tired from work
mostly abt work to blog.. my first wk real relaxing.. almost like zobo.. but i din really enjoy.. cos really boliao.. den 2nd wk, my load is getting heavier..more things to learn suddenly.. cos my UpperStudy 2nd wk den got time to lemme knw more things.. but the thing is, we have diff expectations of each other.. n diff work styles. wa'ts mroe, it's her first time (n i heard from the decent cute guy tat she is a high flyer in sch) to guide someone. so kinda ok tat she dunno wat she supposed to guide mi along..
it's basically a chance for us both to learn... she to learn how to guide n stay cool (she got the expectation tat after 1 time teach, i shld knw liao), n i have to learn fast..
TODAY news: MUSES
wow.. TODAY got some interesting news siazz..
first but not priority, a reg TODAY columnist posted a muse:
Says God: "I don't mean to be petty
But an issue I must address
Why do you people come to me
Only when you're in great distress?
In misfortunes and catastrophes
But not in prosperity and wealth
When illness and death come calling
But not when you're in good health
Even I have my sensitivities
I think you have to make amends
And not continue to believe
That I exist to serve your ends"
TODAY news: mr brown
wah.. now got supporters protesting for him siazz.. i oso find it weird that, this kind of thign oso will kena column suspend. yes, i agree tat he posted his true opinions on the main stream paper. but as a progressive society, we shld not block any opinions. be it constructive or subjective. if it's constructive, lagi gd. if not, y not take the chance to explain?? why go to such extent to suspend?? every1 is getting better educated, and knw wat they can demand. n these days, no 1 is ever rooted to his homeland. wif quality n cash, they can fly wherever they wanna stay. such ppl r usually the TALENTS who felt unrecognised n contrained. i'm still pretty naive in terms of politics. i just felt that the govt responded, criticising brown's column. but, since everyone is entitled ot his opinions, why shld it be suspended?
there are other columnists who comment, or criticise, the shows n quality of TV. it's merely their comments. Be it constructive or subjective. the stn shld den view it objectively n see if they need to improve. if u keep justifying your position, feeling it's the right way, wat is the purpose of giving opinions?? u r in the svc line. the customers give u feedback. it's usually 'cos they r unhappy. if, after a review of opinions, and found to be constructive, jus consider it. wat the use of rejecting it?
i oso hope that, brown can carry on his column siazzz.. his style is always pretty amusing, criticising issues. i enjoy reading them.
den... fridae, got ppl link it up to gay issues. 1 visitor said its over board to link eveyrthing to gay issues. oh well, we r focussed on it, n wanna garner support wat. but if u see it in another view, a column has been suspended for saying out his personal views... oh well...
b4 GE started, blogs r warned not to carry any stuff(in)directly related to politics. but bloggers bochap. they jus blog as normal. den mi.. ahha... i avoid loh.. dun wan b invovled in it. den TODAY reported that, it's alright to blog. haha.. my view is tat, bloggers r all over the world, n internet is not easily controlled. wat's more, youngsters these days dun care so much abt consequences. they jus blog wat they wan. resulting in irresponsible comments (at times). since so many bloggers doing it, i wonder how tuff it gets when u have to censor them.
den.. this column, haha.. jus pressure a bit.. n can do liao.. haha...
m i 2 honest?
i jus took fotos for a guy.. he's cute.. but i jus wonder.. if i'm simply too honest for my own gd.. for first time meeting ppl..
i'm always honest, as tis is the basic condition for me wif frns.. n i hope i recv similar treatment.. but shld i b undoubtedly honest? or i shld jus shuddup abt soem stuff at first? i was taking foto for the cutie, he's a nice looker oso. or, std for cutie is enuff to justify for his looks score? den first few shots r proper attire, but wild feel at times. den, i told him smilingly, "i thot of 1 pose, n it's cos it's wat i wanna see", n ask him to style his clothes in a certain manner.. i dunno if he heard anot.. but thru out the session, i din really get hanky panky wif him.. we both prtty focussed on getting the shots done as much professional n many as we can. but due to adjustmt of clothings, i did get into close contact wif him. (wah liao, how come everytime i seem to b confessing here..)
we oso shared our photos.. i share wif him first, den he showed mi his.. more of an exchange gesture. n i MUZ say he's quite daring n keen on getting gd shots.. even though he's perspiring lotsa.. had quite a good time wif him.. oni tat, we so focussed on shooting tat we forgot we still have other attires to change siazz!! i can say we both r comfy wif our styles n ideas :)
den when we ended the filming for the day, he sent mi to the nearest mrt.. he returned mi the clothes i lent him earlier on. but they r wet liao lah.. from his perspiration. he say "so paiseh tat the clothes so wet n smelly" n offer mi a plastic bag to put. den.. i told him.. "haha, for the clothes of good lookers, even if they r smelly, it's alright.." now.. i wonder if i sounded like a pervert siazz.
perhaps i shdl jus.. tone my langage down.. jus some basic praise will do.. dun make it so subjective.. like "wah u very cute siazz.." "u making mi honry" "u turning mi on"... maybe jus some casual n appreciative remarks.. like "wah, u look good siazz"
n ya,, he dun mind mi getting a bit touchy wif him... in terms of adjusting clothes, n his attire loh.. den haha, got 1 time, he ask mi take off his.. jacket for him siazz.. lol..
distance shooting
dun luff.. after te photo shot, i went home, bath, stayed in my towel.. n realx myself.. surprisingly.. i shot a REAL distance! i dunno why.. even further than my usual "shoulder" area.. dun link it to the photo shot session.. i was not thinking abt the pix while i relaxing..
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i am also here! :) study hard!
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