luv_ktv's untold moments

finally finished a work day... after having my lens inside my eyes for 24hr+.. i took off lens at 8pm, so 36hrs in all. wah.. so tiring in my eyes. heeh, when i woke up at master's hse, my lens still quite ok. den i went to rinse my hair. find it 2 lay chey to wash it. haah, lazy loh. but if i going home str8 instead of to work, i dun thinki even bother, cos i dun wan look "i din change from ytday image". on way to work, i find tat right now, i really PRETTY particular abt timings. estimate whether, or how long, each action will take, and whether will have enuff time for it anot.

cos master was asking if i wanna bfast. by the time we leave his place, it's like the tmining jus nice for mi to be in office on time. but then, he ask if i wanna eat bfast. i den, was being sarcastic in my thots, but asked him whether he thnk we can finish the bfast on time anot. is it good being so time conscious?

n.. tat aj frn, i mean ex-frn.. shld i sms him wif a stern "wat?" or shld i b firm, n bochap him? i dun mind having him once again as frn, but certainly not go out anymore. more to hi bye frn. will not b tat close to him anymore. cos he hurt mi lotsa wif his way of handling things.

n jus checked my hits counter. wow, got a handful of ppl visit my page regularly. heeh. haha, i really wonder, shld i thank the visitors? cos they are reading my diary. supposedly a pte thing, but they reading it. shld i thank them for visiting, or for reading my blog. or perhaps, their purpose to understand mi more?

i dun think samuel appeared before mi today. *SOBZ :P someone jealous again? ;) * den today had a team meeting. somehow, i find tat, i am able to think n analyse wat they say, n think how i can improve it, but i never wanna speak up. maybe 'cos i not been thru all the processes yet. i still got 1 mth+ for probation. n kauz, when can i arrange for my java class??

finally i got home. by mrt. sometimes, i really wonder if i go the fun choy stall for dinner, am i looking at the stallowners, or i wanna balanced meal? tonight i went again, n the owner was quite jokeful, but kinda stupid joke.
he asked "got things to do ah? these days so late?"
i replied "ya, got thigns"
he den said "big thing, small thing, oso never mind. not my biz. come here eat dinner, den is my biz"

haha, maybe i can start o be frnlier wif them? pat their shoulder kinda things?? LOL... haha, been a long tiem since i JO, i think. after i bathe, n abt to wear new clothes, i actually felt like just JO siazz. wahahah, i thnk my daily life really nothing much to write. nopthign much interesting. gonna reply comments liaozz.

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as i reading ur reply, i got some replies in mind. haha, can i rmb them as i reply? heeh, rmb abt the surprise? i know u 80%-90 wun expect mi to blog. n i really dun wanna spoil ur day sicne i can go online. if i say, when i agree to go master's house, i specifically say "i need to use net when i get inside ur room", will u blif? cos i did say it.

when i wathc those drama, i often see how the guy go overseas, but when saw something nice, buy for gf n surprise her wif it, it can really touch the heart. paying attention to those tiny n trivial details sometimes is warming :)

ur samuel frn is cute ah? haha, but u never thot of dating him? whaha, not whole office lah, jus tat lesb jnr colleague of mine teased, cos i once said "ya, i love him". nope, i went over, really to enjoy a/c. n partly to accompany him loh. cos he;s not local n quite a loner. my place dun have a/c, n family there, a/c spoilt. went there to enjoy a/c n to be wif him. haha, n hor, so funy, i got there, settled myself liao, n he ask mi use net. n i focus so much on blogging tat, we chatted wif a few lines, n he dozed off. ahha.. i so paiseh. last time, i went sentosa coutndown wif him, i oso tok wif him for hours den sleep. haha.

i think i need someoen to fish mi out LOL.. cos i swimming in messy pool 8P (a bespectacled me.. but i think i stick to =P). haha y u cant come between us? so tat u either can b 3rd party, or b a flex LOL. u really jealous ah? if real, den.. i dun write abt him anymore loh. hehe, u write ur comments from ur heart, urself of cos dun feel touching. jus like mi, i do things for my loved ones, i know it will make them happy, but i oni happy, while they are touched.

wah, ur colleague look at u so much to note tat u smiling at PC?? dun they ask y u smile? haha, as i read ur comments, i was stunned tat i kena ur trick abt "other places", but ahah.. wif my INTELLIGENCE, i let ur FOOD enter my mouth cannot meh?? wat u thinking huh?? who's the noti 1 here huh? asking for a spanking issit?? =P dun worry lah, i ok wif long entries here. i oni teasing u :)

aiyo way, i think u really need an ADULT to take u in control siazz.. come, where's my cane?? haha jumping on ppl for fun mah.. haha, quite nice wat :) wat grows longer?? seriously, i dunno. hair? feeling get deeper, blog? ahha, ok u din kick/punch/throw/watever. u oozed her out LOL. ya loh.. FORCED to comment here. see ler u, so bad boy =P

har? u such a big boi, wif gym bod, nothing to offer mi for rewards? maybe a delicious meal? hahaha. ok mah. warm up is to get u into chatting, if u heated up, den u will be more relaxed n more urself right? =P ahah, wat can be bargained for when we in public eyes?? wah liao, push to mi. i where go read halfway n assume? thigns will happen naturally? dunno, if we have the chemistry, maybe ha ve the same thinking hahah...

hahaha... err. how come nothing else will happen when u beside mi? ya, we shld progress into cyber sex ;) by reading ur coments, i can sense as though ur person is beside mi, telling mi all these things, cos our replies, or maybe ur reply is quite personal n real life. almost like jus toking in person. in such case, soemtimes feel like hugging u, in my mind. but hor, i thnk in real life, i may suffocate. cos a hunk is embracing mi!! ya loh, pretty warming to hug someone u like/love as u sleep. but as yrs pass by, will the feeling stay?

umm, wat's the next potion tat i shld prepare? muscle firming potion? or anti-skin fairing? hehe... :) aiyozz, i dun blog, den someone sad, den colelague see a frown, and all wonder wats wrong, den whole coy no mood to work.. den i become sinner of teh century!! NOO!! i dun wan!! haha!! how come u say i into muscle dudes? i'm not turned on by muscles. body builder dun have any magic on mi, but a toned body has.

for ppl who got calories to burn, they can train up for muscles. for mi, i an oni aim for leaner n toned body. sighzz. y u dun qualify for bodygaurd? u dun wanna protect mi or ur bf mei? toking abt surprises, my dec date was down wif cough n flu. i met sent him home n waited for him at his block while he prepare to go out. while he prepare, i went to search for throat soothing sweets n drink. i bought some, n when i gave it to him, he said "tat's quite caring of u" or soemthing like dat.

wah u sure will cry ah? aiyo, i think when i meet u, i gotta prepare a towel for ur tears siazz. n maybe extra top, incase u wet my shoulders haha. hey, u forgot tat, once in while, u'll let go n eat lotsa, den after tat regret as tat oni mean u muz work harder? ur specialty is chiken rice n nasi L? i thot shld b duck rice =P. hainan chick rice hehe i like, but these days, the rice so commercial tat it dun taste good liao. nasi L i oso like haha.. wif ikan bilis, egg, wings, pandan leave fragrance. *tongue lash across lips*

u went london??? i oni been to Oz. huh? i thot u say wanna tied mi up, den ur hands enjoy my body? make love?? wow, a profound term siazz.. how many guys u tricked b4 wif this line? haha is there a lawyer who can help fight a gay case? hahah.. i wonder wat will he say. this lawyer thing, i nothing else to say liao. u oso dun smoke? den, muz change story liao, cannot stormy night, hehe.

huh?? how come i the honry dude?? wat's ur record for kissing time? my tan can stay quite long. till now, i still peeling my skin siazz. n the tan line is OBVIOUS EHHE. dun b 2 anxious for a good bod. good things come to thsoe who wait. ahah, no exactly champion den is winner. the star search, oso not the winner who succeeds mah. haha, jus perform ur best to outshine the others hahah. KAUZZ!!! more clothes mean less lower half clothing?? maybe i wear winter pants =D

family jewels? ????? why is it free ball? wah liao, u relaly evil siazz, i dunnno wat those terms mean lei. hhe, u say 1 mah, i honry when see u, so when sing, i sure get hardon liao hha. oei, i professional singer hor =P how can insult my singing as moaning? or compare it?? LOL *oh... am i dreaming?* u gonna whisper? umm, i think by the time u say out, my ear will be full of ur saliva siazz!! cos u drooling liaoz =P umm, my master oso comment tat someone is gonna b my bf or at least potential. cos we actually say "miss here miss there".

haha, oh gosh. mi 2, i prefer in a reason for everything. mi cute? err, ur way of writing this line sound quite sarc leh. i duno lah, jus tat, tat time, i was down, den he jus str8 away go n find his frns when i calle dhim 10-30 mins later. wah liaoz. at least u b at home, n can come over for mi when i called again. hha, how come i comparing u wif him??

i wun say u day dreaming, but i happy at wat u'll do lah. jus tat, my room here, the cooking stuff duno can meet the needs of a GREAT CHEF anot. speaking abt nixon, ytyda i went to movies mah, n saw tis name somewhere on a movie poster siazz, n i giggled :) ok loh.. i wun write so much abt him liao, today is last time i write details, or even mention his name.

well it's the conection mah. u read my blog, den in morning 10+ u blog own thing. tat time u down, so most probably something happen when u read my blog. tat y maybe i say i pay attention to trivial matters. sometimes perhaps too sensitive. spending the night, i explain above liao.. so not saying more.

if u feeling down, i dun mind offering u my place. i feel good if i manage to comfort u. haha, u feeling down, n end up u cuddle mi?? n wake mi?? but hor, my hair went for coloring b4, u can take the strong smell of hair color? well, meeting wise, leave it fate loh.. dun wan force. if u dun wan, it's ok. i asked it, cos if u really come my place for shelter, tat mean muz meet liao. hheh, ur job not unusual meh? everyday look at PC den smile hahahah.

i think i take DH's "pls" as a common part of conversations. ya hor, these days i seem to take longer time to reply blog oso.. i think this entry gonna b new record again, but not timing wise hehe. umm, somehow i oso dunno wat to comment on ur blog. but wat ur mum tok to u abt? sometimes, going out can mean hanging out wif frns, not really jus play games. i usually have a meal n chat for hours wif my buddies. haha, esp outside OCBC bank haha (gal, rmb?)