luv_ktv's untold moments

lotsa to look forward to?

maybe.. but nothign will happen 1... occurred few/many times liao.. i knw that i oni wan/like to look n admire... no physical interaction wil happen.. cos, cruising n having sex in public really nt my way.

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anyway, my bday.. wah.. painful man.. i mean planning for the celeb.. if others plan for u, always seems to easy for them to do so.. or when others invite u to theirs. cos u jus go n enjoy urself.. haha.. trust mi, in the past, when ppl planned for mi (did any1? i duno... really), i probably felt "oh ok".. but never knew wat went on.. even when on tv, ppl usually will thanks these planners... but i nvr did.. cos i really dinno how much effort was needed..

ok, msg'ed a few frns to come.. realised something (have i mentioned it?).. if u set a date wif ppl, n they say "need to chk my schedule", it usually means "see how first.. if i got nothing on, i'll take tat option" unwittingly.. i mena, they may nt realise they actually hinting this.. cos "chk schedule" is a common excuse.

den another few ppl say "shld b ok".. sounds more likely to come rite?? these r den ppl who really wish to go.. but ya, even iflast min, they say cmi, oso bobian.. but at least they show interest.

1 frn who i.. regretted treating shabbily... hope he'll make it.. cos i think nw he overseas.. but the day was chosen based on his free days..

1 frn... who's gorgeous n was my photgraphy model.. if he come, i sure very happy, cos got ppl to look at =D.. n hope to hug him ;)

1 gal pal... or a comon term: fag-hag.. had been reading her blog recently.. den i realised how much.. from her text.. how much she had changed.. i'd say for the worse.. n not sure if my deduction is rite... i msged her abt my bday.. she din reply... usually ppl dun reply when they nt keen.. so 1 day, i msn her "so, i take it that u nt keen on the bday party?".. her reply "oh ya, i haven reply u yet"..

i knw she'd changed.. a lot.. within 1 yr.. i can oni deduce that.. she was surprised i invited her to my bday, cos we din tok for a yr.. n decided nt to reply... cos it'd b tat, it's a general msg tat's mass-sent to ppl.. she duno whether i really mean it anot.. having nto toked for so long, she dun wan to accept it, in case i really din mean the invi n she may feel awkward in coming.. but when i msn her, she knew i really meant it.. sincerely inviting her.. so she decided tat she shld go if she can (IT ppl usually scared of last min stuff popping up). wat's more, given her nature n sensitivity n treasuring of frnship, i knw tat she very likely will agree... why? cos, last yr, she was... if i rmb rite, the first 1 to msg mi at 12am on my bday.. around there.. wishing mi happy bday. tat was during our "no-tok" period. it showed how much she treasured frnship.. n the fate

umm, n i think she still read my blog from time to time.. think she'll see tis..

anyway, it'll b a small gathering of frns who i can click wif.. thign is tat, hwo to plan??? diff ppl, diff interest... gosh... but most likely end wif ktv =D gonna chk where got discount for bday boy.. n whether got.. cake anot.. non fattening type.. SERIOUS...