Sunday, July 11, 2004

umm.. it's not a bad idea to write out my thots tat i dun intend to broadcast to my frns. But when ppl know that you write diaries, and expect to see this/that, dun wan see this/that, somehow it loses the meaning of diary. isn't it? Diary, is supposed to be secret.. thigns that happen to you, that you wanna write down. so tat u cna track. but when ppl make it SO DAMN obvious tat they know wat u writing, and ask if u'll write abt them, how u gonna describe today, how u want to write... it kinda... lose the ... original feel of diary. Do your friends or whoever, ask u those qns? ask how u'll describe the events? no right?

Plain reading n understanding at ur own pace is great enough. Can discuss of cos, but it's my diary, why request tis/tat on wat i write? true, it's online and meant for everyone to read, but it's a diary, which is supposed to be personal. By putting online, you can read, but why dictate?

anywya, enough of my grumbling...

an originally normal weekend became 1 full of excitement and enjoyment haha.. but quite odd lah...

ok, 1 guy who i knew, knew only... nothing much else, sms mi.. den i realise he is someone who i knew LONG time back. as i got something on later, we kinda arranged to meet after my apptmt.

wah, i forogt how long it take mi last timet o walk all the way to his place... but it took mi 20 mins of walkign.. sianzZ!! on arriving, took soem trouble to go up due to security.

had a short chat to find out abt limits, den the act began... somehow, i guess i'm really not into M&S... as i was tied up in a kneeling psition, but i will feel better, if i tied up spreadeagle... (hehe.. by thinking of writing of this word, i felt somethign.. rush of blood!!)

anyway, he did get my sensitive areas right.. at the first part... got erection pretty soon... but i din not pretty much enjoy when...oh ya, when i was blindfolded!! blind fold is exciting.. but.. umm.. i prefer to see what's happening.. maybe i'm really not into slavery...

den the story almost came to an end, when he kinda failed to keep his senses on. he oredi knew where is my sensitive part, and my hurting areas. but, maybe he 2 excited, he jus kept on touching the hurting areas. the sensitive side, he only felt once or twice and proceed with his excitement and joy of touchign the hurting areas, which could be his fun place. Too bad, tat doe snot work. I have given him the hint of my sensitive areas, but he still persisted in "avoiding" them. Soon, I got cbored *serious* n decided to end it.

hehe.. wah, the show on chU gonna start!!! but sadly, his place dun have the reception for it... n he offered mi taxi home. ehe.. i declined, really. cos i can walk home myself. but, when i got down, felt tired, weak n 2 far a distance to take... so, i... shyly asked him to send mi home on taxi ;)

haha.. got home and took my "supper" at 10pm heh.. got no spare seats, so i asked a ger and her elder sis. haha.. fancy them say "these 2 seats are free".

den, later met up a guy in condo. din feel for him.. but suddenly he wanna have fetish into play. he a master. the way he command quite funny.. maybe not used to it.. ordering mi to do things, and questioning if he did permit mi do some thigns.. hhaa.. but here, i did JO loh.. :)

did i write 2 long? hehe.. gonna return hearts..

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