Monday, January 17, 2005

gosh.. i actuallu got a confession to make..

had been struggling whether to blog it or not....

i did a mistake today... with a fun session...

during my free time today, i'm supposed to be at home ironing my shirt... but i actually went online... wasting time... den when i was online looking for fun, 2 guys hooked up. 1 is kinky, 1 is more to honry sucker. the kink guy showed mi his pictures which i lost interest. the sucker... did not show mi his picture... and he's 30+.

i was wondering if i shld meet him up. his stats say he's a avg body sized person. but i somehow imagined him as an alright looking dude. he did not have a pic. he lives a few blks away from mi, 5 mins walk from mi. i decided to go and meet him.

when i got there, he actualy lives in those 2 storey condo type of hdb flat. and he owns the flat. but his looks sucks. a guy who really looks his age, and dun appeal at all... when i entered his room, he took off his shirt without a word. i laid awkwardly onto the bed. he asked "dun i wanna take off" i shook my head.

as i laid there, his hands began the session... he ask mi to touch his nipples n cock, i rejected.. saying i not into that... den he took a small bottle of liquid to sniff... i was surprised!!! i sniffed some thinner smelll n i blocked my nose immediately. he is tryin to get high!!

den he sucked mi... well, i admit i was already turned off by the first impression.. and now, he got into the action so fast... it was like a real quickie.

den later, he ask mi to stand, while i fuck his mouth.. i stood up... n he inserted it into his mouth... i cannot take it.. he was hurting mi..

i then rejected him... he said "alrgiht" n opened the door for mi... i left his place.. n decided to take a meal before going for interview..

i kinda regretted today... i shld not have gone without the pic... am i right to say that... if a person is confident of himself, or can face the world, he is always ready with his picture? den after the meal, i thot i'll be late for apptmt, but i got there on time.

well, i did think that, if the session went on well, perhaps i will know of someone who holds a good job... but nah... why shld someone bother using money to know friends... but he's like someone who is a loner, and prefers to stay in a corner type.. at least sexually...

alright.. going for my diner.. after jerking off.. heheh...

1 comment:

Chris said...

I guess that if you feel that the looks of the person you want to have sex with are important, you shouldn't go with a stranger who doesn't have a pic to show you. This is important so that you have a good time too. You may miss a few good looking people who don't happen to have a picture, but you'll never know because you won't have met him. Just my tuppence.