luv_ktv's untold moments

seems tat, at times, blogging is quite tiresome.. so much tat, i soemtimes dun feel like writing it down... but dun write, will soon forget it, n no way to trace back the memory...

anyway, it's pretty horrible these days,,, no idea wat's going on..

ever since, during the exam period when i immersed myself in digesting real-life docu shows on ghost from hk, i've been not myself at all... ytday, dinner had a spread of meat dishes.. big prawns and tasty chicken meat. but, when i looked at the prawns, i felt it's sooooo cruel to twist its head off just to bite its flesh... but i still did it.. when i twisted it, i felt as though i'm breaking its life... although it's cooked. den the chicken meat, although for lunch, i had drumstick noodles, i simply do not wish to eat a lot of chicken meat for dinner... i was still hungry when i decided to stop eating... i looked at the leftover, drooling, but i simply din have the appetite..

at tat point, i even thot, will i ever start eating vege TOTALLY? cos.. i can actually imagine myself swallowing greens... n blif mi, my tummy had a lil prob right after eating the prawn.. although i din need the toilet..

n... does it sound scary tat, while i was watchign the docu, i smelled some burning.. i checked my house, nothing... only my room.. had it... n now, when i'm blogging abt the chicken meat, i actually sniffed somebody (outside my house) heating up braised chicken meat... yummy... but if it's brought to my eyes, will i gobble it? i duno...

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umm, tat's all the weird stuff... now... the fun part!!!

tis morn, when i was walking on teh mrt platform, got a guy.. at most poly age.. if nt is sec sch age, wif pimple scars... standing in my way... i.. walked in front of him.. when i stopped, i look back at him.. he noticed the look. den i focussed on waiting for train...

when the train came, a group of kids were standing at my usual area, so i stood somewhere. den i saw the pimple guy coming in... we exchanged looks.. but i turned away promptly, cos i dun wan... look at him too much.. den somehow, a woman stood beside mi, almost side by side. 1 old lady stood in front of mi.. i almost touching her butts. he got to stand beside tat old lady. he holding on to the ceiling handrail n his side facing mi... from time to time i lok at his face n hair... n sometimes at his chest... lollollll... *shy*

it lasted minutes...

2 stops later, some ppl tried to squeeze into the train... resulting in pushing inside-train folks in further... pushing... till... the old lady disappear.. n i got less space... but the pimple guy stnading right in front of mi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i was so EXCITED!!!!!

i noticed at a right-side corner, got a girl looking at my direction, like wanna get my attnetion.. but .. who cares..

so the guy is directly in front of mi.. wah liao... i felt so helpless!!! cant do anything to him... unlike in porn, when a person is in mrt, u can perhaps molest a bit.. but it's real life... cannot do such things.. not even a "harmless" move, cos tat may prove FATAL.

wah liao... u knw.. the distance is like.. a slight movement from mi.. i can toch him liao... but den... it's BAD... n disgusting... n it's oredi enjoyable to have him right in front of mi..

den... as the train moved, n jerked.. i took the chance..

as the train jerked, cos the positioning is .. his arm level jus nice.. at my neck level.. so, when it jerked, in an instant, my chin was resting on his arm! n den taken back... all happened at 1 short n quick instant!!! so enjoyable!! but so without a trace!! of cos he got stunned n look back.. but i treated like nothing happened.. stayed non-chalent.. so he din do anything... haha.. did he think anything or something happened? or his hallucination?

later on, i alighting.. n went passed him :)...