luv_ktv's untold moments

wah liaoz.z.. i jus now was writing something... abt 1/4 of a page, and then i wanna download a file and open with powerpoint, but my Mozilla jus hang. ARGH!!!!!!!

but somehow, i think i'm getting kinda westernised... cos... when i wanna express my... mood, i tend to use english expressions... no more using Asian expressions... wat happened to my asian roots....

hopefully these only apply to those who have been overseas and speak proper english... i mean those frns of mine...

anyway!

i feel that i have failed my job/duty/role as a frn...

no ranking by dates.

a frn who had been toking on the phoen with mi once in a while suddenly asked mi out at 9+ pm for a meal. i thot, it 9+ and going for a cuppa?? umm, i told him it's too late and will call him out again... i never thot of anything else.

then many days, or a few weeks later, i suddenly remembered he said he was facing some problem with his reln, and i called him to ask abt it.. i kinda managed to link his call to the reln problem. yes, he confirmed tat time was due to that. but tat time, i actually thot nothing about it, and brushed it off as a casual meal.

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den, just yesterday, i met up a close frn of mine who came back from Oz for her summer holiday. as we chatted, she told mi she was pretty down at 1 time. i have no idea about it. i asked if she called mi. she did. and she was calling back from Oz. she told mi, when i took the call, i felt surprised tat she called mi from Oz, but was too busy to entertain her. Then she hung up.

I remembered this! at that time, i was really surprised that she called mi! i did not think of anything important, but only felt that she could be lonely and wanna chat. But at that time, i not sure if I was really busy, or soemthing, and i did not really stay with her.

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i really felt bad that i treated my frns this way.. they needed me, and yet i can't sense it. i shld have been more sensitive, and attentive to my frns' needs.... i really feel bad abt it.................