Sunday, July 30, 2006
i'm still very much a sentimental guy..
sighzz... watching Running on Karma jus now. during the show den i realise y it's up for grabs for so many awards.. but kauzz!! the title is so misleading!
in the show, ancient times, a guy let off an opponent tat he is abt to kill. den he turned around, n saw a beetle struggling in the shallow water. i almost screamed! my heart was calling out to the guy to SAVE tat beetle! he den picked the beetle onto his hand, but at tat instant, the opponent kill him. the beetle suddenly lost 1 of its feeler n was flying abt, n landed on the guy's shoulder blade.. i felt so teary! it's like the beetle knew who saved it n was lying beside its saviour, trying to revive or pray for him!
ya i knw i may b thinking too far, but i'm jus soo.. sentimental.. i definitely feel more for non-speaking living things... be it insects or animals.. even if it's a cockroach, i'll help to flip it over, if it struggles upside down.. trust mi, i helpd a no of roaches like tis..
sighzz... watching Running on Karma jus now. during the show den i realise y it's up for grabs for so many awards.. but kauzz!! the title is so misleading!
in the show, ancient times, a guy let off an opponent tat he is abt to kill. den he turned around, n saw a beetle struggling in the shallow water. i almost screamed! my heart was calling out to the guy to SAVE tat beetle! he den picked the beetle onto his hand, but at tat instant, the opponent kill him. the beetle suddenly lost 1 of its feeler n was flying abt, n landed on the guy's shoulder blade.. i felt so teary! it's like the beetle knew who saved it n was lying beside its saviour, trying to revive or pray for him!
ya i knw i may b thinking too far, but i'm jus soo.. sentimental.. i definitely feel more for non-speaking living things... be it insects or animals.. even if it's a cockroach, i'll help to flip it over, if it struggles upside down.. trust mi, i helpd a no of roaches like tis..
HELP NEEDED FROM MELBOURNE
anybody in melbourne? a frn of mine arrived there about 1 wk back for studies.. and needs help in any areas possible to get his staying there moving on for the better..
my birthday party, dated 29/07/2006
yes, i've to make it an official entry :) it's special!!!
it's planned to b.. go my frn's club, where i will be going in as a guest (read: FOC), after tat, go massage to relax (dutch style), den go ktv (who pay??). den.. OTOT (own time own target).
so for mi, i'll go hairstyling for this big day :). n i gonna show the cute hairstylist my pix!! including those i shot in my own rm 1!!! (wink). after hairstyle, den carry on the celeb wif my frns. but then... the cute guy not there lei. another fat malay was attending to mi. i asked him if the cute guy is there, he say afternoon shift. okloh.. den i thot he's not in tat early. but soehow i got a feeling he's there liao.. anyway, my main stylist suggest istyle my hair thinner, tat means no need color. ok loh.. wat for i spend so much money coloring everytime? since no need color, den ok loh.. wah liao, the malay guy.. was trying to clear up the messy hair strands, n use the hair blower, trying to clear them off, but they end up falling on my bed... DARN it.. no, dun wan make it into big issue.
den later, i went str8 to the plc where i supposed to mit my frn for spa. i got there early. i infomr him oso, sayin i at "TP" liao. den UNEXPECTEDLY, he din arrive 30 mins after our appointed time. i ask him y, he sya his office still raning, n need to wait till rain stop den can leave. ok. den 1 hr later, i msg him again, asking how is the situation. he din reply. wah liao.. i waited 1.5 hrs there liao leh. i got fed up, n msg him "i'll go for lunch first, n mit him at the massage parlour".
den he called mi saying he take cab rush down to tpy. i ask him y tpy.
he "din i say i at TPY?"
me "no, it's tanj. y wld i b in TPY??"
he "oh, hw wld i knw.. ok.. i rush down there".
i was stunned.. did he misread my msg, thinking i am wif frns at TPY, instead of wating for him all along in TP? tat y he din wanna step out of office? we had oredi decided to mit at TP 1 day back. so in end, i skip his club. u knw, after my hair styling, i den rmb i forgot to bring my gym attire. i thot of going home to get it den rush for the gym. luckiyl i din.. den when he got there, i almost had no mood to tok much.. but he din say anything abt y he late, so i din have the chance to find out more.
he brought another frn along. tis frn.. he say he's tall. but.. NOT to mi!! jus anotehr short guy mah!! haha, the funny thing is, he say the plc is a proper massage parlour, without getting into kinky biz. but end up, it's a men's only parlour hahah.. but later, he did explain tat, the original plc dun have enuff manpower to provide for 3 ppl massage lah.
hehe, toking abt the massage.. i took the pkge for massage, n body scrub. oso got ear candling n facial something.. but i nt going for tat. the masseur, quite alright looking. lean tone body. lying on the bed, he removed my towel for mi, n offered to remove my brief oso.. wah liao, n cos i was lying prone on bed, i starting to erect. den he massage mi till ... the erect dun go away.. when he msg on the back of my thigh, his fingers occasionally will touch my *ahem*.. n tat jus cause some further response loh..
den he ask mi flip over. haha, i almost wanna ask him "flip? but i having an erection right now.." but I DID NOT ask. i flipped n used the towel to cover up. n he did did the appropriate stuff by having the towel always cover my vital parts n not revealing at all, n i can sense tat he is trying his best not to touch it touching lightly on the ptes. when the massage over, he took mi to he area for body scrub.
lying on the bed there, it felt like he's a call boy who is rubbing my body siazz.. i had a chat wif him.. n felt better after knwoing it's common for clients to have an erection while being massage hahaha.. n told mi not to control hahaha.. n well, as he's rubbing my body, my pte did bounced up n down from time to time LOL.. n he avoided the vital part, n scrubbed the pte area.. but tat';s enuff to keep the erection on haha.. n den noti mi, ask if i can touch him.
after the scrub, i went for a wash, n.. went back to massage room to find him.. i had cuppa tea, n chatted wif him.. hahah.. n we had mutual gd impression of each other lol. n yes, i initiated it.. cos as a proper parlour, they cant initiate anything.. it's against the rule. n even exchange number =D
after tat, we headed for ktv.. haha, oh ya, as my bday, i thot my expenses at the massage wld b shared.. :) at the ktv, i jus realised tat, kbox is really better in terms of everything compared to partyworld siazz.. for a group fo 5, it's 21+++ for 4 hrs wif 8 free drinks in total. PW is 110 nett for duno how many hrs wif 4 drinks. any more will b accounted. in end, kbox cost $111.88.
enuff abt the pricing. oh ok.. met antoher frn of mine.. i had thot of inviting him along for the whole day event. but then, he had cancelled our meetin at the very last min, n i really dun wan any backing out companion on tis day, so din ask him along. n somehow met him still. pretty fun.. i can sense.. if he joins us.
umm, my frn did tell mi, he's ok wif going ktv, end up he din sing any song.. dunno how come.. seem like he found the wrong way to select a song.. hope its not sabo.. overall, it's not a gd thing tat, u like signing, den ur company of frns r those who sing 1 or 2 songs in a 2 hr session type..
n although it's my bday, i dun wan hog the mike.. so.. haha, had to suppress my itch to sing to my heart's content. n 1 sad thing is, i'm 2 nervous!! i'm 2 excited!! for songs whcih i can handle properly, i actually sang 2 fast!! i din catch the beat!! my pal's bf has a good voice. or a common voice. cos his voice range n texture/quality (dunno which is the correct word) can handle most songs wif ease.. be it 张栋梁 or 欧得洋. i dunno how to praise hia voice. can either sayit's got good texture, or it's an all rounder.. ie no special characteristic. cos when he sing, it matches the original mood n feel of the song n the catch n beat fit in perfectly.i almost cant tell if the singer is singing, or this frn is singing.
but hor.. haizz.. thot for tis bday celeb, my frns will offer to pay for mi.. end up nothign of such sort..
however, it's still a nice gathering! a great night! not forgetting knowing tat masseur guy!
it's planned to b.. go my frn's club, where i will be going in as a guest (read: FOC), after tat, go massage to relax (dutch style), den go ktv (who pay??). den.. OTOT (own time own target).
so for mi, i'll go hairstyling for this big day :). n i gonna show the cute hairstylist my pix!! including those i shot in my own rm 1!!! (wink). after hairstyle, den carry on the celeb wif my frns. but then... the cute guy not there lei. another fat malay was attending to mi. i asked him if the cute guy is there, he say afternoon shift. okloh.. den i thot he's not in tat early. but soehow i got a feeling he's there liao.. anyway, my main stylist suggest istyle my hair thinner, tat means no need color. ok loh.. wat for i spend so much money coloring everytime? since no need color, den ok loh.. wah liao, the malay guy.. was trying to clear up the messy hair strands, n use the hair blower, trying to clear them off, but they end up falling on my bed... DARN it.. no, dun wan make it into big issue.
den later, i went str8 to the plc where i supposed to mit my frn for spa. i got there early. i infomr him oso, sayin i at "TP" liao. den UNEXPECTEDLY, he din arrive 30 mins after our appointed time. i ask him y, he sya his office still raning, n need to wait till rain stop den can leave. ok. den 1 hr later, i msg him again, asking how is the situation. he din reply. wah liao.. i waited 1.5 hrs there liao leh. i got fed up, n msg him "i'll go for lunch first, n mit him at the massage parlour".
den he called mi saying he take cab rush down to tpy. i ask him y tpy.
he "din i say i at TPY?"
me "no, it's tanj. y wld i b in TPY??"
he "oh, hw wld i knw.. ok.. i rush down there".
i was stunned.. did he misread my msg, thinking i am wif frns at TPY, instead of wating for him all along in TP? tat y he din wanna step out of office? we had oredi decided to mit at TP 1 day back. so in end, i skip his club. u knw, after my hair styling, i den rmb i forgot to bring my gym attire. i thot of going home to get it den rush for the gym. luckiyl i din.. den when he got there, i almost had no mood to tok much.. but he din say anything abt y he late, so i din have the chance to find out more.
he brought another frn along. tis frn.. he say he's tall. but.. NOT to mi!! jus anotehr short guy mah!! haha, the funny thing is, he say the plc is a proper massage parlour, without getting into kinky biz. but end up, it's a men's only parlour hahah.. but later, he did explain tat, the original plc dun have enuff manpower to provide for 3 ppl massage lah.
hehe, toking abt the massage.. i took the pkge for massage, n body scrub. oso got ear candling n facial something.. but i nt going for tat. the masseur, quite alright looking. lean tone body. lying on the bed, he removed my towel for mi, n offered to remove my brief oso.. wah liao, n cos i was lying prone on bed, i starting to erect. den he massage mi till ... the erect dun go away.. when he msg on the back of my thigh, his fingers occasionally will touch my *ahem*.. n tat jus cause some further response loh..
den he ask mi flip over. haha, i almost wanna ask him "flip? but i having an erection right now.." but I DID NOT ask. i flipped n used the towel to cover up. n he did did the appropriate stuff by having the towel always cover my vital parts n not revealing at all, n i can sense tat he is trying his best not to touch it touching lightly on the ptes. when the massage over, he took mi to he area for body scrub.
lying on the bed there, it felt like he's a call boy who is rubbing my body siazz.. i had a chat wif him.. n felt better after knwoing it's common for clients to have an erection while being massage hahaha.. n told mi not to control hahaha.. n well, as he's rubbing my body, my pte did bounced up n down from time to time LOL.. n he avoided the vital part, n scrubbed the pte area.. but tat';s enuff to keep the erection on haha.. n den noti mi, ask if i can touch him.
after the scrub, i went for a wash, n.. went back to massage room to find him.. i had cuppa tea, n chatted wif him.. hahah.. n we had mutual gd impression of each other lol. n yes, i initiated it.. cos as a proper parlour, they cant initiate anything.. it's against the rule. n even exchange number =D
after tat, we headed for ktv.. haha, oh ya, as my bday, i thot my expenses at the massage wld b shared.. :) at the ktv, i jus realised tat, kbox is really better in terms of everything compared to partyworld siazz.. for a group fo 5, it's 21+++ for 4 hrs wif 8 free drinks in total. PW is 110 nett for duno how many hrs wif 4 drinks. any more will b accounted. in end, kbox cost $111.88.
enuff abt the pricing. oh ok.. met antoher frn of mine.. i had thot of inviting him along for the whole day event. but then, he had cancelled our meetin at the very last min, n i really dun wan any backing out companion on tis day, so din ask him along. n somehow met him still. pretty fun.. i can sense.. if he joins us.
umm, my frn did tell mi, he's ok wif going ktv, end up he din sing any song.. dunno how come.. seem like he found the wrong way to select a song.. hope its not sabo.. overall, it's not a gd thing tat, u like signing, den ur company of frns r those who sing 1 or 2 songs in a 2 hr session type..
n although it's my bday, i dun wan hog the mike.. so.. haha, had to suppress my itch to sing to my heart's content. n 1 sad thing is, i'm 2 nervous!! i'm 2 excited!! for songs whcih i can handle properly, i actually sang 2 fast!! i din catch the beat!! my pal's bf has a good voice. or a common voice. cos his voice range n texture/quality (dunno which is the correct word) can handle most songs wif ease.. be it 张栋梁 or 欧得洋. i dunno how to praise hia voice. can either sayit's got good texture, or it's an all rounder.. ie no special characteristic. cos when he sing, it matches the original mood n feel of the song n the catch n beat fit in perfectly.i almost cant tell if the singer is singing, or this frn is singing.
but hor.. haizz.. thot for tis bday celeb, my frns will offer to pay for mi.. end up nothign of such sort..
however, it's still a nice gathering! a great night! not forgetting knowing tat masseur guy!
Saturday, July 29, 2006
wah.. on the 2nd day of my bday, den my oz pal msg mi happy bday. but hor, wah liao!! he wrote "my market value depreciate by 1 yr" ARGH!!! exasperating!!!!
anyway, these days, a upcoming taiwan boy "xiaogui" is making his footstep in the showbiz. he started by hosting show wif other comperes. den his exposure rate quite high loh.. n now, i think i starting to fall for him.. not in love, but i'm starting to like him more.. he's fun, real, cute behaviour :) i'm falling for "xiao gui".
summary of work progress
wow.. i can say tis wk is a smoothen'ing learning curve for mi. cos, as i mentioned some time back, it's a BIG learning curve for mi in tis plc (or did i mention??). den tis wk, after i realised how to improve my work attitude, the curve is getting smoother. i knw better how to get my things done, n setting a goal in watever i do, and a timeline. den.. i oso starting to find a regular lunch group..
the most satisfying part is, on fri, i finally setup a new system whcih i nvr tried b4. den boss came over and ask if the whole process was fun. i told her, it's challenging. den she say "good, den u've coem to the right plc". n she was to leave my desk when she added "n tat i means, i found the corect person" WOW!!! i was really happy n excited!! whahaha...
bday party by company
den.. my bday was on 28th jul mah. den tis day, so qiao (mean: coincident), the company oso having a welcome.. get-together buffet dinner for new staff. i oso included. den machiam (mean: almost like) the dinner was made for mi.. wif the ppl gettin around to celeb for mi lol.. den the dinner oso haha
the best part is, in my lunch group, sometimes will have a cute beng joining. den during the party, the cute beng guy was sitting in audience area.. haha.. wow.. on stage.. feel like jus looking at him thru out the event..
anyway, these days, a upcoming taiwan boy "xiaogui" is making his footstep in the showbiz. he started by hosting show wif other comperes. den his exposure rate quite high loh.. n now, i think i starting to fall for him.. not in love, but i'm starting to like him more.. he's fun, real, cute behaviour :) i'm falling for "xiao gui".
summary of work progress
wow.. i can say tis wk is a smoothen'ing learning curve for mi. cos, as i mentioned some time back, it's a BIG learning curve for mi in tis plc (or did i mention??). den tis wk, after i realised how to improve my work attitude, the curve is getting smoother. i knw better how to get my things done, n setting a goal in watever i do, and a timeline. den.. i oso starting to find a regular lunch group..
the most satisfying part is, on fri, i finally setup a new system whcih i nvr tried b4. den boss came over and ask if the whole process was fun. i told her, it's challenging. den she say "good, den u've coem to the right plc". n she was to leave my desk when she added "n tat i means, i found the corect person" WOW!!! i was really happy n excited!! whahaha...
bday party by company
den.. my bday was on 28th jul mah. den tis day, so qiao (mean: coincident), the company oso having a welcome.. get-together buffet dinner for new staff. i oso included. den machiam (mean: almost like) the dinner was made for mi.. wif the ppl gettin around to celeb for mi lol.. den the dinner oso haha
the best part is, in my lunch group, sometimes will have a cute beng joining. den during the party, the cute beng guy was sitting in audience area.. haha.. wow.. on stage.. feel like jus looking at him thru out the event..
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
when i first joined, i had the style of wasting no time to ensure tat i can get on my feet ASAP. n yes, withina few days, i solved a few issues.
1 is an old n sticky issue, which has been troublign them for soem time. i solved it n it's working fine.
den next issue, a simpler 1, but gained soem recognition from my team lead. cos my mentor asked mi to edit a webpg in the prod env. i did it. den team lead feel tat i can start workign on prod liao (mean: already) and suggest to my mentor, to let mi do soem prod stuff. den my mentor say she is oredi (mean: already) letting me handle them. tema lead is happy n excited. she exclaimed "good" in canto, n i replied "thx" in canto oso.
den over these days, feeling tat the urgent issues r over liao, i let down my "do it fast n quick" style, n began to slow down. anything up, i will oso feel "dun worry, it's ok 1 lah, no need so rush do it". this is a wrong mentality! why did i ever have it?!?! since it's nt rite, i have to make it right!! that's my style then!
gosh... i mus check myself regularly..
1 is an old n sticky issue, which has been troublign them for soem time. i solved it n it's working fine.
den next issue, a simpler 1, but gained soem recognition from my team lead. cos my mentor asked mi to edit a webpg in the prod env. i did it. den team lead feel tat i can start workign on prod liao (mean: already) and suggest to my mentor, to let mi do soem prod stuff. den my mentor say she is oredi (mean: already) letting me handle them. tema lead is happy n excited. she exclaimed "good" in canto, n i replied "thx" in canto oso.
den over these days, feeling tat the urgent issues r over liao, i let down my "do it fast n quick" style, n began to slow down. anything up, i will oso feel "dun worry, it's ok 1 lah, no need so rush do it". this is a wrong mentality! why did i ever have it?!?! since it's nt rite, i have to make it right!! that's my style then!
gosh... i mus check myself regularly..
i really deserve a beating, a scolding, a reprimanding!!
today, i really felt i was losing the determination to reach my career goal! i mean, i was losing the focus and the mindset. it's not a setback i suffered, but more to the complacency i gained!
i was totally happy n satisfied wif things tat have been happening recently. knowing new frns, and having frns who knw wat's best for mi, gd career, nice work plc, a seemingly gd view of my planned future.
but i totally forgot, i need to work HARD, or even HARDER. i felt i was losing the biz sense of work style/attitude tat i had. bis sense as in, i knw wat is needed, and prioritising things. dun b a nag, cut str8 to the pt, dun leave any ambiguity. b clear on wat i need to knw/do. but these days, i felt i was jus idling my time away!
on the surface, i was meeting deadline. but today, within myself, i knw i let myself down. a big deal. i lost too much time! i have slackened!
luckily my team leader and my mentor kept giving me reminders on wat to watch out for... i realy owe thme a lot, and MUZ buck up.
today, i really felt i was losing the determination to reach my career goal! i mean, i was losing the focus and the mindset. it's not a setback i suffered, but more to the complacency i gained!
i was totally happy n satisfied wif things tat have been happening recently. knowing new frns, and having frns who knw wat's best for mi, gd career, nice work plc, a seemingly gd view of my planned future.
but i totally forgot, i need to work HARD, or even HARDER. i felt i was losing the biz sense of work style/attitude tat i had. bis sense as in, i knw wat is needed, and prioritising things. dun b a nag, cut str8 to the pt, dun leave any ambiguity. b clear on wat i need to knw/do. but these days, i felt i was jus idling my time away!
on the surface, i was meeting deadline. but today, within myself, i knw i let myself down. a big deal. i lost too much time! i have slackened!
luckily my team leader and my mentor kept giving me reminders on wat to watch out for... i realy owe thme a lot, and MUZ buck up.
Saturday, July 22, 2006
almost forgot to post my blog..
swimming on saturday
went swimming today.. i forgot when did i last swim. last mth bz settling my exams, work, n moving back hme. dun think i got a chance to swim. den tis time, feeling so funny.. the water is not cool/cold, end up i din feel like swimming.. it was like swimming in lukewarm water, no excitement at all.
BUT.. interesting.. i was leaning onto the wall in the pool, den a guy... tat's all i can desc him.. was peeping at mi.. i was surprised.. real surprised.. den.. i enjoyed my time in water in my way :) den.. haha, i went for bath, few lil ppl inside, so after coming out from cubicle, i released my towel, n began wearing my clothes. exhibitionist hor (mean: right?) ? den i got trouble wearing my singlet back. teo (mean: somehow it was) stuck at my armpit there, as though my singlet was squeezing my chest like tat. i tried again, n still the same! so i patiently adjusted the singlet.. den.. haha, 1 guy was ready to go.. but he turned back to lok at mi lol..
den went for my lunch.. wah the cute guy stallowner commented i look great. i replied "not everytime meh?".. he said "but i still better" hahaha.. i almost wanna reply "yeah, u cuter!"
a lost gift for ma's bday
sianzz (mean: disappointed).. tmr is ma bday celeb. i had intended to practise the piano, den play for her on the day. u knw wat?? jus when i setup the piano to pratise, i cannot find the adapter!!!!!! for ti!!!!!! cant practise!!!!
funny me
mostof the time i really wanna do well n perform at work.. but at times, i can just get lazy.. subconsciously, i jus wanna relax n enjoy my leisure time. but my body jus wun lemme.. it jus ... forces my limbs to do the things tat i shld.. lol.. do i sound weird?? the latest occurrence is, i need to install linux on office pc. but office there.. download the installer is cumbersome. always stop at 50+%. i sianz liao. almost wanna jus.. seek help.. n say i cant dowload it. n hope to find some help lol. but now, when i at home, i decided i can try to download it n burn it to bring to office.. so tat at least i knw, the installing is soon to come..
swimming on saturday
went swimming today.. i forgot when did i last swim. last mth bz settling my exams, work, n moving back hme. dun think i got a chance to swim. den tis time, feeling so funny.. the water is not cool/cold, end up i din feel like swimming.. it was like swimming in lukewarm water, no excitement at all.
BUT.. interesting.. i was leaning onto the wall in the pool, den a guy... tat's all i can desc him.. was peeping at mi.. i was surprised.. real surprised.. den.. i enjoyed my time in water in my way :) den.. haha, i went for bath, few lil ppl inside, so after coming out from cubicle, i released my towel, n began wearing my clothes. exhibitionist hor (mean: right?) ? den i got trouble wearing my singlet back. teo (mean: somehow it was) stuck at my armpit there, as though my singlet was squeezing my chest like tat. i tried again, n still the same! so i patiently adjusted the singlet.. den.. haha, 1 guy was ready to go.. but he turned back to lok at mi lol..
den went for my lunch.. wah the cute guy stallowner commented i look great. i replied "not everytime meh?".. he said "but i still better" hahaha.. i almost wanna reply "yeah, u cuter!"
a lost gift for ma's bday
sianzz (mean: disappointed).. tmr is ma bday celeb. i had intended to practise the piano, den play for her on the day. u knw wat?? jus when i setup the piano to pratise, i cannot find the adapter!!!!!! for ti!!!!!! cant practise!!!!
funny me
mostof the time i really wanna do well n perform at work.. but at times, i can just get lazy.. subconsciously, i jus wanna relax n enjoy my leisure time. but my body jus wun lemme.. it jus ... forces my limbs to do the things tat i shld.. lol.. do i sound weird?? the latest occurrence is, i need to install linux on office pc. but office there.. download the installer is cumbersome. always stop at 50+%. i sianz liao. almost wanna jus.. seek help.. n say i cant dowload it. n hope to find some help lol. but now, when i at home, i decided i can try to download it n burn it to bring to office.. so tat at least i knw, the installing is soon to come..
Monday, July 17, 2006
umm.. i jus realise tat, some visitors n frns dunno the lingo used in my blog.. cos it's 2 localised.. "machiam", "boliao", "sui sui", "paiseh".. umm hehe if i knw earlier, perhaps i'll have jotted down their meanings somewhere on my blog.. den u guys dun have to guess or find out the meaning liao..
n i think.. ok... the "block" posting format shall continue.. but i will make posting more freq.. cos the way i blog now is, anythign new, i add on to the latest unposted blog. yes, to cut down on unnecessary posting, but it somehow oso meant my news is not tat updated anymore.. n almost like a wkly publication. whcih means the news is not fresh anymore.. i prefer my blog to b fresher...
a small hurdle at work
my work plc.. requires mi to understand n improve on the perl script. the last time i touched perl script seriously was 1 yr back. wif minimum research. den now, i am given the task to understnd how perl works, n how to manipulate it. i have to knw it fast n quickk. i dunno if i'm giving mysself 2 much pressure, but well, no 1 ever said i cant b tis hardworking rite?
superband contest
brods is out liao.. umm say lucky, or bad luck or wrong choice of songs? they have been thru eeveryround wif their voices, stage presence, and dances, and their handsome man image. i cant say it's a pity they din get thru, nor it gd tat they r out. cos they r jus there to sing their hearts out. not much attraction. they r yandaos. when they were not the first 3 groups to advance to finals, i oredi felt they got lil chance.
personally, i feel tat, their ballads not bad. but the fast song, lacked lustre! the judges had good commments for it, but i dun. they were muffling thru the rapping part, den the high notes, the guy cant reach it. was struggling to. they were singing simultaneously. but it cost them dance movements, n singing n mouthing the lyrics. they even jump to a platform to sing, but it din help. i wish 1 guy will do some stunts n 1 sing. later switch roles.
from the looks of it, lucify n soul stand good chance..
i got the exp!!
wah liao, i jus realise, since i started work, i din have the time to read my frns' blogssss anymore!! tian ah!!
anyway, it's really a stroke of good luck!! my prev job, uses apache server, n i so quite used to its style oredi. den at tis new plc, it's using weblogic, which somehwo i jus cant get it to work... wah liao... 3 wks down the road.. today (in my 3rd wk), my supervisor told mi, we gonna use apache, linux for the project i working on.. cool siazz!!!! apache is so much easier to use!! BUT... the 3rd party plugins.. i dunno liao lah... hope things go sui sui...
hehe, tis morning, a few strange things happen...
am i blessed?
toking abt the lunch, tat new guy shared wif mi his interview exp. he ask who interview mi, n commented abt how hard the test is. tat time, i jus said "e test was ok".. while he commented its hard.. err.. at tat pt, i din really knw wat to say siazz.. say i din take test?? cos, i rmb i supposed to oso.. the flow was "interview, test, sign letter". the test, i skipped. but during interview, i was tested verbally though. but is tat test, or jus "asking qns"? but well, he's got deg, while i got a cert, stating i'm proficient in tech terms.. rite? if take test, probably i'll b stunned oso.. cos it's always hard to write out entire piece of code from scratch..
den, at tis new plc, i consider my pay to b highest ever, but to company, i'm seen as cheap labour. n my boss is helpful, not very demanding n takes good care of mi..
n i getting exposed to perl script.
n most of my tasks, java related, i perform quite up to std. perl.. still need lotsa brushing up. they din pressure mi hard to perform well in perl, but i still ned to work hard..
den now, they gonna put in apache webserver, which is my preferred 1...
i hope i'm really heading for a gd career.. n the colleagues here not bad, quite funny n jovial
art of making frns @ work
to show tat i'm frnly, approachable, n easy-going to n for some people, do i have to go all out to show them? or take it as it goes?
well, now i'm truly more relaxed n chattable. i cna easily think of a topic. but.. do colleagues really wanna have so much chat? even if u r wif a newfound frn, unless both r chatty, it's not nice to keep creating the topic.. u may sound despo to click wif him n tok too much. ie, trying too hard to tok. jus let things proceed smoothly..
den as for at work... oh well, for mi, i can either b real chatty, toking to ppl easily.. but keeping up wif the topic? n keeping up the chatty personality? its tiring. i mean, to pass time, i can really simply find ppl ot tok and chat. but ultimately, nothing beats finding a good soulmate at work, whom u can pour ur sorrows out to. my 3rd wk here oni, wnana find such mate. knw it takes time. so i think i jus have ot take things slowly.. wif new found frns, i can click easily. wif coleagues, work is priority.. chatting is.. leisure stuff.. i guess it takes time to knw ppl n find ur own kaki...
these r my sentiments..
fri.. the relaxing day..
thinking abt my prev job, the cycle is like.. mon to thur, it's machiam relaxing day.. no schedule for mi to rush. DEN, on thur/fri, my sup will come up to mi, saying wat modules r expected to b done.. end up, mon-thur, relax, den thur to fri, chiong time.. to try to finish certain modules.. now, new job, more to "i knw wat's expected of mi, so i can plan my time.. on fri, a really relaxing period, cos it's gonna b the wkend.."
n i think.. ok... the "block" posting format shall continue.. but i will make posting more freq.. cos the way i blog now is, anythign new, i add on to the latest unposted blog. yes, to cut down on unnecessary posting, but it somehow oso meant my news is not tat updated anymore.. n almost like a wkly publication. whcih means the news is not fresh anymore.. i prefer my blog to b fresher...
a small hurdle at work
my work plc.. requires mi to understand n improve on the perl script. the last time i touched perl script seriously was 1 yr back. wif minimum research. den now, i am given the task to understnd how perl works, n how to manipulate it. i have to knw it fast n quickk. i dunno if i'm giving mysself 2 much pressure, but well, no 1 ever said i cant b tis hardworking rite?
superband contest
brods is out liao.. umm say lucky, or bad luck or wrong choice of songs? they have been thru eeveryround wif their voices, stage presence, and dances, and their handsome man image. i cant say it's a pity they din get thru, nor it gd tat they r out. cos they r jus there to sing their hearts out. not much attraction. they r yandaos. when they were not the first 3 groups to advance to finals, i oredi felt they got lil chance.
personally, i feel tat, their ballads not bad. but the fast song, lacked lustre! the judges had good commments for it, but i dun. they were muffling thru the rapping part, den the high notes, the guy cant reach it. was struggling to. they were singing simultaneously. but it cost them dance movements, n singing n mouthing the lyrics. they even jump to a platform to sing, but it din help. i wish 1 guy will do some stunts n 1 sing. later switch roles.
from the looks of it, lucify n soul stand good chance..
i got the exp!!
wah liao, i jus realise, since i started work, i din have the time to read my frns' blogssss anymore!! tian ah!!
anyway, it's really a stroke of good luck!! my prev job, uses apache server, n i so quite used to its style oredi. den at tis new plc, it's using weblogic, which somehwo i jus cant get it to work... wah liao... 3 wks down the road.. today (in my 3rd wk), my supervisor told mi, we gonna use apache, linux for the project i working on.. cool siazz!!!! apache is so much easier to use!! BUT... the 3rd party plugins.. i dunno liao lah... hope things go sui sui...
hehe, tis morning, a few strange things happen...
- i waited for my lift for the longest time ever! and waited for the traffic oso.. wah so time consuming!
- the gang who i lunched wif for the last wk, today suddenly din ask mi along.. wah i sianz liao, my upperstudy den called mi along for lunch. hehe, nice ger hor? so i joined.. n got to knw a new guy.. dun think wayward. not my cup at all. but hor, i originally decided to jus go buy packed lunch. anyway, got invitation.. ok loh.
den later, i had wanna ask the gang "how come nvr ask mi along for lunch".. but after some thots, i decided to ask "eh, next time can ask mi along for lunch?" hehe..
am i blessed?
toking abt the lunch, tat new guy shared wif mi his interview exp. he ask who interview mi, n commented abt how hard the test is. tat time, i jus said "e test was ok".. while he commented its hard.. err.. at tat pt, i din really knw wat to say siazz.. say i din take test?? cos, i rmb i supposed to oso.. the flow was "interview, test, sign letter". the test, i skipped. but during interview, i was tested verbally though. but is tat test, or jus "asking qns"? but well, he's got deg, while i got a cert, stating i'm proficient in tech terms.. rite? if take test, probably i'll b stunned oso.. cos it's always hard to write out entire piece of code from scratch..
den, at tis new plc, i consider my pay to b highest ever, but to company, i'm seen as cheap labour. n my boss is helpful, not very demanding n takes good care of mi..
n i getting exposed to perl script.
n most of my tasks, java related, i perform quite up to std. perl.. still need lotsa brushing up. they din pressure mi hard to perform well in perl, but i still ned to work hard..
den now, they gonna put in apache webserver, which is my preferred 1...
i hope i'm really heading for a gd career.. n the colleagues here not bad, quite funny n jovial
art of making frns @ work
to show tat i'm frnly, approachable, n easy-going to n for some people, do i have to go all out to show them? or take it as it goes?
well, now i'm truly more relaxed n chattable. i cna easily think of a topic. but.. do colleagues really wanna have so much chat? even if u r wif a newfound frn, unless both r chatty, it's not nice to keep creating the topic.. u may sound despo to click wif him n tok too much. ie, trying too hard to tok. jus let things proceed smoothly..
den as for at work... oh well, for mi, i can either b real chatty, toking to ppl easily.. but keeping up wif the topic? n keeping up the chatty personality? its tiring. i mean, to pass time, i can really simply find ppl ot tok and chat. but ultimately, nothing beats finding a good soulmate at work, whom u can pour ur sorrows out to. my 3rd wk here oni, wnana find such mate. knw it takes time. so i think i jus have ot take things slowly.. wif new found frns, i can click easily. wif coleagues, work is priority.. chatting is.. leisure stuff.. i guess it takes time to knw ppl n find ur own kaki...
these r my sentiments..
fri.. the relaxing day..
thinking abt my prev job, the cycle is like.. mon to thur, it's machiam relaxing day.. no schedule for mi to rush. DEN, on thur/fri, my sup will come up to mi, saying wat modules r expected to b done.. end up, mon-thur, relax, den thur to fri, chiong time.. to try to finish certain modules.. now, new job, more to "i knw wat's expected of mi, so i can plan my time.. on fri, a really relaxing period, cos it's gonna b the wkend.."
Sunday, July 16, 2006
i seem to be updating every sunday now... wah.. siongz man
tired from work
mostly abt work to blog.. my first wk real relaxing.. almost like zobo.. but i din really enjoy.. cos really boliao.. den 2nd wk, my load is getting heavier..more things to learn suddenly.. cos my UpperStudy 2nd wk den got time to lemme knw more things.. but the thing is, we have diff expectations of each other.. n diff work styles. wa'ts mroe, it's her first time (n i heard from the decent cute guy tat she is a high flyer in sch) to guide someone. so kinda ok tat she dunno wat she supposed to guide mi along..
it's basically a chance for us both to learn... she to learn how to guide n stay cool (she got the expectation tat after 1 time teach, i shld knw liao), n i have to learn fast..
TODAY news: MUSES
wow.. TODAY got some interesting news siazz..
first but not priority, a reg TODAY columnist posted a muse:
Says God: "I don't mean to be petty
But an issue I must address
Why do you people come to me
Only when you're in great distress?
In misfortunes and catastrophes
But not in prosperity and wealth
When illness and death come calling
But not when you're in good health
Even I have my sensitivities
I think you have to make amends
And not continue to believe
That I exist to serve your ends"
TODAY news: mr brown
wah.. now got supporters protesting for him siazz.. i oso find it weird that, this kind of thign oso will kena column suspend. yes, i agree tat he posted his true opinions on the main stream paper. but as a progressive society, we shld not block any opinions. be it constructive or subjective. if it's constructive, lagi gd. if not, y not take the chance to explain?? why go to such extent to suspend?? every1 is getting better educated, and knw wat they can demand. n these days, no 1 is ever rooted to his homeland. wif quality n cash, they can fly wherever they wanna stay. such ppl r usually the TALENTS who felt unrecognised n contrained. i'm still pretty naive in terms of politics. i just felt that the govt responded, criticising brown's column. but, since everyone is entitled ot his opinions, why shld it be suspended?
there are other columnists who comment, or criticise, the shows n quality of TV. it's merely their comments. Be it constructive or subjective. the stn shld den view it objectively n see if they need to improve. if u keep justifying your position, feeling it's the right way, wat is the purpose of giving opinions?? u r in the svc line. the customers give u feedback. it's usually 'cos they r unhappy. if, after a review of opinions, and found to be constructive, jus consider it. wat the use of rejecting it?
i oso hope that, brown can carry on his column siazzz.. his style is always pretty amusing, criticising issues. i enjoy reading them.
den... fridae, got ppl link it up to gay issues. 1 visitor said its over board to link eveyrthing to gay issues. oh well, we r focussed on it, n wanna garner support wat. but if u see it in another view, a column has been suspended for saying out his personal views... oh well...
b4 GE started, blogs r warned not to carry any stuff(in)directly related to politics. but bloggers bochap. they jus blog as normal. den mi.. ahha... i avoid loh.. dun wan b invovled in it. den TODAY reported that, it's alright to blog. haha.. my view is tat, bloggers r all over the world, n internet is not easily controlled. wat's more, youngsters these days dun care so much abt consequences. they jus blog wat they wan. resulting in irresponsible comments (at times). since so many bloggers doing it, i wonder how tuff it gets when u have to censor them.
den.. this column, haha.. jus pressure a bit.. n can do liao.. haha...
m i 2 honest?
i jus took fotos for a guy.. he's cute.. but i jus wonder.. if i'm simply too honest for my own gd.. for first time meeting ppl..
i'm always honest, as tis is the basic condition for me wif frns.. n i hope i recv similar treatment.. but shld i b undoubtedly honest? or i shld jus shuddup abt soem stuff at first? i was taking foto for the cutie, he's a nice looker oso. or, std for cutie is enuff to justify for his looks score? den first few shots r proper attire, but wild feel at times. den, i told him smilingly, "i thot of 1 pose, n it's cos it's wat i wanna see", n ask him to style his clothes in a certain manner.. i dunno if he heard anot.. but thru out the session, i din really get hanky panky wif him.. we both prtty focussed on getting the shots done as much professional n many as we can. but due to adjustmt of clothings, i did get into close contact wif him. (wah liao, how come everytime i seem to b confessing here..)
we oso shared our photos.. i share wif him first, den he showed mi his.. more of an exchange gesture. n i MUZ say he's quite daring n keen on getting gd shots.. even though he's perspiring lotsa.. had quite a good time wif him.. oni tat, we so focussed on shooting tat we forgot we still have other attires to change siazz!! i can say we both r comfy wif our styles n ideas :)
den when we ended the filming for the day, he sent mi to the nearest mrt.. he returned mi the clothes i lent him earlier on. but they r wet liao lah.. from his perspiration. he say "so paiseh tat the clothes so wet n smelly" n offer mi a plastic bag to put. den.. i told him.. "haha, for the clothes of good lookers, even if they r smelly, it's alright.." now.. i wonder if i sounded like a pervert siazz.
perhaps i shdl jus.. tone my langage down.. jus some basic praise will do.. dun make it so subjective.. like "wah u very cute siazz.." "u making mi honry" "u turning mi on"... maybe jus some casual n appreciative remarks.. like "wah, u look good siazz"
n ya,, he dun mind mi getting a bit touchy wif him... in terms of adjusting clothes, n his attire loh.. den haha, got 1 time, he ask mi take off his.. jacket for him siazz.. lol..
distance shooting
dun luff.. after te photo shot, i went home, bath, stayed in my towel.. n realx myself.. surprisingly.. i shot a REAL distance! i dunno why.. even further than my usual "shoulder" area.. dun link it to the photo shot session.. i was not thinking abt the pix while i relaxing..
tired from work
mostly abt work to blog.. my first wk real relaxing.. almost like zobo.. but i din really enjoy.. cos really boliao.. den 2nd wk, my load is getting heavier..more things to learn suddenly.. cos my UpperStudy 2nd wk den got time to lemme knw more things.. but the thing is, we have diff expectations of each other.. n diff work styles. wa'ts mroe, it's her first time (n i heard from the decent cute guy tat she is a high flyer in sch) to guide someone. so kinda ok tat she dunno wat she supposed to guide mi along..
it's basically a chance for us both to learn... she to learn how to guide n stay cool (she got the expectation tat after 1 time teach, i shld knw liao), n i have to learn fast..
TODAY news: MUSES
wow.. TODAY got some interesting news siazz..
first but not priority, a reg TODAY columnist posted a muse:
Says God: "I don't mean to be petty
But an issue I must address
Why do you people come to me
Only when you're in great distress?
In misfortunes and catastrophes
But not in prosperity and wealth
When illness and death come calling
But not when you're in good health
Even I have my sensitivities
I think you have to make amends
And not continue to believe
That I exist to serve your ends"
TODAY news: mr brown
wah.. now got supporters protesting for him siazz.. i oso find it weird that, this kind of thign oso will kena column suspend. yes, i agree tat he posted his true opinions on the main stream paper. but as a progressive society, we shld not block any opinions. be it constructive or subjective. if it's constructive, lagi gd. if not, y not take the chance to explain?? why go to such extent to suspend?? every1 is getting better educated, and knw wat they can demand. n these days, no 1 is ever rooted to his homeland. wif quality n cash, they can fly wherever they wanna stay. such ppl r usually the TALENTS who felt unrecognised n contrained. i'm still pretty naive in terms of politics. i just felt that the govt responded, criticising brown's column. but, since everyone is entitled ot his opinions, why shld it be suspended?
there are other columnists who comment, or criticise, the shows n quality of TV. it's merely their comments. Be it constructive or subjective. the stn shld den view it objectively n see if they need to improve. if u keep justifying your position, feeling it's the right way, wat is the purpose of giving opinions?? u r in the svc line. the customers give u feedback. it's usually 'cos they r unhappy. if, after a review of opinions, and found to be constructive, jus consider it. wat the use of rejecting it?
i oso hope that, brown can carry on his column siazzz.. his style is always pretty amusing, criticising issues. i enjoy reading them.
den... fridae, got ppl link it up to gay issues. 1 visitor said its over board to link eveyrthing to gay issues. oh well, we r focussed on it, n wanna garner support wat. but if u see it in another view, a column has been suspended for saying out his personal views... oh well...
b4 GE started, blogs r warned not to carry any stuff(in)directly related to politics. but bloggers bochap. they jus blog as normal. den mi.. ahha... i avoid loh.. dun wan b invovled in it. den TODAY reported that, it's alright to blog. haha.. my view is tat, bloggers r all over the world, n internet is not easily controlled. wat's more, youngsters these days dun care so much abt consequences. they jus blog wat they wan. resulting in irresponsible comments (at times). since so many bloggers doing it, i wonder how tuff it gets when u have to censor them.
den.. this column, haha.. jus pressure a bit.. n can do liao.. haha...
m i 2 honest?
i jus took fotos for a guy.. he's cute.. but i jus wonder.. if i'm simply too honest for my own gd.. for first time meeting ppl..
i'm always honest, as tis is the basic condition for me wif frns.. n i hope i recv similar treatment.. but shld i b undoubtedly honest? or i shld jus shuddup abt soem stuff at first? i was taking foto for the cutie, he's a nice looker oso. or, std for cutie is enuff to justify for his looks score? den first few shots r proper attire, but wild feel at times. den, i told him smilingly, "i thot of 1 pose, n it's cos it's wat i wanna see", n ask him to style his clothes in a certain manner.. i dunno if he heard anot.. but thru out the session, i din really get hanky panky wif him.. we both prtty focussed on getting the shots done as much professional n many as we can. but due to adjustmt of clothings, i did get into close contact wif him. (wah liao, how come everytime i seem to b confessing here..)
we oso shared our photos.. i share wif him first, den he showed mi his.. more of an exchange gesture. n i MUZ say he's quite daring n keen on getting gd shots.. even though he's perspiring lotsa.. had quite a good time wif him.. oni tat, we so focussed on shooting tat we forgot we still have other attires to change siazz!! i can say we both r comfy wif our styles n ideas :)
den when we ended the filming for the day, he sent mi to the nearest mrt.. he returned mi the clothes i lent him earlier on. but they r wet liao lah.. from his perspiration. he say "so paiseh tat the clothes so wet n smelly" n offer mi a plastic bag to put. den.. i told him.. "haha, for the clothes of good lookers, even if they r smelly, it's alright.." now.. i wonder if i sounded like a pervert siazz.
perhaps i shdl jus.. tone my langage down.. jus some basic praise will do.. dun make it so subjective.. like "wah u very cute siazz.." "u making mi honry" "u turning mi on"... maybe jus some casual n appreciative remarks.. like "wah, u look good siazz"
n ya,, he dun mind mi getting a bit touchy wif him... in terms of adjusting clothes, n his attire loh.. den haha, got 1 time, he ask mi take off his.. jacket for him siazz.. lol..
distance shooting
dun luff.. after te photo shot, i went home, bath, stayed in my towel.. n realx myself.. surprisingly.. i shot a REAL distance! i dunno why.. even further than my usual "shoulder" area.. dun link it to the photo shot session.. i was not thinking abt the pix while i relaxing..
Sunday, July 09, 2006
den tis is the hottest!!!!!!!!!! the guy been tied on all limbs, including the head (yes, it's a murder scene lah.. by rite). n after tying, legs n arms spread apart.. too bad he wearing thick top. but imagine loh.. in water.. so cold, den limbs apart n camera shooting from top.. if in tis scene, he is topless... wil b so cool n kinky!! n wat more, if.. they wanna make it better, he can b wearing oni shorts (haha 2 much sex appeal?) n in such position.. wah.. COLD n freezing n shorts.. SOOO hot siaz!! sizzling!
ahha.. tis pic is so CUTE!! taken from some old movies oso.. n from its dialogue, it's taken pre 2000.the guy is jus bathing in office..n the cam is haha... shooting him.. i wonder.. if they feel paiseh or funny siazz.. although acting is their job but they pretending to bath n shake abt, showing their chest n body n acting cool abt it. haha..
this pix taken from an old movie oso.. abt using camera to capture ghosts.. i blogged b4.. now is the pix.. this guy is not exactly good looking (at all). but the show determined to make him the sex god of the show.. every scene, he sure unbutt till diaphragm area. i like the way he's dress so.. took the pix.. tis show, he's just so readily to appear sexy.. n in the mid of the pix, can see that, the camera is jus facing him directly, n shooting at his widely revealed chest. really keen to make him show his chest.. nothing else abt him
sometimes, they r just so many pix to share.. hahaha.. =D left, is the aboriginal guy of taiwan.. a real lean n tone body.. all skinnies will love to have it.. n the tan is very good oso.. den, middle is the ever nice guy n husband-in-real-life edmund chen.. still looking so radiant! n ya, his white T helps lotsa.. makes him lok so much younger n appealing.. he's going back to b either the top artiste, or jus 1 level below nia... n the rite guy.. is from superband, xia ri feng. he's the best performer in the group. can sing n dance. in tis final revival round, he wearing singlet n under shirt. i was thinking, wouldn't it b beter, if he just wore teh singlet oni, n dun put on the shirt?? cos he can look much better n more appealing in tat manner siaz!! although pretty risky lah, to wear so loose singlet.. but he gotta give us wat he's got to show mah...
Monday, July 03, 2006
taking my time to blog stuff from monday (3/jul/06) til.. the most recent day (9/jul/06)..
biz interest vs personal dream
watching "The last dance" for the yandao kia of cos... :P the guy... the heir to the family biz.. is hot headed. he dun wan to sacrifice his interest to continue his dad's biz, n dun wanna marry a ger jus to support the biz... oh welll... i wonder if such scenarios do occur in real life.. now ie. well, it's realyl hard to find a balance.. when u have to sacrifice either ur love, or family biz.. sighzz...
first day @ work
on my first day at work, hehe, i actually met a couple new guys.. n a fwe gers.. the guys.. 1 is quite taking-care-of-new-ppl.. but he not yandao.. haizz.. den got a decently cute guy hahah.. his image is those decent n down-2-earth image wif short spiky hair.. taller than mi, but no bulky n flat front lol. den.. surprise.. i m taking over the desk of a guy who going another dept to work. tis guy, once i saw him, i knew he's AJ siazz.. cos' he's just so obvious when tokingt o mi!!
2nd day
first day, basically setting my things up n knowing the area better.. 2nd day, nothing to do.. lol.. jus sti there, surf net, n nothing much to do.. but hor.. sians.. i suppsoed to mit a frn (some time no see) for dinner.. but LAST min, since mornign, i been waiting for his confirmation sms.. but nothing. i sms him later, n he finally said he's not free to go.. anotehr frn got urgent thing so go wif him.. wat can i do leh.. i jus nodded.
but i was plannign to dine den get him to shop wif mi for office pants, cos he's got fashion sense. although he cant go, i die die muz stil lget my pants.. so i went loh.. wah... at the plc, i thot will b another "find some pants, buy n go off". din expect to meet a guy called Andrew who is quite competent n helpful in choosing pants. he impressed mi wif his knowledge n service atttiude.. n chatted a bit wif him.. he's 30, n working in construction site.
n he did ask if i got gf anot.. i say no, den he oso say "strange.. u r quite nice looking, no gf.. strange siazz." i replied "no lah.. i nvr think myself to b good looking"... but i dunno how come i dun wanna b frank wif him siazz..
n din expect to shop from 7+ to their closign time man.. n his attitude quite nice loh.. i find. i even filled up the feedback form, to compliment him. i wanna exchange contact wif him lei.. but he dun wish to.. n say, if i wan find him, can go back to shop.
3rd day @ work
originally.. wana blog abt a bday celebration.. but time pass liao.. i dunno wat i wanna blog abt tat.. shall jus say something else.
i recently added someone to my frn list, n tok in msn oso.. den tis boy (i tend to call ppl who muc younger than mi as boys siazz ahahah) he same fetish as mi.. exhibitionist. he is those ns age.. n i can guess.. he's still on the lookout for love.. those fantastic love wif fantastic guys... i told him, mi not nic looking, but my frn is better. n outta blue, he wanna bed mi siazz.. lol.. den my frn bday @ city area, so he went there find mi.. hehe... well, somehow i can tell tat i'm not the type he looking for, he kinda disappointed n dun wanna socialise more... cos rite after seeing mi, with a min, he say he need to go off liao..
unexpected length of bochapness
till now, tat gal pal of mine, stil ignore mi totally.. n i think i realise y... it's regarding the occupation thingy.. we now holding similar titles, but i may have gotten better benefits than her.. although i holding a dip of 6 yrs old n a 1 yo java cert. well, i did tell her wat she shld expect.. but tat time, she seem quite persistent on her idea n view of her stand.. alrite, so be it.. msg her 3 times in all over 1.5 mths. if she dun wan tok, i cant do anything.
my namecard!!
hey, i got my namecard for the first time!!! YAY!!! it's so unique n nice feeling!!!
Singlish
i was writng singlish as being abt "singlish is evolving to be a localised language..". but now, i dun rmb wat its abt..." ok.. somethign like... nowadays, it's so common to see singlish being used in everyday life. umm.. britons have their own slang to boot, hk'ers have their own words to use. even 闽南language (taiwanese dialect) is different from hokkien. cool... singapore is finally having its own personaised language to b proud abt.
However, being proud does not mean it's soemthing to show off to everyone. it's just a identity proof. being a multi-cultural, racial, n ethnicity (etc, u knw), it's not really easy to find a language tat belongs to SINGAPOREANS. we have all sorts of languages and dialects around in singapore. english is the common language.. or even the official language. but how abt 1 that tells ppl directly we are singaporeans? i heard a lady "chen mei... guang?" (someone who has quitted radio, n pursuing her own career) say tat "if tat person can speak chn, eng, mly, tml, he sure muz b singaporean." den i was thnking.. got ppl so power.. can converse well in all 4 langs 1 meh??? tat person muz b master/doc/prof of lang siazz"...
now, my view has changed. to show u r true blue singaporean, snglish is the way to go. but.. bear in mind, it's a slang'de language. to be used oni in casual tok. if any1 so clever, tok serious matter in singlish oso, den hahah.. jokes can erupt.. esp for students... singlish is our identity, but ENGLISH is still the proper language if u wanna survive at all...
colleting hp nos
wah, these days,, funny siazz.. i got a number of ppl.. who gave mi their contact numbers.. these ppl.. usually, when i jus got numbers, we plan to meet soon. but lose contact fast oso. den these days, i m more of collecting their nos, sms them, chit chat a bit via sms.. den when got a good chance den meet. tis seems a better way.. :)
dinner n dance
sianzz.. duno how to say things lah.. but dinner n dance suppsoed to b an enoyable party.. but i perceived in the wrong way.. n end up i felt so disgraced n paiseh. i ask my upper study wat to wear for DND. she say jus anythign will do. i even ask if shld wear office attire, she say no need, a party, so somethign simple will do.. n i did, thinking it's a casual dinner. n guessed it? it's a formal DND event!!! wif ppl appearing their best outfits!!!! n i??!?! appeared in Tshirt n casual pants.. those orchard street wear!!! i felt so outta plc!!!!!!! i din dare move much!! iwas not even myself, as i had to restrain a lot. dun wanna make myself so recognised.
den the dinner table, cos i registered last min, i had to sit wif other depts who i dunno at all. i fidn it better siazz.. or shld b worse? den got 4 guys n 6 gers sittign wif mi. oni 2 gers tok to mi.. all others just bochap my presence.. wah liewzzz. but i still managed to knw some ppl lah.. cos i knw the purpose of DND is to mingle ard...
umm.. 1 ger beside mi, she is those kiddy n playful type. at first, we chatting n she ask my age. i told her i'm older than she think, n she joked "mayb cos she din wear specs" n i replied jokingly "come on!!" n she luffed away.
den.. afte the first dish was finished, clean plates were left on the table. no 1 moved the plates at all, or touched. den the guys began to take the plate for themslves. hahaa... i was drinking from my glass, n was abt to take 1 plate for myself oso.. n 1 for the ger. den she took herself so i jus din move at all. later on, when the nxt dish came, the waitress had to topup the plates siazz.. so tat she can distribute the food properly. i den felt, "GOOD THIGN I DIN TAKE THE PLATE!!!!". at least it appeared i knw my etiquette n put myself in a good light, even though my dressing is not proper. u knw.. i duno the ppl at the table 1.. i cant sia sway myself anyhow..
den after tis, the ger.. actualyl ... tok to mi in nicer tone? cos.. we got lucky draw.. den i say "i not so lucky to win 1..." n she replied "not yet mah".. change of attitude hor? at first the teasing n joking kind, now is the "think better of u" kind..
"family" gathering
haha.. sounds strange? the "family"? it's my dad's side. they suddenly call us to go for bday celeb. so weird feeling.. felt tat they got agenda... but dunno wat's tat. but i mention it.. cos.. LOL.. i so bad mindset... cos their side got a guy of my rank. he's those skinny type oso. but not bad looking.. jus those cocky face feel.
haha.. bday celeb is bbq. so when i got there, wah.. he's there topless doing bbq.. i nvr see him topless b4.. n long time nvr see guys in such dressing oso.. n took the chance to peep every now n den. of cos not purposely, but when i supposed to be loking around.. den i took the chance to see loh.. skinny dude.. flat frt, slight tummy. fair skin. i keep looking, cos... long time nvr see liao.. n not those bad fig type.. den later ,even better... they show us a pix taken when they went for big splash!! wahhaha.. he's oni in trunks siazz!! n arms are 30deg up. can see, he oso those.. likely hairless type., flat tummy from pic. haha, so funy.. oni the pte is covered up... y not take tat off oso hehheh..
phew... 1 wk blog done... *perspire...*
biz interest vs personal dream
watching "The last dance" for the yandao kia of cos... :P the guy... the heir to the family biz.. is hot headed. he dun wan to sacrifice his interest to continue his dad's biz, n dun wanna marry a ger jus to support the biz... oh welll... i wonder if such scenarios do occur in real life.. now ie. well, it's realyl hard to find a balance.. when u have to sacrifice either ur love, or family biz.. sighzz...
first day @ work
on my first day at work, hehe, i actually met a couple new guys.. n a fwe gers.. the guys.. 1 is quite taking-care-of-new-ppl.. but he not yandao.. haizz.. den got a decently cute guy hahah.. his image is those decent n down-2-earth image wif short spiky hair.. taller than mi, but no bulky n flat front lol. den.. surprise.. i m taking over the desk of a guy who going another dept to work. tis guy, once i saw him, i knew he's AJ siazz.. cos' he's just so obvious when tokingt o mi!!
2nd day
first day, basically setting my things up n knowing the area better.. 2nd day, nothing to do.. lol.. jus sti there, surf net, n nothing much to do.. but hor.. sians.. i suppsoed to mit a frn (some time no see) for dinner.. but LAST min, since mornign, i been waiting for his confirmation sms.. but nothing. i sms him later, n he finally said he's not free to go.. anotehr frn got urgent thing so go wif him.. wat can i do leh.. i jus nodded.
but i was plannign to dine den get him to shop wif mi for office pants, cos he's got fashion sense. although he cant go, i die die muz stil lget my pants.. so i went loh.. wah... at the plc, i thot will b another "find some pants, buy n go off". din expect to meet a guy called Andrew who is quite competent n helpful in choosing pants. he impressed mi wif his knowledge n service atttiude.. n chatted a bit wif him.. he's 30, n working in construction site.
n he did ask if i got gf anot.. i say no, den he oso say "strange.. u r quite nice looking, no gf.. strange siazz." i replied "no lah.. i nvr think myself to b good looking"... but i dunno how come i dun wanna b frank wif him siazz..
n din expect to shop from 7+ to their closign time man.. n his attitude quite nice loh.. i find. i even filled up the feedback form, to compliment him. i wanna exchange contact wif him lei.. but he dun wish to.. n say, if i wan find him, can go back to shop.
3rd day @ work
originally.. wana blog abt a bday celebration.. but time pass liao.. i dunno wat i wanna blog abt tat.. shall jus say something else.
i recently added someone to my frn list, n tok in msn oso.. den tis boy (i tend to call ppl who muc younger than mi as boys siazz ahahah) he same fetish as mi.. exhibitionist. he is those ns age.. n i can guess.. he's still on the lookout for love.. those fantastic love wif fantastic guys... i told him, mi not nic looking, but my frn is better. n outta blue, he wanna bed mi siazz.. lol.. den my frn bday @ city area, so he went there find mi.. hehe... well, somehow i can tell tat i'm not the type he looking for, he kinda disappointed n dun wanna socialise more... cos rite after seeing mi, with a min, he say he need to go off liao..
unexpected length of bochapness
till now, tat gal pal of mine, stil ignore mi totally.. n i think i realise y... it's regarding the occupation thingy.. we now holding similar titles, but i may have gotten better benefits than her.. although i holding a dip of 6 yrs old n a 1 yo java cert. well, i did tell her wat she shld expect.. but tat time, she seem quite persistent on her idea n view of her stand.. alrite, so be it.. msg her 3 times in all over 1.5 mths. if she dun wan tok, i cant do anything.
my namecard!!
hey, i got my namecard for the first time!!! YAY!!! it's so unique n nice feeling!!!
Singlish
i was writng singlish as being abt "singlish is evolving to be a localised language..". but now, i dun rmb wat its abt..." ok.. somethign like... nowadays, it's so common to see singlish being used in everyday life. umm.. britons have their own slang to boot, hk'ers have their own words to use. even 闽南language (taiwanese dialect) is different from hokkien. cool... singapore is finally having its own personaised language to b proud abt.
However, being proud does not mean it's soemthing to show off to everyone. it's just a identity proof. being a multi-cultural, racial, n ethnicity (etc, u knw), it's not really easy to find a language tat belongs to SINGAPOREANS. we have all sorts of languages and dialects around in singapore. english is the common language.. or even the official language. but how abt 1 that tells ppl directly we are singaporeans? i heard a lady "chen mei... guang?" (someone who has quitted radio, n pursuing her own career) say tat "if tat person can speak chn, eng, mly, tml, he sure muz b singaporean." den i was thnking.. got ppl so power.. can converse well in all 4 langs 1 meh??? tat person muz b master/doc/prof of lang siazz"...
now, my view has changed. to show u r true blue singaporean, snglish is the way to go. but.. bear in mind, it's a slang'de language. to be used oni in casual tok. if any1 so clever, tok serious matter in singlish oso, den hahah.. jokes can erupt.. esp for students... singlish is our identity, but ENGLISH is still the proper language if u wanna survive at all...
colleting hp nos
wah, these days,, funny siazz.. i got a number of ppl.. who gave mi their contact numbers.. these ppl.. usually, when i jus got numbers, we plan to meet soon. but lose contact fast oso. den these days, i m more of collecting their nos, sms them, chit chat a bit via sms.. den when got a good chance den meet. tis seems a better way.. :)
dinner n dance
sianzz.. duno how to say things lah.. but dinner n dance suppsoed to b an enoyable party.. but i perceived in the wrong way.. n end up i felt so disgraced n paiseh. i ask my upper study wat to wear for DND. she say jus anythign will do. i even ask if shld wear office attire, she say no need, a party, so somethign simple will do.. n i did, thinking it's a casual dinner. n guessed it? it's a formal DND event!!! wif ppl appearing their best outfits!!!! n i??!?! appeared in Tshirt n casual pants.. those orchard street wear!!! i felt so outta plc!!!!!!! i din dare move much!! iwas not even myself, as i had to restrain a lot. dun wanna make myself so recognised.
den the dinner table, cos i registered last min, i had to sit wif other depts who i dunno at all. i fidn it better siazz.. or shld b worse? den got 4 guys n 6 gers sittign wif mi. oni 2 gers tok to mi.. all others just bochap my presence.. wah liewzzz. but i still managed to knw some ppl lah.. cos i knw the purpose of DND is to mingle ard...
umm.. 1 ger beside mi, she is those kiddy n playful type. at first, we chatting n she ask my age. i told her i'm older than she think, n she joked "mayb cos she din wear specs" n i replied jokingly "come on!!" n she luffed away.
den.. afte the first dish was finished, clean plates were left on the table. no 1 moved the plates at all, or touched. den the guys began to take the plate for themslves. hahaa... i was drinking from my glass, n was abt to take 1 plate for myself oso.. n 1 for the ger. den she took herself so i jus din move at all. later on, when the nxt dish came, the waitress had to topup the plates siazz.. so tat she can distribute the food properly. i den felt, "GOOD THIGN I DIN TAKE THE PLATE!!!!". at least it appeared i knw my etiquette n put myself in a good light, even though my dressing is not proper. u knw.. i duno the ppl at the table 1.. i cant sia sway myself anyhow..
den after tis, the ger.. actualyl ... tok to mi in nicer tone? cos.. we got lucky draw.. den i say "i not so lucky to win 1..." n she replied "not yet mah".. change of attitude hor? at first the teasing n joking kind, now is the "think better of u" kind..
"family" gathering
haha.. sounds strange? the "family"? it's my dad's side. they suddenly call us to go for bday celeb. so weird feeling.. felt tat they got agenda... but dunno wat's tat. but i mention it.. cos.. LOL.. i so bad mindset... cos their side got a guy of my rank. he's those skinny type oso. but not bad looking.. jus those cocky face feel.
haha.. bday celeb is bbq. so when i got there, wah.. he's there topless doing bbq.. i nvr see him topless b4.. n long time nvr see guys in such dressing oso.. n took the chance to peep every now n den. of cos not purposely, but when i supposed to be loking around.. den i took the chance to see loh.. skinny dude.. flat frt, slight tummy. fair skin. i keep looking, cos... long time nvr see liao.. n not those bad fig type.. den later ,even better... they show us a pix taken when they went for big splash!! wahhaha.. he's oni in trunks siazz!! n arms are 30deg up. can see, he oso those.. likely hairless type., flat tummy from pic. haha, so funy.. oni the pte is covered up... y not take tat off oso hehheh..
phew... 1 wk blog done... *perspire...*
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