sometimes, to make life easier.. to live, is it better not to be so picky nicky abt stuff?
cos.. in the past, i was introvert n trying to break out of it, cos i knw i need frns n wanna knw more ppl to.. widen my social circle. den in the process, perhaps i was 2 outgoing to a degree tat they feel i kisiao (tis is my view). n.. started not to chap mi so much.
den got this yandao guy.. in my prev module, i was in his same class. i tried to initiate chats wif him. he bo-hiu. den i oso dun care. den in tis new class, i again his classmate. he again bo-hiu mi. but now, asgt is due in 2 wks time. he din do anythign yet. den he suddenly msn mi, saying "wah i finally got time to tok wif u in msn siazz".. but well, i knw his purpsoe... not to merely chat, but mainly to seek my help in java...
is it really better to forgive n "forget" easily?
unforgiveable
i dun think i'm giving myself too much pressure... cos it's supposed to be like tis.
in my new sem wif monash, we have a java prac to do. my scjp is abt 1.. tis prac for version 1.5. the diff is tat, 1.5 has an additional confusing feature in it. Generic type. this 1 is getting my nerves.. perhaps it's not the generic part. it's the asgt reqmt. they r using "generic extends some-obj". and we need to make a class tat uses this ".." line. in my file, i soemtimes really duno if i shld.. use my file's name... oh well,...
interface TrClass
public class MyClass<...> implements...{}
i'm really .. lost as in which .. class to declare my elements as.. sigh.. due on 29 aug. i'm wondering why do i have trouble understanding it. n kinda.. exasperated by my.. speed.. 1 wk gone, n i'm still at the base level.. i knw tat, personally (or within myself), i'm trying to escape from the asgt cos i really dun have much idea how to proceed.. esp when 1 hr is spent on researching n asking, but practically no progress in my codes. i dun wan b troubled over it, thus.. although i been trying to work on it n wake up early to continue, i always fail to do it.
i hope i can get back on track soon...
haha... but then, a frn of mine, although he's got prog exp in antoher language, but he din touch java for yrs. n now.. he seems to almost finish it in 1 wk... he oni lack some features.. i wonder how he did it.. i'm not sure if i'm jealous/..
force Mast...
Again, i'm.. losing focus.. anyway, since i got another module (biz module) whihc need to hand in on 25th aug, i can jolly well do soem research first, n at same time, relax my mind, hopefully.
ok.. straying to blog.. abt some fantasies again.. (i have many, doncha dink soh??) forgot abt the plc.. i dun wan b so specific. or perhaps.. imagine.. at a basketbal court.. u n 3 frns playing balls. den tired, so u guys ast at the spectator seats, whcih has first n 2nd level. u sitting 2nd lvl, 2 frns beside u, 1 frn on first level. as u guys chat, 1 frn spray or pour water "accidentally" onto u.. den the 2 frns slowly grab hold of ur hands, n quickly immobilise ur arms...
u cant shift ur body anymore. u r caught in btwn, n unable to move. den ur 3rd frn (at 1st level) press down ur legs n sits on them, n ur legs cant move oso.
they den start to tease u.. caress ur body.. n turn u on.. u ask them nt to play, but they ignore u.. den they start to lift up ur shirt.. n u struggle a little. but they carry on. den they lift the shirt over ur head so tat the shirt still on u, but it cant fall down anymore..
they den ticklet ur body n start to advance to ur pte.. u realise something's up n u struggle.. but they overpower u n u remain helpless.. they den rub ur pte, causing a slight erection. they then pull down ur pants to reveal ur undies. they tease ur erecting pte.
finally, they pull dwn ur brief too, showing an erection. they gave it a few hard springing effect wif their fingers n masturbate for u.. wif that erection, they took out their hp n snapped shots of u..
they den.....
lol...
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