luv_ktv's untold moments

down to last few days oni...

after the party, i got home abt 2am. dun wan bath, jus slept. tmr stil lmuz wake at 8am to go bank get atm card. but ALAS!! i woke at 9am, n skipped the atm totally. i need to prepare for a day out for the coutndown. i wonder if it'll be boring, cos oni mi n a frn. this frn, i seldom tok, but he's charismatic n heklpful n resourceful. so we met n proceeded on the gym, sauna n swimming n jaccuzzi. it was awesome!!!! it's a totally diff NYE tat i usually had!!!

ya, at times, i did see my frn peeping n ogling mi when i work out... but i'm alright wif it. ahah, but i have a funy idea (read: fantasy) when we inside sauna. we all jus wear a towel inside 1 right? we sitting there open leg, leaving the corners of the towel loose so we can cover the pte well. but wat if we made some small moves, n the cover reveal a bit?n ppl opposite us can see inside liao... when ig ot in, someone was lying face down on the bench. naked. if he's facing up in towel, hehe..... i guess tis is the commonest reason for thigna happening around there.

after tat, his 2 KID frns (16-17 yo oni) came over to look for him. they wearing low cut attire, so i was look at their cute faces n peeping into their shirts hahahah... but oh well, they sound so juvenile n immmature i dunno wat to tok to them. anyway, they keep toking among themeselves tat i have no space to move into. according to my frn, the taller guy is more proper mannered. the shorter 1 is not gd. i find the shorter guy way cuter. a REAL CUTIE. got 1 time, cutie joking abt letting my frn enter him, i voiced out "u mind 3some?" my frn luffed his head off, n the cutie simply said "spare my butt" haha...

den we went off to join his beng frns in chinatown there. haah.. from him, i know some of the ppl there.. jus know oni lah.. 1 beng wif GI hair, 1 lian, 1 kiddy beng. hahaha... finding the GI beng cute, (his ations, not his body/face), i wnana take pic of him. he was surprised. i told him i wanan capture the GI hair hahaha... had 1.5 glass of beer there, until i was all red in my face. den later, my frn bring mi to tantric. met an attractive guy there... he's a Nus student, tutoring as partime job. he even thot i was his student hahah... had gin tonic. really getting dizzy. the nuz guy seem to b potato-inclined tho.. b4 i left, i told him in his ear, he's desirable hahah...

finally made our way to a hotal room booked by his frn. 2 married couples n 2 single str8 guys. haah... my frn went havoc n teased the singles. haha, made the whole plce rock. together wif his frn, they turned the place upside down. i captured lotsa shots. including a striptease scene hahaha... never had this load of teasing fun in my life. 25 is my golden yr. n i really find that, it's much more worth the effort to know a frn than to try a reln wif him, and end up possibly severing frnship when things turn awry. when the reln hurts too much, it's time to stop n not look back. if it hurts to look back, i'll choose to erase tat part of my memory.

n i did learn to take his easy n cool, no longer tat serious n afraid of things. probably 'cos i know how to fend for myself n so,i can take things easily n not scared of being bullied.

n it's strange tat, for frnship, u can ensure his bad ways n look at his good sides. but when it comes to reln, an oops n the reln cld b done. at least this is wat i experienced...

have i really grown much more confident of myself? cos i intend to put a link to my pix... all of them.. those family-oriented types, to be placed in my blog. so tat ppl can see mi. the pix i took in australia, i'm proud of how i look. i'm confident of my mannerism n image tat i know, if someone does not appreciate, there r some who do. n reading some "trust at workplace" books oso helped mi in handling office relns...

i'm no longer affected by criticism or how negatively ppl may see mi, cos i know how n wat i am. altho i dun have many friends ot hang out wif, i do know some who r nice ppl. they may be sexaully attracted to mi, but when i need help ,i can call them n they r ready.

as for the NY party, when my frn's frn was pretty sober, he's normal. when he's drunk, he gets wild n kinky. hahah. when he's kinky, he feel like harlem Yu. n i actually had my lens on for 26 hrs long LOL.. did i break my personal record?