luv_ktv's untold moments

umm... actually i wonder.. wat makes a company wanna confirm a staff position..

when he manages to keep up wif the speed of the company progress?

when he manages to do things within his scope?

for mi, well.. my 3mth is almost up (i start work on 3rd jul. by rite, 3rd oct is 3 mths old). i... oso... start to wonder will tis company confirm mi anot..

i got 50% confidence... or... 75?

i came here due to my SCJP ability. since first mth, i have been able to churn out the pages required by me. i managed to setup a new system for testing within a shorter time than they expected. seem like my java skills r undoubted. my office pc is slow and slow. but my boss since 1.5 mths back has been asking mi to put up a request to buy a new system so tat it's fast enuff.. even until nw, she still say so. well, true, she cld b jus requesting to get a new PC, for whoever might come in later.

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den, wat makes a company dun wan confirm a staff? his attitude? his abilities? his integrating wif the company culture? umm perhaps...

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so wat makes mi so not sure of my position?

i am good in java. den, 1 mth after i came in here, i was told to pick up PERL (caps to emphasize i'm surprised at the lang i need to pick up). PERL is oh-so-diff from the usual languages that i know of... i was pretty resistent to it, cos
1) it's a new language n so text based.
2) tat's not wat i came here for!!
3) i dinno i had to pick it up
4) there is nothing for mi to try out on!! PERL depends on a server, but the server... i dunno how to manipulate.. or rather, no way to manipulate it at all..

but knowing the language will really help a lot in my work, cos, NOW, we r using it in our apps, and FUTURE oso using.. at least near future (2 yrs time) will. however, i'm having serious problems wif it.. cos, its not simple read n get input. it's oso.. connecting and linking to various files.. and some actions n interpretation of certain codes... i realy have problem following it...

tat's y i duno whether i can make it anot...