Sunday, December 26, 2004

on xmas eve, i brought my gift for my date... took the time to wrap it up for him... even stayed back there to finish wrapping up...

den joined my frn for gathering at his frn's house..

cos my date is travelling overseas for xmas, i planned to surprise him by arriving at his place, when he jus came back from trip... den wah liao... thigns cock up... din manage to pass him the thing, i was frustrated, and almost din enjoy my xmas eve.. stayed very quiet and isolated, but abt 1 hr before xmas, i managed to pull myself together again.

to think i was so silent for 4 hours... from 7pm to 11pm. Frns have been trying to get me into the mood, but I simply lost it. Drank liquor to kill the mood. into the MN, a guy kinda... bathed n changed in front of us.. and later he told our fortune with his tarot card. i ask for it as well.

during this session, realised quite a bit about my future... n told him wat i was told in the past as well. kinda know what's gonna b my future. tarot seem more like telling u what;s gonna happen in near future, while facial n palm is more like rounded.

after the session, i kinda confided in him wat happened... n also expressed my interest to... know him personally...

den all of us went to sleep... and the next morning, went for bfast... strange though.. seem like i was not tat welcome.. cos...

cos everytime i had to think of topics and start the chat.. they seldom did. seldom involved mi in their talks as well.

so, just as we left the place, i decided not to tok anymore... unless they initiated it. and true enough, no 1 bothered abt mi. i walked right in front of them.. i mena a few metres away.

came home... n thot of having a good rest... cos the eve wasn't that great. but i din wanna join my good frn's party... due to some personal conflicts.

but when i got home, i simply can't rest... forgot wat i did, but i went to irc... i was honry... chatted there... n got someone keen to get over here.. someone was outside and wanna get ppl to join in for xmas... n someone who THINK HE IS HOT STUFF N PUT ON ATTITUDE.

1) tat someone keen to come over, he live near mi... he came over... n it's was not tat hot, but more to les than an avg enjoyable scene...

2) the guy outside, he was bored for xmasn wanna find ppl to go out.. ok loh.. can go out oso.. cos i dun wan stay home, n i dun wan call ppl out oso...

3) the attitude guy... i show him my picture, n gave my number, he called mi with private line.. i not free... den after hanging up, as a good gresture, i praised tat he sound sexy. den attitude came. he told mi tat to get his number, i have to give him a bigger picture...

i asked, why. he said "cos he is hot property". comeon, get a life! why shld i give him wat he want?? I gave him 2 items, he din even wanna give 1, and think he's hot?? wat's worse, he even threatened to post my number on the main window if i dun give him?? what' kinda guy is he???

i told him off... n posted his msg on the main widnow. den i told him there's no point if he's insincere. den he said, it's my loss. huh??? well, i'm not desperate.

after meeting 1) i went off to meet 2).

along the way, i called my good frn... haha.. do i wanna address him in this way?? dunno... n he's at home, watching TV. i asked him out... to join us... haah.. first time i called him so directly.. forgetting all unhappiness i had with him..

he's coming, den i called another person.. who's supposed to have lotsa time... hehe.. true, he is alone n spending xmas at home LOL.. asked him out loh.. den when i got there, the guy is there... and he got another person wif him.. haha.. tat other person oso from irc... umm.. i guess i continue writing.. no need to write another page..

chatted with 3) and new guy... 3) is actually .. somoene who i met before..

new guy.. not bad, can click wif him.. den... 3) supposed to meet a new person.. but thi person.. 20+ yo, jus show attitude.. he keep saying cant find us,... when finally saw us, he lost his temper and stormed. i saw him n shouted for him.. he pretended not to hear. oh well.

den 3) called him.. pissed, i screamed "jus now say got many entrances when there's oni 1! saw us and went off loh! shout for him oso din hear us loh.." simply pissed at him..

later 3) still called n met him.. well, for mi, i simply dun bother myself abt him... when 3) got him n intro us, i oso bochap him n take as transparent. then we all jus went off to enjoy our time...

had wnana watch show,. but no seats.. sighzz.. den all the way went to our chiong point :D

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