last night, had wanna add some more thigns. monday, my boi @ gym, so i went to settle my studies stuff. can i say i disappointed at how monash does thigns? cos they expet the burden of everything to fall on students. den the snack stall sellign nothign i like. sigh. went past a bread shop. true, a guy is at the counter so i took more note of the toasts at the counter. but i oso wanna buys ome. i stood at the counter there, the guy was focussed on attending tot he ppl queuing up to pay tat he "din see" mi at all waiting for him. later his colleague came along, n i made my presence felt haha. den i was told, we supposed to queue up n request for the bread. alright. the bread dun taste tat nice. supposed tob e some sausage bread, but it taste like luncheon. so my first n last time to buy.
den this morning, i thot got meeting at 745. got to office, oni mi, jnr n young lady. wah liaoz. turned out no meeting at all. damn. the mornign was quite ok. jus tat, disappointg still ,when it comes to lunch. but i guess from tmr on, i will source for office pants. or look for lunch mates. advertise on fridae liao, but no response..
somehow, after knowing my boi, i do realise, i am really not good at making frns. i can make new frns, but dunno how to stay in contact with them. my imprssion is, we shld often mee tup n tok. but tat's not possible always. n more often than not, when i got time, i'll msg them, asking how they are. sometimes, they del my no, sometimes they chat a bit n stop. if i try harder to know them, i may sound despo n scare ppl off.
for lunch, i actually resort, yes reosrt, to finding ppl in fridae, sgboy, signel n MAW. den oso called other dept's ppl to see if they can make it for lunch meet. wat's SAD is tat, later in 3 hrs, got 3 calls which irritate mi lotsa! 1 call, the user is "confused" abt what problem he wann mi to solve. 2, the user gave VELI lil inof n wanna mi solve it. 3, the user is unhappy tat an option is not available. KAUZ!
after work, went to meet my boi. ahah, cos i KO earlier, i went to stroll. hehe, den noti mi, decided to jus stand near the door there, waiting for my boi, hoping he jus appear, n see mi waiting there :) but 2 bad, he called mi jus b4 he arrived. but ya, i think he still surprised tat i waiting at the door for him. he got his lady colleague wif him. Pearl. she called her bf n found him. ehhe, somehow, i find miself sweeter :)
think i somehow not used to meeting str8 gers as frns. find myself kinda awkward when havign dinner wif her n bf. i feel better when i wif my boi. i think it's common. cos her bf oso, din tok much when we walking. n i wasn't quite my usual self whle we were wif them. oni when we alone den i more normal. hehe, watched madagascar. quite nice. although.. hehe, a bit for kids LOL. i mean, it's veli veli pure n innocent. suitable for a god luff n relaxation after work :) the pictures make mi luff, although i can guess the story :)
he sent mi home once again. since he insist, i wun reject. on way back, chatted teased n had ur chare of fun :) but haha, i guess i really shlnd't say things tat demoralise him. n yes, i dun get jealous easily. wun elaborate further since i told my boi all liao. n i think, we finalyl settled our FOOD problem LOL. n tmr i meeting my agent for insurance, so i timer-rec charmed. n for my dinner, i took duck mee b4 movies, not full enuff. was wanting to buy some movie snacks, but well, since boi's frns all going into cinema liao, i jus followed them loh. end up, i still hungry. went to mc there tok n drank. den got home, i took maggi mee...
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Monday, May 30, 2005
my last update was.. i think friday ngiht. saturday went for training. supposed to be from 9am onwards, but 930-10 sden start. err.. kauz, a lot of thigns to blog, till i duno wat to write. at training, first time, i voiced out my opinions. den, supposed to go pizza for team lunch, but they drag drag until i no time. den jus went off. i wanna go suntec buy tix, so my boi cant follow mi there. in end, i bought cookies for him tat he wanna. n some meat to let him eat. hhehe, he was clever enuff to know i bought those cookies.
had our chare of intimate moments, fun n laughter. (forgot wat happened these days but after reading my boi's blog, i rmb liao haha). maybe add something tat he din put LOL... gross or not? up to the reader =D we managed to devised a few methods of punishing each other, it's my first time to see him luff heartily in 24 hrs =D our first trip to suntec quite nice, but 2nd trip nope. first trip, he went to check the book fare. i can sustain n take my unger lah, but i jus feel tat a few fish balls is jus not enuff to b lunch for my boi, + he need to rest.
den for dinner, went to kopitiam there eat. den comes soemthing tat was unexpected, but minor. he usiong pc. den i bored, so i dozed off on bed. i din bath yet. later, at 1237am, he actually shook mi up while i was in deep sleep. i wasn't like startled n woke up, more to still sleepy n dun wan wake. but wah, he so determined to wake mi up.
den so qiao, on sunday, mum calle dmi, saying tat no family bfast. so i can spend more time wif my boi. took our lunch, n went to suntec again. jus feel a bit strange. i was asking my frn to buy tix at his place. he said he ask the shop, shop blur, n say dun have sell. he den ask mi whehter it's started selling anot, n whether the place selling anot. i told him directly tat, i wanan go, so surely will check tat the shops are selling. if the shop is blur, pass them his hp, n i'll tok to them. in end, the shop, without toking to mi, know wat we askng.
after the suntec thing, something unpleasant happened. over food. dinf eel happy at all as i send my boi home. even got to a certain pt, i feel tat, there is a risk. 1) when he's angry, i muz stick to him, i muz never jus say "u so quiet for wat? dun wan tok, i go hoem first". i mean, i din say them, but in LTR, when there are arguments, either party muz b caring, n not bochap. 2nd risk, while sending him home, 1 line of his, made mi feel, he almost wanna end our LTR. but i stuck to him, n wanna repair it. in the end, i almost wept as i tok to him.
well, to mi, love LTR is about giving in, understanding. caring. hehe, but we stil lteased each other.
oh ya, after sending him home, i wonder if i lok attractive siazz. got some ppl look at mi. n soehow, i feel tat, due to this, soemtimes, i'm quite cold towards ppl when their eyes fall on mi. i need to decide when i shld return the view n when to ignore it. in public, i dun wan to return every look/stare. but n office, in order not to appear cold, i have to return looks. if not, may look as though i dun give them a damn.
on way home, on the expressway, another bus broke down, and its commuters boarded our bus. haha, a guy sat beside mi. i was thnking, u gusy join us halfway. ut shld b fun if u guys need to do a forfeit to join us :) got home, n managed to grab a proper meal. mum is working 12 hr. thot of going family to maassage her. 2 bad, but i got home, she's sleeping.
den today at work, quite ok. lunch appt once again, disappointing. jus tat the S colleague, either kena sacked, or he move to other depts, cos 1 wk din see him coming our place. today again boring. somehow, i feel my place there is confirmed liao, cos my office certainly will not want to get ppl in again, n train from scratch.
jus realise tat, for a lognt ime, i've not beent o my gal's blog. n i really not used to not reading, replying, n blogging 1 day. gess will soon go backt o blogging n replying my boi's commments..
had our chare of intimate moments, fun n laughter. (forgot wat happened these days but after reading my boi's blog, i rmb liao haha). maybe add something tat he din put LOL... gross or not? up to the reader =D we managed to devised a few methods of punishing each other, it's my first time to see him luff heartily in 24 hrs =D our first trip to suntec quite nice, but 2nd trip nope. first trip, he went to check the book fare. i can sustain n take my unger lah, but i jus feel tat a few fish balls is jus not enuff to b lunch for my boi, + he need to rest.
den for dinner, went to kopitiam there eat. den comes soemthing tat was unexpected, but minor. he usiong pc. den i bored, so i dozed off on bed. i din bath yet. later, at 1237am, he actually shook mi up while i was in deep sleep. i wasn't like startled n woke up, more to still sleepy n dun wan wake. but wah, he so determined to wake mi up.
den so qiao, on sunday, mum calle dmi, saying tat no family bfast. so i can spend more time wif my boi. took our lunch, n went to suntec again. jus feel a bit strange. i was asking my frn to buy tix at his place. he said he ask the shop, shop blur, n say dun have sell. he den ask mi whehter it's started selling anot, n whether the place selling anot. i told him directly tat, i wanan go, so surely will check tat the shops are selling. if the shop is blur, pass them his hp, n i'll tok to them. in end, the shop, without toking to mi, know wat we askng.
after the suntec thing, something unpleasant happened. over food. dinf eel happy at all as i send my boi home. even got to a certain pt, i feel tat, there is a risk. 1) when he's angry, i muz stick to him, i muz never jus say "u so quiet for wat? dun wan tok, i go hoem first". i mean, i din say them, but in LTR, when there are arguments, either party muz b caring, n not bochap. 2nd risk, while sending him home, 1 line of his, made mi feel, he almost wanna end our LTR. but i stuck to him, n wanna repair it. in the end, i almost wept as i tok to him.
well, to mi, love LTR is about giving in, understanding. caring. hehe, but we stil lteased each other.
oh ya, after sending him home, i wonder if i lok attractive siazz. got some ppl look at mi. n soehow, i feel tat, due to this, soemtimes, i'm quite cold towards ppl when their eyes fall on mi. i need to decide when i shld return the view n when to ignore it. in public, i dun wan to return every look/stare. but n office, in order not to appear cold, i have to return looks. if not, may look as though i dun give them a damn.
on way home, on the expressway, another bus broke down, and its commuters boarded our bus. haha, a guy sat beside mi. i was thnking, u gusy join us halfway. ut shld b fun if u guys need to do a forfeit to join us :) got home, n managed to grab a proper meal. mum is working 12 hr. thot of going family to maassage her. 2 bad, but i got home, she's sleeping.
den today at work, quite ok. lunch appt once again, disappointing. jus tat the S colleague, either kena sacked, or he move to other depts, cos 1 wk din see him coming our place. today again boring. somehow, i feel my place there is confirmed liao, cos my office certainly will not want to get ppl in again, n train from scratch.
jus realise tat, for a lognt ime, i've not beent o my gal's blog. n i really not used to not reading, replying, n blogging 1 day. gess will soon go backt o blogging n replying my boi's commments..
Friday, May 27, 2005
hehe, although i jus came home after meeting up my boi, i know i taped SmallVlle. so i watched it. quite cool. clark was pinned to the ground by 3 gers. well thsi is not excting, but the trailer scene of him being stripped of his shirt by force is a turn on =D at the show itself, the scene was pretty normal. no excitement. alright, i skipped to tat scene, thus no excitement. but when i watched the show from the start, it's HOT. guys dancign topless. clark was dancing in his boxers. his good bods n heavy shoulders were showing quite prominently.
later, he woke up in barn room, still in boxers oni, n staggered to stand up. pretty nice. den later, he was pinned down, clothes stripped. n fainted. haha, he was almost in spread eagle, jus tat not ropes invovled :P he was den suspended in a room topless stil. the gers den caressed his body. wah, i think he shld have gotten soem reactions. later, a guy came in. i thot: cool, 2 guys in a room. 1 is tied up haha. before releasing clark, he could have gotten to the front, unzipped him, n played with him sexually hahaha.... cos he's tied up! i mena, suspended. pretty cool n ep. i will burn it hahhaha...
morning pretty laxing. but 1 call almost made mi so pek chek. den chatted up wif the biz team ppl... haha, really chat siazz.. cos she pregnant. den she oso intro a staff to mi, cos i seldom leave my desk, she intro him to mi hehe. haha, den hor, cos we making calls to users to install some program, got 1 guy, den sounded fierece. den my sup took over. somehow, he oso cannot tahan n almost wanna slam the phone. but this person, i was oso toking to him, he was quite fine lei.. n was even like joking wif mi... haha, frm ym frnly way of toking, am i garnering lotsa support? LOL
den later, for 1 case, i was asked to go to the dept there to discuss soln. ok, i was oredi tinking of asking this website team ppl to go out lunch wif mi. den i got there, they discussed the site stuff wif mi. explain tomi how the things work. the dept head say he find tat, i learn fast, honest, cheerful, n willing to learn. oso, he find tat i got interest in programming, tried into mi to his developing stuff, ask if i like programming, html bla bla etc. i told him all my thigns. they oso ask since i into programming, why i helpdesk. i expalined to them. den they oso like.. will take note of u. den the head ask whether i wanan do a proj, i declined, recommending his staff instead. den he keep saying i honest honest. i really thinking, did i say 2 much? i even told them, i taking deg n cert cos.
later, went to mit my boi. haha. this tiem, my colelagues again teased tat i goiong out. whle waiting (famished), i went to buy soemthign for my boi haha. bought it, den was really thinking where to go, wat to do. he called mi, i met him up in comical way :) took dinner, but he sounded/seemed unhappy lei... was wondering wat wrong.. i purposely hid the gift somewhere. had wanna tell him, but he so odd acting, i dun feel good. later, we resolved it still. n haha, i again made a scene of myself. i'm the oni 1 who always big reaction type. n, the young lady is there. dunno if she saw mi. tiemis always so sweet when i wif my boi hahah.
oh ya, will be goingt o watch zpop for amei!!!!
later, he woke up in barn room, still in boxers oni, n staggered to stand up. pretty nice. den later, he was pinned down, clothes stripped. n fainted. haha, he was almost in spread eagle, jus tat not ropes invovled :P he was den suspended in a room topless stil. the gers den caressed his body. wah, i think he shld have gotten soem reactions. later, a guy came in. i thot: cool, 2 guys in a room. 1 is tied up haha. before releasing clark, he could have gotten to the front, unzipped him, n played with him sexually hahaha.... cos he's tied up! i mena, suspended. pretty cool n ep. i will burn it hahhaha...
morning pretty laxing. but 1 call almost made mi so pek chek. den chatted up wif the biz team ppl... haha, really chat siazz.. cos she pregnant. den she oso intro a staff to mi, cos i seldom leave my desk, she intro him to mi hehe. haha, den hor, cos we making calls to users to install some program, got 1 guy, den sounded fierece. den my sup took over. somehow, he oso cannot tahan n almost wanna slam the phone. but this person, i was oso toking to him, he was quite fine lei.. n was even like joking wif mi... haha, frm ym frnly way of toking, am i garnering lotsa support? LOL
den later, for 1 case, i was asked to go to the dept there to discuss soln. ok, i was oredi tinking of asking this website team ppl to go out lunch wif mi. den i got there, they discussed the site stuff wif mi. explain tomi how the things work. the dept head say he find tat, i learn fast, honest, cheerful, n willing to learn. oso, he find tat i got interest in programming, tried into mi to his developing stuff, ask if i like programming, html bla bla etc. i told him all my thigns. they oso ask since i into programming, why i helpdesk. i expalined to them. den they oso like.. will take note of u. den the head ask whether i wanan do a proj, i declined, recommending his staff instead. den he keep saying i honest honest. i really thinking, did i say 2 much? i even told them, i taking deg n cert cos.
later, went to mit my boi. haha. this tiem, my colelagues again teased tat i goiong out. whle waiting (famished), i went to buy soemthign for my boi haha. bought it, den was really thinking where to go, wat to do. he called mi, i met him up in comical way :) took dinner, but he sounded/seemed unhappy lei... was wondering wat wrong.. i purposely hid the gift somewhere. had wanna tell him, but he so odd acting, i dun feel good. later, we resolved it still. n haha, i again made a scene of myself. i'm the oni 1 who always big reaction type. n, the young lady is there. dunno if she saw mi. tiemis always so sweet when i wif my boi hahah.
oh ya, will be goingt o watch zpop for amei!!!!
haha, forgot to add something. ytday, for teh first time, i slept in full monty manner. n wanna JO oso. but, stil lwent to sleep instead haha. at 524am, i woke up, wore back brief, n slept. 6am, wah raining.. cold, i turned off fan n slept. my blanket was somehow "kicked" outta bed *blink*
ya boi, sorrie tat mi dun have free incoming yet. i was stupid in the ast, n din think of much. jus wanna get my sony hp. end up high hp bill, n no free incoming. those teasing lines, are meant to tease u. but sometimes they may sound personal or suaning, so i dun wan say them, but now, i more n more relax n dare to say liao :) cos u confident enuff to receive the blows from mi!! haha *attack!!*
"I am getting used to u not being so direct and open abt things liao... " means?? am i not direct? or u mean, some times i hint at things? ehhe, i'll try to b less protective loh, but still as loving hehehe. u can spend ur time wif ur frns loh, cos frns are not to be neglected even in LTRs. we are still spending time these days when u not going gym. if i feel tat i need mroe time wif u, will surely let u know :)
who are "Luke and Desmond, Daniel and WeiXiang"?? ahha, today after knowing the way u bitch, i know how u tok to ur frns liao haha.. u like my teasing, cos it's a way i express my comfy being wif u. n u wanna b careful wif mi, incase soemthign bad happen. dun worry, i'm alright wif u. from the blogs, i can feel we can click pretty well. ur bitching is similar to my way of toking back. but urs is more to those joking n luffing type. mine is, depending on how i want thigns to be, either suaning, insulting, or humouring :)
so now, u know loh, if u dun wan the item to sound off alarm, let me see first ,den alarm wun sound off hahah. ok, at the cinema there, i had wanna take my dinner. but u found it rushing. since i alright wif taking cinema food, i ok to buy from there instead. but i din expect to buy 2 shares!!! next time, i'll get dinner, den buy 1 share. dun spend 2 much. i'm on financial budget, so a bit careful on these thigns.
for now, i'll keep to my promise to not looking at guys. but when u really comfy wif it liao, den i'll see how loh. yes, i know his details, but i dun wan say it out. cos i dun wan u get jealous. if u ask mi, i sure will say. i got kena teased meh abt toilet??? i dinno?!? about olive, i really wanna clarify. i din think so much abt whether u like anot. more to, since u told mi tat, i passed ur comments to them loh. i really din think u din like bitter things...
ya loh, agent jobs quite tiring, n depends on how hard u wanna work. n whether ur network is wide enuff. the best place is when i wif u, but the most comfy for us is a place wif a/c, so u feel alright :) eheh, it's oni right when i caleld back, cos tat sounded quite urgent n bad. but tat time, u msg mi, den 30 min later i call u back, tat time i den feel so paiseh...
yup, i guess i still not good at socialising. sometimes first move to others may b a hitnt at u like them. n at times, pretty hard to keep contact via hp/sms tat i dun feel like getting their contacts. online like msn/icq/frnster, all contain my gay stuff. not easy to let colleagues know. yes, i did try to join them, but the ger, maybe she really 2 not-used-2 new guys, she not receptive to asking guys out for lunch. for S, i'll call him oni when he's the oni person left. ya, i'm frnly, but at work, haha, dunno wat to say or chat up wif colleagues at times, esp when ppl from other dept comes.
heeh, why shld i let u wait, when i can meet u in an instant? nex ttime, will eat soemthign first (the sour snack ? hehe). ahyaha, so now, u know the intimacy level of us lao?? haha... err, as long it makes u happy, i'll still blog for u :) replied ur commetns liao... tmr den reply ur blgos :) hehe, ai de zhu da ge?
ya boi, sorrie tat mi dun have free incoming yet. i was stupid in the ast, n din think of much. jus wanna get my sony hp. end up high hp bill, n no free incoming. those teasing lines, are meant to tease u. but sometimes they may sound personal or suaning, so i dun wan say them, but now, i more n more relax n dare to say liao :) cos u confident enuff to receive the blows from mi!! haha *attack!!*
"I am getting used to u not being so direct and open abt things liao... " means?? am i not direct? or u mean, some times i hint at things? ehhe, i'll try to b less protective loh, but still as loving hehehe. u can spend ur time wif ur frns loh, cos frns are not to be neglected even in LTRs. we are still spending time these days when u not going gym. if i feel tat i need mroe time wif u, will surely let u know :)
who are "Luke and Desmond, Daniel and WeiXiang"?? ahha, today after knowing the way u bitch, i know how u tok to ur frns liao haha.. u like my teasing, cos it's a way i express my comfy being wif u. n u wanna b careful wif mi, incase soemthign bad happen. dun worry, i'm alright wif u. from the blogs, i can feel we can click pretty well. ur bitching is similar to my way of toking back. but urs is more to those joking n luffing type. mine is, depending on how i want thigns to be, either suaning, insulting, or humouring :)
so now, u know loh, if u dun wan the item to sound off alarm, let me see first ,den alarm wun sound off hahah. ok, at the cinema there, i had wanna take my dinner. but u found it rushing. since i alright wif taking cinema food, i ok to buy from there instead. but i din expect to buy 2 shares!!! next time, i'll get dinner, den buy 1 share. dun spend 2 much. i'm on financial budget, so a bit careful on these thigns.
for now, i'll keep to my promise to not looking at guys. but when u really comfy wif it liao, den i'll see how loh. yes, i know his details, but i dun wan say it out. cos i dun wan u get jealous. if u ask mi, i sure will say. i got kena teased meh abt toilet??? i dinno?!? about olive, i really wanna clarify. i din think so much abt whether u like anot. more to, since u told mi tat, i passed ur comments to them loh. i really din think u din like bitter things...
ya loh, agent jobs quite tiring, n depends on how hard u wanna work. n whether ur network is wide enuff. the best place is when i wif u, but the most comfy for us is a place wif a/c, so u feel alright :) eheh, it's oni right when i caleld back, cos tat sounded quite urgent n bad. but tat time, u msg mi, den 30 min later i call u back, tat time i den feel so paiseh...
yup, i guess i still not good at socialising. sometimes first move to others may b a hitnt at u like them. n at times, pretty hard to keep contact via hp/sms tat i dun feel like getting their contacts. online like msn/icq/frnster, all contain my gay stuff. not easy to let colleagues know. yes, i did try to join them, but the ger, maybe she really 2 not-used-2 new guys, she not receptive to asking guys out for lunch. for S, i'll call him oni when he's the oni person left. ya, i'm frnly, but at work, haha, dunno wat to say or chat up wif colleagues at times, esp when ppl from other dept comes.
heeh, why shld i let u wait, when i can meet u in an instant? nex ttime, will eat soemthign first (the sour snack ? hehe). ahyaha, so now, u know the intimacy level of us lao?? haha... err, as long it makes u happy, i'll still blog for u :) replied ur commetns liao... tmr den reply ur blgos :) hehe, ai de zhu da ge?
Thursday, May 26, 2005
heeh, these days been going out wif my boi. but frankly, i dun have many ppl to hang uout wif though. usually is ask my msian frn. or else, will be to ask some seldom jio out frns. oh, back to topic. cos now often go wif out my boi, end up, get home, my first thign to blog is how i feel about the trip :) can say i never felt this happy beofre :) at times when we not toking, i'll try to think of soemthing to say, but i gradually feel it's not needed, cos as long we enjoy each other's company, it's the most treasurable n enjoyable moemnts =D *a flying kiss to him... jus wanna do it, even if it sounds gross*
on way home, i do have some flash backs n hold backs. my past relns all dun last more than 1 mth. this time, mi n boi tok on blog for 2 mths, n went out for almost a mth oso. thru our restless communication via blogging, i really hope this time, verything will work out fine. i am protective of him at times, n from hwo he react, seem like i'm the protective n caring n ready-to-fight kinda guy siazz!! cos, today, we went for some jap food again, n was once again served "crab". den got 1 guy n ger in offce wear come in to sit. as they were shown seats beside us, i heard guy ask, is there seats other than here? 2 bad none. so he sat.
den somehow, i feel that the guy n ger are actaully raising their voice to chat. it's as though they in kopitiam n can tok as loud as they want. kauz. wat an irritating pair. i den raise my voice oso. boi felt it, n ask mi to lower my voice. ok loh, i did.
this morning, raining oso. soemhwo, haha, ok am i getting 2 confi of myself? cos on bus to work, got 1 lady, walk all the way to the end of the bus to stand at the seat i at. my impression is, she loojing at mi. den for lunch, had wanna ask ppl from other depts out, but 2 bad, i need to go early lunch. think aybe tmr i try again. for lunch, got ppl doing flag day. i donated 10c to a ger. den on way back, got a cute boi wif earphone, i donated, n asked some boliao qns haha. donate 20c lah.
i muz say the temp guy good at PR. he can click well wif the ppl inside. even for lunch, can say 4 ppl, including him, went together. for mi, i feel tat i'm starting to open up myself for chatting. den hor, i gelled my hair, n was actually teased by the young lady: u using wax, careful later it rains. later i went to meet up my boi
haah, went all way to meet him from his office, den went further down for dinner. jus den, sis called mi for urgent help. hha, he went all the way wif mi to find sis siazz. quit nice of him. was thinking of getting him to rest there, while i go find sis. den hehe, made a fool of myself in front of him for dinner =D n wah, dinno my boi can take HOT n SPICY stuf! once again, he bought some thigns for mi. sighzz, dun think i can stop him from buying thigns for mi, but can oni dissuade him.
on way home, oso kinda.. haha, made a scene of ourselves.. in such way tat, no 1 dare to face us hahah... every1 jus crowd either 5 steps before or after us ;) hehe, by now, i wonder if i shld stil take all the time to blog. cos, i feel tat, my blog is for him to read haha... ya i know some other ppl oso reading. i'll see wat i can do.
on way home, i do have some flash backs n hold backs. my past relns all dun last more than 1 mth. this time, mi n boi tok on blog for 2 mths, n went out for almost a mth oso. thru our restless communication via blogging, i really hope this time, verything will work out fine. i am protective of him at times, n from hwo he react, seem like i'm the protective n caring n ready-to-fight kinda guy siazz!! cos, today, we went for some jap food again, n was once again served "crab". den got 1 guy n ger in offce wear come in to sit. as they were shown seats beside us, i heard guy ask, is there seats other than here? 2 bad none. so he sat.
den somehow, i feel that the guy n ger are actaully raising their voice to chat. it's as though they in kopitiam n can tok as loud as they want. kauz. wat an irritating pair. i den raise my voice oso. boi felt it, n ask mi to lower my voice. ok loh, i did.
this morning, raining oso. soemhwo, haha, ok am i getting 2 confi of myself? cos on bus to work, got 1 lady, walk all the way to the end of the bus to stand at the seat i at. my impression is, she loojing at mi. den for lunch, had wanna ask ppl from other depts out, but 2 bad, i need to go early lunch. think aybe tmr i try again. for lunch, got ppl doing flag day. i donated 10c to a ger. den on way back, got a cute boi wif earphone, i donated, n asked some boliao qns haha. donate 20c lah.
i muz say the temp guy good at PR. he can click well wif the ppl inside. even for lunch, can say 4 ppl, including him, went together. for mi, i feel tat i'm starting to open up myself for chatting. den hor, i gelled my hair, n was actually teased by the young lady: u using wax, careful later it rains. later i went to meet up my boi
haah, went all way to meet him from his office, den went further down for dinner. jus den, sis called mi for urgent help. hha, he went all the way wif mi to find sis siazz. quit nice of him. was thinking of getting him to rest there, while i go find sis. den hehe, made a fool of myself in front of him for dinner =D n wah, dinno my boi can take HOT n SPICY stuf! once again, he bought some thigns for mi. sighzz, dun think i can stop him from buying thigns for mi, but can oni dissuade him.
on way home, oso kinda.. haha, made a scene of ourselves.. in such way tat, no 1 dare to face us hahah... every1 jus crowd either 5 steps before or after us ;) hehe, by now, i wonder if i shld stil take all the time to blog. cos, i feel tat, my blog is for him to read haha... ya i know some other ppl oso reading. i'll see wat i can do.
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
was feeelin pretty ok, and aboutt o reply all my blogs n blog today oso. but suddenly, after toking to my boi for a efw mins, i started to feel tired in my mind, on the verge of falling asleep. is the radiation affecting? i mean, i was really able to tease n tok cock wif him at start. enjoyed the time. but later ,i gradually grew pretty exhausted. laid on bed to chat. no use. stood up, same thing. later had to stop the chat. he ask mi not to blog, sicne i tired. but eheh, since he enjoy reading my blog, and it makes his day, why not. guess i gonna make him qi4 gan3 jie1 fei1 =D
anyway, been having a bad feeling abt my job. felt tat, will i have bad reviews of my work performance, cos i talked back to S colleague? make mi sound like i not compatible wif the team? beenhaving this in my mind till i got to work. oh ya. damn heavy rain. got to work 20-25 mins late. the sup was calling out my name, n luckily,. i reaqched on time. so DAMN cold.
but later, at work, got back my job security feeling. cos i managed to still resolve cases, by not calling S. but at times, it's so damn sianzz there. n 1 thing i know abt the young lady n jnr colleague. Jnr is kinda scaredy cat. watever sup say, she'll accept all, without thinking. young lady, will stand to her position and reply thigns calmly. cos got 1 time, i was asking if 1 thing is possible. she then started to explain the process flow. goodness, i oni wanna know the ans. u tell mi process flow for wat?
den was on way home. kept my promise to keep my eyes off guys. so any1 walk past, i see 1 time, den refrain from looking again. a bit not used, but ya, jus need to get used to it. guess tat all. pretty tired these days. dun wanna force myself to reply blogs yet. sleep more better. oh ya, on way home, simply felt i need somethign in my mouth to spice up my taste buds. heehhe, so i foudn tat ice cream peddlar not selling, den went to buy curry puff.. piping hot :)
anyway, been having a bad feeling abt my job. felt tat, will i have bad reviews of my work performance, cos i talked back to S colleague? make mi sound like i not compatible wif the team? beenhaving this in my mind till i got to work. oh ya. damn heavy rain. got to work 20-25 mins late. the sup was calling out my name, n luckily,. i reaqched on time. so DAMN cold.
but later, at work, got back my job security feeling. cos i managed to still resolve cases, by not calling S. but at times, it's so damn sianzz there. n 1 thing i know abt the young lady n jnr colleague. Jnr is kinda scaredy cat. watever sup say, she'll accept all, without thinking. young lady, will stand to her position and reply thigns calmly. cos got 1 time, i was asking if 1 thing is possible. she then started to explain the process flow. goodness, i oni wanna know the ans. u tell mi process flow for wat?
den was on way home. kept my promise to keep my eyes off guys. so any1 walk past, i see 1 time, den refrain from looking again. a bit not used, but ya, jus need to get used to it. guess tat all. pretty tired these days. dun wanna force myself to reply blogs yet. sleep more better. oh ya, on way home, simply felt i need somethign in my mouth to spice up my taste buds. heehhe, so i foudn tat ice cream peddlar not selling, den went to buy curry puff.. piping hot :)
Tuesday, May 24, 2005
tuesday blog. surprisingly, i managed to catch the early bus. forgot the chronological order of events. but somehwo, i realyl feel like, i'm not good at making frns. esp at work. will usually focus on wokring, den may not wanna tok wif colelagues. tat younglady i often tok abt, we din tok today. at least i dun rmb calling her name. my snr colleague, today, she did say out, mi n her lunch time same, n i thot she'll this time ask mi out for lunch. but nope, seh still went off first.
den after lunch, S colleague team all go out, leaving S there oni. so i caleld him for help. he sonded so reluctant. den later he came over. i told him i need his help. he bochap. i reminded him, he xcame over, but chatted wif others. so i did my own stuff. later he stood behind mi. he din say anythign, so i din bother abt him oso. later, he was in other office. i call him in. ask him my questions. kauz, he gave mi AP!! tell him abt 1 prob, he say he cant get to the person, gave him another number, he called n slammed the phone when no 1 pick. when he slammed, he messed up my desk.
i ask him dun throw his temper at my desk. den 2 qn, he oso push to mi to do. 3rd qn, he told mi wat i supposed to check wif user frst. i reach boiling point liao. i went to discuss wif my snr. dun chap S anymore. if he want it this way, alright. for work's sake, will still call him, but wun b frnly anymore. if he take my jnr's words tat he's my "lover" seriously, be it. sometimes,i wonder if i'm 2 stubborn for my own good at work. but since i know my stuff, why shld i b pushed around? i know if something shld b worked in a way, it has to b. i respect tat. but not when our interests conflict.
will any1 who's good at office politics or making frns at work tell mi where i went wrong?
den i decided to go visit my pub frn, roger rabbit. went to style my hair. haha, my snr colleague made a joke on mi. she tried tog et the young lady in, but she gave some non-sensical reply. i smiled. n told her, "there's no 1 to style up for, since no client to meet". jus den, i saw my boi's sms!!! kauz, sent at 6pm, i saw oni 630!! i had wanna ask him go wfi mi to see roger, but was scared to let roger know. why? dunno. but i still decided to ask him along. jus tat at last min, i decided to gob ack home wif my boi, instead o him making trip here. for a few reasons.
1) dun wan him drink
2) he may feel outta place
3) duinno how he'll react when we are together int he str8 pub
4) dun wan roger to feel odd to see 2 guys so intimate
den wif my boi sending mi home, i was pretty much under influence of alcohol tat i dunno wat i trying to say at times. but we did enjoy some wodnerful moments. wif our intimacy, we really got all sorts of stares. got 1 guy wif 2 gfs, standing beside my boi,. i wanna help him gain more space, but he dun wan, sayign he know wat i wanna do.. hahah...
today i wnana sleep early. will blog my reply, tmr.
den after lunch, S colleague team all go out, leaving S there oni. so i caleld him for help. he sonded so reluctant. den later he came over. i told him i need his help. he bochap. i reminded him, he xcame over, but chatted wif others. so i did my own stuff. later he stood behind mi. he din say anythign, so i din bother abt him oso. later, he was in other office. i call him in. ask him my questions. kauz, he gave mi AP!! tell him abt 1 prob, he say he cant get to the person, gave him another number, he called n slammed the phone when no 1 pick. when he slammed, he messed up my desk.
i ask him dun throw his temper at my desk. den 2 qn, he oso push to mi to do. 3rd qn, he told mi wat i supposed to check wif user frst. i reach boiling point liao. i went to discuss wif my snr. dun chap S anymore. if he want it this way, alright. for work's sake, will still call him, but wun b frnly anymore. if he take my jnr's words tat he's my "lover" seriously, be it. sometimes,i wonder if i'm 2 stubborn for my own good at work. but since i know my stuff, why shld i b pushed around? i know if something shld b worked in a way, it has to b. i respect tat. but not when our interests conflict.
will any1 who's good at office politics or making frns at work tell mi where i went wrong?
den i decided to go visit my pub frn, roger rabbit. went to style my hair. haha, my snr colleague made a joke on mi. she tried tog et the young lady in, but she gave some non-sensical reply. i smiled. n told her, "there's no 1 to style up for, since no client to meet". jus den, i saw my boi's sms!!! kauz, sent at 6pm, i saw oni 630!! i had wanna ask him go wfi mi to see roger, but was scared to let roger know. why? dunno. but i still decided to ask him along. jus tat at last min, i decided to gob ack home wif my boi, instead o him making trip here. for a few reasons.
1) dun wan him drink
2) he may feel outta place
3) duinno how he'll react when we are together int he str8 pub
4) dun wan roger to feel odd to see 2 guys so intimate
den wif my boi sending mi home, i was pretty much under influence of alcohol tat i dunno wat i trying to say at times. but we did enjoy some wodnerful moments. wif our intimacy, we really got all sorts of stares. got 1 guy wif 2 gfs, standing beside my boi,. i wanna help him gain more space, but he dun wan, sayign he know wat i wanna do.. hahah...
today i wnana sleep early. will blog my reply, tmr.
on monday, had wanna blog, but simply, dun wish to make the efoort. on monday, did the laundry, n met up wif the agent. he drives a car, and sent mi to mccafe. he look quite good for his age. i even took his pic wif my cam, but he din turn out good in my cam. in fact, he look like some actor, but i dun rmb. oh ya, his first child "coming out" in 1 mth.
been toking thigns other than insurance. n even toked abt work, and my experiences n etc. he was also amused at my thots. he seem to b quite a nice frn to know. but i wonder, other than being client, can we actually b frns? n go out? anyway for lunch, went to eat choy fun. this time, the ppl seem bit cold liao lei. no more asking if rice enuff anot. well, i take it it's the weather. cos it's REAL DAMN HOT! luckily my boi not wif mi, fi not, i wnna bring him ice-skating, or go a/c places.
all the way till 7pm, been clearing my mails, n checkign on my boi. felt so bad tat he stayed wif mi, eve though he not well at sun dinner. at night, he sms mi he's down, n i immediately called him. know part of story, n offered my consoles. and the despo hsewife is so real, n direct siazz. dealing wif all sorts of prob tat can coem to life. i forgot wat made mi fall in love with the ep, but wat i can think of is, if i lov my boi, i'll do all i can do protect him from harm. ehhe, funny, wanna sleep early, but stil lend up sleep after 12. i think i need to readjust my hearts in fridae...
been toking thigns other than insurance. n even toked abt work, and my experiences n etc. he was also amused at my thots. he seem to b quite a nice frn to know. but i wonder, other than being client, can we actually b frns? n go out? anyway for lunch, went to eat choy fun. this time, the ppl seem bit cold liao lei. no more asking if rice enuff anot. well, i take it it's the weather. cos it's REAL DAMN HOT! luckily my boi not wif mi, fi not, i wnna bring him ice-skating, or go a/c places.
all the way till 7pm, been clearing my mails, n checkign on my boi. felt so bad tat he stayed wif mi, eve though he not well at sun dinner. at night, he sms mi he's down, n i immediately called him. know part of story, n offered my consoles. and the despo hsewife is so real, n direct siazz. dealing wif all sorts of prob tat can coem to life. i forgot wat made mi fall in love with the ep, but wat i can think of is, if i lov my boi, i'll do all i can do protect him from harm. ehhe, funny, wanna sleep early, but stil lend up sleep after 12. i think i need to readjust my hearts in fridae...
Monday, May 23, 2005
email from a mailing list. sighz, did not read my mails for 3 weeks. If not, i may go for it.
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Dear All,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society is looking for actors/ actresses for it's upcoming Mandarin production, Ma Lan Hua, which will be staged in July 2005.
Synopsis:
This is a popular children?s play adapted from the widely circulated folk legend. A villager who fell off a cliff is rescued by a flower deity, Ma Lang. As he is interested in marrying one of his two daughters , he gave the Ma Lan flower to the villager and will take the daughter who accepts the flower as his wife. The elder Lan rejected the flower as she hates living in the mountains while the younger daughter, little Lan accepted the flower and lead a happy life with Ma Lang. Gradually, Elder Lan gets jealous of their happiness. Edged on by an evil old cat, she killed little Lan and assumes her identity. Luckily, Ma Lang sees through her evil plot and revives Little Lan. They lived happily ever after.
Requirements:
- fluent in Mandarin
- age 25 years and below
(those who appear to be younger than 25 years old may also apply)
- acting experience and able to sing is an advantage
Performance details:
Date: 22 to 23 Jul 2005 (Fri and Sat)
Venue: Victoria Theatre
Rehearsal Schedule and Remuneration:
Rehearsal is scheduled to start in June. As we are a not-for-profit drama society, we can only give each cast member an honorarium to cover food & transport costs.
Audition Details:
Audition will be on 15 May (Sunday).
Looking forward to see you! :)
Regards,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society.
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Dear All,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society is looking for actors/ actresses for it's upcoming Mandarin production, Ma Lan Hua, which will be staged in July 2005.
Synopsis:
This is a popular children?s play adapted from the widely circulated folk legend. A villager who fell off a cliff is rescued by a flower deity, Ma Lang. As he is interested in marrying one of his two daughters , he gave the Ma Lan flower to the villager and will take the daughter who accepts the flower as his wife. The elder Lan rejected the flower as she hates living in the mountains while the younger daughter, little Lan accepted the flower and lead a happy life with Ma Lang. Gradually, Elder Lan gets jealous of their happiness. Edged on by an evil old cat, she killed little Lan and assumes her identity. Luckily, Ma Lang sees through her evil plot and revives Little Lan. They lived happily ever after.
Requirements:
- fluent in Mandarin
- age 25 years and below
(those who appear to be younger than 25 years old may also apply)
- acting experience and able to sing is an advantage
Performance details:
Date: 22 to 23 Jul 2005 (Fri and Sat)
Venue: Victoria Theatre
Rehearsal Schedule and Remuneration:
Rehearsal is scheduled to start in June. As we are a not-for-profit drama society, we can only give each cast member an honorarium to cover food & transport costs.
Audition Details:
Audition will be on 15 May (Sunday).
Looking forward to see you! :)
Regards,
Singapore I-Lien Drama Society.
Been a real long time since i last blogged. well, i had spent a wonderful 40 hours, whcih was totoally enjoyable :) Had done many of my firsts during this period. but strange thing, n i not paiseh or afraid to say it. seem like, ever since i have a boi, visits to this place has gone down a lot.
anyway, sunday had family bfast as usual. but somehow, when i oni 5 mins walk away from home, mum called mi tat i shld wear proper clothes, cos they going restaurant. n my aunt coming oso. ok i heard tat. but in my mind, i thot: wah liao, now den tell mi?? wat am i suposed to do? my usual timing is 10am-1030 i sure get home. den they call mi 1022am? cant they jus inform mi earlier??
den when i reached home, i grumbled loh. den later mum threw in: u not home, how i tell u? i refuted: den how come aunt know?
den, my sis oso told mi my future sis in law family oso going. i was bewildered. at tat time, i got 2 choices: 1, dress sloppily n tell ppl i not told of the meet, n thus no time to prep. 2, try my best to make a proper outfit from my current ward of clothes. i chose the latter. if i have the means to make the day, y not? n i dun wan make mi, or my family to look bad. later, i did tell my mum, she shld at least inform mi earlier, at least before the timing i usually get home, so tat i can prepare myself.
when we got to the restaurant, such a big crowd i really stunned n bored. allt he adults there dicussing marriage. mi n sis n aunt nothingt o chip in siaz. felt tat time is so heard to pass. haah, our first dish came: porridge. dunno how come, when dad ask us to take our share, i, by instinct or watever, told him n mum to take first, cos they elder.
i was dressed in specs n orange T n dark brown 3/4. the ger's side got a kid bro who dress similar style as mi. i wodner if i look his age siazz. but i sure i muhc older. here, mum tried to be concerned n told mi, "this got scallops, u dun like, dun take this 1". my sis n i were wondering, why she say tat. i even asked, how does she know tat. den i refuted: oh, den i dun take siew mai oso, u can have it. i den told my sis "if she wanna embarass herself, let her be".
den, went to my frn's place for dinner wif my boi. heh, they so kind n noti to leave us "alone" n went for grocery. frankly speaking, even though i know my boi may be sad to read this, but it's simply in my mind. over there, got 1 30yo guy in short sleeve shirt. wif his dressing style, i was thinking how his body will look.
n it's so funny / fun. in the hse, we kinda behaved in couple's manner. when ppl appeared, we moved away haha. oh ya, i think this part, i'm being gracious. i invited a guy to sit beside mi, as he may be afraid of intruding our privacy, but tat's pure frnly. den later, in the lift, we were holding hands, n the lift opened, a lady came in. we or maybe i immediately moved our hands in such an awkward manner, as though we doing soemthign immoral LOL. but i bochap, i still tok to my boi is sweet manner hahah. luckily, my boi still has transport home. if not, i will feel bad, n most probably send him home in taxi.
as for mi, i stil lgot bus home. haha, jus a lil twist. as i resting on the bus, a teen boarded bus wif his frn. den my eyes were closed mah. i heard a "ei". i belive it's not directed at mi. den tat teen bumoped my shoulder lightly. i woke up, he was looking sideway. i stared at him, he din see. i stood a bit n gave another stare. he either thinking, he in wrong, bo chap, or i peeping at him. i den shifted my bag to make a distance between us. when i got home ,i simply, 2 tired to wash up. wif my gelled hair, i dozed off. wanna JO first, but i decided to skip it.
will post monday blog later.
anyway, sunday had family bfast as usual. but somehow, when i oni 5 mins walk away from home, mum called mi tat i shld wear proper clothes, cos they going restaurant. n my aunt coming oso. ok i heard tat. but in my mind, i thot: wah liao, now den tell mi?? wat am i suposed to do? my usual timing is 10am-1030 i sure get home. den they call mi 1022am? cant they jus inform mi earlier??
den when i reached home, i grumbled loh. den later mum threw in: u not home, how i tell u? i refuted: den how come aunt know?
den, my sis oso told mi my future sis in law family oso going. i was bewildered. at tat time, i got 2 choices: 1, dress sloppily n tell ppl i not told of the meet, n thus no time to prep. 2, try my best to make a proper outfit from my current ward of clothes. i chose the latter. if i have the means to make the day, y not? n i dun wan make mi, or my family to look bad. later, i did tell my mum, she shld at least inform mi earlier, at least before the timing i usually get home, so tat i can prepare myself.
when we got to the restaurant, such a big crowd i really stunned n bored. allt he adults there dicussing marriage. mi n sis n aunt nothingt o chip in siaz. felt tat time is so heard to pass. haah, our first dish came: porridge. dunno how come, when dad ask us to take our share, i, by instinct or watever, told him n mum to take first, cos they elder.
i was dressed in specs n orange T n dark brown 3/4. the ger's side got a kid bro who dress similar style as mi. i wodner if i look his age siazz. but i sure i muhc older. here, mum tried to be concerned n told mi, "this got scallops, u dun like, dun take this 1". my sis n i were wondering, why she say tat. i even asked, how does she know tat. den i refuted: oh, den i dun take siew mai oso, u can have it. i den told my sis "if she wanna embarass herself, let her be".
den, went to my frn's place for dinner wif my boi. heh, they so kind n noti to leave us "alone" n went for grocery. frankly speaking, even though i know my boi may be sad to read this, but it's simply in my mind. over there, got 1 30yo guy in short sleeve shirt. wif his dressing style, i was thinking how his body will look.
n it's so funny / fun. in the hse, we kinda behaved in couple's manner. when ppl appeared, we moved away haha. oh ya, i think this part, i'm being gracious. i invited a guy to sit beside mi, as he may be afraid of intruding our privacy, but tat's pure frnly. den later, in the lift, we were holding hands, n the lift opened, a lady came in. we or maybe i immediately moved our hands in such an awkward manner, as though we doing soemthign immoral LOL. but i bochap, i still tok to my boi is sweet manner hahah. luckily, my boi still has transport home. if not, i will feel bad, n most probably send him home in taxi.
as for mi, i stil lgot bus home. haha, jus a lil twist. as i resting on the bus, a teen boarded bus wif his frn. den my eyes were closed mah. i heard a "ei". i belive it's not directed at mi. den tat teen bumoped my shoulder lightly. i woke up, he was looking sideway. i stared at him, he din see. i stood a bit n gave another stare. he either thinking, he in wrong, bo chap, or i peeping at him. i den shifted my bag to make a distance between us. when i got home ,i simply, 2 tired to wash up. wif my gelled hair, i dozed off. wanna JO first, but i decided to skip it.
will post monday blog later.
Thursday, May 19, 2005
tuesday: hehe, u wanna by my side ah? so fast think og co-habitating?? yup, nice tat we can sms n tok in so many ways. but cos my hp dun have free incoming, i cant manage to tok eferyday on hp wif u, muz either via blog, or meet up. sms is ok lah, but calling more personal n faster mah. ur frns wanna see mi? thot they know mi in sgboy n fridae??
the direct stuff i wanna say are those teasing lines. cos they are supposed to tease, i dun wan u to keep thinking they are directed at u. mroe to add spice to our chats. as for the surprises, as i said, will try to let u know some things lah. cos u dunno wat i thinking, thus worried abt wat i have in mind. cos i dun like to tell thigns so directly n open.
i look fierce when saying seriosu stuff?? not stern n serious look?? ya loh, still rmb on the bus, i was luffing so hard tat i MUZ control it, if not, may jus giggle for god know how long. u look fair?? u got tanline liao mah, but maybe u not happy wif ur physique, so the tanline u not happy oso? muz beg for muaxies??? aiyo, den muz get some protection for my knees siazz.. ;) who say my dryness nothing to do wif u?? u suck away (haha, use this word on purpose!) all my moisture n blood, so of cos veli dry!
no lah, although we are seeing each other, frns is still impt, u still need new/more frns. if he really keen on u, up to u when u wnana tell him abt us. huh?? i mean i knwo the quotes are abt mi lah. hehe, if i'm easily taken away, den mi is not worthy of my boi's LOVE (",). oni Vir n kenneth are couples?? thot got 2 couples? excluding blog owners. wat happened to u in the gym?? u wrote on tues, so u hurt on mon gym. how come?? wah liao, dinno ur blog tok abt synopsis oso :)
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wednesday: i can stil sleep lah, cos jus feel stomach empty. still can slp. i'll try to ask for increment loh. TRY. i take those teasings as spices lah. but u often kena attacked, unable to defend. i think i shld toen down on it. later someone find it 2 sour to cope liao... :) but, hehe, i'll still think of how i wan reply, n grin, but dun tell :) haha hwo u gonna find the missing screw?? yup, i did feel u getting tensed up abt the hp chat. anyway, it's over =D well, jus feel like givign u a hug to let u know i stil care for u.
hehe, dinnno u take the time to write out tat encoded msg msn nick :) wah u win liao loh. really say we having seafood buffet!! but other than marina bay, i dinno jap food serve such "seafood" buffet oso =P so now, u got phobia of crab liao? LOL. ya loh, duno y shoes can 300$ siazz. brand, material, or cutting?? why muz those successful bizman go for them?? haha, ya loh, someone created a scene after he bought a soft toy oso!! kena check by SO even!! LOL so paiseh!! dinno soemone have a "3rd arm" LOL.
dun think the salesman pissed off. shoes muz buy somethign tat we like, n comfy mah :) ehhe, even if shoes not to my liking, oso will buy, cos it's hand picked by him heheh. alright, this is sweet talking, but frankly, ur choice will take priority over mine :) but i mus like it oso lah. if sat got LAN, den the sentosa thing hwo??
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thur: dun worry, i wil sleep early if i rally need to. not enuff slp, can catch on bus in morning. i got 2000 min free talktime in off peak hrs. if everything goes as planned, umm, u'll read tis oni on tues, unless u go LAN shop... u'll either knwo my surprised on fri n sunday itself, or u oredi know by the time u return office :)
hey, why u keep saying u dun appeal at all?? although i keep saying abt "personality n character", dun mean u dun attrract mi. u r cute at times. but the P & C are most crucial in LTR mah. i still look at guys cos i do look around n observe. if see some nice looking dudes, i will oni look once. although i failed today. maybe 'cos i 2 bored? was on bus from work, den noticed tat 1 guy seem to always look at mi, i looked a few times to determine it. i not changing lah, jus dun wan let u worry abt mi. it's not mi to not look at ppl, but i wun keep looking loh. dun wan my boi feel insecure.
how come ur boss so bad 1?? everytime muz sabo u?? wat reason she give for cancelling leave?? my jnr colleague, tat "young lady" is quite protective of her stand. she once again, "it's the quality of work tat coutns, not quantity." "as long my work is done, i can go, no need stay too long". gosh, i dinno u din take lunch today. i guess i shld have msg u to check if u taken lunch. err, whose sms woke u up? right now, i thinking it's ur dream guy? we ended call abt 1230am. wat time u went to slp again?
u sure ur next update is tues??? LOL *evil grin* haha, first tiem to finish blogging b4 12am :) sleep liao. these days been taking lotsa hot thigns, like vege goose, n curry. wah liao, rainy season muz take them meh?
the direct stuff i wanna say are those teasing lines. cos they are supposed to tease, i dun wan u to keep thinking they are directed at u. mroe to add spice to our chats. as for the surprises, as i said, will try to let u know some things lah. cos u dunno wat i thinking, thus worried abt wat i have in mind. cos i dun like to tell thigns so directly n open.
i look fierce when saying seriosu stuff?? not stern n serious look?? ya loh, still rmb on the bus, i was luffing so hard tat i MUZ control it, if not, may jus giggle for god know how long. u look fair?? u got tanline liao mah, but maybe u not happy wif ur physique, so the tanline u not happy oso? muz beg for muaxies??? aiyo, den muz get some protection for my knees siazz.. ;) who say my dryness nothing to do wif u?? u suck away (haha, use this word on purpose!) all my moisture n blood, so of cos veli dry!
no lah, although we are seeing each other, frns is still impt, u still need new/more frns. if he really keen on u, up to u when u wnana tell him abt us. huh?? i mean i knwo the quotes are abt mi lah. hehe, if i'm easily taken away, den mi is not worthy of my boi's LOVE (",). oni Vir n kenneth are couples?? thot got 2 couples? excluding blog owners. wat happened to u in the gym?? u wrote on tues, so u hurt on mon gym. how come?? wah liao, dinno ur blog tok abt synopsis oso :)
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wednesday: i can stil sleep lah, cos jus feel stomach empty. still can slp. i'll try to ask for increment loh. TRY. i take those teasings as spices lah. but u often kena attacked, unable to defend. i think i shld toen down on it. later someone find it 2 sour to cope liao... :) but, hehe, i'll still think of how i wan reply, n grin, but dun tell :) haha hwo u gonna find the missing screw?? yup, i did feel u getting tensed up abt the hp chat. anyway, it's over =D well, jus feel like givign u a hug to let u know i stil care for u.
hehe, dinnno u take the time to write out tat encoded msg msn nick :) wah u win liao loh. really say we having seafood buffet!! but other than marina bay, i dinno jap food serve such "seafood" buffet oso =P so now, u got phobia of crab liao? LOL. ya loh, duno y shoes can 300$ siazz. brand, material, or cutting?? why muz those successful bizman go for them?? haha, ya loh, someone created a scene after he bought a soft toy oso!! kena check by SO even!! LOL so paiseh!! dinno soemone have a "3rd arm" LOL.
dun think the salesman pissed off. shoes muz buy somethign tat we like, n comfy mah :) ehhe, even if shoes not to my liking, oso will buy, cos it's hand picked by him heheh. alright, this is sweet talking, but frankly, ur choice will take priority over mine :) but i mus like it oso lah. if sat got LAN, den the sentosa thing hwo??
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thur: dun worry, i wil sleep early if i rally need to. not enuff slp, can catch on bus in morning. i got 2000 min free talktime in off peak hrs. if everything goes as planned, umm, u'll read tis oni on tues, unless u go LAN shop... u'll either knwo my surprised on fri n sunday itself, or u oredi know by the time u return office :)
hey, why u keep saying u dun appeal at all?? although i keep saying abt "personality n character", dun mean u dun attrract mi. u r cute at times. but the P & C are most crucial in LTR mah. i still look at guys cos i do look around n observe. if see some nice looking dudes, i will oni look once. although i failed today. maybe 'cos i 2 bored? was on bus from work, den noticed tat 1 guy seem to always look at mi, i looked a few times to determine it. i not changing lah, jus dun wan let u worry abt mi. it's not mi to not look at ppl, but i wun keep looking loh. dun wan my boi feel insecure.
how come ur boss so bad 1?? everytime muz sabo u?? wat reason she give for cancelling leave?? my jnr colleague, tat "young lady" is quite protective of her stand. she once again, "it's the quality of work tat coutns, not quantity." "as long my work is done, i can go, no need stay too long". gosh, i dinno u din take lunch today. i guess i shld have msg u to check if u taken lunch. err, whose sms woke u up? right now, i thinking it's ur dream guy? we ended call abt 1230am. wat time u went to slp again?
u sure ur next update is tues??? LOL *evil grin* haha, first tiem to finish blogging b4 12am :) sleep liao. these days been taking lotsa hot thigns, like vege goose, n curry. wah liao, rainy season muz take them meh?
upon knocking off time, i feel as though this place is not as nice as it seemed to b. i am even starting to feel outta place. not tat i'm outcasted, but jus tat the kiddy politics is driving mi siaoz. we have 2 timings for lunch. 1 from 12-1, den 1-2pm. sometmies the gers will go before 12. n we go when they are back. today, the gers went off jus b4 12. den, our batch, some snr ppl, by 1240, were oredi complaining why they are not back yet. so late oredi. i was thinking, wahliaoz, jus a short while will kill?? den they even called the gers, asking wat time they come back.
den when the gers came back, tat young lady who matured EARLY n daring n outspoken wif her words, said to mi, "aren't you hungry? we're back. go n eat loh". i den replied CALMLY "not yet". she "not yet?". wah liao. muz she b so HARsh wif her words?? at tat instant, i was thinking "hey young lady. do mind ur words. do not b so harsh. i'm trying to maintain good working terms n not b so str8 wif my words. if u don't deserve that, i can slam u down." den along the way, i was thinking, at work, maybe i dun have to be so honest. i can say n do diff thigns.
cos, the gers later even went to the extent of "counting wat time we leave for lunch n come back". den durign my lunch, discussed abt the thigns at work, n some more politics. the politics here still quite open, not those u hide from mi, i from u. as the snr are chatting abt it, 1 other dept guy ask mi, abt my observation at work. i tell wat i saw. aftr tat, i start to regret. i think, i shld go wif the group. cos i realise tat, i not fully accepted into it. i guess i shld start to learn some things abt pol.
after work, err, gotta confess lah (jus now my boi called mi, but i bathing n when call back, hp off, so i think ... err, but he tmr off. watever.) i went to visit a frn at his work place - pub. tat roger rabbit. but he's off, so i go str8 home. on way home, am i really so much better looking these days? or my attitude is eye-catching? somehow, on the bus, i can feel tat some guys/gers r peeping at mi. got to family, but dinner is so disappointing. curry drum rice OR braised pork rice. sianz. i ate the drum n went outt o eat.
anyway, snrs n mi did discuss our pay, or rather mine. they seem to be getting my pay as well, but not sure if they telling truth. anyway, they oso wun know if i telling truth. oh ya, almost forgot. tmr i going movie wif my boi. n due to this apptmt/expectation/plan, i actually keep waiting for tmr to arrive. wah liao, wat a logn wait! in past, i oni waiting to go home n watch tv, reply mails, blog etc. oni looking forward to knocing off. den this tiem, from tues look forward til now, so jialutz!! like time pass so slow like dat!! in future, i think i shldn't give such an expectation to myself. jus make time harder to kill.
n finally, i gonna reply comments :) although my eyes... so droopy
den when the gers came back, tat young lady who matured EARLY n daring n outspoken wif her words, said to mi, "aren't you hungry? we're back. go n eat loh". i den replied CALMLY "not yet". she "not yet?". wah liao. muz she b so HARsh wif her words?? at tat instant, i was thinking "hey young lady. do mind ur words. do not b so harsh. i'm trying to maintain good working terms n not b so str8 wif my words. if u don't deserve that, i can slam u down." den along the way, i was thinking, at work, maybe i dun have to be so honest. i can say n do diff thigns.
cos, the gers later even went to the extent of "counting wat time we leave for lunch n come back". den durign my lunch, discussed abt the thigns at work, n some more politics. the politics here still quite open, not those u hide from mi, i from u. as the snr are chatting abt it, 1 other dept guy ask mi, abt my observation at work. i tell wat i saw. aftr tat, i start to regret. i think, i shld go wif the group. cos i realise tat, i not fully accepted into it. i guess i shld start to learn some things abt pol.
after work, err, gotta confess lah (jus now my boi called mi, but i bathing n when call back, hp off, so i think ... err, but he tmr off. watever.) i went to visit a frn at his work place - pub. tat roger rabbit. but he's off, so i go str8 home. on way home, am i really so much better looking these days? or my attitude is eye-catching? somehow, on the bus, i can feel tat some guys/gers r peeping at mi. got to family, but dinner is so disappointing. curry drum rice OR braised pork rice. sianz. i ate the drum n went outt o eat.
anyway, snrs n mi did discuss our pay, or rather mine. they seem to be getting my pay as well, but not sure if they telling truth. anyway, they oso wun know if i telling truth. oh ya, almost forgot. tmr i going movie wif my boi. n due to this apptmt/expectation/plan, i actually keep waiting for tmr to arrive. wah liao, wat a logn wait! in past, i oni waiting to go home n watch tv, reply mails, blog etc. oni looking forward to knocing off. den this tiem, from tues look forward til now, so jialutz!! like time pass so slow like dat!! in future, i think i shldn't give such an expectation to myself. jus make time harder to kill.
n finally, i gonna reply comments :) although my eyes... so droopy
this post may sound stupid, but i stil lwanna say it. back from supper, i saw a giant cockroach lying on the pavement. i den used my sandals to flip it over. it ran off. den at my void deck, there is another cockroach, almost leaning onto another's corpse. at tat time, i'm not sure if it's feeding. but they don't feed on such thing right? so, my other guess is, they are a couple. was, are, n will be. the living 1 seems to be hugging the dead's corpse, mourning over its death. wat on earth could have caused its death?
the last time, i saw the dead roach, was when it was flipped over, barely struggling. i even haf the chance to hold it's feeler n flip it over. den it was toppling onto 1 side. i knew it's injured.
the last time, i saw the dead roach, was when it was flipped over, barely struggling. i even haf the chance to hold it's feeler n flip it over. den it was toppling onto 1 side. i knew it's injured.
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
although.. i promised my boi to sleep early, esp after our 1hr hp tok (phew it's local call, not to OZ!!!). but i dun wan let him, have an incomplete day, so i still wnana blog. wah liao, i had my dinner at 7pm, den now this hr, i hungry again. growling some more.
over our chat, my way of surprising him is diff from wat n how he wanna. well, i accomodate him loh :) let him know wat he wanna find out :) without giving out 2 much into :)
wah liao, nowadays, every morning, always seemt o rain. so, this time, i actually left my bed slightly later, n resulted in mi leaving hse later. kinda purposely even to take a later bus. so i was late for a few mins. ok 15mins. but it's ok over here lah. tat S colleague of mine, i wonder, if he's influenced by how my jny colleague say thigns, so right now, he's quite cold n jus frnly colleague, instead of the usual chatty personj wif mi. cos today, he gave us some additional info, but it differ from wat we usually do, so i ask him why. he got pek chek n gave some boliao ans.
either this, or he really not gonna stay in thsi job too long. cos, ok, maybe i over sensitive. cos got 2 cases from mi, i passed it to him. he told mi his clleague YK (female) is taking voer. but when i found YK, she say she din call user yet. check wif S, den realised no 1 got backt o her yet. So, either he's really not keen anymore, (cos he gave those boliao reply, n such work attitude), or he dun wanna do much wif mi.
for lunch, today i dunno if it's luck, or really good thing. i was tokignt o user. nearign lunch hr liao. den i done liao, n snr colleague at the same time wanna go lunch. so we went together. den along teh way, chatted wif them, n both are more open n chatty. hmm, was wondering, cos i had bought snr colleague some snacks n din get money from her yet, i dun think i wanna get from her, since things seem to get better. n to think my jnr coleague is confirmed for her job, but snr colleague think jnr is not up to it yet.
den somehow, my jnr colelague, sometimes really like fear i overtake her position. cos when i know something more than her, n let her know, she will seem dun wanna listen much. ok. wat's more, i feel she really has NO STAND. S guy (S colleague) say 1 thing, den she so fast jump to accept wat he said, n din care wat was the prev agreement. KAUZ! surprise...
den later, went to aunt place to help her fix PC. sianz! din manage to setup the new prolink 8k series. even messed up. luckily XP got the system restore. ahha. first time i feel XP is useful. umm, these days, istill find myself looking at guys who appeal to mi. but sicne my boi dun look at those who appeal to him, i guess, i will refrain oso. duno how. slowly? look at them, den dun see anymore. dun stare at them.
i go supper.
over our chat, my way of surprising him is diff from wat n how he wanna. well, i accomodate him loh :) let him know wat he wanna find out :) without giving out 2 much into :)
wah liao, nowadays, every morning, always seemt o rain. so, this time, i actually left my bed slightly later, n resulted in mi leaving hse later. kinda purposely even to take a later bus. so i was late for a few mins. ok 15mins. but it's ok over here lah. tat S colleague of mine, i wonder, if he's influenced by how my jny colleague say thigns, so right now, he's quite cold n jus frnly colleague, instead of the usual chatty personj wif mi. cos today, he gave us some additional info, but it differ from wat we usually do, so i ask him why. he got pek chek n gave some boliao ans.
either this, or he really not gonna stay in thsi job too long. cos, ok, maybe i over sensitive. cos got 2 cases from mi, i passed it to him. he told mi his clleague YK (female) is taking voer. but when i found YK, she say she din call user yet. check wif S, den realised no 1 got backt o her yet. So, either he's really not keen anymore, (cos he gave those boliao reply, n such work attitude), or he dun wanna do much wif mi.
for lunch, today i dunno if it's luck, or really good thing. i was tokignt o user. nearign lunch hr liao. den i done liao, n snr colleague at the same time wanna go lunch. so we went together. den along teh way, chatted wif them, n both are more open n chatty. hmm, was wondering, cos i had bought snr colleague some snacks n din get money from her yet, i dun think i wanna get from her, since things seem to get better. n to think my jnr coleague is confirmed for her job, but snr colleague think jnr is not up to it yet.
den somehow, my jnr colelague, sometimes really like fear i overtake her position. cos when i know something more than her, n let her know, she will seem dun wanna listen much. ok. wat's more, i feel she really has NO STAND. S guy (S colleague) say 1 thing, den she so fast jump to accept wat he said, n din care wat was the prev agreement. KAUZ! surprise...
den later, went to aunt place to help her fix PC. sianz! din manage to setup the new prolink 8k series. even messed up. luckily XP got the system restore. ahha. first time i feel XP is useful. umm, these days, istill find myself looking at guys who appeal to mi. but sicne my boi dun look at those who appeal to him, i guess, i will refrain oso. duno how. slowly? look at them, den dun see anymore. dun stare at them.
i go supper.
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
although had dinner n bubble tea, i actually still feel like eating soemthing more.. addicted, habit or hungry? no idea./
this morning, once again, the bus queue super long. n i actually forgot today got wkly meeting. woke up on time for normal office hrs. luckily, they din say anything, cos my jnr colleauge jus arrivd oso. den the mee3ting started. nothign much to do, but some sms'es made mi so blushing. lunch time, the temp guy told mi something "honestly": last night, i took time off to fix pc thign right? he told mi the office later gossip tat i actually have prob wif my dsl modem, n took time off for it. n said i shld have jus said something happen at home, n need to rush off.
perhaps true, but i dun see the point in lying. n the sup did give permission. they complain oso no point. but i doubting the temp guy's words. later went to shop for shoes. hehe, got many shoes to choose from siazzz.. but decided to buy later ,when my boi is wif mi. err, haha, dunno wat else to write. nothign interesting. ok, 1 last thing. jnr colleague passed probation, n got confirmation letter. increment? dunno. so i guess when my prob over, shld get similar txtmt. AND by tat time, i will wanna ask for pay increment.
deb later ,went out wif my boi. been pretty enjoyable n fun :) n realised some things abt myself. for a long time, i've been unable to luff such a big deal n way. n when i'm 1 screw missing, i get kidy, n lose my logical reasoning. n at times, when i'm enjoying my time, i tend to lose myself, n dunno when to stop beign so funny n insensitive abt my words. lastly, when i'm wif him, i forget my unhappiness, n jus wanna relax myself hahah. but soemthing did happen jus b4 we part. luckily we talked it over... haha,,, oh ya, i bought my new shoes, n will wear it on friday :)
haha, jus now, at my blk, i saw a dying cockroach. i used my shoes to flip it over but failed. after 1 min, i picked its feelers n turned it over. it seem dying stil..
this morning, once again, the bus queue super long. n i actually forgot today got wkly meeting. woke up on time for normal office hrs. luckily, they din say anything, cos my jnr colleauge jus arrivd oso. den the mee3ting started. nothign much to do, but some sms'es made mi so blushing. lunch time, the temp guy told mi something "honestly": last night, i took time off to fix pc thign right? he told mi the office later gossip tat i actually have prob wif my dsl modem, n took time off for it. n said i shld have jus said something happen at home, n need to rush off.
perhaps true, but i dun see the point in lying. n the sup did give permission. they complain oso no point. but i doubting the temp guy's words. later went to shop for shoes. hehe, got many shoes to choose from siazzz.. but decided to buy later ,when my boi is wif mi. err, haha, dunno wat else to write. nothign interesting. ok, 1 last thing. jnr colleague passed probation, n got confirmation letter. increment? dunno. so i guess when my prob over, shld get similar txtmt. AND by tat time, i will wanna ask for pay increment.
deb later ,went out wif my boi. been pretty enjoyable n fun :) n realised some things abt myself. for a long time, i've been unable to luff such a big deal n way. n when i'm 1 screw missing, i get kidy, n lose my logical reasoning. n at times, when i'm enjoying my time, i tend to lose myself, n dunno when to stop beign so funny n insensitive abt my words. lastly, when i'm wif him, i forget my unhappiness, n jus wanna relax myself hahah. but soemthing did happen jus b4 we part. luckily we talked it over... haha,,, oh ya, i bought my new shoes, n will wear it on friday :)
haha, jus now, at my blk, i saw a dying cockroach. i used my shoes to flip it over but failed. after 1 min, i picked its feelers n turned it over. it seem dying stil..
how come u reply 2 times? if u login n reply, i think u can edit. ya tat sms, i can oni suppose it's u, cos got ONI 1 person who have my number, but i dun have his at tat time :) if u keh keh, i will be veli paiseh loh. tat y tat time, i decide to b daring n BLIF u r him hehe. sms mi anytime oso ok, jus tat i may not reply veli fast. i am BZ man :P but now, i find antoehr adv of blogging. we can save on sms fees LOL. when we not meeting, we can blog. sms for short msgs =D dunno how it gonna b, but shall see ahah. if u have other means, we can oso try.
u cna alwasy sms mi loh :) i dun mind, but i'm financially conscious, so sometimes may be 2 stingy. wah!! u buay paiseh!! my frns r ur frns, and ur frns r my frns. haha, ur parents r mine 2, n mine urs LOL. maybe we jus take blogging/hp/etc as it goes, n see where we end up. not tat i not comfy telling u things. but i know tat, our first time meet, if tell u 2 direct stuff, u may not take it well. i prefer to, when we closer n more stable, den i tell u directly.
arghzz, mi kena suan liao. when i recall my thots, i cute?? when u asking mi serious replies, i do give it a thot first, b4 i reply. dun worry lah, if my lungs cant take it, u got to do CPR liaozz. jus scared, u may do CPR in wrong place hahaha. ask mi tmr if u dun get mi :) i can take my lufter lah. i can control if i cant take it. i hit u in eyes. tat tiem u seem alright, so i din take it to heart. but if really hurt, u'll see a red cross on my forehead :)
how u define nice tan? oh ya hor, now no begging at al, n someone gave muaxies auto liao hor? =D ya, when we part tat vening, i really din realise i din wash face, till i reachign home n i find face sticky n dry. *replying to parts of ur deleted comments* hesitate when reply 'cos i wanna think n analyse b4 i ans. dun wan to jus give ans anyhow. hiding, perhaps, cos wan u to more confident n us stable before i can really b truthful. if not, i think u may feel -ve. ahah, we'll know if we can express ourselves verbally tmr :) wif wat happen on sunday, i scared tat we create a scene siazz ... LOL
ur blog say u exchange email addy. hehe, i wonder how long it'll last. from exp, email last at most a week. :) ur quotes hor, now i think r writing abt mi siazz..!! huh?? u say lotsa thing abt mi, den ur frns may kajiao mi?? thot they shld know where n how to find mi... eheh, i thnk ur next sentosa outing may really b couples outing :) hey, ur last quote, muz pay mi royalty for using my line hor!!
u cna alwasy sms mi loh :) i dun mind, but i'm financially conscious, so sometimes may be 2 stingy. wah!! u buay paiseh!! my frns r ur frns, and ur frns r my frns. haha, ur parents r mine 2, n mine urs LOL. maybe we jus take blogging/hp/etc as it goes, n see where we end up. not tat i not comfy telling u things. but i know tat, our first time meet, if tell u 2 direct stuff, u may not take it well. i prefer to, when we closer n more stable, den i tell u directly.
arghzz, mi kena suan liao. when i recall my thots, i cute?? when u asking mi serious replies, i do give it a thot first, b4 i reply. dun worry lah, if my lungs cant take it, u got to do CPR liaozz. jus scared, u may do CPR in wrong place hahaha. ask mi tmr if u dun get mi :) i can take my lufter lah. i can control if i cant take it. i hit u in eyes. tat tiem u seem alright, so i din take it to heart. but if really hurt, u'll see a red cross on my forehead :)
how u define nice tan? oh ya hor, now no begging at al, n someone gave muaxies auto liao hor? =D ya, when we part tat vening, i really din realise i din wash face, till i reachign home n i find face sticky n dry. *replying to parts of ur deleted comments* hesitate when reply 'cos i wanna think n analyse b4 i ans. dun wan to jus give ans anyhow. hiding, perhaps, cos wan u to more confident n us stable before i can really b truthful. if not, i think u may feel -ve. ahah, we'll know if we can express ourselves verbally tmr :) wif wat happen on sunday, i scared tat we create a scene siazz ... LOL
ur blog say u exchange email addy. hehe, i wonder how long it'll last. from exp, email last at most a week. :) ur quotes hor, now i think r writing abt mi siazz..!! huh?? u say lotsa thing abt mi, den ur frns may kajiao mi?? thot they shld know where n how to find mi... eheh, i thnk ur next sentosa outing may really b couples outing :) hey, ur last quote, muz pay mi royalty for using my line hor!!
Monday, May 16, 2005
monday almost blue.. n i'm still broke. woke up, raining, ahah, din have the mood to work, but still dragged myself to work. but i slept thru the journey. workload pretty fine. for lunch, my snr went off first. den i went off. din expect them to ask mi to join them saizz. n chatted wif them a bit oso. somehow, i feel tat, my jnr is a bit scared tat i getting better at problem solving. cos she was bit cold to mi. even got 1 time, i ask her if getting the user to come down will solve the problem, she jus went ahead to tell mi wat the basic troubleshooting steps r... wah liao... waste my breath.
den later went to the PC shop there to fix my thing. along the way, i really thinking hard, howt o explain to them ,so tat probably can get them to exchange for mi. but they wanna test out first. den got their tech guy come down. heheh, the guy was kinda broad-shoulder type. spec, n blond hair. not good looking, but his body size, when he try to fix the prob, i almost felt like hugging him from the back haha!! but i was thinking: wah liao, sound so gay! but in end, they wanna let mi upgrade my ting, but need to pay 20$ extra. aiyoz, i decline. n they refuse to let mi have it for free, or exchange for good of similar value. bobian, i decided to report to case. i din tell them though.
den i on way home, n along the way, bought ice cream wif bread. forgot to order, so end up got 1 scoop of choc, straw, n yellow stuff. i ate like a kid siaz!! n browsed thru the shoes. 20$ for 1 pair, but FEW designs. so went home. on the train, 1 guy sitting beside mi, seem so petrified of getting too close tat, there was a gap of 5 cm between us siazz!! the lady beside her, i think, can fel his skin liao haha. at my mrt, i looked at the shoes oso. bata = $30. croc is $20. whcih shld i buy? ask mum, she say buy quality 1. the shoes gonna last for years, for a good pair. croc is my daddy era LOL. i think tmr, i gonna buy a proper shoes liao.
haha, 1 last thign, quite amusing. after shopping, a lady stopped mi for a survey of a few qns. she is good at "pick-up lines". she ask abt my job, saving, n my age, and commented i look so young, but is older than her haha. den we tok a bit, n i was in hurry to go. dun wan gimme her name card, n i dun wan give her my number oso. IT'S A GER! WAT FOR I GIVE NUNMBER! n u know wat, the paper tat she write my details, she thanked mi for time, byed, n tored the paper, n her face turn black. LOL... so prac.
den later went to the PC shop there to fix my thing. along the way, i really thinking hard, howt o explain to them ,so tat probably can get them to exchange for mi. but they wanna test out first. den got their tech guy come down. heheh, the guy was kinda broad-shoulder type. spec, n blond hair. not good looking, but his body size, when he try to fix the prob, i almost felt like hugging him from the back haha!! but i was thinking: wah liao, sound so gay! but in end, they wanna let mi upgrade my ting, but need to pay 20$ extra. aiyoz, i decline. n they refuse to let mi have it for free, or exchange for good of similar value. bobian, i decided to report to case. i din tell them though.
den i on way home, n along the way, bought ice cream wif bread. forgot to order, so end up got 1 scoop of choc, straw, n yellow stuff. i ate like a kid siaz!! n browsed thru the shoes. 20$ for 1 pair, but FEW designs. so went home. on the train, 1 guy sitting beside mi, seem so petrified of getting too close tat, there was a gap of 5 cm between us siazz!! the lady beside her, i think, can fel his skin liao haha. at my mrt, i looked at the shoes oso. bata = $30. croc is $20. whcih shld i buy? ask mum, she say buy quality 1. the shoes gonna last for years, for a good pair. croc is my daddy era LOL. i think tmr, i gonna buy a proper shoes liao.
haha, 1 last thign, quite amusing. after shopping, a lady stopped mi for a survey of a few qns. she is good at "pick-up lines". she ask abt my job, saving, n my age, and commented i look so young, but is older than her haha. den we tok a bit, n i was in hurry to go. dun wan gimme her name card, n i dun wan give her my number oso. IT'S A GER! WAT FOR I GIVE NUNMBER! n u know wat, the paper tat she write my details, she thanked mi for time, byed, n tored the paper, n her face turn black. LOL... so prac.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
a reply to his comment. ahah, wonder if i will still need to reply siazz, since the fairy tale is ending soon. or will there be part 2?? with more characters joining in?? haha.. other than u, oni my close frns in my mind ;)
now tat we've met, not veli sure how to rpely ur blog :LOL: somehow, now i know why u wanna tell ur frn something thru blog haha. so, jus tell u something, cos first time meet, dun feel alright to tell u 2 much, but in future, shld b ok. dun tell u 2 much, cos dun wan u feel -ve :) but i oredi told u most ofthe thigs. jus tat i'm more attracted to ur person. rmb, person/character is more impt. n ya, i did enjoy our time. and shall see how things go, when we go on our first outing haha. at times, i hesitated in reply, cos i need time to think, dun wan give u any direct ans, cos i prefer to say with responsibility hehe...
for a long tiem, i've not had a hysterical n kiddy smile. those tat can make mi giggle till i cant compose myself type. ahah.anyway, tis morning, went for family bfast. gosh, they still leeting the dog walk around. i den suggest to put the dog in the balcony, so at elast can limit his movemnts. den the bfast, kauzz, oni mi n parents. make mi the limelight siaz!! kena treat like a sec sch boy. even when i ask daddy to order Tea for mi, he ask "Tea got milk 1 u know?" i was puzzled, n amused. den when i order my bfast, my parents keep telling mi wat the dishes available there.
GOSH!!! although they dun have much to tok abt, do they have to focus so much on mi?? den later ,when i almost done, they, yes they, volunteered to claer my plate, n i felt like, in public, they treat mi like a kid siazz!! ARGHZz... i so paiseh! den later , daddy go otu take a breather. den later, mum oso same thing. wah liaozz, i suddenly feel like, they nopthing to tok, but they still wanna fidn chance fo some pte moments. n the rest is history, till i meet my prince Caring with a tanned skin LOL. unique desc hor? :)
now tat we've met, not veli sure how to rpely ur blog :LOL: somehow, now i know why u wanna tell ur frn something thru blog haha. so, jus tell u something, cos first time meet, dun feel alright to tell u 2 much, but in future, shld b ok. dun tell u 2 much, cos dun wan u feel -ve :) but i oredi told u most ofthe thigs. jus tat i'm more attracted to ur person. rmb, person/character is more impt. n ya, i did enjoy our time. and shall see how things go, when we go on our first outing haha. at times, i hesitated in reply, cos i need time to think, dun wan give u any direct ans, cos i prefer to say with responsibility hehe...
for a long tiem, i've not had a hysterical n kiddy smile. those tat can make mi giggle till i cant compose myself type. ahah.anyway, tis morning, went for family bfast. gosh, they still leeting the dog walk around. i den suggest to put the dog in the balcony, so at elast can limit his movemnts. den the bfast, kauzz, oni mi n parents. make mi the limelight siaz!! kena treat like a sec sch boy. even when i ask daddy to order Tea for mi, he ask "Tea got milk 1 u know?" i was puzzled, n amused. den when i order my bfast, my parents keep telling mi wat the dishes available there.
GOSH!!! although they dun have much to tok abt, do they have to focus so much on mi?? den later ,when i almost done, they, yes they, volunteered to claer my plate, n i felt like, in public, they treat mi like a kid siazz!! ARGHZz... i so paiseh! den later , daddy go otu take a breather. den later, mum oso same thing. wah liaozz, i suddenly feel like, they nopthing to tok, but they still wanna fidn chance fo some pte moments. n the rest is history, till i meet my prince Caring with a tanned skin LOL. unique desc hor? :)
Saturday, May 14, 2005
yup, went for the haircut. the stylist wanna try new style on mi. i ok. cos she saw the style in mag, n thot it suits mi LOL. sure? dunno. but i game for new thigns :) den the person bring mi to wash my hair. a lady. i den asked if kido is around. she den took the initiative to ask if i wanna kido. haha, i replied "cos last time i came, his skill is not bad" "ok, i ask him do" "paiseh leh.." "it's ok" =D
den later, he took over :) last time, he was in white T. tat time look quite decent n proper. this time, he wearing black T. tight fitting type. look like those toned bod. tat feeling he gave mi is gone liaozz. but his touches still quite nice :) den, i went to check my hair. look quite ok.
den rush down all the way to buy IT things. wah, i so kisiao. run here there to check on the prices. bought 1, but dunno if it works. it's jap brand. supposed to wait for aunt to com, but 2 bad, she bz. den had wnana take direct bus home, but find it's too time consuming, so went all the way to city hall there togo home. haha, i take abt 45min to walk there siazz!! to my busstop!! it's tat far!
jus when i took the bus, i calle dmy aunt, she at home, so, i transitted over. haha, like so fun like tat. DEN, hehe, in for a surprise! got a chubby cutie :) i walked past him, den stood behind him. LOL. looked at him all the while. oh ya, as i on way to buy the cmputer thing, oso got someone wearing a adidas singlet, those swimmer body type, tanned. his bod look 2 nicely shaped to match his decent specs haha.
den siao, i stayed at aunt's there from 5pm till 10pm siazz!! until my hp total die off. on way home, i kinda realise something. non-locals tend to take the ez way by taking mrt. locals, knowing the roads well, take buses. tat why, sometimes i'm pissed at the AP of some commuters. n hor, i saw tat, this new hair indeed make mi feel more relaxed, freed, carefree. n vibrant? somehwo, i sense tat a number of ppl r taking note of mi, be it ger or guy. some daring to look, some peep.
oh... ehhe, long time no sms all day to someone special liao. haha, thinki need to get the hang of it. but i felt so BAD tat, i din msg him as my hp low batt n die off. make him worry n uncertain. but we gonna meet tmr LOL.
den later, he took over :) last time, he was in white T. tat time look quite decent n proper. this time, he wearing black T. tight fitting type. look like those toned bod. tat feeling he gave mi is gone liaozz. but his touches still quite nice :) den, i went to check my hair. look quite ok.
den rush down all the way to buy IT things. wah, i so kisiao. run here there to check on the prices. bought 1, but dunno if it works. it's jap brand. supposed to wait for aunt to com, but 2 bad, she bz. den had wnana take direct bus home, but find it's too time consuming, so went all the way to city hall there togo home. haha, i take abt 45min to walk there siazz!! to my busstop!! it's tat far!
jus when i took the bus, i calle dmy aunt, she at home, so, i transitted over. haha, like so fun like tat. DEN, hehe, in for a surprise! got a chubby cutie :) i walked past him, den stood behind him. LOL. looked at him all the while. oh ya, as i on way to buy the cmputer thing, oso got someone wearing a adidas singlet, those swimmer body type, tanned. his bod look 2 nicely shaped to match his decent specs haha.
den siao, i stayed at aunt's there from 5pm till 10pm siazz!! until my hp total die off. on way home, i kinda realise something. non-locals tend to take the ez way by taking mrt. locals, knowing the roads well, take buses. tat why, sometimes i'm pissed at the AP of some commuters. n hor, i saw tat, this new hair indeed make mi feel more relaxed, freed, carefree. n vibrant? somehwo, i sense tat a number of ppl r taking note of mi, be it ger or guy. some daring to look, some peep.
oh... ehhe, long time no sms all day to someone special liao. haha, thinki need to get the hang of it. but i felt so BAD tat, i din msg him as my hp low batt n die off. make him worry n uncertain. but we gonna meet tmr LOL.
LOL, i got a reminder tat i din blog my day happening! guess i was 2 busy wif replying tat i din realise i din blog :)
ytday, lemme see. oh ya, casual attire. den on my way to work, somehow, got a 30+ 40 guy (he look like tat CrimeWatch guy who acted as the paedophile) sit beside mi. i'm ok. he was dozing off. but, why must he keep falling onto mi?? how come some ppl fall to the side, some keep "nodding"? n wat's more, he din control his falling. keep toyuching my arm til, i used my bag to block him. wheneve rhe move near mi, touching my bag, i'll breathe deeply so that the bag will move oso, n "harass" tat guy.
everytime it seem to work. until the bus reachign his stop, he kinda in so deep sleep he din feel a thing. so as he abt to fall, i sat up, n hoping to see him fall. he din. as he abt to fall onto "me", he woke up. n moved back. i gave him a stare as i sat back again. haha.. am i 2 loud n obvious??
in office, HEY!!! my sis msg mi tat my letter was posted in ST Fri MailBag!!!! abt the coloring of dog fur tat 1!!!i showed to all my colelague in office :) den realise my snr colleague oso a pet lover :) n tat new temp guy, today again MC for asthma. even my sup oso think he keng 1. tat day when he first tiem sick for aasthma, he ask mi go out tok a bit. ahah, i declined siazz.
for tmr, i had planned to go swim, den haircut, den go buy computer things. but i haven done enuff research for suntan lotion yet. n prefer to take time to clear my mails first. 700+!! so the swim is off. wah liao, tis morning, got an anonymous sms. make mi so thick-skinned to assume it's him. luckily it's correct. if the sms is realyl sent to wrong number, i so paiseh.. haah... so not used to him workign on sat, when he can comment on a friday post. when i saw the sms, i thot he din comment cos we toking on hp n sgboy liaoz. haha, oh well, he's jus slow *giggles*
btw, these days, returning visitors seem to cut down. usually abt 20. now more than 10 oni. wah dun tell mi, as the fairy tale comes to an end, ppl start to give up fantasies liao ah?? although we prefer monogamous, tis blog shld still be interestign enuff to be read, n frnship maintained :) did any1 realise tat, under the Links section, got my email? ok.. haircut timing.
ytday, lemme see. oh ya, casual attire. den on my way to work, somehow, got a 30+ 40 guy (he look like tat CrimeWatch guy who acted as the paedophile) sit beside mi. i'm ok. he was dozing off. but, why must he keep falling onto mi?? how come some ppl fall to the side, some keep "nodding"? n wat's more, he din control his falling. keep toyuching my arm til, i used my bag to block him. wheneve rhe move near mi, touching my bag, i'll breathe deeply so that the bag will move oso, n "harass" tat guy.
everytime it seem to work. until the bus reachign his stop, he kinda in so deep sleep he din feel a thing. so as he abt to fall, i sat up, n hoping to see him fall. he din. as he abt to fall onto "me", he woke up. n moved back. i gave him a stare as i sat back again. haha.. am i 2 loud n obvious??
in office, HEY!!! my sis msg mi tat my letter was posted in ST Fri MailBag!!!! abt the coloring of dog fur tat 1!!!i showed to all my colelague in office :) den realise my snr colleague oso a pet lover :) n tat new temp guy, today again MC for asthma. even my sup oso think he keng 1. tat day when he first tiem sick for aasthma, he ask mi go out tok a bit. ahah, i declined siazz.
for tmr, i had planned to go swim, den haircut, den go buy computer things. but i haven done enuff research for suntan lotion yet. n prefer to take time to clear my mails first. 700+!! so the swim is off. wah liao, tis morning, got an anonymous sms. make mi so thick-skinned to assume it's him. luckily it's correct. if the sms is realyl sent to wrong number, i so paiseh.. haah... so not used to him workign on sat, when he can comment on a friday post. when i saw the sms, i thot he din comment cos we toking on hp n sgboy liaoz. haha, oh well, he's jus slow *giggles*
btw, these days, returning visitors seem to cut down. usually abt 20. now more than 10 oni. wah dun tell mi, as the fairy tale comes to an end, ppl start to give up fantasies liao ah?? although we prefer monogamous, tis blog shld still be interestign enuff to be read, n frnship maintained :) did any1 realise tat, under the Links section, got my email? ok.. haircut timing.
Friday, May 13, 2005
think will b my first time to reply comments, den blog my day. although he will read it oni tmr, i somehow jus feel i shld reply to him first b4 blog my day.
ei... dun like tat lah.. i was making a fun tease on u. i "msg" u in my blog, den msg shld have a "b b, b b" on hp mah.. other than u, who else i tok to here?
heheh.. think now, everything will be pretty direct. cos we gonna msg each other privately liao :) i wonder who i always *hug* in my blog loh, tat person always get my *hugzz* so of cos it's reserved for him *muax* how u gonna make up to mi for leaving mi to DIY?? umm, actually hor, after reading ur first comment, i felt pretty bad siazz.. seem like u suddenly turn bad mood like dat.. tell u more in pte msg :)
huh? how come tat driver blur?? thot driver shld know... now i a bit blur oso... ur reply today... umm... do sms mi tmr hor? u not into tying, or u fed up wif soemthing? aiyozz, i got ur msgs in sgboy, but i jus wanna keep u in suspense. but i think the suspense is a lil 2 long for u liao.. sorri lah... *huggizzz*
i was still hesitating abt my replies, cos u still do have him in ur heart. u have ur own thots in ur mind. but i dunno wat u think, right? oni until recenrly, den i know tat ur
is moving over to stay with the owner of this blog after recuperation *blush* tat y now i dare to br frank wif u. no 1 ever wanna b 2 paiseh. but b4 these, i oni know u still have him to fall back on. i duno wat u have in mind,. whether u are ready to forget him n accept the blogowner, or still waiting for a hope from him. we oni gave hintrs here n there. Hints can be mistaken or wrongly interpreted. i really dinno u r ready to accept mi, forgetting him, n to meet up n keep contact.
u did gimme ur pic. but i thot tat is oni for mi to see how u look. all along, u been not blogging a lot of him here. or u could really have reduced toking abt him, but i din take much note of whether u tok abt him anot. i know my blog always make ur day, but i was asking abt ur sad things mah, so dun wana make u too sad...
haha, this gonna sound mushy... the person who is worth of my hug is... *drum rolls* my regular visitor - East, aka Lonely Wes *HUGZ* women get upset suddenly due to period. He get upset if I ignore him... hehe
over the years in knowing ppl, n changing jobs, i've managed to gain a personality that can chat up easily. provided both parties are keen to tok. but i think, once we start, we will tok till time stops LOL. wat things u wanna do for first date? my plan is really simple: find a place, sit n tok. so we both comfy. other entertainment thigns can come in oso, later.
huh?? i beg for huggies, den still muz beg for muaxies?? tat someone better is holding out his hands (read: hp no) liao. waiting for hug worthy person to pull it. ^_^ chattign online for 2 mths is long siazz.. din ever chat wif ppl for so long b4. even email stop after 1 wk. but the path ahead of us to walk together is still pretty long.. hold my hand tight?
wah liao, nearign the end of this blog, i sound as though end of a fairy tale romance storybook siazz. hey, shield u from cops oso no muacks? never mind, i suck it directly from u ehhe... *a bit 2 paiseh as i thot of how to write it out* a simple kiss take ur breath away. a deep 1 ensures ur body n soul belong to mi oni. the sole proprietor =D
hehe, u lok for others? i block ur way first, n hug u :) wah liao, hope i'm not fantasizing: i imagining mi blocking ur every move n hold ur hand dearly. u no need despo, i will oso b wif u :) err, u mean, u duno i was pretending to b a kid, asking for huggies? *rest my nose on u, n smile* i saw ur pic liao, n posted tat "hp msg" blog. this blog is shroter than normal. check ur sgboy hor?
*n they live happily TOGETHER ever after...*
ei... dun like tat lah.. i was making a fun tease on u. i "msg" u in my blog, den msg shld have a "b b, b b" on hp mah.. other than u, who else i tok to here?
heheh.. think now, everything will be pretty direct. cos we gonna msg each other privately liao :) i wonder who i always *hug* in my blog loh, tat person always get my *hugzz* so of cos it's reserved for him *muax* how u gonna make up to mi for leaving mi to DIY?? umm, actually hor, after reading ur first comment, i felt pretty bad siazz.. seem like u suddenly turn bad mood like dat.. tell u more in pte msg :)
huh? how come tat driver blur?? thot driver shld know... now i a bit blur oso... ur reply today... umm... do sms mi tmr hor? u not into tying, or u fed up wif soemthing? aiyozz, i got ur msgs in sgboy, but i jus wanna keep u in suspense. but i think the suspense is a lil 2 long for u liao.. sorri lah... *huggizzz*
i was still hesitating abt my replies, cos u still do have him in ur heart. u have ur own thots in ur mind. but i dunno wat u think, right? oni until recenrly, den i know tat ur
is moving over to stay with the owner of this blog after recuperation *blush* tat y now i dare to br frank wif u. no 1 ever wanna b 2 paiseh. but b4 these, i oni know u still have him to fall back on. i duno wat u have in mind,. whether u are ready to forget him n accept the blogowner, or still waiting for a hope from him. we oni gave hintrs here n there. Hints can be mistaken or wrongly interpreted. i really dinno u r ready to accept mi, forgetting him, n to meet up n keep contact.u did gimme ur pic. but i thot tat is oni for mi to see how u look. all along, u been not blogging a lot of him here. or u could really have reduced toking abt him, but i din take much note of whether u tok abt him anot. i know my blog always make ur day, but i was asking abt ur sad things mah, so dun wana make u too sad...
haha, this gonna sound mushy... the person who is worth of my hug is... *drum rolls* my regular visitor - East, aka Lonely Wes *HUGZ* women get upset suddenly due to period. He get upset if I ignore him... hehe
over the years in knowing ppl, n changing jobs, i've managed to gain a personality that can chat up easily. provided both parties are keen to tok. but i think, once we start, we will tok till time stops LOL. wat things u wanna do for first date? my plan is really simple: find a place, sit n tok. so we both comfy. other entertainment thigns can come in oso, later.
huh?? i beg for huggies, den still muz beg for muaxies?? tat someone better is holding out his hands (read: hp no) liao. waiting for hug worthy person to pull it. ^_^ chattign online for 2 mths is long siazz.. din ever chat wif ppl for so long b4. even email stop after 1 wk. but the path ahead of us to walk together is still pretty long.. hold my hand tight?
wah liao, nearign the end of this blog, i sound as though end of a fairy tale romance storybook siazz. hey, shield u from cops oso no muacks? never mind, i suck it directly from u ehhe... *a bit 2 paiseh as i thot of how to write it out* a simple kiss take ur breath away. a deep 1 ensures ur body n soul belong to mi oni. the sole proprietor =D
hehe, u lok for others? i block ur way first, n hug u :) wah liao, hope i'm not fantasizing: i imagining mi blocking ur every move n hold ur hand dearly. u no need despo, i will oso b wif u :) err, u mean, u duno i was pretending to b a kid, asking for huggies? *rest my nose on u, n smile* i saw ur pic liao, n posted tat "hp msg" blog. this blog is shroter than normal. check ur sgboy hor?
*n they live happily TOGETHER ever after...*
Thursday, May 12, 2005
i'm fine lah. ahha, so long time never felt this sick. if i not home, i surely will write where i went mah :) haha, i never ask for ONS liao hor!! jus see some pix or vids.. sighzz.. banished to the world of DIY. jus for u siazz.. ;) if u wanan drop by, jus get a taxi. ask driver go either "BF", "date", or "crush" n he'll know where to drop u liao hahah! "Lover" is still under development, so he cant bring u there yet =D
hhe, i know u smiling at PC as though it mi lah, jus teasing u oni. everyday jus face Pc and smile haha. i wanna see ur replies fast, cos tat time, we still discussing the ONS thing n ur dream stuff, so wanna see wat u reply. if i get ur number, u'll find it scribbled on RP's toilets. hhah. sms whole day anot.. duno yet. cos it makes 1 really hard to focus haha. n my hp bill is killing mi liao... arghzz. prefer to send u a lovely mms =) ahha, u wanna really get my number??
i frogot wat info we toking abt. but, IT part means, these days nternet can find anything as long we take the time. so, wif expertise, it not hard to find wat i wanna haha. u can run, u cant hide from MY clutches. *or mouth? LOL, so paiseh* about cupid, all of my blogs have been quite direct feeling 1. but after the dream part, i wonder if i shld hold back more. u know mah, u always got ur crush to fall on, or waiting to fall onto him. for mi, it's like the scenario i gave u. but at some points of your reply, i still feel u're... getting genuinely abt mi. so, i shall maybe jus take it tat, he's a dream u're holding to. ya dream - i told u long time back. hope u dun b sad by this hor...
ya loh, i oso felt the sharp pain siazz!! i thot it's an ant or some bee, haven't look yet. will examine later, after i know if u can accept my mindset above :) tmr is the last day of the wk i get ur reply... huh? wat u wan mi to b? say loh, see if we can decide on anything LOL. oei, din i pack the whole line n put it aside?? y u anyhow break the bag 1?
when is HE nice to u? n y? nice as in nee dhelp? steer away like ur usefulness finished? a hug? u wanna cyber hug? *lean body hugging extra pound* =P Wat u mean "... if I ever get attached ... I would just come in"? nvm, u dun need slow down, i use my roller-blade to catch up *whhoooozzz, gotcha!! or have i?? LOL* haha, make up to u? i'll give u a tight =>HHUUGG<=, or even better, go ur office, explain wat happen... =D or how u want it? done, medium, rare, undone? ^_^ *i may sound jokeful, but it's to relax any tension or bad mood tat may bring while u writing it...*
haha.. *OOPS* guess we have to "show the world jus where we stand ... join our h*nds 4ever more" do i sound i'm declaring soemthing?!? extras? maybe, tok abt special service? hahah. wun lah, while u sitting n hearing, i'll oso on video conf call wif u to keep u entertained LOL. video show my picture oni, n voice is recorded live =D actually, i stil dunno wat's babyfats. 2 gers once mentioned to mi, a guy got babyfat, so look cute. i dunno. i jus find him cute, den he's adorable. oni 1 person is worthy of my hugz =D
ahha, WE is our group of ppl wif such thinking lah... *blush, wah liao, u oso muz say thing out so clearly 1 meh?? make mi muz think of other way to interpret it so my face is still on my skin...* tat dream thing, is cos tat time lah. now wun liao... hopefully. imagine loh, calling out another guy name on the bed. jialutz. how can i make u mine? err, ok i know, buy a lock for the chain!
ya, agree pact is not good way. but for ppl who haven been thru ups/downs of LTRs, they still need time to learn. true, it's better for him to change if he know something he does upset u. but for this 1, i muz tell u soemthing first... most frns had went out wif mi, shld know. shld i whisper? or jsu write here? ok lah, i dun tak vege. for mroe details, pls call the Hotline LOL. if i know, u get upset suddenly but u dun wanna tell, i'll wait till it happen again, n i will eitehr ask, or guess :)
all such feeling/emotions thigns are soemtime better left unsaid, as it seem more touchingt o feel it hehe. ya loh, i oso wanna see us leaving each other's house in a sweet manner. but my prob is tat, if i attached, i may ether b too keen to meet n kaikai, or pretty cold, waiting to be invited...
i oso dunno. when we meet, will we b not used to it, n b a lil cold? cos we always chatting online. u mean, if i absolutely sober, not having any funny idea, nothign may happen? hah, den we meet in pub, get a hse pour LOL. impossible nod?? dunno, but i thot got a skinny tarzan wanna carry someoent o safety, but tat someone dun wanna follow. willing to jus drop onto the ground, dun wna cling on to tarzan? ;)
i'm quite scared of those 3 words oso. never had a chance to say it. umm, the mid word got a V inside right? in case i seeing the wrong word. u waiting for ur crush to say e 3 words first? oh.. ok loh LOL. ahah, dun worry lah, ppl can still touch u, jus limit to the limbs oni hehe.. all others rights reserved liao by the blog owner LOL. u keep saying, u waiting to train urself up b4 meeting? now, u decided to meet halfway? or jus asking mi to check ur pic oni?
u 2 busy to write, maybe jus a greeting line after u login? so tat i know u were here loh. really sound like those warrior days siazz. somehow hor, i understand y u keep giving urself so much pressure on look n bod dept. but u really sound so paiseh of urself leh... haha, let's see how good u r at licking. can it affect the whole body, or jus a small part. ;) huh?? where did i write shower fun??
u sure u ready for the date anot? *OOPSS* i see an ass soring!! dun worry, lemme lick it n maassage it. put some protein to improve the healing LOL. give the muax to someone else? but, who deserve it more than the blog owner?? maybe i shld make spell so tat all muax wun stick to any1 than mi LOL. yep, ur blog oni got ur "maint'ce of heart needed. did ur crush hurt u again?? lemme FEDEX my ointment n lotion over! umm, hang on, pass over my thread n needle oso. or will it heal better, if i stitch myself? haha.. did i over-react?
i know u remark oniy. was teasing u at the killing. u dun like Top Gun/Mr Gun? ok... hha, come on, irc ppl go by the shortcut way mah, so of cos easier. but those who take the long path, sure last longer mah. agree? :) haha, dun worry, when cops come, i cover u ehhe. deep deep suck, i oso not sure. think it's jus suck the life outta u? LOL. think i muz buckup my swimming so got enuff breath :)
haha, u watch 2 much despo housewife liao mah, of cos oso despo lerz. dun worry lah, if u left on shelf, i'll marry u :) who who? who evil, dirty?? i saw ur sgboy msg, but din wan see yet. no courage at first. but now, decided to save it for wkend surprise :) was thinking of seeing on sat, but... u oso working this sat... oh...
oei... mi 1 mi 1.. mi 1 huggies... actually, oso dunno wat am i waiting for, to see ur pic. perhaps jus to save it for a wkend treat :)
hhe, i know u smiling at PC as though it mi lah, jus teasing u oni. everyday jus face Pc and smile haha. i wanna see ur replies fast, cos tat time, we still discussing the ONS thing n ur dream stuff, so wanna see wat u reply. if i get ur number, u'll find it scribbled on RP's toilets. hhah. sms whole day anot.. duno yet. cos it makes 1 really hard to focus haha. n my hp bill is killing mi liao... arghzz. prefer to send u a lovely mms =) ahha, u wanna really get my number??
i frogot wat info we toking abt. but, IT part means, these days nternet can find anything as long we take the time. so, wif expertise, it not hard to find wat i wanna haha. u can run, u cant hide from MY clutches. *or mouth? LOL, so paiseh* about cupid, all of my blogs have been quite direct feeling 1. but after the dream part, i wonder if i shld hold back more. u know mah, u always got ur crush to fall on, or waiting to fall onto him. for mi, it's like the scenario i gave u. but at some points of your reply, i still feel u're... getting genuinely abt mi. so, i shall maybe jus take it tat, he's a dream u're holding to. ya dream - i told u long time back. hope u dun b sad by this hor...
ya loh, i oso felt the sharp pain siazz!! i thot it's an ant or some bee, haven't look yet. will examine later, after i know if u can accept my mindset above :) tmr is the last day of the wk i get ur reply... huh? wat u wan mi to b? say loh, see if we can decide on anything LOL. oei, din i pack the whole line n put it aside?? y u anyhow break the bag 1?
when is HE nice to u? n y? nice as in nee dhelp? steer away like ur usefulness finished? a hug? u wanna cyber hug? *lean body hugging extra pound* =P Wat u mean "... if I ever get attached ... I would just come in"? nvm, u dun need slow down, i use my roller-blade to catch up *whhoooozzz, gotcha!! or have i?? LOL* haha, make up to u? i'll give u a tight =>HHUUGG<=, or even better, go ur office, explain wat happen... =D or how u want it? done, medium, rare, undone? ^_^ *i may sound jokeful, but it's to relax any tension or bad mood tat may bring while u writing it...*
haha.. *OOPS* guess we have to "show the world jus where we stand ... join our h*nds 4ever more" do i sound i'm declaring soemthing?!? extras? maybe, tok abt special service? hahah. wun lah, while u sitting n hearing, i'll oso on video conf call wif u to keep u entertained LOL. video show my picture oni, n voice is recorded live =D actually, i stil dunno wat's babyfats. 2 gers once mentioned to mi, a guy got babyfat, so look cute. i dunno. i jus find him cute, den he's adorable. oni 1 person is worthy of my hugz =D
ahha, WE is our group of ppl wif such thinking lah... *blush, wah liao, u oso muz say thing out so clearly 1 meh?? make mi muz think of other way to interpret it so my face is still on my skin...* tat dream thing, is cos tat time lah. now wun liao... hopefully. imagine loh, calling out another guy name on the bed. jialutz. how can i make u mine? err, ok i know, buy a lock for the chain!
ya, agree pact is not good way. but for ppl who haven been thru ups/downs of LTRs, they still need time to learn. true, it's better for him to change if he know something he does upset u. but for this 1, i muz tell u soemthing first... most frns had went out wif mi, shld know. shld i whisper? or jsu write here? ok lah, i dun tak vege. for mroe details, pls call the Hotline LOL. if i know, u get upset suddenly but u dun wanna tell, i'll wait till it happen again, n i will eitehr ask, or guess :)
all such feeling/emotions thigns are soemtime better left unsaid, as it seem more touchingt o feel it hehe. ya loh, i oso wanna see us leaving each other's house in a sweet manner. but my prob is tat, if i attached, i may ether b too keen to meet n kaikai, or pretty cold, waiting to be invited...
i oso dunno. when we meet, will we b not used to it, n b a lil cold? cos we always chatting online. u mean, if i absolutely sober, not having any funny idea, nothign may happen? hah, den we meet in pub, get a hse pour LOL. impossible nod?? dunno, but i thot got a skinny tarzan wanna carry someoent o safety, but tat someone dun wanna follow. willing to jus drop onto the ground, dun wna cling on to tarzan? ;)
i'm quite scared of those 3 words oso. never had a chance to say it. umm, the mid word got a V inside right? in case i seeing the wrong word. u waiting for ur crush to say e 3 words first? oh.. ok loh LOL. ahah, dun worry lah, ppl can still touch u, jus limit to the limbs oni hehe.. all others rights reserved liao by the blog owner LOL. u keep saying, u waiting to train urself up b4 meeting? now, u decided to meet halfway? or jus asking mi to check ur pic oni?
u 2 busy to write, maybe jus a greeting line after u login? so tat i know u were here loh. really sound like those warrior days siazz. somehow hor, i understand y u keep giving urself so much pressure on look n bod dept. but u really sound so paiseh of urself leh... haha, let's see how good u r at licking. can it affect the whole body, or jus a small part. ;) huh?? where did i write shower fun??
u sure u ready for the date anot? *OOPSS* i see an ass soring!! dun worry, lemme lick it n maassage it. put some protein to improve the healing LOL. give the muax to someone else? but, who deserve it more than the blog owner?? maybe i shld make spell so tat all muax wun stick to any1 than mi LOL. yep, ur blog oni got ur "maint'ce of heart needed. did ur crush hurt u again?? lemme FEDEX my ointment n lotion over! umm, hang on, pass over my thread n needle oso. or will it heal better, if i stitch myself? haha.. did i over-react?
i know u remark oniy. was teasing u at the killing. u dun like Top Gun/Mr Gun? ok... hha, come on, irc ppl go by the shortcut way mah, so of cos easier. but those who take the long path, sure last longer mah. agree? :) haha, dun worry, when cops come, i cover u ehhe. deep deep suck, i oso not sure. think it's jus suck the life outta u? LOL. think i muz buckup my swimming so got enuff breath :)
haha, u watch 2 much despo housewife liao mah, of cos oso despo lerz. dun worry lah, if u left on shelf, i'll marry u :) who who? who evil, dirty?? i saw ur sgboy msg, but din wan see yet. no courage at first. but now, decided to save it for wkend surprise :) was thinking of seeing on sat, but... u oso working this sat... oh...
oei... mi 1 mi 1.. mi 1 huggies... actually, oso dunno wat am i waiting for, to see ur pic. perhaps jus to save it for a wkend treat :)
BROKE: DAY 1
heard the oldie - cang hai yi sheng xiao. cool, guess it'll be my ktv song, if i ever go again. jus saw the chn Tr's awards. if i gonna get a partime job, shld i go for the tuition centre? or pub singer? i really wanna get a job to help financially... my title is above. I'm broke, i calculated my hp bills, thot of the goggles n tan lotion i wanna buy, the office shoes i wanna buy to replace the worn out 1s. gosh, it's bomb! may is certainly my broke month. for the first time. and for the first time oso, i gonna tell every1 who invite mi out tat i'm broke. will jus stay home n watch porn etc. haah, but how long can i sustain? or, any other sources for mi? any bidder? LOL. i'm really broke.
last night slept jus after... 1230am. cos returned hearts liao. Morning felt quite ok, BUT sian ting is, ma caled mi at 658am to ask if i need pa to bring mi my umbrella, tat i left at family, to my room. it's raining. wah liao, ok, i do appreciate her concerns. but i find it over-exagg. jus 'cos my dad know i living outside liao, dun mean she can be so kua zhang n wanna bring umb over... shall stop here. further toking will oni see -ve words.
den today, work quite RELAX. really nothingt o do siazz. i ask my jnr of the load ytday. she said ok lah - but she din log case. i was bemused + amused haha. den today work load damn light. jus tok cock, do own testing. read papers. but the sian thing is, when i went home, the bus so crowded, and the traffic is JAMMED. took 1.5 hours to get back. was on the 1st bus, damn packed. saw 2nd bus real empty, i alighted, n took it instead. hahah. n den at lunch, got a cutie giving out flyers. i walked past him, he almost like bochap or soemthing, but i took his flyer haha. den later ,i walked again. this tiem, he look other places, mi 2. but as i past him, he STRETCHED out his arm to hand mi the flyer. haha, this tiem i bochap him LOL. i will wish to get the flyer, but jus din feel like getting it tat time.
umm, at my age, somehwo, many sec boys wif those young faces look pretty adorable, *hug is reserved for someone else haha*, n so stand out. am i really getting old? tat my std drop? or really, the guys these days r getting better complexion?
ahah,. i kinda used to making 1 page for him liao.. so... tat's all folks. stayed tuned tmr!
last night slept jus after... 1230am. cos returned hearts liao. Morning felt quite ok, BUT sian ting is, ma caled mi at 658am to ask if i need pa to bring mi my umbrella, tat i left at family, to my room. it's raining. wah liao, ok, i do appreciate her concerns. but i find it over-exagg. jus 'cos my dad know i living outside liao, dun mean she can be so kua zhang n wanna bring umb over... shall stop here. further toking will oni see -ve words.
den today, work quite RELAX. really nothingt o do siazz. i ask my jnr of the load ytday. she said ok lah - but she din log case. i was bemused + amused haha. den today work load damn light. jus tok cock, do own testing. read papers. but the sian thing is, when i went home, the bus so crowded, and the traffic is JAMMED. took 1.5 hours to get back. was on the 1st bus, damn packed. saw 2nd bus real empty, i alighted, n took it instead. hahah. n den at lunch, got a cutie giving out flyers. i walked past him, he almost like bochap or soemthing, but i took his flyer haha. den later ,i walked again. this tiem, he look other places, mi 2. but as i past him, he STRETCHED out his arm to hand mi the flyer. haha, this tiem i bochap him LOL. i will wish to get the flyer, but jus din feel like getting it tat time.
umm, at my age, somehwo, many sec boys wif those young faces look pretty adorable, *hug is reserved for someone else haha*, n so stand out. am i really getting old? tat my std drop? or really, the guys these days r getting better complexion?
ahah,. i kinda used to making 1 page for him liao.. so... tat's all folks. stayed tuned tmr!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
when u unhapy, u take lotsa time to reply mi?? ahha, "when u're happy, i'll know it thru my blog" *clap clap* hahah.. smile at PC? rather smile at PC than at/to mi.. sighzz..
i not worked up lah, i can oni say, i really wanna see ur reply FAST FAST. err, did i say my life revolves around u?? dun expose my thots lah!! LOL. i in fact, when my office ask mi y i got headache, i told them, i toking to a frn till late for 2 consecutive nights, n din have enuff rest haha. well, u dunno, internet has any kind of information ppl need? jus whether u have the means to find out anot LOL, esp when u toking to IT EXPERT =D
at some parts, i oso read until my heart wrenched. the nose part. but i still wanna tok it over, but in a worked up manner loh. err, i dun wan say 2 much, why u feeling pain inside. jus happy there is mutual care n convern. haha, LOVE? hopefully cupid will do his job well :) yes, i knwo u reply line by line. tat y abt the S coleagyue ,i saw ur reply line by line, i oso followed u. but that cant work for mi. wat will we end up as? easy - Sex Pals loh hahaha.
err.. ONS = 1 nite stand = no contact after fun. i wanna maintain contqact, but depends on ppl. *grabs the words n put into a plastic bag n put it aside* ok, this topic is archvied liao :)
ya, i know wat going on between u n him, jus tat, oh well, ya know it liao mah. ya loh, we cant promise anythign yet. but we are still nejoy our chats here. jus tat, i wonder, if 1 day he really accept u, will u stil so free to reply mi? or like tat msian frn of mine say, keeping contact wif frns will reduce once u have someone to care for fulltime. ya lh, lets see wat fate has in hold for us :) wah liao, i really sounds as though, we r dating somehow in person, or rather i chasing u, but u wanna give ur HIM 1 last chance before confirming whether i got chance.. wah, i so APISEH!! *blush*
when they ask abt ur eyes, wat u tell them?? win liao loh, use such cliche (2 old n common a phrase to use) tat u wanna tkae ur time to read my blog, tat y u read it last. aghaha.. ok lah, i trust tat u wanan save the BEST n LOVELIEST n MOST TOUCHING blog for the last, to complete ur day properly hahahah. ask u out for movie/ktv.. anything include wat? u cant stand mi spending time wif ppl? then sit loh? ever tried tat? =D maybe u stood too long while peeping. next time, jus sit n try to hear instead hahaha...
sighzz, u still wanna tiem to train ur body up right? so i cant spend time wif u yet, till we meet up mah. not exactly, some guys dun mind their BF finding own sex partners. cos they understand they cant fulfill their needs, so might as well go out. as loong heart still belongs to him, it';s ok. but WE cant haha. the thot of ppl touching my ... *shld i use date/potential or wat? nvm* reg visitor puts mi off, n make mi sad.. as though i cant fulfill him. and sadly, yes even the dream affect a bit, but well, t;s the past liao, so dun tok anymore :)
hha,, the change will be due to his observation of u liao loh. if he observed u unhappy at a certain thigns, he shld change it, but reach a pact wif u. my dajie (wonder if she still reading?) n her bf oso kinda made a pact, on how they shld react on some situation. but seem ptless, cos sometimes they dun keep by it. i knwo my dajie better ,so i guess her bf is at fault. for mi, cos i pretty emotional at times, if u can guess my mood or know wat caused it, defonitely good. or least show some concern when i an diff from the usual mi. wat's a bf for if he dun care abt mi, n not concerned or even notice my mood swing? jus like the dec ex, who dun ask at all, jus let the unahppy things walk past. den bottle thigns up till volcano finally erupt. sighz
well, i duno lei.. now is really kidna emotionally attached liao. i mean, ur mood affect mime, or rather ur emotions affect mi, n mine urs. fancy us getting "sore" eyes at some blogs :) no need apologise lah, cos u do still fel for him. he's stil ur chocie crush, n u waiting a nod from him oni. we din even meet, jus blogging oni. jus now, after i woke n read ur comments, i had wanna write something. might as well jus wite here: "seem like, we have feelings for each other, but trying our best to hold it back HARD to prevent any possible disappointment" i wonder how do those pen-pal days ppl work things out. heeh, owning u, was when i thot it';s a dream of u to be wif him. something tat u hope to come true. but u oso waiting for the One to appear.
haha, yupz, if u dun blog my place anymore, wonder how u gonna complete ur day@! i forgot wat sexual part i meant, but since u think we gonna end up in a romantic n warming hug, why scared? scared later i really suffocate?? =D or ur kiss will make my whole body wet till ppl think i got cot in rain earlier?? we cyber dating liao?? where's ur flower? gift? jialutz, nothign at all, wat an unromantic date LOL.
haha, when i woke up n read the "take u long part", i felt amused at "he be best man". but at tis point, the "take u " part still got some effect on mi, a lil bit lah. haha, other than being my pref of "i am the 2 wif u", i think it's ur wish oso right?? i read ur thot huh?? he dun wan meet u up, i dunno if he care to be best man. but u din meet him long time. u still rmb how he look? how come no more going out wif him?
of cos i knwo u in fog. i using bino, rmb? *haha, almost choked as i imagined my reply to "carrying u" haha* ya, if i find tat u 2 heavy, n have prob carrying u, i'll most prob b pushing u onto the ground instead haha.. ie, carry u, drag a dist, n drop u, incase the rope snap. =D wah, i jus took a bath, n u been muax'ing mi so much. aiyoz, later muz shower again b4 i sleep ;)
someone who willing to hug u? umm, tink most of ur kaki dun mind hugging u right? wah u wanna settle for that group of kaki ah? casanova! hahha,. ya, the song blog was really specially for mi. first tiem at ur blog, other than the 1 abt u bad mood in morning. even noticed tat, u din blog ur site, but replied to mine :) ahhha, the hurtign m frn is boliao lah.. u say u wnana kill any1 who disturb us mah...
hha, u dun think u wnana wet kiss, but later when it happens i wonder if u can keep to ur "dun wanna" siazz haha. oh ya hor, u top, i cant say u asshole. Top Gun? or Mr Gun? hahaha. stayed tuned?? got commercial break meh? showing someone strutting his aseets on my TV?? u making a move ah? ok, rmb to get a mascular guy to take ur place hor *droolz* LOL.
before u go to get human prot, b sure to buy entrance tix firs thor ;) maybe need to book a place first. pls call before comign to avoid disappointment hor LOL. wah say, the rapist is pretending siazz. shall wait for the police to come n catch unawares, n sodomise him haha.. eheh, the hyp thing is oni for fun, cos i reading on those hyp sexual stuff. know wat it can do. but dun wanan try it. err.. funny, where to insert tongue to suck food? thot it's throat? i dunno wat u mean lei.
hhaah, u no need paizseh, cos u been wanting it to happen, but 2 shy to mention it. fancy asking ppl to check ur body LOL. ehhe, unless u really wanna carry on the cyber date, even an ugly guy need to meet parents in law mah.. why so zat teo? not die die, but when we are ready loh. hehee, u in finals liao lei. those Exs long ago kicked out. where got evil thots?? enjoyable thots lah! err, i not dirty lah, more to imeginative. i bath daily 1 hor ;).
heheh, curious abt how u gonna help in my term... reall dunno how it gonna be. haha, reading ur confession, yes i happy n satisfied, u get bonus points for ur finals liao LOL. how come u say we dun click well? i dunno surgeons, but u can try Ch u's Man enuff? haha... like this guy err.. ur sgboy profile not exactly surprise, but happy tat u sent. but if "surprised" will make u happy, yes IT IS!! btu i duno if shld go in. u gave mi, cos u finally decided, on ur own accord to lemme see, or 'cos i keep pestering u??
haha, i on Mc today mah, i thot i can reply ur blog earlier n sleep soon. but neve rthot i still reply as usual timing, jus tat i finished bloggin ju by 12am hahah
i not worked up lah, i can oni say, i really wanna see ur reply FAST FAST. err, did i say my life revolves around u?? dun expose my thots lah!! LOL. i in fact, when my office ask mi y i got headache, i told them, i toking to a frn till late for 2 consecutive nights, n din have enuff rest haha. well, u dunno, internet has any kind of information ppl need? jus whether u have the means to find out anot LOL, esp when u toking to IT EXPERT =D
at some parts, i oso read until my heart wrenched. the nose part. but i still wanna tok it over, but in a worked up manner loh. err, i dun wan say 2 much, why u feeling pain inside. jus happy there is mutual care n convern. haha, LOVE? hopefully cupid will do his job well :) yes, i knwo u reply line by line. tat y abt the S coleagyue ,i saw ur reply line by line, i oso followed u. but that cant work for mi. wat will we end up as? easy - Sex Pals loh hahaha.
err.. ONS = 1 nite stand = no contact after fun. i wanna maintain contqact, but depends on ppl. *grabs the words n put into a plastic bag n put it aside* ok, this topic is archvied liao :)
ya, i know wat going on between u n him, jus tat, oh well, ya know it liao mah. ya loh, we cant promise anythign yet. but we are still nejoy our chats here. jus tat, i wonder, if 1 day he really accept u, will u stil so free to reply mi? or like tat msian frn of mine say, keeping contact wif frns will reduce once u have someone to care for fulltime. ya lh, lets see wat fate has in hold for us :) wah liao, i really sounds as though, we r dating somehow in person, or rather i chasing u, but u wanna give ur HIM 1 last chance before confirming whether i got chance.. wah, i so APISEH!! *blush*
when they ask abt ur eyes, wat u tell them?? win liao loh, use such cliche (2 old n common a phrase to use) tat u wanna tkae ur time to read my blog, tat y u read it last. aghaha.. ok lah, i trust tat u wanan save the BEST n LOVELIEST n MOST TOUCHING blog for the last, to complete ur day properly hahahah. ask u out for movie/ktv.. anything include wat? u cant stand mi spending time wif ppl? then sit loh? ever tried tat? =D maybe u stood too long while peeping. next time, jus sit n try to hear instead hahaha...
sighzz, u still wanna tiem to train ur body up right? so i cant spend time wif u yet, till we meet up mah. not exactly, some guys dun mind their BF finding own sex partners. cos they understand they cant fulfill their needs, so might as well go out. as loong heart still belongs to him, it';s ok. but WE cant haha. the thot of ppl touching my ... *shld i use date/potential or wat? nvm* reg visitor puts mi off, n make mi sad.. as though i cant fulfill him. and sadly, yes even the dream affect a bit, but well, t;s the past liao, so dun tok anymore :)
hha,, the change will be due to his observation of u liao loh. if he observed u unhappy at a certain thigns, he shld change it, but reach a pact wif u. my dajie (wonder if she still reading?) n her bf oso kinda made a pact, on how they shld react on some situation. but seem ptless, cos sometimes they dun keep by it. i knwo my dajie better ,so i guess her bf is at fault. for mi, cos i pretty emotional at times, if u can guess my mood or know wat caused it, defonitely good. or least show some concern when i an diff from the usual mi. wat's a bf for if he dun care abt mi, n not concerned or even notice my mood swing? jus like the dec ex, who dun ask at all, jus let the unahppy things walk past. den bottle thigns up till volcano finally erupt. sighz
well, i duno lei.. now is really kidna emotionally attached liao. i mean, ur mood affect mime, or rather ur emotions affect mi, n mine urs. fancy us getting "sore" eyes at some blogs :) no need apologise lah, cos u do still fel for him. he's stil ur chocie crush, n u waiting a nod from him oni. we din even meet, jus blogging oni. jus now, after i woke n read ur comments, i had wanna write something. might as well jus wite here: "seem like, we have feelings for each other, but trying our best to hold it back HARD to prevent any possible disappointment" i wonder how do those pen-pal days ppl work things out. heeh, owning u, was when i thot it';s a dream of u to be wif him. something tat u hope to come true. but u oso waiting for the One to appear.
haha, yupz, if u dun blog my place anymore, wonder how u gonna complete ur day@! i forgot wat sexual part i meant, but since u think we gonna end up in a romantic n warming hug, why scared? scared later i really suffocate?? =D or ur kiss will make my whole body wet till ppl think i got cot in rain earlier?? we cyber dating liao?? where's ur flower? gift? jialutz, nothign at all, wat an unromantic date LOL.
haha, when i woke up n read the "take u long part", i felt amused at "he be best man". but at tis point, the "take u " part still got some effect on mi, a lil bit lah. haha, other than being my pref of "i am the 2 wif u", i think it's ur wish oso right?? i read ur thot huh?? he dun wan meet u up, i dunno if he care to be best man. but u din meet him long time. u still rmb how he look? how come no more going out wif him?
of cos i knwo u in fog. i using bino, rmb? *haha, almost choked as i imagined my reply to "carrying u" haha* ya, if i find tat u 2 heavy, n have prob carrying u, i'll most prob b pushing u onto the ground instead haha.. ie, carry u, drag a dist, n drop u, incase the rope snap. =D wah, i jus took a bath, n u been muax'ing mi so much. aiyoz, later muz shower again b4 i sleep ;)
someone who willing to hug u? umm, tink most of ur kaki dun mind hugging u right? wah u wanna settle for that group of kaki ah? casanova! hahha,. ya, the song blog was really specially for mi. first tiem at ur blog, other than the 1 abt u bad mood in morning. even noticed tat, u din blog ur site, but replied to mine :) ahhha, the hurtign m frn is boliao lah.. u say u wnana kill any1 who disturb us mah...
hha, u dun think u wnana wet kiss, but later when it happens i wonder if u can keep to ur "dun wanna" siazz haha. oh ya hor, u top, i cant say u asshole. Top Gun? or Mr Gun? hahaha. stayed tuned?? got commercial break meh? showing someone strutting his aseets on my TV?? u making a move ah? ok, rmb to get a mascular guy to take ur place hor *droolz* LOL.
before u go to get human prot, b sure to buy entrance tix firs thor ;) maybe need to book a place first. pls call before comign to avoid disappointment hor LOL. wah say, the rapist is pretending siazz. shall wait for the police to come n catch unawares, n sodomise him haha.. eheh, the hyp thing is oni for fun, cos i reading on those hyp sexual stuff. know wat it can do. but dun wanan try it. err.. funny, where to insert tongue to suck food? thot it's throat? i dunno wat u mean lei.
hhaah, u no need paizseh, cos u been wanting it to happen, but 2 shy to mention it. fancy asking ppl to check ur body LOL. ehhe, unless u really wanna carry on the cyber date, even an ugly guy need to meet parents in law mah.. why so zat teo? not die die, but when we are ready loh. hehee, u in finals liao lei. those Exs long ago kicked out. where got evil thots?? enjoyable thots lah! err, i not dirty lah, more to imeginative. i bath daily 1 hor ;).
heheh, curious abt how u gonna help in my term... reall dunno how it gonna be. haha, reading ur confession, yes i happy n satisfied, u get bonus points for ur finals liao LOL. how come u say we dun click well? i dunno surgeons, but u can try Ch u's Man enuff? haha... like this guy err.. ur sgboy profile not exactly surprise, but happy tat u sent. but if "surprised" will make u happy, yes IT IS!! btu i duno if shld go in. u gave mi, cos u finally decided, on ur own accord to lemme see, or 'cos i keep pestering u??
haha, i on Mc today mah, i thot i can reply ur blog earlier n sleep soon. but neve rthot i still reply as usual timing, jus tat i finished bloggin ju by 12am hahah
last night, replied blog, and then finished home office work. i forgot i fi JO'ed before sleep. but most prob, i slept abt 2am. think i JO'ed b4 sleep. woke at 7am. wah, immediatel felt SO tired agan. reallu din wan go work liao. but i still decided to put on lens n head for work. as last nght, i did oni part of the office work, on way to office, i took the time to rush my work. den, during the whole of the trip, i really focussed on the work siazz. n realise tat, for my info, if i really focus, i can finish the work, i take 2 hrs+ at home to do, in 45 mins if i do on bus - when i totally focus. umm.. tok abt my focus on reading the java thing.
i know, sooner or later, my face sure kena disfigure again, cos too heaty. 2 bad, when i got to work, a few moments later, i can sense headache coming. kauzz. had wanna tka esome time off, but sup dun allow. can oni take MC. well, i had wanna oso. but right now, i took 1 mc b4, dun wan use 2 much. anyway, i went back home n closed my eyes all the way home. wanna sleep of cos, but jus din manage to. when i alighted, i thot of going my blk clinic there, but arghz, it's not open. close during lunch. damn. took my lunch, wah a FULL lunch. the chap there still quiet frnly haha. was stil thinking if shld wait for my clinic to open 1 hr later, or go mrt clinic.
hehe, at the mrt clinic there, the doc quite frnly lah, but i too sick to chip in. jus let him tok.
wat's more, the doc gave mi 2 days mc. but i gonna use 1 day oni. got home, bathed, n wanna sleep, but lie on bed, almost wanna sleep, but jus cant fall into it. am i 2 uptight? cos i feel, when jus wanna doze, i again woke up. till 3 hrs later, my migraine got better n i jus woke up.
hehe read the comments. hahaha. fancy b4 i do anthign else siazz. wnana reply, but, seem to have "altered vision" again. aiyo, western med dun help?? went home, n took the chn pills. although it's voerdue by 6 mths. oh ya, when i came back from doc, got a trio of F students sitting at blk. as i walk past them, 1 ger was so qiao, saying aloud tat she dun like tall guy.. ahahah... i sensed tat, there's no guy among them, so i din bother to look ;)
as i took my dinner n came home, i was singing "ku bu chu lai". know how i shld sing the words, but jus cant get the emotions correct LOL! den i sing "gan ying". haha, hippy :) is my mood flying? oh, 1 last thign, i often had the dream or aim of buying a laptop to use/showoff. but hor, after i took my work home to do, IT'S SO HEAVY!! so tiring n mafan to lug it aroudn!! wah liao!! luckily i din buy laptop!! it's a lifebook lei!! prefer my hp still =D but stil, i thinking of buying laptop in future. duno y. to use at home. haha. nvm.
1 more last thing ;)at work, the temp guy is on pretty on terms wif mi. sometime, he can read my mind. but somehow, he is not tat office tech inclined. he wanna get mi into biz. dunno lei.. muz invest 500$, n get #900 in 3 mths. seem ike the office ppl thinki on good terms wif him. sighzz.. how come i never on good terms wif yandaozz/cuties?
i know, sooner or later, my face sure kena disfigure again, cos too heaty. 2 bad, when i got to work, a few moments later, i can sense headache coming. kauzz. had wanna tka esome time off, but sup dun allow. can oni take MC. well, i had wanna oso. but right now, i took 1 mc b4, dun wan use 2 much. anyway, i went back home n closed my eyes all the way home. wanna sleep of cos, but jus din manage to. when i alighted, i thot of going my blk clinic there, but arghz, it's not open. close during lunch. damn. took my lunch, wah a FULL lunch. the chap there still quiet frnly haha. was stil thinking if shld wait for my clinic to open 1 hr later, or go mrt clinic.
hehe, at the mrt clinic there, the doc quite frnly lah, but i too sick to chip in. jus let him tok.
migraine: oso called "sick headache" occurring often in females. usually start wif altered vision + nausea + vomit. last for several hrs. caused by swelling of blood vessels in/outside scalp of ppl wif very sensitive blood vessel. factors: tension/stress, fatigue, bright lights, glare, flickering light (TV), etc. think of wat u were doing jus b4 u kena it. try to avoid. dun drink kopi/T/orang juz, mov 2 much, read/watch TV.
wat's more, the doc gave mi 2 days mc. but i gonna use 1 day oni. got home, bathed, n wanna sleep, but lie on bed, almost wanna sleep, but jus cant fall into it. am i 2 uptight? cos i feel, when jus wanna doze, i again woke up. till 3 hrs later, my migraine got better n i jus woke up.
hehe read the comments. hahaha. fancy b4 i do anthign else siazz. wnana reply, but, seem to have "altered vision" again. aiyo, western med dun help?? went home, n took the chn pills. although it's voerdue by 6 mths. oh ya, when i came back from doc, got a trio of F students sitting at blk. as i walk past them, 1 ger was so qiao, saying aloud tat she dun like tall guy.. ahahah... i sensed tat, there's no guy among them, so i din bother to look ;)
as i took my dinner n came home, i was singing "ku bu chu lai". know how i shld sing the words, but jus cant get the emotions correct LOL! den i sing "gan ying". haha, hippy :) is my mood flying? oh, 1 last thign, i often had the dream or aim of buying a laptop to use/showoff. but hor, after i took my work home to do, IT'S SO HEAVY!! so tiring n mafan to lug it aroudn!! wah liao!! luckily i din buy laptop!! it's a lifebook lei!! prefer my hp still =D but stil, i thinking of buying laptop in future. duno y. to use at home. haha. nvm.
1 more last thing ;)at work, the temp guy is on pretty on terms wif mi. sometime, he can read my mind. but somehow, he is not tat office tech inclined. he wanna get mi into biz. dunno lei.. muz invest 500$, n get #900 in 3 mths. seem ike the office ppl thinki on good terms wif him. sighzz.. how come i never on good terms wif yandaozz/cuties?
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
last night, i slept at 130, and woke at 6pm. felt REAL tired. din even wear contacts. dinno wat to say for today, cos when i got to office, i really was tired to work. din tok for the whole morning. in noon, i was so tempted to check my blog for any reply. i almost jus wanna call up the reg visitor to tok over the phone, cos phone is still more direct. near 3pm, i felt like jus rushing home. i guess tat all for today. dunno wat else to blog, cos i jus wanna reply comment.
when i was reading ur replies, i did not feel any happiness too. until the 2nd part, then i felt more comfortable. i wonder y u dun wan reply... in fact we both felt some pain in our hearts. wat happened to you for the day, happened to mi 2. whcih was y i was pretty worked up when i wrote some parts. as a summary (wif regards to emotion, i guess it's better to summarise, instead of reply line by line), we both do care for each other as time goes by. we both do feel for 1 another. but wif the uncertainties that affect LTR, we both hold back telling n being truthful n our emotions.
u r afraid of being hurt, as i often seek ONS in irc. when i blogged ytday, it's my first time to think y i wanna ons. frankly, everytime i start LTR, my prev ons guys will disappear cos i'm attached. when the LTR end in 1 mth, i will start to seek the excitement once again.
yes i know y u see him in ur dreams, jus tat i was being frank with my thots. and wishes? we surely cant promise each other anything, but as time goes by, the feeling jus grew with the day. we jus have to take it as it goes. i hope ur colleague din bother u, as u read my blog. perhaps i was 2 direct? i din copy ur line, err, perhaps u did write tat, but it's hwo i feel too. imagine, u get to office, and the first thign u do is read my blog. i get home, and i MUZ read ur blog too.
u been to irc? how often did u, or ur frns, manage to find ppl wanting to come out for a movie without doing anything? most of them, are looking to relieve themselves. if i can find ppl for movie, i will want. rmb abt the boi who i wanna invite to my hse to REST? rmb abt the guy who chio mi ktv, but ignored mi? if u know wat happened (in details), u'll know y i go ONS in irc.
if my guy is constantly seekign ONS, i'll ask if he can stop it. cos i oso wanna monogamous. i dun wanna share my guy wif any1. blog abt my ONS is not to show off, but it's jus my life. how come u never ask y i always ONS? if u reply is "u dunno if u r close enuff to mi to ask tat qn", den i will not be asking u abt those personal things. u can always ask mi, but i can choose to skip. we did it from time to time in my blog. well, i have ONS 'cos i'm honry, i wanna meet new ppl, n see if LTR can develop. i dun cruise, n i dun really have the time n outgoing personality to know ppl from aj outings. i jus realise n admit tat i'm bad at handling grops of ppl. i dun wan myself to be so quiet n proud until ppl dun dare tok to mi, but i oso dun wan appear to be social butterfly, cos it's tiring, n i'm not such a person too.
wat's more, i dunno how to keep in tocuh wif ppl. too keen, ppl scared. too rare, ppl forget u. i oni disappointed tat those 2 phrase are abt him. i unhappy, for now, i can oni rmb it's the "i'm flirting wif u oni" msg. today, i thot of tat line abt mi treating u as flirt. yep, i know tat when we write those sex stuff, i may appear flirting. but if i treat u as someone who i care for, make it a point to blog for u, read ur blog, say u complete my day wif ur blog, do i still sound flirting? do u flirt with frns who care for you? for fun, i do, wif my close frns. but in long run, i wun. abt the "calling name in bed", tat tiem i really felt i almost owned u until i read abt the dream of him. tat y i was disappointed n upset.
as for "catching mi on bed", for now, it will not happen anymore :) *hugz / muax* cos i am pretty upset tat i actually cause du so much unahppiness (KAUZ, wif huang yi da's "yu jian ni, zhi hou ai shang ni" song in bbackground, my eyes turned red)
i'm really sorry
*hope this smiley can reduce the tension :)* as i really din get the hints u mind mi going ONS. i thot u oni curious n wana know wat happened to mi. i wun like it if u leave my blog. will feel like a part of my world is gonna collapse. for the sexual stuff i write abt u, it's both for real n fun. but abt ur effect on mi, it's sure real. i jus read my blog, n if ur "If the bad results is me leaving ur blog" is toking abt my "so i think u know wat gonna happen... n i hope u wil take up this responsiblity", tat was dropping a hint.
i think we both are tryin not to catch some hints for fear of involving ourselves foolishly into something that may be happen. but when it comes to fun toking, i guess i shld b more direct. i forgot wat i was trying to say, but somehow i mean it as "if u make mi upset, take up the responsiblity to CHEER mi up". not in the sense of u leaving my LIFE. u may not b a star to others, but stars do brighten up the sky in a way :) *a hint*
Yes, LOVe is still 2 earlybut at least we are developing deeper understaind of each other? when i start off a reln, i prefer starting off as date, as BF is merely a term. i dun like it when, the B slowly leaves the F. den what's the meaning to it? i prefer dating as a stage to understand each other better. in our blogs, i understand u mroe n more, whcih is good. but if, come 1 day, ur HIM take u along, i will glad attend ur wedding n wish u all the best :)
"pretty keen to know mi" / "we are both touched at how we..." / "I have started to find out more..." are the lines tat I am confirmed, not asking. i know wat u trying to do, thus i was really confused y u think i oni treating u as flirt. tat y i was really wondering if u read them as "e are seriosuly knowing each other better" or "i oni treating u as JUS someone who i use to kill time?".
i really dinno that my ONS stuff is disturbing u this much... this is for u
and a 
too! 
somehow i feel tat, by now we have cleared some fog liao, but i can @@ someone out there, still looking lost. he's about 1.72m tall, not so well tanned, have a bit baby fat. haha, i think i'll swing over, and carry him to safety island! *oongo yeee oongo!!*
teasing mi abt S is ok, but jus dun keep saying it as i know the more i say, e more jealous u r. i dun wan/like tat to happen. well, there is no promise wat will happen. ur HIM may appear 1 day n give u a hug
i stil enjoy the way we tok to each other and the completion of the day whenever i blog to u n read ur blog *i went to ur blog, n saw u oni wrote about the song. hehe, hope u'r still alright when u KO, ya i was happy tat u write tat song there.*
as i read ur comments, my moods rocketed when i saw ur "who dare to disturb"..
haha, gosh, hope nothign will happen to tat frn who i wrote abt her comments here :) do let her go, dun hurt her hor =D haha, y cant we pass food by mouth? jus hope either of us dun need to do any CPR in the end haha, cos scared the food kena stuck! haha, or will i do CPR on some pretext?
arghz, asshole, fighting wif mi for "King of English" title. a gentleman shan't fight wif a rascal. humph! err.. other than spanking butts, where else?? my ass is still virgin when it comes to spanking lei. hehe, i thot someone who is top, often will wnana spank when a mistake is made? so secretive abt ur stats ah? maybe i go buy elastic 1 LOL. ahah, some ladies wanna tie down guys by an office tie, mi is by chain :D where got tie u wif mi?? tie u up, dun mean stick wif mi ok? tie u to pole n flog u!! LOL
heh, wif our blog contents, u of cos makign mi honry (i dunno wat i wrote previously, so jus writing wat i thinking of) protein shake to replenish ur body protein fast? haha, ever tried human prot after gym?? LOL. umm, i have a nice tanline, and a sexy 1. OHH... no, am i invitign a rapist to my blog?? nothign 1 lah, sparks disco is boliao remark. sparks is the firework u see when u light up those sticks? ehhe... beautiful...
wah, seller willing to suffer loss for mi?? wow, if it's loss of somethign physical, wonde rif the seller is willing still hahah. dun worry, after hyp, u feel tat u had never felt so wonderful n enjoyable b4... ahahh... lookin forward to it? ;) hehe, so tat means, someone still need to check out ur toned body when it';s done. lemme prepare my check list =D. not to worry, wif my high meta rate, i eat up ur fats den u will stay tone liaoz =D n if u take to much food to digest, i'll b here to insert my tongue DEEEP DEEEP to suck them up ;P
regarding mass orgy stuff, my reply shld be above there ehhhe. peep.. peeping tom?? GOSH! *hide my bino, close gthe curtain, off the lights, next morning, go another location, setup bino again* ahha, i know why the gravy is white right from the start liao lah hehe, was teasing u haha. dun wan bite on neck? den, chest, abs, or triceps? ahha, actually the dining was toking abt ur place :)
haha, nah, dun wan let u have the password, would rather let u see in person, or from my PC haha. cos later, u see from office there or somewhere, u 2 honry den... i gt the blame.. dun wan lah.. :D ahah, i where got high allthe time!!! depend who i wif lah hahah. hehe, i comparing to see how diff u r from my exes. oei, i where got say shower sex? oni say after dinner, sure wanna bath n clean up right?? wat u thinking?? =P see u in nude, not really keen. wan see u tied up!! wif the gun pointing n shooting at the right direction ahah. do we need a silencer? in case the shot too loud. hahahah
hehe, i'm flattered by ur praise ahha. how u gonna HElp mi serve term?? ya, i dinno how come u dun chat wif frns, but here chatting so much.. *hugz*
toking abt hooked, now is 12am, i stil got work tat i brought back from office.. sighzz... wat gonna heppen tmr? another blue?
looks n bod impt to some extent. but tat dun last right? i dun need a tom cruise or brad pitt beside mi. wat lasts is whether we can click hehe. of cos, if u ugly ducking, maybe u wanan go plastic op b4 meet mi =P ahahha... LOL. oh, the mystery man finally showign his face... hahah... *rolls out red carpet, wedding bells ring* dun need so urgent meet lah.. meet when we both are ready? are the smileys considered a surprise?
when i was reading ur replies, i did not feel any happiness too. until the 2nd part, then i felt more comfortable. i wonder y u dun wan reply... in fact we both felt some pain in our hearts. wat happened to you for the day, happened to mi 2. whcih was y i was pretty worked up when i wrote some parts. as a summary (wif regards to emotion, i guess it's better to summarise, instead of reply line by line), we both do care for each other as time goes by. we both do feel for 1 another. but wif the uncertainties that affect LTR, we both hold back telling n being truthful n our emotions.
u r afraid of being hurt, as i often seek ONS in irc. when i blogged ytday, it's my first time to think y i wanna ons. frankly, everytime i start LTR, my prev ons guys will disappear cos i'm attached. when the LTR end in 1 mth, i will start to seek the excitement once again.
yes i know y u see him in ur dreams, jus tat i was being frank with my thots. and wishes? we surely cant promise each other anything, but as time goes by, the feeling jus grew with the day. we jus have to take it as it goes. i hope ur colleague din bother u, as u read my blog. perhaps i was 2 direct? i din copy ur line, err, perhaps u did write tat, but it's hwo i feel too. imagine, u get to office, and the first thign u do is read my blog. i get home, and i MUZ read ur blog too.
u been to irc? how often did u, or ur frns, manage to find ppl wanting to come out for a movie without doing anything? most of them, are looking to relieve themselves. if i can find ppl for movie, i will want. rmb abt the boi who i wanna invite to my hse to REST? rmb abt the guy who chio mi ktv, but ignored mi? if u know wat happened (in details), u'll know y i go ONS in irc.
if my guy is constantly seekign ONS, i'll ask if he can stop it. cos i oso wanna monogamous. i dun wanna share my guy wif any1. blog abt my ONS is not to show off, but it's jus my life. how come u never ask y i always ONS? if u reply is "u dunno if u r close enuff to mi to ask tat qn", den i will not be asking u abt those personal things. u can always ask mi, but i can choose to skip. we did it from time to time in my blog. well, i have ONS 'cos i'm honry, i wanna meet new ppl, n see if LTR can develop. i dun cruise, n i dun really have the time n outgoing personality to know ppl from aj outings. i jus realise n admit tat i'm bad at handling grops of ppl. i dun wan myself to be so quiet n proud until ppl dun dare tok to mi, but i oso dun wan appear to be social butterfly, cos it's tiring, n i'm not such a person too.
wat's more, i dunno how to keep in tocuh wif ppl. too keen, ppl scared. too rare, ppl forget u. i oni disappointed tat those 2 phrase are abt him. i unhappy, for now, i can oni rmb it's the "i'm flirting wif u oni" msg. today, i thot of tat line abt mi treating u as flirt. yep, i know tat when we write those sex stuff, i may appear flirting. but if i treat u as someone who i care for, make it a point to blog for u, read ur blog, say u complete my day wif ur blog, do i still sound flirting? do u flirt with frns who care for you? for fun, i do, wif my close frns. but in long run, i wun. abt the "calling name in bed", tat tiem i really felt i almost owned u until i read abt the dream of him. tat y i was disappointed n upset.
as for "catching mi on bed", for now, it will not happen anymore :) *hugz / muax* cos i am pretty upset tat i actually cause du so much unahppiness (KAUZ, wif huang yi da's "yu jian ni, zhi hou ai shang ni" song in bbackground, my eyes turned red)
i'm really sorry
*hope this smiley can reduce the tension :)* as i really din get the hints u mind mi going ONS. i thot u oni curious n wana know wat happened to mi. i wun like it if u leave my blog. will feel like a part of my world is gonna collapse. for the sexual stuff i write abt u, it's both for real n fun. but abt ur effect on mi, it's sure real. i jus read my blog, n if ur "If the bad results is me leaving ur blog" is toking abt my "so i think u know wat gonna happen... n i hope u wil take up this responsiblity", tat was dropping a hint.i think we both are tryin not to catch some hints for fear of involving ourselves foolishly into something that may be happen. but when it comes to fun toking, i guess i shld b more direct. i forgot wat i was trying to say, but somehow i mean it as "if u make mi upset, take up the responsiblity to CHEER mi up". not in the sense of u leaving my LIFE. u may not b a star to others, but stars do brighten up the sky in a way :) *a hint*
Yes, LOVe is still 2 earlybut at least we are developing deeper understaind of each other? when i start off a reln, i prefer starting off as date, as BF is merely a term. i dun like it when, the B slowly leaves the F. den what's the meaning to it? i prefer dating as a stage to understand each other better. in our blogs, i understand u mroe n more, whcih is good. but if, come 1 day, ur HIM take u along, i will glad attend ur wedding n wish u all the best :)
"pretty keen to know mi" / "we are both touched at how we..." / "I have started to find out more..." are the lines tat I am confirmed, not asking. i know wat u trying to do, thus i was really confused y u think i oni treating u as flirt. tat y i was really wondering if u read them as "e are seriosuly knowing each other better" or "i oni treating u as JUS someone who i use to kill time?".
i really dinno that my ONS stuff is disturbing u this much... this is for u
and a too! somehow i feel tat, by now we have cleared some fog liao, but i can @@ someone out there, still looking lost. he's about 1.72m tall, not so well tanned, have a bit baby fat. haha, i think i'll swing over, and carry him to safety island! *oongo yeee oongo!!*teasing mi abt S is ok, but jus dun keep saying it as i know the more i say, e more jealous u r. i dun wan/like tat to happen. well, there is no promise wat will happen. ur HIM may appear 1 day n give u a hug
i stil enjoy the way we tok to each other and the completion of the day whenever i blog to u n read ur blog *i went to ur blog, n saw u oni wrote about the song. hehe, hope u'r still alright when u KO, ya i was happy tat u write tat song there.*as i read ur comments, my moods rocketed when i saw ur "who dare to disturb"..
haha, gosh, hope nothign will happen to tat frn who i wrote abt her comments here :) do let her go, dun hurt her hor =D haha, y cant we pass food by mouth? jus hope either of us dun need to do any CPR in the end haha, cos scared the food kena stuck! haha, or will i do CPR on some pretext? arghz, asshole, fighting wif mi for "King of English" title. a gentleman shan't fight wif a rascal. humph! err.. other than spanking butts, where else?? my ass is still virgin when it comes to spanking lei. hehe, i thot someone who is top, often will wnana spank when a mistake is made? so secretive abt ur stats ah? maybe i go buy elastic 1 LOL. ahah, some ladies wanna tie down guys by an office tie, mi is by chain :D where got tie u wif mi?? tie u up, dun mean stick wif mi ok? tie u to pole n flog u!! LOL
heh, wif our blog contents, u of cos makign mi honry (i dunno wat i wrote previously, so jus writing wat i thinking of) protein shake to replenish ur body protein fast? haha, ever tried human prot after gym?? LOL. umm, i have a nice tanline, and a sexy 1. OHH... no, am i invitign a rapist to my blog?? nothign 1 lah, sparks disco is boliao remark. sparks is the firework u see when u light up those sticks? ehhe... beautiful...
wah, seller willing to suffer loss for mi?? wow, if it's loss of somethign physical, wonde rif the seller is willing still hahah. dun worry, after hyp, u feel tat u had never felt so wonderful n enjoyable b4... ahahh... lookin forward to it? ;) hehe, so tat means, someone still need to check out ur toned body when it';s done. lemme prepare my check list =D. not to worry, wif my high meta rate, i eat up ur fats den u will stay tone liaoz =D n if u take to much food to digest, i'll b here to insert my tongue DEEEP DEEEP to suck them up ;P
regarding mass orgy stuff, my reply shld be above there ehhhe. peep.. peeping tom?? GOSH! *hide my bino, close gthe curtain, off the lights, next morning, go another location, setup bino again* ahha, i know why the gravy is white right from the start liao lah hehe, was teasing u haha. dun wan bite on neck? den, chest, abs, or triceps? ahha, actually the dining was toking abt ur place :)
haha, nah, dun wan let u have the password, would rather let u see in person, or from my PC haha. cos later, u see from office there or somewhere, u 2 honry den... i gt the blame.. dun wan lah.. :D ahah, i where got high allthe time!!! depend who i wif lah hahah. hehe, i comparing to see how diff u r from my exes. oei, i where got say shower sex? oni say after dinner, sure wanna bath n clean up right?? wat u thinking?? =P see u in nude, not really keen. wan see u tied up!! wif the gun pointing n shooting at the right direction ahah. do we need a silencer? in case the shot too loud. hahahah
hehe, i'm flattered by ur praise ahha. how u gonna HElp mi serve term?? ya, i dinno how come u dun chat wif frns, but here chatting so much.. *hugz*
toking abt hooked, now is 12am, i stil got work tat i brought back from office.. sighzz... wat gonna heppen tmr? another blue? looks n bod impt to some extent. but tat dun last right? i dun need a tom cruise or brad pitt beside mi. wat lasts is whether we can click hehe. of cos, if u ugly ducking, maybe u wanan go plastic op b4 meet mi =P ahahha... LOL. oh, the mystery man finally showign his face... hahah... *rolls out red carpet, wedding bells ring* dun need so urgent meet lah.. meet when we both are ready? are the smileys considered a surprise?
Monday, May 09, 2005
i was actually expecting some kind of reply, but it did not appear the way i expected. well, i guess i shld change my mindset n reply :) this gona b long blog, i think. longest ever?
well, actually, until now, most of my stuff (except daily blog) is like done for u. so ya, i'm pointing my finger at u :) this sat, why u working? alright, i guess i'll post a blog on fri nite :) ar my work place, at first, i did ask where they going. most of the times, i even had to ask when they going. when they laeve, i join them, until now, they oni rmb asking mi along 2 times oni. other times when i eat with them, i ask to join. wat have i not done?
soemthing not gd abt u? i wrote "not gd" or it sounds not gd? well, u oni dream about him yes. but u often hang out wif ur frns, catching up n chatting. for mi, can u imagine i often stay home right after i KO? on the good side, yes save money, but how abt lack of social life? esp now, i have financial constraints. i oso need ppl to make my life exciting. u r 1 of them. someone who i enjoy toking to, and makes the ending of my day beautiful and complete. someone who is in singapore going to place i familiar with. sound so close to mi. my other close frns are in Oz. Other can-click frn is, for now, my master. who i treat him more like frn, but i call him master to tease him. Other than fidning ppl from irc once in a while, how else can i get excitment?
i oni know tat u often tease mi abt always go irc. never knew u will be upset. i dun like making ppl who r close to mi upset, so i think u know wat gonna happen... n i hope u wil take up this responsiblity :). ya, sometimes, telling ur thots in the face may have bad results if u tend to be direct...
did i ask u again, if u flex/top?? i thot i din say anythign else liao? ya loh, the pounding n pouncing is toking abt u *spotlights beam onto the star of the day, or nite* do u oso, read all comments, den reply the blogs 1 by 1, line by line? cos tat was my style, which would affect ur moods. anyway, i oni asking, no need change anything. nose irritated is referring to, when ur nose is irritated, u will rub it. as u rub.. ok, when i rub mine, it will become stuffy nose.., den when stuffy nose, u tend to suck ur nose. can imagine the sound made, n link to something?
if u dun get it, i'll be direct loh, cos for fun chats, leaving room for imagination is nice, but when it's abt serious things, tat i wanna put thru, i prefer it say it out, rather than guess. nah... dun worry, the "apologise" is jus say say oni. cos i know u wun WANT mi do it :) how u gonna "make it a point to mention mi one way or another" if u dun blog??
eheh, sometimes feelings no need express by words, actions speak louder than it :) as the master is more to a frn, so it's ok for mi to reply to someone who is much closer. i think if i were to spend my day somewhere, i will oso make it a point to go LAN cafe to blog for the night. M/S is connected to the LOVE part. i mean, MS is part of LOVe loh. right now, i dunno how shld i explain the LOVE part. cos i kinda confused.
u feel u are thinking too much abt LOVE between us
u are pretty keen to know mi
u feel tat i oni treating u as someone who i oni flirting wif
we are both touched at how we took the time n effort to "tok" each and everyday.
i have started to find out more abt ur frns n stuff.
so, do the above reach any conclusion? like whether we are seriosuly knowing each other better, or jus, as u said, i oni treating u as JUS someone who i use to kill time? somehow, i feel we are takign a lot of time to know each other day by day. n lots thigns flashing across my mind. i relaly dunno how come, u feel tat u are jus a flirt i found online. sorry, i jumped the sequence of reading here :)
*adjusting my mood* i dunno how ur Samule's bf is like. cos he keep mentioning abt his partner? jus my guess. if hubbies praise their wives all the way in front of single frns, dun u feel they encouraging frns to get married soon? actually, your last para's affecting how i wanna reply ur hinting to mi. i'll try to forget tat para. ok, ur frn wanna u get a better KEVIN ;)
u MISREAD mi liao lah!!! see the quotes!
u r combining/mixing ur comments abt UR samuel, my jnr colleague, my master, n finally "reduce chatting"! my usual style is to reply them as well!! but u thot i meant i keep contact with my S colleague, when i wrote abt msn??! tat is my MASTER!
S colleague is a COLLEAGUE at my work place. if u mean thigns to be a joke, i dun mind. but if u taking it seriously tat i chasing him, KAUZ. NO, I'M NOT. i'm taking the time n effort to tok to u here, but u keep thinking i'm going after S?? and he's the rite 1?? shall i say, ur crush is the 1 for u, and i'm disturbing the world between u n him? cos i always take up ur time n effort when u can call to tok wif him??
yes, it's a surprise to see tat u left a comment on 25/2/05, tat started all these things. we have come a long way. i got some ppl who reply short emails and it stopped after a week. cos it's 2 time consuming? i'm still happy tat eveyr few lines of mine can make ur mood better. hope we can clear the fog around us, and progress :) mm, lemme see, pass food using mouth, more personal, warming, n unhygiene. not a bad idea, LOL. jus hope we dun end up choking :P
haha,, i where go cant afford to lose? admit it, i'm better wif words!! =D spank, must be high n top meh? thot when i make a mistake, i rest on ur laps, u can spank liao?? why muz high n top den can spank??? wat u thinking?? =P control u ah? no problem, muz buy a remote control, and a receiver tat suit ur body size. err, but mus know ur stats first lei to buy teh right size haha. keep safe dist oso no use, cos i can whirl my chain n bondage u up anyway =DDD
mi noti? well, someone caused mi to... wat's protein shake? it refer to some gym products, or human product? haha! ya mah, u wearing mask. once u take it off, it will reveal ur true self: the toned n mascular WES of Signapore :D did i mention honry? have u heard of wolf in sheep's clothing? so, when ur sheep clothes melt liao... u shld know wat is a wolf? :)
u ever been to Sparks disco? enjoyable right? fancy having it in my room LOL. hehe, but i never good in bargaining, always dunno if i'll make the seller suffer loss anot. illegal things how can tell? this is public space lei.. later if ppl take note, n u got into trouble, i wil feel veli bad. wun fine u lah, at most force u enjoy them LOL. ahah, dun worry, after u hyp liao, u sure veli3 willing to do it 1 ahaha, den u forget it ever happened, but know u ENJOYYED it!
the potions i made are specially for the person who stand out at the finals. haha, check it out, mean to see, or experience it?? wah, if those shower guys get to check it out, i den really ???? u liao. n i muz drink a lot of water before i meet u. if not, i surely dehydrate from serious drooling LOL. i actually always know u got the extra pounds, but y i wanna mention? cos i know u gonna train ur body up to lose them. as for the mass orgies n stuff happening in my place,ok loh, i dun let u worry anymore :) *pick up binocular - see someone wif a stunned face, breakign into a paiseh, but happy face*
err, how come the duck gravy is white?? how u prepare 1?? roasted n briased all no white gravy. or u wanna do the steamed duck?? thot love bites normally on neck? haha, right now, thinking of ur history, and comparing to mine, i wonder if u can accept mine instead... cos other places, will look like bites meh? ahah, dun need think of places. if u wanna high class, got hotels in city area. if wan cheap n qucik, got hotel 81. if wanna cosy, it the dining room ahha!
about 5 ppl saw the tanline. either in my pic site protected by password, or in person haha. hehe, wondering who will be next to see? perhaps teh guy who often go gym on odd number days?? =D wat u mena u put in 2 much? how u know i wil get high in trunks?? how u link wet ear/kiss to "being together"?? ya loh, u dun compare ur frns wif ex/dates, den y u ask mi "Dun know if I shd feel honoured."?
err,, hehe, i din realyl expect diner to be served on bed, but oni thinking till heating up the cook, to save him. wonder wat cuisine will be served on bed?? hey, after dinner, i offer to clean up teh body for hygiene wat. i thot all guys are attached with guns? oni enunchs dun have... dun tell mi... OMG... wat happened to u?!?! who did it to u?!?! LOL
if i sinner, den tell u wat thign i gona do, den wat's a surprise..... deflowered? duno, but u din hear before meh? ppl often ask u to clean up ur ass, n prepare to SERVE ur TERM. hahaha. "not like to chat" cos u said in blog, u dun liek to chat 2 much wif frns? i dun wan ask u come visit mi (blog) oni when u free cos i knwo u sure come even if u busy. so no pt, but jus let u know i got this thot lah.
i really dunno, how come u can get the idea, i am not seriosu at all. ur frns commented about us oso. we are also spending lotsa tiem on our blog. anyway, i replied thsi part right above liao.. right now, we dunno how each other think of our own acts. u often jus tease mi horny n go irc, but u never say out how u feel at all. i think u are kinda conflicting urself. everyday, we r toking such close thigns. so personal. n u think i'm jus playing wif u? if i am, i surely wil have better thigns to do.
wat's more, i did write down abt my curetn situation. i dunno y u still feel this way. it's really as though u put on a "i oni playing wif u" mask, n nothign will ever happen between us. but pls, *i'm suddenly at a loss of wat i can say*... alrigth, do u know wat's going on? i really dunno what caused the conflict. at 1 side of ur mind, u are keen to know mi. the other side, u think i'm playing wif u. on 1 side of mi, i am always so keen to reply u. on toher side of mi, u think i m not serious at all.
if u really think i'm playing wif u, n u playing along too. i am sad. period. going to sleep now at 1.19am
well, actually, until now, most of my stuff (except daily blog) is like done for u. so ya, i'm pointing my finger at u :) this sat, why u working? alright, i guess i'll post a blog on fri nite :) ar my work place, at first, i did ask where they going. most of the times, i even had to ask when they going. when they laeve, i join them, until now, they oni rmb asking mi along 2 times oni. other times when i eat with them, i ask to join. wat have i not done?
soemthing not gd abt u? i wrote "not gd" or it sounds not gd? well, u oni dream about him yes. but u often hang out wif ur frns, catching up n chatting. for mi, can u imagine i often stay home right after i KO? on the good side, yes save money, but how abt lack of social life? esp now, i have financial constraints. i oso need ppl to make my life exciting. u r 1 of them. someone who i enjoy toking to, and makes the ending of my day beautiful and complete. someone who is in singapore going to place i familiar with. sound so close to mi. my other close frns are in Oz. Other can-click frn is, for now, my master. who i treat him more like frn, but i call him master to tease him. Other than fidning ppl from irc once in a while, how else can i get excitment?
i oni know tat u often tease mi abt always go irc. never knew u will be upset. i dun like making ppl who r close to mi upset, so i think u know wat gonna happen... n i hope u wil take up this responsiblity :). ya, sometimes, telling ur thots in the face may have bad results if u tend to be direct...
did i ask u again, if u flex/top?? i thot i din say anythign else liao? ya loh, the pounding n pouncing is toking abt u *spotlights beam onto the star of the day, or nite* do u oso, read all comments, den reply the blogs 1 by 1, line by line? cos tat was my style, which would affect ur moods. anyway, i oni asking, no need change anything. nose irritated is referring to, when ur nose is irritated, u will rub it. as u rub.. ok, when i rub mine, it will become stuffy nose.., den when stuffy nose, u tend to suck ur nose. can imagine the sound made, n link to something?
if u dun get it, i'll be direct loh, cos for fun chats, leaving room for imagination is nice, but when it's abt serious things, tat i wanna put thru, i prefer it say it out, rather than guess. nah... dun worry, the "apologise" is jus say say oni. cos i know u wun WANT mi do it :) how u gonna "make it a point to mention mi one way or another" if u dun blog??
eheh, sometimes feelings no need express by words, actions speak louder than it :) as the master is more to a frn, so it's ok for mi to reply to someone who is much closer. i think if i were to spend my day somewhere, i will oso make it a point to go LAN cafe to blog for the night. M/S is connected to the LOVE part. i mean, MS is part of LOVe loh. right now, i dunno how shld i explain the LOVE part. cos i kinda confused.
u feel u are thinking too much abt LOVE between us
u are pretty keen to know mi
u feel tat i oni treating u as someone who i oni flirting wif
we are both touched at how we took the time n effort to "tok" each and everyday.
i have started to find out more abt ur frns n stuff.
so, do the above reach any conclusion? like whether we are seriosuly knowing each other better, or jus, as u said, i oni treating u as JUS someone who i use to kill time? somehow, i feel we are takign a lot of time to know each other day by day. n lots thigns flashing across my mind. i relaly dunno how come, u feel tat u are jus a flirt i found online. sorry, i jumped the sequence of reading here :)
*adjusting my mood* i dunno how ur Samule's bf is like. cos he keep mentioning abt his partner? jus my guess. if hubbies praise their wives all the way in front of single frns, dun u feel they encouraging frns to get married soon? actually, your last para's affecting how i wanna reply ur hinting to mi. i'll try to forget tat para. ok, ur frn wanna u get a better KEVIN ;)
u MISREAD mi liao lah!!! see the quotes!
Keep mentioning his Kevin in front of me until I dun feel like meeting him liao. haha... Oh, so u did declare ur love for Samuel to ur jnr colleague lah, no wonder he's ur lover now... All the best to both of u then... erm... now I feel super guilty that u blog so much until u didn't spend enough time with ur master... Haiz... Maybe it would be better that we reduce our chatting now that u got ur Samuel...
u r combining/mixing ur comments abt UR samuel, my jnr colleague, my master, n finally "reduce chatting"! my usual style is to reply them as well!! but u thot i meant i keep contact with my S colleague, when i wrote abt msn??! tat is my MASTER!
S colleague is a COLLEAGUE at my work place. if u mean thigns to be a joke, i dun mind. but if u taking it seriously tat i chasing him, KAUZ. NO, I'M NOT. i'm taking the time n effort to tok to u here, but u keep thinking i'm going after S?? and he's the rite 1?? shall i say, ur crush is the 1 for u, and i'm disturbing the world between u n him? cos i always take up ur time n effort when u can call to tok wif him??
yes, it's a surprise to see tat u left a comment on 25/2/05, tat started all these things. we have come a long way. i got some ppl who reply short emails and it stopped after a week. cos it's 2 time consuming? i'm still happy tat eveyr few lines of mine can make ur mood better. hope we can clear the fog around us, and progress :) mm, lemme see, pass food using mouth, more personal, warming, n unhygiene. not a bad idea, LOL. jus hope we dun end up choking :P
haha,, i where go cant afford to lose? admit it, i'm better wif words!! =D spank, must be high n top meh? thot when i make a mistake, i rest on ur laps, u can spank liao?? why muz high n top den can spank??? wat u thinking?? =P control u ah? no problem, muz buy a remote control, and a receiver tat suit ur body size. err, but mus know ur stats first lei to buy teh right size haha. keep safe dist oso no use, cos i can whirl my chain n bondage u up anyway =DDD
mi noti? well, someone caused mi to... wat's protein shake? it refer to some gym products, or human product? haha! ya mah, u wearing mask. once u take it off, it will reveal ur true self: the toned n mascular WES of Signapore :D did i mention honry? have u heard of wolf in sheep's clothing? so, when ur sheep clothes melt liao... u shld know wat is a wolf? :)
u ever been to Sparks disco? enjoyable right? fancy having it in my room LOL. hehe, but i never good in bargaining, always dunno if i'll make the seller suffer loss anot. illegal things how can tell? this is public space lei.. later if ppl take note, n u got into trouble, i wil feel veli bad. wun fine u lah, at most force u enjoy them LOL. ahah, dun worry, after u hyp liao, u sure veli
the potions i made are specially for the person who stand out at the finals. haha, check it out, mean to see, or experience it?? wah, if those shower guys get to check it out, i den really ???? u liao. n i muz drink a lot of water before i meet u. if not, i surely dehydrate from serious drooling LOL. i actually always know u got the extra pounds, but y i wanna mention? cos i know u gonna train ur body up to lose them. as for the mass orgies n stuff happening in my place,ok loh, i dun let u worry anymore :) *pick up binocular - see someone wif a stunned face, breakign into a paiseh, but happy face*
err, how come the duck gravy is white?? how u prepare 1?? roasted n briased all no white gravy. or u wanna do the steamed duck?? thot love bites normally on neck? haha, right now, thinking of ur history, and comparing to mine, i wonder if u can accept mine instead... cos other places, will look like bites meh? ahah, dun need think of places. if u wanna high class, got hotels in city area. if wan cheap n qucik, got hotel 81. if wanna cosy, it the dining room ahha!
about 5 ppl saw the tanline. either in my pic site protected by password, or in person haha. hehe, wondering who will be next to see? perhaps teh guy who often go gym on odd number days?? =D wat u mena u put in 2 much? how u know i wil get high in trunks?? how u link wet ear/kiss to "being together"?? ya loh, u dun compare ur frns wif ex/dates, den y u ask mi "Dun know if I shd feel honoured."?
err,, hehe, i din realyl expect diner to be served on bed, but oni thinking till heating up the cook, to save him. wonder wat cuisine will be served on bed?? hey, after dinner, i offer to clean up teh body for hygiene wat. i thot all guys are attached with guns? oni enunchs dun have... dun tell mi... OMG... wat happened to u?!?! who did it to u?!?! LOL
if i sinner, den tell u wat thign i gona do, den wat's a surprise..... deflowered? duno, but u din hear before meh? ppl often ask u to clean up ur ass, n prepare to SERVE ur TERM. hahaha. "not like to chat" cos u said in blog, u dun liek to chat 2 much wif frns? i dun wan ask u come visit mi (blog) oni when u free cos i knwo u sure come even if u busy. so no pt, but jus let u know i got this thot lah.
i really dunno, how come u can get the idea, i am not seriosu at all. ur frns commented about us oso. we are also spending lotsa tiem on our blog. anyway, i replied thsi part right above liao.. right now, we dunno how each other think of our own acts. u often jus tease mi horny n go irc, but u never say out how u feel at all. i think u are kinda conflicting urself. everyday, we r toking such close thigns. so personal. n u think i'm jus playing wif u? if i am, i surely wil have better thigns to do.
wat's more, i did write down abt my curetn situation. i dunno y u still feel this way. it's really as though u put on a "i oni playing wif u" mask, n nothign will ever happen between us. but pls, *i'm suddenly at a loss of wat i can say*... alrigth, do u know wat's going on? i really dunno what caused the conflict. at 1 side of ur mind, u are keen to know mi. the other side, u think i'm playing wif u. on 1 side of mi, i am always so keen to reply u. on toher side of mi, u think i m not serious at all.
if u really think i'm playing wif u, n u playing along too. i am sad. period. going to sleep now at 1.19am
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