first time net access from Perth

hehe... finally got time to update my blog.. wondering if anyone will actually read it haha...

first day, was quite exciting... uymm, i guess i shan't write details...

first day, had a taste of Western Spring.

2nd day, went to Pinnacles to take pictures.. haha... had quite a few shots... EXCITING@!! considering i took some "candid" shots!! haha... will post them up later

thursday, a bad day for mi.. cos i really damn tired.. cant bring out my spirits to work siazz... sianzz... i oni tok when needed.. din chat... was really quiet.. as though i non-existent like dat... reaching noon period, den i starte to recover..

got home, den started packing my stuff for the Aus trip... packed quite a lot.. but meoeny dunno enuff anot...

now friday, last day of the wk... hehe... dunno wat to expect for aus trip.. at leas tno like go hk, know my way n got money to spend.. aus $$ now big... ok i mnea, not as though go aus can walk around n have fun or meet ppl.. cos it veli big n i dunno the way... i look forward... but duno wat to expect loh..

hehe.. jus now, colleague using PC, den i tried to publish something but server slow.. lost the info i typed jus now..

same thing, i shan't repeat wat i typed.. so tedious to type out again..

anyway, sunday cos i went out wif frns, no time to iron shirt...

oh, ya, on saturday, when i went out wif frns for some outing, hehe.. saw a guy in the group of frns... he not yandao, but have the maturity n look cute in matured sense.. mind you, he got Masters siazz!!

sunday, went out again... monday went out wif frn to movies.. the movies place hor, bad luck, sit inside.. den within 50 mins, my chair kicked twice!! at 3rd time, i turned around, saw 3 gers sitting there.. e 1 directly behind mi was kinda hiding her face wif hand... i stared at them till the ger removed hand. stared for 2 secs i think.. den kauzz!! she kicked 4th time!! this time i turned around, n asked her to stop kicking my chair...

guess wat? she ask "got meh?" ask her frns "i got kick his chair meh? no wat, where got kick?".. i told her, u ware the only ger behind mi... i ended wif "stop being unreasonable" haha... guess tat line stopped her somehow... she din kick anymore :)

den got home quite late oso... n hor, my roommate actually got night off for the day hehe.. he got back.. n sms mi hehe...

den tuesday, after work... or during work.. or somehow.. haha... got a yandao colleague wif mi.. sitting beside his gf... chatted here there.. n i somehow got him into the conversation.. made him zat teo LOL...

den tues, went for another session of tok.. some product talk.. um... main push for mi is know the product loh... 2nd push is, can see him haha.. see, no touch... no tok oso... oh ya.. his wife toking to mi.. n seem like we can hit off pretty well... but normally hwo will hubbies think of such hit-off-well frns? if i him, may feel insecure... but i'l tell myself to trust him... hopefully he dun misuse..

wednesday... hahha!!! on tuesday, i had told my frns i not going.. cos got CHARMED!!!!! but.. 2 bad.. i plan n calculate... better go n see him loh.. tat hubby... haha.. but hor, i timer record tat charmed, record wrong channel siazz.. luckily my roomate saw it!! hehe... n wednesday not bad loh... got game to play, n tok to him oso... somehow.. he may not be as frnly n chatty as his wife lah.. but bobian, he nice looking.. i even wanna have a hug from him as farewell hug.. buthe not taken in haha...

laater took bus home..... wah this week, i veli tired siazz.. getting tired by each day..

thursday...

hehe... i know, for some time, din update blog liao...

but in fact, not veli long oso mah...

ok.. tat night, got no time to iron my shirt, but luckily got 1 shirt is those soft material.. den decide to wear tat 1 for my first day of the wk.. haha..

monday... a frn din get sacked, but got posted to another place to work.. hehe.. somehow hor, this frn.. we seem to have the fate on our 2nd meet. i rmb first time know him, i was introverted n not tat willing to know more ppl.. quite closed n quiet.. den i din even intend to know him for long... cos he jus done his ICT, we went to see movie... haha.. timings quite odd loh.. jus b4 8, got to the cinema there...

last min... abt 750, bought tix for a show tat starts at 735pm. den got inside... wah liao, the jumbo hotdog tat i buy from the store hor....

slept... i thnk this day den i watch the yi tian show wif rooomate siazz.. forgot liaozz..

slept rpetty late, den morning woke 7+... den join family for bfast... went to buy digital vid camera... but 2 bad family dun wan listen to my advice.. dun say anything loh..

den near evening time, abt 3+, got home n thot i wun go outand wash my lens loh.. haha.. den my frn called mi out.. well, i promised them liao to go out, so i went ahead loh... quite nice siazz.. tat i went ahead, had a nice chat n saw new ppl.. got 1 ger was PRETTY SWEET N TOKING tat i almost thot from aj POV tat she was trying to know mi better siazz...

den went for the tok... n learnt quite a lot of things.. esp when my relative has been getting mi to go, but i always dun have time... ahhaha... but fate decreed i had to go LOL... n hor, haha, i dun have time to iron my shirt at all haha

den when flag day over, i go home.. hahah... caught my roommate almost in actions.. den i realise he thot i will be home late... but din see much, his bf is sitting on the bed.. oni saw an avg skinny bod.

but sighzz.. when i go intot he room, he dun even greet mi siazz... jus walked out from it..

den i wanna rest n relax.. but frn ask mi go out for dinner... long time din go out, join them loh.. haha.. quite nice to join.. most r married ppl loh.. but got 1 guy not bad haha... matured men tend to have a sense of stability i guess...

got home pretty late...

umm... hhaha.. forgot wat happened on thurs...

fri... i oso.... dun quite rmb wat happened.. i thnk... i watched yi tian tu long ji wif roommate. den watched until 12+am... haha.. finally ready to sleep.

den on sat, woke up in early morning abt 630. den took train to SPCA flag day starting point. dunno why.. the train stuck for a few mins siazz.. thot will arrive to see the ppl setup the booth, but when i gott here.. 805am i think got students there liao.. so i got mine.. sighzz.. cant find FRNS to go wif mi, end up i go myself, but i saw ppl brought a few frns along wif him.. wah liao...

went to some place to ask for donors. stood for hours.. from 810am, till 12+.. wah not bad results!! got 4/5 tin fill up!! and the tin was so heavy tat i find it HARD to cary siazz!! den decided to go back n ask for extra tin.. had wanna call SPCA to ask if can get extra tin, den called the line, but office closed... good oso.. cos i find myself stupid to ask this qn...

returned the tin.. guess wat...

i asked for 1 more tin, the counter ger say "lemme see how much u got"... "wow, it's heavy!".. another counter guy say "wah it's really heavy!!" den the chairperson exclaimed SOFTLY.. "mine is the BEST!!!!" hhee.. of cos feel quite proud of myself ler... n they say, of cos can get another tin.. hehe.. i took it..

n went for lunch. but cos they close at 4pm, when i finish lunch, abt almost 2 pm liao.. left 1.5 hrs to donation... how much can i get? but the lunch oso quite cheap skate. 2.50 oni big bowl of rice, and FEW pieces of meat.. damn..

went back to get donations...

at first, when i jus started flag day, i even wondered how am i gonna get donations. how shld i wear? n approach... after i alight from transport, i oso think... how shkd i start.. den.. i... boliao, approach ppl to donate... cold shoulder given. abt 330pm, i started to leave liao...

i realise tat hor, the students volunteers oni there to be another input for donatiosn.. while i really go all out to ASK ppl.. make them notice mi, n walk up to them for donations... hehe.. some ppl are watching mi.. those exhibitors.. i think they oso impressed by my devotion siazz.. but somehow, i think in my heart, i'm doing good deeds for my aged dog... chn belief.

cos i walk UP tot hsoe ppl ,n ask them, they more willing to donate.
1) some ppl of cos veli sincere, go up to mi to donate.
2) some prep money lioa, den when go up, they donated fast hehe..
3) some, when i go up, they stop to find money to donate..
4) got 1 even donate 10$ siazz!!
5) some simply bochap... wat i mean is they tell u off... or even say DUN WAN

but hor, disappointing is tat.. why those goodlooking ones (bengs n cuties) none wanna donate siazz.. so chamz meh?? or cos it animals?

wah this time, left mi n 2 colleagues oni..

last night, he really.. kinda.. change attitude liao.. haha... seem to have grown up LOL..

the fan, now oso dun occupy tat much... n PC oso let mi use after i go back... hehe.. but it's ok 1 lah.. cos i know he dun have much time to use PC b4...

den hor, after i post my msg asking for advice on how to train 2 slaves, wah, a fwe ppl reply mi, asking to be my slaves LOL... i really surprised loh... cos i jus newbie.. but i guess they were atracted by my looks lah... hehe...

but as a newbie master, dunno wat i can do wif them siazz..

CHARMED!!!

nowadays, it seem like he has changed his attitude n mindset... a lot of thigns tell n discuss wif mi.. n not so autocratic liao...

n for a long tiem, din have dinner wif him, den he kept telling mi it's ok for mi to go home n take my dinner.. well, have dinner wif him so tat, at least he can still get someone to tok mah... :)...

den on monday, got monday blues.... cos wake up too early liaozz.. sianzz...

after faye finished singing, i asked him to go back loh.. was thnking of taking bus back, but tat time i guess no more bus liao, n think of taking taxi. but he dun wan, n say if i wan, can take myself. haha.. we den actually toko mrt to orchard to take bus home liaozz...

got home pretty late.. den next day got to go uncle hse to fix pc problem... haha..

anyway, slept n next day went to uncle house..

in the morning, rommamte ask why i going.. i din hear tat clearly.. but he oso din bother to ask again... so i din asnwer him loh.. den later, went to help fix PC problem... haha.. n mentioned abt my payment LOL... i was kinda joking but they took it serious.. n i thot, how nice if they left mi alone with the nephew haha... it'll be GREAT.... haha...

when done, went to ch U variety show... wah liao ,so lay chey to mention... den went to watch Three oso... wah liao, quite boring siazz... cos the story sianzz... when everything over, i finally went to novena for a good time LOL...

at first, he wanna watch the VCD, but hsi pc damn slow.. n while he doingthe pc, i was so bored and almost dozed off... n later end up no mood to enjoy. but in the end, still did something enjoyable... n he even commented i "GREAT" LOL....

den sunday, took a light breakfast, n went home all the way liao...

continuing my stori/.. hehe...

den after the charmed ep.. went homet o sleep... thursday... got meeting at work oso...got home... n ahah.. i forgot to watch singapore idol competition!! n last min den rmb to watch.. saw some nice faces haha...

fri, went to watch the 933 thingy... haha... quite a boring event siazz.. really feel like it's a "u come, u get prize" thing. cos... judging from the attendance list, and the prize winners.. but hor, kauzz.. it say enter at 7pm, so i think i'll be late for the it, and ask to leave earlier. result: i muz start work earlier oso loh... den i got there abt 6+.. took a so-so meal... n rushed up to meet my frn.. wah liao, in end, they let us in at 730!!

den, the artistes come at 830 onwards siazz!! damn sianzz... even the promo TVs keep repeating... liaozz... the most interesting is that, when a certain prize was given out to Sun Ho, wah liao, the whole audience became so quiet siazz!! cos we all BEI SONG AT ALL...

i even "booed" (i losing voice so veli soft ahaha).. when my frn asked wat is that for.. i showed the "down" sign heheh... kauzz!! how could she ever win the award???????

den.. abt 11 o'clock./. duno y... ok, i was applauding the singers lah.. n outta respect i applauded loud and clear and he wah suddenly shout at mi tat i shldn't clap so loud... huh!?!

i bochap n carry opn to clap to my heart's contents... den he for the rest of show, kept quiet... n oni shhh'ly did his things... when faye came out, i got excited n shouted her name.. wah liao... DIVA....

umm... kauzz.. been a wk since my last update here liao... aiyozz.. wat did i miss?

forgot liao... but after our break, we kinda became more truthful to each other.. in some sense...

mon day... same thing, he went to soccer at home ,came home tired (or i using pc) den he went to sleep immediately.

tues.. went to catch the movie Garfield.. freee tix form frn... went to city area there to buy. wah, saw lotsa VCDs on sale here!! those OLD OLD VCDs... COOL!! then while i browse the VCDs, i noted a 30+ guy crusing mi/./.. not sure if it's cruisinhg but he gave mi this feeling loh...

den the ... somehow i feel tat i've written this tthing in my diary b4... but cant find lei... nvm...

the show, was disappoint!!! liao, heng din buy the tix... the show IS NOt following the book at all!! become some adventure like dat... n exaggerated story lines...

got home prettylate... oh ya, before buy vcd, i go for dinner n bought jap meal... at tat time i thot i was addicted to jap meals... n kinda determined to resaeearch on jap meals.. but i wonder how long this can last :D

on wed.. watch charmed at home.. sian story... boliao episode. den thursday, got meeting... till late...

fri, went to... i go toilet first... den come back..

wednesyda.... i missed tuesday report LOL...

dun have time to write diary yet... umm... ya loh...

tuesday, jus another day on earth.. nothing great.. dunno y, but OJT days are always pretty sianzz..

den went to watch Garfield wif a frn... free tix.. COOL huh?!

i kinda like... well, arrived at the mall there, n saw got stalls of old VCDs for sale... wah, real OLd type.. when i was still in pri sch time. aiyo, i had to curb my spending spree siazz... 1 cd is 5.9... but i cant spend tat muhc... saw 3 or more wah!!! feel like buying them all!!!! got the "dao ma dan", "a xiu luo"... and some tohers... really wish to buy all.. or those tat i like.. but ehhe...

n oso, thot of asking if this frn willing to sponsor my ovverseas studies.. hehe.. dun have chance in the end..

n hor, i noted tat someone was trying to cruise mi siazz... i was browsing thru the vcds there mah.. den a ... 30+ no-fig guy walked to my front... naturally, i looked up, we saw the face, n he walked off.. so OBVIOUS~!!!

n at last, i bought 2 vcd.. cos got promo.. 1 for 5.9, 2 for 10. hehe.. at the queue there, wah, 3 counters oni got 1 working, n so got a long queue. den a ger went over n was preparing the bags.. at tat time, i was already set to switch QUEUE! when she announved counter opened, i think i immedialtey sprang over siazz.. LOL.. n became the first in queue... other 1 is.. abt 10 ppl lioa...

den went to food court wif frn.. looked around, n saw 3 things tat i wan eat... 1 is fish meat noodles, 1 is jap meal, 1 is some kinda mini pot? so i bought the jap 1.. dunno how, now i attracted, or perhaps even addicted, to jap meals...

well, the movie is not tat great loh.. quite boring in fact.. oni some commercial joke lines... lucky it's free mov :)

hehe.. my roommate msged mi.. wan mi buy brewad back.. i reply "cant" .. he kinda surpriused siazz...

and these days, we are kinda like... spend our self sweet time... no time/chance to tok at all... well, dunno if he'll reasd this page... now... or these days butwill let him know tat, i feel strange wif his reactions: since we "broke", he's like dun wan do anything wif mi at all liao... not sexual, but maybe go out for meals or something he oso like no wish... so now, i wonder if he feel e way thing wif mi "never inform at all, den suddenly go MIA".. comeon ,we still living same room... wat's wrong wif telling mi where he's going??

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anyway, las tnight, my mum msg mi in noon, asking mi to go home for dinner.. cos got cook bee hoon n curry... umm, well, if i am out, n not hungry, guess i wun go home for dinner. would rather tell her i outside...

den hor, haha... surprise.. i was walking to home, n saw the chin up bar... pausing for a moment, i went up to try the bar... i did 6 chin ups!

n.. cos my subscroption for the sgboy is due in a week's time, i went ALL OUT to surf the site n download the pix!!! LOL...

las tbut not least... my bank did reset my account, n i can login lioa, but they sent me 2 letters... i thnk i'll write again to raise the alarm...

umm.. anything to say?

kinda caught between 2 ends... i know i wnana save money, for watever purposes tat i may have now or future... but, i jealous when ppl go out n i stay home... mean i do wanna go out, but dun wan spend $$... perhaps even transport oso dun wan...

inside mi, something again happened in my room...

continuing here.. cos almost KO time liao...

the trip took quite long siazz... den took my lunch, n bought some soft drinks.. n some snacks.. LOL.. wah like long time din eat those, den craving for them siazz...

after the lunch, went to take the bus to see lawyer.. i saw the bus as i crossed the traffic, but i din feel like rushign for it.. end up i waited like siao for the bus... den.. come the proud moment!!!

i dinno which stop to alight at, n decided to take a bet... hehe, n the place i alighted at, is the correct stop!!!! i even thot i may need to walk a distance!! or ask ppl!! hahah!!!

after lawyer, went to eat some snacks/.. aunt treat.. eat till pretty full... hehe...

on sat, met my frn again... n went to play around in the shoppng mall... exposed mi to Xbox.. but no interest to buy still. i invited him to my place.. n he kinda get suspicious... but he din dare ask details... den finally, went to meet frns for dinner... wah,e place is damn corwded. cos they dun have other planms, went off to meet a new slave LOL...

but hor, the slave... came pretty late... anyway, no a prob, cos i shopped around for clothes.. din prepare to buy any new cltohes, but the giordano shirts caught my eyes... i think giordano is my shop LOL... n bought 60$ worth fo shirts siazz!!

den i followed him home, n chatted... n proceed with the kinky stuff haha!!! rather fun.. long time never tie ppl up lioa, n maybe tired, i not veli aggressive... hehe..

oh, i bought a tank top... i feel i look good in tat.. n a long sleeve oso...

so wednesday, we tok it over liao... thursday, kauzz!! my frn hairdresser say no time for us.. so i had to go back my own styler to check my hair. so long din go back liao... as usual, they asked mi to color my hair to block the gray ones.. i wonder if it's true or, they just wann grab more money. but.. true oso loh, tat i have gray hair.

den during the cut, i oso chatted a bit, n oso.. they asked mi buy more titibits for them...

eheh, den my roommate, asme time, went to neighbourhood to cut hair oso. but his.. is like not much diff.. cos still maintain tat length...

on fri, went to lawyer there to discuss my case.. wah liao... ok lah.. i not used to fighting case, so not really sure wat to say n wat not to tell.. but from the tone n pov of the lawyer, he seem like not willing to help us like tat... n cos some of the consultation charges are rather low but the receipts are lost, he like dun wanna claim them back for us... liaozz...

start to have -ve feelings abt him liao... as though wanna settle our case fast..

on fri, i got half day time off mah.. wnana chat up wif my ex-sup. haha but he not free lah.. n he even asked mi if his frn (HR guy) got back to mi.. but nope. but too bad, he busy, cant meet up.. n he staying in the coy still...

but anyway, i.. for fun lah, i take bus from work to ex workplace.. haha... mixed up teh stops, n actually walked to a further busstop, when i can jus take it outsid emy office..

den.. haha, wah liao, kisiao liao.. this bus trip.. took abt 45 minutes.. same time as the length for normal trip in the past.

LOL.. again, long time din update... either 2 lazy, or dun have time...

cos for mi, now i actually... to save money for food, i go home to eat... hoem cooked meals are better mah.. n coem to thnk of it, i guess i need to really start lerning how to cook proper meals myself.. since my mum such good cook (no pun, and really good cook), i might as well really take note of how she cook n learn from her... she know my taste n blab al, wil be in best position to guide mi loh... guess best time is saturdays, when there is no 1 to cater for... but this saturday, i gonna go out wif frns.. dun think can start this wk.

anyway.... go home n eat, thus after work n meal, not much time left... den haha,, dun have much time to write diary oso.. not forgetting, now i share my pc wif roommate, so sometimes, cant use pc...

hey, i jus realise my sgboy subscription is almost up!!! 10 more days only!!! GOSH, my hurry to save the files!!! GOSH!!!

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finally.. the showdown came. haha... had a good talk wif him... but hor, the day was quite busy at work loh... cos i am in charge of clearing the walk-in users. umm, quite good experience in clearing them... saw ppl, tok to them.. n chat with some (10-20%?).. hehe.. workplace got some good looking 1s siazz.. LOL...

den... after work, wait for colleagues to klnock off.. so tat.. .can go home wif him hehe... not really go wif, but wif company of other ppl loh...

mum sms tat no cook,n i eat myself... hehe.. quite funny... got to the kopi shop, found a empty table, n went for it.. i dun wan to be so rushing to grab a seat but i dunno if i still look rushing by moving quickly there,,, got to the seat, hehe.. about 1 sec ago, got 1 guy put his bag there... n the kopi guy thot we together.. haha.. never mind, cold joke.

umm.. got home, n waited for him.. well, we were doing our things and bla bla... till 10+, den i finally decided to chat wif him... he seem lioke, always dun dare b the first to initiate.. cos he feel bad towards mi? dunno.

i told him in the first place... or rather reminded him of my promise to him "no strings attached for staying at my place". den i asked him who am i to him.. he asked mi back instead.

den... we let out our comments for each other... haha.. quite a heartening tok loh.. at least, i passed my thots to him properly.. n he perhaps accepted. cos he din reason (or talk?) back... so i guess he understand my thots.

at the end, we had a better understanding of each toher...

but... he still came out to mi... telling mi wat happened the past few days... i was pretyt open about it... din react much... cos i kinda expected? i was even feeling happy inside mi... or maybe jus glad lah... happy... will be quite... unusual for someone who lost a dating partner...

we still stayed as frns... n he still living wif mi.... n cos he frank wif mi, i did tell him the comments or rumours others told mi. he oso said tat, he did read my diary.. thus, know wat is in my thots...

later tat night, he say he sleep very well... cos the burden on his shouolder is gone LOL..

for mi, it's not muhc of a diff lah..

single again.... again.,.... again.....

PS: although he does read my diary, i dun think i wanna skip anything tat i have been writing here...