Saturday, May 07, 2005

returning "tings" in sgboy. somehow, i think tat i pretty much attracted to tops. wondering if wes is 1. LOL. or at least str8 acting. a normal guy, instead of a kiddy guy who toks n behave like he wanna act cute. pounding n pouncing on ppl is another thing =D

haha,, i know how blogspot file names entries liao!! ok, last night, i read ur comment till ur "long face" part, den i went to do research on the BB. den today i visited ur blog b4 i continue reading ur comments. sighzz ,this time, i guess i muz get somethign off my chest.. really... (containing it in my heart still, will jus cause my nose to be irritated more)

no lah... i dun mean so bad 1. cos, u see, we left his hse almost just on time. ya, guess he dun wan mi hungry. but no 1 wanna b late for work. if we go bfast, i dunno how long i need to finish it. i admit tat mornign, i was almost in rush to go work. dun wan delay. if he was saying, buy bfast to office eat, i may agree. but then, when i ask, he say "he can finish in 10 mins. dunno abt mi." tat y i feel he may not have taken note of the timings, and was sarc in my thots. but i din tok sarc to him mah.. dun sound so sad lah... *if u wan, i at most apologise to him in 1 way or other?*

actually, sobz is jus a remark mah. jus a casual remark oni. rmb i was worried wat happen when u din blog for 1 day suddenly? dun b so pissed lah... *huggies* if u dun comment, i think it may be much worse than sobz. something which i dun wan to imagine.

hehe, when u first posted abt "u din really expect to see..", i was happy liaozz. den now, ur "ok lah. i am touched.." dun have tat effect lioa.. more like i pester u to write out tis line. our M/S calling is jus a name loh. cos i not hardcore M/S guy, i call him tat to tease him. SM is sex. LOVE has care/concern/sex in it. wat's more, he's more like frn. thus, i find it ok to reply ur post, n make ur day bright =D

UR samuel is ur close frn, i think he use his kevin to spite u to get a bf soon? or to keep up wif gym training? heeh, my "ya, i love him" is more to joking n playing along wif jnr colleague lah. cos she was saying "he's cute right?" so i played along loh. i still spending time with him. chat in msn, tok on hp etc. if u reduce ur chatting, i think i gonna b affected like wat i wrote above liao loh, den u b so sinful hahaha...

oei.. dun b so mad at mi lei... was still testing water with those replies tat i wrote mah.. i write as i read thru ur comments. if u write simple thots first, den few paras later den write details, i will comment on the simple thots, den reply the details as i reach it. ok lah, i try not to test water anymore... dun b sad n mad at mi lei.. can?

hehe... u din hear meh? fishing is waiting for the fated fish to be hooked =D a saying revolving around a "fisher". ahah, then wat u tell them when they ask u?? wat they tease u for? ahha, subject is u, but u dun wan FEED me with your FOOD meh?? *victory!* wah u... u wan spank mi, jus say so lah. i let u... =P well, u din request for adult, dun mean u dun need an ADULT to control u, right? hahaa.. children oso din request for parents to control :)

i'm working, so i'm not kid. so, i'm an adult, who has no choice but to use cane in order to take a kiddy man in control LOL. or u wan use chain instead? =P ahha, u dun like force ppl, but u wanna tie mi up? err, i thinking of nutritious food loh.. mi 2 skinny. some protein may help develop my body better ahhahaha. u heated up, den u become ur true self ah?? so now, u putting on a mask ah?? LOL. gosh... i think if u heated up, ur sheep clothing will melt...

chemistry? duno... i long time never touch chemicals liao. but i do see sparks haha. if bargain hor, i scared this blog will become RA siazz. oni ppl above 21 can visit liaozz. hhe, when u beside mi, i may hypnotise u, n make u do illegal things!! LOL u know, some things r still illegal in spore :P den when kena caught, u can say u kena hyp, tat y u did these.. ahahha...

nah, i not into cybersex. jus kidding. prefer webcam =P ghost?? cant say like dat lah. so bad of u. u not physically here mah. so can only imagine... imagine... imagine... =D ahha.. besides spirit, maybe u can say i telepathically connect to u haha.. chimz hor? when i read ur comments, i bobian, muz hug u in mind. but in person, if hug u in mind, haha, feel so odd.

for mi, i rmb every moment i blog abt u :) potion making is depends on who needs n who fated to get it mah :). if fate decrees, u'll get it one hehe.. but hopefully it can work on u hahah. nope, ur coy wun go down if i dun blog, but will, if u not in mood to work haha, right? u sure u working hard? hehe, sonce in while, will hear u say u had a splendid meal lei. eeehh, maybe i b the first 1 to check if ur body is toned enuff LOL *blush*

muz burn the extra pounds b4 can tone up body? thot those extra can develop into muscles? ya, i saw the hint. but i seriously dunno how to reply. i dun wan to give any confirmed ans, or hint, or possiblities. read on loh. den maybe u'll get my hint to u oso hehe. cos givign an answer seem like making a commitment. err, i think u din read my old blogs. we broke up jus b4 xmas. or even xmas day itself. he hurt mi 2 much. i see no point in carrying on further. he's the oni 1, i will reject any reconciliation.

ahah, u keep mentioning finals. but ever wonder when is the finals starting?? hahah. ur eyes will be wet when we chat sweetly. plus my surprises, u wun be able to control. n the more surprises i give u, the more tears u let go, haha. err, ok, a bad joke. chikcen = gers. duck = guys. or maybe u prep rice + duck gravy can liao. hahah. wet kiss? haha, never tried tat. how abt a love bite? =P

u wanna free play? but u wanna SM? how many ppl u made it with oredi? every thrust?? thrust with teh tying material or wat?? ya, lawyers will fight for $$. but, will they fight it well? i thnk they may jus anyhow fight. unless they gay frnly? starry night?? haha, how abt snowball? or if despo, by the bushes. if romantic, at the campfire :) the best is, on a quiet beach, inside a tent, enjoy ourselves haha.

ya loh, i often honry loh. i honest n daring enuff to post when i JO n my sexual meets. some ppl JO morning after bath, den at night again. tat is not honry loh. jus enjoying sex loh. *ROFL* ahha.. tanline is meant for showing off. see if u got the chance to see it hahah. in fact, i really kinda proud of it hahah. TANLINE, haha. u dun need to outshine any1. u oredi stand out. tat why we are chatting so long ;)

for movies, wat if i forget, n wear trunks instead?? huh? if i hardon while singing, u pin mi down?? i dinno my singing, or a song, can make ppl into beast siazz ahah. ya mah, as u lick, u drool haha. e more u lick, the more wet my ears get =P haha, i got say anythign abt not together?? i thot soemone wanna hear mi sing Mariah carey's "We belong together"??

hehe, will u compare ur frns wif ur ex? not as in person, but in the way ur ex n frns treat u. ya loh, i keep praising someone of my own accord, but i never hear such praise abt mi... sgihzz....... Dun worry, if anthing wrong happen in kitchen, i will freeze the kitchen, + the cook. den i'll warm or heat up the cook. hha.. this is caled heroine save the beauty =D no prob. i'll wash n clean n scrube all things involved. be it a body, a gun, or cooking utensil.

hehe, if u down, i guess a surprise will make u happier? hehe.. or a warn hug or wonderful kiss. err, did i let out too much of my tactics?? if i am the sinner, i guess there will be more things coming up haha. now we still waiting for both to settle down first. so lemme know if u ready for ur "BIG" day. haha, it's cool to know tat we put a smile on each other's face everyday :)

ur mum tok to u abt work till 2am?? wah arcade games quite Ex to mi, cos i'll spend 50c in 2-5 mins. sighzz.. u dun like to chat??

u stressed over work? no wodner u commented after lunch time. i know my blog will relax u, so, dunno wat to say liao. had wanna say, if u 2 busy, den no need come my site.

oh well, i really dun wan to commit any promises. cos i afraid, if i write tat 2 letter short form down, i will be committing myself to something. but, thsi time i'll be truthful. ur blog, last tiem got say,
"For someone special : I miss u when I dun sense u around... Am I in love with u liao??? or I had been in love with u from the start without realising it... "

i had wanna, or almost wanna, assume or jus directly take tat it's referring to mi. but, i chose to understand it tat it refer to tat guy u have a serious crush on. i was trying hard to take it tat way.

but today, when i read abt ur sweet dream,
As I looked at his back, I started to fear that I may lose him for good if I dun make it clear to him. I run up to him, hug him and tell him this " I love u"

i'm really a little unhappy. in the sense, someone close to mi flirting with someone else. like, on the bed, calling someone else's name. realy dun like the feeling. for now, i want to make this statement: i hope u r referring to mi

i knwo this can be wrong n i may scared u off, but i'm a bit emotional now to care abt wat i writing. oh well, nvm abt wat i wrote for the last few paras :) if u dun like it, well, jsu take it i din write tat down :) i'm off to clear my yahoo group mails.

enjoy ur monday :)

1 comment:

W79 said...

Wah lau... Am I supposed to answer u if I am a top here??? Well, since u ask and bcos u r the one asking, I let u know lah. haha... I am flex, so maybe I can be top just for u. hehe... I think ur statement of pounding and pouncing on pple is directed at me loh... Yah... I do like to pounce on pple once in a while. haha... Dun think I can act cute cos it would be so gross. haha...

I dun really understand u now... Why are u sighing??? and what's it in ur chest that u need to get it out??? Wonder why is it causing ur nose to be irritated... mm... Let me know, k??? cos I may be able to help...

Haiz... silly boi. I do notice that u sort of take all my comments seriously. In a way, I dun like the feeling of me controlling ur life. U shd do as u see fit. All my comments are just thoughts but then again I am very touched that u bother to write so much to explain to me, hoping that I would not be sad. Thanks for being such a dear, and yah... I know that u r not a bad guy lah. U r always a sweet guy in my heart. *shy*

I know that u r worried on that day when I didn't blog. Would make it a point to mention u one way or another if I dun have time to blog, k? But I would make it a point to at least leave a comment on ur blog no matter how busy I am. Dun want u to get worried for me also...

hehe... U never pester me to write out that line lah... I wanted to tell u that I am touched but then everything we do for each other in this small personal space is always so sweet and touching that I dun know how to express my true feelings liao... Just want to let u know that I am touched at my heart but I am at a loss of words to write it down here... Frankly speaking, I dun see the link btw replying my post to make my day bright and the part on M/S... unless u r telling me that in replyinh my post, u put in care and concern... so it leads to LOVE in the end. mm... Maybe I am thinking too much...

My Samuel is using his Kevin to spite me to get a bf??? like how??? like getting a bf also named Kevin??? hehe... I am glad that u r keeping close contacts with Samuel, maybe he's the rite one u r looking for??? Reduce my chatting??? nah... I would most likely disappear from ur blog and let it go back to it's normal state... hehe... Wonder what would u be willing to do to bring me back? mm... *evil grin*

Silly boi, I am not mad at u lah. Sad??? maybe a bit loh... U would know more when u read on ba...

Dun know what to comment on the fishing part cos I know that it's fate that bring me to this blog. =D I told my colleagues that I am reading a blog, thus I am smiling lah, and they tease me that the owner of the blog muyst be someone to make me smile just by a few words. hehe... I forget to mention to them that it's a few paragraphs and not a few words. haha... *shy* u want me to feed u meh??? I am scared that I may end up passing food to u from mouth to mouth. haha... I let u win this time lah since u can't afford to lose. hehe... Wow, u want me to spank u??? Well, I may just do it when I am high and performing the roles as a top. *shy* Win liao loh, u want to control me, just say so lah... I let u take control loh. haha...

U r so violent, uses cane and chain on me? I think I better keep a safe distance away... haha... I dun like to force pple to do things against their will but I think to tie u up cos u r always so notty... haha... Nutritious protein food = protein shake??? Now, that's easy to make. Dun even need to cook. haha... U r so bad, how dare u say that I am wearing a mask? and what's the thing abt sheep clothing? I am a sheep loh so I dun need any sheep clothing. hehe...

haha... I also long time never touch chemicals liao... See sparks? what kind of sparks? Is it nice? hehe... Then bargain with me when we are in more private space loh... mm... Wonder what illegal things would u hypnotise me to do? Littering? haha... When I get caught, I would be fined for littering loh and I am broke so yah... dun hypnotise me on such things, k? Might as well tell me what illegal things u have in mind loh. Maybe I am willing to do it leh...

=D U actually remember every moment u blog abt me? So sweet. Muackz... U sound as if u r preparing potions for me liao. Am I the fated one alrdy? hehe... I doubt u would be the first to check out my toned body cos the guys in the shower room at the gym would get to see it earlier than u but then they dun get to touch it... *blush*

Haiz... I am glad u get the hints that I have extra pounds on me. I am working hard to lose all that extra pounds, to slim down. Then would work more on some light weight-lifting to get the toned body I want. U got a hint for me somewhere in the entries? I am poor at looking for hints loh. Maybe u want to write down clearly for me. hehe... Yha... I didn't read ur old blog entries cos I got weird feelings everytime I read abt u attending orgies and enjoying urself... haiz...

Well, if I am not ready on the date of the finals, then I may have to give it a miss loh. Afterall, it's the judges that decide on the finals date. No comments on ur duck rice and duck gravy thingy cos I can imagine the duck gravy to be white liao. haha... Love bite sounds so kinky but I wonder where r u going to bite? mm...

I simply refuse to answer to some of the questions cos it's really too personal liao. Maybe I would tell u when we meet up. erm... are u alrdy thinking of the places we can have fun and imagining both of us to be in it liao? haha...

I know that u r often horny cos U r always seeking for ONS in irc, so yah... u can spare me the details on that... Thanks... R u trying to tempt me to see ur tanline, well I am sure a lot of pple had alrdy see it or at least the person who u JO to recently. I stand out??? Dun know lah... Maybe I put in too much liao. haha...

If u wear trunks instead, it's going to be a bit uncomfortable for u once u get high, u know? So u prefer a wet ear to a wet kiss lah... haha... Wonder if this is the hint that u r mentioning abt... "being together"???

I dun compare friends with ex loh cos it's not fair but I would compare dates to exs cos if they are not better than my exs, then I guess lesser chance for them loh... Haha... I dun praise pple cos it's all in the heart and I really prefer to say it face-face. Warm and heat up the cook for what unless u want dinner to be served on bed... hehe... I only ask u to clean the dishes and the kitchen. Why r u cleaning the body and gun as well??? although I dun recall bringing a gun along...

Well, in a way all ur tactics would cheer me up lah so thumbs up for ue gd effort. hehe... more things coming up like ??? I broke out in laughter when I read abt the part on " Let me know if u ready for ur "BIG" day" Sound so much like preparing myself to be deflowered... haha... I feel sweet that u always manage to make me smile... I dun rememeber me writing anything abt me not liking to chat. Maybe I mean I dun chat with u when we meet cos we would be busy with other things lah...

How come u dun dare to write down if I am 2 busy, then dun need to come ur site? cos u would miss me if I dun drop by? hehe... As mentioned above, even when I have no time for my blog, I would still blog here specially for u. *blush*

Haiz... Why would u be unhappy? Maybe I shd make myself clear, that 2 entries quoted by u are meant for HIM and yah... I did dream abt HIM but I also know that there's not much chance of us being together. As for u, I am willing to give it a try but then I am not sure if u r serious at all. I mean if u r unhappy over the fact that I am flirting with HIM in MY dreams, shd I be MAD cos u really went into IRC and flirt with pple physically? I dun know... I thought that u r just playing around with me and yah... seeking for ONS in IRC so in a way, I dun even feel that we are anyway close to dating at all. U would never understand the pain and hurt u give me when I read abt such entries of u meeting pple up from IRC for ONS and god knows how many u did it with that u fail to blog it down. Haiz... Just to let u know that I am unhappy too but I dun dare to blog it down to u cos I thought I am not of someone close enough to u to be even unhappy... Haiz...

I am emotional too for my last para but yah... I dun know what to make of it, ur IRC thingy, ur spending nite over with ur Master. I mean u r openly flirting with everyone and I thought I am just like everyone, just a flirt. *sobsob* I am surprised that I actually cry now. Haiz... Hope ur Monday was gd...