luv_ktv's untold moments

right now in frn's plc. actually dun intend to n dun need to blog. but haah.. dun wanna upset someone's day :) *kauz, this keyboard so hard to use!!*

alright, will keep blog short, cos.. main thing is to reply to comments. been thinking a lot of things while on way to work. flipped my java book to a page tat i stopped at. but den i wasn't reading at all. at most, i oni looked at the page 2 secs, n my mind n eyes drifted somewhere else. drifted to look out of window, and thinking abt the happenings. forgot wat i was thinking, but mostly on reln, wat's written on someone's blog *oops, haven been to tat gal blog for 2 days. will read the archive when got time*, my work, abt the things.. e to-do list which i never got to sit down to finish.

now, the feeling has come to me. the feeling of uncertainty. *umm, will tis blog 2 long instead of short??* everyone wants to be loved, n enjoy the sweetness of relns. same for mi. no 1 may ever wanna to be hurt at all, let alone once again. but eveyrtime when the feeling comes, 1 would most probably cant wait to jmp into it. as the old phrase goes, been there done tat. i had this feeling before. n know the consequences of it. although i oso dun wan be hurt again, but as i mentioned b4, when the feeling comes, u will only know the result if u give it a try. i shall leave it to fate to decide when the one for mi shld appear in front of mi to walk down the path of life, holding my hand. if fate decrees tat, a person appearing before mi oni walks with mi for a few minutes, so be it. take it as it goes. Life is full of lessons to learn.

today, haha, mentioning abt samuel again. haha.. someone got a samuel as close frn, i got samuel as a cute colleague@!!! YIPPE! samuel again came over to help us. i dun think much happened today wif him, cos he oni here half day, den going for roadshows liaoz. haha, i think those ppl visitng roadshows definitely envy mi for having a CUTE colleague like him!! he was there sitting wif mi, saying a user coming over to learn from him over lunch. den i asked, can i join? haha...

den later, my jnr colleague, was transferring a call over to mi. she said it's my lover. i wonder who. i picked the call. it's samuel's voice! ahha, i immediately broke into a hysterical luff! haah, den i sorry to him for breaking into such luff lah :)

my master ask mi for dinner, was wondering if i shld go over to stay for the night. cos wanna enjoy a/c. he oso treated mi tomovies, while i offered to pay for dinner. ahha, somehwo, the dinner was not worth it. small share for the price. watched the show "Kingdom of Heaven". my first commercial historical movie. i dino wat the movie is abt, but master wanna watch. got orlando bloom not bad. from the show, i understand abt warfare. and learn abt caring n protecting loved ones. but i certainly will not opt for history movie again. so GORY!!! heads chopped off, blood splattering, kauz! but somehow, i begin to find tat i start to read into movies.. those tat provide some kinda of lessons 1, i try to see the point, n think (analyse) whether i shdl learn from it.

oh ya, as i typing this blog, tat ex-frn aj of mine called again. i really dunno if i shld answer, or rej. ans is sure no. but rej... wel i can still frn him, but not to extent of going out so often anymore. prefer tis kidna quiet life for now. till someone pulls mi out of this mess? ;)

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wah liao, win liao loh.. dun jealous, but give 1 hard n firm "this would be my last comment". was thinking if shld go to frn hse lah, but 1 imppt thing is, no matter wat, i will try to blog some things, cos hehe, i mentioned above, dun wanna upset a day, if i can. well, the way u write things n describe, sometimes i find it pretty touching. maybe cos i relate n link a lot, and emotional type?

hehe, did u colleagues notice ur good mood and take adv of it? haha, oei entering my life mean knowing mi better lah. which other place u wanna enter?? my mouth? LOL. well, human often have more than 1 side. it's wat make them interesting. as we tok more, we understand each other more oso mah.. haah.. and use up my space here more =D

kids? wah liao, kids can be pretty cute at times. like joshua ang. bounce around? like a ball? =P ahah, FINALLY u admit it's LONG. will try to cut short lah, will try not to tok cock. how can say u forced her out? u oni kicked her out =) but dun worry, her blog i can comment, or msn her. for u, i bobian mus write here.. =D

in fact, to mi, there's nver too much to read/know abt a frn, let alone someone who i am used to reading n rpelying liao. oni scared tat he dun blog, n suddenly make mi worry for nothing haah. dun worry, if i tired, i will sleep more on wkdays haha.. i veli good boi n stay home on wkends 1. ur reply jus come naturally? hehe, r u able to read my mind so well?

u need a hug to warm up, or a caress/fondle?? =P wahah.. how come u oso start to read in the middle n assume my meaning? "cos we seem to click pretty well haha, know each other's history and happenings " mean we click well, know history and happenings. more than chatting? wat u wishing? french kiss or lovers' 12 hrs hug :) click in sex? dunno, need a trial for tis 1. but on fetish, seem quite ok ahah.. i sound like i judging u based on ur sexual answers!

oei, u again read in middle of text. i was saying if we dun progress into anything else, i will sure stay as good frns. but in fact, at times, i do wanna give u a hug when i read ur comments. spell? well i do watch "Charmed" hahaha... dun worry lah, if i can take it, i'll rpely ur blog to make ur new day.

haha. u urself claim ew in "ltr" 1 mah!! stocky fellow? oh well, how u knwo wat type of guys i into? hehe.. beshide a 1.72 gym guy, i will look like those petite ger having a bodyguard for protection LOL. umm, will there b surprises tat dun touch the person? if physical, ya of cos sometimes dun have. but if touching the heart, if sincere enuff, surprises shld reach the heart 1 mah.

train real hard? how come i read tat someone is eating all he can?? wah liao, u sure know how to crack jokes hor? go out/come home wif cookbook. oh ya, n someone is planning to practise his culinery skills tis wkend hor? after learning from the book LOL. imagine urself tying mi beside u? can, of cos. but did i smell precum?? LOL. wah.. i think i on verge of kena rape liaozz. someone wanna bind/handcuff mi so molest mi!! i think i wanna prepare to file a police port... LOL

thunderstorm nite? haha, sorri, i dun smoke 1 haha. actually, i know french kiss is a lasting kiss, but how to make it last? co-habitate?? someone, is a honry dude siazz!! or hunk ;) few days den u lose tan ah? mi is weeks siazz. umm, be careful of ur health. dun go 2 fast in losing wt.

u saw my pic in fridae n sgboy? who say oni u in finals?? go cinema go free-ball mean? cos i singing a emotional track to someone mah, so i'll perhaps b paiseh, cos never tried siging to a person. usually jus imagine n sing. haha, maybe no need to close eyes. i oredi hard-on by the time i start sing haha.

u still contact ryan? wat the diff btwn happy "they think this way" n "encouraging mi"?? cos i never had such experience b4.. usually is see from Tv, frns will encourage frns to go ahead n try. or i'll advise frns. now, ppl telling u tis. now i pretty happe tat they have such good view of mi haha. i think i inot good books of my judges. u lei??

i dun escape from LTR. if soemthing crops up, i wil lwanna see wat went wrong. when i in LTR, i will stop all sex stuff, unless he 100% dun mind. if he hesitate n agree, i'll understand him n decline all sex. wat more, if i dating someone, i will not allow myself to stray n date other guys same time. feel it's unfair.

LTr definitely got LOVE mah. comms impt, trust MUZ b there. both parties, i hope can b truthful loh. dun like "dun speak truth". even if stray a bit, wat's wrong wif confessing? better than i find out myself n qn tat person. n oso be there for each other in needs, n b attentive to moods. like, i usually chatty n bubbly. but 1 day, i turn quiet n cancel my appt. u wanna come. i say dun need. n u decided to go out wif ur frns SINCE I SAY U DUN NEED COME. wah liao, i'll b disappointed 1 loh. i'm down, cant u shwo more concern n drop by?? even a visit will be nice. u can't expect a person to so easily pour outs orrows 1 rite?? haha.. ok.. the moods 1, i was venting my frustz on my dec dating :)

btw, who is yanfang?? a kiddy? wat happened to u early in morning? i suppose u had read my blog. sad wif my comments on samuel? or abt mi spending night at master place? thinking tat a/c is pretext? seriously i dun lie loh. if i din write things clear enuff, u can always ask mi. dun tell mi my blog lost its magic on u?? u shld listen to SYZ's tao wang. i put the link for u when i get home tmr. e song to mi is abt dun give up even in times of troubles.

seriously.. if u wanna hide, my humble room here can be ur shelter. but it mean, we meet EARLIER!! i dun mind even if my beloved has an unusual job. i'll oni b worried sick for him. wat does PLS do?? ya, the show's COOL!! other than charmed, i am watching this show!! YAY, despo house-hubbies!!

gdnite, at 1.34am haha.. NEW RECORD!!