Thursday, May 31, 2007


this is the end of the show... he realised that his gf is leaving the country for further studies.. after making the call, he rushed over to make up wif her.. but ... wah liao, why some shows jus dun wan happy ending?? he met wif accident... so tis is the last part of the show, seeing him still in 1 pc... n his name is at the bottom of the pic...

tdy is holiday, as mentioned.. n i wanna relax b4 i start revising my exams.. n chiong all the way to post old pix.. after sudenly posting numerous pix (all the pic i uploaded today totalled 2MB++) n nw blogger is verifying my presence by asking for a password... luckily tis is the last post.. the password thing is getting irritating liao..

hope all my viewers enjoy tis flood of pic!!! whaahaha... jus dun get 2 high..



after the breakup, he seeked solace in his mum's laps.... so pitiful... wanan give him a BIG BIG hug siazz...



some interesting scenes during his pak-toh time.. :)




this part... ok, all these pix nt posted in order..... in this part, his gf is splitting up wif him.. n he's devastated...


here are more pix of him at work...



a closeup of him at work.. handsome as a beng, and cute wif his facial expression :)



he's pak-toh'ing a malay ger... a beng wearing shirt... decent nice n proper.. n cute lol.. make him more manly.. actually i like the ger oso.. i duno who she is, but felt she played this role well.



a very very very cool beng looking guy from a msia movie!!! from suria TV.. wow, once again, i watch the entire show jus for him..



jus now was his frontal view.. now is side.. especially the way he bends.. heheh



finally... posted all post-dated pix.. now is posting newly... done up pix.. a korean hunk.. GOOD body huh..



















































have i posted these b4? i forgot oredi... anyway, jus post again loh

thebest scene ever..... later, i found another pic of him.. topless oso...



in his professional wear...



some more pix of him..



yes, he js came out from bathroom... first pic.. sexy.. 2nd pic, take a little rest.. 3rd pic.. OOOHHHHH... can see the contour of his chest n abs (ya cant see abs, but see how much of chest is exposed but tummy still not in sight??) 4th pic.. closeup =D



another series of snaps.. still look gd =D oh ya, the ger in 3rd pic is the one who's supposed to b popular..



now is the cute korean guy in action!!!!! wah liao, if i knw his pic are readily available on net, i dun need to snap pix so badly.. this show... the ger is supposed to make it big.. but in end, this guy made it instead... the ger... is totally nothing in the show.. i cant see any side of her tat can make her into the big thing.. she, is a total bore, while he is a total excitement in the show haha



closeup of him... eheh... nice guy to hug.. sexy still.



another shot of him.. wow... turn mi on somehow...




k1... this guy i think is kido.. he looks decent down to earth n very nice person to knwo n frn.. but recently, he changed his image to a stylish type.. blonde hair... sigh.. some change is nt expected..


ooohhhhh.... his centre pic.. so sexy .. ehehe...



julian hee... the good looking julian model.. i cant comment abt acting.. but ppl say he does not have this talent.. oh well.. after 2-3 dramas, he's leaving the acting scene.. more to hosting..




Recognise tianliang? the china.. sportsman? den, follows the hk actor... i got a lot of his pix.. 2 many tat i wonder if i shdl post it here.. next is the cute hk host... really a boyish face.. lastly is the best looking guy from the "keep fit" variety show in singaopre... i had auditioned for it. but i'm glad i din got in..


first 2 pic, i forgot how i got them.. but well, guys at a public n open air bathtub heheh... n 1 guy even got 2 pax siazzz.. den next 2 pic, a talented young guy playing violin.. i dunno how long he can survive wif his good boy image... cos his music seem to leave a light impression.. unlike wang li hong who stirred a storm when he came out, and jay chou, who sports an attitude image..

but, when he appeared in singapore local show, he was trying to dance n groove to his fast music.. lol.. tat the oni cute thing he did so far.. his T shirt n his lean-back stance.. showed his lean body.. n his "i wanna b open wif my moves" gestures... ahahha...



cute hahha...




not exactly good looking.. but the way he butts up his shirt... umm, looks tantalising :)


this 1 even hotter rite? lol... OHHH... wah liao.. feel so porn though..



oudy in steam room.. HOT huh..



oudy in action again..



i thnk i mainly wnana snap tat topless guy.. name is "oudy". cute body hor?



the first pic, sometimes he is cute... 2nd pic, haha.. jus felt like snapping. 3rd pic wanna see ah-qin... he appear quite sexy at times, but dun wan reveal 2 much... haha... 4th pic, a nice figure for that tall guy..



his name is "ah ben".. duno he's in singing or acting side.. more of a idol type.. ahhah.. really... how come, those good looking ones tend to oni b vases?? u knw... he was there wif 2 more guys to promote their drama. those 2 guys danced to their best to shwocase their talents. really sweat. den this ah-ben.. he moved his arms very very lightly.. really jus moving ... ok lah, moving to rhythm.. but jus moving oni.. n wat's more, jus rap n sing a little... really jus a face on tv... how is he gonna survive?? in showbiz?? jus face oni, no body no height..

den.. white shirt guy is ah-qin..




no offence to him... jus tat i oni wan see this cute host nia... dun mean to "move flower link wood"... (translated to: made-up pic)



matt damon.. 1 of his first movies i think... thus he din care about anything.. jus... showed watever seems requied.. but wah liao.. the sticking part SOOOO fake


my dearest darling dean cain... of the Superman series back in 90s... he had a fantastic body to boot those days n was HOT HOT HOT... now, dunno if he's got any titles to his name, but i sure still remember him!! i wonder.. if i got money, will i b able to invite him to some.. opening ceremony...



nice looking bodies galore!!! first is despo hsewife guy.. an English national. umm, some of the matured actors do know they have to keep themselves in shape to keep going :) den teh tattoo guy.. n the dancer whose shirt is blown by the aircon on stage.. n u saw tat?? western movies.. nudity is so common!!!!




one of the pic i took from fear factor..n .. some.. funny old movies.. nice body hor!??!
today is vesak holiday... until tues (2 days ago) when my colleague mentioned den i rmb.. or rather, knw..

so totally nothing planned.. had thot i can take tis chance to read n prep for exam. but well, the mood is nt here yet.. think i better dun strezz myself yet.. so i'll post some the millions of pic i've taken from tv so far onto my blog.. n hor.. wah liao, it's so tuff to.. take pictures liao, den edit them to form 1 pic n post.. dunno.. i may jus snap n post them in future.. see how first.. but if i knw i gonna take many, i may still edit them n post at 1 shot.

let's go!!

Wednesday, May 30, 2007

nvr expected it.. no premonition...

but 2 interesting things happened today... heheh...

u knw, sometimes, on the mrt, it gets crowded, making it hard to move... but it feels gd if the person crowding wif u appeal to u hahahah...

den, next thing, the guy from my company, he said he nt keen anymore.. in the photography.. wah liao, i stunned siazz.. den hrs later, i checked with him again, to find out why he dun wan lioa.. guess it's cos i scared him off.. he thot maybe i have something else in mind siazz.. but well, hhaha.. i do have... cos he even mentioned tat he got a gf.. who knws true anot.. n he oso dun wan wear sleeveless attire.. oh well.. :)

but later, i managed to calm him down still... hope he still onz.. but in fact, he's really jus a pretty face.. comm n teeth wise.. lol...

Monday, May 28, 2007

really.. almost everything has a limit... limit to patience, limit to etc..

my limit was tested during ktv session..

a frn ask mi out. so we walk around the city there.. n.. wah liao, so many stylish n cute guys to beo siazz!!!! really really die ah... old man cant take sight of so many.. eye candies @ 1 go siazzz..

den, abt the ktv, tis frn, i can understand why he's still having tat childish n immature thinking.. n.. wild imagination.. but sometimes, it can step on nerves..

imagine.. a song is ending in 10 secs. he's holding on to remote n looking at sceen n trying to press the butts. i ask him reject song. he was still selecting songs. den my song jus ended, n he said... "oh.. press eject.." i was stunned... i exclaimed, "NO, do not eject!!"...

he luffed upon hearing it.. saying i sounded so nervous... for gawd's sake, the song is ending, then he abt to eject?? n luff at mi for being so nervous?!? it really spoilt my mood... i thot it din.. but it did.. n perhaps including other things, like acting out wat the dialogues in mtvs do.. eg, for "yuan dian", SYZ n tanya were discussing the song, as though they're interviewed...

he, imitated them n repeated wat they said... as though he's being interviwed... wif all those hand gesture some more.. n kept praising mtv actors, saying they cute.. n for every little thing he finds amusing in the mtv, he'll ask "how come its like tat??"

Saturday, May 26, 2007

haah... i'm excited!!!

i mentioned tat, i intend to take that IA student's pic rite??

today, i mustered up my courage to ask him.. i think he oso stunned somehow. i asked if he's ok wif it.. den he immediately ask when i intend to take.. n ask whether it will jus b facial changes.. wah.. he din even ask wat kinda pix... think he really new to these siazz..

i volunteered to send him some sample pix lah.. den he "oh.. ok, send mi sample pix first"..

wah liao.. later, i got so excited abt it siazz!!! i managed to hook him up!! but i kept telling myself dun make it feel so porno.. most of my ideas involve him.. going topless lol... or... not covering his entire body up..

but i thnk as time passes, i'm able to think of poses tat r more natural.. see how things go.. he seems quite open abt photo taking.. dun have wayward thinking..

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

how long have i not blogged?

well, been so stressful.. n... resigned to fate kinda mentality.. well, sad things, dun bother mentioning..

happy stuff r worth blogging!!

forgot wat's 1 thing i wanna blog.. maybe.. my dad's mistress died? cld b.. sigh.. dunno wat's so happy abt it.. but jus felt.. justice is done? dun ask mi y.. perhaps it's the feeling of having to share my dad wif... someone who my family nvr met.. but we knw she's sharing him..

next ting, rmb... i mentioned abt a beng student in my company? somehow, seem like no chance to tok to him at all.. oni can see...

den, oso got another IA student.. not exactly handsome or wat, but his style jus so.. make him quite dashing in his own way.. cos i cant think of any guy who can own such hairstyle. i did notice him for quite a while lioa.. soemtimes, even thot of initiating a chat wif a smile.. but.. as usual, guys always turn away from your stare..

den, today, so qiao.. all my frns decided to go out for lunch.. i decided to stay back to eat.. 2 gers join mi. when we downstairs, so qiao (coincident), this guy n 2 gers oso going.. 1 ger is my team member siazz.. i greeted her.. den afterwards... strike up a short chat wif her.. den.. the chat slowly led to mi.. toking to tat guy n... haizz.. tat ger.. hahaha... so scheming of mi..

he's msian... jimmy... from KL.. 颜德耀.. chimz name hor? haha... he look korean to mi.. n my colleague say he look china.. lol... i wonder, if got chance to take his pic lol... haha.. i'm fantasizing... n make a photography profile for him lol.. *wink*

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

sigh... it's really sad to hear tat, a boy's mum died suddenly due to a tree falling down.. n it's right after mum day..

树欲停而风不止
子欲养而亲不在

how true.. for those who dun understand it, it means "the tree wishes to stay still, but the wind won't stop. the child wishes to support his parents, but they are no longer alive"...

Monday, May 14, 2007

aiyo... i'm actually saying this..

a tall guy at my office... go gym in the office.. n his chest got the size.. n.. haha.. wif his protruding nipples, any casual T tat he wear. can see his nipples easily siazz lol.. nice =D

Sunday, May 13, 2007

am i so obvious in my glares?? or it's due to my dress code n.. stand out dress sense?

Saturday, May 12, 2007

jus watched TV n saw something worrying...

a guy who did not have any relatives (i'm not sure abt frns).. died on his bed 7 yrs back... oni recently, when his landlord wanna make him move, n barged into his room, den his corpse was discovered...

will tis happen to those who.. dun intend to get married?? it's pretty scary..

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

as mentioned in earlier post, today i visited frnster.. n to my surprise.. umm ,or is it? a lot of aj folks bared their bodies in their pix...

no offence here, pls.. but as aj, do we really depend on flaunting our bodies to feel a sense of worth? yes... i mean, yes, those ppl who show appear topless either have a lean tone bod, or have muscles for drooling.. but.. is there a need to really show eveyr one tat?

the first impression, cos i'm human, a guy, n have my needs :P n feel the "wow" factor, was this guy really has a tantalising body... n next thing is to send msg, n probably add him to my frns list. but.. the thing tat attracts mi is the body.. which usually means i wanna see his body.. probably more than anything else.. is this really wat they wan?

they may jus wanna attract eye balls, or b proud of their bodies.. but will tis usually b the effect? admiration? or lust? is tat y.. aj world is more to "look mi up on bed"?
got good n bad things tdy... sigh...

i was at client site tdy...

gd things:
i was so bored, i sent out my frnster email to all hp ppl..
i read the news
i chatted up wif a law grad intern.. click quite ok.. n took pic wif him (but will NT upload the pix at all.. from pic, i can see how small size i really am... sianzz).. he's not tat yandao at first look, but the more i see, the better he somehow gets..
i managed to fish out some comments.. positive ones abt our project.

bad:
so far, can oni think of 1.. unintentionally, i gave additional work to my team.. cos i blurted out an extra option to the client, n they chose tat extra option.
my boss gave mi a earful... really... i was kinda stunned.. esp hearing wat thigns needs to be changed to do tat extra.. sigh.. but i dunno whether... she's angry, thus giving so much info.. or really the case..

ok, tat's all.. someone added mi to frnster... n commented tat 1 of his pic "act cute".. hehe, well, he's oredi cute.. "act" is oni power-up his cute points =D i dun think he knw my blog.. n perhaps dunno i referring to him.. so haha.. YES HE'S CUTE.

Sunday, May 06, 2007

"date wif wampire" actor

yu nu xin jing

supernatural actor.. naked on bed =D

visiting a bar naked

dog marriage

a cute and innovative/original dance

china handsome guy

k1 - kido

daren

renfred video

lets see wat i gona update... nice n stressing stuff..

2 accomplishments at work

2 accomplishments at work achieved. 1 being, at a discussion wif a client, i brought up an idea which the client accepted... a minor idea lah.. but, stil it's an idea which was valid heeh... other being, within 2 days, i managed to resolve a prob wif a module, so tat the team can continue progressing in the proj..

umm, the client, orignially, i felt he's an ABC wif a goatie.. not my type... i first met in probably 2 mths after i joined the company. den, ytday was 2nd meet. tis 2nd meet, b4 meeting, i even msn'ed soemone, saying tat he's ABC wif goatie, not my type. but when i saw him again, his words made him cute.. cos he's not someone wif a "i knw wat i'm doing, n will put up a struggle to prove my stand", but "umm, ya, u've got a point there.. lemme consider" attitude. i like it..

n, am i the only person giving him the attentive eye? cos during the discussion, sometimes when he speaks, i tend to look into his eyes as a form of respect n attentive listening. but.. duno if true anot, among the 5 ppl inside (incl mi n excl him), i'm the oni 1 to pierce/look deeply into his eyes... um, ABC.. having grown up in usa, will he feel otherwise? or take it professionally as exchange of ideas?

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uncle think 2 much

den, ytday i was crossing the bridge to meet my frn in heartland. on the bridge, got a mid age uncle (by the use of tis word, easy to guess his looks n body right?) in front of mi... as we went down the bridge, i saw my frn standing at a corner.. den this uncle suddenly slowed down to stand beside a pillar after leaving the bridge. i den approached my frn...

it's not a scenario tat's easily described. cos, it appears as though, the uncle sees tat frn standing there, n thto we r targetting him like those porn vid wif sm stuff.. (umm, is sm really a general term, tat says everything tat's not under vanilla?) u knw.. on the street, a victim walking past, 1 guy in front blocks him, 1 or 2 guys hurry up from behind to subdue him. ... or maybe i thot 2 much lah.. perhaps he's tinking it's a planned robbery... lol..

it's just a hilarious moment.

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a model in the making?

umm, while helping my frn, his elder bro appeared in the living room. his bro got the arm muscles.. in singlet... face seem normal n alright.. but not attractive to mi.. i wonder how's the body.. tis frn, supposed to add mi to frnster/msn..

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rival in biz

later, i went for my late lunch.. wah, got new food stall opening... n even jus oppo my fav stall siazz!! fierce fight liao.. den as i sat there, lunching, i kept observing the new stall.. i was oni thinking of the food they may offer n stuff.. but, a fat guy walked out from tat stall, n i wonder.. if they got a hunk, yandao or cute guy... watever, jus my type.. is helping out there.. will i actually forsake my fav stall?? dunno..

anyway, my fav stall got the cute bro, n the beng helper.. the beng helper oso change attitude.. fancy greeting mi for the first time while i eating siazz!!

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western vs asian movies

a few more thngs:
anyone ever realised soemthing? western movies usually come wif fantastic animations and CG. n they usually get wowed at n nominated. n they are truly impressive.

but when it comes to asian movies, such effects are always so kiddy n amateur n get scorned at. i myself, truly dun see the point in having so much CG stuff in movies n dramas. yes, they do impress viewers, but sometimes the effect is impressive in a wrong way. in tat, they dun give ever lasting impression, more to seeing wat is drawn out (try drawing out a flying dragon). why do we seem to wanna follow western footsteps n give so much CG? we have our own forte. why not focus on the real n true side of wat simple animations and CG can do?

ytday, "The Eye" was on tv. i felt tat's jus so real. even the ghosts n shadows. n look at those award winning dramas/movies. din pay much attnetion, but my gut tells mi, they use little or no CG. they use real humans n feels n emotions to depict everything. this is truly wat we depend on.

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AOB:

sigh, stress... i feel i'm slacking, big time, over my assignment.. i dunno when did asgt2 came out.. 1 is due 2 wks time, 1 is due 3-4 wks.
lets see wat i gona update... nice n stressing stuff..

2 accomplishments at work

2 accomplishments at work achieved. 1 being, at a discussion wif a client, i brought up an idea which the client accepted... a minor idea lah.. but, stil it's an idea which was valid heeh... other being, within 2 days, i managed to resolve a prob wif a module, so tat the team can continue progressing in the proj..

umm, the client, orignially, i felt he's an ABC wif a goatie.. not my type... i first met in probably 2 mths after i joined the company. den, ytday was 2nd meet. tis 2nd meet, b4 meeting, i even msn'ed soemone, saying tat he's ABC wif goatie, not my type. but when i saw him again, his words made him cute.. cos he's not someone wif a "i knw wat i'm doing, n will put up a struggle to prove my stand", but "umm, ya, u've got a point there.. lemme consider" attitude. i like it..

n, am i the only person giving him the attentive eye? cos during the discussion, sometimes when he speaks, i tend to look into his eyes as a form of respect n attentive listening. but.. duno if true anot, among the 5 ppl inside (incl mi n excl him), i'm the oni 1 to pierce/look deeply into his eyes... um, ABC.. having grown up in usa, will he feel otherwise? or take it professionally as exchange of ideas?

===========
uncle think 2 much

den, ytday i was crossing the bridge to meet my frn in heartland. on the bridge, got a mid age uncle (by the use of tis word, easy to guess his looks n body right?) in front of mi... as we went down the bridge, i saw my frn standing at a corner.. den this uncle suddenly slowed down to stand beside a pillar after leaving the bridge. i den approached my frn...

it's not a scenario tat's easily described. cos, it appears as though, the uncle sees tat frn standing there, n thto we r targetting him like those porn vid wif sm stuff.. (umm, is sm really a general term, tat says everything tat's not under vanilla?) u knw.. on the street, a victim walking past, 1 guy in front blocks him, 1 or 2 guys hurry up from behind to subdue him. ... or maybe i thot 2 much lah.. perhaps he's tinking it's a planned robbery... lol..

it's just a hilarious moment.

==============

a model in the making?

umm, while helping my frn, his elder bro appeared in the living room. his bro got the arm muscles.. in singlet... face seem normal n alright.. but not attractive to mi.. i wonder how's the body.. tis frn, supposed to add mi to frnster/msn..

==============

rival in biz

later, i went for my late lunch.. wah, got new food stall opening... n even jus oppo my fav stall siazz!! fierce fight liao.. den as i sat there, lunching, i kept observing the new stall.. i was oni thinking of the food they may offer n stuff.. but, a fat guy walked out from tat stall, n i wonder.. if they got a hunk, yandao or cute guy... watever, jus my type.. is helping out there.. will i actually forsake my fav stall?? dunno..

anyway, my fav stall got the cute bro, n the beng helper.. the beng helper oso change attitude.. fancy greeting mi for the first time while i eating siazz!!

============
western vs asian movies

a few more thngs:
anyone ever realised soemthing? western movies usually come wif fantastic animations and CG. n they usually get wowed at n nominated. n they are truly impressive.

but when it comes to asian movies, such effects are always so kiddy n amateur n get scorned at. i myself, truly dun see the point in having so much CG stuff in movies n dramas. yes, they do impress viewers, but sometimes the effect is impressive in a wrong way. in tat, they dun give ever lasting impression, more to seeing wat is drawn out (try drawing out a flying dragon). why do we seem to wanna follow western footsteps n give so much CG? we have our own forte. why not focus on the real n true side of wat simple animations and CG can do?

ytday, "The Eye" was on tv. i felt tat's jus so real. even the ghosts n shadows. n look at those award winning dramas/movies. din pay much attnetion, but my gut tells mi, they use little or no CG. they use real humans n feels n emotions to depict everything. this is truly wat we depend on.

==================

AOB:

sigh, stress... i feel i'm slacking, big time, over my assignment.. i dunno when did asgt2 came out.. 1 is due 2 wks time, 1 is due 3-4 wks.
lets see wat i gona update... nice n stressing stuff..

2 accomplishments at work

2 accomplishments at work achieved. 1 being, at a discussion wif a client, i brought up an idea which the client accepted... a minor idea lah.. but, stil it's an idea which was valid heeh... other being, within 2 days, i managed to resolve a prob wif a module, so tat the team can continue progressing in the proj..

umm, the client, orignially, i felt he's an ABC wif a goatie.. not my type... i first met in probably 2 mths after i joined the company. den, ytday was 2nd meet. tis 2nd meet, b4 meeting, i even msn'ed soemone, saying tat he's ABC wif goatie, not my type. but when i saw him again, his words made him cute.. cos he's not someone wif a "i knw wat i'm doing, n will put up a struggle to prove my stand", but "umm, ya, u've got a point there.. lemme consider" attitude. i like it..

n, am i the only person giving him the attentive eye? cos during the discussion, sometimes when he speaks, i tend to look into his eyes as a form of respect n attentive listening. but.. duno if true anot, among the 5 ppl inside (incl mi n excl him), i'm the oni 1 to pierce/look deeply into his eyes... um, ABC.. having grown up in usa, will he feel otherwise? or take it professionally as exchange of ideas?

===========
uncle think 2 much

den, ytday i was crossing the bridge to meet my frn in heartland. on the bridge, got a mid age uncle (by the use of tis word, easy to guess his looks n body right?) in front of mi... as we went down the bridge, i saw my frn standing at a corner.. den this uncle suddenly slowed down to stand beside a pillar after leaving the bridge. i den approached my frn...

it's not a scenario tat's easily described. cos, it appears as though, the uncle sees tat frn standing there, n thto we r targetting him like those porn vid wif sm stuff.. (umm, is sm really a general term, tat says everything tat's not under vanilla?) u knw.. on the street, a victim walking past, 1 guy in front blocks him, 1 or 2 guys hurry up from behind to subdue him. ... or maybe i thot 2 much lah.. perhaps he's tinking it's a planned robbery... lol..

it's just a hilarious moment.

==============

a model in the making?

umm, while helping my frn, his elder bro appeared in the living room. his bro got the arm muscles.. in singlet... face seem normal n alright.. but not attractive to mi.. i wonder how's the body.. tis frn, supposed to add mi to frnster/msn..

==============

rival in biz

later, i went for my late lunch.. wah, got new food stall opening... n even jus oppo my fav stall siazz!! fierce fight liao.. den as i sat there, lunching, i kept observing the new stall.. i was oni thinking of the food they may offer n stuff.. but, a fat guy walked out from tat stall, n i wonder.. if they got a hunk, yandao or cute guy... watever, jus my type.. is helping out there.. will i actually forsake my fav stall?? dunno..

anyway, my fav stall got the cute bro, n the beng helper.. the beng helper oso change attitude.. fancy greeting mi for the first time while i eating siazz!!

============
western vs asian movies

a few more thngs:
anyone ever realised soemthing? western movies usually come wif fantastic animations and CG. n they usually get wowed at n nominated. n they are truly impressive.

but when it comes to asian movies, such effects are always so kiddy n amateur n get scorned at. i myself, truly dun see the point in having so much CG stuff in movies n dramas. yes, they do impress viewers, but sometimes the effect is impressive in a wrong way. in tat, they dun give ever lasting impression, more to seeing wat is drawn out (try drawing out a flying dragon). why do we seem to wanna follow western footsteps n give so much CG? we have our own forte. why not focus on the real n true side of wat simple animations and CG can do?

ytday, "The Eye" was on tv. i felt tat's jus so real. even the ghosts n shadows. n look at those award winning dramas/movies. din pay much attnetion, but my gut tells mi, they use little or no CG. they use real humans n feels n emotions to depict everything. this is truly wat we depend on.

==================

AOB:

sigh, stress... i feel i'm slacking, big time, over my assignment.. i dunno when did asgt2 came out.. 1 is due 2 wks time, 1 is due 3-4 wks.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

darn... i'm really a honry bastard...

been days liao.. cant rmb the sequence..

anyway, did i mention there was a beng IA student in my comp? hehhe.. read on:

1) early morning, i walking towards office main door, den he jus alighted from the lift. he walked in front of mi.. he noticed someone behind. he opened the door.. n kept the door open for mi.. HEHEHE.. i was so happy siazz!!

2) after lunch, i came back wif frns.. n saw him walk past mi.. his body is slim... hopefully tone oso =D

3) on way home after work, he was on the bus.. n luffing happily wif his frns.. his teeth were so cute =D

4) ytday, our team went for movie treat.. somehow, he got up the bus late n had to stand. wah........ a delicacy in front of mi, but i cant keep staring..... a real torture! dashing, handsome... heheh...

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5) i was on mrt to work. den i noticed a boy.. sec/poly/jc age.. standing somewhere in mid. i saw him, n he's cute lah, ok. i think he noticed my glances oso.. so he somehow tried to avoid.. but later, when the mrt stopped, a number of ppl alighted n boarded.. n in a way, he was.. pushed (or did he choose?) to my side.. all teh way to right in front of mi!!

i was reading papers.. but since he come so near, i decided to drop my papers so tat we can be nearer lol.... although it seems like, i drop my papers to make space.. haha... the way he stand, really those scaredy n innocent boys. i placed my hands down to cover my pte. n he standing in such way his hand rubbing mine. when he realised it, he moved his hands away. i dun wan stare at him, so i look sideways. den, as the train moved, his pockets still keep rubbing my hands.. wah lioa.. if i take my hands away, mi sure kena "molest by him" lol.. jus an innocent boy loh..

6) TODAY!!!! i met my dream boy again!!!! once again, he's in HIS dress code. dull color T, 3 quarters pants, n sling bag. still tat cute n earthly feel!! wah.. i wish i can catch him to sch everyday siazz.. n wish he's working in my comp.. den everyday can care for him.. BUT... my cover how.. later crack... den the cat will jump out..

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

hi chris n les,

thanks for your views...

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les, u're right.. u hit the nail on the... roof/watever.. but another key is, my sex drive.. it's damn high.. n being an office worker (not partime), u usually have little time to seek guys out online. n i nvr cruise. so it's pretty hard to find someone to b in bed wif u. either when u need it, or when u have the urge..

blif it or not, i've thought of paying for it. calling for house svc. but come to think of it, i have wat it takes to turn (some) ppl on. instead of paying for it to satisfy my needs, i might as well get paid for doing it.

i know it's still very much considered as derogatory here.. tat's another thing which troubles mi.. esp my future Him.

it's not going to be a glory for mi. but it at least satisfies my needs, n same time, i (may) enjoy it, n earn some extra...

having said these, it's still a plan for mi.. n without careful planning n meticulous decision arriving, nothign will ever happen..

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chris, hope you're not offended by my pal's words.. he knows mi inside out, but he's definitely oni meaning well for mi oni..

for the massaging, if i realy decide to go for it, i wun go for massaging. it's too common. i have a few fantasies which is pretty creative.. besides, wat's massaging when you oni have a few days training? it's simply a rub of ur body..

for the pix, dun worry, i nvr post any fleshy/flashy pic wif my face online.. even if i did, i make sure it's not without any camouflage. n from my research in some social escort sites, full monty pic is not the asian trend. i probably stick to turning-on poses.