luv_ktv's untold moments

been reading blogs these days.. to catch up on frns and.. acquaintances' happenings. i hate to use tis term: acquaintance. But sometimes, when proper frnship has not been established, and we rarely knw anything abt tat person, wat other words can be used?

Is LJ really so popular?? wif gay? or wif any non-homo folks? although its the initials of something that homoz LOVE (tis is wat a cute frn... someone who i had a crush on.. but his thinking is too advanced for a late-bloomer like mi.. told mi. i never related it that way till .. he told mi *wink*) is it really tat gd? dunno, i like the presentation of BS though..

anyway, was reading a (LJ) blog.. wanna respond to a comment, but when i saw there're trillions of responses, i simply decided not to.. cos, i'd prefer a small talk, to one that is becoming a chat session...

i hope he dun mind mi linking to his blog from here..:
http://matt-inamorato.livejournal.com/38204.html
jus wanna say (silently, here ie), confide in ur family why u dun wan to go.. they may not knw wat's on ur mind. u posted your thots here, and we know wat made u so insistent on not going, but do your family read ur blog? if not, do they know ur reason for not going? if they don't they r sure to chide u for being VERY unfilial.

if it's other times, I'd say, jus let time heal things up. But now, ur grandma is unwell. It's time to be emotional, at least with your family. There's no point holding back your tears. You may find that "it's the way i want myself to be", but I'd say, at tis time, in front of your family, there's nothing to be embarrassed about. You can go ahead and visit her, but when you can't control it, make a quick exit to the nearest washroom and let your emotions flow out...