2:08 p.m.

dunno why id oing all these.. but maybe really 'cos i dun mind doing thigns for ppl i like... went all the way to west coast rd there buy dumpling to treat tat colleague..wah.. really all the way, cos i buy, den come home..

but on the way home.. umm.. maybe i am really sianz with my boring sex life.. on the mrt, i saw a guy in black T. den kept staring at him siazz.. he looked bavck oso.. but oni to see if i still looking.. den on the train, wah, got a malay boy... i know he malay but.. somehow i jus atracted to him!!

somehwo, he look like keiji_taiki ibn fridae.. got the boyish student look. his face is pretty big, hair is cropped or crew i geuss.. arm is .. rather broad.. dunno if muscles, but arm is thick.

liaozz.. kinda felt honry i even fantasize i will wan to get him HARD!!! LOL

10:46 a.m.

oh ya .. earlier on, had received another record low of 3 hearts siazz... cos i never return hearts :)

10:18 a.m.

i finally handed in my asgt for my modules... been having shortfall of sleep for 3 days, den now i caught back my sleep.. but chamzz,, al of our answer are diff from classmates siazz.. damn..

den after tat, i downloaded all the themes into my hp and try them out.. hehe..

yesterday, i called a frn to seek advice on how to fight a HR gal haha... am i 2 much? den he dun have time, so i called myself n aruged with her.. i thot i'll win easily.. but 2 bad, she did mention some proofs.. but i hate it when she push it with "meeting wit manager to discuss" DAMN!

later, i goingt o buy the dumplings for my colleagues hehe... and give tat cute clleague a treat!

9:30 a.m.

after the chiong, i finally got down to finishing my asgt. but only now den realise i forgot how to do certain thigns. so struggle here/ there.. even thot will not finish on time

even at work, i worried abt my asgt siazz.. try this /tat oso dun work. thot will be so damn hard.

the next morning, i actually... looked into guide bk, and did thigns smoothly in mins siazz... hehe...

12:57 p.m.

wah, thot i can go to office and do a bit of asgt stuff.. but been busy the whole day siaz... no time to do at all...

kinda kept busy all the while... all bcos of the downtimes! den the person taking over my shift came 30 mins late! under my senior advice, i told him the next day i'll come 30mins late oso.. he ask y, den i say u came 30 mins late :)

went to watch the phoenix show.. hehe interesting n funny... kinda X-rated though.. not suitable for kids serious. and at some parts, the audience did luff.. does tat mean good? anyway, a frn who likes mi treatedmi to ths show lah. 2 bad, dun have any topless scenes though

deni rushed home :)

den when i go work again, i AM surprised tat the colleague din finish some work. but duno y, i took the whole day to do it oso... so jialutz.

after work, i went home n planned for chiong'ing wif frn.. wah so long no chiong liao. felt as though i am back again LOL.

but i think i lost my dance steps.. dunno wat i dancing at all... or maybe not used to disco dance, though i want to go still.

got a few guys not bad looking siazz... n i think i getting horny. 1 guy on the dance floor is dancing away with his partner... arghzz... he's attached.

after tat went to ground floor. n sat there... i think i 2 tired.. so din dance at all... i woke at 615am n was sober till 3+ leh!

ok, at the dance floor, a..frn's frn's frn wanna cruise mi, for ONS. but he din dare walk up to mi.. so i dun look at him oso..

den on ground floor, got a guy in singlet got the muscles.. but well.... n got a guy.. i think his frn, sitting there n doing nothign. he not tat gorgeous but jus felt ok with him :)

2 bad i dun have own rm, if not i ask him home haha... den when i went to the exit, he was there, almost drunk.. my frns all gossip abt him.. like how nice he's, how to bring him home.. i think he maybe disgusted and went back to club.

now, i realise something. instead of getting ppl to come my house, why not i ask "do u need mi to send u home?" hehe... alright!!! :D

10:36 a.m.

wah liao, yesterday, when i was... lagging behind my schedule for assignment, i felt stressed once again siazz.. never felt this level for a long time...

9:57 a.m.

hehe.. no give hearts at all.. but this moning, got 6 hearts :) later if got ppl keep sending mi hearts, i'll glamourise him!! haha

11:38 p.m.

wah liao.. a record low of 4 hearts........................

hehe.. morning receicved sms from the yandao guy... he ask mi help him.. haha.. upon receipt, i had my mind set to help liao.. but cos i excited, i wanted give myself time to calm down first.

alas, i replied.. hitning tat i will help.. but i wonder if he realised my likeness for him, so he was testing.. cos later he say he had done it so dun need anymore..

n hor, today cant find tat sch boy again... today thurs mah.. how come?? fri, i dunno if he will coem anot...

sighzz.. i failed my schedules.. for asgt mgt... damn

10:53 p.m.

wonder if shld update tis 1 oso.. i was busy for days.. den din send any hearts.. so.. 1 day, i received another record of 23 hearts!!! but next 2 days were 10 and 8.. slightly disappointed..

anyway, i'll check 1 more day.. if no hearts.. den.... sighzz..

10:44 p.m.

last night dun have time,.. aiya.. ytday, got class, n i thot the yandao guy will be there.. so wear those tighter work attire. but he not... sigh.

but anyway, i oso dunno why... i was going checking my class venue, got a guy standing outside n looking oso.. after checking, we went off almost at same time. his attire make him standout.. but looks is.. ok loh.. den in the class.. i dunno why, i approached him, on the pretext of asking abt asgt. i thot he was the one who look good in class.. den when the right guy came in, i realise i saw wrong person haha..

den during break, i was standing at class's vending machine. chatting. den 1 guy came up to buy from vending. i thot it was the guy i spoke to.. so i commented.. haha.. end up he not, but he's the good lokking 1!!! he bought a drink.. n kinda ready to strike conversation with us.. n i ready to strike it oso..

den the lecturer went in, so he went in oso.. sianzz..

den forgot when, but now den i reaslie, the company opposite my office has a cute guy :) he's dressing is cute :)

5:59 p.m.

I'm proud tat i managed to finish qn1 of 1 assignment!!! LOL.. now in class... hehe...

4:46 p.m.

wah liao, jus saw the email tat the party yesterday was a success. dunno how come i din see them at all... I WONDER HOW, I WONDER WHY..

jus now, a nice frn sent me pictures again from fridae... O+UHHHH... he sent it pretty fast... so i called him for a chat ot thank him.. den din realise or dinno the chat can actually last 1 hr siazz!! my longest chat on the phone.. wif a caucasian.. never realise can tok so long with him.. n even tok so long on the phne oso...

1:58 p.m.

by right, shld focus on doing my asgtmt. bus.. jus can't put my haert to doing it... damn.

and.. been leading a pretty str8 life... no sexual excitement... feel so.. as though some thing lack in life... but no time to go irc.. n.. dunno... dunno how n wat to say..

10:08 p.m.

dun thinki keep track of my diaries anymore.. keep forgetting wat i had writeen in previous entries...

but, altogether, it's my first time to meet up wif my sec frns, den poly frns siazz.. all in a wwk.. wah, busy siazz.. monday i think nthing happened. tues, i went for classes, den submitted my form for on campus xfer. wed, i went mov wif sec frns, thurs, went out wif a frn for meal, fri, went out wif my poly frns.. wah.. siong siazz..

but anyway, i gonna coop myself at home for 1 wk.. to settle my asgtmt...

during my outing wif poly frns, quite song loh :) den again tok abt my orientation issue.. 1 frn even encouraged mi to go for counselling session.. well she was so persistent tat i think i will challenege them to change mi loh..

2nite, supposed to go for some orgy gathering.. but only when i there, den i realise "wat if cant locate them?" that's why after i got there, i got bad feelign tat nothign will happen.. although i had noted a group of guys there, i had sspected them.. but too small a group tat i dun feel rightt to approach to see if they are the group anot..

ya, a few of them did walk to my direction to test mi.. but i bochap.. i had already decided tat if they ask mi, i'll confess... if not, i bochap...

so end up i come home early :)

11:23 p.m.

the big woman small woman show.. got tralier thatssay a model will be topless.. i thot will have some scenes.. chey, oni show him wearing back shirt.. sighzz.. his first appearance was even better...

den tmr, finally the Qin dynasty show, finalyl the guy is showing his bods!!@@ been waitying so long@@

11:11 p.m.

a HI frn of mine needed help to call someone who owed him money... sighzz, but tat person number seem outta service...

den, i took e chance to hahah... send a likeness msg to him lah.. :)

den i called ericsoon helpdesk again... lose confidence for sure..

12:31 a.m.

for my vids, someoen asked mi to call him.. but then, after calling, the way he say thigns, i somehow become wary of hime.. later he even ask to verify myself with my email address.... umm.. fishy...

11:18 p.m.

dunno wat to say liao.. maybe.. nowadays seem like i take double lunch...

8:09 a.m.

sianzz, last night 11+ blackout den no time to write diary..

chamzz.. my lens broke liao.. now back to specs. haven't got time to call my spec centre yet.

den, my blueooth osoo got prob... call them up, then say will call mi back.. but no reply yet..

yesterday in evening class, ehhe tat guy sms mi tat he coming n ask mi reserve seat for him.. eheh i was excited!!! i thto will have chance to sit with him.. but 2 bad, maybe he dun recognise my office wear so, sat behind... sighzz.. he dressed in white T and dark gray berms.. DROOLzzz..

hehe.. den when class end and i go take bus, hehe... first i was sitting near the door. but the person beside was always coughing siazz.. can't take it.. so change seat. to the back where got 1 beng dress style guy sitting. well.. din feel anything.

BUTT HEN!! later got 1 guy come up!! ahha.. he dress like those thai ppl.. face is smooth, but got 1 acne almost bleeding type.. wearing shirt tucked out.. hehe since he boarded, i was always stqring at him.. he noted oso.. and when he moved his hand, his shirt exposed more thigns, i lok oso LOL..

got 1 ger loked into my direction. i bochap, still look :D den wat surprised mi was, when ppl near mi alighted, n got space, he actually moved to jus beside mi!! his hands were holding on the seat rails!!! wah... again i kept lokoing.. siaozz... but i wonder if that's hinting or wat..

but so wat if he's hinting.. nothing can happen.. unless i chat with him...

have i let a potential went by?

6:31 p.m.

from my last update... i gonna work on PH.. my sis on holiday in japan, so i sleep in her room. was watchign the tv..

as i gonna suntan the next day, i was thinking how i shld use the taxi claim.. take taxi to wrok, or to sentosa there? so in e end, tok bus to work..

wah, damn jalut. first time to meet PH.. den thot i spotted some mistake in other ppl's work.. n change them. den much later, den realise i did wrong.. n hor, a new process is happening.. n a lot of work n troubles siazz.. sianz. hehe funny is much later, e person who took over mi actually called n ask if i indeed checked somethign. wah, luckily, i did check. if not, wah, kena blackmark. n dunno y.. anyway this person really jialut kind... call mi as though i more experienced than him siazz..

after work, i went str8 to join a fan club for sentosa sun tanning. had called a taxi.. den i cant see it.. so had wanna call new cab, but told the operator had called cab b4, but cant see.. den she immediately called the taxi and so i took back tat cab.. i thnk e drv oso veli happy cos i actually dun mind gettijg him again.

den met up wif the club for suntanning. they ask if i bought extra clothes. i say din bring swimwear but got wear shorts. den they commented "we will strip together later" ehhe.. anyway, all gers.........

den reach there, n i really took off my singlet loh.. nothignt o flaunt still.. but the sand was DAMN SCORCHING!

hehe.. got a pretty number of ppl to look at though :) haha.. n kept beoing at some ppl.. but hor, my gaydar maybe need improvement.. cos at there, some groups got all guys 0 ger, or mostly guys.. den i thot they probly aj.. but later, saw some gers appearing.. den dunno liao... but 2 many guys is suspicious anyway.

felt thirsy, so went 7-11 buy drinks. wah cooling@!!! as i went in topless ;) first time to go such aircon place topless anyway.. was trying to be more daring oso lah ehhe..

den.. a new ger came to join.. n during our chat, i forgot exaclty wat i say but i revealed to them i like guys oso hehe.. i dunno if i said as if i BI or AJ.

den we went to buy lunch. again, i went in shorts oni.. hehe.. this time, i noted 1 guy was staring at mi ahha... those why n paiseh type of stare :) den inside the store, oso got 1 guy staring at my left chest :)

later in e day, after coming out to them, got a ger ask mi, which guy among a certain group i like most, and suggested 1 guy in tinted spec. haha.. i dun wan to be stereotyped by her.. so i said no.. n i kept looking at him, cos with his pants so low, he look sexy ehe..

in end, i got sunburn again.. sghzz... when got home, i spared no tiem to change, n oso JO hehe...

oh ya, when they ask mi abt which guy thing, she oso say a guy in the club has a nice fig... ya i know oso.. she even say he got a topless pic... oooohhhh..

phew.... rest liao...

5:38 a.m.

hehe.. forgot how long i din update liao.. anyway, damn it..now i on night shift, den my team lead join me to guide mi in my work. but cos he live in my direction, so, when we go home, he tok my cab.. end up i need ot wait for him to finish his work before i can go home.. sianzz..

because of this, i never rech home before 11am these days... sianzz.. reach home liao, will oso tired n dun feel like bringin my dog down to .. hehe.. meet tat cute boy... but is he still coming o tat busstop daily?

anyway, right now kinda finally decided which cos to take if i go on campus.. umm, how nice if got sugar dads :) any taker? hehe...

9:28 a.m.

got home.. yesterday.. den made lunch for my dog.. n took a rest.. wah, din expect the rest to last till 620 siazz!!!

so, in the end, i decided to skip 1 lesson of a hard module for the first time.. haha.. painful decision :).

n dunno wat i doing tat time oso.. but, at least/last i finally sent out the brochures for the vids... waiting for rewpsonse.. haha,...

den.. i think hor, i better take bus to work siazz... cos if take cab, no time to study at all...

9:57 p.m.

wah liao... today was preparing to go off at 8+, den suddenly, supervisor got extra thigns to talk abt...

end up i no time to see my mails, or go class... so, today skip class.. sianzz.

8:32 p.m.

although my team lead was wif me n even advised me to go home right after KO time, we both stayed back a while to help out. den in end, he went to have a talk with the supervisor and i left early..

but maybe because i not used to the consecutive 2 day 12 hr shift, i was pretty sleepy n.. stlll drag myself to buy lens solution, and oso west coast to buy noodles.. aiya, i had wanna buy their wantons, but 2 bad they dun have enuff, so i decided to buy noodles. kauzz,, den i noted tat the guy, packed my noodles wif some red color stuff n passed mi.. i asked if it contain ketchup or chilli, he say "nothing". den i told him i saw some red color... and was abt to see the noodles when he say oni a little lah.. kauzz, he dun seem willing to change the noodles siazz..

den later, the cook saw us and cooked another pack for mi.. sighzz... so jialut..

i got home, den.. got apptmt wif insurance agent n met wif him.. wah, i really veli sleepy n dunno wat going on in my mind, n jus... discussed superficial stuff wif mi.. den when i got home, i prep lunch for dog, n fell into a deep sleep.. dun think i dreamt.. or maybe cant rmb yet.. wah, so tired...

n was thinking if i shdl take a gd rest n skip class oso.. but i decided to go loh.. i have to perform well mah... hgahga.. ya, havent jo in a long while.. where shall i "hold it"? LOL..

den b4 going to class, i went to the shop to buy a bluetooth adapter for my pc.. hope cna use it hehe..

2:58 a.m.

hehe... last night, i watched porn in office!!! hhehe was so honry siazz,,, tat i took pic of my own cock.. dne had wnana send out to some frns.. but decided not to.. hehe.. wat's the pt of sending out lei...

but really veli honry siazz.. even when i took bus home, my bag brush my cock, it oso reacted... n erected... liaozz..

den at home, hehe.. took off my cap.. n decided dat, b4 i leave house, i shld at least gel it.. so dun need put cap again.. umm.. looks styluish and cute hahah..

den watch my "All in" show, n forced myself to finish the ep b4 i SLEEp...

now.. now is 6.10am liao...

6:21 p.m.

going off to work soon...

i think my strong person n char is affecting my dream... i jus dreamt, tat i was sitting ina room, den bunch of guys came in n began occupying the seats beside me... few stood behind me, wanting mi to budge willingly and toking behind me oso..

somehow i remained non-chalent and sat there... totally bochap them.. den i woke up.. hehe.. i was thinking, y dun i jus relax n.. look at themn flirt? LOL...

10:39 p.m.

woke at 7+, but sleept till 945 hehe.. wanna watch morning show, but din catch in in end haha.. den my frn ask mi go swimming well, i'm fine.. but got vids to watch..

end up, we plan to meet 11am, i supose to leave home soon. but i left at 11... cos wanna watch those porn hahah...

maybe my dressing for swimming is quite boyish.. so noted tat got 2-3 guys looking at mi siazz.. 1 or 2 confirm liao... aj lah..

1 is long hair blonde i think, at mrt. 1 is after alighting, on way to meet frn... 2nd guy, he was staaring at mi siazz.. but i avoided it... no point looking so much...

now i doing touchup to my vid collection list...

11:02 p.m.

by right, the day is quite ok.. my 2nd level got a filipino guy.. his height is cute lah.. but face.. haha...

then.. lunch time, my colleague supposed to eat wif mi.. but then cos i going lunch later, he actually went wif other ppl.. den b4 i go lunch, i made myself finish some work first.. wah, in e end, i was SO tired! den wah lioa, i was about to start my lunch.. maybe they din notice.. but when call came in, they were toking.. n i had to pick up siazz...........

but quite frustrating tat... 1 colleague still "has" the time to walk around although i was busy like hell..

hehe den, my CUTE colleague came in.. haha... he is dressed in.. almost tight T.. n from time to time, i actualy gazed into his shirt LOL.. and today i had the heartiest chat wif him!!! joked all the way n luffed haha.... so nice...