luv_ktv's untold moments

phew.. quite some time din update diary liao... n some things oso.. left undone..

will try to put everything simple...

saycheez: a TV program by Channel U... i applied for it... sent 3 mails liao.. no reply.. den.. when i was working, they actually called mi yesteryda... n wanna mi go audition.. they say saturday.. ok.. den they suddenly change it to tuesday instead.. wah liaozz.. den cannot go liaozz...

china worker: 1 night, i was on way home... those nights tat i din have time update.. i was in work attire.. den after crossing road.. hehe 1 construction worker came up to ask mi in chinese, if got any area around tat is having condo construction.. hehe.. i replied in proper chinese, telling him no condo in deve... but as i directed him to mrt to ask for directions, my face.. kidna twisted.. haha.. when i turn back to face him, he like almost wanna grin siazz... but as a china guy, his voice n diction sounds cute haha

office ktv: suddenly duno wat t say for this 1.. ok, i rushed back to old coy there... deposited my hp n office laptop there.. ehhe.. the RP there.. nice looking.. chatted a bit with him.. 2 mths to ord, but wil clear 1 mth leave :)

work stress: this week, i was... like.. asking myself... how come i supposed to be good in PC work, but now, i end up doing inhse software troubleshooting? everyday pick calls but dunno wat i doing... but lately, i dunno if thsi is gd or bad news lah... i actually managed to convince myself why am i doing these...

well, i'm into java. programming. by learning hwo the in hse program, using java, works, i perhaps can integrate better? i mean, if i know the flow properly.. n got a chance to go up, perhaps i can integrate better? cos i intend to.. wat u call it? develop my career here? hoepfully thigns work out fine..

soft-hearted: well, rmb the 2nd master? or perhaps sex partner.. long time been not toking to him liaozz.. den yesteryda, *i go remove my lens first.. eyes a bit tired..* ok.. yesteryda, he sms mi.. asking where i lvie.. 2 times oso wrong. den i told him directly, and tat he came my place 3 times. he den say his relative passed away.. so feeling down.

so.. i had wanna reply "oh, take care then".. but after going toilet, i decided to offer consoling to him.. but he dun wanna... later on msn, he say wanna call mi.. i ask him call 10 mins later. den 30 min liao, he stil dun call.. n i ask him, he say he duno whether i free liao anot... n anyway, he goign to sleep liao.. wah liaozz.. up to him..

but if we were to chat, i think i focus on advising n hearing him out.. will not tok cock..

bus to work: hehe.. now i got a motivation to take a certain bsu to work!!!! this wk, umm.. mon or tues, there was a good looking guy (not those typical handsome guys.. but a decent looking fellow) on the bus. i noted him. sat in front, but if got chance, will lok back haha... den the next day, i sat beside him.. gently n "unintentionally", i moved my arm to touch him.. at times, shun contact, but every now n den, i'll loook up... i wonder if this is still too obvious..

ya i know n agree... if gers touch mi at times, i will feel uneasy.. den, the 3rd day, i took the bus... n sat jus in front of him.. den i heard his female friend sitting beside him... but the 4th day, i dun see him anymore on the buss.. ddi he change? or jus coincident?

no update of diary: well, had been busy on wed/thur n fri... wed, went movie.. den dun have much tiemt o update... thur, met up wif a frn.. but he meetign another frn oso.. so i chatted with him.. when this new frn finally came, i was frnly to him oso... but somehow, he was avoiding mi... end up, ... ok.. can say i chose it... i was standing behind them. they talking in front of mi. i din really bother to go up n join in...

but hor, wat for i try so hard to join in? esp... when my frn wanna go toilet.. his frn jus followed in oso.. when came out, he stuck to my frn to tok.. ok loh... i will not disturb them. but amusing thign is, when they sat down at a fastfood, my frn going withdraw money. so i asked the new frn to order food. he say wait for my frn. den later he actually asked mi to go n order... den i jus asked why he ask mi go order, when he is not ordering. he kept mum.

i guess he's jus... introvert... not used to another person joining them suddenly. go dinner first.. den write wat happen today :D