luv_ktv's untold moments

feel like updating my blog.. but at a loss of wat to say.. lol.. am i getting too serious in forgetting wat happens to mi? i mean the bad stuff... so seriosu tat, i oso.. forget... umm, no, i dun think i forget good stuff.. jus tat, too busy wif my life, tat i din have enuff time to blog the happy stuff... i've lost the mood n the feel to blog abt these... din even have time to read frns' blogs..

umm, 1 thing in my mind... haha.. few things in my mind in fact, but jus blog the one tat is most memorable in my mind, n i dun wanna forget wat happened.. n i finally understand why some ppl cant keep secrets, or tend to make some affairs publicised haha..

jus 1 wk b4 20th jan, i saw my msn contact stating he's selling dxo tix. den i realise tat he's out to earn a fast buck. but he din see whether he's got the resources anot, n whether the tix can make sales anot, n whether he got enuf time to sell anot. he's still nsf boy.. still decent n fresh in thinking.. innocent too. to mi, he is not those who know how to lie.. or those who dun lie.. very innocent in thinking.. so i decided to help him..

i offered to take the tix.. so he demanded to knw how i gonna sell them.. i guess he knw i gonna jus buy from him so he dun wan tat.. well, if i tell him the truth, he sure dun wan.. but i knw wat he';s trying to do, so i surely cant tell him wat i plan.. he keep pestering mi to say who i gonna sell. to stop further pestering, i warned tat, if he wan mi help him, stop asking how/who/where i gonna sell.. he stll persisted.. so i jus took back my offer to help.

i knw tat, if he so stubborn like the past mi, den i cant help him at all. or, if he knw wat trouble he got into, n how despo he is to get the tix off his shoulder, he'll ask for my help again, but stop finding out how i gonna sell...

he den, apologised, n asked mi to help.. so i ask on msn who wnana get the tix, n oso sms my entire hp contacts. got some ppl reply, but none taking up the tic, cos it's NOTHING GREAT. jus drinks, cheerleading gers (eeee), n live band... or maybe it's more for some niche clietns who i haven met.

tis nsf boy oso ask wat i wan him do in return.. i asked him wat he can do.. he say dunno...

oh well... the first thing tat comes to my mind of cos is to release my sexual urges... but well, since i wanna help, why take advantage of his situation?? wat's more, if i need help, do i wan ppl to say wat's on my mind?? so i jus told him, think nothign of it.. jus a hug will do.. den i told him, if he need money, jus discuss wif mi first..

days later, really no 1 wanna buy at all.. so.. i decided to take 30 tix from him.. n he say he'll try to find a way for the remaining 5.. but i offered to buy from him still.. later he asked mi to take 2 extra, cos his frn buying 3..umm ok, well, i decided to help him buy the 32 tix loh... haha.. quarter of my salary siazz.. but i did tell him, in future dun take the tix on impulse..

den, when we met, he still very shy.. n maybe he's not ready to meet mi, he's very apprehensive abt seeing mi.. but he got a "fag hag" wif him lol... well u know, the same type as my sonya pal.. but his fag is 2 yr older than him.

den his fag did try to fish info from mi, asking how i foudn so many buyers... i knw i still need to hide the truth.. cos they r pals.. if i say the truth, who knws if she will let the cat out anot.. unless he really manage to convince mi, i wun ever tell him.. cos i dun wan him to feel indebted to mi.. i dun wan him to feel bad. i jus wan him to learn his lesson, n dun.. do such things anymore.. n now i begin to realise the power of money.. the truth of "if money can solve a prob, it's not really 1 to start wif"..

anyway, being able to help him outta the crisis, i happy liao...