checked. he din msg mi. ok he win again.
i den left a msg , telling him off for bringing someone home w/o letting mi know... den i started to look for jobs... till 1+am... sighzzz...
this morning, he msg mi he bring tat frn home cos he himself need to bathe... i was thinking.. "SO WHAT?"
n does my blog sound hard to decipher?? in wat way... dunno..
kinda made a fool of myself... they got red tea, and milk red tea.. i asked the diff.. they say "1 got milk, 1 dun have" LOL...
after watching charmed.. i headed home.. din bring my hp...
gosh... the family dog.. is very feeble now... i even have to hold its hind legs so tat it can moev over to drink from its bowl... so pitiful.. when i let go, it was struggling to keep its balance.. (at the thot of this, i almost wanna weep).. its left hind leg is helpless.. cant suport its wt anymore...
when i helped him over to the bowl, he actually drank the whole bowl.. n as i was holding its leg, it kinda relaxed and relied on my carrying... i think it's feeling tired... oh my god./....
when it was about to fall, he was watching me... or rather looking at mi... like calling me for help... (the sight of him doing this almost made mi weep again)... it's now like those elderly ppl, who need intensive care... those on wheel chair type... cos he's unable to mvoe, and yet he has to... (i am feeling bad abt it... but i still wanna... to track everything down...)
i'm thinking of... designing a support for him... duno how it works.. but i wanna help him..
den later, i went home.. n i heard a new voice from my room. he really brought someone home.. i din bring my hp.. so i dun bother... den they left, n i checked. he din msg mi. ok he win again.
i den left a msg , telling him off for bringing someone home w/o letting mi know... den i started to look for jobs... till 1+am... sighzzz...
this morning, he msg mi he bring tat frn home cos he himself need to bathe... i was thinking.. "SO WHAT?"
n does my blog sound hard to decipher?? in wat way... dunno..
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
liaozz.. dunno wat's going on.. both sides of the companies taking over the contract.. seem no interest in me...
den.. last night (or some ngihts back), witnessed how a cat, or rather kitten catch a rat.. heard the squeaks, n i let out a disgusting sound. then the kitten was holding on to it with its teeth, and the rat was struggling... i had seen a bigger sized rat... guess this is a baby?
den today, roommate did it again...
den.. last night (or some ngihts back), witnessed how a cat, or rather kitten catch a rat.. heard the squeaks, n i let out a disgusting sound. then the kitten was holding on to it with its teeth, and the rat was struggling... i had seen a bigger sized rat... guess this is a baby?
den today, roommate did it again...
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
damn it... kena bluffed by my frn twice...
last saturday, this frn say will be coming to join me in my pub. den later his frns called him to take bday pix. so he went, and forgot all about me. say he's coming, but never appeared.
alright.
then today, i suddenly ask if he wanna go city there dine. he said ok. den when i on my way, he suddenly change venue.. i alright with it.. so i change my route. but then, when i got there, he not there yet. i was late for 30 mins due to change of venue. i den called him twice. no answer. i msg him tat if he dun call mi in 10 mins, i going off.
true enuff.. he din call. so i went off, msg'ing him i am ANGRY.
he has not replied. fine.
last saturday, this frn say will be coming to join me in my pub. den later his frns called him to take bday pix. so he went, and forgot all about me. say he's coming, but never appeared.
alright.
then today, i suddenly ask if he wanna go city there dine. he said ok. den when i on my way, he suddenly change venue.. i alright with it.. so i change my route. but then, when i got there, he not there yet. i was late for 30 mins due to change of venue. i den called him twice. no answer. i msg him tat if he dun call mi in 10 mins, i going off.
true enuff.. he din call. so i went off, msg'ing him i am ANGRY.
he has not replied. fine.
an agency supposed to call mi for apptmt, but din... dunno wat's going on...
ytday, din go for my lunch, but bought back. den i guess i pretty tired so i took a nap.. den wah!! nearing the end of it, i heard some quarelling over some issues siazz...
on my way home, jus outside my office's busstop, got 1 str8 couple (LOL... muz mention STR8) but the ger is office lady (in office attire lah) and the bf was in.. either (non)collar black top, and 3/4. his hair is colored. wah liao, such a combo siazz... ahha.. how i wish i was tat ger... nvm :)
den.. as i walked home, saw antoher couple.. office lady with a guy who dressed down oso.. wah liao... is office lady in the vogue now??? anyway, i was pretty tired, n almost din wanna go home for dinner liao.... almost jus wanna rest n sleep... but suddenly, someone wanna add mi in msn, n tat woke mi up... LOL.. but hor,... this person veli funnie...
add mi, ask mi for nude pix. who in the right mind will do this??? den i ask him who give him my email, he say he forgot... huh??
ytday, din go for my lunch, but bought back. den i guess i pretty tired so i took a nap.. den wah!! nearing the end of it, i heard some quarelling over some issues siazz...
on my way home, jus outside my office's busstop, got 1 str8 couple (LOL... muz mention STR8) but the ger is office lady (in office attire lah) and the bf was in.. either (non)collar black top, and 3/4. his hair is colored. wah liao, such a combo siazz... ahha.. how i wish i was tat ger... nvm :)
den.. as i walked home, saw antoher couple.. office lady with a guy who dressed down oso.. wah liao... is office lady in the vogue now??? anyway, i was pretty tired, n almost din wanna go home for dinner liao.... almost jus wanna rest n sleep... but suddenly, someone wanna add mi in msn, n tat woke mi up... LOL.. but hor,... this person veli funnie...
add mi, ask mi for nude pix. who in the right mind will do this??? den i ask him who give him my email, he say he forgot... huh??
Monday, January 24, 2005
den.. in the end, i got home... n went over to take my dinner.. n got home by 11.. ahah.. den hor, i was pretty tired.. liao.. almost gonna concuss.. but still pushed myself to iron my clothes... but while ironing, i was oredi feeling dizzy... n ready to sleep... but still managed :)
den i realised tat my roommate is out for earn some quick bucks..
den i realised tat my roommate is out for earn some quick bucks..
sunday,...
during the marathon, someone msg mi... with an attitude. wah liao, in the end, when i identified myself, he said "huh? nvr mind, forget it"... alright....
den arranged to go sun tanning wif a frn... n i called other frns oso... in end, 2 guys become 5 ppl party..
but while waitin for the bus there, there was 1 guy sitting at the stop. he looked good... den haha... i spoke to him on the pretext of asking details of the bus.. LOL... haha,... if my frn was not there so fast, i think i will have chatted up wif him siazz!!!!!
den rezached the place... n had my share of suntanning... pretty fun n shiok.. haha... but the sea water was SOOO salty!!!
in fact, for lunch, i went naked... in briefs lah... to the food court.. haah... exhibitionist? LOL...
oso took some pic... den we got back to shopping mall to take our meal.. den walk around.. n my frn help the store to clear stock LOL... den we went home liaozz...
umm.. at times, well... he isn't forceful... helpful n frnly.. n take thigns slowly... umm, but i dun wanna say how i wanna things to develop...
oh ya... i think sleeveless is my attire for the wkend siazz.... cos from friday till sunday i all along wearing singlet, tank top or sleeveless jacket.. LOL...
during the marathon, someone msg mi... with an attitude. wah liao, in the end, when i identified myself, he said "huh? nvr mind, forget it"... alright....
den arranged to go sun tanning wif a frn... n i called other frns oso... in end, 2 guys become 5 ppl party..
but while waitin for the bus there, there was 1 guy sitting at the stop. he looked good... den haha... i spoke to him on the pretext of asking details of the bus.. LOL... haha,... if my frn was not there so fast, i think i will have chatted up wif him siazz!!!!!
den rezached the place... n had my share of suntanning... pretty fun n shiok.. haha... but the sea water was SOOO salty!!!
in fact, for lunch, i went naked... in briefs lah... to the food court.. haah... exhibitionist? LOL...
oso took some pic... den we got back to shopping mall to take our meal.. den walk around.. n my frn help the store to clear stock LOL... den we went home liaozz...
umm.. at times, well... he isn't forceful... helpful n frnly.. n take thigns slowly... umm, but i dun wanna say how i wanna things to develop...
oh ya... i think sleeveless is my attire for the wkend siazz.... cos from friday till sunday i all along wearing singlet, tank top or sleeveless jacket.. LOL...
abt saturday morning...
last night, din expect to spend the night there... cos i needed to exchange my mp3 player... n go aunt's place to fix her PC.
so, slept 3+, woke near 8. ahha.. tat "smart" boy still watching shows... wanna rush them to leave by 11... so tat i got time to wash up, and do my things.. but end up we left at 2pm. cos my frn wnana ensure he got money in bank. den i went to aunt's house to fix thigns up... wah... i really rushed over siazz... n as usual, she treated mi to a meal. so din spend too much money.
den, i recv msg from my close frn who wanna go chiong.. as he is having off tat day. wah i was thinking.. i whole day sure will busy like siaozz... din stay home for too long at all siazz... den later, i asked my other frn out... but... damn it... ok.. i mena, when i got home, i rested n DIY :D... roommate was in room, but sleeping... i din feel much wanna do it.. den when he went to toilet, i took the time to JO quick LOL
den wah, din have time to rest oso... umm.. for my attire, cos i not gonna wear contacts, i decided to wear something tat made mi look cool n good last time.. wah, den i kisiao.. the dress is wif family. den i thot of wearing a sweater outside.. so can turn from nice boi to cool dude within mins... haha... but hor, wah liao... felt so warm n din wanna wear much..
wat's worse... my frns supposed to be there.. 2 of them. but hor, wah liao, i waited there for some time. n no 1 is there yet.. some more, 1 is busy taking photo.. n say wil come will come ,but never see at all... liaozz...
finally went to kill my time at a pub where i saw a cute guy.. but 2 bad, he was only on attmt tat time. den thsi tiem, went back, and he's gone... sighzz... den i chatted with this frn of mine... chatted happily n joked about.. he said he's tired, but after we left the pub, we actually strolled around... n ended up going to other places.. where we tok'ed loudly abt ourselves and desire .. like "any caucasians to offer his cock to him??" "he need some sperm in his mouth" hehe...
we reached a eatery.. ordered some food.. n GOSH!! the serving is BIG!!! haha.. once again we joked abt sexual stuff like no 1's biz. enjoyed my time pretty muhc... and ended up takignt he 3am bus still...
last night, din expect to spend the night there... cos i needed to exchange my mp3 player... n go aunt's place to fix her PC.
so, slept 3+, woke near 8. ahha.. tat "smart" boy still watching shows... wanna rush them to leave by 11... so tat i got time to wash up, and do my things.. but end up we left at 2pm. cos my frn wnana ensure he got money in bank. den i went to aunt's house to fix thigns up... wah... i really rushed over siazz... n as usual, she treated mi to a meal. so din spend too much money.
den, i recv msg from my close frn who wanna go chiong.. as he is having off tat day. wah i was thinking.. i whole day sure will busy like siaozz... din stay home for too long at all siazz... den later, i asked my other frn out... but... damn it... ok.. i mena, when i got home, i rested n DIY :D... roommate was in room, but sleeping... i din feel much wanna do it.. den when he went to toilet, i took the time to JO quick LOL
den wah, din have time to rest oso... umm.. for my attire, cos i not gonna wear contacts, i decided to wear something tat made mi look cool n good last time.. wah, den i kisiao.. the dress is wif family. den i thot of wearing a sweater outside.. so can turn from nice boi to cool dude within mins... haha... but hor, wah liao... felt so warm n din wanna wear much..
wat's worse... my frns supposed to be there.. 2 of them. but hor, wah liao, i waited there for some time. n no 1 is there yet.. some more, 1 is busy taking photo.. n say wil come will come ,but never see at all... liaozz...
finally went to kill my time at a pub where i saw a cute guy.. but 2 bad, he was only on attmt tat time. den thsi tiem, went back, and he's gone... sighzz... den i chatted with this frn of mine... chatted happily n joked about.. he said he's tired, but after we left the pub, we actually strolled around... n ended up going to other places.. where we tok'ed loudly abt ourselves and desire .. like "any caucasians to offer his cock to him??" "he need some sperm in his mouth" hehe...
we reached a eatery.. ordered some food.. n GOSH!! the serving is BIG!!! haha.. once again we joked abt sexual stuff like no 1's biz. enjoyed my time pretty muhc... and ended up takignt he 3am bus still...
last friday... arrange to go for movie marathon... thot will start at 12+.. but wah liao, frn go there so late... den end up 3+ den start.. n i end up idling for 10+ mins... finally they arrived.. n wah, he brought a frn along siazz... tis frn hor... wilson.. he... quite old looking loh.. but hs body size maintain as... slim build... ahha.. he wearing thsoe zipper sweater... haha.. at tiems feel like undoing it :P
but this frn of his hor... pretty irritating at times... his words no wisdom at all siazz... never asked any intelligent qn at all.. fancy asking some odd qns... but alright lah.. jus tat his.. thinking is bit.. far stretched... hehe..
den all the way watch show... oso watched Harry 3, and some more eps of QAF.. had wanna go ktv later wif soem frns... but... they actually my frn's frn... the owner of teh house had wanna take dinner with us.. but they more keen on watching videos.. end up i told them i'm hungry... den they went... hehe... den during dinner.. the ktv was cancelled.. unexpectedly. den we went backt o keep watching the show.. wah...
tat "smart" boy wanna watch porn.. n he can't keep his mouth shut for > 2 mins siazz... den i told him pte'ly tat he shld be quieter... cos ppl are watching show.. n hor, this person is pretty exposive.. i mena, he is like, wanna attract more ppl... he readily showed his chest... when i asked him too.. as a tease lah...
ahah.. slept at 3+ siazz...
but this frn of his hor... pretty irritating at times... his words no wisdom at all siazz... never asked any intelligent qn at all.. fancy asking some odd qns... but alright lah.. jus tat his.. thinking is bit.. far stretched... hehe..
den all the way watch show... oso watched Harry 3, and some more eps of QAF.. had wanna go ktv later wif soem frns... but... they actually my frn's frn... the owner of teh house had wanna take dinner with us.. but they more keen on watching videos.. end up i told them i'm hungry... den they went... hehe... den during dinner.. the ktv was cancelled.. unexpectedly. den we went backt o keep watching the show.. wah...
tat "smart" boy wanna watch porn.. n he can't keep his mouth shut for > 2 mins siazz... den i told him pte'ly tat he shld be quieter... cos ppl are watching show.. n hor, this person is pretty exposive.. i mena, he is like, wanna attract more ppl... he readily showed his chest... when i asked him too.. as a tease lah...
ahah.. slept at 3+ siazz...
last thurs...
i find tat... if i spend the weekends well, i tend to froget hwo i spent it.. how i passed the day,... cos... perhaps i... passed it quickly hehe..
yupzz, the last wkend, i passed pretty fast n nice... in the sense... i din spend time at home, killing time myself...
last fri, arranged to go watching movie marathon in a frn's house... wah yozzz... wanna go some time like.. 12pm.. but then, my frn who supposed ot join mi... haha.. oops... i guess i left out thurs' night :)
ummm... i think i .... shld wri.... ummm... nvm
alright, last thurs... my frn last min wanna mi go watch show... den ahah... i called a few frns asking if they wan watch movie oso.. end up my "master" free, so we go movie./.. duno why, he originally din wan go movie... n ask mi jus walk wif him.. but later he stil came to movie wif mi loh... wah liao...
den hor, my frn bring a china frn.. din tell mi.. but jus say dun buy tix yet... den i bought liao, he den say his china frn need chn subtitiles. kauzz... den we taing our meal.. wah liao, they 2 bickering so funny siazz!! like those comedy shows... quite ridiculous. den i noted tat, sitting beside me got soemone who i knew.. but he dun wan msg mi.. so alright, up to him. he someone who into witchcraft... or know n understand abt them...
den after the show, i msg him.. tat witch craft guy,,,, he deleted my no... ok loh...
den on my way back, they wanna go pub.. but i dun see the pt in going so i jus went home...
i find tat... if i spend the weekends well, i tend to froget hwo i spent it.. how i passed the day,... cos... perhaps i... passed it quickly hehe..
yupzz, the last wkend, i passed pretty fast n nice... in the sense... i din spend time at home, killing time myself...
last fri, arranged to go watching movie marathon in a frn's house... wah yozzz... wanna go some time like.. 12pm.. but then, my frn who supposed ot join mi... haha.. oops... i guess i left out thurs' night :)
ummm... i think i .... shld wri.... ummm... nvm
alright, last thurs... my frn last min wanna mi go watch show... den ahah... i called a few frns asking if they wan watch movie oso.. end up my "master" free, so we go movie./.. duno why, he originally din wan go movie... n ask mi jus walk wif him.. but later he stil came to movie wif mi loh... wah liao...
den hor, my frn bring a china frn.. din tell mi.. but jus say dun buy tix yet... den i bought liao, he den say his china frn need chn subtitiles. kauzz... den we taing our meal.. wah liao, they 2 bickering so funny siazz!! like those comedy shows... quite ridiculous. den i noted tat, sitting beside me got soemone who i knew.. but he dun wan msg mi.. so alright, up to him. he someone who into witchcraft... or know n understand abt them...
den after the show, i msg him.. tat witch craft guy,,,, he deleted my no... ok loh...
den on my way back, they wanna go pub.. but i dun see the pt in going so i jus went home...
wah, now i so tired n sleepy...
anyway. i dunno if i am 2 frnly, despo, getting more open-minded n easygoing... when i saw a guy waiting for a bus at my stop, i almost wanna go up and chat up haha...
den tonight.. when i was abt to get home from family... a guy was actually squatting at a corner, msg'ing away.. really frightened me... but haha.. in fact, i felt i could have gone up to tok or something :P
sleep.
anyway. i dunno if i am 2 frnly, despo, getting more open-minded n easygoing... when i saw a guy waiting for a bus at my stop, i almost wanna go up and chat up haha...
den tonight.. when i was abt to get home from family... a guy was actually squatting at a corner, msg'ing away.. really frightened me... but haha.. in fact, i felt i could have gone up to tok or something :P
sleep.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Thursday, January 20, 2005
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
hehe.. today at home.. but dun wan keep staying home.. went to take mc, den wanna go swim, den come home apply jobs.. but for swim, cos getting outta plan, so in end.. at abt 3pm, i saw that "My Brother" is on at 330pm and immdailtey wnt for it.... although no 1 seem keen.. hehe... pretty volatile hor?
den, the show, is not bad... the actor GOOD looking, n the story is alright oso... cos it did tok abt brotherhood n brotherly love and care...
den, the show, is not bad... the actor GOOD looking, n the story is alright oso... cos it did tok abt brotherhood n brotherly love and care...
i think i have mentioned sometime back tat, i tried proper SM wif some ppl... i think hor... right now, even when i not attached liao, i starting to give sm up... cos, from the proper sessions those times, i think mine is jus medicore.. more to fun game... not sm... kinda made mi lose my confidence in my way of sm.........
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
ok, the US version was pretty nice...
den cos i noticed that 1 boy was always looking back at mi... LOL.. nothing lah...
the dinner wah liaozz.. not to my liking at all...
the pasta was ok, but he using beef. i tried not to take beef, but he insisted on changing it. den change to rice wif vege, but i think still got some bef inside.. i dun wan ask.. but the rice n the chiken sausage... the rice is watery n very separated... n the sauage is... tasteless... bland.
later, we went to chiong for the ngiht loh...
ahha, my frn still veli good at recognising the roads.. haha, when we dinno the way back to mrt.. there was someone standing by the pillar and looking at us, he immediately ask him suddenly... without any "excuse mi" or "sorry..." LOL// wah liao.. he so direct!!
ya.. we on way to there... i supposed to meet a frn for catching up... but later he not coming.. alright, he was with my dreamlover... i was rushign to meet him... nvm...
den i actually saw a frn with hsi frns... den we jus joined them for the night.. soon, we left for some pubbing. wah liao, the place was kinda crowded and i almost din feel l;ike staying there siazz... but later, we found seats finally...
sitting there, we were chatting heartily. my frn n i were actually interested in 1 person.. LOL... den he asked for their numbers... we took our supper... and went home.. hehe.. later this new frn passed mi his frn's no,... haah.. i thanked him.. n msg this new guy gd nite.. n in morning, i msg him good morning oso...
last night, my frn did tell mi they gonna r-blade at ECP.. so near nn time,.. wah liao, i woke up, n dun feel like going for family meal... so i stayed home... using PC.. den saw these ppl online liao n chatted... somehow i did let them know i will join them.
but the funny thing is, when i arrived at the destination, they are not there!!! i call them only to realise they have taken the bus and on way to ECP. i blasted at them for not respecting mi as frn.. they say they waiting for mi liaozz...
i was pissed n called my frn to confide... he den came to find mi n we went ECP together. upon reaching, we found them. i walked up to greet my frn. tat guy look at mi frnly'ly, but i gave him a pissed look. he appeared bewildered. i then said this "later i need to u guys soemthign".
den we rented bicycles, and i promptly questioned the ppl involved in this issue. wah liao, i was pretty pissed... the first person.. ok.. he's kinda innocent. then the 2nd person.. who i like... he gave mi a bochap attitude. i'm angry, but he oni said "alright, i'm sorry abt tat, but i really dinno u were coming".
tat's all he said in his apology. take it tat i'm sensitive, but i simply not happy with this way of apologising. i'm angry, and he oni say he is sorry... huh?? is he sincere? i was questioning him.. if he's truly apologising to a frn, he should be more sincere. wat';s more he's more than mid age.
i feel he simply dun have respect for mi, and merely.. treating mi as someone who will be head over heels for him.. i wun be contacting him anymore, unless he wanna..
but at the end of the day, i still... managed to say goodbye to him.. but my impression dropped,. liao... well, i did think of msg'ing him... but am i so despo???
den cos i noticed that 1 boy was always looking back at mi... LOL.. nothing lah...
the dinner wah liaozz.. not to my liking at all...
the pasta was ok, but he using beef. i tried not to take beef, but he insisted on changing it. den change to rice wif vege, but i think still got some bef inside.. i dun wan ask.. but the rice n the chiken sausage... the rice is watery n very separated... n the sauage is... tasteless... bland.
later, we went to chiong for the ngiht loh...
ahha, my frn still veli good at recognising the roads.. haha, when we dinno the way back to mrt.. there was someone standing by the pillar and looking at us, he immediately ask him suddenly... without any "excuse mi" or "sorry..." LOL// wah liao.. he so direct!!
ya.. we on way to there... i supposed to meet a frn for catching up... but later he not coming.. alright, he was with my dreamlover... i was rushign to meet him... nvm...
den i actually saw a frn with hsi frns... den we jus joined them for the night.. soon, we left for some pubbing. wah liao, the place was kinda crowded and i almost din feel l;ike staying there siazz... but later, we found seats finally...
sitting there, we were chatting heartily. my frn n i were actually interested in 1 person.. LOL... den he asked for their numbers... we took our supper... and went home.. hehe.. later this new frn passed mi his frn's no,... haah.. i thanked him.. n msg this new guy gd nite.. n in morning, i msg him good morning oso...
last night, my frn did tell mi they gonna r-blade at ECP.. so near nn time,.. wah liao, i woke up, n dun feel like going for family meal... so i stayed home... using PC.. den saw these ppl online liao n chatted... somehow i did let them know i will join them.
but the funny thing is, when i arrived at the destination, they are not there!!! i call them only to realise they have taken the bus and on way to ECP. i blasted at them for not respecting mi as frn.. they say they waiting for mi liaozz...
i was pissed n called my frn to confide... he den came to find mi n we went ECP together. upon reaching, we found them. i walked up to greet my frn. tat guy look at mi frnly'ly, but i gave him a pissed look. he appeared bewildered. i then said this "later i need to u guys soemthign".
den we rented bicycles, and i promptly questioned the ppl involved in this issue. wah liao, i was pretty pissed... the first person.. ok.. he's kinda innocent. then the 2nd person.. who i like... he gave mi a bochap attitude. i'm angry, but he oni said "alright, i'm sorry abt tat, but i really dinno u were coming".
tat's all he said in his apology. take it tat i'm sensitive, but i simply not happy with this way of apologising. i'm angry, and he oni say he is sorry... huh?? is he sincere? i was questioning him.. if he's truly apologising to a frn, he should be more sincere. wat';s more he's more than mid age.
i feel he simply dun have respect for mi, and merely.. treating mi as someone who will be head over heels for him.. i wun be contacting him anymore, unless he wanna..
but at the end of the day, i still... managed to say goodbye to him.. but my impression dropped,. liao... well, i did think of msg'ing him... but am i so despo???
Monday, January 17, 2005
oh ya... saturday, after fixing pc, i rush off to meet my frn siazz..n watched the movie marathon.. umm.. aliens vs predator was quite nothign.. jus tat i waiting to see the alien n predator. den we watched QAF... hehe.. no wonder it's a HIT!! it really display our gay lifestyle n views... pretty good.. we watching the US version...
update tmr...
update tmr...
gosh.. i actuallu got a confession to make..
had been struggling whether to blog it or not....
i did a mistake today... with a fun session...
during my free time today, i'm supposed to be at home ironing my shirt... but i actually went online... wasting time... den when i was online looking for fun, 2 guys hooked up. 1 is kinky, 1 is more to honry sucker. the kink guy showed mi his pictures which i lost interest. the sucker... did not show mi his picture... and he's 30+.
i was wondering if i shld meet him up. his stats say he's a avg body sized person. but i somehow imagined him as an alright looking dude. he did not have a pic. he lives a few blks away from mi, 5 mins walk from mi. i decided to go and meet him.
when i got there, he actualy lives in those 2 storey condo type of hdb flat. and he owns the flat. but his looks sucks. a guy who really looks his age, and dun appeal at all... when i entered his room, he took off his shirt without a word. i laid awkwardly onto the bed. he asked "dun i wanna take off" i shook my head.
as i laid there, his hands began the session... he ask mi to touch his nipples n cock, i rejected.. saying i not into that... den he took a small bottle of liquid to sniff... i was surprised!!! i sniffed some thinner smelll n i blocked my nose immediately. he is tryin to get high!!
den he sucked mi... well, i admit i was already turned off by the first impression.. and now, he got into the action so fast... it was like a real quickie.
den later, he ask mi to stand, while i fuck his mouth.. i stood up... n he inserted it into his mouth... i cannot take it.. he was hurting mi..
i then rejected him... he said "alrgiht" n opened the door for mi... i left his place.. n decided to take a meal before going for interview..
i kinda regretted today... i shld not have gone without the pic... am i right to say that... if a person is confident of himself, or can face the world, he is always ready with his picture? den after the meal, i thot i'll be late for apptmt, but i got there on time.
well, i did think that, if the session went on well, perhaps i will know of someone who holds a good job... but nah... why shld someone bother using money to know friends... but he's like someone who is a loner, and prefers to stay in a corner type.. at least sexually...
alright.. going for my diner.. after jerking off.. heheh...
had been struggling whether to blog it or not....
i did a mistake today... with a fun session...
during my free time today, i'm supposed to be at home ironing my shirt... but i actually went online... wasting time... den when i was online looking for fun, 2 guys hooked up. 1 is kinky, 1 is more to honry sucker. the kink guy showed mi his pictures which i lost interest. the sucker... did not show mi his picture... and he's 30+.
i was wondering if i shld meet him up. his stats say he's a avg body sized person. but i somehow imagined him as an alright looking dude. he did not have a pic. he lives a few blks away from mi, 5 mins walk from mi. i decided to go and meet him.
when i got there, he actualy lives in those 2 storey condo type of hdb flat. and he owns the flat. but his looks sucks. a guy who really looks his age, and dun appeal at all... when i entered his room, he took off his shirt without a word. i laid awkwardly onto the bed. he asked "dun i wanna take off" i shook my head.
as i laid there, his hands began the session... he ask mi to touch his nipples n cock, i rejected.. saying i not into that... den he took a small bottle of liquid to sniff... i was surprised!!! i sniffed some thinner smelll n i blocked my nose immediately. he is tryin to get high!!
den he sucked mi... well, i admit i was already turned off by the first impression.. and now, he got into the action so fast... it was like a real quickie.
den later, he ask mi to stand, while i fuck his mouth.. i stood up... n he inserted it into his mouth... i cannot take it.. he was hurting mi..
i then rejected him... he said "alrgiht" n opened the door for mi... i left his place.. n decided to take a meal before going for interview..
i kinda regretted today... i shld not have gone without the pic... am i right to say that... if a person is confident of himself, or can face the world, he is always ready with his picture? den after the meal, i thot i'll be late for apptmt, but i got there on time.
well, i did think that, if the session went on well, perhaps i will know of someone who holds a good job... but nah... why shld someone bother using money to know friends... but he's like someone who is a loner, and prefers to stay in a corner type.. at least sexually...
alright.. going for my diner.. after jerking off.. heheh...
Sunday, January 16, 2005
on saturday, siongzz... cos i actually slept pretty late.. sending resumes and doing stuff.. oh yeah, watching vids.. strangely, roommate din go out... so he stayed in living room watching Tv n waiting to use PC.
i slept abt 1+2am... den next day, woke abt 7+am siazz.. cos ned to go aunt's hse fix pc, gofix my mp3 player... den go movie marathon at frn's place.. haha.. hopefully dun need to spend a single cent... am i stingy? :P
when i leave my place, i even thot... i was thinking if i shld tak bfast den go fix mp3.. but i think aunt will provide my meal!!! :D so all the way i went to the office there.. not hard to find.. but hor, when i was find the busstop, i went wrong way n asked a lady.. oh.. she from china.. hehe... as i asked my question, i found my chn still quite good.. cos i managed to say the chinese word "zong zhan" for interchange!!!
finally fixed my mp3.. or kinda, cos the manual wrote wrongly... nothing much wrogn infact. but the technician.. oh yeah,. i somehow feel tat i really improving on my moods... at times lah.. cos the thing wasn't working well, i shld not be in 2 happy a mood... however, when i spoke to them, i din raise my voice.. more to frnly customer who found faulty product... and then hor, the technician oso... wah.. can feel his gayness.. coming out from him!!
jus cos i accidentally touched his fings while he demonstrate how to use mp3, he later, put the earpiece over my neck for mi siazz...
den i went over to fix aunt PC.. pretty near her place...
i slept abt 1+2am... den next day, woke abt 7+am siazz.. cos ned to go aunt's hse fix pc, gofix my mp3 player... den go movie marathon at frn's place.. haha.. hopefully dun need to spend a single cent... am i stingy? :P
when i leave my place, i even thot... i was thinking if i shld tak bfast den go fix mp3.. but i think aunt will provide my meal!!! :D so all the way i went to the office there.. not hard to find.. but hor, when i was find the busstop, i went wrong way n asked a lady.. oh.. she from china.. hehe... as i asked my question, i found my chn still quite good.. cos i managed to say the chinese word "zong zhan" for interchange!!!
finally fixed my mp3.. or kinda, cos the manual wrote wrongly... nothing much wrogn infact. but the technician.. oh yeah,. i somehow feel tat i really improving on my moods... at times lah.. cos the thing wasn't working well, i shld not be in 2 happy a mood... however, when i spoke to them, i din raise my voice.. more to frnly customer who found faulty product... and then hor, the technician oso... wah.. can feel his gayness.. coming out from him!!
jus cos i accidentally touched his fings while he demonstrate how to use mp3, he later, put the earpiece over my neck for mi siazz...
den i went over to fix aunt PC.. pretty near her place...
fri night, went for my office ktv again... heheh.. this time, i think i really understand myself better.. i need time to feel comfy n relax b4 i can gather enuff courage... cos... i actually went up to stage to sing and try to immerse myself into the mood n perform in stage!!
in past, i'll behave like either at home, or at those room KTV types... ie... at home, i'll stand at the TV screen and sing properly... or room ktv types. which i change the tone n notes of the songs... i think more of the former...
when i was singing "yi yan nan jin", i kinda felt i was givign my good shot.. although i may sound having a hard time hitting the rhythm and mouthing the words.. but i felt i gave enuff attitude n feel to it.. haha.. my opnions lah... need 2nd party to tell mi..
in past, i'll behave like either at home, or at those room KTV types... ie... at home, i'll stand at the TV screen and sing properly... or room ktv types. which i change the tone n notes of the songs... i think more of the former...
when i was singing "yi yan nan jin", i kinda felt i was givign my good shot.. although i may sound having a hard time hitting the rhythm and mouthing the words.. but i felt i gave enuff attitude n feel to it.. haha.. my opnions lah... need 2nd party to tell mi..
Friday, January 14, 2005
wah liao, nowadays my net connection sux... dunno y.. often d/c
umm..i kinda got an idea for porn LOL...
on a bus, oni 1 commuter is left. the driver, noted that the commmuter is pretty cute or handsome, watever. Then 2 more guys board the bus and greets the driver. the driver then signals to them abt the guy at the back. the 2 guys den walked past the guy n took a seat behind the commuter. suddenly, the driver locked the doors, and stopped the car at road side.
umm.. dunno if the commuter is alseep anot lah.. ok, the guy is awake.
he sits up n wonder what's wrong. then the driver approached him, and the 2 guys also went forward. the commuter is surprised ... and the trio get into action hhaha...
umm..i kinda got an idea for porn LOL...
on a bus, oni 1 commuter is left. the driver, noted that the commmuter is pretty cute or handsome, watever. Then 2 more guys board the bus and greets the driver. the driver then signals to them abt the guy at the back. the 2 guys den walked past the guy n took a seat behind the commuter. suddenly, the driver locked the doors, and stopped the car at road side.
umm.. dunno if the commuter is alseep anot lah.. ok, the guy is awake.
he sits up n wonder what's wrong. then the driver approached him, and the 2 guys also went forward. the commuter is surprised ... and the trio get into action hhaha...
Thursday, January 13, 2005
den i wanna watch charmed.. so i left "early" LOL... den the bathroom quite packed... wah liao... so many ppl.. feel so odd to put on my towel around waist n change my swim trunks...
i could have taken bus home, but TV show.. so i took mrt... den went to borrow book.. WAT?!?! still cant find the book?? den i actually took abt 20+ mins to search for it, when i intended oni 10... wat's worse, i found a book tat look ok to stand in for a good book but realised it latetr tat got some prob tat i cant borrow... sianzz...
den left 5 mins for the show to start... i wnana FLY back family.. but haha, i rmb'ed i still got a room to watch TV.. den i RAN to my home... haha.. rushed to the PC.. it's not reception for guest acct... so i switch on living room monitor.. phew...
when it's over i went back family to taek dinner.. oh.. the lawyer has sent back letter liaozz.. n my aunt's PC is ready for deployment.
rioommate quiet siongzz... use PC all day long.. even when i returned from family, he still using... kauzz.. use so long...
umm... thinking of switching to SN for connection, but howt o settle the high bills... n noadays, pacnet conneciton is like.. quite slow siazz... often d/c...
i could have taken bus home, but TV show.. so i took mrt... den went to borrow book.. WAT?!?! still cant find the book?? den i actually took abt 20+ mins to search for it, when i intended oni 10... wat's worse, i found a book tat look ok to stand in for a good book but realised it latetr tat got some prob tat i cant borrow... sianzz...
den left 5 mins for the show to start... i wnana FLY back family.. but haha, i rmb'ed i still got a room to watch TV.. den i RAN to my home... haha.. rushed to the PC.. it's not reception for guest acct... so i switch on living room monitor.. phew...
when it's over i went back family to taek dinner.. oh.. the lawyer has sent back letter liaozz.. n my aunt's PC is ready for deployment.
rioommate quiet siongzz... use PC all day long.. even when i returned from family, he still using... kauzz.. use so long...
umm... thinking of switching to SN for connection, but howt o settle the high bills... n noadays, pacnet conneciton is like.. quite slow siazz... often d/c...
den after the mp3 player, i went directly to fix mp hp... to take the bus there, i need to go thru a shopping mall. haha, at the door there, cos the bus jus arrived, ppl were coming into the mall to exit... den got another side of the door available.. the person in front was waiting for ppl to finish, but i haha.. kinda gestured to open the other door.. den he.. kinda frustrated way pushed open teh door.. we crossed the road.. he sat down promptly, n i went further ahead... he was sitting ina way tat he was looking at mi... hah.. i dun bother...
haah.. fancy making use of the bus to go to fix hp.. the hp centre is at next blk of the bus destination...
finally reported abt my hp.. n i need to send it for servicing. den they gave mi a loan set.. which is damn OLD... but still useable lah...
ok things are almost done. was wondering (then was 5pm after fixing hp) if i shld go swim stikll ..cos the water may be cold... n dunno if such after-office hrs is peak anot.. ok.. i decided to still go...
took a bus there.. haha... alighted at the porper stop.. den swam... wah, some association was having training there... but still got space to swim.. den some executive ppl came in with mi... i suddenly forgot how i shld change my attire .. n was bit slow.. hehe... so funnie...
swam a few laps.. umm, seem like, if i dun go for soem time, i'll lose touch with some hobbies... i forgot hwo to swim properly... serious...
haah.. fancy making use of the bus to go to fix hp.. the hp centre is at next blk of the bus destination...
finally reported abt my hp.. n i need to send it for servicing. den they gave mi a loan set.. which is damn OLD... but still useable lah...
ok things are almost done. was wondering (then was 5pm after fixing hp) if i shld go swim stikll ..cos the water may be cold... n dunno if such after-office hrs is peak anot.. ok.. i decided to still go...
took a bus there.. haha... alighted at the porper stop.. den swam... wah, some association was having training there... but still got space to swim.. den some executive ppl came in with mi... i suddenly forgot how i shld change my attire .. n was bit slow.. hehe... so funnie...
swam a few laps.. umm, seem like, if i dun go for soem time, i'll lose touch with some hobbies... i forgot hwo to swim properly... serious...
in morning, was trying to arrange for wat i gonna do in the day...
wanna do this/tat all in 1 day.. so will not waste the time... wnana go haircut, borrow book, den fix mp3 player, go home get extra batt, den suddenly thot of going to fix my hp oso.. since got time, n lastly go swimming.. hjhah.. lotsa activities hor?
ok decided, even planned my time properlyl... cos i seem to dislike running here n there, wasting time.. dunno y...
so, i go get my book first, or rather, bfast first, den go haircut, den get book, den go fix mp3, den fix hp, den go swim.. wah.. pretty packed hor? 1 man show... all the way..
so went to haircut.. den i thot, wah liaozz!!! if hair cut lioa, den they say muz color.. den how to swim?? i wanna swim or get haircut?? due to this, i went up to boorriw book first... no book, den still can't decide.. so went home to get battery first... dog is stil asleep. took my batt and left.
along the way, finally decided to go haircut.. n if cant swim, i'll jus get some tanning lotion n go suntanning... phew.. the lady say no need!! cos color is still there!! so i got the haircut... the lady washing my hair... she new there.. so i thnk she wants to make customers feel easy n keep toking.. ok loh.. tok loh...
den later, went to fix my mp3 player... at this time, i think many studetns jus released, so wah, a sudden surge in human traffic... at the shop there, the person manning dunnno much abt mp3 player.. unable to help mi.. but exchanged 1 for mi... u know, i jus changed the batt when i got home. den 2 hrs later, the batt died in the shop!! ok, he changed for mi liao, i test.. working.. den i off it... or even if i dun off it, it supposed to sustainf or 10 hrs at least.. but siaozz, it died in matter of hours again....................
wanna do this/tat all in 1 day.. so will not waste the time... wnana go haircut, borrow book, den fix mp3 player, go home get extra batt, den suddenly thot of going to fix my hp oso.. since got time, n lastly go swimming.. hjhah.. lotsa activities hor?
ok decided, even planned my time properlyl... cos i seem to dislike running here n there, wasting time.. dunno y...
so, i go get my book first, or rather, bfast first, den go haircut, den get book, den go fix mp3, den fix hp, den go swim.. wah.. pretty packed hor? 1 man show... all the way..
so went to haircut.. den i thot, wah liaozz!!! if hair cut lioa, den they say muz color.. den how to swim?? i wanna swim or get haircut?? due to this, i went up to boorriw book first... no book, den still can't decide.. so went home to get battery first... dog is stil asleep. took my batt and left.
along the way, finally decided to go haircut.. n if cant swim, i'll jus get some tanning lotion n go suntanning... phew.. the lady say no need!! cos color is still there!! so i got the haircut... the lady washing my hair... she new there.. so i thnk she wants to make customers feel easy n keep toking.. ok loh.. tok loh...
den later, went to fix my mp3 player... at this time, i think many studetns jus released, so wah, a sudden surge in human traffic... at the shop there, the person manning dunnno much abt mp3 player.. unable to help mi.. but exchanged 1 for mi... u know, i jus changed the batt when i got home. den 2 hrs later, the batt died in the shop!! ok, he changed for mi liao, i test.. working.. den i off it... or even if i dun off it, it supposed to sustainf or 10 hrs at least.. but siaozz, it died in matter of hours again....................
sighzzz... just now i was watching the TV... it came to a part where the female lead came back..
the story was about 2 gers, 1 bad 1 good. both are kinda rivals in love, but suddenly disappeared somehow, den the good ger came back. but during her return, some clever ppl suspect she is actuall the bad ger in disguise. too bad oni few of them realise it. the rest are all still in the dark. the other ger duno where.
den today is their wedding. the "good ger" is marrying the guy. den suddenly, the other ger came back to a gd frn, n told her she's the good ger. this frn immediatly brought this ger to the wedding to stop it. at the wedding, the ger was told not to disrupt and to leave the place. devastated, she left a line for the groom - "i am the only one who can hear your heart beat".
I was really surprised to hear this line. den i was waiting for the flashback to see when did the ger tell him thsi line. den it came.
the ger was bedridden, but upon recovery, she leaned onto the guy. and said "i never thot i can lean on u again". the guy replied "only u can hear my heartbeat".
i dunno wat happened. i suddenly.. lost control of myself and abt to weep, but i controlled... my tears are oredi lingering in my eyes... den i lose control again, n my eyes are damn watery. i really felt sad... it was touching at tat point of time. such reunion scenes.
but later, i thot (after the show) "how coem at such critical point of time, the ger can think of such good line?"
the story was about 2 gers, 1 bad 1 good. both are kinda rivals in love, but suddenly disappeared somehow, den the good ger came back. but during her return, some clever ppl suspect she is actuall the bad ger in disguise. too bad oni few of them realise it. the rest are all still in the dark. the other ger duno where.
den today is their wedding. the "good ger" is marrying the guy. den suddenly, the other ger came back to a gd frn, n told her she's the good ger. this frn immediatly brought this ger to the wedding to stop it. at the wedding, the ger was told not to disrupt and to leave the place. devastated, she left a line for the groom - "i am the only one who can hear your heart beat".
I was really surprised to hear this line. den i was waiting for the flashback to see when did the ger tell him thsi line. den it came.
the ger was bedridden, but upon recovery, she leaned onto the guy. and said "i never thot i can lean on u again". the guy replied "only u can hear my heartbeat".
i dunno wat happened. i suddenly.. lost control of myself and abt to weep, but i controlled... my tears are oredi lingering in my eyes... den i lose control again, n my eyes are damn watery. i really felt sad... it was touching at tat point of time. such reunion scenes.
but later, i thot (after the show) "how coem at such critical point of time, the ger can think of such good line?"
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
Tuesday, January 11, 2005
there is someone who actually sent mi some rubbish msg.. soliciting sex... i have kept all the msgs in my hp.. n will publish it here...
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on 23 Dec 04 8.27pm
what are you doing now? Are you wearing anythign now? Taken dinner?
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23 Dec 04 9.27pm
When are you free to meet?
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25 Dec 04 7.29pm
What do you now? Are you at home? WAnna chat?
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27 Dec 04 9.11pm
Can I ask your personal thingy? How long your dick? Iszit uncut?
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27 Dec 04 9.11pm
Wanna come down now if you now at home?
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30 Dec 04 7.56am
Good morning, dinosaur.. You this weekend got any date? Wonder you free to meet up in the nitez? Today? Friday? Saturday?
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on 23 Dec 04 8.27pm
what are you doing now? Are you wearing anythign now? Taken dinner?
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23 Dec 04 9.27pm
When are you free to meet?
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25 Dec 04 7.29pm
What do you now? Are you at home? WAnna chat?
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27 Dec 04 9.11pm
Can I ask your personal thingy? How long your dick? Iszit uncut?
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27 Dec 04 9.11pm
Wanna come down now if you now at home?
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30 Dec 04 7.56am
Good morning, dinosaur.. You this weekend got any date? Wonder you free to meet up in the nitez? Today? Friday? Saturday?
(decided to write my blog promptly)
siaozz... think i gonna spend a bomb these days.. even though i need to pay for my java studies... sighzz...
spent 139 on fm tuner... spent 34 to buy frn a xmas gift... den right now, my pacnet contract over.. mthly charge is 75. wanna switch over to SN for 70$/mth, den need to cancel pacnet for $40, activate SN for 40$... wah liaozz...
the payment for my accident is abt 1000++... wonder if tat can help to offset... sighzz..
den my game oso can't play./.. and need to check on DBS credit card holder, and send reumes...
siaozz... think i gonna spend a bomb these days.. even though i need to pay for my java studies... sighzz...
spent 139 on fm tuner... spent 34 to buy frn a xmas gift... den right now, my pacnet contract over.. mthly charge is 75. wanna switch over to SN for 70$/mth, den need to cancel pacnet for $40, activate SN for 40$... wah liaozz...
the payment for my accident is abt 1000++... wonder if tat can help to offset... sighzz..
den my game oso can't play./.. and need to check on DBS credit card holder, and send reumes...
sunday, spent my time playing game, and trying to find the crack...
came monday, i switched my position.. now sittign at a place where... everyone cna see what i doing lioazz...
Running up and down to attend to cases... den later, a frn ask mi out for movie... i had wanna go down to wlds to chk on my newly bought mp3 player, but haha decided to go movie instead... umm,, right now, my plan is to... i wanna tok to roomate again today (tues), monday go wlds, wed watch charmed.. now... i duno lioaz...
monday went movie.. tues... either go wlds first, den get home, or something loh...
wed is defnitely reserved for charmed...
hha.. monday night, i finally found my game!!! but dunno it's still trial,. or full.. n kisiao.. no need to hunt for jobs liaozz..
came monday, i switched my position.. now sittign at a place where... everyone cna see what i doing lioazz...
Running up and down to attend to cases... den later, a frn ask mi out for movie... i had wanna go down to wlds to chk on my newly bought mp3 player, but haha decided to go movie instead... umm,, right now, my plan is to... i wanna tok to roomate again today (tues), monday go wlds, wed watch charmed.. now... i duno lioaz...
monday went movie.. tues... either go wlds first, den get home, or something loh...
wed is defnitely reserved for charmed...
hha.. monday night, i finally found my game!!! but dunno it's still trial,. or full.. n kisiao.. no need to hunt for jobs liaozz..
Monday, January 10, 2005
den on sunday, uumm... well, suddenly duno wat to write liaozz..
sunday, had bfast wif family.. den went home.. not much mood.. stay home play a new shockwave game. play until i almost missed my frn's appointment LOL...
den got hoem n watched the chariy show./..
oh ya.. another frn of mine oso wanna jio mi out for BBQ... i told them i not free.. den she ask "not free to even eat?" wah liao.. so str8 forward??? i jus replied her "i prefer soemthing simple" loh.. den she even mentioned "too bad... cos it's free"... doesn't bother mi at all...
haha.. anyway, i jus got to know a really... potato queen hahah....
den the charity show... not impressive at all.. pretty sianzz even... cos the stunts are not tat daring... or rather, they dun meet my expectations for my dollar.
sunday, had bfast wif family.. den went home.. not much mood.. stay home play a new shockwave game. play until i almost missed my frn's appointment LOL...
den got hoem n watched the chariy show./..
oh ya.. another frn of mine oso wanna jio mi out for BBQ... i told them i not free.. den she ask "not free to even eat?" wah liao.. so str8 forward??? i jus replied her "i prefer soemthing simple" loh.. den she even mentioned "too bad... cos it's free"... doesn't bother mi at all...
haha.. anyway, i jus got to know a really... potato queen hahah....
den the charity show... not impressive at all.. pretty sianzz even... cos the stunts are not tat daring... or rather, they dun meet my expectations for my dollar.
Sunday, January 09, 2005
on sat night, after returning home.. wah liaozz... i was under attack of the cockroach!!! although a baby lah :) wah liao, it was at the corner of the room..
i dun wanna kill it.. but cos it's moving, i was so scared to pick it up!! was screaming siazz as i neared it.. wah liao,. was like a battle between us siazz!! wanna pick it up, but it kept shunning!! After 30 mins of chasing it, i finally managed to pick it up and fling it outside windows..
haha.. ppl ask mi to jus kill it... but umm, jus dun wanna end its life...
i dun wanna kill it.. but cos it's moving, i was so scared to pick it up!! was screaming siazz as i neared it.. wah liao,. was like a battle between us siazz!! wanna pick it up, but it kept shunning!! After 30 mins of chasing it, i finally managed to pick it up and fling it outside windows..
haha.. ppl ask mi to jus kill it... but umm, jus dun wanna end its life...
den on saturday, i OTOT went to search for the fm tuner..loked for sony website n samsung.. but sony is more frnly...
den went to north side to take a look.. had wanna go sony gallery later to look for more models n stuff.. but later the north side seem to have the proper ones for mi liao... so i bought the fm tuner over there... den someone who i chatted with on irc wanna meet up... ok... but he just back from swimming n wanna rest ok loh.. i not even sure if i wanna go out later to meet liao...
den i got home, n read my papers n stuff... den later, he aske dmi out for movie... ok.. decided to go where n when... but... kinda forgot tat it's wkend night and bound to have lotsa ppl going for movie,.
so i went up to queue first.. true enuff... dman long queue, and no good seats left...
den met up wif him... wah liao.. the first qn he ask... is so odd "ur mum din cook meh?" wat?? how come ask until like tis???
den later... while we toking, he got some vocab prob, n i teased him on it.. but he no happy.. ok loh.. i stop loh.. but he dun care.. later when tok some more, he got pissed n kept on harping abt it.. 1 incident which i was pissed myself is... when crossing the road, he said "u can cross this way first, or tat way first. depend whcih side u more comfy wif"
alright, wat's that supposed to mean?? i str8 away told him "if u not happy, u cna jus say it.. no need throw tantrums". he said, "no, i din shout".
i told him, "throwing tantrums no need shout, no need use vulgar."
den he was looking at wat movie to catch. i told him str8 "if u wan to see movie so tat meeting end well, den dun bother". he said "alright then, skip it".
den we exited form cinema and i said "we both grownups. no need to be so fake."
"nope, i'm not fake but now, i duno wat u wan"
"well, u r now angry."
"well, i told u i dun like ppl to play wif words".
"ok, i play with words earlier on. but after i sense u unhappy, i stopped. but u kept on saying abt the roads...."
"stop it stop it..., alright, i'll make a move first."
"alright then".
den he msg mi, "no need so sensitive. relax!"
i told him "if u mean words, yes i will be careful... but if u mean ur feeligns, i'm not sensitive."
he said "i'm not angry, but jus wnana give us some time to cool down."
i din reply...
den i stay home all the way... had wnana go irc find ppl... but rommmate came home... ok then.. but i slept abt 2+3am
den went to north side to take a look.. had wanna go sony gallery later to look for more models n stuff.. but later the north side seem to have the proper ones for mi liao... so i bought the fm tuner over there... den someone who i chatted with on irc wanna meet up... ok... but he just back from swimming n wanna rest ok loh.. i not even sure if i wanna go out later to meet liao...
den i got home, n read my papers n stuff... den later, he aske dmi out for movie... ok.. decided to go where n when... but... kinda forgot tat it's wkend night and bound to have lotsa ppl going for movie,.
so i went up to queue first.. true enuff... dman long queue, and no good seats left...
den met up wif him... wah liao.. the first qn he ask... is so odd "ur mum din cook meh?" wat?? how come ask until like tis???
den later... while we toking, he got some vocab prob, n i teased him on it.. but he no happy.. ok loh.. i stop loh.. but he dun care.. later when tok some more, he got pissed n kept on harping abt it.. 1 incident which i was pissed myself is... when crossing the road, he said "u can cross this way first, or tat way first. depend whcih side u more comfy wif"
alright, wat's that supposed to mean?? i str8 away told him "if u not happy, u cna jus say it.. no need throw tantrums". he said, "no, i din shout".
i told him, "throwing tantrums no need shout, no need use vulgar."
den he was looking at wat movie to catch. i told him str8 "if u wan to see movie so tat meeting end well, den dun bother". he said "alright then, skip it".
den we exited form cinema and i said "we both grownups. no need to be so fake."
"nope, i'm not fake but now, i duno wat u wan"
"well, u r now angry."
"well, i told u i dun like ppl to play wif words".
"ok, i play with words earlier on. but after i sense u unhappy, i stopped. but u kept on saying abt the roads...."
"stop it stop it..., alright, i'll make a move first."
"alright then".
den he msg mi, "no need so sensitive. relax!"
i told him "if u mean words, yes i will be careful... but if u mean ur feeligns, i'm not sensitive."
he said "i'm not angry, but jus wnana give us some time to cool down."
i din reply...
den i stay home all the way... had wnana go irc find ppl... but rommmate came home... ok then.. but i slept abt 2+3am
since i not going out, i guess i somehow got the time to update my blog..
tis wk, got someone supposed to go buy fm tuner with me... den on fri nite, he suggest tat i go meet him near MN at a pub he frequents, and den go his hse for e night... i was thinkning... "huh? go over his place?? wat for?"
well, i can actually go to the pub, and leave for his hse, yes i can. but what the purpose?? we haven't got the chance to tok much, and it's our 2nd meeting oni for this yr, after 2 years or so of knowing him. i was really thinking of the impression i wld give if i were to go over... den i finally decided tat i won't go... cos wat's the point? If we meeting up to buy the fm tuner, we cna still meet n buy...
so the next day, i got up.. and asked what time we gonna meet... he did not reply... alright then. Seems that he's more keen to get mi at his place, than shop with me for the gift.
tis wk, got someone supposed to go buy fm tuner with me... den on fri nite, he suggest tat i go meet him near MN at a pub he frequents, and den go his hse for e night... i was thinkning... "huh? go over his place?? wat for?"
well, i can actually go to the pub, and leave for his hse, yes i can. but what the purpose?? we haven't got the chance to tok much, and it's our 2nd meeting oni for this yr, after 2 years or so of knowing him. i was really thinking of the impression i wld give if i were to go over... den i finally decided tat i won't go... cos wat's the point? If we meeting up to buy the fm tuner, we cna still meet n buy...
so the next day, i got up.. and asked what time we gonna meet... he did not reply... alright then. Seems that he's more keen to get mi at his place, than shop with me for the gift.
Friday, January 07, 2005
umm.. is it normal for the diaries to be backdated? i seem to update my diary for the day b4 1../.
anyway, ytday, i went for late lunch.. n took noodles.. somehow, it's not filling for mi.. den at 4+, i felt hungry again, n no mood to work.. so sianzz... so decided to take a nap... put my mode to work.. n rested.. if ppl ask, jus say my headache came back..
when finally KO, din feel much happier... went over to help my aunt buy PC.. took bus... dunno y.. the bus din come, n waited 5 additional min.. sianzz... den bus came, but later at orch there, traffic jam. switch to mrt in the end.. liaozz...
den managed to buy 1 PC n some stuff... Strange.. Dell is really having no store.. oni 1 showcase at suntec there... the guy there.. oso.. really chamzz.. cos 1 guy managing sales.. haha.. pressuress...
i thot after everything can get home quite early.. but after buying everything, end up 10+pm go back.. 1130pm reach home... slept at 12+am...
anyway, ytday, i went for late lunch.. n took noodles.. somehow, it's not filling for mi.. den at 4+, i felt hungry again, n no mood to work.. so sianzz... so decided to take a nap... put my mode to work.. n rested.. if ppl ask, jus say my headache came back..
when finally KO, din feel much happier... went over to help my aunt buy PC.. took bus... dunno y.. the bus din come, n waited 5 additional min.. sianzz... den bus came, but later at orch there, traffic jam. switch to mrt in the end.. liaozz...
den managed to buy 1 PC n some stuff... Strange.. Dell is really having no store.. oni 1 showcase at suntec there... the guy there.. oso.. really chamzz.. cos 1 guy managing sales.. haha.. pressuress...
i thot after everything can get home quite early.. but after buying everything, end up 10+pm go back.. 1130pm reach home... slept at 12+am...
Thursday, January 06, 2005
ytday cna say prtty a boring day...
somehow, tried ot tok to roommate once again... but i think the feeling is not there anymore.. i mean the good and appreciating feeling is not here anymore... more to mere talking and disucssion...
den somehow, when he sleep, i jus dun wan to sleep yet. so went to living room there to read papers...
this morning, he did not wake up...
somehow, tried ot tok to roommate once again... but i think the feeling is not there anymore.. i mean the good and appreciating feeling is not here anymore... more to mere talking and disucssion...
den somehow, when he sleep, i jus dun wan to sleep yet. so went to living room there to read papers...
this morning, he did not wake up...
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
hehe.. last night, chatted... and surf sites and sent resumes.. till i so tired.. den thinking of this morning, not going work.. ahha.. den i really decided to buy MC siazz
den had wanna find jobs all day long.. bt still muz go take MC.. anyway, think this month i gonna clear as much OFF/LVE as i can.. cos i not gonna stay there laiozz.. but in the end, i went home, after buying MC... den stayed for half n hr,, den go home.. after coming back... surf the net.. n slept n watch TV.. din really wanna apply jobs.. damn...
at times, boliao till i jus wanna JO... but din do it at all.. jus dun wna waste it.. been thinking quite a lot.. like choosing wat brand n model of the fm tuner tat i wan, n thinking hwo i gonna settle my future, ...
den when i brought my dog down for walk, saw a bird.. moving here n there, but its left leg always raise up.. dun wan put down at all.. i felt quite sad.. another dream of mine is to be a general practioner for animal wounds? maybe...
coem to thinkof it, my future really prtty bleack..
den had wanna find jobs all day long.. bt still muz go take MC.. anyway, think this month i gonna clear as much OFF/LVE as i can.. cos i not gonna stay there laiozz.. but in the end, i went home, after buying MC... den stayed for half n hr,, den go home.. after coming back... surf the net.. n slept n watch TV.. din really wanna apply jobs.. damn...
at times, boliao till i jus wanna JO... but din do it at all.. jus dun wna waste it.. been thinking quite a lot.. like choosing wat brand n model of the fm tuner tat i wan, n thinking hwo i gonna settle my future, ...
den when i brought my dog down for walk, saw a bird.. moving here n there, but its left leg always raise up.. dun wan put down at all.. i felt quite sad.. another dream of mine is to be a general practioner for animal wounds? maybe...
coem to thinkof it, my future really prtty bleack..
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
sunday, took bfast with family, den fixed the ktv set.. when it's done, i immediately sang.. but... i've lost my touch at home.. cant really put my soul into it..
gosh, bene so busy these days, i dun ahve time at work to hunt for jbos... my goodness...
guess i'll do it at hoem.... i mean now (tuesday 6.13pm)
gosh, bene so busy these days, i dun ahve time at work to hunt for jbos... my goodness...
guess i'll do it at hoem.... i mean now (tuesday 6.13pm)
umm.. tat day was a saturday... den when i got home, had wanna go online to IRC there.. den hor, my close frn called mi out for ktv session.. wha sya.... siao onzz... but check the prices n found it's too steep.. den went for movies instead.. went to watch meet the fockers and ocean's twelve.
took dinner.. we agreed, she pay for dinner, i pay for movie.. haha. had a bit of fun there... she kept complaining abt the calories intake, but haha.. i dun bother.. LOL...
after watching the show.. went off.. but at that point of time, i wanna prepare for the enxt show... but kayuzz.. cant find it at all.. after some troubles, decided to go buy new tix... she oso wonder if i am angry anot...
oh, for the fockers.. at the ;last part michael owen appeared!!! COOL GUY!!! i exclaimed "handsome guy" without thinking!! and "the ticket is worth the price" haha...
den at the ticket counter there, the sales staff recognise us.. n phew... we dun have to buy new tix!!
ocean twelve is quite boring for mi then, cos i really dunno wat's the show abt siazz.. jus went to watch,,. it's really a seirous movie, wiothout much explicit scenes...
watch till past MN den went home... umm... ever since i chiong'ed for NY n xmas.. it seem like "sleeping by 3 or 4am is a must" no longer applies to mi.. it does not matter even if i stay up till 6am.. but it's odd though...
took dinner.. we agreed, she pay for dinner, i pay for movie.. haha. had a bit of fun there... she kept complaining abt the calories intake, but haha.. i dun bother.. LOL...
after watching the show.. went off.. but at that point of time, i wanna prepare for the enxt show... but kayuzz.. cant find it at all.. after some troubles, decided to go buy new tix... she oso wonder if i am angry anot...
oh, for the fockers.. at the ;last part michael owen appeared!!! COOL GUY!!! i exclaimed "handsome guy" without thinking!! and "the ticket is worth the price" haha...
den at the ticket counter there, the sales staff recognise us.. n phew... we dun have to buy new tix!!
ocean twelve is quite boring for mi then, cos i really dunno wat's the show abt siazz.. jus went to watch,,. it's really a seirous movie, wiothout much explicit scenes...
watch till past MN den went home... umm... ever since i chiong'ed for NY n xmas.. it seem like "sleeping by 3 or 4am is a must" no longer applies to mi.. it does not matter even if i stay up till 6am.. but it's odd though...
i dun wan stay at home too much.. so i went over his place loh.. he may be thinking nothing of it, or thot somethign gonna happen.. but dun bother mi...
oh ya, when we still at sentosa, he had wanna rest... n his frn was at other side. den he say never mind... let his frn stay there haha... den of cos got some kids playing afool in midst of night.. oh ya... den we went toilet.. wah at teh entrance, got a malay couple fighitng siaz.z. the ger was shouting, den the guy scolded back,n slapped her siazz..
given the experience last time, i dun really dare to look.. esp at such hr.. den took a bite... he bought for mi, cos i din bring enuff money...
later after coming back to singapore, he oso wanna treat mi to bfast.. but i din wan.. cos i dun wan to appear like i taking advantage of him...
den in the morning, we woke up and chatted... den till 3pm, den we left..
hha.. jus rmb'ed... at sentosa night, at the main stage there, got a grp of youngsters.. a guy in black shirt white flowers printing at 1 row of hsi shirt was dnacing in front of mi.. hehe.. i was all the way lookign n staring at him .. LOL :D
come to think of it, he dun dare lok back cos we may be gangster, or he scared i am wat?
got home liao... den had wanna watch a finale video performed by Ch U... but know wat? when i got home, .... alright.. the story goes...
b4 i left house, i left msg for roommate tat i recordign somethignon computer ,so DUN EVER log off.. den later, he msg mi tat he wanna do soemthign n ask to log off.. i sent my reply to his bf. he din reply since then. then i thot al was happy.
den when ig ot home, damn it!! he din record the show!!! he din recv any msg from his bf oso! i was mad!! i treaure all my TV shows.. and he din record?!?! i showed him my msg sent to his bf.. he say din recv.. i call hsi bf to check. his bf say he recv oni part of it. den i questioned him why he din reply at all. he say he was abt to, but later forgot.
god damn it.
in the end i lost my temper, n told my roommate of a disastrous n serious decision on my side.
all these happening on a new day of the the year.
oh ya, when we still at sentosa, he had wanna rest... n his frn was at other side. den he say never mind... let his frn stay there haha... den of cos got some kids playing afool in midst of night.. oh ya... den we went toilet.. wah at teh entrance, got a malay couple fighitng siaz.z. the ger was shouting, den the guy scolded back,n slapped her siazz..
given the experience last time, i dun really dare to look.. esp at such hr.. den took a bite... he bought for mi, cos i din bring enuff money...
later after coming back to singapore, he oso wanna treat mi to bfast.. but i din wan.. cos i dun wan to appear like i taking advantage of him...
den in the morning, we woke up and chatted... den till 3pm, den we left..
hha.. jus rmb'ed... at sentosa night, at the main stage there, got a grp of youngsters.. a guy in black shirt white flowers printing at 1 row of hsi shirt was dnacing in front of mi.. hehe.. i was all the way lookign n staring at him .. LOL :D
come to think of it, he dun dare lok back cos we may be gangster, or he scared i am wat?
got home liao... den had wanna watch a finale video performed by Ch U... but know wat? when i got home, .... alright.. the story goes...
b4 i left house, i left msg for roommate tat i recordign somethignon computer ,so DUN EVER log off.. den later, he msg mi tat he wanna do soemthign n ask to log off.. i sent my reply to his bf. he din reply since then. then i thot al was happy.
den when ig ot home, damn it!! he din record the show!!! he din recv any msg from his bf oso! i was mad!! i treaure all my TV shows.. and he din record?!?! i showed him my msg sent to his bf.. he say din recv.. i call hsi bf to check. his bf say he recv oni part of it. den i questioned him why he din reply at all. he say he was abt to, but later forgot.
god damn it.
in the end i lost my temper, n told my roommate of a disastrous n serious decision on my side.
all these happening on a new day of the the year.
err... thinking over the day... i think i will source around for fm tuner / stuff... and buy some things...
well, it's not tat i cant afford, but trying to scrimp n save n look for better offers.. i guess at times, i do need to spend more, n get my own things.. esp when i know i cant live "pro0perly" without it...
well, it's not tat i cant afford, but trying to scrimp n save n look for better offers.. i guess at times, i do need to spend more, n get my own things.. esp when i know i cant live "pro0perly" without it...
anyway good if she's gonna buy a new Pc..
then later, met up my frn.. his frn, say will b with him abt 6pm+.. but not there at all siazz.. walked about n looked around... finally 9+, he got there.. n we set off.
his frn kinda.. introverted n queit type.. although he's near 30...
then went over to sentosa there.. ahha.. along the way, got a jap or korean lady ask for diretctions.. haha.. dunno how to ans her... at the beach there.. wah, although got lotsa ppl moving about, but the crowd is so little...
oni got the main stage for mediacorp ppl, den 2 other areas are for latin dance, and retro music dance. n got the babe n hunk contest.. the gers shook their asses, and the guy.. 1 is pretty n got the fig... other is 1 who know how to move n flirt.. in end, the flirt guy won.. chey... unfair 1... somemore, this guy is skinny.. more to abeng type...
den later, talked n spent our time dancing.. but the music so jialutzz.. trance, retro.. nothing tat attracts mi... sianzz.. den sat down to tok.. n explore...
finally abt 1+ 2, the retro stage finally had good music coming out.. we immediately started to dance.. haha... den they got camera oso.. but all the while tat we been dancing, the cam never ever shot us... i wonder if they are avoiding it...
finally, we left n went home... it was about 5+am in the morning...
then later, met up my frn.. his frn, say will b with him abt 6pm+.. but not there at all siazz.. walked about n looked around... finally 9+, he got there.. n we set off.
his frn kinda.. introverted n queit type.. although he's near 30...
then went over to sentosa there.. ahha.. along the way, got a jap or korean lady ask for diretctions.. haha.. dunno how to ans her... at the beach there.. wah, although got lotsa ppl moving about, but the crowd is so little...
oni got the main stage for mediacorp ppl, den 2 other areas are for latin dance, and retro music dance. n got the babe n hunk contest.. the gers shook their asses, and the guy.. 1 is pretty n got the fig... other is 1 who know how to move n flirt.. in end, the flirt guy won.. chey... unfair 1... somemore, this guy is skinny.. more to abeng type...
den later, talked n spent our time dancing.. but the music so jialutzz.. trance, retro.. nothing tat attracts mi... sianzz.. den sat down to tok.. n explore...
finally abt 1+ 2, the retro stage finally had good music coming out.. we immediately started to dance.. haha... den they got camera oso.. but all the while tat we been dancing, the cam never ever shot us... i wonder if they are avoiding it...
finally, we left n went home... it was about 5+am in the morning...
Monday, January 03, 2005
alright, finally sent back the hearts.. den in the midst, dunno y system cock up.. haha..
on fri... we oso half day.. plan: go fix aunt's PC, den go sentosa there chiong for the night.
so i KO'ed... and went home. took a short bath... u,,.. oh i din!! wanna take bathe but roommate occupy.. den cant. so i dressed up n left... went directly to my aunt's place htere... ahha.. cos my colleague praise tat i lok nice in tat shirt, i wore that for the rest of the day haha.. n din bother abt my hair...
when i got to the place... i forgot which flr so i ask her.. wah.. she at a neighbour block siazz!! wah liaozz.. den we go take lunch.. she treat of cos.. i knew tat, so i ordered duck drum rice hehe... den she tok to mi abt the lawyer letter... oh well, sshe shld know them best...
i do learn a lot from her for ushc law issues... the way she handle things... n shoot back at them.. although a bit unreasonable at times, but she does get things done her way, no doubt :)
but ahha.. she veli funny 1... its raining, and her seats is getting drenched. i told her, den she dun mind 1...
den got to her place, n setup her PC.. wah liaozz.. my gosh.. it's really so the old model n fashion.. luckily her stuff are still working... jus tat.. dunno y, when the speaker plug taken off, PC hang... too old lioa?
den i do her internet for her oso.. haha.. she so the siaozz over bae yong june...printed out the pictures and sent them to her email account.. .wah siaozz..
den stayed with her all the way till she downloaded all the pic... but her entire system all.. cock up... haahah.. she even wanna buy a new PC just to learn korean.. wah.. buying power siazz
on fri... we oso half day.. plan: go fix aunt's PC, den go sentosa there chiong for the night.
so i KO'ed... and went home. took a short bath... u,,.. oh i din!! wanna take bathe but roommate occupy.. den cant. so i dressed up n left... went directly to my aunt's place htere... ahha.. cos my colleague praise tat i lok nice in tat shirt, i wore that for the rest of the day haha.. n din bother abt my hair...
when i got to the place... i forgot which flr so i ask her.. wah.. she at a neighbour block siazz!! wah liaozz.. den we go take lunch.. she treat of cos.. i knew tat, so i ordered duck drum rice hehe... den she tok to mi abt the lawyer letter... oh well, sshe shld know them best...
i do learn a lot from her for ushc law issues... the way she handle things... n shoot back at them.. although a bit unreasonable at times, but she does get things done her way, no doubt :)
but ahha.. she veli funny 1... its raining, and her seats is getting drenched. i told her, den she dun mind 1...
den got to her place, n setup her PC.. wah liaozz.. my gosh.. it's really so the old model n fashion.. luckily her stuff are still working... jus tat.. dunno y, when the speaker plug taken off, PC hang... too old lioa?
den i do her internet for her oso.. haha.. she so the siaozz over bae yong june...printed out the pictures and sent them to her email account.. .wah siaozz..
den stayed with her all the way till she downloaded all the pic... but her entire system all.. cock up... haahah.. she even wanna buy a new PC just to learn korean.. wah.. buying power siazz
wah, today is a pretty bad day... monday blues? the work load has always been fine for mi.. but today, i was pissed by a user who is making all sorts of claims jus to get his work done.
i dunno whne den i can start to find new jobs... but hear from colleagues tat the agency is extending our contracts...
i dunno whne den i can start to find new jobs... but hear from colleagues tat the agency is extending our contracts...
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