anyway, on sunday, was quite a busy day for mi... hehe.. i go bathe first den continue.. :) jus JO'ed LOL

aiyo... i better type faster... later going out...

ok, den yesterday oso went for the zpop thing.. well, everything is fine n ok.. umm, well, he had been to last zpop, n said got security check n cant bring cam.. later i call him bring for mi, he dun wanna bring n insist on it.

den when i got there, no checks at all... cams are free to bring.

cos the F&B is $$ there, i call him to buy some drinks over... ask him buy some bread, he dun wan. ok loh. ask him buy some drinks, he "ok ok lah". den later when he came, he actually bought 2 green tea for him n my frn, n vanilla coke for mi??? in such open area?? i told him i thot he buy mineral water, he say these drinks on offer... WAT??

so later, he say he wanna move around first.. ok.. den later, he came back wif 2 frns of his.. i saw them b4. i ask ed him if he managed to find them by moving around. he say he know they coming. alright. win liao. know tat his frns are cmoming, yet i was thinking he move around looking around?? not tat i wanna know everything, but since he got frns here, why din even inform mi?? it like suddenly some ppl pop up. den he keep chatting with them... den later even go wif them into the crowd. left mi wif my frn sitting together. wat the heck??

am i supposed to be with my frn, or wif him?? he din even ask us along, n jus went in?? in fact, it's as though he was not there at all. .n like i went wif my frn oni!?

later, he came back wif his frns.. perhaps going somewhere.. he fanned mi, wanna get my attention. but i bochap. din respond at all.. even when he peeped at mi from side, i dinr espond. so he gave up n went off..

later my frn told mi wat happened... i replied "i dunno" smiled, n shrugged shoulders...

later another frn came, n asked where is my rommate. i told him i dunno, cos din see him.. but we did come together.. he asked "aren't we together?" i replied "did u see him wif mi? no right?" much later, he came up n tok to us.. i responded to his presence wif "ORH".

den when some ppl came on stage, i wanna tell my frns why i dun scream. all heard my lines, but he, i told him "i cant scream 'cos./.." he said "i know i know"... kauz...

all the time, i was wif my frns n where is he???

when the show about to end, he came up to mi, "i going out wif frns, n later going clubbing" "i told him direct i going home". sianz.

den my frns n i went off too... n my close frn told mi somethign bad about my roommate... i oredi know wat may be going on... wnana tok to him about it.. i even wanna tok wif him on our bus trip home, but 2 bad, he not coming home wif mi.

i oso wanna, tok to him in the morning, but he actually... never mind.. guess i'll tok when got time.. this definitely muz sort out.

on tat wk, i oso... somethign happened.. n toked to my roommate. well, tok for a while, but he kinda pissed (for no reason?) n din tok at all... ok loh... non my bizz.. den i went back family for dinner.. came home, for few times abt 3-4, he try to tok mi.. but i ignore him.. he tok, i dun answer, pretend not to hear. i not angry, but wanna pay him back wif his coin.

for the rest of the night, continued loh... den next day morning, he sms mi lah... with apologies... not tat i dun forgive him, i was not mad at all, but jus wanna let him know how it felt to be not-answered or ignored. den... seem like evetything is back to normal.. .but i was actually waiting for a chance to tok to him.. his sms, i wanna ask him some thigns...

wah seh... never realise tat, for so long, din write anything at all...

well, my first day of work on aug.. was pretty relaxing... n nothing much to do...

den realise tat, they almost have enuff ppl lioa.. n almost dun need anymore.. cos right now, most thigns have settled down.. almost dun need extra staff...

den on my first day, i n 1 guy went in together.. n cos we both wanna be onsite ppl, we given a chance.. via a coin toss. at tat time, i thot "cool, i finally got chance to be onsite!!" but later... in the end, realise tat, with some internal arrangement, i'll still go for helpdesk.. or rather end up there..

everything seem quite ok.. but the morale there not high, expectations of our work sills not high too... even the helpdesk is those bochap n high attitude.. not those frnly kind.. luckily, for mi, my mentor is experienced guy.. phew :)

den sunday night, went to frn house for.. house warming? the ambience there pretty nice.. but sure veli expensive to buy n maintain.. wat' more... with the lightings, the place is more for.. to me lah, more for candlelight n special occasion settings.. normal living need brighter light...

come monday, thigns have been fine... had wanna go for onsite engr guy, but 2 bad, last min... they decided to push mi back to helpdesk...

the thign is, tat day, got 2 guys right? both got accepted... den, they decided to let helpdesk n onsite take 1 guy each n let us choose.. we obth wan onsite, so throw die to decide... so i was given onsite to do... wah, si beh sinang for todya... even almost fel alseep... but 2 bad, this palce cant bring camera hp in.. sianzz... i gues i'll bear with it... hha.. ok, i need to sign in my hp cos it got cam.. i now htink.. if possible tat i dun sign it, but jus borrow the key... LOL..

and the pay quite good... the bus trip is 60c, n lunch abt $2... quite ok loh... pay still can afford these...

err.. at 8+, watch tv had thot of writing something.. but now forgot liao...

on sunday, i tok to my family about it... they oso say, old coy seem like damn sure i'll sign the contract, n tat my salary damn low, sure can push around... n oso, insincere to sign mi up... cos they din prep contract at all..

den oso damn sianz.. cos had late bfast/lunch.

den friday, after getting home from last day at old coy, came home to reformat pc... wah, reformat till i so damn tired.. n dozed off... but got prob here there... took another 1/2 day to solve prob n fix pc..

den satruday, noon, supposed to go and meet a fetish frn, but he maybe mis read me.. thot i meeting other frns.. he pretty discreet... so din wan come out.. kauzz.. sian liao loh... ok loh, see whn we both free again..

wah liao, jus now try to approve some yahoo group msg, but it was restricted... damn...

*check past blgos again..*

hehe... toking abt the interview on wed... i dunno how come lei.. either they really take a long time to decide if they wanna employ mi, or agency themselves take sweet time. on thurs, no reply at all.. i really thot gone case... n i was not up to their requirement...

so i work at old place (tat the pay was low there).. for a whole day. i was told to unpack n assemble PC... entire... umm, newly setup system... kauzz.. so easy... first day was fast but boring.. oni tat, my place 90% indians, 1 indonesian fair guy... tat's all... he's quite... earnest looking loh.. not beng, not cool, not i-muz-work type...

i was even thinking, guess i'm stuckt o such 1.5k jobs... well, wat to do lei...

den haha, today, this morning... abt 9+, i receieved a call from agency. either current coy called mi, or someone else... den hor, unexpectedly (but of cos, reading now sure know is who call liao lah..) the agency for the wed interview called mi!!

ok... now edit is pretty late lah... but anyway, as summary, they called n confirmed my position... n told mi my salary.. i was of cos excited.. den i told current coy tat, i gonna quit.. at that time, kauz, they still din prepare my contract yet... so i told them tat is my last day.. since din sign anything, i can quit anytime.

but hor, the guy who i went around wif to install the pcs... if he chn, i may like him.. cos he's hardworking, honest (hois attitude)... very muhc like an honest chap who go find work ocverseas and take care of his family still...

hahah.. seem like, everytime i write my diary, i need to see when was the last update, and wat i write.. so i will rmb how n where to continue..

wah liao, i have high hopes of gettingthe job B4 interview.. thot will be cimple 1, and can get more pay.. but no loh... interview is pretty short.. n not much is asked.

end up, i rush back to other coy to sign contract siazz.. sighzz..

hehe.. finally watched CHARMED!!!!

n hor, i think.. sometimes i can get premonitions... very often, my right eye keep blinking. i always bo chap it... but often, when it blink, something happen.. but i always din take note... but this tiem, i did... it blinked... guess wat? 1, the LRT hang for minutes... 2, the bus whcih can send to mi to the place only has 2 rounds in the day. 3, end up i take cab in.

4, the interview is shot loh... so i guess i know...

den as i ironing my shirt for tmr, my left eye blink... hhe.. wat will happen tmr?

and i jus installed my SIMS, n will be playing SOON... haha.. on fri will reformat my pc..

well, mon yes, his attitude changed... for the better lah...

den.. strange lei... ok, i went... i su... i had went for interview last fri... den told to sign contract on mon. den i went to look for the guy to sign. the guy,.. sat there, din sign anything but merely discussed abt my capabilities... as though it's like 2nd interview.. finally, he told mi he dun have the letter there to sign.. n i have to go main office to sign.

den... i called main office, told to go next day "after work" to sign. i felt strange but.. ok lah..

den tues... hehe, i receive a call tat say i got interview at other place... haha i was excited of cos.. n it's local entrepreneur (phew, spelt right at first attempt!) but i had to give old offer some reason so tat i can go for new itnerview...

so, i called old job to say i gnna sign now, ok? they say... i go back new place to sign... cos no time on their side.. wah liao...

my guess at that time is tat, they messy. OR they still discussing if need mi. cos maybe too low a price? OR, they really cork up in their admin. kauzz...

anyway, i did ask them to give mi grace period... n they agreed.. reluctantly. they even.. of cos lah.. say things like... they prefer mi to at least go new office for some hours today... cos it's not good tat i din work on my first day... see how loh...

oh ya... long time din write this... it happened in wkend, but forgot to write.

some days back, i was walking n saw a crow? lying on a pool of blood. headless? i frogot... as i passed it, a couple other birds flew to it.. i duno if they trying to pick it up, or eat it... it's really pitiful... fancy just dying off like dat.... knocked down by car? maybe...

later i walked back, n saw the body lying inside of the car park.. gues they trying to revive it? Or too heavy to bring it to nest? umm... guess it's former...

on sunday... felt no diff form him... in fact during evening time, i wanna ask him to watch the fireworks... (he thot got overseas ppl perform, but it's local)... he dun wan. wanna use pc instead.

den later, when frn called, he actually agreed... went out... but he seem to give diff atttitude.. even when sit down, while waiting for bus, he din wan sit close to mi. on bus... he was dozing off as per normal. i tok n ask him thngs, he reply "boliao".

finally alighted... and blab la, killed time, n saw our frn... from tat time on, it seem like he got liveilier, and became more frnly wif mi...

if he oni close to mi when we are in front of frns, but otherwise is cold, we might as well dun b together... wat's the point of acting for the sake of embarassement? i had planned to, come monday, i'll sort it out wif him...


but it turned out tat, on monday, he boght some games to play, i helped him put them in properly.. and he managed to play... he had 180deg change.. became very frnely.. n bit sex deprived once gain...

was it really cos he was too bored, and needed some perks, or.. he's jus 2 happy?

but wat seem strange is tat, he din wan go out wif mi on sunday...

but come to think of it... it may be cos he know i looking for job, yes... i occupying pc all the time as i looking for job.. so he jus veli bored. and due to this, he is bored n wanna go out. know mi looking for jobs, so dun wan mi waste time..

if he think this way, it's good loh :) if not............

shld i say this? i din feel this reln will last...

well, thurs was the last update hor? friday, finally settled down n got a chance to tok to him.. tok a little bit here there.. he wanna play games, and bought the CD. but the CD install got prob. of cos he irritated.

den for the whole evening, he was like quite pissed... maybe too bored?

so he slept early.. while i use computers. but it seem like... sexual advances to him.. din turn him on.. except tat... early that evening, he did try something funny lah.. perhaps when he's... in the mood?

den this morning, i had tried to download the program for him to play, but not successful.. so he jus prepared to go out... din say a word. dressed up, prep'ed to go out. den i ask if he going out, den he nodded.. somehow like.. thnking how to answer my qn... last night, he even asked if i open minded enuff to accept 2 timer. i rejected.

jus b4 he left, he commented t's boring to stay home.. might as well go out walk. outside, he sms mi tat he bored tostay home. going out alone now, n meetign frn later. he rejected my offer to go wif him... alright den..

shall keep my figners crossed as to wat gonna happen...

umm.. saturday morning was the laast update... since then.. quite happening i can say..first.. i slept til pretty late. den went out wif my roommate n his frn to celebrate his frn bday... enjoyed the time.. spent abt 100$.. den got home about 3-4am..

went bfast wif family on sun morning. bought food for roommate. slept a while n went to the concert at the marina Sq..but was quite pissed with the arrangement.. although got to watch the fireqworks.. den after that, walked to some spa to enjoy the package LOL..

n again, got home at 2-3am.

monday, was quite.. relaxing? Not say relaxing lah, but more to nothing lef tot do liao... jus sit n laze around.. n mi hor, ahah still din go n find job yet LOL.. around evening time, went back family to watchthe NDP.. after tat, went home to sleep...

i guess something bad happened to my roommate... cos he was tired, n grumbling this nj tat...den into the night, he was further pssed by someone who called him... sighzz...

tuesday... firs ttime tat he went to work, while i jus stay home.. quite relaxing.. but i din.. really din bother to find work yet.. i oso forgot wat i did to kill time..

wednesday is the bad time. i wont the iweekly free tix. went to watch... den on way back, we argued.. over some music stuff.. i gave in n tried toking to him.. but he bochap.. den we kept quiet all way till home.. maybe he cooled down liao. or something.. when we sleep, he said goodnight to me n wanna me sleep closer to him LOL...

den today, finally settled down to send resumes again... somehow, i got feeling tat ill get bette rprospects this time... maybe due to more experience or my roommate made mi lucky?

hehe.. ytday was the showdown siazz.. LOL.. although my supervisor oredi told mi 90% wun renew... but i still have plans in mind lah... like wat i gonna fight for if staying... den.. wah liao, mgmt again "play tricks" cos supposed to arrive at 9am, but 930 still not here.. den i go take bfast liao...

when come back, he here liao. waited for my turn. haha.. when time for mi to go in, my supervisor acted non-chalent n seem stand on neutral side haha... they use same old reasons to reject me loh.. like... not up to par.. and more like a burden.. but i dun agree.. ehhe, ask mi stay longer i oso dun wan LOL...

den came to monetary terms.. the mgmt does know abt the OT stuff.. wah liao, if i din mention to them, maybe they wun even mention it... den oso my leave balance n OFF..

when everything's settled, i went to my uncle's place to do pc... wah, haha.. i realise my old RAM dun work.. maYBE SPOil lioa... now, need to decide if wan upgrade or buy new system...

hehe.. funny thing is, ok.. i nedd to go khatib there. so took bus to HBF. switch to marina bay line. but, i fell asleep... last stop i heard was novena or something.. den go all the way to kranji there, i woke up.. realised i missed the stop!!! travelled all way back... wah so tired...

got home, den dozed off.. at 3+... abt 330pm.. haha.. woke at 9+...

back in office, hehe called my frn up... chatted wif hiim, n watched him on webcam. hah.. now i worry about phone bills.. LOL..

ok, back to clearing my things... n my supervisor quite funny.. he still working, but keep aiding me in my battles... haha..

umm... hehe, KO pretty early... cos a slacking colleague checking the reports.. den nothing much to complain so i went off earlier.. went to ghim moh there to get cheque, and buy tv cable.. ahhaha.. ok ok, i got there. n was searching the place for tv cable.. found 1 shop which sells > 10m. i was thinking.. den the... ok, i had asked the shopopwner if got >10m cable.. she say got.. den as i leaving, she asked if i found it.. i thakned her n left...

den.. i shopped around the area... WAH!!!! saw so many shops there!! so many cheap neighbourhood stuff!!! long time no see them, i so excited!! can't stop my craving to buy them!!!

1 shop, sells lotsa stuff.. sweets lah.. i know wat i gonna buy liao.. ok the owner is guy.. den went off to look again. den next shop, another owner is guy n while i loking at his shop, he commented on my bag.. this move make mi wonderif he's aj siazz..

so i finally decided to draw money loh.. haha.. mi kisiao.. wanna take out 50$, not used to OUB machine.. den take out 1k!!! i was even frightened myself!! hahah...

den went ahead to buy the cable... 19.90.. for 15 m, not bad lah, but i ask the owner.. "can give discount" or something like dat.. she say "18$ loh" haha i was grinning inside... sex appeal ah? in ntuc, 10m is $17+. here 15m 18$?? LOL.. 1 m = $1.20 :)

den went ahead to buy other stuff.. n went home...

evenoing time, setup the TV.. wah!! UNSURPASSED CLARITY OF VISUAL!!

ytday, left office earlier than normal jialut timing.. LOL..

den... bought lunch for my dog.. n msg'ed my SLAVE tat i am free today.. den we met up.. but.. aiyo... had wanna bring my dog down for walk, but slave came, n din have the time.. din even have time to do much things..

hehe.. had simple fun.. cos quite rushing... den... once again. i grabbed things from my family to my house LOL..

when i got home, bathe.. n set things up.. se tup till 2pm+ den i sleep.. wah, i pretty tired siazz... i guess i fell asleep in minutes... woke at before 6pm, saw my date not home yet, n sleept again. woke at 7+ i think..

msg my mum to ask if got cook or not.. cos i kinda get sick of non-nutritious dinners out side.. miss home cooked meal.. LOL.. but she din reply??!?! umm.. did she misread, or wat? den went for dinner with date, and got home fast.. cos i tired.. haha.. come to htink of it, i feel as though we married for quite some time isazz...

this time stil lquite ok... the things went quite smoothly... den got time, i chatted with my supervisor... wah liao.. the chat was disastrous.. or rather... enlightening?

well, it seem gonna be another bad streak of luck for mi... ok, cos i blundered tat day (ytday), he was asking if i think ther's hope in my pay review. i know lah.. these period, lots things happened.. 2 bad... but my pay was so damn low!!! i'm not asking for HUGE rise, but oni 100 bucks wat...

den he oso told mi of a bad news... our company gonna restructure.. n some my level staff may gonna leave oso.. and.. i duno how true his words are.. for him, he may have to leave the company too... i dunno how true... maybe his way of putting thigns... dunno oso.. cos he did mention that he may los the job oso... n tat day i blundered, he oso blurted out tat "u wan mi to lose my job issit? jus say so lah, i can walk out of the office!" i was thinking he said it due to anger.. cos 2 things happen in 2 wks...

den he say, for mi, i may not renew my pay, n best is to find a new job...

and, did i act i'm perturbed, or i am a bit? or was i non-chalent?

umm.. anyway, shan't say 2 much here.. dunno who are reading it anyway.

so, i left office EARLIER!!!

go home to search for mirror, tv antenna, and extension of tel line.. wah, so tired.. n tmr, guess i gonna bring my dog for walk... got home, n set things up... KAUZZ!!! duno why, the reception is so bad!! den, i JO n slept. when i woke, my date jus got back. hehe.. cosy room? ;)

took dinner wif him.. dunno lei.. our relation consider wat... bf, or wat? we co-habitating. dunno.. but since we living together, we can build better rapport...

in fact, for the allowance, i hope to continue here.. if not i kinda prefer normal shift... haha.. contraditing myself...

wah liao, a bad day!!!

had a kinda good start.. bringing my things bla bla..

but in morning, office hours period... wah, i was blasted with questions in office.. DAMN.. well, i din do my job properly lah.. n it's quite a big issue...

haha... umm.. some things, scared ppl read.. better not write.. *wink*

but damn it, knocked off at 10+.. took bfast, den went home directly.. in mrt... cos faster.

so tired siazz.. went to new room to put things down first. den went back home to watch video.. haha.. 3 hrs of video str8! den i immediately fell asleep. woke at 7+8. took dinner n packed something for my date.. coshe living wif mi..

can i say i look forward to living wif him? hehe..

den, on the bus, was thinking so hard how to defend for myself, den when got to office, the colleague simply told mi tat he's truthful, so directly say he din check.. well, tat's the case lah... now hor, somehow, i look forwad to going home... new room.. guess.. home now refer to new room, family refer to family house...

dunno if i look forward cos it's my home, or got someone living there..

if my date is pretty knowledgeable, does it make mi very ignorant?

cos.. it seem like, those ppl who date me out.. they pretty knowledgeable.. know many things, n able to tell mi lotsa things as we encounter them/... but i most of the time know nuts...

then... if it's IT related, i kjnow lotsa more than them.. why such things happen so often...

thinking.. shld i broaden my kowledge, to make myself more "marketable"? Or stick to my usual "lazy to initiate self-learning" attitude? well... time will tell i guess...

after the trip, um.. quite a lot of things happen lah.. but wah liao, 2 mucht o mention.. cos happen during our dating.. haha.. why i write out leh?

so, i went to work loh. he later joined mi about 12am. tok'ed and toked... LOL... den he rested. the BIG day gonna come...

finally i knocked off, n we went home to pack my things.. hmm.. how come now adays, my mum seem so non-chalent abt my frns coming home har? in past, she will at least return them greets. now like... hostile like dat... haha... as i pack my things, realise got lotsa dust here n there.. some even got a chunk of dust!!! LOL... i look liao oso paiseh ;)

den went to flag cab.. but liaozz, no cab siazz!! for abt 20 mins!! endup book cab... sianzz... a proper $3 trip became 6$... ARGH!!!

and..hehe.. am i lucky anot? cos when i first looked at the rooms, the smaller 1 is avaialble.. n i thot tat will be the one. den now, both rooms are free, n i get the bigger room of cos :D

this week will be busy cleaning up the room liao.. n seting up the pc first of cos... will be some toiletries over to use...

haha my room!!!

working 8pm to 8am tis wkend.. so, "here i am, at my workplace once again.."

these days have been preparing for my MOVE OVER CEREMONY!!! feel so good about moving over.. but haha.. been feeling cool about having my own room... finally growing up? move over lioa, den felt nothing much... but at least got my own space.

got a frn.. he a regular... having problem with his java project. i had told him i am able to help.. but he seem quite apprehensive about asking my help... anyway, on fri, he supposed to come lah.. but he din tell mi wat time he cna make it.. so i called him... umm... i wonder if it's cos he find it quite strange i so keen to help him, den he... thinking wat may happen siazz... but seriously, if he come, i'll wan to somehow.. get him into gay sex LOL... cos he's petite!!!

anyway, spent the day clearing my stuff.. fri nite, brought my things over to new room.. MYSELF.. cos tat frn above din come...

sat... i supposed to rest lah.. but later, still went out wif my date :) had quite a lot of fun.. went to the food fest.. chey. thot the fest can grab lotsa free things to eat.. but instead, spent bombs. den went to shop for things.. quite fun day loh..

oni not good is, our frns all bz, n dun wan join...