luv_ktv's untold moments

haha.. i dunno how true tis sounds.. or wat happening.. for a good long time, i've not watched any real-life ghost docu.. those tat's not staged, but really to investigate and check thigns out to clear any doubts.

ytday.. i checked out a forum thread, and saw some.. discussions abt ghost.. esp the hk talkshow that discusses about ghostly happenings. i went in, and watched n followed the links to various sequels. perhaps i've not watched such things for a real long time, and i totally submerged myself in them for hours.. yes hours. i got too engrossed.

i thot i, wif logical thinking, will b able to stabilise my mindset n won't b affected by such talks. but, after watching 5-7 clips, i felt i had to stop, cos my subconscious has realyl been affected.. my mind is once again hallucinating. i had to stop... end up i din even dare to off the lights when i head to bed.

but 2 funny incidents happened...

i was watching the shows as mentioned above.. i felt slightly disturbed.. as in i am losing my logical thinking and my mind is wandering into its subconscious state.. i cant stabilise myself in thinking... i immediately grabbed hold of my buddha chain pendant that i been wearing.. i held it tight.. i then felt a sense of relief.. not say i felt protected, but the internal (unexplainable, or inexplicable?) fear gradually wore off...

a while later, i felt the same thing again... once again, i held it tightly... n luckily.. the fear went off soon...

n not to forget, my eyes were filled with tears.. although none slipped down my face

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den tis morn, i watched the rest of the sequels.. abt how the hosts tried to tour the netherworld.. n found out about their past lives...

it felt really real...

it mentioned about the ger host.. who was very timid for no known reason. den the guy host.. oso went to find his past life.. n something interesting happened... it's religious stuff... i dun feel appropriate toking abt it here..

later, the ger asked the hypnotised guy, why she's so timid.. n the guy asked her, why did she break up wif her ex... she replied, saying he's got too many gfs. den the guy revealed.. tat's her hubby in the past life...

the guy den asked, if she wans him back. she thought for a moment, n said no. the guy den passed her a red string. n said tat, if she's serious abt not wanting the reln back, she can cut the string n she will nvr see him again. she hesitated, but cut the string in the end. she felt a load off her shoulder at tat moment...

den... as for mi, during this morn ep, i.. for a moment or 2, i uttered soemthign disrespectful... n i immediately grabbed my pendant, n sincerely apologised... once again, my eyes got teary....

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upon finishing the clips, i really thot of wat really happened.. to mi tat is..

in the show, they mentioned a guy who did not want to touch pork at all.. n when he visited his past, he realised he was a butcher.. n thus, hated tat smell...

these make mi really wonder wat i was.. n there was mention tat, or maybe folklore, parents owe their children some things in their past lives, n r paying them back by the amount of love care n concern that they need to shower upon them...

sigh... how i pity my mum...

if there is a chance tat i can seek my previous life.. probably i'll...

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for those who are keen, check the clips out.

links to the clips:
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=666F83FCD425B222

if inaccessible (cos it directly points to my playlist), check out..
barging into extremely haunted place

visiting the underworld
This is quite boring in the mid parts of the show, cos no 1 called in, it's basically a chat session.

Seeking your previous life
This is the one, that i watch in the morn..

Enjoy the clips!

PS: Not for weak hearted!!!