luv_ktv's untold moments

i was actually expecting some kind of reply, but it did not appear the way i expected. well, i guess i shld change my mindset n reply :) this gona b long blog, i think. longest ever?

well, actually, until now, most of my stuff (except daily blog) is like done for u. so ya, i'm pointing my finger at u :) this sat, why u working? alright, i guess i'll post a blog on fri nite :) ar my work place, at first, i did ask where they going. most of the times, i even had to ask when they going. when they laeve, i join them, until now, they oni rmb asking mi along 2 times oni. other times when i eat with them, i ask to join. wat have i not done?

soemthing not gd abt u? i wrote "not gd" or it sounds not gd? well, u oni dream about him yes. but u often hang out wif ur frns, catching up n chatting. for mi, can u imagine i often stay home right after i KO? on the good side, yes save money, but how abt lack of social life? esp now, i have financial constraints. i oso need ppl to make my life exciting. u r 1 of them. someone who i enjoy toking to, and makes the ending of my day beautiful and complete. someone who is in singapore going to place i familiar with. sound so close to mi. my other close frns are in Oz. Other can-click frn is, for now, my master. who i treat him more like frn, but i call him master to tease him. Other than fidning ppl from irc once in a while, how else can i get excitment?

i oni know tat u often tease mi abt always go irc. never knew u will be upset. i dun like making ppl who r close to mi upset, so i think u know wat gonna happen... n i hope u wil take up this responsiblity :). ya, sometimes, telling ur thots in the face may have bad results if u tend to be direct...

did i ask u again, if u flex/top?? i thot i din say anythign else liao? ya loh, the pounding n pouncing is toking abt u *spotlights beam onto the star of the day, or nite* do u oso, read all comments, den reply the blogs 1 by 1, line by line? cos tat was my style, which would affect ur moods. anyway, i oni asking, no need change anything. nose irritated is referring to, when ur nose is irritated, u will rub it. as u rub.. ok, when i rub mine, it will become stuffy nose.., den when stuffy nose, u tend to suck ur nose. can imagine the sound made, n link to something?

if u dun get it, i'll be direct loh, cos for fun chats, leaving room for imagination is nice, but when it's abt serious things, tat i wanna put thru, i prefer it say it out, rather than guess. nah... dun worry, the "apologise" is jus say say oni. cos i know u wun WANT mi do it :) how u gonna "make it a point to mention mi one way or another" if u dun blog??

eheh, sometimes feelings no need express by words, actions speak louder than it :) as the master is more to a frn, so it's ok for mi to reply to someone who is much closer. i think if i were to spend my day somewhere, i will oso make it a point to go LAN cafe to blog for the night. M/S is connected to the LOVE part. i mean, MS is part of LOVe loh. right now, i dunno how shld i explain the LOVE part. cos i kinda confused.
u feel u are thinking too much abt LOVE between us
u are pretty keen to know mi
u feel tat i oni treating u as someone who i oni flirting wif
we are both touched at how we took the time n effort to "tok" each and everyday.
i have started to find out more abt ur frns n stuff.

so, do the above reach any conclusion? like whether we are seriosuly knowing each other better, or jus, as u said, i oni treating u as JUS someone who i use to kill time? somehow, i feel we are takign a lot of time to know each other day by day. n lots thigns flashing across my mind. i relaly dunno how come, u feel tat u are jus a flirt i found online. sorry, i jumped the sequence of reading here :)

*adjusting my mood* i dunno how ur Samule's bf is like. cos he keep mentioning abt his partner? jus my guess. if hubbies praise their wives all the way in front of single frns, dun u feel they encouraging frns to get married soon? actually, your last para's affecting how i wanna reply ur hinting to mi. i'll try to forget tat para. ok, ur frn wanna u get a better KEVIN ;)

u MISREAD mi liao lah!!! see the quotes!

Keep mentioning his Kevin in front of me until I dun feel like meeting him liao. haha... Oh, so u did declare ur love for Samuel to ur jnr colleague lah, no wonder he's ur lover now... All the best to both of u then... erm... now I feel super guilty that u blog so much until u didn't spend enough time with ur master... Haiz... Maybe it would be better that we reduce our chatting now that u got ur Samuel...

u r combining/mixing ur comments abt UR samuel, my jnr colleague, my master, n finally "reduce chatting"! my usual style is to reply them as well!! but u thot i meant i keep contact with my S colleague, when i wrote abt msn??! tat is my MASTER!

S colleague is a COLLEAGUE at my work place. if u mean thigns to be a joke, i dun mind. but if u taking it seriously tat i chasing him, KAUZ. NO, I'M NOT. i'm taking the time n effort to tok to u here, but u keep thinking i'm going after S?? and he's the rite 1?? shall i say, ur crush is the 1 for u, and i'm disturbing the world between u n him? cos i always take up ur time n effort when u can call to tok wif him??

yes, it's a surprise to see tat u left a comment on 25/2/05, tat started all these things. we have come a long way. i got some ppl who reply short emails and it stopped after a week. cos it's 2 time consuming? i'm still happy tat eveyr few lines of mine can make ur mood better. hope we can clear the fog around us, and progress :) mm, lemme see, pass food using mouth, more personal, warming, n unhygiene. not a bad idea, LOL. jus hope we dun end up choking :P

haha,, i where go cant afford to lose? admit it, i'm better wif words!! =D spank, must be high n top meh? thot when i make a mistake, i rest on ur laps, u can spank liao?? why muz high n top den can spank??? wat u thinking?? =P control u ah? no problem, muz buy a remote control, and a receiver tat suit ur body size. err, but mus know ur stats first lei to buy teh right size haha. keep safe dist oso no use, cos i can whirl my chain n bondage u up anyway =DDD

mi noti? well, someone caused mi to... wat's protein shake? it refer to some gym products, or human product? haha! ya mah, u wearing mask. once u take it off, it will reveal ur true self: the toned n mascular WES of Signapore :D did i mention honry? have u heard of wolf in sheep's clothing? so, when ur sheep clothes melt liao... u shld know wat is a wolf? :)

u ever been to Sparks disco? enjoyable right? fancy having it in my room LOL. hehe, but i never good in bargaining, always dunno if i'll make the seller suffer loss anot. illegal things how can tell? this is public space lei.. later if ppl take note, n u got into trouble, i wil feel veli bad. wun fine u lah, at most force u enjoy them LOL. ahah, dun worry, after u hyp liao, u sure veli3 willing to do it 1 ahaha, den u forget it ever happened, but know u ENJOYYED it!

the potions i made are specially for the person who stand out at the finals. haha, check it out, mean to see, or experience it?? wah, if those shower guys get to check it out, i den really ???? u liao. n i muz drink a lot of water before i meet u. if not, i surely dehydrate from serious drooling LOL. i actually always know u got the extra pounds, but y i wanna mention? cos i know u gonna train ur body up to lose them. as for the mass orgies n stuff happening in my place,ok loh, i dun let u worry anymore :) *pick up binocular - see someone wif a stunned face, breakign into a paiseh, but happy face*

err, how come the duck gravy is white?? how u prepare 1?? roasted n briased all no white gravy. or u wanna do the steamed duck?? thot love bites normally on neck? haha, right now, thinking of ur history, and comparing to mine, i wonder if u can accept mine instead... cos other places, will look like bites meh? ahah, dun need think of places. if u wanna high class, got hotels in city area. if wan cheap n qucik, got hotel 81. if wanna cosy, it the dining room ahha!

about 5 ppl saw the tanline. either in my pic site protected by password, or in person haha. hehe, wondering who will be next to see? perhaps teh guy who often go gym on odd number days?? =D wat u mena u put in 2 much? how u know i wil get high in trunks?? how u link wet ear/kiss to "being together"?? ya loh, u dun compare ur frns wif ex/dates, den y u ask mi "Dun know if I shd feel honoured."?

err,, hehe, i din realyl expect diner to be served on bed, but oni thinking till heating up the cook, to save him. wonder wat cuisine will be served on bed?? hey, after dinner, i offer to clean up teh body for hygiene wat. i thot all guys are attached with guns? oni enunchs dun have... dun tell mi... OMG... wat happened to u?!?! who did it to u?!?! LOL

if i sinner, den tell u wat thign i gona do, den wat's a surprise..... deflowered? duno, but u din hear before meh? ppl often ask u to clean up ur ass, n prepare to SERVE ur TERM. hahaha. "not like to chat" cos u said in blog, u dun liek to chat 2 much wif frns? i dun wan ask u come visit mi (blog) oni when u free cos i knwo u sure come even if u busy. so no pt, but jus let u know i got this thot lah.

i really dunno, how come u can get the idea, i am not seriosu at all. ur frns commented about us oso. we are also spending lotsa tiem on our blog. anyway, i replied thsi part right above liao.. right now, we dunno how each other think of our own acts. u often jus tease mi horny n go irc, but u never say out how u feel at all. i think u are kinda conflicting urself. everyday, we r toking such close thigns. so personal. n u think i'm jus playing wif u? if i am, i surely wil have better thigns to do.

wat's more, i did write down abt my curetn situation. i dunno y u still feel this way. it's really as though u put on a "i oni playing wif u" mask, n nothign will ever happen between us. but pls, *i'm suddenly at a loss of wat i can say*... alrigth, do u know wat's going on? i really dunno what caused the conflict. at 1 side of ur mind, u are keen to know mi. the other side, u think i'm playing wif u. on 1 side of mi, i am always so keen to reply u. on toher side of mi, u think i m not serious at all.

if u really think i'm playing wif u, n u playing along too. i am sad. period. going to sleep now at 1.19am