simply look at tis cool dude.. the grin, the loose spot shirt.. n such HOT n... "holding" shorts.. wah liao... y mus he wear the shirt siazz... can jus wear the shorts oni mah...
Sunday, December 31, 2006
cool pic, i say. top left guy./. he fell over, and got water splashed onto him.. he's wearing black.. but can see tat his shirt is pressing onto his chest.. although not impressive, quite ... interesting hahah.. den btm left, a muscular guy jumping up ;) den.. the right side guy.. handsome, n lean n tone n muscled... wow.. dancers do have good figure!!
1 galore of cute guys... white shirt boy.. he acted in a movie.. cute style. boy in blue. he's damn smart.. he din do well in prelim round, but beat 4 girls in the final round, n lost to a real smart china national girl.. pink shirt guy, i find him cute in a way when i took his pic.. guy in green jacket.. kinda cute :) argh.. so many ppl to describe... the guy wif "8".. when i saw the scene, he look cute lah.. n the guy in top row in red n green shirt.. a cute grad who's a boss :)
Thursday, December 28, 2006
lol.. tok abt work again...
i realised today, wat my upperstudy thinking abt..
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today, cos our supervisor instructed mi some time back to update the GST % change into our webpages, i sent an email out to the whole team, den the whole team scrambled to find if their page got state the GST % anot.. cos i knw my upperstudy got chekc it b4, i asked her for the list of pages that carries tis info. she ask mi y i wan.. so i sent her the email from our boss, which states the boss wan the info. she den emailed her file out, writing tat, the file was done some time back, but no 1 seem to care abt updating the file.. wah liao, i can feel her angst. n true, later i tried toking to her, but she was having her ear piece on... kinda like drowning her unhappiness in music..
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my boss today asked mi to a meeting room to discuss a proposal. i thot of asking upperstudy along, as we work together. but boss say dun need.. during this meetign, i really learnt a lot.. n i understand y boss left upperstudy out.. cos upperstudy always respond very fast.. n to mi, the upperstudy always insists on her opinions over mine.. u'll know as u read on. 'cos she respond very fast, wif her around, it's impossible for mi to learn or share my ideas at all... true enuff, later when we discussing altogether abt the proposal, boss mentioned that "email recipients will be a few", den i highlighted tat it's "group recipient".. upperstudy rebutted "there's no difference"... wat can i say... i know there's no diff, but the common understanding is not there.. email group n few recipient r different, but technically the same.
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i dunno if i mentioned tis b4.. we need to do a test for our website.. originally, it's oni meant to b surfing the site to check everythign stay the same, no error. den i suggested to sup tat i worry abt the access time. he agreed, n ask mi to do some time test first. den he updated upperstudy. u knw wat, later upperstudy actually tookt he trouble n time to create a proper scenario testing document!! after doing so, she sent out the email.. the sup reply "good work". lol. i can see hwo hard she try to prove herself..
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n today oso, it';s really n interesting to see how much she try to work harder, when she feel tat she did not realise wat i found out..
cos.. i was checking our script files to see if there's any additional connection from our server to outside server. i found some. so i asked some ppl help mi test out the additional connections. via email lah. she replied ,asking wat files was i referring to.. i told her the files n wat the files do. THEN, she came up wif a long story.. to prove tat she looks further than mi..
currently, our script ftps files to a server using another project's ftp acct. she says tat there's more things needed to be done. eg, wat if that proj team changes the password? den we need to update oso. very troublesome. n r we still going to use tat acct?? she gave 3 suggestions. which i felt r really jus suggesting.. cos this thing has been going on for months.. long b4 i join. no prob at all. den, rite now, she gave 3 suggestions. i knw it'd be for the good of future... but isn't she thinking too much?? she was the one who told mi, dun think 2 much, jus do it for now, till furhter announcements...
hahahah... i jus wanna luff it off..
i realised today, wat my upperstudy thinking abt..
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today, cos our supervisor instructed mi some time back to update the GST % change into our webpages, i sent an email out to the whole team, den the whole team scrambled to find if their page got state the GST % anot.. cos i knw my upperstudy got chekc it b4, i asked her for the list of pages that carries tis info. she ask mi y i wan.. so i sent her the email from our boss, which states the boss wan the info. she den emailed her file out, writing tat, the file was done some time back, but no 1 seem to care abt updating the file.. wah liao, i can feel her angst. n true, later i tried toking to her, but she was having her ear piece on... kinda like drowning her unhappiness in music..
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my boss today asked mi to a meeting room to discuss a proposal. i thot of asking upperstudy along, as we work together. but boss say dun need.. during this meetign, i really learnt a lot.. n i understand y boss left upperstudy out.. cos upperstudy always respond very fast.. n to mi, the upperstudy always insists on her opinions over mine.. u'll know as u read on. 'cos she respond very fast, wif her around, it's impossible for mi to learn or share my ideas at all... true enuff, later when we discussing altogether abt the proposal, boss mentioned that "email recipients will be a few", den i highlighted tat it's "group recipient".. upperstudy rebutted "there's no difference"... wat can i say... i know there's no diff, but the common understanding is not there.. email group n few recipient r different, but technically the same.
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i dunno if i mentioned tis b4.. we need to do a test for our website.. originally, it's oni meant to b surfing the site to check everythign stay the same, no error. den i suggested to sup tat i worry abt the access time. he agreed, n ask mi to do some time test first. den he updated upperstudy. u knw wat, later upperstudy actually tookt he trouble n time to create a proper scenario testing document!! after doing so, she sent out the email.. the sup reply "good work". lol. i can see hwo hard she try to prove herself..
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n today oso, it';s really n interesting to see how much she try to work harder, when she feel tat she did not realise wat i found out..
cos.. i was checking our script files to see if there's any additional connection from our server to outside server. i found some. so i asked some ppl help mi test out the additional connections. via email lah. she replied ,asking wat files was i referring to.. i told her the files n wat the files do. THEN, she came up wif a long story.. to prove tat she looks further than mi..
currently, our script ftps files to a server using another project's ftp acct. she says tat there's more things needed to be done. eg, wat if that proj team changes the password? den we need to update oso. very troublesome. n r we still going to use tat acct?? she gave 3 suggestions. which i felt r really jus suggesting.. cos this thing has been going on for months.. long b4 i join. no prob at all. den, rite now, she gave 3 suggestions. i knw it'd be for the good of future... but isn't she thinking too much?? she was the one who told mi, dun think 2 much, jus do it for now, till furhter announcements...
hahahah... i jus wanna luff it off..
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
tis is another sex show.. pure sex show... these guys r jus wearing some "armour" to cover themselves up. but inside is nothing. can see rite?? left side, the motorbike, the guy oni wearing tat cross over thing, n SHORTS.. n tattoo. nothign else. den 2nd pic, the chest is almost completely seen.. less the pair of hands not pulling hard enuff lol... umm got some chest hor? 3rd pic oso.. jus armour covering up.. wat more, the shorts is another armour oni.. wah, they mus b wearing HOT PANTIES DOWN INSIDE lol..
oh.. this guy.. i think he took part in singapore's talent search? shi bin? anyway, when i editing the pix, den i find him gradually a dashing fellow.. at first glance, jus a good face. but the more i see, the more dashing he gets.. lol.. damn it, i oni took his shots when he's lying on bed in hospital lol.. well somehow, tat's when guys wif figure or tone body gets to show off their fruits of training wat!!
lol.. an assortment of nice n yucks pic.. ok.. the guy in b/w suit.. he seems an uprising singer, hosting a show in china.. nice looks... teh middle pic... kauzz.. sex show again.. this bulky fig was trying to thump the lower flr person.. so was jumping up n down to make noise. but hor, he was wearing some translucent tshirt.. tat cover nothing at all.. can even see him stretching his body.. might as well dun wear ler... den the malay subtitle pic, oh.. those olden days.. scenes of those days look interesting now.. den the maroon shirt guy.. nice guy hahah
oh... it's tat despo hsewife again... no, there's no repeat in singapore, i got tis pic when the serial was still showing.. n this guy is still hot lol.. a while back, he starred in a movie.. i dunno the turnout, seem quite normal.. or avg sale.. if not, shld hear some news.. anyway, he really knws where he's standing.. tat y.. the movie he appeared in jus g-string.. maybe he trying too hard to sell himself n to make it big.. he's got a good face n nice fig, dun need resort to such hard selling of his body to.. make a name.. names shld last... not b known for a min, n forgotten the next...
tis is the most kinky shot!!! those ancient pugilistic world.. in the top pic, the guy was held onto by many guys, but manage to shake them off by.. "pushing" them away.. but later, they got hold of his limbs n pulled him down... spread eagle wahahhaahah... tis is interesting!!! i thinking.. even in the acting scene, when he's in such posture, does any1 else interested in his body take a good 2nd look? cos he really totally cant move at all..limbs all spread out, shirt wide open.. haha.. quite a good time to play any games lol.. n such cloth normally very thin (from wat i see).. if a hand acidentally touch any part at tis time, surely feel soemthing whahaah..
a sex show.. y? cos.. the rite pic simply shows the handsome daniel wu flaunting his tits, n the black shirt guy oso.. den later on, both guys lie on ship, n gers start to apply some lotions onto them... wah liao.. anyway, i not into the other guy.. daniel wu is best here.. kept the other guy in, in case any1 else wanna see.. lol.. will i have a chance to see him rite in front of moi??
cuties' n yandaoz's galore!! from top left, i dunno who is he, but his dressing kept my eyes.. such low cut opening, and wearing shorts.. den the guy in black.. he's cute n kinda real on tv.. ie, he dun act innocent, but play hard. his screen name is "pixie". dent eh right side guy-in-white, is pretty nice looking, but he was a chub. den the bottom left guy.. he;s FAT, but cute in a way :).. the pink guy.. is bitta dashing :)
umm.. i wonder.. is it better for mi to post a new blog entry to reply comments, or better to just directly reply tat comment?
do u guys read replies to your replies? i mean, keep track if there's any reply to urs? or is it better to jus remain status quo?
anyway, hahah chris, the newly posted pix point to those pix i posted recently in my blog.. as i usually capture pix from my computer tv n post them here.. long time did not do tat.
n, haha.. x-tube??
do u guys read replies to your replies? i mean, keep track if there's any reply to urs? or is it better to jus remain status quo?
anyway, hahah chris, the newly posted pix point to those pix i posted recently in my blog.. as i usually capture pix from my computer tv n post them here.. long time did not do tat.
n, haha.. x-tube??
Monday, December 25, 2006
wow tis yr xmas another exciting day.. spending time wif ppl who knows how to joke n have fun is greater than spending time wif aj party who may b oni keen to get ur dick or ass... i was like tat, but i control myself nw..
met up wif my sec frns... n i was SO proud to pass them my name card!!!! cos i'm working in my dream job now!!! haha... how come it appears tat gay jokes/teases nvr fail to induce laughter??
2 sec frns came back from uk.. 1 male 1 female. i was/am close to the male 1 (no pun pls). when i first saw him, i felt he look like a balding uncle.. n he of cos din like tat.. but i say i dun wan to lie.. n he likes tat lol..
ummm... wah liao, nw in tis new job, i really dun have time to blog siazz.. always bz wif work.. cant detail down xmas day's events.. but really really goshly nice to spend time wif ppl who understand u n been through time wif u lol.. the chemistry n understanding is there oredi..
hehe, hope u guys like the newly posted pix =D
met up wif my sec frns... n i was SO proud to pass them my name card!!!! cos i'm working in my dream job now!!! haha... how come it appears tat gay jokes/teases nvr fail to induce laughter??
2 sec frns came back from uk.. 1 male 1 female. i was/am close to the male 1 (no pun pls). when i first saw him, i felt he look like a balding uncle.. n he of cos din like tat.. but i say i dun wan to lie.. n he likes tat lol..
ummm... wah liao, nw in tis new job, i really dun have time to blog siazz.. always bz wif work.. cant detail down xmas day's events.. but really really goshly nice to spend time wif ppl who understand u n been through time wif u lol.. the chemistry n understanding is there oredi..
hehe, hope u guys like the newly posted pix =D
Saturday, December 23, 2006
Friday, December 22, 2006
can i say tis is the happiest.. n sweetest tiem of my career?
u know.. ok, u may nt know.. tat when i apply for tis job, my pal advise mi to say tat i gonna grad tis yr. althought it's not the truth, it does give mi an edge, over being truthful n saying i gonna grad much later.. n hehe, i did get the job. but the catch is, when can i b frank..
my pal advise tat, after i'm confirmed liao, i can b truthful to them.. but well, truthful is 1 thign, being tactful is another.. have to think of how to explain so tat it sounds reasonable n wun have any signs of not telling truth from teh start.
ya lah, my boss is a very nice person. i oso can feel tat, i've been there for months, it's not possible for them to terminate my svc, they need to invest a lil 2 much time to train up n interview more ppl.. so most likely, i will b retained.. but i cant b too complacent abt it.. need to still exude the mood of "i feel bad" abt it...
finally i took the chance to speak to her... i dun wanna delay anymore... better to get over with it. ASAP.
hehe.. she's ok wif it!!! n she oso speak to mi abt her expectations n shared her thots on the abilities of the ppl here... funny... she say some ppl she take them as entry lvl staff cos they fresh grad.. but the thign is tat, they actually r smarter n more efficient.. perhaps cos they can think n analyse better, so can go higher level. den those who supposed to have some working exp, they actually kinda slower..
anyway, i'm really happy... cos... maybe the xmas season, n season of relaxing, i'm oso kinda relaxed.. n kinda prepared to really plan my life.. lol..
u know.. ok, u may nt know.. tat when i apply for tis job, my pal advise mi to say tat i gonna grad tis yr. althought it's not the truth, it does give mi an edge, over being truthful n saying i gonna grad much later.. n hehe, i did get the job. but the catch is, when can i b frank..
my pal advise tat, after i'm confirmed liao, i can b truthful to them.. but well, truthful is 1 thign, being tactful is another.. have to think of how to explain so tat it sounds reasonable n wun have any signs of not telling truth from teh start.
ya lah, my boss is a very nice person. i oso can feel tat, i've been there for months, it's not possible for them to terminate my svc, they need to invest a lil 2 much time to train up n interview more ppl.. so most likely, i will b retained.. but i cant b too complacent abt it.. need to still exude the mood of "i feel bad" abt it...
finally i took the chance to speak to her... i dun wanna delay anymore... better to get over with it. ASAP.
hehe.. she's ok wif it!!! n she oso speak to mi abt her expectations n shared her thots on the abilities of the ppl here... funny... she say some ppl she take them as entry lvl staff cos they fresh grad.. but the thign is tat, they actually r smarter n more efficient.. perhaps cos they can think n analyse better, so can go higher level. den those who supposed to have some working exp, they actually kinda slower..
anyway, i'm really happy... cos... maybe the xmas season, n season of relaxing, i'm oso kinda relaxed.. n kinda prepared to really plan my life.. lol..
Thursday, December 21, 2006
Sunday, December 17, 2006
after watching so many of andy lau's movies on the tv.. i begin to feel tat, his movies is a proof of quality n integrity... not some lousy movie meant to draw money from his fans... i respect him for it..
got tat "tai chek lou".. i thot it was merely a (shallow) movie on him being a muscled gigolo.. den falling in love wif cecilia cheung.. those simple love story... i guess i was very much influenced by his acting wif sammi cheng, which usually involves jus a luffing storyline, comedic acts, and a "happily-ever after" ending... but nope, tis movie, is abt him able to feel the past, n predict the future.. a show abt karma... nice
den, got tat wu-jian-dao (infernal affairs).. i again thot it's jus a spy show... see on tv liao, den i realise how.. exaggerated but detailed n scheming story plot... cool..
den now, got tat shi-mian-mai-fu.. abt assasins... another complicated plot... wow... i really take my hat off these directors.. or story writers..
strangely.. hwo come so much movies are taken off novels?? r authors really such great writers? den y we need scripters??
got tat "tai chek lou".. i thot it was merely a (shallow) movie on him being a muscled gigolo.. den falling in love wif cecilia cheung.. those simple love story... i guess i was very much influenced by his acting wif sammi cheng, which usually involves jus a luffing storyline, comedic acts, and a "happily-ever after" ending... but nope, tis movie, is abt him able to feel the past, n predict the future.. a show abt karma... nice
den, got tat wu-jian-dao (infernal affairs).. i again thot it's jus a spy show... see on tv liao, den i realise how.. exaggerated but detailed n scheming story plot... cool..
den now, got tat shi-mian-mai-fu.. abt assasins... another complicated plot... wow... i really take my hat off these directors.. or story writers..
strangely.. hwo come so much movies are taken off novels?? r authors really such great writers? den y we need scripters??
wahahha... somehow, the vid i posted in youtube.. over 2 days got 56 views liao... lol.. haha.. nw, i busy editing photos to give my cute photography model as a xmas gift.. den, hope can start posting my "closet's" pix..
umm.. i oso intend to post a vid of myself singing ktv at home ehhehe... well, no face to show ppl, dun dare sing without music, cant play proper music myself.. wat to expect lei..
umm.. i oso intend to post a vid of myself singing ktv at home ehhehe... well, no face to show ppl, dun dare sing without music, cant play proper music myself.. wat to expect lei..
Saturday, December 16, 2006
gosh.. i'm going siaozz..
in the morning, i took an early mrt to my gym.. end up i took an early bus oso.. n the bus was single decker... sianzz... so squeezy.
den the training session.. a female trainer supposed to guide mi... but she was tied up wif other work.. end up i did a short training session myself.. n later, she came up.. wah liao.. somehow, i felt tat, her suddeny appearance disrupted my training.. in such way tat i din really do much training.. more to learning how the weights can help mi do wat.. umm.. i prefer the filipino trainer..
n today, she was telling mi how to train up the chest muscles.. n was pulling her arms back a lot.. umm.. if it's the guy trainer.. hahah... his well-maintained chest muscles shld b quite obvious lol..
anyway, i decided how shld my trainign schedule b..
10am do trainig = 1 hr.
11-1pm swim
1-130 steamroom... hahah.. shiok...
den my haircut today.. the usual stylist (Cute boy) left liao.. den main stylist doing my hair.. seems like a bit outta shape siazz.. i mean her concentration.. cos she style my hair till it's kinda bloating.. anyway, maybe 'cos she's tired lah..
but i oso bought a new earpiece (which dun fit my mp3 player style.. sianzz), and new trunks (tight fitting.. n sexy) lol..
n ya.. the siao thing is... i went to shi xin hui's singing session.. n got her autograph... wah liao.. how did i ever.. other than amei... support someone so much... hehe, i even whispered to her "looking forward to her next album"..
hehe... den while she singing, got a beng gia keep looking at my direction.. lol i think he noticed mi always eyeing him, so wanan confirm again.. in the end, i took his pix whahaha...
in the morning, i took an early mrt to my gym.. end up i took an early bus oso.. n the bus was single decker... sianzz... so squeezy.
den the training session.. a female trainer supposed to guide mi... but she was tied up wif other work.. end up i did a short training session myself.. n later, she came up.. wah liao.. somehow, i felt tat, her suddeny appearance disrupted my training.. in such way tat i din really do much training.. more to learning how the weights can help mi do wat.. umm.. i prefer the filipino trainer..
n today, she was telling mi how to train up the chest muscles.. n was pulling her arms back a lot.. umm.. if it's the guy trainer.. hahah... his well-maintained chest muscles shld b quite obvious lol..
anyway, i decided how shld my trainign schedule b..
10am do trainig = 1 hr.
11-1pm swim
1-130 steamroom... hahah.. shiok...
den my haircut today.. the usual stylist (Cute boy) left liao.. den main stylist doing my hair.. seems like a bit outta shape siazz.. i mean her concentration.. cos she style my hair till it's kinda bloating.. anyway, maybe 'cos she's tired lah..
but i oso bought a new earpiece (which dun fit my mp3 player style.. sianzz), and new trunks (tight fitting.. n sexy) lol..
n ya.. the siao thing is... i went to shi xin hui's singing session.. n got her autograph... wah liao.. how did i ever.. other than amei... support someone so much... hehe, i even whispered to her "looking forward to her next album"..
hehe... den while she singing, got a beng gia keep looking at my direction.. lol i think he noticed mi always eyeing him, so wanan confirm again.. in the end, i took his pix whahaha...
Friday, December 15, 2006
some time back (last wk), was blogging my thots.. den i went out.. n came back... to find tat my browser hung siazz!!! my un-done blog for tat day lost just like dat man!!
so, til nw i decided to write again.. cos got someone i really need to thx...
for a good long time, i've not went out to enjoy myself at all.. den last sat, 2 frns asked mi out for a bday party... the first frn was a buddy of my ex.. but his invitation was shortlived... any1 can guess the reason.. 2nd was ... a frn who really cared a lot abt mi..
2nd frn n i.. met up for a meal, n chatted quite a bit. it made my day.
den, we met again on a sat. tis time, he brought a new frn along.. an indon guy.. who was very much closetted.. on tat day, while on the streets, we had joy, n laughter. it's so enjoyable! it was really.. nice.. in the bday pub, he introduced his frns to mi.. but i jus stayed in a corner wif his new frn. even when the music came, my fav music (MC's it's like tat), i jus sat there.. leg moving to the beat.
den got some ppl come in.. ahah, a guy came wif his gf.. n they are sitting opposite us.. from time to time, i look at him.. jus nothing to do.. but he got sensitive (of cos.. i'm sitting wif a guy) n did all sorts of weird things to shwo he was unperturbed lol..
got 1 time, as the pub was filled wif floating balloons, he took a handful and tied them together. i watched him doing it.. n he got so nervous, he did a slipshod job n released them whahaha...
den in the pub, there was a ger dancing to the music beside mi.. her moves were so bold n violent tat her legs hit my thigh at times.. i moved my leg away.. cos i dun wan give any chances to gers.. den later.. u knw wat? my frn introduced her to mi... n I REALISED SHE'S A LESBIAN, WHO WAS THERE WIF HER GF!!!! WAH SIAO!!!!!!!
ahhaa.. den i was chatting wif the new frn.. n he said he may get married.. i asked if he can have sex wif a ger. he said he dunno cos he never tried wif a ger, n wld nt do so unless he's married. den i told him, i knw i cant do it wif a ger... cos i like the firmness n solid feel of a man's chest, n i get turned off if i feel soemthing filmsy n round... lol...
for teh whole time, i was jus sitting there wif the new frn.. n i was coughing hard.. i din go out to socialise.. but then, on my way back, i realised... i was really back to my lone self... cos i knw tat, in order to enjoy myself, i shld n can go out n make new frns.. it does not matter at all.. well i guess i needed the time to warm up again :)... n on xmas day, my frn invited mi again to his best frn (a ger) bday party.. a surprise party tat is... i really appreciate his kindness n good intentions...
n oh well, for tat saturday, it's pertty eventful!! i went for my gym as usual.. tis time, got a personal trainer wif mi.. n he was actually a judge for those body building contests!!! my gosh!!! he's abt my height but is pretty well built.. but well, he's filipino... um.. i shld say, wif a dark skin color.. if nt, i may have liked him.. he guided mi well.. n i was doing those gym machines.. wow... n i had wanted to swim too.. but i forgot my trunks.. sighzz..
n tis time, the steam room.. so damn hot!!! i cant even sit there without my towels!! meaning, i have to ensure i'm sitting on my towel!!! cos the tiles r hot!! n it's totally jus heat.. dunno if tis shld b the case.. but i felt very warm..
den latr, i oso went for a dance lesson.. not a gay class.. so the crowd has young n old, gers n guys.. cool...
the class... conducted by a lady dancer, used various techniques to start the class. it's not a dance class, but more to a improvisation n.. exploring class. when i got there, wow.. i oredi noticed a tall, tone, lean muscled fellow wearing a gymnastic attire lol..
we were first asked to close our eyes, n use our touches to feel around the place.. haha, dunno if tis is supposed to be the purpose, but i actually discovered another character of myself... cos i was moving around wif my eyes closed n using hands to feel around.. the moment i touched someone, i tend to shy away from it (dunno if shy is a good word.. but i cna oni think of tis word nw) n explore further.. but the instructor had said "once u find something, u can feel it.." but i shied away.. it's jus so me.. i tend to be a loner.. n dun wan mix around.. perhaps unless i knw the place well..
den, we were oso asked to move into the open area n do watever we wan.. watever our minds tell us... but when someone shouts "hold", we need to pause. shout "go" n we have to carry on from where we left off.. BUT the catch is, when we hear "go", will we continue wat we were doing, or start a new thing?
the instructor went out n did her acts.. she was swinging her arms when i suddenly shouted "hold". she paused. n when "go" was shouted, she paused there, cos she has no idea wat else to do.. seconds later ,she did something else..
i guess i really pretty keen to explore dancing further...
n my gawd... i really have a lot of personal things to do... watching vids, n posting pixxx... wahzzz
so, til nw i decided to write again.. cos got someone i really need to thx...
for a good long time, i've not went out to enjoy myself at all.. den last sat, 2 frns asked mi out for a bday party... the first frn was a buddy of my ex.. but his invitation was shortlived... any1 can guess the reason.. 2nd was ... a frn who really cared a lot abt mi..
2nd frn n i.. met up for a meal, n chatted quite a bit. it made my day.
den, we met again on a sat. tis time, he brought a new frn along.. an indon guy.. who was very much closetted.. on tat day, while on the streets, we had joy, n laughter. it's so enjoyable! it was really.. nice.. in the bday pub, he introduced his frns to mi.. but i jus stayed in a corner wif his new frn. even when the music came, my fav music (MC's it's like tat), i jus sat there.. leg moving to the beat.
den got some ppl come in.. ahah, a guy came wif his gf.. n they are sitting opposite us.. from time to time, i look at him.. jus nothing to do.. but he got sensitive (of cos.. i'm sitting wif a guy) n did all sorts of weird things to shwo he was unperturbed lol..
got 1 time, as the pub was filled wif floating balloons, he took a handful and tied them together. i watched him doing it.. n he got so nervous, he did a slipshod job n released them whahaha...
den in the pub, there was a ger dancing to the music beside mi.. her moves were so bold n violent tat her legs hit my thigh at times.. i moved my leg away.. cos i dun wan give any chances to gers.. den later.. u knw wat? my frn introduced her to mi... n I REALISED SHE'S A LESBIAN, WHO WAS THERE WIF HER GF!!!! WAH SIAO!!!!!!!
ahhaa.. den i was chatting wif the new frn.. n he said he may get married.. i asked if he can have sex wif a ger. he said he dunno cos he never tried wif a ger, n wld nt do so unless he's married. den i told him, i knw i cant do it wif a ger... cos i like the firmness n solid feel of a man's chest, n i get turned off if i feel soemthing filmsy n round... lol...
for teh whole time, i was jus sitting there wif the new frn.. n i was coughing hard.. i din go out to socialise.. but then, on my way back, i realised... i was really back to my lone self... cos i knw tat, in order to enjoy myself, i shld n can go out n make new frns.. it does not matter at all.. well i guess i needed the time to warm up again :)... n on xmas day, my frn invited mi again to his best frn (a ger) bday party.. a surprise party tat is... i really appreciate his kindness n good intentions...
n oh well, for tat saturday, it's pertty eventful!! i went for my gym as usual.. tis time, got a personal trainer wif mi.. n he was actually a judge for those body building contests!!! my gosh!!! he's abt my height but is pretty well built.. but well, he's filipino... um.. i shld say, wif a dark skin color.. if nt, i may have liked him.. he guided mi well.. n i was doing those gym machines.. wow... n i had wanted to swim too.. but i forgot my trunks.. sighzz..
n tis time, the steam room.. so damn hot!!! i cant even sit there without my towels!! meaning, i have to ensure i'm sitting on my towel!!! cos the tiles r hot!! n it's totally jus heat.. dunno if tis shld b the case.. but i felt very warm..
den latr, i oso went for a dance lesson.. not a gay class.. so the crowd has young n old, gers n guys.. cool...
the class... conducted by a lady dancer, used various techniques to start the class. it's not a dance class, but more to a improvisation n.. exploring class. when i got there, wow.. i oredi noticed a tall, tone, lean muscled fellow wearing a gymnastic attire lol..
we were first asked to close our eyes, n use our touches to feel around the place.. haha, dunno if tis is supposed to be the purpose, but i actually discovered another character of myself... cos i was moving around wif my eyes closed n using hands to feel around.. the moment i touched someone, i tend to shy away from it (dunno if shy is a good word.. but i cna oni think of tis word nw) n explore further.. but the instructor had said "once u find something, u can feel it.." but i shied away.. it's jus so me.. i tend to be a loner.. n dun wan mix around.. perhaps unless i knw the place well..
den, we were oso asked to move into the open area n do watever we wan.. watever our minds tell us... but when someone shouts "hold", we need to pause. shout "go" n we have to carry on from where we left off.. BUT the catch is, when we hear "go", will we continue wat we were doing, or start a new thing?
the instructor went out n did her acts.. she was swinging her arms when i suddenly shouted "hold". she paused. n when "go" was shouted, she paused there, cos she has no idea wat else to do.. seconds later ,she did something else..
i guess i really pretty keen to explore dancing further...
n my gawd... i really have a lot of personal things to do... watching vids, n posting pixxx... wahzzz
Thursday, December 07, 2006
NOT WATCHING PROJECT SUPER STAR II (PSS2) ANYMORE
the title says it all... my favs all kicked out... kenny 1st round, daren 2nd round.. sianzz...
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
haah, in an email, someone told mi, my blog reflect tat i'm sexually deprived... YES.. (the hell) definitely i am!! i mentioned soem time back, tat i finally understood why ther are call boys... i dun enjoy.. or maybe have not seen the goodness/adv of going to those spas for us.. so i dun rule out the possibility of mi engaging the svc of call boys.. but location n time wise.. uh-hem..
n i'm on mc today.. darn it!! long time nvr kena virus/bacteria attack! felt so bad n.. useless/worthless! but i knw wat could have led to it.. whole morning.. been wanting to work a lilttle office stuff.. but no motivation to do so at all.. whole morning been resting (i asked for non-drowsy cough syrup.. but somehow, the med still made mi feel weak n resty ie.. wanna rest more lol) untill now jus.. lol..
i was deciding whether i shld rest, or shld start work. n was oso kinda fantasizing. den.. i decided to DIY.. n i'm surprised siazz.. at the load tat shot out... din expect so much.. n u knw wat, after tat, i'm kinda better prepared to start my work... more energetic n having a "i am ready to start" mentality...
ciao...
n i'm on mc today.. darn it!! long time nvr kena virus/bacteria attack! felt so bad n.. useless/worthless! but i knw wat could have led to it.. whole morning.. been wanting to work a lilttle office stuff.. but no motivation to do so at all.. whole morning been resting (i asked for non-drowsy cough syrup.. but somehow, the med still made mi feel weak n resty ie.. wanna rest more lol) untill now jus.. lol..
i was deciding whether i shld rest, or shld start work. n was oso kinda fantasizing. den.. i decided to DIY.. n i'm surprised siazz.. at the load tat shot out... din expect so much.. n u knw wat, after tat, i'm kinda better prepared to start my work... more energetic n having a "i am ready to start" mentality...
ciao...
i'm down wif flu n sore throat..
damn.. although i'm sick.. i can't bring myself to really b resting.. i can lie on the bed, n my mind is full of unfinished business, and soon, i find myself sitting before my pc desk again..
Sunday, December 03, 2006
lol... there's no stopping for someone who's intent on getting the proj superstars' pix.. lol..
n.. i'm glad, jiang cheng xi 江承喜 has managed to grab a role tat has many of the super actors/actresses of singapore entertainment industry!!!
zoe tay, li nanxing, felicia chin, pan ling ling, zhang wen xiang... hope he can learn from them!!
n shi xin hui's album is coming out!!! she def'ly got wat it takes to make it big!!! check it out!!
her.. kena edited 25sec video:
her full song.. recorded @ a studio performance.. 1 sad thing, dunno if this happen to other PSS ppl oso.. her singing is recorded...
n.. i'm glad, jiang cheng xi 江承喜 has managed to grab a role tat has many of the super actors/actresses of singapore entertainment industry!!!
zoe tay, li nanxing, felicia chin, pan ling ling, zhang wen xiang... hope he can learn from them!!
n shi xin hui's album is coming out!!! she def'ly got wat it takes to make it big!!! check it out!!
her.. kena edited 25sec video:
her full song.. recorded @ a studio performance.. 1 sad thing, dunno if this happen to other PSS ppl oso.. her singing is recorded...
work stuff
now.. i finally realise.. or understand why... my boss is so nice to mi..
HK TVB celebrated its.. 39th bday i just bought a HK VCD for tat. in the celebration, got a very young boyish host... a new host... really can see he's freshie.. lol.. den when i saw him, n the way he hosts.. i really... feel tat... i will wanna protect him n help him in his career... as best as i can... lol... den at my work, i can also feel tat my boss (female) is protecting n guiding mi a lot... haha.. i finally understand how she felt... but.. another situation cld b tat.. (i just learnt abt it over time) she jus joined tis team 1 yr ago.. n understand how difficult it can b to understand everything.. so, she felt i have the determination, n feel tat i can b given a chance...
n of cos, i hope i can prove her right.. n soemtimes i did...
haha, yes, grumbles abt work again.. well, my team has to go govt places to work on proj, n have to fill in some personal details.. i dunno y, the form we filling is like those job interview type... i discussed wif my upperstudy.. n she said "of cos u have to fill up the work history.. wat if u work in some hacking company b4??" wah liao... sometimes, to prove she;s right, she realy can thnk of some crazy reasons..
den, 1 wk later, the place inform us. according to wat my sup say, my form is the oni perfectly filled up 1.. so she took back her form n... duno. but she seem unhappy abt it loh.. lol
den ytday, we have some production issue to settle. n all we worry abt is whether the cutover can do anot.. but i raised a concern.. n true, my sup din think abt it.. so my sup ask mi do something... den somehow, when he told my upperstudy abt it, (i forgot how he told her) she decided to spend some time in drafting up a formal doc for it.. wah liao.. make it so formal!! in end, sup complimented her in an email to her n mi, saying good work.
den, during tis wk, i've been trying my best to reduce size of a word doc. i asked 1 sup, she told mi how she did it last time. but it din work for mi.. i oso check wif upperstudy.. but din work oso.. eventually, i managed to work my way out!! n shared wif my boss.. n ytday, upperstudy ask how i did it... at tis time, that "1 sup" came over n heard it.. n shared wat she did... they were hearing her.. while i tried telling them it's not tat way.. but my upperstudy din hear.. n she said "so nw u knw wat u did lah, huh?" oh well... i'm used to it..
during my gym today.. i kinda realised how i was doing at work.. my upperstudy, being an achiever, often gave herself timelines for doing work. n sometimes, her words kinda stress mi up.. n i realised how i shld do n be doing... i often fear my speed of doing thigns is slow.. but den, some things need tiem.. i ahve to realise it.. n i shld relax a bit.. as long i can finish my work on time, i'm fine..
n 1 impt thing is, although i'm supposed to take over 1 of her existing proj, until nw, she still holding on to it.. i gonna speak to her on it..
gradually a paedophile?
oh no.. am i becoming a paedophile??
on saturdays, whenever i go out, there'll be millions of young n cute guys/boys everywhere wif trendy n striking looks/styles/outfits.. n every so often, my eyes r atracted to them.. wahliao.. when i think of my age n theirs (those who i look at) i really worry... or is it 'cos i seldom go out.. so... any guy oso catches my eyes?
steam room @ club
wah today is kinda funny.. but learning... lol.. funny... cos jus b4 i went intot he room, got 1 ah peh urinating jus outside the room. so i went in.. den later, tat ah peh came in oso... n strange... he's doing some stretching exercises inside.. n pumping.. he's wearing trunks.. i totally bochap him.. i wonder if he's trying to get mi to look at him doing those stretching..
den, when i went out, i saw the temperature.. it's 110... enjoyable!!! i usually se tot 50.. cos i thot it's good enuff...
den as i step out of the place room.. i saw a buff guy.. i mean, a guy oni in shorts, n having a buffy hunky body... cool...
swiming in the club
wow... my gym trip today is really fun.. it's really wat i wanna do.. cos i was totally swimming today.. lol.. had wanna gym first den swim.. but after .... ok.. i missed ger superstar show, den realsied tat i can watch tv inside the gym.. so i was like walking for 45 mins while watching teh ger contest.. wah.. later tired liao, n dun wisht o gym anymore.. went directly for swim..
den during the swim, i realised tat i really have not done so for a long time.. the relaxation mood.. the freedom... nice feeling... now i wonder... hwo to arrange my time.. so tat i can tan during swim (2 hrs) n gym to tone myself..
now.. i finally realise.. or understand why... my boss is so nice to mi..
HK TVB celebrated its.. 39th bday i just bought a HK VCD for tat. in the celebration, got a very young boyish host... a new host... really can see he's freshie.. lol.. den when i saw him, n the way he hosts.. i really... feel tat... i will wanna protect him n help him in his career... as best as i can... lol... den at my work, i can also feel tat my boss (female) is protecting n guiding mi a lot... haha.. i finally understand how she felt... but.. another situation cld b tat.. (i just learnt abt it over time) she jus joined tis team 1 yr ago.. n understand how difficult it can b to understand everything.. so, she felt i have the determination, n feel tat i can b given a chance...
n of cos, i hope i can prove her right.. n soemtimes i did...
haha, yes, grumbles abt work again.. well, my team has to go govt places to work on proj, n have to fill in some personal details.. i dunno y, the form we filling is like those job interview type... i discussed wif my upperstudy.. n she said "of cos u have to fill up the work history.. wat if u work in some hacking company b4??" wah liao... sometimes, to prove she;s right, she realy can thnk of some crazy reasons..
den, 1 wk later, the place inform us. according to wat my sup say, my form is the oni perfectly filled up 1.. so she took back her form n... duno. but she seem unhappy abt it loh.. lol
den ytday, we have some production issue to settle. n all we worry abt is whether the cutover can do anot.. but i raised a concern.. n true, my sup din think abt it.. so my sup ask mi do something... den somehow, when he told my upperstudy abt it, (i forgot how he told her) she decided to spend some time in drafting up a formal doc for it.. wah liao.. make it so formal!! in end, sup complimented her in an email to her n mi, saying good work.
den, during tis wk, i've been trying my best to reduce size of a word doc. i asked 1 sup, she told mi how she did it last time. but it din work for mi.. i oso check wif upperstudy.. but din work oso.. eventually, i managed to work my way out!! n shared wif my boss.. n ytday, upperstudy ask how i did it... at tis time, that "1 sup" came over n heard it.. n shared wat she did... they were hearing her.. while i tried telling them it's not tat way.. but my upperstudy din hear.. n she said "so nw u knw wat u did lah, huh?" oh well... i'm used to it..
during my gym today.. i kinda realised how i was doing at work.. my upperstudy, being an achiever, often gave herself timelines for doing work. n sometimes, her words kinda stress mi up.. n i realised how i shld do n be doing... i often fear my speed of doing thigns is slow.. but den, some things need tiem.. i ahve to realise it.. n i shld relax a bit.. as long i can finish my work on time, i'm fine..
n 1 impt thing is, although i'm supposed to take over 1 of her existing proj, until nw, she still holding on to it.. i gonna speak to her on it..
gradually a paedophile?
oh no.. am i becoming a paedophile??
on saturdays, whenever i go out, there'll be millions of young n cute guys/boys everywhere wif trendy n striking looks/styles/outfits.. n every so often, my eyes r atracted to them.. wahliao.. when i think of my age n theirs (those who i look at) i really worry... or is it 'cos i seldom go out.. so... any guy oso catches my eyes?
steam room @ club
wah today is kinda funny.. but learning... lol.. funny... cos jus b4 i went intot he room, got 1 ah peh urinating jus outside the room. so i went in.. den later, tat ah peh came in oso... n strange... he's doing some stretching exercises inside.. n pumping.. he's wearing trunks.. i totally bochap him.. i wonder if he's trying to get mi to look at him doing those stretching..
den, when i went out, i saw the temperature.. it's 110... enjoyable!!! i usually se tot 50.. cos i thot it's good enuff...
den as i step out of the place room.. i saw a buff guy.. i mean, a guy oni in shorts, n having a buffy hunky body... cool...
swiming in the club
wow... my gym trip today is really fun.. it's really wat i wanna do.. cos i was totally swimming today.. lol.. had wanna gym first den swim.. but after .... ok.. i missed ger superstar show, den realsied tat i can watch tv inside the gym.. so i was like walking for 45 mins while watching teh ger contest.. wah.. later tired liao, n dun wisht o gym anymore.. went directly for swim..
den during the swim, i realised tat i really have not done so for a long time.. the relaxation mood.. the freedom... nice feeling... now i wonder... hwo to arrange my time.. so tat i can tan during swim (2 hrs) n gym to tone myself..
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