luv_ktv's untold moments

wow.

nw my upperstudy is really giving mi headaches.. ummm.. am i really such a pain as a colelague? as a teammate?

well, jus nw, the upperstudy told mi off... in front of other colleagues in office, she questioned how long i've been working on an issue... she even mentioned since 3 wks back. i really hate it. she's pinning the blame on mi!

this prob occurred 2-3 wks back yes. on 19th sept to b exact. over days, i solved the it. den as we exploring the data, ensuring integrity, saw some glitches, n over days, i cant resolve, so she helped. ok, thx for tat. we put up the file for testing. this prob was resolved.

however, as she explored, she found a dead link. she wanted mi to resolve it. tis link, well, is quite problematic, as the data file is quite messy n i need time to understand it better. so she wanna mi resolve it. i did it, but due to MISCOMMUNICATION, the files were kinda mixed up.. or something. i dunno wat happened oso.

she den grumbled n told mi to jus make the changes and send to testing again. it seems to be working fine. so i went home. den tis monday (25th sept), she found soemthing wrong n emailed to my office account. umm.. i forgot when she emailed. but i was nt in office at all.. i think it's tuesday. cos jus nw we arguing abt the time frame i took.

she said the whole of tis wk used up for this issue. den i argued back, saying i oni started on wednesday. she den chk back the email.. but come on, monday, i on urgent leave. tues i at home doing testing. wednesday noon den got back. how am i supposed to start?? wah liao...

she den said she may try to hlp later.. while i continue my checking. DEN, my supervisor wanna assign mi some tasks while she n sup discussing. den she stopped him, saying i still resolving a prob. somehwo, i feel tat at that instance, she's badmouthing mi. it cld my prejudice, i dun deny.

later, i asked her for a contact's number. i thot it shld b faster if she knew it n gave mi. she say it's in the docu. ok, i found it.. but i cant contact the person, so i asked for the mobile. den, i dunno wat she heard.. she was frustrated n told mi the contact's desk number. i told her i found it oredi.

i oso tried asking her something whcih i.. have always wanted to knw but she nvr managed to understand my pt n kept emphasizing that she dun think the contacts will knw as well. but today i ask again, she still cant gimme the ans. n still say, she dun thin contact will know. but i managed to call the contact.. n YES, i knw more abt how the system works. it seems that, the contact is better able to understand my qn n answer mi properly. but the upperstudy keep telling mi abt the programming point of view (ie, making things work). but wat i MUS n NEED to knwo is the business rules, and how the system actually works! our coding can help to make things work, but i need to knwo if wat i am doing is according to the rule!

later in the day, i told her tat i managed to resolve the issue temporarily. i admitted it, cos there are some things tat i need to research on. but i think her mind is having thots tat i imitating her, as she once told mi she implemented a temp soln too. den she got pissed, n ranted on..

when i told her the results of my investigations, she doubted mi (cos she nvr did detailed exploring, but i did, when i was testing my results) n pull back some old files. but gosh, she pulled back old files, n still claimed she din see the results of my work. OF COS! i merely told her str8, the change was there when i uploaded my file.

sighzz.. jus my luck to have her as my teammate, a high flyer, who expects efficiency as the key. she is an independent person who does things her way. i've prob clicking wif her.