thurs 22/12/05. it's the 1 day round perth tour!!!!!!!!! hehe, we r slightly late for the tour, wah, i thot it'll b like the tours.. wif a grp of ppl. but oni 4 of us sitting in the van. more like a freelance tour guide. dun ask mi exactly wat places we been to, cos i dun bother to rmb LOL.
jus rmb i been to winery to taste them, been to strawberry farm to buy FRESH straws. took the ANZAC biscuits. went to whitemen park (the staff there is TALLLLL n lean. a cute 20yo teen). aboriginal place where i blew the traditional wind pipe. haha, the person even say i talented!! cos i managed to blow the sound, n whistle!! went to 2 beaches. so damn cold!! den 2nd beach, even got ppl topless walking around... wah... ya a guy got good fig walking around.. so noted esp. went choc factory oso. did we go anywhere else? ya bought a carton of wines... had a pretty fulfilling day... ended the day wif asian cuisine for dinner!! quite tasty siazz... but jialut during the time when i went shopping wif the gers while waiting for my pal. they keep looking at those gers' dresses siazz.. sianzz...
almost forgot. i went to buy nougats on tis day. the shop agong sell the nougats at 21/pax. i say i buying 7, he discount 30c. den i say i go find other places. den, he immediately offered 20/pax!!! a saving of 1$$!!!. den went to buy nuts oso.. wah heavy baggage...
den got home, n prep'ed for fri's shopping trip wif gers (read: being a free labourer for them).
fri 23/12/05. siongzzz... cos i slept at 12++am, or even 2am, n woke up at 7+ to prepare myself for the shopping. umm,,, cant really rmb exact details liaoz. went fre'o, city west, subiaco. n hor, i thot oz's CS is good. din expect to experience bad svc siazz... racism? wat we ask the staff, she not sure wat we asking at all, n gave us an odd ans. took the Central Area Transport (CAT), trains, n buses. learnt abt travelling btwn zones. basically a shopping time. i bought 2Ts which r outrageously worded siazz haha.
a surprise came. the ger who came to visit my gal pal, is actually an ex-colleague of my sister siazz.. my sis was even her manager!!! imagine: i met the ger yrs back when my pal bring her to ktv session. den tis time she went over to visit pal oso. n it end up, she is actually my pal's pal, n my sis's ex-colleaue! my sis did say her colleague oso going perth. but nvr expect it to be so qiao.. tat we even know each other siazz!!!! n hor tis day, i first time to eat a toast in morning, den lasted till 5+6 den eat some fried potato. n followed by a ome cooked meal, prepared by my ever cutie, loveable, caring concerned loyal helpful pal, SONYA. n she cooked more than the usual amt, making sure i am really full... HUGZ. she prepared mushrooms slice wif crab meat, chicken drum, some fried fish delicacy. n formosa.
oh ya, did i mention tat these periods, we been joking n teasing non-stop?
so, to rturn the favour, i volunteered 2 clear the plates. n wah liao, she still as bossy as ever at times.. LOL. den aftr dinner, jus waiting for my pal (male 1) to fetch mi home.. sounds so much like my daddy hor? sighzz.. really feel as tho i a burden to them siazz..food wise, lodging, n fretching mi home. n self-protection while i'm overseas... so.. even when my pal KO from work at 2am, rode his bicycle home to get his car to fetch mi, he even had to come over the gal plc to bring mi home... bet it muz b tiring n stressing for him... got home, n prepared myself for the next day.... saturday.. haha... look forward to jokes :)
Thursday, December 29, 2005
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
wed 21/12/05. so,the plane landed 1am. was clearing my passport. den wah liao, a family of perhaps russian (a wild guess oni) was behind mi. parents n 2 kids. know wat? the mum was sticking to mi. she keep pushing... or rather.. keep wanting to stand just beside mi. to the pt of brushing my bag a few times. even saw tat, her family is standing 5 steps behind her, n she oni 1 step away from mi! n 1 time, when i turned my head back, her head was almost touching my shoulder. i can kiss her hair if i turn more.
den i was 1 of the first few to get to luggage area waiting. waited 30 mins, my bag not there. i got anxiuous. i scared, later my sis' experience of missing bag happen to mi siazz. so i asked the counter staff. theyask mi to ask at the door. so i went to an opening of the place where luggage comes in. no 1 there. i waited 10 mins. my bag still not there. i check wif the counter, they insisted they r not in charge n dun wan help mi. i was stunned. den wat gonna happen to my lugg?? den i looked away... n found QA's lugg serv counter hahah. wah lioa, i asked them, den realised my bag came out long ago!! but i waited at the wrong belt!!!! DAMN!!! see ler!!! from the first few, end up i bcum the last few to go off....... sianzz...
my oz pal even sms'ed mi siazz... to check where i am... so paiseh siazz!!
den i really apologised to them, n hugged my pal :) when i got to his plc, i gave him the gifts he oh-so-needed. haha, i even made him felt touched haha... i slept at abt 4am siazz... so much like chionging.
later we went around places n took pix.,.. haha, i look so stylo!! took the public transport n ogled at ppl... took jap food LOL... really enjoying life siazz... i oso tried western carrot cake. ya, the weather in oz damn cold siazz... sometimes i feel like i look like those ppl walking in the cold streets of america, where ppl wrap themselves up in winter clothes hahah.
den oso, thx to the ger, she treated us to tang yuen haha... really nice of her to cook it. but it;snot the std singaporean way tho.. den oso, kena teased by her to down a big glass of wine... evil ger siazz. den gave her some presents. she was oso caught by surporise siazz haha... she loved it loh :). strange, her gal pal, i met her b4. she lkook n feel VERY diff from the first/last time i saw her. it makes mi wonder if she wanna rest n relax, n dun burn her brain 2 much.
thurs... i'l write tmr hahah..
den i was 1 of the first few to get to luggage area waiting. waited 30 mins, my bag not there. i got anxiuous. i scared, later my sis' experience of missing bag happen to mi siazz. so i asked the counter staff. theyask mi to ask at the door. so i went to an opening of the place where luggage comes in. no 1 there. i waited 10 mins. my bag still not there. i check wif the counter, they insisted they r not in charge n dun wan help mi. i was stunned. den wat gonna happen to my lugg?? den i looked away... n found QA's lugg serv counter hahah. wah lioa, i asked them, den realised my bag came out long ago!! but i waited at the wrong belt!!!! DAMN!!! see ler!!! from the first few, end up i bcum the last few to go off....... sianzz...
my oz pal even sms'ed mi siazz... to check where i am... so paiseh siazz!!
den i really apologised to them, n hugged my pal :) when i got to his plc, i gave him the gifts he oh-so-needed. haha, i even made him felt touched haha... i slept at abt 4am siazz... so much like chionging.
later we went around places n took pix.,.. haha, i look so stylo!! took the public transport n ogled at ppl... took jap food LOL... really enjoying life siazz... i oso tried western carrot cake. ya, the weather in oz damn cold siazz... sometimes i feel like i look like those ppl walking in the cold streets of america, where ppl wrap themselves up in winter clothes hahah.
den oso, thx to the ger, she treated us to tang yuen haha... really nice of her to cook it. but it;snot the std singaporean way tho.. den oso, kena teased by her to down a big glass of wine... evil ger siazz. den gave her some presents. she was oso caught by surporise siazz haha... she loved it loh :). strange, her gal pal, i met her b4. she lkook n feel VERY diff from the first/last time i saw her. it makes mi wonder if she wanna rest n relax, n dun burn her brain 2 much.
thurs... i'l write tmr hahah..
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
wah, i broke my record of not blogging for > 1 wk.
see wat i can rmb abt my trip...
monday 19th dec 05. i called up pacnet, negotiating for a better deal. haha, well, i recv an email from them, saying i am 1 of selected valued clients for a promotional upgrade plan. the email is from a guy. so i,... hehe called him up to negotiate a deal loh. if not a guy, i probably jus call the sales side, n get someone to speak to mi. i was hoping, if the deal pulls off, i will meet him outside somewhere to sign the specially prepared contract. if not, den nothing loh. i oso emailed him abt our conversation, asking him to terminate my contract if nothing can b done. n.. my colleagues oso made a joke outta it. cos i was not insistent on changing the plans till this time. when they feel tat i shld change when other deals r better.
tues 20th dec 05. sup ask when i wnna ko. i said maybe 1-2pm. he said den i go at 2pm. wah liaozz.. ok den reaching lunch hr, i told them i going off 130pm. sup was dumb loh. my orig plan is to ko 130pm, go deposit money in my posbank acct, buy food 2 eat on plane, den take lunch, n get ready for my dad to ferry to airport. but last min i rmb muz buy a bag for tat pal of mine. so haha... time got tighter. called 77th st, called those specialised bag shops. bought the bag, n rushed home. wah, din even have time for a satisfying meal.
cos, mum called mi, wanna send mi to airport oso. den my dad was rushing mi to go earlier. we agreed for 415pm. at 340pm, he say he will go slowly to pick mi up. at 355pm, he ask y i not there yet. wah liao. as usual, on way there, he was telling mi his life story....
n first time i check in to airport my self!!!!!!! so fun n exciting haha!!!!!! walk ard to kill time. n hor, to my surprised, at the boarding area, oni mi 1 asian oni.den on the plane, wah liao, 1 crew member practised racism on mi.
1) ask her where can i get water for myself, she told mi 2 times i have water on my tray liao.
2) i was taking my buns, den ask her clear up for mi, she say "clear tis, tat, n wat else"
3) the light is off, i wnan watch vid, so i switch on my light. the front seat was leaning to my area, so kena the light on her hair. the ger walked past, paused at my place, look at her seat, den look at mine, n her seat again. n went off. lasting for 5 secs. i tel u, if she dare to tell mi to off my light, i sure will tell her off.
den the journey quite nice lah.. vid is good to watch, the shi2 mian4 mai2 fu2. the guy beside mi oso frnly. i initiatyed a short chat, asking wat his meal is, cos it's served first n look diff. he smilingly told mi. den i oso offered my veg to him hha.
true enuff, the flight took off 8pm, n arrived in perth at 1am.... (2 b continued)
see wat i can rmb abt my trip...
monday 19th dec 05. i called up pacnet, negotiating for a better deal. haha, well, i recv an email from them, saying i am 1 of selected valued clients for a promotional upgrade plan. the email is from a guy. so i,... hehe called him up to negotiate a deal loh. if not a guy, i probably jus call the sales side, n get someone to speak to mi. i was hoping, if the deal pulls off, i will meet him outside somewhere to sign the specially prepared contract. if not, den nothing loh. i oso emailed him abt our conversation, asking him to terminate my contract if nothing can b done. n.. my colleagues oso made a joke outta it. cos i was not insistent on changing the plans till this time. when they feel tat i shld change when other deals r better.
tues 20th dec 05. sup ask when i wnna ko. i said maybe 1-2pm. he said den i go at 2pm. wah liaozz.. ok den reaching lunch hr, i told them i going off 130pm. sup was dumb loh. my orig plan is to ko 130pm, go deposit money in my posbank acct, buy food 2 eat on plane, den take lunch, n get ready for my dad to ferry to airport. but last min i rmb muz buy a bag for tat pal of mine. so haha... time got tighter. called 77th st, called those specialised bag shops. bought the bag, n rushed home. wah, din even have time for a satisfying meal.
cos, mum called mi, wanna send mi to airport oso. den my dad was rushing mi to go earlier. we agreed for 415pm. at 340pm, he say he will go slowly to pick mi up. at 355pm, he ask y i not there yet. wah liao. as usual, on way there, he was telling mi his life story....
n first time i check in to airport my self!!!!!!! so fun n exciting haha!!!!!! walk ard to kill time. n hor, to my surprised, at the boarding area, oni mi 1 asian oni.den on the plane, wah liao, 1 crew member practised racism on mi.
1) ask her where can i get water for myself, she told mi 2 times i have water on my tray liao.
2) i was taking my buns, den ask her clear up for mi, she say "clear tis, tat, n wat else"
3) the light is off, i wnan watch vid, so i switch on my light. the front seat was leaning to my area, so kena the light on her hair. the ger walked past, paused at my place, look at her seat, den look at mine, n her seat again. n went off. lasting for 5 secs. i tel u, if she dare to tell mi to off my light, i sure will tell her off.
den the journey quite nice lah.. vid is good to watch, the shi2 mian4 mai2 fu2. the guy beside mi oso frnly. i initiatyed a short chat, asking wat his meal is, cos it's served first n look diff. he smilingly told mi. den i oso offered my veg to him hha.
true enuff, the flight took off 8pm, n arrived in perth at 1am.... (2 b continued)
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Saturday, December 17, 2005
on friday evening, 9th dec 05, i felt tat i've not drank any waer for hours. well, i'm ok wif it.
on saturday, 10th dec 05, i felt my body is demanding for the element of life - water. i drank 2 mugs. but my body ain't feeling any better.
on sunday, 11th dec 05, I went for the dinner. I felt very cold. It's not due to the aircon. More to my body is resisting the cold, as it's not feeling good. I sat on the sofa, curling myself up in a way that my legs are tucked under my butts/pubes, and my arms are crossed. I still feel cold. what's worse, for the day's lunch, we were at cafe cartel but I ahv no idea what to order, that is cheap,filling, and tasty. So I took pasta which turned out to be covered with tomato sauce. I did nto enjoy it of course. Then for the dinner, the host prepared an appetizer - salad. I can't eat. the mainc ourse is spaghetti. tomato sauce as well. I took a lil sauce, but ended up finishing my plate just by gobbling down the plain noodles.
Then, when I got home to sleep, I felt COLD. even when the fan is not on. I had to cover myself in blanket. I'm not sure if I should take MC anot. A big difference, as, if I really wanted MC just to rest at home, I won;t care so much. But when it comes to really sick and needed MC, I will consider if my colelagues can manage. ok, So I covered my self in blanket. The next morning, I woke up in sweat. My blanket is wet, but I'm feeling much better from the fever.
However, this whole week, I've been suffering a big deal. No voice, hoarse voice, sore throat, feeling pain even swallowing food/drink, coughing, with phlegm, asthmatic cough. Till friday, I'm still having it.
I visited the doctor. I told her about the history. She wanted to give me pills for fever, cough and flu. I declined the fever pills, 'cos I'm alright! when I left the clinic, I suddenyl remembered, why did not she give me lozenges?
It's really tough to be really sick. I dont' wish to think too much, resulting in havign to wait for the rain to stop, walking alonger distance, stepping into muddy water without realising it. If I don;t get better by Monday, I'll see the doctor again.
on saturday, 10th dec 05, i felt my body is demanding for the element of life - water. i drank 2 mugs. but my body ain't feeling any better.
on sunday, 11th dec 05, I went for the dinner. I felt very cold. It's not due to the aircon. More to my body is resisting the cold, as it's not feeling good. I sat on the sofa, curling myself up in a way that my legs are tucked under my butts/pubes, and my arms are crossed. I still feel cold. what's worse, for the day's lunch, we were at cafe cartel but I ahv no idea what to order, that is cheap,filling, and tasty. So I took pasta which turned out to be covered with tomato sauce. I did nto enjoy it of course. Then for the dinner, the host prepared an appetizer - salad. I can't eat. the mainc ourse is spaghetti. tomato sauce as well. I took a lil sauce, but ended up finishing my plate just by gobbling down the plain noodles.
Then, when I got home to sleep, I felt COLD. even when the fan is not on. I had to cover myself in blanket. I'm not sure if I should take MC anot. A big difference, as, if I really wanted MC just to rest at home, I won;t care so much. But when it comes to really sick and needed MC, I will consider if my colelagues can manage. ok, So I covered my self in blanket. The next morning, I woke up in sweat. My blanket is wet, but I'm feeling much better from the fever.
However, this whole week, I've been suffering a big deal. No voice, hoarse voice, sore throat, feeling pain even swallowing food/drink, coughing, with phlegm, asthmatic cough. Till friday, I'm still having it.
I visited the doctor. I told her about the history. She wanted to give me pills for fever, cough and flu. I declined the fever pills, 'cos I'm alright! when I left the clinic, I suddenyl remembered, why did not she give me lozenges?
It's really tough to be really sick. I dont' wish to think too much, resulting in havign to wait for the rain to stop, walking alonger distance, stepping into muddy water without realising it. If I don;t get better by Monday, I'll see the doctor again.
thigns to grumble about again...
no 1's willing to do the xmas deco for office. original theme is "ice age" which i dun have much idea how to visualise at all. den cos the office oredi put up many moons n stars, they wnana change theme to "starry nite" instead. so i suggested buying those lightsticks n pouring the chemicals onto the elements of nature to make them illuminous. they feel it's a good idea. but jus b4 they went off to buy, they deicded to use those glittering powder instead. to have the sparkling effect. gosh, i immediately felt it DUN fit the theme. i voiced it out, and the sup jus say "dun b so logical tis time. use ur imagination, fantasy". alright then. in end, they really bought back glittering powder.
but the thign is, they sprinkled on 2 stars, n felt it dun look gd at all. n say no need liao. gosh... any FOOLS can see that ler... now den say... starry night, put glittering star???? gosh. den they submitting fotos taken in the office n need to write up some description. i look at the pix liao, den thot of some nice thigns to say. i told the sup, he "orh, orh". den ask jnr to think of something to write. i told him "as u walk into the door, u r greeted by our frnly CSO. on ur left, thre's a xmas tree covered with snow."
oh well, had wanted to jus say it out siazz.. but no pt. i oredi give my opinion. they dun wan, so be it. n to frns, i'm more of the easy-going type. including at work. unless someone piss mi off, i wun b harsh on him. 'cos i know, if i'm harsh, i will b real.
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i changed my currency liao!!!! checked net./ rate is S$500 ~ A$401. so i ask around. 1 plc is 500 ~ 394. 1 pls is 500 ~ 396. 1 plc is 500~400. i took the 3rd :) n i kinda realise, i'm used to office hrs travelling, esp on bus. cos the few times i on mrt, i always feel tat i will encounter some ppl who simply bochap who is beside them, do watever they wan. bag bump onto ppl oso NO FEELING. oh ya, i shld b sending a letter to tibs, asking them to improve peak hour bus boarding traffic.
haha.. good news, my bank account has a record low balance...
no 1's willing to do the xmas deco for office. original theme is "ice age" which i dun have much idea how to visualise at all. den cos the office oredi put up many moons n stars, they wnana change theme to "starry nite" instead. so i suggested buying those lightsticks n pouring the chemicals onto the elements of nature to make them illuminous. they feel it's a good idea. but jus b4 they went off to buy, they deicded to use those glittering powder instead. to have the sparkling effect. gosh, i immediately felt it DUN fit the theme. i voiced it out, and the sup jus say "dun b so logical tis time. use ur imagination, fantasy". alright then. in end, they really bought back glittering powder.
but the thign is, they sprinkled on 2 stars, n felt it dun look gd at all. n say no need liao. gosh... any FOOLS can see that ler... now den say... starry night, put glittering star???? gosh. den they submitting fotos taken in the office n need to write up some description. i look at the pix liao, den thot of some nice thigns to say. i told the sup, he "orh, orh". den ask jnr to think of something to write. i told him "as u walk into the door, u r greeted by our frnly CSO. on ur left, thre's a xmas tree covered with snow."
oh well, had wanted to jus say it out siazz.. but no pt. i oredi give my opinion. they dun wan, so be it. n to frns, i'm more of the easy-going type. including at work. unless someone piss mi off, i wun b harsh on him. 'cos i know, if i'm harsh, i will b real.
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i changed my currency liao!!!! checked net./ rate is S$500 ~ A$401. so i ask around. 1 plc is 500 ~ 394. 1 pls is 500 ~ 396. 1 plc is 500~400. i took the 3rd :) n i kinda realise, i'm used to office hrs travelling, esp on bus. cos the few times i on mrt, i always feel tat i will encounter some ppl who simply bochap who is beside them, do watever they wan. bag bump onto ppl oso NO FEELING. oh ya, i shld b sending a letter to tibs, asking them to improve peak hour bus boarding traffic.
haha.. good news, my bank account has a record low balance...
Thursday, December 15, 2005
wah liao, i originally felt nothing. a mere wednesday night. but 12 am, my oz pal had to call siazz. keep toking to mi, till i excited abt meeting on wed morning oso... wah lioa.. even in the morning, as i took bus to work, mp3 player having jolin's hip song. wah, i was influenced... n start to think of the good times we gonna have...
n hor, i really din expect him to actually prepare a hp n prepaid card for mi to use.. so tat communication in oz will be easier... wat we do for each other is really touching siazz.. n considerate
ahhaha... having tok to another close pal of mine, i realise something: if we can think better than the other person, if that person says he is overjoyed about soemthing that's gonna happen, we could play down our reactions and reply calmly to him. treating as though it's no big deal.
a frn of mine, is quite excited abt going some plc. but i find tat he's overly excited n replied wif a " hehe ok" oni.
i told my pal i going over, n getting excited, she reply "..........." as though i'm getting excited over nothing.
but from her blog, she n her own gal pal were both excited tat they gonna meet up, n cant wait for the day to come.
my oz pal made mi excited abt going over. but i know, as the day draws near, i'll be equally excited 1. n we share the excitement.
aiyo... jisluat. for sure. cos tis month i sure will overspend the min amt set by ocbc. i think i'll realy switch my acct. to the 1 min 500$ oni. close my acct n open new 1. on the day i leaving... wah... teh time is here!!!!!! i'm hadingot OZ!!!!
gonna chill out wif my kakis!!!!!! long live.... singaporeans!!!!!!!1
n hor, i really din expect him to actually prepare a hp n prepaid card for mi to use.. so tat communication in oz will be easier... wat we do for each other is really touching siazz.. n considerate
ahhaha... having tok to another close pal of mine, i realise something: if we can think better than the other person, if that person says he is overjoyed about soemthing that's gonna happen, we could play down our reactions and reply calmly to him. treating as though it's no big deal.
a frn of mine, is quite excited abt going some plc. but i find tat he's overly excited n replied wif a " hehe ok" oni.
i told my pal i going over, n getting excited, she reply "..........." as though i'm getting excited over nothing.
but from her blog, she n her own gal pal were both excited tat they gonna meet up, n cant wait for the day to come.
my oz pal made mi excited abt going over. but i know, as the day draws near, i'll be equally excited 1. n we share the excitement.
aiyo... jisluat. for sure. cos tis month i sure will overspend the min amt set by ocbc. i think i'll realy switch my acct. to the 1 min 500$ oni. close my acct n open new 1. on the day i leaving... wah... teh time is here!!!!!! i'm hadingot OZ!!!!
gonna chill out wif my kakis!!!!!! long live.... singaporeans!!!!!!!1
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
nothign to update at all for my interviews.. wait till good news den i write.
i dun really feel good. i gave my mum to tell my bro 2 options. 1 is continue the plan, 1 is upgrade the plan. u know wat? she say, she will pay for bro share when he move out. i was really feeling bad. bro will be married in coming jun. den for the internet, if he's gonna move out, he cant use it n i dun wan bear the full cost. so i ask my mum to check. see if he wanna sign on, and pay 1 yr, or d/c. den my mum took the ez way out, by helping him pay. wah liao!!!!!!!!!!!
on my way home, i was.. weeping.. i duno if i shld feel sad or angry. sad cos... i mnea, both cos she took the ez way out n dun wan anythign unhappy to happen. i think i'll bear the burden in the end.. perhaps i'll check with pacnet abt it, n get a good bargain... i really thinking this on way home: she jus wan everythign to stay in harmony. ending up she pyaing for it. n i dun wan see her suffer, so i most probably will pay instead.
i was oso thnking... y is everyone so keen to let ppl see blogs? to promote his living? to let ppl understand or wat? do u show ur blog / personal to ppl voluntarily?
n i decided liao. renting 3 sets of vcd for 15$ n burn is ok loh... sicne got 3 vcd to rent... shld b worth it.
ever tried putfile.com?? publicity stunt lah...
i dun really feel good. i gave my mum to tell my bro 2 options. 1 is continue the plan, 1 is upgrade the plan. u know wat? she say, she will pay for bro share when he move out. i was really feeling bad. bro will be married in coming jun. den for the internet, if he's gonna move out, he cant use it n i dun wan bear the full cost. so i ask my mum to check. see if he wanna sign on, and pay 1 yr, or d/c. den my mum took the ez way out, by helping him pay. wah liao!!!!!!!!!!!
on my way home, i was.. weeping.. i duno if i shld feel sad or angry. sad cos... i mnea, both cos she took the ez way out n dun wan anythign unhappy to happen. i think i'll bear the burden in the end.. perhaps i'll check with pacnet abt it, n get a good bargain... i really thinking this on way home: she jus wan everythign to stay in harmony. ending up she pyaing for it. n i dun wan see her suffer, so i most probably will pay instead.
i was oso thnking... y is everyone so keen to let ppl see blogs? to promote his living? to let ppl understand or wat? do u show ur blog / personal to ppl voluntarily?
n i decided liao. renting 3 sets of vcd for 15$ n burn is ok loh... sicne got 3 vcd to rent... shld b worth it.
ever tried putfile.com?? publicity stunt lah...
Sunday, December 11, 2005
nothing much to write... except for 1 thing... den since i writing, might as well fnish watever bla bla i wanna blog
i really wanna weep...... n i did weep.
"JACKIE!!! KOR KOR MISS U!!!!!"
i took my dinner, n was walking back up to my blk. den, a woman was taking her dog for a walk. it's small dog. by the size, it's cute. den, the dog started to run off. the ger den was running after/with it. i felt so deja vu!!! my dog, jackie, usually will oso run off, n i will chase it while holding its leash!! the dog ran, i ran after it. the scenario seem to jus come back (jackie, i really miss u.......) i immediately felt it's my dog running, n i am chasing it!! the feeling is so immense!! i can't ctrl myself. my wallet is in my left hand, n i was clenching it. real hard. even the ring on my thumb was pressed hard onto my wallet. i felt the pain, but i din care. the dog has crossed the traffic.
i followed, but somehow i lost track of the dog.... i frantically looked around for its movement. nothign. i felt jackie has just left mi for the 2nd time...
i really wanna weep...... n i did weep.
"JACKIE!!! KOR KOR MISS U!!!!!"
i took my dinner, n was walking back up to my blk. den, a woman was taking her dog for a walk. it's small dog. by the size, it's cute. den, the dog started to run off. the ger den was running after/with it. i felt so deja vu!!! my dog, jackie, usually will oso run off, n i will chase it while holding its leash!! the dog ran, i ran after it. the scenario seem to jus come back (jackie, i really miss u.......) i immediately felt it's my dog running, n i am chasing it!! the feeling is so immense!! i can't ctrl myself. my wallet is in my left hand, n i was clenching it. real hard. even the ring on my thumb was pressed hard onto my wallet. i felt the pain, but i din care. the dog has crossed the traffic.
i followed, but somehow i lost track of the dog.... i frantically looked around for its movement. nothign. i felt jackie has just left mi for the 2nd time...
Saturday, December 10, 2005
fri is quite a fun 1.. haha.. office work, not fun. but my acting quite funny.
ok, KK.. as mentioned, is getting some "snr" attitude issue. den my sup, today, found a chance to tok to him. wah liao way... for mi hor, i prefer a direct n face-face tok. but if the sup went up n told him our comments, wun it become like, we r frnly n supportive in front of him, but we reported abt his manners/attitude to sup? where is the openness? is it really so hard to speak openly in office? every1 has certain issues with themselves. wat's wrong wif bringing thigns up to tok? we r all supposed to make the workplace an enjoyable 1. but if we gossip, n backstab, where is the true frnship/fun?
anyway, had a tok wif the new ger. we kinda open to each other lah. as in, i really took the chance to open up myself slightly (read: non-aj side) to her. n i made some jokes in office. KK was wearing xmas hat. he made it str8 up like a cone. i saw it, n said "someone's erected". LOL... den hor, later i gave him a small plastic cover. he "gobbled" it down. den he say he wanna see my mp3 player. i passed to him, n said "it's too big for ur throat lah".. den the office jus say, "too big?? wat u doing?? *shrugs* oh well, it's a friday..."
den, have i said tis b4? abt fri itnerview?? i think i did. ok. i went for the interview str8. wah kau.. when i was at the destination mrt, i was walking up the escalator, n saw a boy. haha, at the same time, i'm lookin for my place mah, den... unwittingly, i was following the boy... for a distance.. but i din forget i muz look for my place oso. =D following a while, i was looking at my hp msg, suddenly, someone jus came up to stand directly behind the boy. i felt tat's so over reactive n kay poh. it's not those slowly move to tat position, but tat person is walking fast, n stop there. but soon, i realise tat, a bangla was following mi, den change to walk beside mi. at tat pt, i felt VERY STRANGE. a boy walking in front, 2 guys behind him....... wah lia, i immediately siamzzz n overtook the boy.
den later, i still managed to find the plc lah. haha, i got to the office 40 mins earlier. but i saw 2 indians b4 mi siazz... the interviewer is like a bubbly fella. he saw my cert, n tok wif mi abt wat job i looking for. i said java jobs. say abt my java dream. den he said, my cert helped mi a lot. i was happy. den he din ask anythign else... cos seem like my java cert really told a lot fo thigns abt mi. i feel confident of getting this job. if confirmed, 2nd interview is next fri.
after tat, went to meet frn to party. on teh mrt.. wah... wat's happening siazz??! i boarded train. saw tat the center got space, so i moved in. den i saw a nice looking dude, so i turned myself to kinda face him. later our sides got seats liao, so we sat opposite each other. i was still looking at him. den somehow, a fat ass came up, moved in a monkey manner, n stood in such way he block my view from the dude. DAMN!!! den all teh while, no chance to see him. fwe stops away, the ass left, n i thot will finalyl have a good chance to see him. den wah liao, antoher guy jus.. .so boliao stand in the same position.
when time for mi to alight, the dude went for left side door. hehe,i got up n wanna follow. den the person who stood in front of mi waved. it's my frn haha.
den later, went to the party. wah... long time no club... a bit not used to how it shld go. queueing to enter, there are some students entering.. wah liao, how i wish, those boys, they r topless in a room siazz.........
inside there, i took my frn up n down to explore, had soem drinks while waiting for party to start. same scene. the ppl on the dance flr not dancing at all. waiting for either good music, or someone to start the ball rolling, asian attitude. we went down there. waited for a while, no 1 dancing still. n my frn dun wan start. got 2 guys dancing separately though...
den.. to start my frn..... i went down to dance!!!!!!! i got down theer, n started moving about tot he beat!!!! hahaha.... it's so daring n fun!!!! even got ppl cheering for my courage!!!! i even gestured my frn to come up to the dance floor!!! n ppl still cheering!!!! n guess wat, when my frn hesitated, i went up to ask drag him along, the cheering stopped. LOL........
den i jus danced to wat n how i wan, since no 1 dancing at all. den 1 guy joined in. he good at dancing oso. haha, was impressed by his steps siazz... i'm actually surprised by how daring i'm to start dancing. influenced by the vodka-7up?? or i relaly relaxed n cool liao? i realyl have the whole dance flr to myself, so i can try any crazy moves i can think of LOL... know wat, the guy even exchange hp wif mi siazz.. he's bad at eng, but ... try to initiate cha twif mi though. n hor, wah so funny... when my frn jus stuck himself to a pillar, dun wanna dance, i went up to him, n danced before him, luring him to start oso.. haha.. i think tat's really veli daring in a str8/public club.
den later, we went up to 2nd flr.. the music is pop type.. or r&b? felt so awkward to dance to such slow music siazz... cant change my style so fast.. took a while. for those kids, they danced widly to the beats. mi? i moved slowly to the pace :) they usually jus move the body left/right, mi? i shrugged, shook n did soem movements wif my body haha.. n hor, got a guy wearing a white LOW CUT white top. wah.... delicious... hahah. on way home, saw an argument btwn taxi drv n 3 passengers. dunnow at happened, they drive to a corner, den the leader from the gang exchanging vulgarities with the drv. the leader is kinda tall, have the body but dun think hunk yet. i was wondering.. how will he look if he's tied up? he'll really b POW hahah..
ok, KK.. as mentioned, is getting some "snr" attitude issue. den my sup, today, found a chance to tok to him. wah liao way... for mi hor, i prefer a direct n face-face tok. but if the sup went up n told him our comments, wun it become like, we r frnly n supportive in front of him, but we reported abt his manners/attitude to sup? where is the openness? is it really so hard to speak openly in office? every1 has certain issues with themselves. wat's wrong wif bringing thigns up to tok? we r all supposed to make the workplace an enjoyable 1. but if we gossip, n backstab, where is the true frnship/fun?
anyway, had a tok wif the new ger. we kinda open to each other lah. as in, i really took the chance to open up myself slightly (read: non-aj side) to her. n i made some jokes in office. KK was wearing xmas hat. he made it str8 up like a cone. i saw it, n said "someone's erected". LOL... den hor, later i gave him a small plastic cover. he "gobbled" it down. den he say he wanna see my mp3 player. i passed to him, n said "it's too big for ur throat lah".. den the office jus say, "too big?? wat u doing?? *shrugs* oh well, it's a friday..."
den, have i said tis b4? abt fri itnerview?? i think i did. ok. i went for the interview str8. wah kau.. when i was at the destination mrt, i was walking up the escalator, n saw a boy. haha, at the same time, i'm lookin for my place mah, den... unwittingly, i was following the boy... for a distance.. but i din forget i muz look for my place oso. =D following a while, i was looking at my hp msg, suddenly, someone jus came up to stand directly behind the boy. i felt tat's so over reactive n kay poh. it's not those slowly move to tat position, but tat person is walking fast, n stop there. but soon, i realise tat, a bangla was following mi, den change to walk beside mi. at tat pt, i felt VERY STRANGE. a boy walking in front, 2 guys behind him....... wah lia, i immediately siamzzz n overtook the boy.
den later, i still managed to find the plc lah. haha, i got to the office 40 mins earlier. but i saw 2 indians b4 mi siazz... the interviewer is like a bubbly fella. he saw my cert, n tok wif mi abt wat job i looking for. i said java jobs. say abt my java dream. den he said, my cert helped mi a lot. i was happy. den he din ask anythign else... cos seem like my java cert really told a lot fo thigns abt mi. i feel confident of getting this job. if confirmed, 2nd interview is next fri.
after tat, went to meet frn to party. on teh mrt.. wah... wat's happening siazz??! i boarded train. saw tat the center got space, so i moved in. den i saw a nice looking dude, so i turned myself to kinda face him. later our sides got seats liao, so we sat opposite each other. i was still looking at him. den somehow, a fat ass came up, moved in a monkey manner, n stood in such way he block my view from the dude. DAMN!!! den all teh while, no chance to see him. fwe stops away, the ass left, n i thot will finalyl have a good chance to see him. den wah liao, antoher guy jus.. .so boliao stand in the same position.
when time for mi to alight, the dude went for left side door. hehe,i got up n wanna follow. den the person who stood in front of mi waved. it's my frn haha.
den later, went to the party. wah... long time no club... a bit not used to how it shld go. queueing to enter, there are some students entering.. wah liao, how i wish, those boys, they r topless in a room siazz.........
inside there, i took my frn up n down to explore, had soem drinks while waiting for party to start. same scene. the ppl on the dance flr not dancing at all. waiting for either good music, or someone to start the ball rolling, asian attitude. we went down there. waited for a while, no 1 dancing still. n my frn dun wan start. got 2 guys dancing separately though...
den.. to start my frn..... i went down to dance!!!!!!! i got down theer, n started moving about tot he beat!!!! hahaha.... it's so daring n fun!!!! even got ppl cheering for my courage!!!! i even gestured my frn to come up to the dance floor!!! n ppl still cheering!!!! n guess wat, when my frn hesitated, i went up to ask drag him along, the cheering stopped. LOL........
den i jus danced to wat n how i wan, since no 1 dancing at all. den 1 guy joined in. he good at dancing oso. haha, was impressed by his steps siazz... i'm actually surprised by how daring i'm to start dancing. influenced by the vodka-7up?? or i relaly relaxed n cool liao? i realyl have the whole dance flr to myself, so i can try any crazy moves i can think of LOL... know wat, the guy even exchange hp wif mi siazz.. he's bad at eng, but ... try to initiate cha twif mi though. n hor, wah so funny... when my frn jus stuck himself to a pillar, dun wanna dance, i went up to him, n danced before him, luring him to start oso.. haha.. i think tat's really veli daring in a str8/public club.
den later, we went up to 2nd flr.. the music is pop type.. or r&b? felt so awkward to dance to such slow music siazz... cant change my style so fast.. took a while. for those kids, they danced widly to the beats. mi? i moved slowly to the pace :) they usually jus move the body left/right, mi? i shrugged, shook n did soem movements wif my body haha.. n hor, got a guy wearing a white LOW CUT white top. wah.... delicious... hahah. on way home, saw an argument btwn taxi drv n 3 passengers. dunnow at happened, they drive to a corner, den the leader from the gang exchanging vulgarities with the drv. the leader is kinda tall, have the body but dun think hunk yet. i was wondering.. how will he look if he's tied up? he'll really b POW hahah..
Thursday, December 08, 2005
is it a stroke of good luck for year end?
i din have much time to catch up wif my frns few mths back due to my java exams. den towards end of yr, i experience a few things.
1) some ppl called mi up to meet. 1 person, who is attached (kinda), ask mi out often. even inviting mi to ktv, zoukout, n wanna go wif mi to diner wif a group of aj frns.
2) my sec frns r meeting up tis sunday. den the dinner wif the aj group is set to sunday oso. so i told the sec frns. they set to sun lunch. meaning, i'll b skipping family bfast, go sec frn lunch appt, den go dinner for the aj grp. a pretty packed wkend for mi, considering sat is my personal day when i get to do my things n clear maiols... n possibly porn catch up. den sunday is the time i use to catch up wif frns.
3) the oz ger, my pal ie, i usualy quite scared to tok to her, yes scared. cos she usually will give a bystander pov n give logical explanations. kinda like wanna tok cock wif her, she will jus "......." reply. n cos her tinking, as i said, is much matured than mi, she always overrules mi in watever i tell her, n kinda like, if she's troubled, watever i wanna say to her, she most probably has thot of tat oredi. so instead of helping/counselling/consoling, more like surface sharing n "u dun understand" kinda chat session.
but last night, i asked wat she wanna mi get for her, she again blasted mi off abt the selling price of asian vcd drama. well, she never fail to make mi think. hahah.
4) i applied for some jobs lah. den, tmr (9th dec) i got another interview. i had intended to tell them, i had a bday celeb party n need go off earlier at 4pm, if noting much to do. was oredi tinking abt it ytday (wednes) n was thinking if i shld bring it up today. luckily i din!!!! during lunch, the boss came in n tell us, company having dinner n dance. so we oso get to go off earlier at 3pm!! wah ku man!! n frankly, tis job i currently doing 1, the interview oso was impromptu 1. i din take any leave/off in my ex-job to go interview. n i got the job. den tis fri 1, i oso so qiao, got company off.
5) i supposed to get a vcd from my ns buddy's frn. tat frn say will meet mi over lunch to give mi buddy's gift, n will confirm lunch appt wif mi. but 2 days liao, no reply. haha. if he dun wan pass to mi, i bochap. speaking of tis, i have yet to exchange my oz $$, buy disposable briefs. n buy bks for my oz pals. haha, veli qiao hor, both pals r in perth. away from mi at the same time. is this a period fated for mi to grow n mature myself? to prepare for a good future? ;)
6) recently, i got a compliment letter from user. a simple thing, but it was made big. published in website even. n the news was even sent to our CEO. i wonder if he(CEO) will find odd if i quit, n b adviser instead siazz.. or will he take note? den, today, another user came to thx mi for my help n etc. haha... well, my mind is set liao. leave tis place.
7) for my first interview, i oni zapped a copy of my scp cert, n dip. i have taken the classes n exams for other java stuff oso. but din pass it to the company. tis may reflect bad on mi loh. so for fri interview, i'll pass a copy of all nec docx!!! firet interview at SLS there. 2nd interview (fri 1), ard bugis there. 3rd at jur area.
8) is 1.8 really so good? after i lowered my $$ from 2.2 - 2k, den to a final 1.8, 3 positions came up so far. cheap? ya, can say so. wah liao. even got ppl say, from my current 1.5, it's a big jump to 1.8k, even doe i dun have exp. gosh, i got a cert ok, n tis cert is a programer cert, not jus anyhow cope 1 ok. dun compare helpdesk wif the java job. helpdesk is low level. jva is more adv.
i din have much time to catch up wif my frns few mths back due to my java exams. den towards end of yr, i experience a few things.
1) some ppl called mi up to meet. 1 person, who is attached (kinda), ask mi out often. even inviting mi to ktv, zoukout, n wanna go wif mi to diner wif a group of aj frns.
2) my sec frns r meeting up tis sunday. den the dinner wif the aj group is set to sunday oso. so i told the sec frns. they set to sun lunch. meaning, i'll b skipping family bfast, go sec frn lunch appt, den go dinner for the aj grp. a pretty packed wkend for mi, considering sat is my personal day when i get to do my things n clear maiols... n possibly porn catch up. den sunday is the time i use to catch up wif frns.
3) the oz ger, my pal ie, i usualy quite scared to tok to her, yes scared. cos she usually will give a bystander pov n give logical explanations. kinda like wanna tok cock wif her, she will jus "......." reply. n cos her tinking, as i said, is much matured than mi, she always overrules mi in watever i tell her, n kinda like, if she's troubled, watever i wanna say to her, she most probably has thot of tat oredi. so instead of helping/counselling/consoling, more like surface sharing n "u dun understand" kinda chat session.
but last night, i asked wat she wanna mi get for her, she again blasted mi off abt the selling price of asian vcd drama. well, she never fail to make mi think. hahah.
4) i applied for some jobs lah. den, tmr (9th dec) i got another interview. i had intended to tell them, i had a bday celeb party n need go off earlier at 4pm, if noting much to do. was oredi tinking abt it ytday (wednes) n was thinking if i shld bring it up today. luckily i din!!!! during lunch, the boss came in n tell us, company having dinner n dance. so we oso get to go off earlier at 3pm!! wah ku man!! n frankly, tis job i currently doing 1, the interview oso was impromptu 1. i din take any leave/off in my ex-job to go interview. n i got the job. den tis fri 1, i oso so qiao, got company off.
5) i supposed to get a vcd from my ns buddy's frn. tat frn say will meet mi over lunch to give mi buddy's gift, n will confirm lunch appt wif mi. but 2 days liao, no reply. haha. if he dun wan pass to mi, i bochap. speaking of tis, i have yet to exchange my oz $$, buy disposable briefs. n buy bks for my oz pals. haha, veli qiao hor, both pals r in perth. away from mi at the same time. is this a period fated for mi to grow n mature myself? to prepare for a good future? ;)
6) recently, i got a compliment letter from user. a simple thing, but it was made big. published in website even. n the news was even sent to our CEO. i wonder if he(CEO) will find odd if i quit, n b adviser instead siazz.. or will he take note? den, today, another user came to thx mi for my help n etc. haha... well, my mind is set liao. leave tis place.
7) for my first interview, i oni zapped a copy of my scp cert, n dip. i have taken the classes n exams for other java stuff oso. but din pass it to the company. tis may reflect bad on mi loh. so for fri interview, i'll pass a copy of all nec docx!!! firet interview at SLS there. 2nd interview (fri 1), ard bugis there. 3rd at jur area.
8) is 1.8 really so good? after i lowered my $$ from 2.2 - 2k, den to a final 1.8, 3 positions came up so far. cheap? ya, can say so. wah liao. even got ppl say, from my current 1.5, it's a big jump to 1.8k, even doe i dun have exp. gosh, i got a cert ok, n tis cert is a programer cert, not jus anyhow cope 1 ok. dun compare helpdesk wif the java job. helpdesk is low level. jva is more adv.
Monday, December 05, 2005
some TRIVIAL UPDATES.
1) got 1 day, a work attire was badly crumpled, n i din bother to soften it b4 i iron. so still some lines here/there. i went to buy my lunch, the auntie ask who iron the shirt 1. i hesitated. cos i know it's ugly... n untidy. she ask again. i say mi. she praised mi, saying kids these days dun iron clothes at all. i was thinking, is she being frank or trying to poh mi?
2) thse 2 days, i dun see the ger's column anymore... n somehow, MB's column oso gone?? haha, i decided tat, if her column still apepar, i gonna skip it. immature comments is wat i can describe it as. comparing to nelson (the disabled person), his comments r really unbiased n reflecting wat's ahppening in the society. not simply complaining and making use of the nation-read paper to make a fuss of nothing.
some serious update
been updating regularly in my blog. but 2 regs din update mi on their status? dearies william, n oz pal. din hear anythign from them for a long time. for the ger, i can "check her out" in her blog.
" i'm allergic to ppl who wear contacts lenses..." oh... dun really, u wun have any chance of touching mi.. so, ur allergy wun happen :D, unless u have some hanky panky idea at nights??
"legthargic " wah ur msg so long.. i dun bother to copy ur whole line. ya, finding java jobs, which requires a professional level of understanding in order to do the jbo well. i'm alright lah, jus some reflections jotted down every now n den... now i gearing up for my xmas trip!!!
"it's full of singlish matie." well, i'm a true blur singaporean, who have no wish to be affected by accents of other countries n retain my roots. Singlish is Singapore's English. haha, but if u mean, got lotsa typo, tat's another thing lah. well, i dun wanna correct the spellings as long the words still make sense lah.
"omg...u are actually into jj lin?" nope, but i find he's better than SYZ. she rose due to her personality. her voice plays a smaller part. did she win awards from Taiwan singing awards?
at work, i still doing my part, n din ask for 2 much. confided some things in the new ger. n wat's funny is that, now tat KK is a snr, compared to new ger, he's starting to show attitude n demands towards the new ger. hahah... 2 things which i took note: the ger came in ask something, he commented "so 1 wk already, n starting to show attitude?" n oso, KK was... tidying himself up, ger commented "wah so vain ah?" he replied "jus tidying up, not vain". is there certain friction?
seem like, KK, having passed his CSO probation, has some standard for the ger, kinda like, "since i am able to do tis std, u shld too. u shld not commit mistakes tat i din".
monday, dun really rmb much of wat happened. jus tat, i kept on updating the team on wat happening to the connections. felt so much like the HP days, when the communication n coordination is much beter. sharing watever info we have, n letting every1 know. den i told the new ger, i going for interview today, n she'll know how i am intending to go..
this morning, i oredi planned liao. feigned sick. got thru the morning, n went for mc. felt pretty hungry siazz... n wah liao, my med subsidy really no more liao. ehhe, is it a secret? cos i realise tat, ppl who live in the neighbourhood, usually have low EQ. let's say, they sitting at a table. no space liao, u join at their table, but sit a lil distance from them. u eat n look up from time to time. den they thot y u keep looking up, n peep at u. i bochap them n keep eating. den they.. slap the table surface hard. 1 guy even flung his metal spooon away siazz..
sighzzz... have i really grown wif the yrs? cos, nowadays, those teens really look great by the day. most ppl know how to care for their facial liao. look good. but i wonder if i'm easily turned on by topless guys. maybe long time din see ppl stripping... hahaha... the interview quite ok... the agency din tell mi, but as i reach the place, i was kinda prepared tat i will be tested on practical programming. but hor, i failed to meet my stds.
the test was for mi to write a program tat guess a number tat the user is thinking of. the user response wif "bigger" or "smaller". n i adjust my guess accordingly. run the program till the guess is correct. gosh, i spent 20 mins searchign internet for info, 20 mins to code, n 20 mins to troubleshoot. 30 mins more than my std.
lastly, I'M INFATUATED WIF CH U CONTESTANTS!!!!
1) got 1 day, a work attire was badly crumpled, n i din bother to soften it b4 i iron. so still some lines here/there. i went to buy my lunch, the auntie ask who iron the shirt 1. i hesitated. cos i know it's ugly... n untidy. she ask again. i say mi. she praised mi, saying kids these days dun iron clothes at all. i was thinking, is she being frank or trying to poh mi?
2) thse 2 days, i dun see the ger's column anymore... n somehow, MB's column oso gone?? haha, i decided tat, if her column still apepar, i gonna skip it. immature comments is wat i can describe it as. comparing to nelson (the disabled person), his comments r really unbiased n reflecting wat's ahppening in the society. not simply complaining and making use of the nation-read paper to make a fuss of nothing.
some serious update
been updating regularly in my blog. but 2 regs din update mi on their status? dearies william, n oz pal. din hear anythign from them for a long time. for the ger, i can "check her out" in her blog.
" i'm allergic to ppl who wear contacts lenses..." oh... dun really, u wun have any chance of touching mi.. so, ur allergy wun happen :D, unless u have some hanky panky idea at nights??
"legthargic " wah ur msg so long.. i dun bother to copy ur whole line. ya, finding java jobs, which requires a professional level of understanding in order to do the jbo well. i'm alright lah, jus some reflections jotted down every now n den... now i gearing up for my xmas trip!!!
"it's full of singlish matie." well, i'm a true blur singaporean, who have no wish to be affected by accents of other countries n retain my roots. Singlish is Singapore's English. haha, but if u mean, got lotsa typo, tat's another thing lah. well, i dun wanna correct the spellings as long the words still make sense lah.
"omg...u are actually into jj lin?" nope, but i find he's better than SYZ. she rose due to her personality. her voice plays a smaller part. did she win awards from Taiwan singing awards?
at work, i still doing my part, n din ask for 2 much. confided some things in the new ger. n wat's funny is that, now tat KK is a snr, compared to new ger, he's starting to show attitude n demands towards the new ger. hahah... 2 things which i took note: the ger came in ask something, he commented "so 1 wk already, n starting to show attitude?" n oso, KK was... tidying himself up, ger commented "wah so vain ah?" he replied "jus tidying up, not vain". is there certain friction?
seem like, KK, having passed his CSO probation, has some standard for the ger, kinda like, "since i am able to do tis std, u shld too. u shld not commit mistakes tat i din".
monday, dun really rmb much of wat happened. jus tat, i kept on updating the team on wat happening to the connections. felt so much like the HP days, when the communication n coordination is much beter. sharing watever info we have, n letting every1 know. den i told the new ger, i going for interview today, n she'll know how i am intending to go..
this morning, i oredi planned liao. feigned sick. got thru the morning, n went for mc. felt pretty hungry siazz... n wah liao, my med subsidy really no more liao. ehhe, is it a secret? cos i realise tat, ppl who live in the neighbourhood, usually have low EQ. let's say, they sitting at a table. no space liao, u join at their table, but sit a lil distance from them. u eat n look up from time to time. den they thot y u keep looking up, n peep at u. i bochap them n keep eating. den they.. slap the table surface hard. 1 guy even flung his metal spooon away siazz..
sighzzz... have i really grown wif the yrs? cos, nowadays, those teens really look great by the day. most ppl know how to care for their facial liao. look good. but i wonder if i'm easily turned on by topless guys. maybe long time din see ppl stripping... hahaha... the interview quite ok... the agency din tell mi, but as i reach the place, i was kinda prepared tat i will be tested on practical programming. but hor, i failed to meet my stds.
the test was for mi to write a program tat guess a number tat the user is thinking of. the user response wif "bigger" or "smaller". n i adjust my guess accordingly. run the program till the guess is correct. gosh, i spent 20 mins searchign internet for info, 20 mins to code, n 20 mins to troubleshoot. 30 mins more than my std.
lastly, I'M INFATUATED WIF CH U CONTESTANTS!!!!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
MCS TV AWARDS!!!! left, a staff walking fann wong out. he's good looking. centre is julian hee. i can't blif he lost in the newcomer race so fast!!!!! where is our PLU POWER??!?!?! right, is adam chen... umm, i dunno if he's up for any nominations, but glad he's there!!!! LOVE U GUYS!!!!!!!!!!!!! :heart:
my last blog is abt deciding whether to go dinner anot...
ok, den sat, i went swimming. wah liao.. damn barbaric acts siazz!!! had 2 encounters.. the guys simply bochap who is swimming across their path, n simply wnana swim their own path, without caring if any1 is oredi swimming. 1 guy's body bumped on my head. another 1 simply swam right in front of mi, until i punched him lightly, n even coughed. sighzz.. den some kids.. ya kids, they oso jus swim watever way they wan... anyway, i jus give way as muhc as i can... but hor, wah, ok,, frankly, i din wash my hair last night, den during the swim, my slightly oily hair become veli dry siazz.. wah, chlorine really dry up my hair...
den took a bath. funny leh. i was at the last cubicle n my bag was directly outside mi. a guy came in, hung his bag on the book above my bag, n put kid's float beside my bag. wah liao.. but hor, haha, ok lah, as i dressing up in the bathroom, a boy (sec sch age) was changing drying body n waiting his frn, but he was facing my side siazz!!! i look at his body every now n den. din do anything at all. jus keep looking.
den being an observant singaporean, on my way to the bday thingy, a ger beside mi was rubbing her arm. i saw the a/c was blowing her, so i asked if she's cold. haha, i know it's weird of locals, but well, y not b frnly? n i fianlly, understand y dinners can b the ice breaker... wif 2 ppl who i seldom tok, i joked n chatted a bit loh.. but of cos mus b ready to chat, n dun b so quiet lah.. e meal was interesting... bu5 1 sad thing. cos camera's flash will kill the ambience, i din use it. den the snr blurted out "wat camera u using?? how come no flash 1?" wah liao way. wat she tryignt o say????? den i told them, having flash kill ambience...
den headed down to get my free gifts. hang on. i took "Today" papers n read it. i really... wonder wat's the purpose of getting ppl to write columns. for them to write unbiased views, or for them to complain, or treat it as a plc to say watever they wan, since some r popular in certain way...
a ger is a regular columnist. i dunno y she is. did Today pay her? watever she write, she jus criticise tis/tat. saying those disabled toilets r spacious, nice to use. come on, r u disabled enuff to use 1? n pls, wheelchairs TAKE UP SPACE. y nto u say, why r roads so wide, but pedestrians' pavement is so narrow?? even xmas deco oso comment, tat ppl r alright with "corporate advertisement, oops, deco". come on!!! decos r meant to brighten up the place!!! the companies DO take the chance to advertise!!
btu i'm impressed by Mr brown's way of replying n commenting. it's really a VAST diff btwn the qualities. although MB toks a lot in singlish, he can still use proper english whcih i could not really comprehend.
ok, back to gifts. sighzz, disappointing. canon a520 hor, eat batt VELI VELI FAST. the guy who tended to mi, stood in a listening posture. almost like army style "senangdi ri". almost like "his crotch can be grabbed anytime" hahaah... den went to get my lens. wah, long time never wear. took a while to get used to the "extra thing inside my eyes". n hor, the staf really quite.. knowledgeable. she shoqwed mi a container whcih has holes, explaning the holes r for hydro peroxide to escape. umm.
finally, went for my haircut!!!! i think std price for mi liao. cut + color + highlight + txtmt = 159$$. am i sensitive? cos these days, when i go there, the shop oni give mi men's health to read hahaha... ya ya, all those gorgeous bods to ogle over. n hor, haha, the stylist was guding mi how to style my hair,
i blurted "wah, u like to play wif my hair hor?"
she stunned, i say "i cant even get so many styles siazz"
my meaning was "u like to play wif my hair hor? can make so many styles"
den when the hairdo over, hehe, i greeted a few other stylist who helped mi b4. even a wel built guy, oso greeted mi, n i greeted back.
now, wif my new hair, contact lens, bluetooth, i'm ready to rock n enjoy xmas!!!!!
got home nothing much to do. watch vids n things. dreaming of a hunk for mi to enjoy wif... n doing foreplay now n den, to keep mi high, but not to JO, so tat i still in the mood. wanna sleep early lei... but, wanna watch amei on tv.
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next morning, ie today morning. wore my lens. den a frn msg mi if wanna lunch tonight. i was deciding. den went for family bfast. tis time, i'm sure i put to good use wat i read from the EQ guidance book!!!
daddy ordered noodles for us. den he din ask for "1 plate no chilli". when the dish came, i ask which 1 no chilli. the person blur. daddy jus say "more or less, sure got chilli 1..." i know wat happened liao. so i jus ate the noodles. it's spicy. so i finished the meat oni. daddy den say "dun wan liao? eat so little. give the stall a bad name. if u wan, say earlier lah, den ask for exchange".
i was stunned. but din say anything. he was jus grumbling n dun wanna admit his mistake. den i ordered chicken rice. i know it's self svc. but i dun wan use my money. i went back to sit. later, when it's ready, i ask my dad for money (it's family bfast mah). haha, scheming mi hor?
den later on, went to meet a fridae guy (again fridae hor?). he's another chatty mate. not sure if can b listener anot... but oso, he's a... soft or sissy person loh. m i critical to say such things?? n hor, these days, been meeting up wif ppl who i dun have any interest in... haha... dunno y oso. but at least i realise... if ppl like u, den they will try to tok a lot to u, keeping u entertained.
den on way home, wah liao. i reallty dun understand some times. a crowded bus. i listening to mp3, lip-syncing the words. a guy ... 30+ ugly guy sitting while i standing. i'm holding on to his hand rails. den he put his hand near the plc i grab the rails. i retreated my hands. den later, he put other hand over his own to move nearer to my hands. wah liao.................. i stared at him. den let go to hold the bar hanging from the bus roof.
the tv awards hor... DISAPPOINTING. HOW COME JULIAN KICKED OUT SO FAST?????????? N PAN LING LING AS WELL....... DEN my mum was commenting tat, our President was lowering his position by presenting an entertainment award to fann wong. but i see it diff'ly. fann wong, although i dun like her, i admire her capability n ... luck? cos she did do singapore proud by appearing in international events, letting ppl know abt us, n perhaps inviting .... biz into here? so i think president was shwoing his appreciation. i say president, cos i dunno how to address a political figure in my blog
------------- sleep liao./// tues got interview. i checked 2 places for the price of laminating my java cert. 1 is $3, 1 is $2.5. haha... den tmr wear lens*
ok, den sat, i went swimming. wah liao.. damn barbaric acts siazz!!! had 2 encounters.. the guys simply bochap who is swimming across their path, n simply wnana swim their own path, without caring if any1 is oredi swimming. 1 guy's body bumped on my head. another 1 simply swam right in front of mi, until i punched him lightly, n even coughed. sighzz.. den some kids.. ya kids, they oso jus swim watever way they wan... anyway, i jus give way as muhc as i can... but hor, wah, ok,, frankly, i din wash my hair last night, den during the swim, my slightly oily hair become veli dry siazz.. wah, chlorine really dry up my hair...
den took a bath. funny leh. i was at the last cubicle n my bag was directly outside mi. a guy came in, hung his bag on the book above my bag, n put kid's float beside my bag. wah liao.. but hor, haha, ok lah, as i dressing up in the bathroom, a boy (sec sch age) was changing drying body n waiting his frn, but he was facing my side siazz!!! i look at his body every now n den. din do anything at all. jus keep looking.
den being an observant singaporean, on my way to the bday thingy, a ger beside mi was rubbing her arm. i saw the a/c was blowing her, so i asked if she's cold. haha, i know it's weird of locals, but well, y not b frnly? n i fianlly, understand y dinners can b the ice breaker... wif 2 ppl who i seldom tok, i joked n chatted a bit loh.. but of cos mus b ready to chat, n dun b so quiet lah.. e meal was interesting... bu5 1 sad thing. cos camera's flash will kill the ambience, i din use it. den the snr blurted out "wat camera u using?? how come no flash 1?" wah liao way. wat she tryignt o say????? den i told them, having flash kill ambience...
den headed down to get my free gifts. hang on. i took "Today" papers n read it. i really... wonder wat's the purpose of getting ppl to write columns. for them to write unbiased views, or for them to complain, or treat it as a plc to say watever they wan, since some r popular in certain way...
a ger is a regular columnist. i dunno y she is. did Today pay her? watever she write, she jus criticise tis/tat. saying those disabled toilets r spacious, nice to use. come on, r u disabled enuff to use 1? n pls, wheelchairs TAKE UP SPACE. y nto u say, why r roads so wide, but pedestrians' pavement is so narrow?? even xmas deco oso comment, tat ppl r alright with "corporate advertisement, oops, deco". come on!!! decos r meant to brighten up the place!!! the companies DO take the chance to advertise!!
btu i'm impressed by Mr brown's way of replying n commenting. it's really a VAST diff btwn the qualities. although MB toks a lot in singlish, he can still use proper english whcih i could not really comprehend.
ok, back to gifts. sighzz, disappointing. canon a520 hor, eat batt VELI VELI FAST. the guy who tended to mi, stood in a listening posture. almost like army style "senangdi ri". almost like "his crotch can be grabbed anytime" hahaah... den went to get my lens. wah, long time never wear. took a while to get used to the "extra thing inside my eyes". n hor, the staf really quite.. knowledgeable. she shoqwed mi a container whcih has holes, explaning the holes r for hydro peroxide to escape. umm.
finally, went for my haircut!!!! i think std price for mi liao. cut + color + highlight + txtmt = 159$$. am i sensitive? cos these days, when i go there, the shop oni give mi men's health to read hahaha... ya ya, all those gorgeous bods to ogle over. n hor, haha, the stylist was guding mi how to style my hair,
i blurted "wah, u like to play wif my hair hor?"
she stunned, i say "i cant even get so many styles siazz"
my meaning was "u like to play wif my hair hor? can make so many styles"
den when the hairdo over, hehe, i greeted a few other stylist who helped mi b4. even a wel built guy, oso greeted mi, n i greeted back.
now, wif my new hair, contact lens, bluetooth, i'm ready to rock n enjoy xmas!!!!!
got home nothing much to do. watch vids n things. dreaming of a hunk for mi to enjoy wif... n doing foreplay now n den, to keep mi high, but not to JO, so tat i still in the mood. wanna sleep early lei... but, wanna watch amei on tv.
======================
next morning, ie today morning. wore my lens. den a frn msg mi if wanna lunch tonight. i was deciding. den went for family bfast. tis time, i'm sure i put to good use wat i read from the EQ guidance book!!!
daddy ordered noodles for us. den he din ask for "1 plate no chilli". when the dish came, i ask which 1 no chilli. the person blur. daddy jus say "more or less, sure got chilli 1..." i know wat happened liao. so i jus ate the noodles. it's spicy. so i finished the meat oni. daddy den say "dun wan liao? eat so little. give the stall a bad name. if u wan, say earlier lah, den ask for exchange".
i was stunned. but din say anything. he was jus grumbling n dun wanna admit his mistake. den i ordered chicken rice. i know it's self svc. but i dun wan use my money. i went back to sit. later, when it's ready, i ask my dad for money (it's family bfast mah). haha, scheming mi hor?
den later on, went to meet a fridae guy (again fridae hor?). he's another chatty mate. not sure if can b listener anot... but oso, he's a... soft or sissy person loh. m i critical to say such things?? n hor, these days, been meeting up wif ppl who i dun have any interest in... haha... dunno y oso. but at least i realise... if ppl like u, den they will try to tok a lot to u, keeping u entertained.
den on way home, wah liao. i reallty dun understand some times. a crowded bus. i listening to mp3, lip-syncing the words. a guy ... 30+ ugly guy sitting while i standing. i'm holding on to his hand rails. den he put his hand near the plc i grab the rails. i retreated my hands. den later, he put other hand over his own to move nearer to my hands. wah liao.................. i stared at him. den let go to hold the bar hanging from the bus roof.
the tv awards hor... DISAPPOINTING. HOW COME JULIAN KICKED OUT SO FAST?????????? N PAN LING LING AS WELL....... DEN my mum was commenting tat, our President was lowering his position by presenting an entertainment award to fann wong. but i see it diff'ly. fann wong, although i dun like her, i admire her capability n ... luck? cos she did do singapore proud by appearing in international events, letting ppl know abt us, n perhaps inviting .... biz into here? so i think president was shwoing his appreciation. i say president, cos i dunno how to address a political figure in my blog
------------- sleep liao./// tues got interview. i checked 2 places for the price of laminating my java cert. 1 is $3, 1 is $2.5. haha... den tmr wear lens*
Thursday, December 01, 2005
i'm really beginning to lose interest in tis job...
the worse part came, when during lunch, the new ger who taking bach in psyho was having lunch wif mi. i told her abt my plans... trying to find a soulmate at work.. chatting is fine. but after tat, i begin to feel the lack of motivation at work...
now.. dunno wat to say liao... writing cock.
1) looking forward to jj lin over taking SYZ to b singapore's biggest ever export
2) ch 8 keep promoting its "star wards" since start of nov or end oct. den i felt it's SO EARLY... but now, i looking at the time schedule for ch 8, n realise it sjus around the corner suddenly siazz..
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have i got nothing else other than my job to bitch abt?
i jus rmb, ytday, my office need email another dept for officiality. (need to finish ASAP, den sleep early.. u'll know y later). i was composing it. den was abt to send off. jnr den rsuhed over. she saw, den.. dunno wat to do, n ask the new guy, KK, to review it, n see how to phrase it properly. KK looked, n said it's ok, dun need any re-phrasing. the jnr den was doing some other things. i was silent all the way.
'cos i really... give up feeling anythng there, n voicing out my thots. she still think i'm someone who is incapable. n need antoher person to justify if my language is correct. the stereotyping is there.
n den today, a few things happened... sighzz, jnr, KK, n new ger went lunch, bought xmas deco n took chance to kai-kai. on the email side, i had 1 suggestion, but the fat sup dis-regarded it all, sayign it's part of my job. jnr n KK both supported him, without sparing a thot on hwo to improve.
to mi, the fat sup was merely defending his stand. n the other 2 jus tryign to shwo they r thinking.
my interview has been confirmed, n i oso checked wif a programmer frn/colleague. he say my 1.8 is quite ok since i oni got paper, no work exp.
my speech-flow seem to have took a turn for worse... in the past, perhaps i can make out a line, proper eng line without problem. now, some words i use r kinda jarbled up. as in, i tend to jus say out what's in mind, instead of linking up my thots wif words n say it out for better understanding... muz improve... seem like, singlish n short cut terms r affecting mi. as in, i tend to take shortcuts to simplify words. i tend to cut a long story short to save time. but end up, the story is not clear.
during my prep for java exam, seem to have not oni lost some relations, but oso my insight gained b4 my focus on java. as i watch tv show, i begin to realise soem of the things whcih i had realised much earlier, but over the months of java prep i forgot........
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anyway, tmr will b busy day. original plan: go swim, haircut, go hbft, go get lens, n may meet a frn. sunday noon meet frn. den to celeb bday for colleague, i made adjustment. go swim, go bday, go hbft, get lens den hair... had planned not to go, as it clash wif my hair cut. but... oh well, to mix around, i have to move... i thot i'm really not used to such gathering... but if, the meeting is wif frns who i'm true to, i would love it.
the worse part came, when during lunch, the new ger who taking bach in psyho was having lunch wif mi. i told her abt my plans... trying to find a soulmate at work.. chatting is fine. but after tat, i begin to feel the lack of motivation at work...
now.. dunno wat to say liao... writing cock.
1) looking forward to jj lin over taking SYZ to b singapore's biggest ever export
2) ch 8 keep promoting its "star wards" since start of nov or end oct. den i felt it's SO EARLY... but now, i looking at the time schedule for ch 8, n realise it sjus around the corner suddenly siazz..
===========
have i got nothing else other than my job to bitch abt?
i jus rmb, ytday, my office need email another dept for officiality. (need to finish ASAP, den sleep early.. u'll know y later). i was composing it. den was abt to send off. jnr den rsuhed over. she saw, den.. dunno wat to do, n ask the new guy, KK, to review it, n see how to phrase it properly. KK looked, n said it's ok, dun need any re-phrasing. the jnr den was doing some other things. i was silent all the way.
'cos i really... give up feeling anythng there, n voicing out my thots. she still think i'm someone who is incapable. n need antoher person to justify if my language is correct. the stereotyping is there.
n den today, a few things happened... sighzz, jnr, KK, n new ger went lunch, bought xmas deco n took chance to kai-kai. on the email side, i had 1 suggestion, but the fat sup dis-regarded it all, sayign it's part of my job. jnr n KK both supported him, without sparing a thot on hwo to improve.
to mi, the fat sup was merely defending his stand. n the other 2 jus tryign to shwo they r thinking.
my interview has been confirmed, n i oso checked wif a programmer frn/colleague. he say my 1.8 is quite ok since i oni got paper, no work exp.
my speech-flow seem to have took a turn for worse... in the past, perhaps i can make out a line, proper eng line without problem. now, some words i use r kinda jarbled up. as in, i tend to jus say out what's in mind, instead of linking up my thots wif words n say it out for better understanding... muz improve... seem like, singlish n short cut terms r affecting mi. as in, i tend to take shortcuts to simplify words. i tend to cut a long story short to save time. but end up, the story is not clear.
during my prep for java exam, seem to have not oni lost some relations, but oso my insight gained b4 my focus on java. as i watch tv show, i begin to realise soem of the things whcih i had realised much earlier, but over the months of java prep i forgot........
=================
anyway, tmr will b busy day. original plan: go swim, haircut, go hbft, go get lens, n may meet a frn. sunday noon meet frn. den to celeb bday for colleague, i made adjustment. go swim, go bday, go hbft, get lens den hair... had planned not to go, as it clash wif my hair cut. but... oh well, to mix around, i have to move... i thot i'm really not used to such gathering... but if, the meeting is wif frns who i'm true to, i would love it.
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