luv_ktv's untold moments

upon knocking off time, i feel as though this place is not as nice as it seemed to b. i am even starting to feel outta place. not tat i'm outcasted, but jus tat the kiddy politics is driving mi siaoz. we have 2 timings for lunch. 1 from 12-1, den 1-2pm. sometmies the gers will go before 12. n we go when they are back. today, the gers went off jus b4 12. den, our batch, some snr ppl, by 1240, were oredi complaining why they are not back yet. so late oredi. i was thinking, wahliaoz, jus a short while will kill?? den they even called the gers, asking wat time they come back.

den when the gers came back, tat young lady who matured EARLY n daring n outspoken wif her words, said to mi, "aren't you hungry? we're back. go n eat loh". i den replied CALMLY "not yet". she "not yet?". wah liao. muz she b so HARsh wif her words?? at tat instant, i was thinking "hey young lady. do mind ur words. do not b so harsh. i'm trying to maintain good working terms n not b so str8 wif my words. if u don't deserve that, i can slam u down." den along the way, i was thinking, at work, maybe i dun have to be so honest. i can say n do diff thigns.

cos, the gers later even went to the extent of "counting wat time we leave for lunch n come back". den durign my lunch, discussed abt the thigns at work, n some more politics. the politics here still quite open, not those u hide from mi, i from u. as the snr are chatting abt it, 1 other dept guy ask mi, abt my observation at work. i tell wat i saw. aftr tat, i start to regret. i think, i shld go wif the group. cos i realise tat, i not fully accepted into it. i guess i shld start to learn some things abt pol.

after work, err, gotta confess lah (jus now my boi called mi, but i bathing n when call back, hp off, so i think ... err, but he tmr off. watever.) i went to visit a frn at his work place - pub. tat roger rabbit. but he's off, so i go str8 home. on way home, am i really so much better looking these days? or my attitude is eye-catching? somehow, on the bus, i can feel tat some guys/gers r peeping at mi. got to family, but dinner is so disappointing. curry drum rice OR braised pork rice. sianz. i ate the drum n went outt o eat.

anyway, snrs n mi did discuss our pay, or rather mine. they seem to be getting my pay as well, but not sure if they telling truth. anyway, they oso wun know if i telling truth. oh ya, almost forgot. tmr i going movie wif my boi. n due to this apptmt/expectation/plan, i actually keep waiting for tmr to arrive. wah liao, wat a logn wait! in past, i oni waiting to go home n watch tv, reply mails, blog etc. oni looking forward to knocing off. den this tiem, from tues look forward til now, so jialutz!! like time pass so slow like dat!! in future, i think i shldn't give such an expectation to myself. jus make time harder to kill.

n finally, i gonna reply comments :) although my eyes... so droopy