luv_ktv's untold moments

finally.. the showdown came. haha... had a good talk wif him... but hor, the day was quite busy at work loh... cos i am in charge of clearing the walk-in users. umm, quite good experience in clearing them... saw ppl, tok to them.. n chat with some (10-20%?).. hehe.. workplace got some good looking 1s siazz.. LOL...

den... after work, wait for colleagues to klnock off.. so tat.. .can go home wif him hehe... not really go wif, but wif company of other ppl loh...

mum sms tat no cook,n i eat myself... hehe.. quite funny... got to the kopi shop, found a empty table, n went for it.. i dun wan to be so rushing to grab a seat but i dunno if i still look rushing by moving quickly there,,, got to the seat, hehe.. about 1 sec ago, got 1 guy put his bag there... n the kopi guy thot we together.. haha.. never mind, cold joke.

umm.. got home, n waited for him.. well, we were doing our things and bla bla... till 10+, den i finally decided to chat wif him... he seem lioke, always dun dare b the first to initiate.. cos he feel bad towards mi? dunno.

i told him in the first place... or rather reminded him of my promise to him "no strings attached for staying at my place". den i asked him who am i to him.. he asked mi back instead.

den... we let out our comments for each other... haha.. quite a heartening tok loh.. at least, i passed my thots to him properly.. n he perhaps accepted. cos he din reason (or talk?) back... so i guess he understand my thots.

at the end, we had a better understanding of each toher...

but... he still came out to mi... telling mi wat happened the past few days... i was pretyt open about it... din react much... cos i kinda expected? i was even feeling happy inside mi... or maybe jus glad lah... happy... will be quite... unusual for someone who lost a dating partner...

we still stayed as frns... n he still living wif mi.... n cos he frank wif mi, i did tell him the comments or rumours others told mi. he oso said tat, he did read my diary.. thus, know wat is in my thots...

later tat night, he say he sleep very well... cos the burden on his shouolder is gone LOL..

for mi, it's not muhc of a diff lah..

single again.... again.,.... again.....

PS: although he does read my diary, i dun think i wanna skip anything tat i have been writing here...