luv_ktv's untold moments

wah liao.. believe it? i specially got home early to finish blogging siazz.. cos it's really happening n i dun wna to miss any detail.

this blog is abt the walk for aids.. yes i went there.. wha liao.. these recent blogs, i've been giving away my whereabouts siazz.. although i had always valued my privacy a lot.. duno whether it's due to havign no confidence in my looks, or simply.. dun wan b scared by ppl who look at mi "admirably" on the streets..

in nn time, i took bus to somerset there.. speaking abt tis, i was actually in a light-hearted mood siazz.. but how come.. it seems to have changed.. anyway, got to the registration site soon den jus idled there.. suddenly a gym guy.. fair.. appeared before mi.. after a short while, i chatted up wif him.. i cn feel tat he's str8 siazz.. he dun even knw wats the event abt.. his female frn asked him to come along in case of volunteer shortage, but the number proved overwhelming.. his singlet showed his well-endowed chest, n arms.. but he decided to go to the endpt, as he's not .. perhaps nt keen to join the walk.. maybe he see too many aj folks so.. dun wan to be seen as supporting us..

from den on.. things took a change.. perhaps i was really bored.. n the ppl around mi kept on ... standing darn darn close to mi.. almost as if we are queuing up.  i did nt like it, n kept moving around to avoid them.. i tink they see tis action as avoiding them.. n dun wish to be in their "level" group.. den i was there, staring into blank, waiting for time to pass.. n luckily got ppl skating here n there, n i was loking at how they move.. haha.. i din even notice E was there siazz.. can't recognise him in casual wear.. not to mention another guy Aye.. without his make up yesterday, he really look MUCH MORE RUGGered.. maybe he shld shave..

den finally, the walk began... wah liao, got so many sch gers... hahaha... dunno y they there siazz!! lol.. sigh.. after the vollunteer work @ 1-7, den realised wat i shld b expecting @ the walk.. i need to find frns to go wif mi!! if nt, every volunteer has some frns to ... "hi hey, how r u".. den mi.. knw no 1 there.. but 2 bad, 2 last min liao, no 1 go. sigh.. so end up i walking alone..

did the org-er kinda knw i'm quite ready to take pix? cos although i'm not the photographer, he asked mi to take some still, after knwoing i have it wif mi.. so, at the end of the walk, i got busy taking pix.. haha, anyway, i was not in the mood to make new frns n takig photo kept mi busy. moved around ,took photos here n there.. n even took cynthia babe n hossan.. leong (dunno wat description sounds good n creative enuff, so better dun write)

"soon", everythign is over.. had thot of... see whether they got any dinner or not.. or a de-brief.. as i knw, i am more relaxed during such times n can make frns easier.. but 2 bad.. seem nothing else on.. ok loh.. i make my way out.. went to nearest mrt toilet to change.. hahah.. i change, den i realised, my pants r quite below my waist.. once i take off the singlet,  the top part of the brief CAN SEE 1..

umm, 1 side issue worth mentioning.. when i got on the bus to go home, a tanned BOY was sitting next to mi. out of boredom, i look his side once a while. u knw wat, he was so nervous n scared siazz.. den when he about to alight, he was putting on his bag, n.. somehow the shirt on the back was lifted up 2 much, n revealed a small area of his tanned back lol..

oh.. tis blog is quite short.. shorter than previous.. tink i continue from here..

den later at nite, a good frn of mine.. got prob wif reln.. his bf 3 days nvr reply his sms n call. he ask mi call the bf, n if got ans, ask him to call my frn back.. i can say i knw wat he wan to do.. so i told him wat i'll do.. he den blasted off at mi, telling nt to act smart aleck n jus call. i told him to calm down so tat he will nt make matters worse.. he den jus disappeared... i knw how he;s feeling.. but den, if i really do so, "call n ask him to call my frn", it really reflects BADLY on my frn!! isn't tis a good intention?! was i even wrong?

den today morn, i asked how was the bf, he said ok... i ask if he wanna knw y i offered those suggestions, den he blasted off at mi again..saying i always ask 2 many questions n assume too much when i knw nothing.. is tis unappreciated good intentions? or did i really do wrong? haizz..

den at work, the nice lokoing tech guy came again to resolve a prob for mi. when he can't, he waited for his snr to fix it.. den his frn walked past us, n he greeted him. the snr den came n we discussed wat cld b the problem.. den i was kinda surprised by wat the snr said siazz... n made some startled.. actions.. hahah.. i tink somehow the tech guy felt weird.. n din.. look at mi anymore.. den later, on way home, i actually saw tat frn of his n tok to him..haha.. i think he was the frn.. but the feeling he gave mi.. he seems not siazz.. although he's the tech guy's frn..

phew.. finished bloggin liao... YAY!!! i got Aye's msn n J's... see if i can get E's..