Monday, January 02, 2006

when i got home from airport, i unpacked my things.. wow... i am PROUD!!!! chatting n gossipping abt stuff... n bunking over my family there, i slept at 1am. next day i had tang yuen. traditional type. sighzz.. i was wondering if i shld still go for my sec frns outing tat day. cos i really broke. was considering hard. but i still went, cos i'm finding it hard to go out, catch up wif frns. since got this chance to catch up wif many ppl, might as well go join.

wat piss mi off slightly is, a sec frn, he was walking up the escalator. i waved at him.other ppl saw mi, he din. n wat's more, his gaze is just in my diretion. i told him this n he said, maybe he's sleeping. alright. den in the cinema (we watching narnia), (this reminds mi of something on the way home), he was holding a BAG of popcorns. so i wnana get some (i even asked him first). first time, i took a lil. 2nd time, he say "nvm, whole bag give u" i told himi dun need but he jus left it on my lap. i took a lil, kept it on my lap, for 5 mins, he din touch at all. i return back to him, he continued munching.

i still rmb, during our prev lunch gathering b4 xmas, i used my cam to take pix, cos it carries XXX pix, i told them it has pte pix. they were curious abt it n wanan see. but i teasingly rejected all. he's the oni 1 who utttered nothing. den later, i using my blue tooth, n 1 guy wanan check it out. i teased tat it's PTE oso, den this sec frn say "i think u're getting paranoid". wonder who deserves tis line more.

n den the xmas bbq, he oso tis attitude. even during our bbq, the group wanna us go start fire first. i asked if he know how to start fire, he say "of course LAH!" in a defensive tone. when he starting the bbq, he ask "how come all bits n pieces 1"? i smiled. den the gang came down n surprised y the fire din start. they den commented the charcoal was put in wrongly... n surprised tat the big ones not used at all...

next few days r all working days... which i really... unahppy abt KK. jus a few things to blog as summary.

1) he dun followup his cases
2) tell him to edit some things, he take his own sweet time n dun blif it
3) slacker.
4) let him knw a better way to do things, he scorned.
5) a case pending for days, he din call back. until the person called, he den admited to not calling yet. den i toking to that person. n he picked a call meant for mi. he wannna transfer the cal to mi. GOSH.

got 1 time, i back from lunch. he said "i'm so full" i wana say "full of urself, or food?" to sia sway him. but well, i dun wan things to turn out badly.

until friday.. den some excitment came. ppl ask mi over for some sm pte party. got a kid who prtty interested in it, but have attitude. i tok to him over phone.. he.. kinda exagg tis n tat.. self praise to the skies.. say he veli handsome, n many ppl into him. n even got sex dates every now n den alright.. i've seen trhu these oredi. but i really hope some more ppl will coem, i tookt he time to persuade him to go, since he had bad experience. but it turned out... he's either despo for proper sex, or he's really keen on mi... but i'm not.

cos... when he arrived but i nto there to welcome him, he shouted "y u so quiet? jus now on the phone u so much to say?". i just paid him back in his attitude. n he left pretty early, although he kept wanting to come my place. int he party, the slave was of a good build n shape. nice body. 2 bad he's not into nipple licking, if not i'd have cummed onto him. after the session, had some alcoholic drnks. wah, liao... i drink till i drwosy siazz..

umm, btw, i'm really thankful tat, although i'm not into such kinky n strong M&S stuff, the other 2 masters wilingly let mi join in n play a part.. ie, i din do much things, but they dun mind letting mi play wif their slaves...

oh.. abt the movies.. am i getting touched easily these days? but contrlling myself well still? cos i was watching choco factory movie in plane home, the shwo is abt a poor kid who hopes to visit the factory. his family tried to help him by buying the sweets. time n again, he was dsiappointed. as usual, ppl who got the sweets first r those undeserving of it. even whent he grandpa was dismissed at work, the money was used for the choco. for his dreams... cool... i was weeping within myself. it somehow reflected on my childhood, when i was so poor n knw a shit thing abt everything.

den next mov is narnia. i saw how the boys n guys (the elder bro, peter look so charming like the prince charles) grow up n treat each other. they r so young, impulsive n i can guess wat's going on in their minds. i've been thru it myself. i know the reason behind their doings... their purposes...

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