luv_ktv's untold moments

have i been outta love for 2 long? or i've not enjoyed myself wif someone for a long time?






cos today... i met a frn for dinner.. in the lau pa sat foodcourt, beside the jap/korean cuisine stall, got a stall selling.. some chn food (lol, i din .. really din notice the food it selling).. tis stall.. at first, i saw a fair skinned china guy manning the stall.. ok loh..

den i ordered my jap food n sat near there.. lil did i expect tat.. when i turned around to check out the stall for its products, got a.. maybe another china guy manning the stall. a bit beng looking.. the hair centre parting, kinda broad shoulder (medium size guy), wif an ok looking face.. no specs. i saw him.

som time later ,i turned again n saw him doing the cashier. cant see his face, but recog his shirt color n pattern. ahahha... the centre spot, whcih is the bridge between the 2 sides of the chest (wow, descriptive huh) was full of sweat siazz.. i forgot how many times i turned around.. few times saw him standing there n saw the spot. 1 time, he walked to other side of stall to prep something, n i turned around, he noticed it, looked up, we exchanged looks, he looked down again.. n.. the next thing i knw, no 1's manning the stall...

wahhaha./.. nw i thinking.. n really a DARING thot.. n drama?:
shld i.. approach the stall.. try to strike a chat wif him while ordering (muz b no 1 queueing).. den pass him my name card (shld i? or jus contact number? umm.. name card more.. better.. will nt sound so cheapo.. n feel more sincere oso.. although i may find it stupid much later) tell him if he need a chat or help, jus contact mi.. when he contact mi, i'll still help.. n ... hehehe...

although wat i have in mind, is i pay him maybe 100$ for a 2-hr session wif him.. but tis 1 how to say?? it's despo weird n psycho sounding if i make it so obvious..

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den after my class, i went to take the bus. n.. was i LUCKY...

i walked to the end of the bendy bus, got space at the back seat, n 1 end is a medium size guy oso, wearing office attire (not suit), sitting there... the way he sit, his shirt pressing onto his chest, shows not a total flat chest, n nt a muscle chest oso.. flabby.. oso dun thin so.. at least got a shape.. or size or volume :P.. looks is ok. when i abt tot take the seat, his legs were wide apart, n the buldge in his pants looks amazing lol.. i excused myself to him, so tat he narrow his leg.. n i sat beside him.. but i can feel tat he's avoiding body contact though.. from time to time, i will look to the side, n indirectly look at him.. lol..

den a while later, he's dozed off.. the bus is crowded.. i look to his side again.. n again.. n again.. den i decided to .. look deeper.. i looked at him, from head to tummy.. as though i'm checking on my frn who's sleeping.. i cn oni say: nice chest.. but i din do anything else.. den he abt to alight.. i made way for him.. n as he made his way out. he looked back, n i look at him.. seems like he's trying to determine if i'm looking at him..

infatuation? maybe.. maybe i really lack/long/yearn for more.. dunno..

but i thot abt it.. if i'm interested in someone, as a life partner, i'll set a rule, not to have sex wif him for a yr.. sigh.. thinking abt tis restriction..