kevxx: nah.. they din tease mi back.. but it's really fun tat nite.. 2 bad u nt there :P i think it's almost time for mi to pick up my social life, and get a renewed life..
leslie: ya rite, she can consider u, provided she's alright wif her man flirting around with GWM... haha.. true lah.. the part abt u going thru lotsa...
n mi, wif ur pals (from anywhere, i dunno how wide ur social circle has ENLARGED)..
Sunday, July 29, 2007
i think i've been staying mysterious (with my face) for some time.. shld i b proud of it, n show a personal video???? sure, if the face attracts more eye-balls to my site, it's great.. but if.. someone remembers the face, see mi on the street, n give mi weird/admiring stares, how will i react??
sigh.. the urge to.. share my bday celeb is stronger than the desire to stay anonymous.. sigh..
below is the link (i find that if u play the video by simply clicking on the "play" button, it takes damn long time to load. my advice: click on the video, and play it from youtube. tat's wat THEY WANT. unless u dun mind waiting for vid to load of cos).
anyway, the bday celeb was really fun, great and enjoyable.. 2 bad, my fag-hag from poly not coming.. i dunno y.. i guess she still cant overcome some obstacles at the last min.. mayb i check her blog later. n, so enjoyable tat, i really really dun see the need to blog.. too much thigns to write!!!!
but a BIG BIG (7 inch big enuff?) thank you to those who came!!! dun really wish to mention names to protect them, but they knw they who lahzz
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den, comes the retro DND (of my company) lol.. it's pretty enjoyable siazz!! cos... hehehehhe.. readon!!
on the bus to dnd, i was sitting all the way at the back of the bus, sitting on the inside seat. beside mi is a malay good-boy kid. much later, 2 rowdy (from their voices, tones n attitude) boys boarded the bus. their frn was sitting behind mi.. oh hey!! 4got to mention, while waiting in the queue for bus, got a boy-boy look boy (hahah.. wat a description!!) waiting in front of mi.. hehe, cute boy.. not those kiddy kiddy look but wif a lil maturity... ehh.. watever.. looks.
ok, back to rowdy kids. cos their frn sitting behind mi, the rowdy pair stood slightly in front of the malay boy n was kinda shouting to tok to their frn.. i gave them 1 look.. or is it stare? hahah... i think, it can be considered as staring.. to see how come they shouting for nobody's biz. hehe.. the 2nd kid was cute.. kiddy look. den i gave a 2nd look.. luckily he din look back.. he was focussed on toking to behind-mi frn.
soon.. the malay kid alighted.. n u knw.. ok, got empty seats liao mah.. so the kids sat down.. n.. unexpectedly!!!! (or, based on their age, thiking, mindset, shld i say "expected"?) the 2nd kid sat beside mi!!!! i was so excited n happy!!!!!!!!! but my face showed no expression hehe..
when he sat, he turned around to tok to his behind-mi frn, n his back was facing my left arm. n.. as a kid.. n rowdy type (esp when his frns ARE around), he kept shoving himself inside to push my arms away manzz!!
to him, he's showing attitude.. those kind of "look wat look.. buay song (not happy) ah?" n n trying to fight for more space by pushing my arms away..
to mi, i'm enjoying his back sticking to my arms.... OOOOHHHHHH AAAHHHHH... (m i going crazy??) but pretending not to budge a single bit.. staying cool n defending my space.. but when he really squeezed in, i did move a bit lah.. to show tat he succeeded a wee bit, den he will try more.. lol..
n... later, he passed an item to a ger standing b4 him, den i realised she cld b his gf... wat a scenery killer (chn: 大煞风景).. n i noticed tat she was looking at mi from time to time.. dunno whether she's admiring mi, or simply thinking.. can we 2 dun fight? but it dun matter at all..
i was simply enjoying the kid sticking.. it's not simply sticking, it's really pushing my arm.. there's a diff ok!! oh, havent finished the line above.. pushing his back to my arms.. WOW, COOL!!
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den abt the dnd.. nothign special to blog.. jus tat... i was happy to shoot wif 2 cute guys.. 1 is attached.. n 1 i think is married.. the married tat 1.. more to a colleague... haha.. the colleague tat one.. hehe, i realyl mustered my courage manzz!! went up to him n wife, asked if can take pic.. his wife say ok, hubby ask her wat i saying.. den we pose.. i was a bit leaning backwards.. din expect tat i'd have touched his chest siazz!!! or, rather pressed onto his chest!! he maybe felt awkward n slowly moved his chest away.. of cos, i din move a bit.. i stayed where i was.. but the pic still turned out nice..OH, picture wif a cute guy haha.. tat everytime i walk past him, i always look at him..
anyway, if anybody ask, i can always say i look for unique attire.. tat fit the theme n compatible wif my attire..
den.. the attached cutie is my frn.. wah liao.. the pic i took wif him, the more i look, the more i feel like.. touching his chest n hugging him siazz..
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nex, hahah.. something really unexpected!!!!!!!! really!!
i told my frns, i abt to leave... den jus when i was ready to leave my seat, the emcee announce they gonna hold a dance competition!! n asked those who feel like grooving to stand on the seat.. no 1 at my table dared.. n i thot: long time din dance, might as well enjoy myself.. n i.. stood on the seat.. my table cheered for mi of cos.. n once the music started, i grooved along.. hahah.. my frns cheered again! but hor, some ppl who stood up, they r realyl jus movign their arms in mid-air.
den later on, emcee say need to choose 4 finalists to dance on stage.. sigh.. a corporate event.. surely invite those heads to appear on stage 1.. mi is no-body.. no chance.. so i sat down.. but then, when emcee announce the names, he actually mentioned "the guy standing at the far end..." den my table quickly cheered for mi to go up... lol..
oh well, wat happened next is... embarrassing but enjoyable!!! i got a thank-you gift for going on stage lah.. oh ya, the stage thing, not a competition, but more of a teasing thing..
sigh.. the urge to.. share my bday celeb is stronger than the desire to stay anonymous.. sigh..
below is the link (i find that if u play the video by simply clicking on the "play" button, it takes damn long time to load. my advice: click on the video, and play it from youtube. tat's wat THEY WANT. unless u dun mind waiting for vid to load of cos).
anyway, the bday celeb was really fun, great and enjoyable.. 2 bad, my fag-hag from poly not coming.. i dunno y.. i guess she still cant overcome some obstacles at the last min.. mayb i check her blog later. n, so enjoyable tat, i really really dun see the need to blog.. too much thigns to write!!!!
but a BIG BIG (7 inch big enuff?) thank you to those who came!!! dun really wish to mention names to protect them, but they knw they who lahzz
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den, comes the retro DND (of my company) lol.. it's pretty enjoyable siazz!! cos... hehehehhe.. readon!!
on the bus to dnd, i was sitting all the way at the back of the bus, sitting on the inside seat. beside mi is a malay good-boy kid. much later, 2 rowdy (from their voices, tones n attitude) boys boarded the bus. their frn was sitting behind mi.. oh hey!! 4got to mention, while waiting in the queue for bus, got a boy-boy look boy (hahah.. wat a description!!) waiting in front of mi.. hehe, cute boy.. not those kiddy kiddy look but wif a lil maturity... ehh.. watever.. looks.
ok, back to rowdy kids. cos their frn sitting behind mi, the rowdy pair stood slightly in front of the malay boy n was kinda shouting to tok to their frn.. i gave them 1 look.. or is it stare? hahah... i think, it can be considered as staring.. to see how come they shouting for nobody's biz. hehe.. the 2nd kid was cute.. kiddy look. den i gave a 2nd look.. luckily he din look back.. he was focussed on toking to behind-mi frn.
soon.. the malay kid alighted.. n u knw.. ok, got empty seats liao mah.. so the kids sat down.. n.. unexpectedly!!!! (or, based on their age, thiking, mindset, shld i say "expected"?) the 2nd kid sat beside mi!!!! i was so excited n happy!!!!!!!!! but my face showed no expression hehe..
when he sat, he turned around to tok to his behind-mi frn, n his back was facing my left arm. n.. as a kid.. n rowdy type (esp when his frns ARE around), he kept shoving himself inside to push my arms away manzz!!
to him, he's showing attitude.. those kind of "look wat look.. buay song (not happy) ah?" n n trying to fight for more space by pushing my arms away..
to mi, i'm enjoying his back sticking to my arms.... OOOOHHHHHH AAAHHHHH... (m i going crazy??) but pretending not to budge a single bit.. staying cool n defending my space.. but when he really squeezed in, i did move a bit lah.. to show tat he succeeded a wee bit, den he will try more.. lol..
n... later, he passed an item to a ger standing b4 him, den i realised she cld b his gf... wat a scenery killer (chn: 大煞风景).. n i noticed tat she was looking at mi from time to time.. dunno whether she's admiring mi, or simply thinking.. can we 2 dun fight? but it dun matter at all..
i was simply enjoying the kid sticking.. it's not simply sticking, it's really pushing my arm.. there's a diff ok!! oh, havent finished the line above.. pushing his back to my arms.. WOW, COOL!!
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den abt the dnd.. nothign special to blog.. jus tat... i was happy to shoot wif 2 cute guys.. 1 is attached.. n 1 i think is married.. the married tat 1.. more to a colleague... haha.. the colleague tat one.. hehe, i realyl mustered my courage manzz!! went up to him n wife, asked if can take pic.. his wife say ok, hubby ask her wat i saying.. den we pose.. i was a bit leaning backwards.. din expect tat i'd have touched his chest siazz!!! or, rather pressed onto his chest!! he maybe felt awkward n slowly moved his chest away.. of cos, i din move a bit.. i stayed where i was.. but the pic still turned out nice..OH, picture wif a cute guy haha.. tat everytime i walk past him, i always look at him..
anyway, if anybody ask, i can always say i look for unique attire.. tat fit the theme n compatible wif my attire..
den.. the attached cutie is my frn.. wah liao.. the pic i took wif him, the more i look, the more i feel like.. touching his chest n hugging him siazz..
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nex, hahah.. something really unexpected!!!!!!!! really!!
i told my frns, i abt to leave... den jus when i was ready to leave my seat, the emcee announce they gonna hold a dance competition!! n asked those who feel like grooving to stand on the seat.. no 1 at my table dared.. n i thot: long time din dance, might as well enjoy myself.. n i.. stood on the seat.. my table cheered for mi of cos.. n once the music started, i grooved along.. hahah.. my frns cheered again! but hor, some ppl who stood up, they r realyl jus movign their arms in mid-air.
den later on, emcee say need to choose 4 finalists to dance on stage.. sigh.. a corporate event.. surely invite those heads to appear on stage 1.. mi is no-body.. no chance.. so i sat down.. but then, when emcee announce the names, he actually mentioned "the guy standing at the far end..." den my table quickly cheered for mi to go up... lol..
oh well, wat happened next is... embarrassing but enjoyable!!! i got a thank-you gift for going on stage lah.. oh ya, the stage thing, not a competition, but more of a teasing thing..
Friday, July 27, 2007
wooh... i am watching chU's "Shoot".. a talkshow that discusses anything under the sun, as long it appeared on the news, or is of public interest.. tis time, they're talking abt single mumhood. the GOH is Maia Lee, one of the Singapore Idol finalist.. which was wat made her famous lah..
i really admire her modern thinking and mindset.. she's cool siazz.. she's able to .. n willing to move away from traditional thinking and fight a road out for herself. she's now a mum of 1 5yo kid, n she's surviving well.. she probably knows wat she wan, dun rule out the possibility of getting married in teh future.. but certainly not to those of her age.. cos they tend to be mummy's boys.. who cant fend for themselves for god's sake.
quite true.. she has to aim those.. who suffer hardships oso.. who dun have to care abt social views.. it's quite hard.. esp those whose families are still livign in the traditional mindset..
maia, way to go!!! but hope u wun b stubborn when wat-u-have-negative-opinion-abt is the better choice for u... :)
i really admire her modern thinking and mindset.. she's cool siazz.. she's able to .. n willing to move away from traditional thinking and fight a road out for herself. she's now a mum of 1 5yo kid, n she's surviving well.. she probably knows wat she wan, dun rule out the possibility of getting married in teh future.. but certainly not to those of her age.. cos they tend to be mummy's boys.. who cant fend for themselves for god's sake.
quite true.. she has to aim those.. who suffer hardships oso.. who dun have to care abt social views.. it's quite hard.. esp those whose families are still livign in the traditional mindset..
maia, way to go!!! but hope u wun b stubborn when wat-u-have-negative-opinion-abt is the better choice for u... :)
Thursday, July 26, 2007
haha.. i've yet thot of.. or rather read abt... another sm scene which is kinda.. erecting moi.. haah..
read this:
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a prisoner was awarded $XX for damages done to him by guards, leaving him wif erectile dysfunction. the man was known for his bad attitude in the prison, having picked up fights and arguing with inmates.
so, 1 group of guards decided to "educate" him, torturing him one day in november 2004 with electric shocks to his hands, feet, back, armpits and neck, and ordering fellow inmates to participate in the abuse..
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does it sound "another prison torture"?
not to mi!! it's another fantasy =D imagine.. an attitude prisoner being brought into a room.. perhaps for questioning, which is a usual routine.. once inside, the door is locked. in the room, oni a table n some chairs. the prisoner standing. the guard order him to take off his shirt.. he is stunned, and refuses. the guards den grab him, n pulls off his shirt, while he's struggling to keep it. the shirt is thrown to a corner.
they den pull ropes from corners of the room n tied his arms wif it, so that his arms are spread apart. they den put the electrodes on his armpits n back. he is shocked. they den tease his torso.. n punches him in the tummy.. n.. as they pull down his shorts, he kicked violently but it was still pulled off..
he's now standing in oni his briefs, arms wide apart. he is scared.. he dunno wat happens next.
at tis time, the door is suddenly unlocked from outside.. the door opens.. n 5 inmates enters the room n closes it. the prisoner is stunned and was really shocked! the room was locked, how can the inmates open it?? n the guards din stop or block them? now he's helpless, n in his undies oni.. wat's going on?!?
he started shouting... but there's no use.. interrogation room is always full of shouts. the inmates went to him, touched his body, n gave him a few punches and slaps, anywhere on the body. yes anyway, included his privates. they den released the ropes and dragged the resistant him to the table, where he was made to lie down, back on the table.
the gang den pressed his limbs down, continue fondling his body.. everywhere.. n slapping n punching as they feel like it. n .. they oso pulled down his undies slowly.. revealing the pubic hair bit by bit, showing a little of his privates, n pulling it down totally.. they den teased his privates.. rubbing it a bit..
they den put the electrodes on him.. on neck, armpits, feet, back, chest n even the testes.. they switched it on, he was stunned! they caressed him again, and switch it on again.. he was basically shouting n groaning in pain.. they den rubbed his privates more, giving him an erection.
n the fun continues...
lol...
hahaha.. such a simple story, n i gave it more juices!! oh well.. if i really go into pros, i think i need to check out my blogs for those fantasy stories.. shld come in useful.. but.. i think everything depends on tmr.. whether the person .. mind anot.. i dunno y i so keen to check wif him. but i feel tat he's the oni guy who really cares for mi, not merely keen on my body..
read this:
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a prisoner was awarded $XX for damages done to him by guards, leaving him wif erectile dysfunction. the man was known for his bad attitude in the prison, having picked up fights and arguing with inmates.
so, 1 group of guards decided to "educate" him, torturing him one day in november 2004 with electric shocks to his hands, feet, back, armpits and neck, and ordering fellow inmates to participate in the abuse..
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does it sound "another prison torture"?
not to mi!! it's another fantasy =D imagine.. an attitude prisoner being brought into a room.. perhaps for questioning, which is a usual routine.. once inside, the door is locked. in the room, oni a table n some chairs. the prisoner standing. the guard order him to take off his shirt.. he is stunned, and refuses. the guards den grab him, n pulls off his shirt, while he's struggling to keep it. the shirt is thrown to a corner.
they den pull ropes from corners of the room n tied his arms wif it, so that his arms are spread apart. they den put the electrodes on his armpits n back. he is shocked. they den tease his torso.. n punches him in the tummy.. n.. as they pull down his shorts, he kicked violently but it was still pulled off..
he's now standing in oni his briefs, arms wide apart. he is scared.. he dunno wat happens next.
at tis time, the door is suddenly unlocked from outside.. the door opens.. n 5 inmates enters the room n closes it. the prisoner is stunned and was really shocked! the room was locked, how can the inmates open it?? n the guards din stop or block them? now he's helpless, n in his undies oni.. wat's going on?!?
he started shouting... but there's no use.. interrogation room is always full of shouts. the inmates went to him, touched his body, n gave him a few punches and slaps, anywhere on the body. yes anyway, included his privates. they den released the ropes and dragged the resistant him to the table, where he was made to lie down, back on the table.
the gang den pressed his limbs down, continue fondling his body.. everywhere.. n slapping n punching as they feel like it. n .. they oso pulled down his undies slowly.. revealing the pubic hair bit by bit, showing a little of his privates, n pulling it down totally.. they den teased his privates.. rubbing it a bit..
they den put the electrodes on him.. on neck, armpits, feet, back, chest n even the testes.. they switched it on, he was stunned! they caressed him again, and switch it on again.. he was basically shouting n groaning in pain.. they den rubbed his privates more, giving him an erection.
n the fun continues...
lol...
hahaha.. such a simple story, n i gave it more juices!! oh well.. if i really go into pros, i think i need to check out my blogs for those fantasy stories.. shld come in useful.. but.. i think everything depends on tmr.. whether the person .. mind anot.. i dunno y i so keen to check wif him. but i feel tat he's the oni guy who really cares for mi, not merely keen on my body..
yesterday, i took the trouble .. and it's really trouble...'ing.. i mean..
i called up angie and bengawan solo.. BS got use rum for some cake n the ingredients quite fattening.. not .. for the taste buds of gay folks.. den found tat angie got a better selections.. cos they dun use rum, n use as much low-fat stuff n can. hehe.. good.
its almost like.. pre-destined.. cos.. my original plan was to go gym on tues, n thur. din think of when n where buy cake. but on monday, i asked to re-schedule the gym to wed. cos i knw tues i can stay late.. den on wed, i thot, since the gym start late, i can go shop for cake first.. so nice timing.. n thur, i can work late a bit, den go buy cd n go home..
anyway, toking abt yesterday, WEDNEDAY.. it's.. unexpectedly fun!!
i was taking mrt from 1 underground stn to my gym.. got into the train, but 2 elderly move slowly in, n dun look hurried at all! as though it's RIGHT for them to walk slowly n block ppl's entry. i den squeezed into the train.. n later, i saw some space near the back door n moved there.
i was in for a surprise!!
in front of mi stood 4.. newly joined worklife ppl.. cos they sound mere 20s but r in their office wear n look so poly age.. n den 1 guy, is standing.. somehow in front of mi, but between us got his male frn n 2 female frns lah.. den, once i saw him, i was like.. jus.. all the way looking at him... his face, his hair, his neck.. lol... look so despo hor?
den.. oso looked down to his chest.. seem like pretty well-defined for his age.. den he used his arms to block chest view LOL..
den he moved more towards to 1 ger, n placed his arms on her shoulders.. i bochap.. i still kept looking, not givign any.. eye contact to any ger.. whahhaah... he looked so stressed in tat manner siazz...
den i looked... til.. time for mi to alight... n i went shopping for my cake.. but strange lei.. in a loose-material office top n carrying a sch bag behind me, am i so attention seeking?!?!? felt so weird to ahve so many eyes on mi tat i went to toilet to check on my looks twice u knw?!?!
haha.. when i buy the cake, i said 2 candles.. the person say "2? umm ok. " n ask whose bday. i said mine. she say "oh.. smart ah u.. only ask for 2 candles"... ahhaa.. was she guessing my.. thoughts??
was she trying to guess, i got a gf n wanna celeb wif her.. n use 2 candles to represent we 2?? lol..
later i bought a new pair of undies.. from those shops there... wah.. ex siazz.. wanna buy some more tops, but the design dun suit mi. n when i left the shop, GOSH!! i saw that mrt guy again!!
tis is wat u call FATE!!!!! i instantly recognised him!!! n he's stil wif... tat ger from mrt i think..
yeah... after mths of waiting, my bday celeb is finnaly here.. hope.. the turnout is gd.. been planning so long.. now its here... haha.. somehow, felt it shld b further away, but i oso hope it comes fast.. so tat can spend quality time.. umm.. is the crowd (my frns, not the general public.. read on, n u knw y i.. define it) ready for flirting n teasing? it;s my day.. n i dun wan it b so formally celeb.. hope they r ok wif teasing hhe.. i even thot of how to tease some fellas..
i called up angie and bengawan solo.. BS got use rum for some cake n the ingredients quite fattening.. not .. for the taste buds of gay folks.. den found tat angie got a better selections.. cos they dun use rum, n use as much low-fat stuff n can. hehe.. good.
its almost like.. pre-destined.. cos.. my original plan was to go gym on tues, n thur. din think of when n where buy cake. but on monday, i asked to re-schedule the gym to wed. cos i knw tues i can stay late.. den on wed, i thot, since the gym start late, i can go shop for cake first.. so nice timing.. n thur, i can work late a bit, den go buy cd n go home..
anyway, toking abt yesterday, WEDNEDAY.. it's.. unexpectedly fun!!
i was taking mrt from 1 underground stn to my gym.. got into the train, but 2 elderly move slowly in, n dun look hurried at all! as though it's RIGHT for them to walk slowly n block ppl's entry. i den squeezed into the train.. n later, i saw some space near the back door n moved there.
i was in for a surprise!!
in front of mi stood 4.. newly joined worklife ppl.. cos they sound mere 20s but r in their office wear n look so poly age.. n den 1 guy, is standing.. somehow in front of mi, but between us got his male frn n 2 female frns lah.. den, once i saw him, i was like.. jus.. all the way looking at him... his face, his hair, his neck.. lol... look so despo hor?
den.. oso looked down to his chest.. seem like pretty well-defined for his age.. den he used his arms to block chest view LOL..
den he moved more towards to 1 ger, n placed his arms on her shoulders.. i bochap.. i still kept looking, not givign any.. eye contact to any ger.. whahhaah... he looked so stressed in tat manner siazz...
den i looked... til.. time for mi to alight... n i went shopping for my cake.. but strange lei.. in a loose-material office top n carrying a sch bag behind me, am i so attention seeking?!?!? felt so weird to ahve so many eyes on mi tat i went to toilet to check on my looks twice u knw?!?!
haha.. when i buy the cake, i said 2 candles.. the person say "2? umm ok. " n ask whose bday. i said mine. she say "oh.. smart ah u.. only ask for 2 candles"... ahhaa.. was she guessing my.. thoughts??
was she trying to guess, i got a gf n wanna celeb wif her.. n use 2 candles to represent we 2?? lol..
later i bought a new pair of undies.. from those shops there... wah.. ex siazz.. wanna buy some more tops, but the design dun suit mi. n when i left the shop, GOSH!! i saw that mrt guy again!!
tis is wat u call FATE!!!!! i instantly recognised him!!! n he's stil wif... tat ger from mrt i think..
yeah... after mths of waiting, my bday celeb is finnaly here.. hope.. the turnout is gd.. been planning so long.. now its here... haha.. somehow, felt it shld b further away, but i oso hope it comes fast.. so tat can spend quality time.. umm.. is the crowd (my frns, not the general public.. read on, n u knw y i.. define it) ready for flirting n teasing? it;s my day.. n i dun wan it b so formally celeb.. hope they r ok wif teasing hhe.. i even thot of how to tease some fellas..
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
another accomplishment..
personally, i planned my bday celebration..arranging for the ktv and the dinner.. deciding on the pkg and location.. it's troublesome.. but worth it..
but to mi, it's quite funny.. n awkward.. n i finalyl understand my frn's feels..
funny as in, u r organising ur own bday celeb.. awkward in the same way too, but.. imagine, oni u know the flow of the celeb.. n knw the plc... yet u r the bday boy.. no surprises (from wat i know/hear) awaiting mi.. nothing of those "surprise!!!!".. more of a gathering wif frns n celebrating bday in a quite but nice n fun manner..
tat's the irony.. maybe i'm used to ppl asking mi out for dinner or soemthing for bday.. cos i duno wat gonna happen later.. (once u start working, it's hard to org a proper bday party).. den tis time, i'm the oni 1 who knw the whole flow.. lol..
n yes, toking abt knowing my frn's feels... got 1 time, a pal of mine invite mi to his bday. he himself is an events company... boss. so to him, it's kinda usual n normal to org an event. den we all go there.. he oso give us a voucher for a facial scrub. haha.. i jus thot it's a bday party for us to celeb... den, now i org myself, den i knwo the effort needed... to coord n plan.. n even the bday cost.. oso may own self kena..
well, my first job/career's anniversary. i dun mind the bomb spent.. cos i knw i gonna enjoy it wif close pals and goodlookers.. hope i have the chance to flirt with some of them hahahaha.. n i even.. thought of tis...
for the cake, i will put 1 candle in first.. den i will say, if any1 wanna b my bf for the nite, i'll put in 2 candles.. lol..
oh ya, when i called up on monday night for ktv, a guy called jack ans my queries.. hahaha... my hormones raging again.. was thinking of asking if he's working on my bday date, n chatting him up whahaha.. den.. oso.. i fantasize... a very EVIL fantasy..
a ger will go up to him, flirt wif him.. make him go to a room unsuspectingly.. blindfold him.. the girl keep on toking to him to keep him ONZ.. (turned on ie) den take off his clothes slowly.. n turn him on by touching.. touch includes nipples chest. when he's naked, either erected anot, remove his blindfold.
and before him, stands 3 GUYS,... n the girl in 1 corner... lol... i knw it sounds FUN, but it's a very very despicable and totally unacceptable thing to do.. why? imagine tis happening to u.. but the genders r switched... go on..
personally, i planned my bday celebration..arranging for the ktv and the dinner.. deciding on the pkg and location.. it's troublesome.. but worth it..
but to mi, it's quite funny.. n awkward.. n i finalyl understand my frn's feels..
funny as in, u r organising ur own bday celeb.. awkward in the same way too, but.. imagine, oni u know the flow of the celeb.. n knw the plc... yet u r the bday boy.. no surprises (from wat i know/hear) awaiting mi.. nothing of those "surprise!!!!".. more of a gathering wif frns n celebrating bday in a quite but nice n fun manner..
tat's the irony.. maybe i'm used to ppl asking mi out for dinner or soemthing for bday.. cos i duno wat gonna happen later.. (once u start working, it's hard to org a proper bday party).. den tis time, i'm the oni 1 who knw the whole flow.. lol..
n yes, toking abt knowing my frn's feels... got 1 time, a pal of mine invite mi to his bday. he himself is an events company... boss. so to him, it's kinda usual n normal to org an event. den we all go there.. he oso give us a voucher for a facial scrub. haha.. i jus thot it's a bday party for us to celeb... den, now i org myself, den i knwo the effort needed... to coord n plan.. n even the bday cost.. oso may own self kena..
well, my first job/career's anniversary. i dun mind the bomb spent.. cos i knw i gonna enjoy it wif close pals and goodlookers.. hope i have the chance to flirt with some of them hahahaha.. n i even.. thought of tis...
for the cake, i will put 1 candle in first.. den i will say, if any1 wanna b my bf for the nite, i'll put in 2 candles.. lol..
oh ya, when i called up on monday night for ktv, a guy called jack ans my queries.. hahaha... my hormones raging again.. was thinking of asking if he's working on my bday date, n chatting him up whahaha.. den.. oso.. i fantasize... a very EVIL fantasy..
a ger will go up to him, flirt wif him.. make him go to a room unsuspectingly.. blindfold him.. the girl keep on toking to him to keep him ONZ.. (turned on ie) den take off his clothes slowly.. n turn him on by touching.. touch includes nipples chest. when he's naked, either erected anot, remove his blindfold.
and before him, stands 3 GUYS,... n the girl in 1 corner... lol... i knw it sounds FUN, but it's a very very despicable and totally unacceptable thing to do.. why? imagine tis happening to u.. but the genders r switched... go on..
today is really a SICKENING day..
my upperstudy went on leave for a wk. n today, an old problem came up... n i had to check wat's causign the prob... sigh.. wel,l take it as a chance to learn.. oh well..
den hor.. i dunno wat happened siazz.. on my way back to office from client plc, i boarded a cab. the drive is those rookie type of guy.. wear flashy sunglasses, in collar T and berms, driving the cab. not those conventional drivers who wan project a positive image.
i initiated a chat wif "u r full time or partime?". that started thigns going.. but he always made mi wonder.. if he's trying to check mi out.. as in, saying "other than driving taxi, wat can i do? accompany... meh?"
he oso asked mi where i live.. i told him though,.. since no harm can b done..
he asked if i got gf, i said no, he added "still finding?"... i said yes.
alog the way, my coins dropped out.. i told him its my coins, he sayd "be careful, dun drop". i jokingly mentioned it's tips for him.. he was surprised of cos..
den, when i arrived in office, the fare is 11.10. i din realyl rmb the fare, but automatically took out 14$+, as though i thot it's a trip home. since it's "14", i gave him 14 bucks.. he say "too much oredi lah" n gave mi back 2$. sensing the change din make a diff.. i double check on the fare.. it's 11.10.. den i thot i gave him more liao, n wanna give 10c to make it easier for him. oni den i realised he really took my word for it.. the tips part..
my upperstudy went on leave for a wk. n today, an old problem came up... n i had to check wat's causign the prob... sigh.. wel,l take it as a chance to learn.. oh well..
den hor.. i dunno wat happened siazz.. on my way back to office from client plc, i boarded a cab. the drive is those rookie type of guy.. wear flashy sunglasses, in collar T and berms, driving the cab. not those conventional drivers who wan project a positive image.
i initiated a chat wif "u r full time or partime?". that started thigns going.. but he always made mi wonder.. if he's trying to check mi out.. as in, saying "other than driving taxi, wat can i do? accompany... meh?"
he oso asked mi where i live.. i told him though,.. since no harm can b done..
he asked if i got gf, i said no, he added "still finding?"... i said yes.
alog the way, my coins dropped out.. i told him its my coins, he sayd "be careful, dun drop". i jokingly mentioned it's tips for him.. he was surprised of cos..
den, when i arrived in office, the fare is 11.10. i din realyl rmb the fare, but automatically took out 14$+, as though i thot it's a trip home. since it's "14", i gave him 14 bucks.. he say "too much oredi lah" n gave mi back 2$. sensing the change din make a diff.. i double check on the fare.. it's 11.10.. den i thot i gave him more liao, n wanna give 10c to make it easier for him. oni den i realised he really took my word for it.. the tips part..
Sunday, July 22, 2007
strange... since when have i become so helpful??
this wkend, i'm surprised abt myself..
1) an old lady was loitering around the ezlink-topup machine.. i asked if she needed to use the machine, she shook her head.. n asked mi, wat she shld do wif her single trip tic. since i'll be heading that direction, i volunteered to take her there... n even helped to return her card...
2) 1 lady from soviet - bulgaria - europe asked mi in city area, how to get to taka.. i told her wat bus to take, n since my bus is going there, i took the bus wif her..
wah liao.. how nice if... they r guys...
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n tdy, i finally.. managed to fulfill part of my promise, to treat my mum to dinner for her bday.. den, knw wat? in the restaurant, i feel.. tat.. have i lost a lot of std???? most guys.. as long as they dun wear specs, i seem to notice them easier!!! wah liao!!! of cos, the body size must still appeal to mi..
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kevxx: yes, i knw tat guy's gay. i feel tat he could b testing mi.. n yes, i knw he enjoys the attention n like to show off..
oops.. i think i went too far,. i really shld not mention my... i mean the names of the places i went to... it's frightening if, someone suddenly looks at u or even walk up to u, n greets u..
i actually joined a new gym, n asked to terminate my office gym m'ship liao... cos it's very ex to keep the office 1... 50$ for the private swim... but it's really very serene.. n it's a GOOD plc to have a tan.. if it's gone, i need to find out, where to tan liao.. without much noise.. n troubles..
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hey les!! i rmb u say, u coming back on last day of jul? call mi hor... once u r back.. cos u missed my bday celeb..
this wkend, i'm surprised abt myself..
1) an old lady was loitering around the ezlink-topup machine.. i asked if she needed to use the machine, she shook her head.. n asked mi, wat she shld do wif her single trip tic. since i'll be heading that direction, i volunteered to take her there... n even helped to return her card...
2) 1 lady from soviet - bulgaria - europe asked mi in city area, how to get to taka.. i told her wat bus to take, n since my bus is going there, i took the bus wif her..
wah liao.. how nice if... they r guys...
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n tdy, i finally.. managed to fulfill part of my promise, to treat my mum to dinner for her bday.. den, knw wat? in the restaurant, i feel.. tat.. have i lost a lot of std???? most guys.. as long as they dun wear specs, i seem to notice them easier!!! wah liao!!! of cos, the body size must still appeal to mi..
=============
kevxx: yes, i knw tat guy's gay. i feel tat he could b testing mi.. n yes, i knw he enjoys the attention n like to show off..
oops.. i think i went too far,. i really shld not mention my... i mean the names of the places i went to... it's frightening if, someone suddenly looks at u or even walk up to u, n greets u..
i actually joined a new gym, n asked to terminate my office gym m'ship liao... cos it's very ex to keep the office 1... 50$ for the private swim... but it's really very serene.. n it's a GOOD plc to have a tan.. if it's gone, i need to find out, where to tan liao.. without much noise.. n troubles..
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hey les!! i rmb u say, u coming back on last day of jul? call mi hor... once u r back.. cos u missed my bday celeb..
Saturday, July 21, 2007
ooga-chaga
hahaha... it's an unusually.. happening day.. read on..
i din expect so much thigns to happen manzz.. was even prepared tat it'll b a boring day, cos i'll b alone all the way..
it's gonna b a long blog, cos i'm detailing everythign down... for my own ref in future..
at the gym, a matured guy who i've been noticing for some time already is there oso. he noted my presence as well. den i went swimming. no 1 there, but mi. after swimming a few rounds, i rested at 1 side. DEN, as i prep to swim again, i saw a guy lying at the opposite on the suntan seat.
i swam over... n looked up, it seems to be tat matured guy!! umm, i dun wan appear despo, so i swam to side1, he's at side2. at side1, i rinsed my specs (if i do so at side2, i may appear despo). den i swam to side 1... once again i feel it's him.. den, as i swam to n fro, i more n more confirmed it's the matured guy.. wah.. boxer shorts, tidy n neat hair.. tone arms at the handrail of seat (but blocking view of his chest)... a turn-on man!!
i feel so much like getting up n lie beside him!!! but well, it's too despo act again. wah.. jus cant get enuff of him.. i oso, dun wan strike a chat.. feel so weird!! den i finally decided i'll get a sun tan in my usual area (in the pool still). den, it started to drizzle a bit.. so i swam to side 1 (my usual start point), n got ready to swim to side2.
hey, he's sitting up!!!!!! but leaning forward. look at his chest!!! very very well-endowed!!!! arms!!! so nicely muscled!!! n as i swam to him, i noticed... i can't help it but everytime my head goes down the water, it's always slow motion... hahah.. yeah, i dun wan my head to go down.. n HOT man!! u see, i mentioned he was in boxers mah.. den when i sat up, his entire body is oni covered wif tat .. loose fitting boxer.. loose fitting, as in "not-tights". in oni tat boxer!!! n... u can imagine, a well-endowed man, wearing a boxer, leaning forward, on a suntan seat, while u r swimming to him. imagine: looking up from a low angle at a well-built man who's in oni boxer... HOT!!! tat's y i cant take my eyes off him!!
i can still rmb tat scene WELL. if i can draw, i'll, n post here... sigh, mi not artist lah. almost jus a skimpy undies... WOW.... but as i approaching, i think he.. dunno, maybe recognise it's mi.. so he turned his head away.. u know, when i suspected it's him, i even wondered, if he's giving mi the chance to see his body... n he's clever... yes he's... read on..
when i reached side2, i turned and swam to side1... when i reached it, i turned around, and he's gone.... jus as he had silently appeared from nowhere... gosh... i jus cancelled my membership siazz!!!!! can i revoke?? i cancelled cos my cali gym is 100$/mth.. while tis office is 50.. 50$/mth for swimming privately.. i duno.. feel it's ex.. so i cancelled.. but now... i.. dunno,.. if i'm regretting..
den, i swam a while more, n got up.. den i went to the sauna...
read on if u wanna... know my first time... *evil grin*
i went into the sauna.. was thinking, today was raining, no 1 will be there.. oh well.. boring.. i den went for my usual quick bath to prep for 2nd round of sauna. i stayed there. den... i saw someone walking past the sauna door.. i closed my eyes, n opened my eyes when the door opens to pretend to "jus realise someone came in n look to see who".
ooooohhh, it's one of the gym fellows who, once when i was out wif my master, i saw him walking wif some guy frns... u knw :) when he came in, ok.. i was on side1, facing door, he on side 2, facing wall. he came in n sat on side 2. when he sat, he adjusted his towels.. yes he's in towel, or umm, ok it's very normal to b in towels. adjusted in such way, the ends of the towel lie on the crotch area.. he kept moving his limbs, stretching n "scratching" himself... so.. "naturally", i look at him to see wat he's doing.. he's constantly doing stretching.. wif the below acts/movements:
1) stretch his arms upwards, revealing his ... hehe.. shaven arm pits (cool.. i like it)
2) lean back so tat he back touch the wall.. his abs, chest r all to obviously there to be missed
3) stretch his arms to left n right, showing his arm muscles
4) his facing-mi-side (left side) itches, so he jerks up his left shoulder, n scratches the left side rib.. showing his very tone chest n abs muscles...
i was all teh way looking manz!! i blif he saw it too cos he soemtimes jus.. peep at my side... n he certainly dun feel odd.. cos usually if ppl mind a guy staring so firecely.. he will b VERY uncomfy.. but he's totally "relaxed" hahah.. "relaxed" cos he's ook wif the staring/looking but he's always moving!!! i almost told myself "since he's feeling so.. restless, it's a reason for mi to check wat's causing the uneasiness". hehe,, i really kept looking.. n he... enjoy the look i think..
den, he got up.. re-wrapped himself, n went out..
oh well, finally he went out... wow... really nice body!! i really dunno how i shld react man... i had wanna move over... but i dun wan him to go off.. sigh conflict hor?
den i leaned forwarded... elbows on knees, n fingers supporting my chin.. den i thot, umm good.. tis is a good posture... a relaxed posture.. n 1 tat says "u're interesting" or is it "i'm interested in seeing more of u?" lol..
oh well..
den moments later, ehh, secs later lah.. he came in again!!!!!
he came in, n again sat at side2, towel again in same style. n he's again making those 4 movements. but.. i'm not sure if he did tis jus now.. tis time, he tried wiping his arms n elbows wif the towel ends at his crotch!! lifting it up, den bending slightly forward for it to reach his arms/elbow.. but none of these actions reveal his privates at all.
now... i felt... the need/urge to sit wif him... i really... really really... worried tat someone will come in... but well, no 1's there yet.. might as well take the chance.. i decided to give myself tat trial..
i moved to sit beside him... n i leaned back oso... den he kinda... shifted slightly away from mi.. i forgot wat exactly happened... i oni rmb, i leaned back, waiting to see if he will move at all.. i forgot if i still look at him at all..
den .. he went off again... oh well.... he's totally not keen.. i just stayed there.. check the time.. oh, i've stayed 10 min past my intended time.. ok, 2 more mins n i'll go..
n... den.. u know wat??!! he CAME IN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat's going on?!?
he once again sat there, same pose.. same style.. i dunno.. if i did tis in 2nd round, or 3rd round lah.. as he sat down, he adjusted his towel.. revealing his pubic hair... i was leaning backwards.. den i knw i cant' see his private at all... i leaned forward n lok at his groin area.. he saw tat... n lok at his own groin.. checking tat it's not showing anything, but the hair lol.. den i was oso looking at his arms n chest.. n he's still moving a bit..
den he leaned back.. n... i oso leaned back... den...
i... took the chance to.. use my index finger to slightly rub his thumb, he was stunned. den he look at mi, i smiled.. he smilingly shook his head.. kept his arms.. at tis point, i almost wanna.. advance more, by touching his shoulder.. but he jus stood up n walked off...
oh well... contact has been made.. but he's gone off.. hehe.. the end is here :).. n i went out oso.. hehe.. funny.. after my bath, i came out, and saw him open his bath door oso..
haha.. is he testing mi?? n is he surprised tat i initiated? i nvr saw him in sauna b4.. he's always gym oni.. today, he went sauna... did he see mi looking interestedly at the boxer guy, so.. he wanna test mi?? lol..
think a lot hor?
den, i went PS to shop.. wanna buy a shoe bag, but cant' find a color tat i like.. will find again.. n planning to buy rollerblades..
the nex interesting thing.. happen when i went for my OC interview... nothing detailed to write.. jus an interesting review :)
the place darn darn hard to find.. i mistook 1 bldg for their office.. ask 2 persons den i found it.. wah... the ofice... is said to b located at a nostalgia bldg... huh?? hahah... it's at a corner.. of the bldg...
went in.. n u knw wat?? i saw.. the.. cute guy of OC lol... lol... ehh, (lol to power of infinite) cos i din really expect to see him.. esp when i jus open the door n saw him.. n i actually took a few secs to recognise.. so paiseh manzz.. haha... he's curious abt who i am (of cos lah...) but i simply can't ans.. cos i was too.. surprised n excited to see him.. my first line was "r u bryan?" haha.. after tat den i intro myself.. sigh.. nw he knw my face.. no more anonymity wif him... sigh..
at first i was really nrvous.. i even forgot how i prep'ed myself mentally for their qns... haha.. nice feeling to tok to OC cutie at such close proximity.. see him smile.. see him closeup, shake his hands.. umm, but he look better during the .. gayly chat session..
judging from his lukewarm response when he saw mi, interviewed mi and sendign mi off, i guess i'm really not appealing to him at all..
ok.. back to the interview.. i was actually.. prepared to answer their qns on how i'll do my voluntary work.. but not ready to share my personal experience wif them. n their qns.. seem to focus on those who r not prepared to handle helplines..
den later, i went back to my hometown, n went on a shopping spree.. strange.. last night, when i was walking around, finding wat to shop for, i thot... hang-ten n .. a street-wear shop has a lot of clothes for mi to buy n i was prep to spend a bomb. today i went again... i bought 2 Ts from giord.. (the sales guy is shy.. not used to a guy asking him for svc? but.. of cos cute lah.. those sec sch boys type hahah..) n 4 from bossini... YEAH!! esp 1.. is a long sleeve... informal shirt.. i intend to wear for my bday.. :)
shopping spree hahah.. aiyo, but i dun dare chk how much i've spent manzz..
i din expect so much thigns to happen manzz.. was even prepared tat it'll b a boring day, cos i'll b alone all the way..
it's gonna b a long blog, cos i'm detailing everythign down... for my own ref in future..
at the gym, a matured guy who i've been noticing for some time already is there oso. he noted my presence as well. den i went swimming. no 1 there, but mi. after swimming a few rounds, i rested at 1 side. DEN, as i prep to swim again, i saw a guy lying at the opposite on the suntan seat.
i swam over... n looked up, it seems to be tat matured guy!! umm, i dun wan appear despo, so i swam to side1, he's at side2. at side1, i rinsed my specs (if i do so at side2, i may appear despo). den i swam to side 1... once again i feel it's him.. den, as i swam to n fro, i more n more confirmed it's the matured guy.. wah.. boxer shorts, tidy n neat hair.. tone arms at the handrail of seat (but blocking view of his chest)... a turn-on man!!
i feel so much like getting up n lie beside him!!! but well, it's too despo act again. wah.. jus cant get enuff of him.. i oso, dun wan strike a chat.. feel so weird!! den i finally decided i'll get a sun tan in my usual area (in the pool still). den, it started to drizzle a bit.. so i swam to side 1 (my usual start point), n got ready to swim to side2.
hey, he's sitting up!!!!!! but leaning forward. look at his chest!!! very very well-endowed!!!! arms!!! so nicely muscled!!! n as i swam to him, i noticed... i can't help it but everytime my head goes down the water, it's always slow motion... hahah.. yeah, i dun wan my head to go down.. n HOT man!! u see, i mentioned he was in boxers mah.. den when i sat up, his entire body is oni covered wif tat .. loose fitting boxer.. loose fitting, as in "not-tights". in oni tat boxer!!! n... u can imagine, a well-endowed man, wearing a boxer, leaning forward, on a suntan seat, while u r swimming to him. imagine: looking up from a low angle at a well-built man who's in oni boxer... HOT!!! tat's y i cant take my eyes off him!!
i can still rmb tat scene WELL. if i can draw, i'll, n post here... sigh, mi not artist lah. almost jus a skimpy undies... WOW.... but as i approaching, i think he.. dunno, maybe recognise it's mi.. so he turned his head away.. u know, when i suspected it's him, i even wondered, if he's giving mi the chance to see his body... n he's clever... yes he's... read on..
when i reached side2, i turned and swam to side1... when i reached it, i turned around, and he's gone.... jus as he had silently appeared from nowhere... gosh... i jus cancelled my membership siazz!!!!! can i revoke?? i cancelled cos my cali gym is 100$/mth.. while tis office is 50.. 50$/mth for swimming privately.. i duno.. feel it's ex.. so i cancelled.. but now... i.. dunno,.. if i'm regretting..
den, i swam a while more, n got up.. den i went to the sauna...
read on if u wanna... know my first time... *evil grin*
i went into the sauna.. was thinking, today was raining, no 1 will be there.. oh well.. boring.. i den went for my usual quick bath to prep for 2nd round of sauna. i stayed there. den... i saw someone walking past the sauna door.. i closed my eyes, n opened my eyes when the door opens to pretend to "jus realise someone came in n look to see who".
ooooohhh, it's one of the gym fellows who, once when i was out wif my master, i saw him walking wif some guy frns... u knw :) when he came in, ok.. i was on side1, facing door, he on side 2, facing wall. he came in n sat on side 2. when he sat, he adjusted his towels.. yes he's in towel, or umm, ok it's very normal to b in towels. adjusted in such way, the ends of the towel lie on the crotch area.. he kept moving his limbs, stretching n "scratching" himself... so.. "naturally", i look at him to see wat he's doing.. he's constantly doing stretching.. wif the below acts/movements:
1) stretch his arms upwards, revealing his ... hehe.. shaven arm pits (cool.. i like it)
2) lean back so tat he back touch the wall.. his abs, chest r all to obviously there to be missed
3) stretch his arms to left n right, showing his arm muscles
4) his facing-mi-side (left side) itches, so he jerks up his left shoulder, n scratches the left side rib.. showing his very tone chest n abs muscles...
i was all teh way looking manz!! i blif he saw it too cos he soemtimes jus.. peep at my side... n he certainly dun feel odd.. cos usually if ppl mind a guy staring so firecely.. he will b VERY uncomfy.. but he's totally "relaxed" hahah.. "relaxed" cos he's ook wif the staring/looking but he's always moving!!! i almost told myself "since he's feeling so.. restless, it's a reason for mi to check wat's causing the uneasiness". hehe,, i really kept looking.. n he... enjoy the look i think..
den, he got up.. re-wrapped himself, n went out..
oh well, finally he went out... wow... really nice body!! i really dunno how i shld react man... i had wanna move over... but i dun wan him to go off.. sigh conflict hor?
den i leaned forwarded... elbows on knees, n fingers supporting my chin.. den i thot, umm good.. tis is a good posture... a relaxed posture.. n 1 tat says "u're interesting" or is it "i'm interested in seeing more of u?" lol..
oh well..
den moments later, ehh, secs later lah.. he came in again!!!!!
he came in, n again sat at side2, towel again in same style. n he's again making those 4 movements. but.. i'm not sure if he did tis jus now.. tis time, he tried wiping his arms n elbows wif the towel ends at his crotch!! lifting it up, den bending slightly forward for it to reach his arms/elbow.. but none of these actions reveal his privates at all.
now... i felt... the need/urge to sit wif him... i really... really really... worried tat someone will come in... but well, no 1's there yet.. might as well take the chance.. i decided to give myself tat trial..
i moved to sit beside him... n i leaned back oso... den he kinda... shifted slightly away from mi.. i forgot wat exactly happened... i oni rmb, i leaned back, waiting to see if he will move at all.. i forgot if i still look at him at all..
den .. he went off again... oh well.... he's totally not keen.. i just stayed there.. check the time.. oh, i've stayed 10 min past my intended time.. ok, 2 more mins n i'll go..
n... den.. u know wat??!! he CAME IN AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat's going on?!?
he once again sat there, same pose.. same style.. i dunno.. if i did tis in 2nd round, or 3rd round lah.. as he sat down, he adjusted his towel.. revealing his pubic hair... i was leaning backwards.. den i knw i cant' see his private at all... i leaned forward n lok at his groin area.. he saw tat... n lok at his own groin.. checking tat it's not showing anything, but the hair lol.. den i was oso looking at his arms n chest.. n he's still moving a bit..
den he leaned back.. n... i oso leaned back... den...
i... took the chance to.. use my index finger to slightly rub his thumb, he was stunned. den he look at mi, i smiled.. he smilingly shook his head.. kept his arms.. at tis point, i almost wanna.. advance more, by touching his shoulder.. but he jus stood up n walked off...
oh well... contact has been made.. but he's gone off.. hehe.. the end is here :).. n i went out oso.. hehe.. funny.. after my bath, i came out, and saw him open his bath door oso..
haha.. is he testing mi?? n is he surprised tat i initiated? i nvr saw him in sauna b4.. he's always gym oni.. today, he went sauna... did he see mi looking interestedly at the boxer guy, so.. he wanna test mi?? lol..
think a lot hor?
den, i went PS to shop.. wanna buy a shoe bag, but cant' find a color tat i like.. will find again.. n planning to buy rollerblades..
the nex interesting thing.. happen when i went for my OC interview... nothing detailed to write.. jus an interesting review :)
the place darn darn hard to find.. i mistook 1 bldg for their office.. ask 2 persons den i found it.. wah... the ofice... is said to b located at a nostalgia bldg... huh?? hahah... it's at a corner.. of the bldg...
went in.. n u knw wat?? i saw.. the.. cute guy of OC lol... lol... ehh, (lol to power of infinite) cos i din really expect to see him.. esp when i jus open the door n saw him.. n i actually took a few secs to recognise.. so paiseh manzz.. haha... he's curious abt who i am (of cos lah...) but i simply can't ans.. cos i was too.. surprised n excited to see him.. my first line was "r u bryan?" haha.. after tat den i intro myself.. sigh.. nw he knw my face.. no more anonymity wif him... sigh..
at first i was really nrvous.. i even forgot how i prep'ed myself mentally for their qns... haha.. nice feeling to tok to OC cutie at such close proximity.. see him smile.. see him closeup, shake his hands.. umm, but he look better during the .. gayly chat session..
judging from his lukewarm response when he saw mi, interviewed mi and sendign mi off, i guess i'm really not appealing to him at all..
ok.. back to the interview.. i was actually.. prepared to answer their qns on how i'll do my voluntary work.. but not ready to share my personal experience wif them. n their qns.. seem to focus on those who r not prepared to handle helplines..
den later, i went back to my hometown, n went on a shopping spree.. strange.. last night, when i was walking around, finding wat to shop for, i thot... hang-ten n .. a street-wear shop has a lot of clothes for mi to buy n i was prep to spend a bomb. today i went again... i bought 2 Ts from giord.. (the sales guy is shy.. not used to a guy asking him for svc? but.. of cos cute lah.. those sec sch boys type hahah..) n 4 from bossini... YEAH!! esp 1.. is a long sleeve... informal shirt.. i intend to wear for my bday.. :)
shopping spree hahah.. aiyo, but i dun dare chk how much i've spent manzz..
Thanks for Matt
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Friday, July 20, 2007
sad, eh?
i jus realised... i'm becoming more and more of a loner.. for 1 wk, i can... live by myself... i mean, any activity is a lone one. i forgot how it feels like to .. chill out and joke real hard wif frns...
i think it's the side effect of cooping urself at home for ages... gradually, u'll close contact wif ur frns..
wah liao.. my phase is so funny.. 1 moment, i can b there enjoying myself like siao for weeks... next few wks, i'm bored, totally bored, living a lone life.. hahah...
why...
btw, i volunteered to b ooga-chaga voluntary work. interview is tmr.. see how it goes.. anyway, it's not my style to state my tasks/whereabouts.. jus following someone..
i jus realised... i'm becoming more and more of a loner.. for 1 wk, i can... live by myself... i mean, any activity is a lone one. i forgot how it feels like to .. chill out and joke real hard wif frns...
i think it's the side effect of cooping urself at home for ages... gradually, u'll close contact wif ur frns..
wah liao.. my phase is so funny.. 1 moment, i can b there enjoying myself like siao for weeks... next few wks, i'm bored, totally bored, living a lone life.. hahah...
why...
btw, i volunteered to b ooga-chaga voluntary work. interview is tmr.. see how it goes.. anyway, it's not my style to state my tasks/whereabouts.. jus following someone..
Thursday, July 19, 2007
wah liao, can u imagine getting cruised on mrt????
or did i give wrong signal unwittingly again?!?!
cos, i boarded the train on mornig as norm, den made my way all to the back (to the opposite door). got 1 30+ yo guy standing there. i stood beside him. den somehow, his bag pushed my bag away. ok, so i moved my bag to avoid it. den, he moved his bag to push mine again.. kauzz!!
i promptly moved mine to block him.. he den moved his bag away.. oni to push again moments later... i really dunno wat he's trying to do.. i stared into his direction.. he noted, and looked at mi, n smiled... but i still gave him a stern look.. but after seeing his smile, i realised something's wrong.. i gradually looked away n din bother looking anymore..
yes, it's my way of handling ppl who r not courteous in my view...
or did i give wrong signal unwittingly again?!?!
cos, i boarded the train on mornig as norm, den made my way all to the back (to the opposite door). got 1 30+ yo guy standing there. i stood beside him. den somehow, his bag pushed my bag away. ok, so i moved my bag to avoid it. den, he moved his bag to push mine again.. kauzz!!
i promptly moved mine to block him.. he den moved his bag away.. oni to push again moments later... i really dunno wat he's trying to do.. i stared into his direction.. he noted, and looked at mi, n smiled... but i still gave him a stern look.. but after seeing his smile, i realised something's wrong.. i gradually looked away n din bother looking anymore..
yes, it's my way of handling ppl who r not courteous in my view...
Sunday, July 15, 2007
there was a time, when i was simply a honry boy/man/guy watever. the tv was showing a swimming competition. so... any scene whihc i find... drool-worth, i'll snap the scene... hehe, very paiseh, to those competitors, tat i snapped ur pic n posted here... but u shld b happy oso, cos.. ur body shape is appreciated and admired :P
coming up r 3 more such pix..
been reading blogs these days.. to catch up on frns and.. acquaintances' happenings. i hate to use tis term: acquaintance. But sometimes, when proper frnship has not been established, and we rarely knw anything abt tat person, wat other words can be used?
Is LJ really so popular?? wif gay? or wif any non-homo folks? although its the initials of something that homoz LOVE (tis is wat a cute frn... someone who i had a crush on.. but his thinking is too advanced for a late-bloomer like mi.. told mi. i never related it that way till .. he told mi *wink*) is it really tat gd? dunno, i like the presentation of BS though..
anyway, was reading a (LJ) blog.. wanna respond to a comment, but when i saw there're trillions of responses, i simply decided not to.. cos, i'd prefer a small talk, to one that is becoming a chat session...
i hope he dun mind mi linking to his blog from here..:
http://matt-inamorato.livejournal.com/38204.html
jus wanna say (silently, here ie), confide in ur family why u dun wan to go.. they may not knw wat's on ur mind. u posted your thots here, and we know wat made u so insistent on not going, but do your family read ur blog? if not, do they know ur reason for not going? if they don't they r sure to chide u for being VERY unfilial.
if it's other times, I'd say, jus let time heal things up. But now, ur grandma is unwell. It's time to be emotional, at least with your family. There's no point holding back your tears. You may find that "it's the way i want myself to be", but I'd say, at tis time, in front of your family, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. You can go ahead and visit her, but when you can't control it, make a quick exit to the nearest washroom and let your emotions flow out...
Is LJ really so popular?? wif gay? or wif any non-homo folks? although its the initials of something that homoz LOVE (tis is wat a cute frn... someone who i had a crush on.. but his thinking is too advanced for a late-bloomer like mi.. told mi. i never related it that way till .. he told mi *wink*) is it really tat gd? dunno, i like the presentation of BS though..
anyway, was reading a (LJ) blog.. wanna respond to a comment, but when i saw there're trillions of responses, i simply decided not to.. cos, i'd prefer a small talk, to one that is becoming a chat session...
i hope he dun mind mi linking to his blog from here..:
http://matt-inamorato.livejournal.com/38204.html
jus wanna say (silently, here ie), confide in ur family why u dun wan to go.. they may not knw wat's on ur mind. u posted your thots here, and we know wat made u so insistent on not going, but do your family read ur blog? if not, do they know ur reason for not going? if they don't they r sure to chide u for being VERY unfilial.
if it's other times, I'd say, jus let time heal things up. But now, ur grandma is unwell. It's time to be emotional, at least with your family. There's no point holding back your tears. You may find that "it's the way i want myself to be", but I'd say, at tis time, in front of your family, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. You can go ahead and visit her, but when you can't control it, make a quick exit to the nearest washroom and let your emotions flow out...
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Saturday, July 14, 2007
lotsa to look forward to?
maybe.. but nothign will happen 1... occurred few/many times liao.. i knw that i oni wan/like to look n admire... no physical interaction wil happen.. cos, cruising n having sex in public really nt my way.
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anyway, my bday.. wah.. painful man.. i mean planning for the celeb.. if others plan for u, always seems to easy for them to do so.. or when others invite u to theirs. cos u jus go n enjoy urself.. haha.. trust mi, in the past, when ppl planned for mi (did any1? i duno... really), i probably felt "oh ok".. but never knew wat went on.. even when on tv, ppl usually will thanks these planners... but i nvr did.. cos i really dinno how much effort was needed..
ok, msg'ed a few frns to come.. realised something (have i mentioned it?).. if u set a date wif ppl, n they say "need to chk my schedule", it usually means "see how first.. if i got nothing on, i'll take tat option" unwittingly.. i mena, they may nt realise they actually hinting this.. cos "chk schedule" is a common excuse.
den another few ppl say "shld b ok".. sounds more likely to come rite?? these r den ppl who really wish to go.. but ya, even iflast min, they say cmi, oso bobian.. but at least they show interest.
1 frn who i.. regretted treating shabbily... hope he'll make it.. cos i think nw he overseas.. but the day was chosen based on his free days..
1 frn... who's gorgeous n was my photgraphy model.. if he come, i sure very happy, cos got ppl to look at =D.. n hope to hug him ;)
1 gal pal... or a comon term: fag-hag.. had been reading her blog recently.. den i realised how much.. from her text.. how much she had changed.. i'd say for the worse.. n not sure if my deduction is rite... i msged her abt my bday.. she din reply... usually ppl dun reply when they nt keen.. so 1 day, i msn her "so, i take it that u nt keen on the bday party?".. her reply "oh ya, i haven reply u yet"..
i knw she'd changed.. a lot.. within 1 yr.. i can oni deduce that.. she was surprised i invited her to my bday, cos we din tok for a yr.. n decided nt to reply... cos it'd b tat, it's a general msg tat's mass-sent to ppl.. she duno whether i really mean it anot.. having nto toked for so long, she dun wan to accept it, in case i really din mean the invi n she may feel awkward in coming.. but when i msn her, she knew i really meant it.. sincerely inviting her.. so she decided tat she shld go if she can (IT ppl usually scared of last min stuff popping up). wat's more, given her nature n sensitivity n treasuring of frnship, i knw tat she very likely will agree... why? cos, last yr, she was... if i rmb rite, the first 1 to msg mi at 12am on my bday.. around there.. wishing mi happy bday. tat was during our "no-tok" period. it showed how much she treasured frnship.. n the fate
umm, n i think she still read my blog from time to time.. think she'll see tis..
anyway, it'll b a small gathering of frns who i can click wif.. thign is tat, hwo to plan??? diff ppl, diff interest... gosh... but most likely end wif ktv =D gonna chk where got discount for bday boy.. n whether got.. cake anot.. non fattening type.. SERIOUS...
maybe.. but nothign will happen 1... occurred few/many times liao.. i knw that i oni wan/like to look n admire... no physical interaction wil happen.. cos, cruising n having sex in public really nt my way.
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anyway, my bday.. wah.. painful man.. i mean planning for the celeb.. if others plan for u, always seems to easy for them to do so.. or when others invite u to theirs. cos u jus go n enjoy urself.. haha.. trust mi, in the past, when ppl planned for mi (did any1? i duno... really), i probably felt "oh ok".. but never knew wat went on.. even when on tv, ppl usually will thanks these planners... but i nvr did.. cos i really dinno how much effort was needed..
ok, msg'ed a few frns to come.. realised something (have i mentioned it?).. if u set a date wif ppl, n they say "need to chk my schedule", it usually means "see how first.. if i got nothing on, i'll take tat option" unwittingly.. i mena, they may nt realise they actually hinting this.. cos "chk schedule" is a common excuse.
den another few ppl say "shld b ok".. sounds more likely to come rite?? these r den ppl who really wish to go.. but ya, even iflast min, they say cmi, oso bobian.. but at least they show interest.
1 frn who i.. regretted treating shabbily... hope he'll make it.. cos i think nw he overseas.. but the day was chosen based on his free days..
1 frn... who's gorgeous n was my photgraphy model.. if he come, i sure very happy, cos got ppl to look at =D.. n hope to hug him ;)
1 gal pal... or a comon term: fag-hag.. had been reading her blog recently.. den i realised how much.. from her text.. how much she had changed.. i'd say for the worse.. n not sure if my deduction is rite... i msged her abt my bday.. she din reply... usually ppl dun reply when they nt keen.. so 1 day, i msn her "so, i take it that u nt keen on the bday party?".. her reply "oh ya, i haven reply u yet"..
i knw she'd changed.. a lot.. within 1 yr.. i can oni deduce that.. she was surprised i invited her to my bday, cos we din tok for a yr.. n decided nt to reply... cos it'd b tat, it's a general msg tat's mass-sent to ppl.. she duno whether i really mean it anot.. having nto toked for so long, she dun wan to accept it, in case i really din mean the invi n she may feel awkward in coming.. but when i msn her, she knew i really meant it.. sincerely inviting her.. so she decided tat she shld go if she can (IT ppl usually scared of last min stuff popping up). wat's more, given her nature n sensitivity n treasuring of frnship, i knw tat she very likely will agree... why? cos, last yr, she was... if i rmb rite, the first 1 to msg mi at 12am on my bday.. around there.. wishing mi happy bday. tat was during our "no-tok" period. it showed how much she treasured frnship.. n the fate
umm, n i think she still read my blog from time to time.. think she'll see tis..
anyway, it'll b a small gathering of frns who i can click wif.. thign is tat, hwo to plan??? diff ppl, diff interest... gosh... but most likely end wif ktv =D gonna chk where got discount for bday boy.. n whether got.. cake anot.. non fattening type.. SERIOUS...
Friday, July 13, 2007
tis week has been... WOW... work wise jus ok... personal training wise... WAH...
when was the last time i blogged?? i forgot.. lotsa things.. forgot to write..
anyway, start with tues. i supposed to go and gym.. i intend to gym tues n thurs. but i actually brought my shoes.. n forgot to bring my clothes.. so, end up din go... i oni lacked the mrt trip..
wed, i brought my things down again.. tis time, the salesguy (claudio... seems like a married guy.. cant say he's cute or nice looking.. jus soothing look.. maybe cute in a way, cos sometimes, it take time for mi to feel guys r cute) is on mc, but arranged wif his mgr to get someone guide mi in using gym.. but den, when i got there, wah liaozz. no 1 is ready to guide mi siazz. the mgr den last min arrange a GIRL trainer to mi..
i was thinking: wah liao, i asked for a guy trainer (i thot so) and den gimme a ger. darn it siazz.. feel so odd to request for a guy on the spot
LUCKILY, the ger not free, n casually suggested i can try out the cycling n the treadmill... PHEW!!!!!!!! i dun wan walk around toking to a ger trainer siazz..
ok.. den i tried the cycling and treadmill.. treadmill lol... during my 30 mins jogging, got 2 guys using the treadmill b4 mi.. 1 is plump, 1 has a std figure (dunno hwo to describe a normal good looking body). been looking at their backview all the while.. haha..
once done, i went up to the steamrm and sauna... as usual.. got a bunch.. or 3-4 guys in the steamrm.. err, wif my body type, shape, size, hair color, length, style, hand gesture and body posture, do i look very gangster type?? i mean those.. "di-siao *tat's local dialect for disturb* mi if u dare" atttiude. cos at times, ppl fear sitting beside mi.. or, dun tell mi, they scared i touchy wif them?? lol..
funny, steamrm always more crowded than sauna.
oh ya.. in the changing room, always got lotsa ice-cream for my eyes =D
den thurs. TIRING N STRESS!!!! got there.. claudio saw mi n greeted mi.. den i almost cant recognise him... n told him "too many ppl around" hahah.. he stood up, trickled my tummy *blush* n put his arm over my shoulders. i remarked tat he's TALL.. haha.. he den sat down.. n chatted wif mi, while i waited for a trainer to come. he again tried persuading mi to intro more ppl to him (salesmen.. wat u expect?) den, when i asked abt him, he seem to get a bit nervous siazz.. haha..
den 1 CHINESE trainer came n asked to take my wt. he's an oddball!! i waited to take my wt.. n he asked mi for my number?!?! i stunned!! i asked him to check wif reception instead (i was thinking.. ehh.. a personal request for my number? so direct?).. n his comm skills SUCKS BIG TIME. i can oni hear the keywords. when i'm done wif the machine, he took the papers n led mi off..
i found it funny.. shld he NOT ask mi my plan FIRST? instead of leading mi somewhere abruptly n asking mi to start on any machine... HAR?!?! i questioned him tis, n he told mi "tats why i asked u to use a machine first". oh well, i dun buy tat. i calmly/coolly walked back to reception, n asked to have another trainer.
claudio den hinted, i go again tmr, n they'll surely arrange a trainer.. i sarcas'ed back "har? n waste another day here? ytday oso like dat".. he got worried, and n tried his best to get another trainer.. n yes... another trainer.. is taking mi.. the funny thing is... as follows:
on wed, i was in the changing room, n a guy was standing behind the cupboard.. oni in his gym bottoms.. i often looked at him/his body.. nice.. got the muscles.. den he sometimes look back at mi.. n at times gave a hard stare.. i was thinking, wat's he doing? i had unwittingly gave a cruising signal b4.. i dun wan lead someone on again.. so i moved away...
n today, this is the guy who is taking mi!! when he asked, i oni mentioned i came on wed, used wat facilities.. din mention seeing him in the changing room :P
so he took mi to try out the machines. he was pretty frnly wif his tone n behaviour. he sometimes rolled up my sleeves to check / touch my muscles... i think tis shld b normal rite? no hanky panky actions..
den.. as he brought mi to try other machines, 1 of them, he used his chest to support mi from the back.. haha.. another machine, he used his thigh to support my ass... ehh... erotic? i realyl dunno.. but i din reject lah..
after everything ended, he took mi down to tok abt my personal training plan.. got a 3 mth pkg worth 1080. den oso a 8/6/4 wk pkg.. for mi, i not sure how mcuh can my body take.. i can try out the training... so 4 wks was my option. i asked for the 400$ to be reduced.. (i'm smarter tis time?) so, he reduced by 10$... better than nothing... ahha.. i seem so easy catch for such things siazz...
well, if i see the need, why not..
after all the training, my arms ACHE.... from the training of cos.. so oh-gosh tired!!
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at work, got a new ger come in, she's a honours holder. she's a gentle girl.. at places where i stay for almost a yr, i think i often had a female colleague who i can click wif.. n i gradually came out to them, n become chatty pals.. tis new ger... can i oso come out to her? well, time will tell.. cos if we get close.. i muz get rid of her minds any idea of us being together, n jus pure frnship...
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anyway, tmr is a relax day for mi.. it has to be... swim, den stay home liao..
when was the last time i blogged?? i forgot.. lotsa things.. forgot to write..
anyway, start with tues. i supposed to go and gym.. i intend to gym tues n thurs. but i actually brought my shoes.. n forgot to bring my clothes.. so, end up din go... i oni lacked the mrt trip..
wed, i brought my things down again.. tis time, the salesguy (claudio... seems like a married guy.. cant say he's cute or nice looking.. jus soothing look.. maybe cute in a way, cos sometimes, it take time for mi to feel guys r cute) is on mc, but arranged wif his mgr to get someone guide mi in using gym.. but den, when i got there, wah liaozz. no 1 is ready to guide mi siazz. the mgr den last min arrange a GIRL trainer to mi..
i was thinking: wah liao, i asked for a guy trainer (i thot so) and den gimme a ger. darn it siazz.. feel so odd to request for a guy on the spot
LUCKILY, the ger not free, n casually suggested i can try out the cycling n the treadmill... PHEW!!!!!!!! i dun wan walk around toking to a ger trainer siazz..
ok.. den i tried the cycling and treadmill.. treadmill lol... during my 30 mins jogging, got 2 guys using the treadmill b4 mi.. 1 is plump, 1 has a std figure (dunno hwo to describe a normal good looking body). been looking at their backview all the while.. haha..
once done, i went up to the steamrm and sauna... as usual.. got a bunch.. or 3-4 guys in the steamrm.. err, wif my body type, shape, size, hair color, length, style, hand gesture and body posture, do i look very gangster type?? i mean those.. "di-siao *tat's local dialect for disturb* mi if u dare" atttiude. cos at times, ppl fear sitting beside mi.. or, dun tell mi, they scared i touchy wif them?? lol..
funny, steamrm always more crowded than sauna.
oh ya.. in the changing room, always got lotsa ice-cream for my eyes =D
den thurs. TIRING N STRESS!!!! got there.. claudio saw mi n greeted mi.. den i almost cant recognise him... n told him "too many ppl around" hahah.. he stood up, trickled my tummy *blush* n put his arm over my shoulders. i remarked tat he's TALL.. haha.. he den sat down.. n chatted wif mi, while i waited for a trainer to come. he again tried persuading mi to intro more ppl to him (salesmen.. wat u expect?) den, when i asked abt him, he seem to get a bit nervous siazz.. haha..
den 1 CHINESE trainer came n asked to take my wt. he's an oddball!! i waited to take my wt.. n he asked mi for my number?!?! i stunned!! i asked him to check wif reception instead (i was thinking.. ehh.. a personal request for my number? so direct?).. n his comm skills SUCKS BIG TIME. i can oni hear the keywords. when i'm done wif the machine, he took the papers n led mi off..
i found it funny.. shld he NOT ask mi my plan FIRST? instead of leading mi somewhere abruptly n asking mi to start on any machine... HAR?!?! i questioned him tis, n he told mi "tats why i asked u to use a machine first". oh well, i dun buy tat. i calmly/coolly walked back to reception, n asked to have another trainer.
claudio den hinted, i go again tmr, n they'll surely arrange a trainer.. i sarcas'ed back "har? n waste another day here? ytday oso like dat".. he got worried, and n tried his best to get another trainer.. n yes... another trainer.. is taking mi.. the funny thing is... as follows:
on wed, i was in the changing room, n a guy was standing behind the cupboard.. oni in his gym bottoms.. i often looked at him/his body.. nice.. got the muscles.. den he sometimes look back at mi.. n at times gave a hard stare.. i was thinking, wat's he doing? i had unwittingly gave a cruising signal b4.. i dun wan lead someone on again.. so i moved away...
n today, this is the guy who is taking mi!! when he asked, i oni mentioned i came on wed, used wat facilities.. din mention seeing him in the changing room :P
so he took mi to try out the machines. he was pretty frnly wif his tone n behaviour. he sometimes rolled up my sleeves to check / touch my muscles... i think tis shld b normal rite? no hanky panky actions..
den.. as he brought mi to try other machines, 1 of them, he used his chest to support mi from the back.. haha.. another machine, he used his thigh to support my ass... ehh... erotic? i realyl dunno.. but i din reject lah..
after everything ended, he took mi down to tok abt my personal training plan.. got a 3 mth pkg worth 1080. den oso a 8/6/4 wk pkg.. for mi, i not sure how mcuh can my body take.. i can try out the training... so 4 wks was my option. i asked for the 400$ to be reduced.. (i'm smarter tis time?) so, he reduced by 10$... better than nothing... ahha.. i seem so easy catch for such things siazz...
well, if i see the need, why not..
after all the training, my arms ACHE.... from the training of cos.. so oh-gosh tired!!
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at work, got a new ger come in, she's a honours holder. she's a gentle girl.. at places where i stay for almost a yr, i think i often had a female colleague who i can click wif.. n i gradually came out to them, n become chatty pals.. tis new ger... can i oso come out to her? well, time will tell.. cos if we get close.. i muz get rid of her minds any idea of us being together, n jus pure frnship...
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anyway, tmr is a relax day for mi.. it has to be... swim, den stay home liao..
Thursday, July 12, 2007
wah liao... sometimes, i jus wish i have more luck wif guys instead of gers... most gers seems like they wanna stick to mi.. den guys.. not tat many... sighzz... cos of my gay-orientation, which makes mi more sensitive to them and ability to be frnly wif them easily?
n these days.. i've been feeeling so so empty inside mi.. dunno.. maybe 'cos.. i've nothing much to do oredi? in the past, office work often kept mi busy.. now, it's taken off... n usually i have my sch assignments to rush.. nw, waiting for sch to start. i think i need to find stuff to kill time.. not money-consuming 1... so.. most likely... will b more focus on gym.. n voluntary work..
gym, i jus signed up wif cali...
voluntary.. i sending in appln form to ooga chaga.... see how loh.. in near future, may oso volunteer wif other charities...
n these days.. i've been feeeling so so empty inside mi.. dunno.. maybe 'cos.. i've nothing much to do oredi? in the past, office work often kept mi busy.. now, it's taken off... n usually i have my sch assignments to rush.. nw, waiting for sch to start. i think i need to find stuff to kill time.. not money-consuming 1... so.. most likely... will b more focus on gym.. n voluntary work..
gym, i jus signed up wif cali...
voluntary.. i sending in appln form to ooga chaga.... see how loh.. in near future, may oso volunteer wif other charities...
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Monday, July 09, 2007
funny... i thot comments on blog need some word verification in order to post? I got a texty comment, which i removed. no sign-off, no indication of who-ever.
umm... in times of need, den we realise who actually treasure us, and give us their time... i msg a number of frns, asking when they are free btwn 23-27 jul to celeb my bday.
a couple said, i'm ok any day. jus give mi a day/time n i'll block it off.
a couple said, ... or rather, a trio.. nope, a couple said, "have to check my schedule first". 1 arse (by saying tis, no 1 knows who i'm referring to!!!) said "nope".
umm... my bday is round the corner.. n if anybody ask, why that few days of choices? well, it's the period btwn when someone is free enuff... and b4 my actual day...
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kevxx: nope, if u din realise, i dun go for such public encounter sex... many a time, i fantasized and thought of it. but nope, it's jus not me. n tis is why i managed to stay clean n healthy.. i always prefer jus an admiration of ppl.. 'cos, in aj world, something tat comes easy, fades away from memory easy too.
umm... in times of need, den we realise who actually treasure us, and give us their time... i msg a number of frns, asking when they are free btwn 23-27 jul to celeb my bday.
a couple said, i'm ok any day. jus give mi a day/time n i'll block it off.
a couple said, ... or rather, a trio.. nope, a couple said, "have to check my schedule first". 1 arse (by saying tis, no 1 knows who i'm referring to!!!) said "nope".
umm... my bday is round the corner.. n if anybody ask, why that few days of choices? well, it's the period btwn when someone is free enuff... and b4 my actual day...
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kevxx: nope, if u din realise, i dun go for such public encounter sex... many a time, i fantasized and thought of it. but nope, it's jus not me. n tis is why i managed to stay clean n healthy.. i always prefer jus an admiration of ppl.. 'cos, in aj world, something tat comes easy, fades away from memory easy too.
Sunday, July 08, 2007
cleared up my mails for today... for yahoo emails..
den whole morning did nothing much... went back into tat "jo to kill time" style.. i really like GV.. cos it allows mi to book tix using nets.. others, force mi to use debit cards.. sigh.. sometimes, asking someone out for movie oso need to know whether tat person know abt the movie anot..
anyway, for dinner.. we went to the place where i had yong tau foo... haha, felt nice to see tat beng helper.. hehe, he came over to serve us (as usual).. the funy thing is, he brought our order to another table.. we asked abt it, den he realised it's wrong n brought to us instead... tat was the fun part hhhaah... see how he deal wif the situation..
den from time to time, he walked around our area.. but seem to feel uneasy/take note of our table...
well, i dun deny, i was there to see him.. but of cos, the food is tasty.. as it dun have those commercial flavour.
oh.. the show i watched is "transformer". it's REALLY REALLY awesome n fantastic!!!!! the lead actors were properly clothed.. since they r jus to bring the story out... the machines are then the real heroes... whcih i enjoy totally!!! shiok!! seeing those machines TRANSFORM from metallic objects to moving robots... every part was so cool!!!! the most interesting part (pg rated) was when the boy's pants were pulled off... tat's all.
n 2 bad, i cant differentiat whos the good side n the bad during the final showdown..
the TODAY paper, felix cheong, said tat some parts were totally IRRElevant.. which i totally disagree!!! is he a fan, or someone who is not into such sci-fi show? he actualyl mentioned that:
"the story is about finding a cube tat prevents all machines from turning into evil robots. whatever".
What does he mean???? oh sci-fi movies have a special theme!!! it's all made up!! if there's nothing to form a story, how does a movie come by???
i dun think that, someone who dunno transformer will not enjoy the show. cos it's all abt the CGI. and those who know transformer surely will love it... it's truely wat transformer is!!! machines evolving into moving robots, defending ... humans/earth..
it's really a GOOD movie!!!
n... i realise tat... i'm beginning to feel the temptation from young guys... some of them are just so adorable u jus feel like it's ur duty to protect 'em...
den whole morning did nothing much... went back into tat "jo to kill time" style.. i really like GV.. cos it allows mi to book tix using nets.. others, force mi to use debit cards.. sigh.. sometimes, asking someone out for movie oso need to know whether tat person know abt the movie anot..
anyway, for dinner.. we went to the place where i had yong tau foo... haha, felt nice to see tat beng helper.. hehe, he came over to serve us (as usual).. the funy thing is, he brought our order to another table.. we asked abt it, den he realised it's wrong n brought to us instead... tat was the fun part hhhaah... see how he deal wif the situation..
den from time to time, he walked around our area.. but seem to feel uneasy/take note of our table...
well, i dun deny, i was there to see him.. but of cos, the food is tasty.. as it dun have those commercial flavour.
oh.. the show i watched is "transformer". it's REALLY REALLY awesome n fantastic!!!!! the lead actors were properly clothed.. since they r jus to bring the story out... the machines are then the real heroes... whcih i enjoy totally!!! shiok!! seeing those machines TRANSFORM from metallic objects to moving robots... every part was so cool!!!! the most interesting part (pg rated) was when the boy's pants were pulled off... tat's all.
n 2 bad, i cant differentiat whos the good side n the bad during the final showdown..
the TODAY paper, felix cheong, said tat some parts were totally IRRElevant.. which i totally disagree!!! is he a fan, or someone who is not into such sci-fi show? he actualyl mentioned that:
"the story is about finding a cube tat prevents all machines from turning into evil robots. whatever".
What does he mean???? oh sci-fi movies have a special theme!!! it's all made up!! if there's nothing to form a story, how does a movie come by???
i dun think that, someone who dunno transformer will not enjoy the show. cos it's all abt the CGI. and those who know transformer surely will love it... it's truely wat transformer is!!! machines evolving into moving robots, defending ... humans/earth..
it's really a GOOD movie!!!
n... i realise tat... i'm beginning to feel the temptation from young guys... some of them are just so adorable u jus feel like it's ur duty to protect 'em...
Saturday, July 07, 2007
les, yup... i knw sweety/honey/babe/darling r jus general names in western culture. but twat??? u ah... haven change a bit siazz.. n dun thnk i dunno u r using quoting "you are beautiful..it's true" from a song...
when r u coming over?
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kevxx, u said he'll lead mi to safe plc... den shld b ok to follow mah..
when r u coming over?
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kevxx, u said he'll lead mi to safe plc... den shld b ok to follow mah..
Friday, July 06, 2007
last nite was a tiring day man.. working till past 12mn, jus to see that everything runs smoothly for our launch.. got home, supper, ready to sleep... oredi 3am. den decided to jo... but for long while, i stil dun get high. so... jus jo a bit oni...
BUT... funny.. as i slept, i got a strange dream... i cant rmb how it ended up tis way.. scene:
a guy was lying on a platform CLOTHED. there is a mini fountain beside him. i INVOKED my powers with my hands to draw it towards mi. den someone from other side oso did the same thing. we ended up drawing water to each other in a circle (from fountain, to mi, to him, to fountain).. i can even feel some SOLID water rubbing my palms!! as we drew harder, wind formed.
the wind actually began pulling off the platform guy's shirt. the guy's legs are towards mi. so at my side, the guy's pants are being pulled off too.. of cos, he tries to resist but he cant. his arms r pulled by other guy, while mi is pullin his pants. until the part the pants almost reveal his pte, i went up to hug him, pulling 1 hand at his ass, 1 hand on his body or face...
den i got wet..... lol... n woke up.. of cos.. at my age... yes :P
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kevxx: since it's safe, y never follow?
BUT... funny.. as i slept, i got a strange dream... i cant rmb how it ended up tis way.. scene:
a guy was lying on a platform CLOTHED. there is a mini fountain beside him. i INVOKED my powers with my hands to draw it towards mi. den someone from other side oso did the same thing. we ended up drawing water to each other in a circle (from fountain, to mi, to him, to fountain).. i can even feel some SOLID water rubbing my palms!! as we drew harder, wind formed.
the wind actually began pulling off the platform guy's shirt. the guy's legs are towards mi. so at my side, the guy's pants are being pulled off too.. of cos, he tries to resist but he cant. his arms r pulled by other guy, while mi is pullin his pants. until the part the pants almost reveal his pte, i went up to hug him, pulling 1 hand at his ass, 1 hand on his body or face...
den i got wet..... lol... n woke up.. of cos.. at my age... yes :P
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kevxx: since it's safe, y never follow?
Thursday, July 05, 2007
wah liao, for the past few days, i din blog.. until now, i lost the mood to re-think wat happened, n even details of any event.. so, tdy, no matter wat, i MUZ post...
ok, shall skip the bitching part.. cos it's nonsense...
i took mc tdy... got diarrhoea.. n supposed to mit a frn to discuss policy things, but last fell asleep... den morn wake up, felt sick. since we meeting at bugis for the policy thing, i thot i might as well go for the nearby gym...
my first time there man!! wanted to kill time by joinin the exercise class, but they've got 90% of female attendee... lioa .. i simply dun wan join liao..
n was there to try out the machines... wah... it's really outside gym loh.. those commercial n popular gym places... got lotsa good lookers wif good bods... n i think i was cruised.. twice... 1 is more of a frnly guy who guided mi on training for 2 machines. but still, he was quite touchy lah.. tat y i knw i was cruised.
den... when i decided to go sauna n steam rm.. wah.. tis i really have to apologise to that person.. for giving him the wrong idea.. umm... half wrong idea..
cos, for the steam rm, he was standing outside the bathroom n i walked past him to enter 1 cubicle. i oso gave him a look. later, when i came out, and went to the steam rm, he's standing outside. i went in. moments later, he came in too. sitting almost beside mi.. i looked to his directions at times. soon.. he stepped out. i was stll sitting there. moments later, he opened the door.. looked around, saw mi, n closed the door...
at tat instant, i immdiatley knew cruising took place, n i was supposed to reciprocate his advances... i felt really bad... i gave him the wrong idea... true tat i'm attracted to him. but i dunno how/wat to do in such places.. i oni need to see...
later, i went out.. n saw him standing outside the bath area again.. but soon, he's gone...
sighzzz...
ok, shall skip the bitching part.. cos it's nonsense...
i took mc tdy... got diarrhoea.. n supposed to mit a frn to discuss policy things, but last fell asleep... den morn wake up, felt sick. since we meeting at bugis for the policy thing, i thot i might as well go for the nearby gym...
my first time there man!! wanted to kill time by joinin the exercise class, but they've got 90% of female attendee... lioa .. i simply dun wan join liao..
n was there to try out the machines... wah... it's really outside gym loh.. those commercial n popular gym places... got lotsa good lookers wif good bods... n i think i was cruised.. twice... 1 is more of a frnly guy who guided mi on training for 2 machines. but still, he was quite touchy lah.. tat y i knw i was cruised.
den... when i decided to go sauna n steam rm.. wah.. tis i really have to apologise to that person.. for giving him the wrong idea.. umm... half wrong idea..
cos, for the steam rm, he was standing outside the bathroom n i walked past him to enter 1 cubicle. i oso gave him a look. later, when i came out, and went to the steam rm, he's standing outside. i went in. moments later, he came in too. sitting almost beside mi.. i looked to his directions at times. soon.. he stepped out. i was stll sitting there. moments later, he opened the door.. looked around, saw mi, n closed the door...
at tat instant, i immdiatley knew cruising took place, n i was supposed to reciprocate his advances... i felt really bad... i gave him the wrong idea... true tat i'm attracted to him. but i dunno how/wat to do in such places.. i oni need to see...
later, i went out.. n saw him standing outside the bath area again.. but soon, he's gone...
sighzzz...
Monday, July 02, 2007
din blog for a few days liao.. think i jus summarise the impt points...
1) watched korean Jump! performance. it's fantastic!! not a show to be missed!! pretty chaotic and interesting way to showcase martial arts!!!
and, not forgetting how the well-built actors strutted their bodies around the stage.. yumzzz .. delicious...
2) had a haircut and went for my frn's matrimony in church.. nothing much there.. boring in fact.. but there's a nice looking fashionable photographer there... hehe... has a bitta chest.. tummy.. a bit..
3) monday, went for the dinner... tis time, the photographer's there oso... heheh..
1) watched korean Jump! performance. it's fantastic!! not a show to be missed!! pretty chaotic and interesting way to showcase martial arts!!!
and, not forgetting how the well-built actors strutted their bodies around the stage.. yumzzz .. delicious...
2) had a haircut and went for my frn's matrimony in church.. nothing much there.. boring in fact.. but there's a nice looking fashionable photographer there... hehe... has a bitta chest.. tummy.. a bit..
3) monday, went for the dinner... tis time, the photographer's there oso... heheh..
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