luv_ktv's untold moments

is it normal for people to head-dive into a relation, when they feel a thing for that guy?

Somtimes, due to a surge of emotions towards a person, we will want something to happen
btwn ourself, and that person. But after it happened, will we be happy wif the outcome?
no 1 knows, and it will always be a challenge of wat we dare to try.

finally, i'm working in a place for about a year. I understand what it means by Experience Counts. and know why is it important to be relaxed n click wif ur colleagues. haha, while reading the Trust and Betrayal book, i will wana change it to "understand what it means by having ppl to trust u, ask for ur opinion, and belif in ur experience n knowledge when u tell them ur opinion" ahah. sounds so formal n theory. but tis still isn't the plc i wanna... develop my career path in.

umm.. a review of the wk. not bad, pretty much enjoyed it. din really spend mucho $$ but enjoyed myself still. tis is called "lifestyle of a thrifty person". sat, went for swim n got a tanline. but i dun really knw if tis is nice tan, cos when i lok into mirror, my torso stil llook fair to mi. whenj swimming, saw a gorgeous boy (these days, i been wanting to use "gorgeous" to describe ppl who look immensely atrractive n young.. i still prefer "young" to "boyish") changing in poolside. den i saw him coming into the water. nice chest for his body size. gave him a good look 2 times, he "shy" n turned head away.

when i was home (family side) to bath, i realise... it's really good to have a flat to urself. cos, no 1 at home, i din close the bathrm door n towel left somewhere in rm. i done liao, so left the bathrm to take towel. i feel like there is lotsa freedom. freedom tat i loved at tat instant. no restriction, no 1 to control how u live, not afraid of being seen by public n kena reported.

den i watched te korean dvd - "Full House". wah the actor really LOVE to flaunt every part of his body at anytime of the day siazzz... but tat is wat viewers like mah.. haha. but i dun buy 1, or go crazy over him. i take the dvd from my sis n watch! finally, i had dinner wif my gal pal. quite a nice day to spend.

on sunday, focus is on catching up wif a rabbit hhha.. i purposely wore a singlet to meet him ahaha. tried to make some sxual jokes, but he evaded it. den went wif him to shop around. haha, got him to checkotu some jeans. he den showed mi how he looked. w/o 2nd thot, i lifted his shirt at his back. i duno exactly wat i "checking/looking out" for, or maybe jus wanna see more skin? haha, oh well, his briefs not obviously sticking out type. kept toking rot all the way. supposed to leave for appt by 830, but stayed on wif him much later to accompany him.. haha..

den i got home n a surprise awaited mi. the 830 appt let me meet a good looking dude haha.. for a session LOL. he was all smiles siazz.. does tat mean he's trying to look cheerful, approachable, etc?

den, had a chat wif the msn crush. sighzzzzzz, he's sensing his reln is ending liao, cos 2 much factors are affecting it. tried consoling n asking how i can help. he din need anyt... anyway, meetign him tis wk for ktv..

"like him, tell him lah!!" isn't expressing interest in his body already telling him i am fond of him? was planning for haircut after CNY. but now, i think.. i need it ealier liao...