3:53 p.m.

suddenly, my mood took a DIVE.

ok.. the day has all along been fine and happy for mi.. until jus now. now stuck at how to start my diary oso. damn.

ok.. on fri, thigns have been going on fine.. until nee... umm.. i KO from work, den go disco.. for first night... sianzz, no mood to write 2 much oso.

thinking thinking abt wat happened jus now.. really irritated mi. wonder if i'll still go for the dinner later...

ok.. slept pretty late after going to disco, or club, wif frn. saw 1 old acquaintance oso and saw some new ppl.. but guess i was 2 tired, so jus kept chatting wif tat frn. even when ppl try to greet or tok mi, i din bother to chat.

finally got home, and slept at 5am!!! (din feel like putting smiley at this mood). den next day, woke at almost 1 pm. recv calls n sms from colleagues. hehe.. i know e person on duty is tat cute colleague, but i jsu pretend :). den he identified himself.. n i tok to him abt what went on last night.. haah.. tok abt 30 mins i guess.. cos oso chated n gossiped :)

later i call another colleague... n den directed back to tat cute guy. so i called him again.. n spoke to him.. hehe.. i din expect our chat to be so long siazz... we chatted abt many many thigns... thigns i din expect to know from him and tok solong.. really so cool and happy... although mostly i asked the qns lah ehhe.. chatted for 1 hr 2 mins!!

den later, a frn asked mi go out, cos he meeting irc frn. but tat frn suddenly say bring a frn along ,so he ask mi along oso.. so i joined in.. n 1 was a pimple face, 1 is boyish face. boyish tat 1, no intereest, but look longer, feel better.

tried to tok to them, but can't. say 1 line, ppl join in n break our chat. even when i tok to him, he'll soon divert to others. no point toking.

1 last attempt was made when we down off to ground floor. my frn saw someone familiar n tok to him. so, i start to tok to them, but they kinda leave mi outta chat. so, wat i can do? jus move away n look at others thigns.

even later when the frn stop again, i steered clear from them n stood alone. y shld i join them, since they bochap my presence?

but then, this time, e person my frn met (wah, veli messy huh? so many ppl inside) has a frn along.. he looks quite proper.. not tat clean cut handsome type, but got the boyish man look. not bad. my eyes were on him since then.

i din expect us to stay for so long loh.. thot oni hi n bye oni. but later all of us went for drink. as usual, i strike chat, but evidently, tat guy "call him RIC?" had his eyes on my frn's boyish frn. cos i tok him Ric, he replied 1 liner. den when he tok to tat boyish, there was an exchange of lines. alright.

but along the way, we did have a frnly conversation. i oso asked for their nubmers. all gave. oni tat Ric din. he say somethign like he dun have hp... giving some reasons. n i thot his hp spoilt, so using other ppl's. den din bother much. really stayed for hrs siazz.. tok chat dance drink ate.

but i kinda know, tat boyish n mi, are almost fighting for him silently.. he is passive, so remain passive. i took initiative.

finally we decided to go ice-skating tmr. time is late noon. this wkend, i was rather happy though.. cos chatted wif cute colleague, n knew tat Ric.

got home n slept abt 5am+. till 3+, had been waiting for them to call n confirm ice-skating. finally someone called. but strange, why din Ric call? i had almost wnated to ask tat.. but my frn wanted mi to call him instead n tok.

so, 3 of us in conf call. i was looking forward to teh ice-skating thing. den somehow we chatted abt Ric.. n why he can't give us his number. so, e reason is, he was once somehow cheated of his nubmer, until it was passed to some strangers who called him. and it was during his exams.. tat disturbed him a lot. at this point, i told his frn, ask Ric to delete my number from his hp. Sicne he's not gonna contact mi wif his hp, why shld he keep my number? Since he's gonna contact me via his frn, why does he need my number? i dun understand his point. this is 1 thing tat irritated mi.

den, later the plan to go ice-skating was postponed to next wk. Reason is tat, e boyish cant make it this wk, so postponed. What???? 4 were going. becos 1 cant make it, it cancelled?? hey, we are not going on a date ok?! if you are gona date on the skating rink, go ahead. but if jus 1 guy u like not going and it cancelled, wat's the point??? we going there to skate, not to date! damn it! i refrain myself from using "F".

this is 2nd! 3rd 1

tat boyish is having family dinner. forgot wat time. so, they gonna, for his sake n ric's, have dinenr at that time. well did they ask if i free at tat time? NO. they decided based on tat boyish. and they just decided and decided to go wif it.

coem to think of it, i think i not going for dinner wif them lioa. although i like tat guy, i not despo to see him. PLUS, the skating cancelled due to dating reason, and his abnormal reason for not giving number. Period.