Saturday, March 31, 2007

wahahah... can u imagine?

an old frn of mine, suggested tat i make a vid of myself having sex wif a call boy.. hwahaha... n... in the past i def'ly reject.. but tis time, i gladly accepted it, provided the boy is.. of my requirements..

haha, when it's decided, i pestered my boss lemme take leave tat day.. wah, so much til my boss.. seem to suspect i planning to leave the company.. cos, at the end of 2nd appraisal tat day, she asked if i intend to leave the company when the proj is successful. i think she oso knw she need to specifically state wat she's asking, if nt, i wun get her point of "leaving company, not jus proj/team/department". but i told her i wun leave, unless company ask mi to.. she den said "good, keep it up!".

ok.. back to teh leave thing. i went over to this frn plc, n lok how he set thigns up.. yes.. u may have guessed it.. pin hole cam, air-con, curtains, towels. i prep the condoms n lub myself. we chatted a bit.. hehe, long time nvr meet liao, oso dunno wat to chat..

the boy finally came.. i led him into the room.. i felt so NERVOUS DARN! i knw i wanna do things, but i jus din dare! while he's massaging mi, i even thot of "lick here/there a bit, den jus give him the money". but later on, as i calmed down, i told myself to get my money's worth.. dun b afraid to do wat i wanna do to him.. n kept telling this to myself lol.. i finally relaxed more...

but hor.. soemhow i think i'm getting scheming.. as i progress in age n understand more abt human behaviour.. cos.. for tis boy, i knw the positioning of the cam.. n i wan to capture how his body looks like.. den halfway thru, i got him to stand by the bed. in case he wonder why stand at such angle, i pretended to wanna oral him.. den later i got up n stood behind him.. nw, he's the oni person in the cam.. hahah..

n i am caressing his chest from the back..

surprisingly... when i was jerking him off, he actually shot pretty far.. he himself was stunned n commented "very far".. he oso said he jo the day before oredi.. i think it's cos i blif in mutual enjoyment, not jus "i paid for it, so i have to make sure i enjoy".. but wat's the pt, if u enjoy, butthe other person feels nothing? thus, conclusion: he enjoyed it.

interesting quotes from him:
1) ur tool too big for mi

2) for oral, oso use condom

he's a thai.. i not sure if he's gay anot.. but well.. it seems a fast way to earn quick bucks..

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anyway, sometmies it feels so good to have frns not to lie to u.. anythign, be it how they feel towards u, how they intend to do thigns.. unless it will embarass them a lot.. but if its mere human reaction or response, why be shy.. abt it.. oni to b found out later..

another eg of my scheming side:

got a guy who wanna mi take photo for his models (if it supermodel, i def'ly no chance.. so u knwo). when he got to my plc n we discussed the shots, i oredi had in mind, how to manage to touch his body.. at the end of the discussion, i told him i have pictures of a guy who i took photos for, got him to come my hse.. he saw the pix, n wanna take some for himself oso.. den i ask him to lift up his shirt.. he declined, cos he's shy (i say 1, he say his body all fats).. but i told him sooner or later, i still see his body mah..

so he lifted it up.. to reveal stomach.. i was abt to lift up more, den he auto lift up to show his chest.. i turned him to face the light.. den... use my left thumb to touch his nipples, n moved to the right 1.. he instantly moved back n luff it off.. mi too lol..

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