Wednesday, April 06, 2005

this 1, supposed to write on sunday, but KEEP FORGETTING!! m i old??! (no offence to ppl of advanced age...)

"turn left turn right" jus screen on Tv.. the story is quite true.. the person who u end up with for life, may be someone who u like years back.. but that tiem ,both are... no fated to be together yet,.. so, no feeling yet. den yrs later, u meet n realise each other was actually acquainted yrs bacdk... this is fate... near the ending, i really was.. duno which part.. either when they both picked calls... or when they saw the photo tat they always JUST SO NEAR n yet so far... or when they both stayed in building jus as earthquake took place... i was almost weping..

everythign happens with fate decreeing it. although it's fate, it dun mean u jsu wait for it to happen. sometimes, miracles will take place, sometimes u need to make it happen.

well, yes i'm still waiting for my guy to appear... but i guess right now, i'm emotionally.. not so vulnerable.. as in i dun purposely.. look forward to the possibility of being attached to any1 i meet... but do hope tt, if the chance comes, i can treasure it, n hopefully it will last... so now, i'm not tat despo to meet frns.. new frns.. sex? DIY at night...

i think i jus somehow.. realised another thigns abt mi.. when i'm with new frns.. really frns.. those.. frns bring out to enjoy the time.. i know tat i shld chat up with them to make it lively.. but if .. the new ppl are those who imay not have tat much contact, i dun thin i'll be so lively n chat up with them right away.. but.. whenm i'm used to their presence, when i see them more, i den chat with them..

i wanna b more socialble.. but i cant afford to be so.. not tat open n lively tat i can forever, b so open n happe n frnly to "hi" n tok.. but i'll b frnly to ppl who i know they shld b my frns... will b frank with them

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