luv_ktv's untold moments

i'm really v tired.... on wed, i slept @ 4am, and i think woke @ 830am on thur. then slept @ 2am. even though i woke at 1045am on fri, i'm still pretty exhausted.. as in, feeling not-wanna move..

ehh.. i intend to try out livejournal... any objections? or any comments?

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newborn - my brother had jus gotten a newborn. wow.. haha, i dun sound happy or excited cos it makes no diff to mi. jus an addition to the family tree. den, yesteryda, when the family visited her (yes, female baby), i felt... many thots running through my brain..

it's a new life, a new life brought into the world.. such an innocent living. sleeping peacefully on the cushion. i'm a buddhist/taoism (supposed to be buddhism, but my frn enlightened me somehow it's taoism). my first impression is, a soul had just been given another living chance, to experience life. i wonder which person joined our family...

new frns - few days ago, in irc, i made some new frns. 1 is a hearing impaired fella. he invited mi to join him for gym. sigh.. i was still at the "onli join goodlookers for gym" mentality. but somehow, they have a group of frns among whom 1 tends to be better looking, haha. later, i decided to join... after the gym, we went to find a frn who's chilling out at his frn's CC somewhere off city.

haha, upon reaching the CC, we walked towards the staircase n we passed a kitchen. in the kitchen was a guy in his thirties. i saw him n vice versa. den as we walk up the stairs, he followed suit. den, when my frn opened the door for us, den i realised he's the owner of the bar... lol... i realyl wonder, if i appeared gay to him earlier on.

den later, HI frn say his frns r joining us... wow.. never did i expect 1 of them to be a good looking guy.. shld i actually say "never expect"?? well, jus din expect a guy to make mi look at him again.. really had a hearty chat there...

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concert - went for amei concert. it's quite refreshing.. amei is still active in the scene. so her concert by right is held every 3-5 years. but i really stil lwant to say, "so long never went to her concert!!" and this time, still going wif her group of die-hard fans. but tis time, i brought 2 frns along. at least it'll nt b boring for mi. somehow, i'm never on close or good terms with them.. haha.. cut the history off.

i have a lot of mixed feeling here. she's supposed to be the diva or taiwan pop sensation. but her news these days surrounded her mental status. that she is having nervous breakdown, and unable to face crowds. it's her 10th anniversary performance. but i soemhow feel that, it could possibly be her last... after that, she may probably slow down, and take a break and come back later. to re-align her goals, and to cater to general market.

i really feel like tis is the last time i gonna see her on stage. her stardom path has not always been very smooth. other divas, sandy lam, faye wong, etc all left the pop scene gradually as their songs do not fit the generation anymore. but staged performances now and then. i'm beginning to feel teh same for amei..

for the scene these days, it seems like, the hip factor has to be there. not so much about how touching and memorable the song is...
in the past, when i was a kid, goodlookers who cant sing for god's sake were IN.
den, gradually, those can sing live, came out
followed by, those who can sing n dance.
later, sing, dance (move a little), and write their own songs
now, everything had become passe. the IN thing is now the hip factor. it's really the "u can make fashion, u get the throne" kinda thing...

amei is from the older generation. her songs are powerful and influential. but the hip factor does not suit her, as she's more of the sing, dance and perform type.

sigh.. see how things go...

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new lease of life? - with my exams over.. n after doing the exam, i'm pretty confident my life will still go on and i'll get a degree, i tink i'm looking forward to a new lease of life. esp when amei concert came out, and it's a totally different type of us. i'm more expressive, more confident, n more knowledge of myself. her concert is telling mi, she's always there for us, and lead a happy and enjoyable life. to mi, it's a break, to relax and then find new direction...

i'm beginning to see my direction in life (not tat clear, but have some ideas), more clear headed abt myself, wat kidna frnds shld exist, etc. i oso knw how to make myself happy n cool. ok.. cut the long story.

wif my degree coming out, i'm expecting a better pay. n i'm kinda financially stabling. wif the sch over, i'm better able to plan my stuff, without worrying abt any pending sch fees. n i'm nt taking life tat seriously.. but still wary of aunties who wanna get fresh..

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