luv_ktv's untold moments

ok.. now writing for my 19apr... or shld it b 20?? err.. never mind.. jus write wat i wann...

let's see..ok.. the most "memorable" 1 is.. i woke up late today.. kauzz.. last night, i really dozed off siaz.. din even got time to return hearts.. n oso.. a old... ex-frn msg mi.. tat 1 who lied to mi abt hp tat 1.. my good aj frn.. it took mi 1 day to decide how i wanan reply.. cos i know, if i stay with him again, i sure cant afford to save so much money as now. n oso, i dun feel like replying to him in cheerful tone anymore.. i oso rmb wat happened back then...

right now, he msg mi about his sad happenings. i can oni ask himt ake care.. if he need someone to tok, i can b on hp wif him.. but... not going out.. kinda happy wif my quiet lifestyle..

back to late issue.. gosh.. last night, i dozed off at 1145pm./. unable to send hearts ..sighzz.. den i woke up at 4am.. haha. door not locked, TV still on, n din jo LOL.. den i was thinking.. alarm has been set to sound at 7am. den woke up 5am, n 6am.. sleep some more, i woke at 735am. WAT?!?! alarm din go off.. i den wondered wat went on... thik think.. sighzzx.. something went wrong. den was.. haha. deciding if i shld go work or wat.. LOL.. ya bad attitude.. but hor.. cannot lah.. muz work!!! somehow seem like, i wan thigns to be perfect.. either perfect or my attitude changed..

perfect as in, if i may late.. i will not wnana go liao.. cos will b rushing.. n late for work.. dun sound good.. attitude change? from last job, they dun care whether u work anot.. clear leave/MC/OFF.. they dun care.. work 8 mths there.. i guess it affecting how i judge my time.. wow.. at work hor, BUSY siazz!!! cos problem cockup here there.. aiyozz.. but this is wat i enjoy abt working.. self torture.. bit streess here there LOL..

hehe.. after work, went to find my dear roger rabbit.. haha.. well, frns shld tok and catch up mah.. :D looking forward to spending time wif him n my Oz pal... but this time, he busy working.. din have mucht ime lah.. wah liao.. wednesday is so zhamz ah? n i drank tat vodka wif orange.. a bit strong siazz.. after 1 glass. i felt DIZZY!!! checked my face in mirror.. cheek bone area, reddish.. n i actually kinda felt HIGH siazz.. long time din feel high.. but i CONTROLLED!!!

toking abt work, ehhe.. this samuel guy at my office.. he's pretty well built guy. cute frnly, approachable, chatty, funloving, hunky in a way. i think he's a guy who many gers wanna have hehe.. is he married? n today hor.. a guy coleague was saying he need samule to stimulate (dunno wat), samule reply "muz need wire to put inside mouth:.. i comment.. it's XXX.. sam den rebuted tat, the person who listened is thinking otherwise.. haha.. i had wanna quickly think of a way to defend n tok back.. but oh well. no need lah, no need to defensive wif him hehe.. let him have his fun.. let him put mi down (pun?!? LOL) no prob :D.. haha.. he dun make mi drool, more to having a.. more than frnly crush on him ;)

wah liao,... at sgboy.. a topic abt fetish.. i jus arguwed back to a mod... wonder if i wil kena banned siazz ;) strange lei, my fridae... i got 2 emails, saying i got 53 hearts daily. but i jus checked.. 53+53 shdl b > 100. was even prepared to return hearts slowly.. but end up oni 76 hearts to return..

n hor, jus now on way home, i bought ice cream eating it. i was behind someone abt 5m before mi. den this person hor.. for a distance of 1 km, he was always peeping back to see if i still behind siazz.. like so scared i do something to him like dat.. when nearing a cross junction, he even ran across when the light is flashing.. crazy guy. i den noticed, tat afte rhe ran across, he was walking easily again.. LOL.. kisiao.

i had mentioned, tat someone who does massaging kinda.. broke contact wif mi.. today he msg mi again.. n called mi.. asking if wanna cock b sucked... i rejected his call, n told him i working. dunno wat he up to...

off to read 2 persons blog.. *eyelids drooping*