wah liao.. rmb.. i blogged about.. 1 guy.. who i ... talked to while waiting at a busstop?

today, he n i met on the company lunch bus. wow, he's 1 good looking guy in specs siazz.. today is dress-down day, so he's wearing a long sleeve slightly tight T. n i sat beside him. every nw and then, when he can't realy hear wat i'm saying, he'll lean to my side.. his arms pushed onto mine... lol..

wat am i writing.. lol..

pluboy: y not to orchard one? keke

mi: u know orchard ah? no lah, tat plc is too crowded.. n perhaps too cruisy for mi.

haha.. i knw i din blog for some time.. end up oso no comments hahaha... (comment on wat? u ask?.. nothign.. jus used to seeing comments from LJ.. den now suddenly no comments in the email, n find it weird..)

aiyo.. today really tiring siazz.. n i find tat, my life is getting boring siazz.. unless i head for gym, or ask a couple of frns out to chill.. if nt, nothign to write. basically simple life..

today i took off from work to take my relatives (pri sch nephew n niece) to sitex in noon. since morn nothign to do, i went swimming.. got nsf tanning @ swiming pool.. wearing white trunks.. WAH... once in a while i took a look while swiming lah.. den i discovered, besides him, got another SLIGHT chubby fella swiming beside mi.. shoulder a bit broad, duno chest is flabby or sturdy.. tummy is a bit loose. wah liao, i find him cute siazz.. esp so when i look at him, or into his direction, den he scared n duno wat to do next..

but, later, he got off from pool n rested on the spectator seat. he then put on his GLASSES. den i... was in disbelief.. i immediately knew that, if i saw him wif GLASSES in the first place, i'll nvr have taken a 2nd look at him!! den later, the nsf boy oso went off.. i tink.. abt 10-20 later, i went off too.. n u knw wat.. when i went to toilet there, tat nsf boy was bathing/soaping/etc wif the cubicle door open!! but he's got trunks on lah.. wah liao, confirm aj siazz!! but sigh... i'm nvr a person to.. do... wild things in public.. so.. jus keep seeing oni loh..

later i rushed off to the mrt to meet my nephew n niece. in the train, haha, i actually saw a caucasian, placing his mini umbrella on the seat beside him like no1's biz!! i thot caucasians r supposed to have more/better social ettiquette? sigh.. imitating cyber-reporters, i took a pic of him n his stuff wif my hp-cam... when i reached my nephew's plc, den i realise my uncle coming wif us. he drives, so transport is easy. went to sitex there, got a number of faces worth looking :P.. den once in a while, for those who wearing materials tat can show the outline of their chest (read: nipples) honry mi.. will stare at that area innocently... lol..

after the visit, went to sim lim sq there buy psp slim. but wah liao, i was darn tired man!! walk all day in sitex n bugis!! the sales guy there is old beng type. can see... he's kinda treating my nephew n niece as lovable kids hahah...

den finally went to mit a gym buddy for the first time, n den go gym together. i rested my legs sitting on a chair while waiting for him.. TIRED.. well, he's indo-chn.. kinda always ready to smile type.. cheerful.. can chat type. for those machines, he use abt 10-15 kg more than mi.. stronger hor? we kinda shared wat we usually do in gyms lah.. started off wif my treadmill, den played wif his "back-machine", den his inclined-something machine but i oso use this somtimes, my situp. den he need to go for his religious classes liao. but we still went steamroom together.. sat there for some time.. i usually stay there until i'm gaining too much heat den go off. tis time, wif him.. i duno how long we stay liao, so once i feel tat the heat is intense liao, we went off.

wah liao, den u knw wat, as i'm changing my clothes, 1 big size guy jus farted rite in front of mi siazz!!!! kauzz!!!

umm.. it seems that bugis cali is quite empty today lei.. usually.. the time i go is 7+ 8pm. today seem very empty.. but soemone told mi, bugis 6-7 pm crowded, n decided to go RP instead. strange.. if 7 pm is not crowded, i tink in future i go earlier liao.. but depends still, on my work commitments lah..

n.. as i had a gym buddy today, i start to wonder y do i want/need a gym buddy... to 1) gym wif mi (share machines), 2) chat wif mi (while gymming), or 3) help out each other in gym routine?

1) do i really want to use his machine for my gym?
2) we r there to gym, work out. do we wan to chat?
3) if he's stronger than mi, most likely he help mi out in gym.. can i help him back?

or am i tinking too much into it? jus let it b?

oh ya, i oso went gym yesterday.. ie, b4 thur.. den on my way home, wah liao, i saw a .. cute.. fellow.. big size but nt bulky guy walking into train wif his gf siazz.. from the moment he stepped in, i been looking at him from time to time.. wah liao, so cute man!! not the muscle type, but not fat or flabby. all good descriptions of a guy gushed out from my mind to tell mi abt him siazz.. such a nice looking gentleman.. i can oni wish him happiness siazz..

ok.. now i'm home, n jus realised no dinner is prepared.. after 1 whole day out.. thus typing tis blog to rest.. before deciding if i wan go out buy food or mc delivery..

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i rarely blog abt work, cos i understand.. *or perhaps the culture in tis company is.. jus get the job done, no matter how u do it, or wat it takes.. n it's wat i enjoy learning n doing n "living" there..* tat wat we need is to get the work done.. no pt getting mad or furious over anything, cos in the end, a day still need to pass, n we need cooperation from every1... wat matters is to stay .. frnly n helpful..

but gosh.. today's happenings really made my blood boil..

i'm assigned to complete a new module. tis new module, i havign problem setting it up. this module main-in-charge got 2 persons. AA and BB. I'm not on talking terms wif AA, BB is chattable. BB knws i got prob but cant solve. So AA decided to come in. So I left my computer to them. 30 mins later, i came back, seeing tat no one's at my desk, i supposed everything is ok oredi. BB even email mi, saying a new project has been created so tat i can start on the new module.

i thot, everything was nicely setup, so tat i can start immediately. den, when i proceeded, i realised nothing was actually done, but oni a bare and empty (not sure if either word suffice). i'm really really surprised!!! nothign was done n yet it was left in tat way?? even telling mi to start using in tat manner??!?!?

i'm helping to develop the module, HELPING. n it seems like even after i reported a prob, they simply erased all previous settings and gave mi bare system to "start" with?? in tat case, y on earth do i need AA's help??? it's almost like asking the person who sold u an item to help fix it, the person took a look, did a LITTLE thing, n went off. u thot it's done. u took a look, n realised he took it apart, n asking u how to put things back, and without even making the effort to see if it still works at all...

sigh..

den.. on thur oso.. the day i given the extra task, my boss gave mi a letter.. telling mi it's P&C of cos.. i really din expect to get any letter. impossible to be pay rise, since i haven given any transcript. but i really worry for the bad things to happen siazz.. in my yrs of work, i oni got 1 letter b4.. n tat's a warning letter, telling mi i have slacked.. well, that time i tink still my treat work as fun attitude.

although, i'm very curious to knw the contents, i made myself wait loh.. til i was outta office, den i read.. it says, to keep up wif market trends, company gave a 10% incre.. 10%.. umm, ok loh..
 nt to say i'm surprised lah, cos market really getting better now.. but it does have some effect on mi siazz.. first time getting a pay rise lol.. ya, tis 1 is more prof job.. those past jobs, more of anyone can do it..

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den last nite, VERY VERY funny!! i had a very weird dream?!? it makes mi wonder if i.. actually had a really violent side whcih i have been suppressing.  dreamt tat, i was eating wif a frn at kopi tiam, got 1 old man.. 40+.. eating on the same table.. den suddenly, an argument ensued.. he stood up, grabbed his umbrella (which was put on the table), n pointed at mi.. i snatched it, and pointed back at him, yelling n threatening to hit him.. he backed off, i pursued.. n he ran off..

den another nite, i dreamt, a boy.. teen.. teenager.. was toking to mi, but suddenly he pissed mi off a lot. i shouted "WTF" at him n yelled at him.. i was even tinking in the dream tat, dun tink i'll not lose my anger..."..

WOW...

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take it tat i'm slow or wat.. after i watched PF movie, den i realsied men n women's nipple size got diff siazz..

oh ya, anyone knw.. for LJ, how to set the webpage icon to something else? like my BS..

pluboy: get drenched in the rain wearing white :) .. it's so hot man u know!

me: ya loh!!! but.. i got mention white? anyway, haha, u're right.. white office top.. i wonder how that top looks when it's drenched.. n on mi.. haha... maybe i'll wear tat n get drenched n see hwo it looks lol..

hey, u ever thot of moving to LJ.. tat's livejournal?

tink i've not blogged for some time..

umm, again, dunno where to start writing..

ok.. yesterday, i was suddenly given an extra task.. duno whether it's in my blood or wat. tis task was given to me by my boss. i was still wondering how i shld reply.. shld i check my list of tasks pending? shld i accept it like nobody;s business? shld i reject, asking him to find someone else?

each option has pros n cons.. i dun need to spell out rite?

in the end, i used my old style. i thot about it for a while (few secs) n, a bit resist-ively asked for the scope. as tis new task is totally new to mi, i made it clear i need to check the scope n see if i can manage. tat means, i accepted it. or shld i accept it immediately? my workload is quite light now.

den later, someone added mi to his msn outta blue. really din expect.. jus tat i knw my msn addy is always in my BS

ok.. then yesteryda, (thursday, ie). i went to gym to chill out.. wah liao!! DAMN CROWDED!!!! wanna use the treadmill, n have to queue up oso!!!! after treadmill done, i went for weights. wah liao.. again loh.. all my machines used up.. walked around the area twice, trying to find a spare machine.. but i felt i was cruising though..

oh ya, while i was walking around, i saw someone relaxing by a machine, so i stepped forward to ask if he done.. "u still need?" i asked, pointing to the machine.. he den like stunned. i asked 2nd time, and 3rd time, rephrasing my line each time. finally he got my meaning.. right now, i tinking if, he really dinno my meaning, or he thot i was asking him something else... uh-hem..

den while i was using another machine, i suddenly got a call.. its my poly pal.. he asked where i was.. n said he's bored.. he does not sound his enthusiastic self.. i can feel he need someone beside him.. he asked mi for movie.. but i jus started my gym.. but sensing that he need a listening ear, i decided to end my gym session, n meet him up. i was real glad i did!!

he really needed a listening ear, and a soulmate siazz.. sigh.. if i was this sensitive to my frn's need, i wun need to trouble over tinking how to rebuild the frnship pal-ship, fag-hag ship wif my other gal pal liao.. who had treasured n given way to mi in many areas, but haha.. i took it for granted.. really granted lol.. now is the payback period..

my pal n i tinking wat to do.. either ktv, or movie.. but he suddenly decided on a 3rd option: something whcih i did not expect siazz..

to get a massage from guy for guy..

the plc pretty much in city area lah, quite accessible. but the owner n masseur both not up to my n pal std siazz.. pal asked if oni got them left there, they say yes... tat means we no choice liao.. i went for my bath, n decided to leave my briefs on while in towel.. shy mah!! the masseur den massaged mi.. can see he's VERY nervous when he started the session.. but as we toked more, he's gettign more relaxed..

i really must say his massage skills are REALLY good. enjoyed every moment of massaging by him manzz.. cool.. Perfect Massage (By Men).. eugene.. he really pressed onto the parts where i could feel the "ooooohhh" sensation!! haha, den when i was facing him during the session, he kept eyeing my erection... whahaha... teased my testes..  since he's not my type, i din touch him at all, although he's in white tight singlet n hot shorts. if i'm keen, i definitely either get touchy, or ask him take off shirt.. lol den he started to "massage" my erection.. wah liao, erection got massage 1 meh? i was tinking siazz!! jus another word to "relax" mi oni.. haha.. i even asked him, if it's ok for mi to shoot.. hahaha.. of cos i knw i can n shld, but jus felt better to ask, since i've not been such places for ages..

hahaha.. an otherwise usual gym evening turned into an erotic night... haha..

a bad day siazz..

lunch time, the dishes not my liking.. end up  eat very little..

den after work, planned to go home... but thot taht i need to bring my contact solution, so better take a cab n decided to wait for 1 hr till 9pm to take cab. but 1 hr to go, n i dun feel like rushing my work, n nothing much to do till 9pm.. decided i will jus take the solution home on public transport..

went to buy supper.. on the way, felt drops of rain coming.. ordered my supper.. i rmb telling the uncle i dun wna bee hoon.. end up they still pack wif bee hoon.. later ask the person to take away kena some unhappy stare..

worse, on way home, starting raining.. thot it's nice to cool down in light rain, but it's getting heavier n heavier.. wanna appear sexy oso cannot.. will b so embarassed in such heavy rain. abt to reach home, n the wind grew STRONGER.. if i dinno the proper way to hold umbrella, the wind sure spoil it 1.. den i'll really b drenched.. n my thin office top wll sure make lotsa ppl (hopefully guys?) take a 2nd lok..

if oni, i stay in offcei for the 1 hr siazz.. can take cab n avoid the rain.. first time in such a predicament!!

hello william, i mean switch over to LiveJournal (LJ).. cos' it easier to track n reply comments.. a page of blog can become a chatroom lol.. oso, when ppl comments on ur LJ, it sends email to u, n very likely, u can reply to comments directly from the email..

n, somehow, u can oso link to frns...

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william, ever wanna switch LJ? easier to track comments...

haaha... i like LJ, main reason is easy to track comments..

n welcome back... i tink.. u r back? i haven read ur blog yet (after u posted tat overseas msg).. but THANKS for reading my blog so fast :) hugz..

singapore kids.. more metrosexual mah.. msia side more to.. rural style? i got a msian colleague.. after she went canada for a few mths, her dress sense much better siazz.. b4 tat, so fused with msia style...

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follow up..

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lol.. i visited my BS, n kinda find yahoo ads really
anal siazz.. i may switch to using gmail to blog

anyway, i on mc today... diarrhoea.. but i wonder if i
made it up.. morn, got slight diarrhoea. den on bed,
was thinking if i shld go work still.. thot of many
things, finally decided i wil stay hme.

this makes mi wonder where did my passion in the past
go.. when i first started in this job, i SELDOM take
mc. but nw, i take it when i simply felt tat i will b
bored in office, cos nothing rushign for mi to do..
it's like i'm getting stagnant there.. wonder if this
is why, ppl often move on after 2yrs of staying.. i'm
nt sure if it will apply to mi.. if i dun feel myself
learnign something new, or developing, i get bored,
and feel like nothing impt for mi to finish.. see
how... anyway, it's a work day. nothing much to do at
home, makes mi kinda determined to force myself to
office no matter wat reason in future...

den, jus nw i was commenting on a blog, n used the
term "live".. den i thot of LJ.. it's LiveJournal.
kinda implying it's a journal for writing your life..
in plural, it goes "lives".. meaningful, i felt.

den, was at the clinic there, wah liao.... soo many
ppl in queue?!?! must wait 1 hr?!? i wondered wat i
shdl do kill time.. den decided to go other clinic..
whaha.. i think the doc is PLU.. very likely.. but i
dunno wat the cos for the lack of biz!!

oh.. these days, how do doctors usually use their
stethoscope on patients? my usual doc places it on the
shirt i'm wearing, n listens. the other one..
automatically lifts up but nt to uncover the whole
torso, jus to slide his hand n 'scope underneath my
shirt n press it onto my chest to listen.. den my
back.. got any std practice?

lastly, WAH.. as i stepped out of the clinic, 1 tanned
sec boy wif short styled hair in PE top n sch bottoms
walking towards mi.. i look at him twice.. wow.. an
athlete to be.. but i dun wan bother looking 3rd time
lah.. wait i scare him. n den i waited to cross the
road. wah liu... i was tinking.. luckily i WAS NOT ABT
to cross.. got a bus coming siazz!! if the bus horns,
wah liao, so paiseh!! den as the cars from the
direction i was looking at went past liao, i look the
other side, TAT BOY was jus stnading thre, waiting to
cross road oso!! i saw his eyes.. lovely kiddy eyes =D...

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ppl have been complaining that my posts these days ad
for yahoo for free.. shld i switch to using gmail to
blog?

anyway, today got another briefing for afa
volunteers.. true enuff, i'm not open to new frnship
when ppl just came in. i'll be blocking them from
entering my world.

when i'm not ready, i even block my ears from
listening to them.. cos as the briefing carried on, i
asked a few qns, and the new "frns" were also trying
to answer mi, but i totally blocked them, i did not
look at them, and did not hear what they are trying to
say.. anti-social, did i hear?

i will wan 2 differ, as diff ppl wif diff personality
have their own ways to knowing new folks. walk along
tis line carefully, and things go smoothly. step over
it, and things go awry.

n den, 1 frn asked mi wat is my plan after the
briefing. without thinking, i said go home.. haha, n
den on my way home, i msg'ed him, by rite, we could
have killed the time wif a movie..

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i knw i got lotsa things to blog, but can't remember
them all at 1 go..

will update as i rmb each of them..

1) on the bus to work, i heard 933 broadcast an oldie.
or 2.. 1st song was su rei's "jiu gan tam buay bo".
wah liao.. i really duno the hanyu pinyin and the
proper song title, so anyhow write. the song sounded
so impressive, influential, so directly-into-my-heart
(wat u call tis?). duno y, i jus liked the song..

den, other song is "tong nian". it's another
mesmerizing song.. oh my goodness... it simply brings
back soo soo soo many fond memories of childhood
manzz.. 933 was playing sylvia cheung's version. i
tink i nvr heard luo da you's 1. sylvia's is more of a
mum singing her childhood memories to her kids.. felt
so much warmth.. n love.. once i started listening to
it, i simply had to pause watever i was doing..

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can i add youtube vid?

this is hilarious!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fl8t5nJp2AQ

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Can I say that tis wk is (umm.. suddenly felt so
formal in my choice of words)...

cn i say tat, tis wk has been so darn hectic? ehh,
correct word? it's been a thoroughly busy week lah, nt
exactly exciting wk. really a bit almost cannot tahan
liao.

been staying in office 2 alternative days till 10pm.
it shld b normal, but i nvr felt so tired b4..

umm, did i miss blogging of anythign? nvm.. anyway,
ytday, met up wif my poly frns... wow... it's really a
refreshing meet man!! thot i cn go hme by 10pm.. but
end up, we parted at 12am!! WOW!! tats the power of
long time frns rite? ;) we knew 1 another since
1997... yoo-hoo..

readers of my BS blog shld rmb that, there was 1 time,
i was into MLM. a number of ppl discouraged mi from
joining the crowd. haha, thanks for the advice... u
knw wat, those 2 frns who invited mi to join, they r
now working in proper jobs. i dunno how come they
jumped, n.. not sure if i shld ask ytday, when all of
us r simply overjoyed to meet n chat again.

from wat i cn see, they r both working as admin level
work. 1 had some experience with network n servers, so
working now as IT exec. other frn oni had helpdesk
experience, so working as coordinator.

even another frn who were persuaded by them to join,
also left and found another job. but oso non-IT.

everyone stayed the same, in everything, but diff'ed
oni in the mindset and tinking. jokes, talk style, and
mannerism all remain unchanged. it's so poly frns
gathering once again. it's marvellous!

den, when we decided to leave, i'm too used to taking
taxi oredi... n suggested taking it wif some frns, but
they wanna take night buses instead :). we tried a bus
tat i nvr took b4.. in end, it made a big detour
siazz..

sigh.. such a nice gathering.. long time nvr had that.
will we meet again, probably for the big occasions
coming up? n they still rmb n ok wif my orientation..

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wah liao, i jus checked my mail.. n gosh, 20+ emails
for mi to read.. some r spam lah.. i tink i better
always blog wat i wan first, den reply comments..

hehe.. today rather interesting.. and exciting!!!

first, same old routine, i taking mrt to work.
normally, i tend to squeeze to the opposite side of
the train, so tat i dun need to move to make space for
boarding ppl. den hor, tis time oso same.. i
squeezed.. but, wat's diff/special tis time, i
suddenly found myself standing right in front of a
poly guy!!! he's taller than mi, has slight beng
feel.. haahah.. the train is very packed, n he's
standin so close to mi siazz.. den beside mi, i later
realised is a lesb couple. lol.. so coincident. u see,
1 lesb couple, n 1 gay who's admiring/looking/enjoying
his view of a .. beng looking guy. i wun say cute
lah.. but duno, ppl usually deem my tea as cuties.

wat's sad n boliao, is tat, 1 ger is standing behind
my beng guy, n looking into my direction. she always
make funny faces.. but i nvr bother to look.. wah,
guess she must b exasperated manz..

den tis beng guy, once in a while, my eyes will roll
up to see him lol.. 1 time, he shut his eyes, other
times, he jus gave an irritated look. but on the
train, wat can he do siazz!! lol..

ok, at work, some things i learnt. even though u've
passed some work u handled b4 to another person, dun
assume he/she will handle them forever. still, take
charge n know the purpose of everything amendment
done..

nex is.. my exp in gym.. i will say no ice-cream
during gym for my eyes. but, when i went to sauna,
it's SOOO different... once again, i'm stunned,
scared, scarred, n sigh.. wat have i done?!?!

in my towels, i was in sauna. i was tinking of leaving
liao. jus den, 1 guy came in.. i'd say, he's not that
cutie pie type of looks, but i jus feel he's nice
looking n kinda cute. i've been looking at him since
he came in. but the more i look, the more he look
back.. i somehow felt something's amiss: he's looking
at mi oso.

wah liao, i suddenly got so stunned!! if he din lok at
mi, i'll continue looking, since it wun lead to
anything. but he's looking at mi, i feel tat he's oso
keen on mi!! n even when i din look, i sensed tat he's
still doing it..sigh.. tell mi wat to do.. i dun wan
lead ppl on.. but like so much to see..

den suddenly, we both decided to leave at the same time..

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i'm not used to giving my blogs a title, so i wun.. =D

um, where shld i start blogging from?

a number of things have been happening.. i think
interesting stuff lah.. hope i can rmb all to jot
down.

first, is my first journey into LJ.. perhaps it
signifies a change of.. view/life/direction/etc?

heroes, and Resident Evil. these 2 made mi realise i'm
really very much into fantasy.. imagining things.. n
somehow, stories which do not end wif a summary have a
room for us to imagine. tat's wat i like.. heroes, let
me go back to the world of fantasies... charmed oso..
like "projecting my determination to DEFLECT (i learnt
tis word from charmed) an attack" or "forming an air
or something of defence".. like The Incredibles, that
young ger. wah liao, dun get mi started siazz.. umm..
or is there a community here (LJ) which got ppl wif
such interests?? hopefully dun turn into obsession
(gosh, i'm havign problem rememberign these words..
like deflect and obsession).

den ytday, jus b4 i went out for a volunteer briefing
session, i... had another.. fantasy.. lemme refresh..

it's about cops..

ehh.. i really can't rmb the details.. like.. nvm.. i
really forgot.. been tinking for mins..

den, the volunteer ting is.. wah liao, i thot it'll
oni b a 2-hr ting. din expect it to last the whole
day. but it;s interesting still. made mi know some new
frns, and learn more abt myself..

now tat i'm kinda off stress, i am better able to
handle situations and grow my tinking. ok, so i
reached the place.. ok lah.. it's AFA. i was the first
1 there. n kinda had a short conversation wif the
organisers. den i walked around the plc. more ppl came
in, but i'm den thrown into my world... locking
everyone else out of my world.. reading thru the
pamphlets.. i'm standing at the door u knw, but when
ppl came in, outta courtesy, i looked, den continued
reading. i rmb, last yr, at a xmas celeb in a frn hse,
1 aj was soo.. "friendly".. someone came in thru the
door, he's standing 10 metre away n his back was
facing the door, but he still exclaimed "happy new
yr!".. wow.. tat's power...

i prefer a more personal touch n greeting..

anyway, later the briefing started, n i was so
withdrawn from the discussion, i din look at any1. but
later, as the discussion warms up, i started looking
around lah.. n eventually the barrier was smashed.
when the briefing ended, 1 boy asked mi if i got any
plan.. umm, so sudden question.. while i asked another
soft guy to stay around.. cos he's abt to take his bag
n leave, but i sensed tat, he's waiting for someone to
say the "stay" word.

den, a short chat evolved into.... no prize for rite
ans... a dinner. unexpectedly siazz.. den the dinner
was oso.. happening!! once we stepped into the cafe
restaurant (cafe cartel), 1 guy who was on duty to
serve our table, gave a pissed look and attitude. i
was abt to decide not to give the service charge
siazz.. later when he took our orders,

i said politely "r u able to provide better svc?"
his reply: "ya, i'm providing better service"
i den tried telling him wat made mi say these, but he
seriously din get it. anyway, later he apologised lah,
n he made up for the "better svc" by always re-filling
our glasses wif plain water.. hwa lioa!!! so. farnie!!

oh.. i tink in my BS, i mentioned abt the taiwan boy..
hehe, last nite we chatted siazz... wow, taiwan
culture so open? he casually showed mi his closeup
beach picture focussing on face n chest, wif folded
arms. topless some more.. n i offered to take his pic
when i visit him..

umm, tink that's all.. boring to read such long 1s anot??

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my test on cross posting.. not double posting..

see if it works..

anyway, chris added me to his list, and I got his
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Or just the first step suffice?

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nae:nope, not double posting.

one thing is... the lj ads! really annoying. but if you switch them off you'll get the default blue interface lar. and you can't customize the html much.

you should turn off the navigation bar; it's ugly. On this page:
http://www.livejournal.com/customize/options.bml

me: not double posting? or did you post in BS?

ummm, r u using Plus account? Or basic? Mine is Plus. If you are too, I wonder if it's better with Basic.

For the navigation bar, it's useful to mi, but i've set it to show only when I view pages. Try again. It should not show for you anymore, unless you requested for it..

ooh... wif nae's help, i'm seeing how LJ handles comments.. it's sure easier and faster siazz...

nae, u have BS id oso. r u double posting as well?

kevxx, thks... if things go smooth, i may really switch to LJ.. see how first..

I'm testing LJ now.. Do visit http://smlee4.livejournal.com/ and do anythign you want there, to let me see its capabilities..

Thanks!!

In the meantime, I'll try to post there, and here, until I decide whcih is better.

does it sound alright to stay home all the way till the day i go back to work? few reasons:

1) din jio frns
2) dun wish to go out
3) save money (true anot? or jus an excuse?)
4) finished some undone business (hahaha, i think usually it's written in other way)
5) umm.. do some unfinished business...

mayb the coming wk, i gonna start planning my outings liao.. n enjoy life.. esp last nite, i was wide awake while on the nite rider trip home. i saw a lot of places i nvr walked to, a lot of thigns i had not experienced yet.

umm, purpose of tis blog is to... grumble again.. yes. my youtube subscribers have usually been guys, cos of the vid contents. and i'm glad i saw a number of vids from these subscribers' subscribed/favourites videos. some were fantastic siaz!! but somhow, the ego in mi, at times, told mi i shld nt subscribe.. ahah.. to have a feel of superiority over them... typical leo character huh? but i still subscribed lah.

den, these days, i started to post renfred's vid from ch8 9pm show. gosh, i tink many many young GIRLS (i presumed) subscribed to my vids siazz!! i was stunned and taken aback... i jus fell a bit odd n weird, so many girls "swarmed" to mi... wahliao... nothing bad, but not used to it.. machiam, u at a party, u wan see n knw the guys, suddenly, gers began walking up to u to chat up wif u... (umm.. haha, my imagination got the better of mi, tellya later), when my purpose is to chat up wif guys..

ok, my imagination: u see.. those shows, when a group of gers suddenly walk up and take up ur time.. den in front of u, u see a gorgi (is gorgeous for short, rite? i heard from my oz pal) walk past. u r so taken up by the gers, u din have the chance to stop him n chat him up... lol...

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wah liao, jus a bit of "din-reply-comments" n i kena complaint liao... ok loh..

kevxx: Go LJ Go!! .. switch over!! ,, then you will have lots of comments to reply too!! I;m sure you will prefer LJ to blogspot...

me: ehh... maybe i'll do the switch loh.. test run.. see how... dun like, i blast back at u n demand compensation.. um LJ has an interesting chn definition rite? wat abt BS? 2 bad, it's not BJ.. :P

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kevxx: never reply comments this time?

taiwanese boy .. must be really cute, why didn't you just bring them to the clubs and join them?

me: now i reply liao loh.. i had tat idea oso... but i still had to wait for my frns mah.. tat's my main goal.. anyway, 2 short a time to tink tat much siazz.. i'm nt so experienced in picking up boys mah.. unless u, can give so many suggestions..

now tat i'm home, i did tink of sponsoring tat boy, den the other 2 can split the cost among the 3 of them..

umm, actually, if i'm frnly n outgoing enuff, wif my frns who're quite active in night scenes, i can probably get to knw the bosses etc n.. get some priority queue? lol..

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nae: How did you know they were not straight?

Thanks for writing about the concert! hehe. That was a good read.

me: ehh, guts? it's in TP area.. a well-known gay spot. the funny ting is, when i mentioned the 2 places, 1 of them (not that boy) said they wanna try places around here.. den i told them, we have the same interests...

oh, i forgot to mention, i screamed till my voice turned hoarse.. sigh, it's jus so natural...

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ehh, so where's the anonymous william? r u resting? oh... umm.. ur blog.. later i go read ur review.. haha..

if u noticed the time tat tis blog was written, u may wonder y i'm still awake.. well, in the nn, i took a nap of 3-4 hrs. so still quite awake.

but some unfortunate stuff happened. a newly-made frn said he's holding a bday celebration at a pub at 1130pm, and said he made reservation. so i decided to attend, since i was wide awake. at 9+, i asked again, and he confirmed the pub is still on. so, 11pm, i made my way there. at 1140, i decided to confirm my presence. he din reply. i reached the place at 1205am. i sms him again. still no reply. i even went inside the pub to ask if any1 made reservation under the name i knew him as. no reservation.

den i sms him my findings, and said i'll be leaving in 10 mins time. den.. some nice stuff happened, which will be mentioned abt my grumbling here, n 20 mins passed. no reply. so i went str8 home.. if it was not for the nice stuff, it's really a wasted trip.

nice stuff: as i stood outside the pub, and staring into blank. a trio of guys came over to ask mi which pubs here offer dancing. 1 was a nice looking boy. it was very sudden. i dunno the programs the pubs there offer tonite, so i said i dunno. den i found them, loitering around the area, clueless abt next step. they oso asked a few other passers-by, but i tink no result. but i duno is whether they dunno how to ask properly, or the passers-by dunno wat they asking, or simply nt frnly enuff to ans.

oh ya, from their way of speaking eng, can know they r chinese speakers.

den they still loitering there, dunno wat to do. den, at tis time, i trying hard to rmb, wat places got dancing, where my buddy n mi went during his holiday here. den i rmb its Play, Taboo, and tantric. so, i went up to them.. wah, they abt to cross the road liao siaz!! as i walked to them, tat boy turned back n saw mi. i waved at him. he look in amazement. den i waved again, he then knw i'm waving at him.

i den tok to them wat the places are. i mentioned 2 places, and den exclaimed tat i specially went over to them cos the boy is nice looking. haaah.. at tat pt, the boy offered a handshake, but i was busy telling them the places to visit, n din do anything.

they den took out a paper n pen, and the boy wrote down the info.

hey, visitors n frns, lemme knw if my understanding is correct:
1) tantric, for asians who want to pick up caucasians, a place for drinking.
2) play, for teens.. aged 16-22, for dancing.
3) taboo, for youngsters, but above 22, for dancing.
4) mox, for working class, for drinking.

after writing, i asked for a handshake, den he volunteered to exchange msn whahahha..

he's in singlet.. his armpit is bushy :P i wonder if, i'm too shy... shld i have asked for a hug instead? he from taiwan, and going back on sunday nn. if nt, i'll tell them abt fabulous events siazz. soon after, they r really gone from sight hahaha..

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umm the lady who commented abt the concert, said i din mention anything good abt it. ehh... i tink i shld write something den...

the whole concert really ROCKED with amei!!!!!!!!!!!

i was wif her die-hard fans. once she showed herself, we all jus stood up siazz.. n almost never sat down! her fast songs had everyone wave their neonstix for her, and her ballads had ppl singing along wif her too... funny thing is, tis time, lyrics were shown on tv. it's for fans, or for her to see?! except for guest performers (drumming, big guitar.. or cello), there's not a moment of dullness. everyone was simmply awed by either her power vocals, or emo cords...

screams were abundant. the more emo part came when she sang a rip-off (ren zhen) from her duet wif zhangyusheng. the crowd was not tat familiar wif rip-off ver. but once she switched to the original duet (ai wo de ren, shang wo zui shen), all sang along.

the funny part came when she sang (zhan zai gao gang shang), an aboriginal type of energetic and high power song. cos her male dancers were dressed in only swimwear. i really wonder why siazz..

the hot part was, her male dancers were dressed in professional attired, like doc, biz-man, etc, n they stripped to oni undershirts. den amei appeared, lying seductively on the sofa and flirted wif them.

when the last song finished, she exited. as usual, it's the encore segment. everyone... or our side oni? ie the fans' side.. we stamped the platform heavily, "demanding" her to come out.. at tis point, i think about a handful of crowd starting to leave.. but if they did, they missed out the most valuable part of the performance for sure!!

as we stamped the platform, and shouted for her, the screen asked "do u stil wan some more?" the screaming got louder. den the nex qn "show more energy..." we simply got more excited. the 3rd one "show mi more..." we again screamed n cheered like hell, making it the highest peak for the concert.

n she finalyl re-appeared.. everyone started to go mad.. hahha... the lights were den on, n she started off wif her lovable, but non-hit (ie, it was not promoted as a hit song, but still became 1 of the favourites) slow songs. den she got high, and got everyone, read: EVERYONE SINGLE ONE, to stand up and groove to her songs.

i was all along oni standing n waving to the rhythm. but i felt i need more space, so i stood beside the seats, and jumped n put both hands into the air and cheered for her... it was DARN, superb'ly, unimaginably, super duper wuper, historically high moment. everyone simply enjoyed it!!!

it was defintely the concert of the year. i dun tink anyone else, from any generation, could have done it better... she's the STAR, the ultimate performer for teh stage.

i'm really v tired.... on wed, i slept @ 4am, and i think woke @ 830am on thur. then slept @ 2am. even though i woke at 1045am on fri, i'm still pretty exhausted.. as in, feeling not-wanna move..

ehh.. i intend to try out livejournal... any objections? or any comments?

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newborn - my brother had jus gotten a newborn. wow.. haha, i dun sound happy or excited cos it makes no diff to mi. jus an addition to the family tree. den, yesteryda, when the family visited her (yes, female baby), i felt... many thots running through my brain..

it's a new life, a new life brought into the world.. such an innocent living. sleeping peacefully on the cushion. i'm a buddhist/taoism (supposed to be buddhism, but my frn enlightened me somehow it's taoism). my first impression is, a soul had just been given another living chance, to experience life. i wonder which person joined our family...

new frns - few days ago, in irc, i made some new frns. 1 is a hearing impaired fella. he invited mi to join him for gym. sigh.. i was still at the "onli join goodlookers for gym" mentality. but somehow, they have a group of frns among whom 1 tends to be better looking, haha. later, i decided to join... after the gym, we went to find a frn who's chilling out at his frn's CC somewhere off city.

haha, upon reaching the CC, we walked towards the staircase n we passed a kitchen. in the kitchen was a guy in his thirties. i saw him n vice versa. den as we walk up the stairs, he followed suit. den, when my frn opened the door for us, den i realised he's the owner of the bar... lol... i realyl wonder, if i appeared gay to him earlier on.

den later, HI frn say his frns r joining us... wow.. never did i expect 1 of them to be a good looking guy.. shld i actually say "never expect"?? well, jus din expect a guy to make mi look at him again.. really had a hearty chat there...

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concert - went for amei concert. it's quite refreshing.. amei is still active in the scene. so her concert by right is held every 3-5 years. but i really stil lwant to say, "so long never went to her concert!!" and this time, still going wif her group of die-hard fans. but tis time, i brought 2 frns along. at least it'll nt b boring for mi. somehow, i'm never on close or good terms with them.. haha.. cut the history off.

i have a lot of mixed feeling here. she's supposed to be the diva or taiwan pop sensation. but her news these days surrounded her mental status. that she is having nervous breakdown, and unable to face crowds. it's her 10th anniversary performance. but i soemhow feel that, it could possibly be her last... after that, she may probably slow down, and take a break and come back later. to re-align her goals, and to cater to general market.

i really feel like tis is the last time i gonna see her on stage. her stardom path has not always been very smooth. other divas, sandy lam, faye wong, etc all left the pop scene gradually as their songs do not fit the generation anymore. but staged performances now and then. i'm beginning to feel teh same for amei..

for the scene these days, it seems like, the hip factor has to be there. not so much about how touching and memorable the song is...
in the past, when i was a kid, goodlookers who cant sing for god's sake were IN.
den, gradually, those can sing live, came out
followed by, those who can sing n dance.
later, sing, dance (move a little), and write their own songs
now, everything had become passe. the IN thing is now the hip factor. it's really the "u can make fashion, u get the throne" kinda thing...

amei is from the older generation. her songs are powerful and influential. but the hip factor does not suit her, as she's more of the sing, dance and perform type.

sigh.. see how things go...

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new lease of life? - with my exams over.. n after doing the exam, i'm pretty confident my life will still go on and i'll get a degree, i tink i'm looking forward to a new lease of life. esp when amei concert came out, and it's a totally different type of us. i'm more expressive, more confident, n more knowledge of myself. her concert is telling mi, she's always there for us, and lead a happy and enjoyable life. to mi, it's a break, to relax and then find new direction...

i'm beginning to see my direction in life (not tat clear, but have some ideas), more clear headed abt myself, wat kidna frnds shld exist, etc. i oso knw how to make myself happy n cool. ok.. cut the long story.

wif my degree coming out, i'm expecting a better pay. n i'm kinda financially stabling. wif the sch over, i'm better able to plan my stuff, without worrying abt any pending sch fees. n i'm nt taking life tat seriously.. but still wary of aunties who wanna get fresh..

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anyway, these days no comments posted, so nothing to reply..

Thanks for all your well-wishes

dear all visitors and.. friends,

my exam is finally over.. phew.. thanks for all our well-wishes..

now is the wait for results. If nothign goes wrong, yours truly will be a bachelor.. pun intended

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i'm tired... VERY tired... after exam today, i intended to come home n do some work stuff first, and go swim.. but i ended up finding and searching program to use to edit and join videos in the cheapest way possible. since there's no sun for tanning. luckily, some computer experts have made it very easy ahahha.. computer experts.. but in order to test which 1s are the best for mi, i spent the whole nn n evening manzz.. right now, i'm so darn tired.

for the exam, it's my first time to actually read thru the past yr exam papers siazz. in the past, i jus read the notes n memo the points. so when i look at the exam paper, i'll b stunned at the difficulty of the qns, n scratch my head (dun think wayward). but those times were, i knw wat to study n prepare. tis time, totally lost. anyway, after looking thru n understanding the model ans, i foudn it more of a breeze to tackle the qns. but 1 awkward situation happened. its trivial, so i shan't say. wif the exam now over, and a degree pending for me, do i sense a new lease of life, once again?

sigh, when i was studying for exam, i have a to-do list. now, i'm lost.. i even dun wish to go irc n relax myself sexually. wat's more, err.. have i lost/losing interest in SM??? i saw the vid caps of a new video, but i'm nt.. enticed...

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chris: sounds like you're having a good time. I have a webcam and will have to connect at some point...;-)

me: i sure did!!!

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kevxx: WAH ... win lor .. you on my msn for so long, you never even offer to show me yourself on cam. :(

me: u nvr ask?!?!

my first day of leave... to prep for exam.. when i woke up, totally dun wish to do anything, at a loss of wat to do, actually.. umm. long story short..

1) morn, wnana find ppl for swim, but din manage.

2) went swim myself.. n was cruised by a bottom.. ahha.. it's such a dark sky.. wanna tan oso can't.. but i did knw, i m ready for exam prep..

3) got home, n went irc to kil time, b4 i go lunch.. used webcam as lure.. got some bad experience as usual..

4) den later, my luck got slightly better.. got a few guys keen on mi.. but mi not on them.. but still exchanged msn.. sigh, msn become a tool for webcam. if see on cam liao, nt happy, exit liao.. pending my deletion move.

5) at 5pm, a chubby fella is really kinda interesting.. he say he got cam oso, got mi to wait for quite a while, but cam still nt working. n worse, his response is SIBEI slow.. in the end, i assured him, i'm ok if he no cam n no pic to show.. but again, he forever say "wait".. i thot he bz, or away from pc, in end, he's still there, watching my cam.. den i made the erection. n he's high ahhaha.. n he sounds real nervous siazz.. i not ready to jo, jus to tease him..

6) sigh.. near 7pm, no 1 interest mi yet. just as i was abt to log off from irc, someone msg abt "seeing an exec wear guy on cam".. haha, i immediately msg him, n viola, we're on msn cam.. but the cam feature nt working properly.. he often exited n stuff. i thot he's not keen anymore. but later, found it's my msn prob, cos i restarted n webcam is working..

he's quite cute hahah.. n really in exec wear.. wat's more, he's dirwectly showing his face in cam.. i was oredi stark naked.. n moved my cam to my face.. sigh.. wat gave mi such courage.. cos it's nvr good to link a NAKED body to a face. den he oso praised mi for my good looks.. but he added "it's oni camfun, so dun matter"..

den i tried kinky stuff, by ordering to do things.. haha.. quite fun, he's obedient! later we jo together.. he "came" first.. but into a rubbish bin, so cant see anything. den i "came" oso.. while i still see him on cam.. haha.. pretty fun.. nice looking chap.. hahaha..luckily i stayed on..

den, after everything, i realise tat.. suddenly my msn got 2 ppl who r keen to knw mi better.. or see mi on cam... suddenly got 2 ppl shower mi wif concern..a bit not used.. 1 guy is realyl interested in mi, n wanna knw mi better.. 1 guy is kinda keen to see my body.. haha..

den jus now, another frn... the one who arrange for callboy, suggested having another session wif that thai, since we both like him ahahahah..

the above concludes, i again did not study at all.. ok, i can declare today as a "relaxing" day..

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kevxx:
Maybe he first time mah ... so glances are not enough .. maybe you must initiate and touch him...

And are you getting your lj up? (haha it took me a while to phrase this line)

me: huh? how come took u a while? watz on ur mind??
hey, i did loh.. got hand contact.. maybe next time, i offer my body to be touched "accidentally" haha..

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william: i'm the anonymous who will attend the ah-mei concert. :p. Well sometime just lazy to log-in to the account so just click anonymous.

me: ohh.. william ah.. u dun need to login.. but at least sign ur name mah.. to indicate an identity..

umm.. a number of ppl visit my blog.. n some r going to her concert.. shdl i organise to mit them all near concert area, n head for her concert then? ehh... will i paiseh myself?? such big ego..