luv_ktv's untold moments

tis period of time, seems to be a self-realisation period.

since national day, i've seeing a indo-chn.. i'm been trying to make things work.. n realised a few things:

1) i'm more of a top.. 90% top. 10% is.. depending on the other guy.. if he wanna try mi as a bottom, well tat's oni 10% of mi being happy..

2) i'm really into both cute faces and tone chest.. ie.. cute face is always a pleasure to look at. for tone chest, i still imagine myself feeling n touching muscles every now and then.. tying them up and.. etc.. lol

3) since i'm a top and into muscles, i wonder, if there's a bottom who's a gym guy..

4) over the last couple of weeks, i'm been staying in office n home to finish my last asgt, and under extreme pressure to do well, in order to pass my last sem. end up, i've become very very introverted once again.

5) wats worse, i experienced a idiot-mentality period. once my asgt is done, i thot i cld relax myself totally n get on wif my life properly. but.. the day after i submitted my asgt, my mind totally went blank. i totally dunno wat i wan to do.. totally not a thinking person. anythign needs to be done? i take 5-10 mins to reach a decision. nothing in my mind was moving. i decided to take mc.. sigh..

the next day, i was still very very blur. n den, after lunch, i was suddenly.. my soul seemed to come back. i was totally full of passion n idea of wat need to be done next!

even i myself was surprised!!

6) it's time for mi to hit the gym again... pretty cliché huh? alright, it's time for mi to go gym again.. not been going for ages..

7) my buddy has coem back from australia, and is now a graduate, a bachelor!! haha.. congrats to him!! n wat's more he's been attached for a yr+.. cool huh? n on thurs, we met in orchard.. went to "aj-frnly" shop to find new clothes. ok, b4 tat, 1 funny incident took plc.. i duno who's cruising who siazz.. i reach the meeting plc earlier, n walked around, n walked past another asian... not exactly cute or handsome or muscle guy.. but jus another guy who.. looked at mi..

as i walked around, i THINK we exchanged glances. jus den... my buddy n his bf arrived n walked over.. i greeted them.. n the next thing, the guy quickly scrammed!!! wahhahaa...

8) having ur buddy beside u is always the best way to kill time.. u knw.. at the bldg, as we took the escalator, 2 gers went to overtake us.. wif an attitude.. my buddy looked at mi.. grinning away... den i was looking at him, when i blurted out "bitch"..

whahahaha.. he's luffing n complaining away y i had to say out tat word!! hahaah.. but i did speak his mind =D

do u believe we actually were in orchard from 8+ till 12??

9) oh ya, on wednesday, i went to audition for 972's singing contest.. but well, kicked out lah.. i realised tat.. i shld have been calmer n chosen a more emotional number to sing..

10) den on fri nite, buddy n bf n mi, met again to club. went to a club tat cost 15$. sigh.. totally boring from 1130pm til 1230? 2nd n 3rd were virtually empty! was even contemplating of napping there.. den later, we decided to dance. oni den i woke up. hahaha.. n.. i wonder if i'm getting better at categorising music haha..

anyway, i realised tat, i dance to pop music, strong beats (err.. not jus "tong tong tong beats, but wif rhythmic sense.. ehh.. hahah..). i even saw tat, when it's those "tong tong tong" music, ppl carried on dancing, while i was slumbering. when it came to rhythmic ones, almost everyone stopped.. but mi was moving to the groove.. n sometimes, for music tat i felt boring, i invented my own moves hahaa.. pretty fun.

11) buddy has been persuading mi to go overseas to settle down.. umm.. shld i?

12) today, i oso went to audition for dance performance.. hahah.. did i hear some gasps?? ya, true.. think 2 high of myself.. but well, everything has a beginning. i at least went over n knw wat r the stds and requirements. n.. realised tat, by asking mi to watch some bodily moves, n follow it, i may have problems learning.. cos i will be very tensed. but if i were to observe.. i cld b calmer n learn faster..

sigh.. darn tired n hungry now.. gotta buy dinner (n maybe see e boy who's cooking it, n clear emails.. etc..

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kevxx: yes i have an lj.. whether you see in the chinese way or the english way... so you moving to lj?

me: u have? how long oredi? lj.. maybe... there's a possibility :)

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nae: aiyoh, must stare so obviously meh?

me: wah liao.. i long time nvr check out guys liao loh.. when see a delectable.. uh-hem.. in front of me.. (delectable dish? haha) it's jus so natural to keep looking..