Saturday, April 30, 2005

ok.. back from audition.. toking abt work ytday, pretty busy. but fun oso.. cos if i busy, i can test my limit. samuel is pitiful. his dept oni got him n his boss working. but occasionally, he still coem over to update us.. den for mi, towards day end, got 1 regular caller, wah iao, i online with him 1 hr+.. until my ear so painful.. n towards day end, i was so famished.. + my brain has been thinking n thinking, till my lunch has been digested.. i was so tired... later samuel came over, n joked wif mi.. saying a guy user is coming over to look for mi... haha.. 2 bad, i 2 tired to joke along...

k.. last nigh stuff i wrote liao... den this morning i went for audition. i thot, can have some frns to accompany mi for it. dinno, they stand outside the hall, at the reception there. luckily oni 1 frn wif mi. waited 2 hrs before my turn. i went in, at first, i thot i shld have no prob, since my voice can make it. when i got in, i sang. upon reaching 2nd line, i started to focus on my singing to get into mood... by shutting my eyes. somehow, jus 1 sec after i close my eyes, i was thanked by judges n "escorted" to exit.

i guess, it's TV, so they dun like ppl to close eyes. n dun give 2nd chance.. although i think, if i brave enuff, i shld ask for 2nd try. 2 bad, emotional songs need focus on getting the feel right. ehe.. next time, i'll sing a happy song, at least no need focus to get feel, jus bounce n sing will do... sighzz... to think when i register for it, i had wanna sing "cant hear". den this audition, i thot shld focus on emotional nubmers, so tat my vocals get recognition, but jus 2 bad. although, while waiting for my turn, i had "cant hear" in my mind... i was even scared tat, later i may sing tis song accidentally.

alright, wat's over is over. got this exp liao, in future, i know where i stand. n cos this time, i somehow got the courage to sing to ppl in public. cos, after audition, i volunteered to sing to my frn who went wif mi :) next time if still got such chance, i will probably join. HAHA.... now, lemme rest first.. den do my wkend routine thigns..

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